#anguish or whatever

[taupewolfy]

houses of owls making me feel exactly like i did when fucking storm hawks and symbiotic titan ended

[ickypuppi3]

[blinkpen]

[ohitslen]

Yes! I like Vashwood being all head over heels at each other kiss kiss fall in love

Yes! I love them as just very close friends/soulmate behavior

Yes! I love them as found family who bring comfort to each other

Yes! I love them insane and beating the shit out of each other

In conclusion, all flavors are good flavors because they are one of the most angsty mfs out there rn

[msamuelsson]

This video is the best thing that spittin chicklets had ever done and nothing will ever top it.

[grendelsmilf]

I feel like chilchuck specifically chose a career wherein he’d be exploited and miserable so that he could complain constantly about how exploited and miserable he is. real haters know how to cultivate the conditions of your own suffering for the purposes of getting some really good kvetching in, which as we all know, is the most important part of living.

[sskklvr]

Do you know how funny I am

[menalez]

Still confused how being raised in a religious background causes 'lesbians' to sleep with moids outside of marriage... Nobody at my church was promoting premarital sex and fornication.

I'll wait for the 'lesbians' to explain that logic.

how does being told repeatedly that being same-sex attracted will cause u to burn in hell for eternity make someone do whatever it takes to try to “fix” their same-sex attraction? idk seems blatantly obvious to me

[14crush]

tears in my eyes. leader frye is still so real, to ME.

[sunnypiszerot]

Another thing I just thought of whilst rewatching totally Juanaflippa (REAL NOT FAKE) interacting with Slimecicle.

Especially during their hug, she was pushing him quite aggressively to try and have it resemble a hug, but Slime took it as her not wanting one. I personally interpreted it like when cats rub against you to show affection but, what if Slime actually also knows it’s not her. In the past, she would crouch and gently nudge in hugs, and here he was trying to prompt her to emote but she didn’t. Same with the flips, he asked her if she was doing many flips clearly waiting for one of Flippa’s signature backflips but she just affirmed yes and that was that.

And his spelling comment of having never taught Flippa how to spell correctly even though she was doing it perfectly in the past. I think deep down Slime knows that’s not his daughter, but he doesn’t care. He wants to pretend it’s his daughter no matter what, ignoring the cracks (figurative and literal!)

Which makes this moment all more angsty. He was so close to finding solace in his life and then something masquerading as his daughter throws him right back. Im really interested where this is going to go, because as much as I want to hope for their silly family to be back to normal, realistically Slime will have to watch his daughter die again. By someone else’s hand, or by the Federation’s.

[bruhstation]

so what if I’m crazier than crazy? so what if I’m sicker than sick?

[strwbrymlkshake]

who up praying for downfalls 🤨

[bizarreandjarring]

Disco thoughts - tw substance abuse

i've seen a couple of posts which talk about how kim's character is basically a wish fulfillment for somebody with mental health and/or substance abuse problems - he listens without judgement, helps you, and stays by your side. this is very true but i wanted to add my two cents on the fact that it feels the same way from the other end - that harry is wish fulfillment for people who are close to people with susbtance abuse problems.

playing disco has been a super interesting experience for me, i didnt understand the content of the game before i played it, it hit a lot closer to home than i thought it would on many fronts. growing up someone in my family, specifically in the same household as me, had very serious substance abuse issues. there was an attempt to shield me from it mostly, but that just meant that i didnt really understand why and what was happening and the implications of it. it really scarred my childhood and shaped a large part of who i am in a way that i deeply dislike and resent. that person is still in my life now, they are clean and have been for years, but the memories remain. it is particularly hard to have them in my life because aside from anything that happened in the past, they are a huge bigot, with a huge ego, and have a lot of problems empathizing with others and being nice for once and not a giant asshole.

it feels so stupid to say that part of me will always be angry at them because they never even apologised? they wanted to move past everything that happened so bad that they never said sorry, never acknowledged my pain

anyway, to get to the point, this is why harry really came across as wish fulfillment for me personally. he's big and drunk and stumbling and smoking, saying the wrong thing all the time, outbursts at any second, he's done bad things, he's coming down and he's miserable. i know that man. i've known that man for a long time now. i hate that man and i love him almost against my own will. but unlike in real life, in the game (depending on how you play) you can have him say im sorry, you can make him get clean and really stay that way. you can have him be nice to kids and help them start a stupid dance club and make friends and make amends and really fucking try. and that was cathartic for me on a level that i wasnt really prepared for. after i thought about this it made me understand why i sympathised with jean so little. in my mind, if you have an addict in your life this is the dream scenario! why is jean so angry doesn't he know how good he's got it?! obviously the two situations are in no way 1:1, but i couldnt help thinking that if that person in my life turned around tomorrow and said - im sorry, i fucked up and hurt you, im going to do better, im going to be kinder, maybe there is something in this world for me other than hurt...

well fuck i'd take it, i'd hold onto it for dear life

TLDR - harry can be wish fulfillment for people who have people in their lives with substance abuse issues. HDB lives inside my heart and he's telling me to chug cough syrup but im ignoring him

[stolligaseptember]

the way the new iwtv show is literally just a marriage deconstruction............ they're gonna enter their baby trap arc next episode, and i can't WAIT for them to enter their real divorce era it's going to be so fucking messy and so FUCKING delicious

[meatpuppit]

maybe its a problem that the only time im not too anxious to submit job applications is like. at night.

[everymlmhybrid]

this part genuinely makes me feel like eating dry wall like i can't explain how i feel about it without making some of you finally tire of me and block me about it i think