#anon rae

[o-ochangx]

Yan!scoups

I look at my girlfriend, lying on the nurse room bed.

"Oh my god unnie! Are you ok? How did you get hurt??!!" My fussing over is stopped when she pushes me away.

"Unnie what's wrong-?" My question is interrupted when she says, "Let's break up, I don't like you anymore." I look up in shock, my eyes brimming with tears, with a choked sob I ask her, "Why?".

She looks at me with a strange look in her eyes which sort of looks sad, but it disappears as soon as it came. "You're pathetic. You offer nothing to me. I'm just discarding trash."

Not wanting to hear anymore, I run out of the nurse room, I could barely see, my vision was blurry with tears, when I bang into someone's hard chest: seungcheol sunbae.

"Sunbae!" I sob into his chest, "Why did you have to take me there ! Did you know ? Oh why?"

— hi it's anon Rae, its been a long time, how are you? Are you keeping well? This is a continuation of my last ask, um with Yan!scoups. Thank you!

Oh sweet thing *I say with sympathy laced on my voice. Hugging you close to my body I pat your head lovingly while keeping my cheek pressed on the crown of your head* what happened baby?? Did your girlfriend say something mean to you? *I ask her with worry. Sweetness lacing my voice as I coax you with my love for you* I do not what you’re talking about but could you please tell me what happened so I could help you out? *I ask you softly* let’s go to the cafeteria so you can calm down, hmm? I will buy you your favourite boba, how does that sound? *I say with a small as I continue patting your head while I straighten some of your hair*

Anon Rae

(—Hi Rae!! It’s really been long hehe, I hope you’re doing well! I am doing okay :)) just school and stuff nothing exciting lol. Glad to see that you’re continuing this ask of Cheol ;) I hope to see you more in the future too >.<)

[wndaswife]

eating out mommy wanda and asking "am i doing a good job mommy ?" while shes just overwhelmed with pleasure she cant think straight and stutters when she tries to answer and and 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

omg this specifically with matriarchal disturbance wanda because it is her greatest weakness when you call her mommy.. and she's soooo overwhelmed by seeing you so eager in pleasing her, feeling how your hands run up and down her thighs and her ass, squeezing and caressing her with your soft hands and fingers, telling her how good she tastes and how beautiful she looks when you're between her thighs and wanda can hardly keep it together

she's a blushing mess, her back arched from your bed with one hand in your hair and the other gripping your sheets

and she wants desperately to praise you and tell you that you're doing such a good job because she loves you so much and you're making her feel so good, but you intentionally apply more focus onto her clit and she can hardly even form words, just completely overtaken by how you're making her feel, and the warm feeling in her chest knowing just how eager you are to make her feel good

[before-it-felt-like-a-sin]

Need to make out with Natalie to fade into you, like, I’m not letting that travnat breakup claim that song 😡

Like imagine her driving you home from a party and you’re both a little drunk, and you beg her to let you have the aux and she’s like ‘fine fine…’ and you put on that song, and she giggles as you sing along and everything. She then suddenly pulls over just to kiss you, and then that turns to making out… she doesn’t even care that the song is on repeat she’s just so in love :(

(totally wouldn’t mind a mini fic/blurb on this concept…..)

also btw good luck for college!!! you’re gonna do great 💕💕

Fade in to You

Ooooh yes (but I don't condone drunk driving so you're both sober)

Also thank you!! I hope I do lmao <3

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"Nat! Just let me play one song! Just one, I swear, and then we can go back to listening to whatever this shit is," you beg, giving your best puppy eyes. Not that she was paying much attention.

"Fine, okay, whatever. One song. That's it. And my music isn't "shit", by the way." She rolls her eyes, handing her phone out to you. By this point, you've earned the rights to her password, so it's easy to navigate to Spotify and cue up the song you want.

As soon as it starts playing, you begin humming along.

"I wanna hold the hand inside you," you sing softly, reaching out for Nat's hand. You knew it was extremely corny, but you couldn't help it. Not with her.

She rolls her eyes but takes your hand anyways, still keeping her eyes on the road. You keep singing, getting more exaggerated as the song goes on. At this point, you're waiting for her to break and start laughing. What you're not expecting, is for her to pull the car off the road and into a grocery store parking lot.

"Nat-?"

Before you can even finish your sentence, she leans over the center console and kisses you. It's soft and sweet, and after a moment she pulls away to look you in the eyes.

"Fucking idiot," she says, and kisses you again. It starts off like the first, slow and gentle, before she's slipping her tongue into your mouth. It's still sweet, but rougher. More Natalie.

You practically melt, wrapping your arms around the back of her neck as she kisses you. One of her hands cups your cheek as the other one tangles into your hair.

The two of you stay like that for what seems like hours, just lost in each other, until you inevitably have to pull away to breathe.

"So I'm guessing you like my song more than you thought you were going to, huh?"

"Yeah, it was the song that I liked. Nothing else." She buckles back in and starts the car back up before intertwining your fingers again. You just grin stupidly from the passenger seat, and don't make a move to change the song at all.

[buddieunderratedgem]

hi! do you have any recs where eddie (or buck, im not picky) confesses his love for the other, but the other one doesn’t realize the feelings they have for them are romantic, so they basically kinda turn them down, but eventually they figure it out and it’s a happy ending? bonus points if somewhere in between the turn down and the final confession they are jealous

Oh god there’s one really good but I can’t think of the name of it rn 😭😭 I’ll add it to a reply when I find it.

Anyone else has any recs for trope?

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[mass-angel-exodus]

Can you draw andrea being forced by Ashton to wear to reindeer costume while Ashton is wears a Santa costume

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The Christmas spirit of Andy and leyley i mean ashy and gaygay i mean yeah them

[wellcollapse]

Last anon I forgot but I also think quite fee que toy about buck meets the diazes lol this is me coming out as a fangirl for your writing

hi and also hello!! i'm gonna use this as my tease tidbit tuesday but really it's all for you :)

i was also tagged by @cal-daisies-and-briars, thank you 🥰

tagging @bewilderedbuck @captain-hen @loserdiaz @jeeyuns @shitouttabuck

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@daffi-990 :)

“I’m sorry. Did I interrupt something?”  “Ah — no, you’re good,” Buck says. “ I was just trying to calculate how much food I’d need to buy for this recipe. We’re, uh, we’re having a barbecue later this week. It’s actually for—”  “For your birthday, yes," Ramon murmurs. "Eddie told us earlier this morning.”  “Yeah,” Buck says, grinning. “Anyway, I told him we could cancel it, or reschedule, but he wouldn’t hear it. So now I’ve got to figure out how much shrimp I’ll need to feed twenty-seven people — or, I guess  it’s twenty-eight, now, since I know Abuela wouldn’t miss it for the world. I know Michael — Bobby’s wife’s ex-husband  — is trying to go vegan, and so is his son Harry, and I know Hen’s son is allergic to garlic, so I’ll have to check the potluck list and make sure that everyone else brings enough for them to eat. They’re going to need at least one entreé, plus a few appetizers and a couple of desserts that they’d want to eat, so I need to make sure we have it all on the spreadsheet. It’s, uh, it’s a lot of work, but…” Buck falters when he sees the look on Ramon’s face.  “You’re inviting your captain’s wife’s ex-husband?” Ramon asks, enunciating each word slowly, like he doesn’t fully understand what he’s hearing.  “They’re still friends,” Buck says hesitantly. “Besides — that’s how we work. At the 118, you know, we’re like a big extended family. Parents, siblings, cousins, friends — everyone is welcome.”  “I see,” Ramon says. So I’ve got twenty-eight people I need to buy shrimp for,” Buck says wryly. He bites his lip, making a split-second decision. “Thirty, if you and Mrs. Diaz want to come too.”  Ramon leans away slightly, obviously taken aback. “Are you sure, Buck? We wouldn’t want to disrupt your birthday plans.” “Nah, no worries, Mr. Diaz. Eddie was really excited about this trip — I know it means a lot that you guys are here to visit. ” Buck shrugs, the corner of his mouth tugging up in a slight smile. “ I’m sure Eddie would be happy to have you there, and thirty is an easier number than twenty-eight, anyway.”  “Well, thank you.” Ramon says, seemingly mollified. He leans back against the couch, his expression softening into something more gentle. “I appreciate you saying that, Buck. I know your opinion is important to my son.”  “I hope so,” Buck says quietly. “Eddie, he — his opinion is really important to me, too.” He swallows down the sudden lump in his throat. “I — I don’t think I’d be where I am today without him.” Shit.  It’s too much, too vulnerable, too soon, and Buck clamps his mouth shut tight. “Uh—” he says hastily, shaking his head. “I — I just mean that I’d probably still be rooting for the Eagles during the Super Bowl if Eddie hadn’t been there to show me the light.”  This is, apparently, the right thing to say, because the slight smile on Ramon’s face widens. 

[monsterrae1]

Besides, loserdiaz cause I've already read all their fics and yours, lol. Can you recommend me some authors to read? I need new stories and I've already read all of the ones on the underrated gems tumblr too, lol.

Ohhhh yes I can:

@buddierights < their baseball au is the LOML, followed by the marriage army fic and of course their princess bride literally kept me alive for months 🖤

@hoodie-buck < an AU master, coastlines is one of my favorite buddie aus period and everyone should read it imo

@honestlydarkprincess < keeping the slut in me alive and well fed all through kinktober

@prettyboybuckley < if you wanna be destroyed pls head over to their college au; and then make a stop at their high on you verse cause it’s everything (also they wrote me a pegging fic and I forever love them for it)

@spotsandsocks < amazing amazing writer, if you enjoy longer things she’s your girl, amazing descriptions and such original ideas

@eddiebabygirldiaz < also long works too keep you company for daaysssss with such beautiful prose

@bigfootsmom < I’m obsessed with their werewolf fic and everyone should go read it now

@princessfbi < any of her fics is a must read for me, I don’t even question it, I know I’m in for an amazing time and so well written

@rogerzsteven < the whump is just *chefs kiss* you’re gonna feel cut open but you’re gonna love it

@the-likesofus < they have such soft and domestic fics that always hit the spot when I need them

@heartshapedvows < very fun fics!

I’m missing so many amazing people but those are the ones that come to night right now 🖤 hope some of their fics are to your liking !

Gimme attention pls

[viennakarma]

the pics aston martin just dropped of alonso are making me feel some type of way 😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😫😫😫😫😫😫

-lewis anon

YES! BUT ALSO HIS POST RACE/QUALI INTERVIEWS ❤️‍🩹 I MEAN LOOK AT HIM 🥵

(whenever he’s like ✨intense eye contact✨ I just melt like- AAAAAA)

[0shewrites0]

You need to reset and pick you've been faithful in casa! So when the movie clip is shown, Jin will be hurt and pick Sienna again.

THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART

Omg I could kiss you right now 😭😭🫶🏼

You know, this one time I choose to be an honest person and it comes back to bite me in the arse. That sucks but I guess I’ve learned my lesson

[o-ochangx]

yan! s.coups

Hey, um Seungcheol sunbae? What are you doing here outside of the girl's washroom? I thought you had English right now, in tower B ? Uhm are you ok ? There is blood on your shirt, Should I take you to the nurse's office ? By the way, you haven't happened to see my girlfriend, Hyemin, Hyemin Kang, have you ? She told me you and her have Physics together. She texted me that she was going to washroom forty-five minutes ago, but she hasn't but responded to my texts since, unnie usually has a break right now, and I haven't seen her. Did you happen to see her during Physics ?

(BTW, thank you for opening these yandere talks, also I was hoping I could have like an anon name, because I know I'll be frequenting, like anon rae or something ?)

Ah…I was waiting for…you! I am okay. It’s just that your girlfriend…Hyemin is it. She got hurt. She told me to bring you to the nurse. She happened to badly injure herself after her physics class. Come on let’s go. *I took her hand as I lead her to the office. We entered the office as I looked in Hyemin’s eyes with a stern gaze. She knows what will happen if she tell what I did to her. Hope she is smart enough not to do so.* I will get going now Y/N and…Hyemin take care. *saying that I smiled at Y/N as I exited the room* I hope Hyemin does the right thing.

Anon Rae

(If you wanna change your name you can tell me! Also thank you for sending this ask for Cheol! I enjoyed writing for him! Hope to get more asks for me him!)

[wndaswife]

I feel like Wanda would have such sensitive nipples and could totally cum just from nipple stimulation and when r wants to be a brat she teases her until she cums just from that

soft mommy wanda who is the softest softest dom ever but can easily be overtaken if her little girl decides to be bratty (she doesn’t know how to discipline or exert power at all..)

imagine going to bed with her for the night n she’s cuddling with you with her arms around you and your head against her chest and you slowly start to tug at the collar of her shirt

wanda easily gives in and lets you pull her shirt down so you can do what you want, though when you get a little rowdy she is quick to give in as you start pushing her onto her back and groping her breasts, tugging at her nipples with your teeth. she wants you to touch her and tries to bring one of your hands down between her thighs but you’re too focused on her breasts, how quickly she’s breathing and the way she’s arching her back up against your body

and soon she comes just from that

you cuddle against your mommy while wanda hugs you from behind tiredly. for how you teased her, wanda reaches around and fingers you, whispering into your ear with a grin about what a little brat you are, how silly you get when you want mommy so badly

[before-it-felt-like-a-sin]

omg okay I have a hurt/comfort request (I loooove all your writing btw 💕💕)

So reader goes with Tai and Van on the expedition south, and ends up with a leg scratch, however they hide it whilst helping Van back, because it’s ‘less important’.

When half the group arrives back to tell the others that Van is injured they go out instantly, Nat sorta notices the readers slow pace but didn’t think much of it.

Once they’re all back at the cabin and watching Van get patched up, the reader sits down, deathly pale from blood loss, Nat realises something is really wrong and she’s worried sick 😣

She gets you to admit to you leg wound and rolls up your jeans to see how bad it is and her face visibly drops. Reader prepares themselves for harshness but Nat is so sweet and gentle and worried, she can’t even comprehend scolding.

Nat bandages the wound and comforts the readers pain so sweetly, (being like “I know, I know it hurts, I’m nearly done”) and gets her to bed etc, reader falls asleep with her head in Nats lap

It's Gonna Be Okay, Baby

Summary: Your explorative trip ended worse than imagined, and your girlfriend helps patch you up.

Warnings: canon typical depictions of violence, injury, and mentions of death (nobody dies dw), mentions of nausea and vomiting, mentions of passing out

Thank you anon, for the compliment! It means a lot :)

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You stood in the cabin, alone with Natalie as the rest of the girls stood outside, waiting to send everyone off.

"Y/n, please. Stay here. I want you here." Natalie was practically begging you, but you'd already made up your mind. You were going. Going wit Tai and Van and the others. You had to.

"I'm going with them. Taissa's finally doing something, and I'm not leaving her. I know that you can't go, that you have to find food for the others. But this is my way of helping. You can see that, right?" You take her hands in yours, squeezing them gently.

"They'll be fine without you, please. I'm sure they'll be alright. I just-" She inhales, composing herself. "I just want to make sure that you'll be safe."

"I will. But I'm going to be safe out there, finding help. I have to do this."

For a moment, it looks like she's going to keep arguing, that defiant look still in her eyes. But she softens after a moment, nodding. She knows that this is important to you, that you want to do what you can for the good of everyone. That didn't make the fact that you were leaving her hurt any less.

You almost say it for the first time. I love you. The words are on the tip of your tongue. They have been ever since you crashed, ever since you kissed that first time in the middle of the night, both of you unable to sleep. The two of you'd been dancing around romance for months, and it took a goddammed plane crash to get you to admit your feelings.

Instead, you opted for silence and a hug tighter than any you'd given her before. You hoped that it conveyed everything you were thinking.

I love you. I need you. I promise everything will be alright. I'll be back.

She hugged back, hands grasping at the back of your t-shirt. When you pulled away from the hug, she looked at you for a moment, seemingly drinking you in. Like she wanted to commit every part of you to memory.

The two of you walked outside, Natalie trailing behind you. Tai and the others who decided to come with her were already in the midst of saying goodbyes. Van comes up to hug Natalie, and you move to find Shauna and Lottie.

Lottie finds you first, pulling you in for a tight hug.

"Stay safe, okay? I don't have the best feeling about you leaving." She sounds genuinely terrified, and you squeeze your arms around her reassuringly.

"We'll be fine, Lot. Nothing's going to happen to us." You release her from the hug, and spot Shauna a few feet away.

She gives a small smile as you approach, and you return the look. Unlike Lottie, she doesn't say anything, just gives you a quick hug. Shauna's never been overly sappy or sentimental, but you know she loves you.

Once everyone had said their goodbyes, you turned to start your trek south. Before you can fully leave the clearing, Nat grabs your wrist to pull you into another hug. It doesn't say as much as the one you shared inside the cabin, since everyone was around. But you felt the love in it nonetheless.

When she pulled away, you give her another quick smile and turn to follow the rest of the group. You don't want to be too far behind.

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In front of you, Tai and Van chattered on about horror movies and the bone necklace Lottie gave to Van. You couldn't help but feel jealous that your own girlfriend wasn't there. Not that there was any solid confirmation from either of them that they were together, but you knew. They were always sneaking off together, always glued to the hip, always coming back from foraging with puffy lips and messed up hair. It was endearing, in a way.

Part of you wanted to be upset that Taissa hadn't at least told you about the relationship, but it wasn't like you had revealed to her your own sexuality, let alone your relationship with Nat. So you let it slide. Everyone was entitled to their own secrets.

With Taissa occupied by Van, and Mari and Akilah being attached at the hip, that left you with Misty to talk to or to be alone with your thoughts. You chose the latter. Not that you disliked Misty, but she could be a lot to deal with sometimes. You were already preoccupied enough, you didn't need to end up snapping at Misty and have everyone pissy at you.

So, you walked alone with your thoughts. Thoughts about what might happen on this trip, thoughts about what Lottie was saying earlier about having a "bad feeling". But mostly, you thought about Nat and what she might be doing right now. Hunting, probably. She didn't do much else. She could be talking to Shauna, or more likely Lottie, or even Coach. It was a little upsetting knowing that she wasn't here with you, but you also knew she had a responsibility to the rest of the team. She was their hunter, even if there wasn't much to hunt anymore.

All of a sudden, you felt your foot catch on something and you lurch forward, stumbling right into Van. Luckily, she catches you, and she's laughing.

"God, fuck, I'm an idiot. I wasn't watching where I was going. Sorry, Van." By now, you're smiling, too, and you can hear giggles from behind you.

"You didn't twist your ankle, did you? It'd kind of suck if someone had to be your crutch until we found civilization," she joked, clearly not upset at all.

you right yourself and do a quick assessment, noting that everything felt and looked fine. "I think I'm good. I'll pay more attention, promise."

With that, you all continued on for a couple more hours before the sun began to set. Mari and Misty started a fire, and everyone else just sat around the firepit, getting warm and comfortable. Well, as comfortable as you can get in the middle of the woods.

After a few beats of silence, Van starts to tell everyone the plot of some rom-com that she had watched. It was entertaining to hear about, especially since you hadn't seen a movie in months, and the one she wad describing was one you hadn't watched. She rattled on for was probably twenty to thirty minutes. Not that you had much sense of time out here, especially at night.

Then, you heard it. Wolves. Everyone froze for a moment, remembering Coach Ben's words from months ago.

"Wolves are scared of humans. Plus, they sound pretty far away. No one has to worry," Tai assured everyone, her words sounding so firm nothing could convince you that they weren't true.

"You know who does have to worry? Our girl Sandy." Van quickly goes back to her retelling of the movie, and you relax a bit. By the time she finishes explaining the plot, everyone seems ready to go to sleep. You volunteer to take first watch, knowing it would be easier for you to stay awake rather than have to wake up later.

As everyone else fell asleep, you sat with your thoughts. It started to hit you that this might not have been your best idea, but it was too late to back out now. You missed Natalie, you missed the warmth of all the other girls in the cabin, you missed feeling at least a little bit safe. You honestly wished you were still trekking through the woods, because at least then everyone would be awake.

Taking a deep breath, you try to calm your racing nerves. Everything was fine. You were doing this to find help, and you weren't going to go back empty-handed. They needed you. Natalie needed you.

So you watched, and you waited, and you stayed awake until it physically felt impossible for you not to fall asleep. When you knew you couldn't keep your eyes open much longer, you gently shook Taissa awake.

"Tai... Taissa, wake up. It's your turn." She barely moved, and you were surprised. It wasn't that Tai was normally a light sleeper, but if someone intended to wake her up, it was never this difficult. You knew that, often sharing a room with her, both for away games and sleepovers.

"Taissa. Tai." With that, she finally woke up, still a bit groggy.

"Sorry, Tai, really. But I can't stay awake any longer."

She just stares at you for a moment before slowly sitting up, nodding as she does. It almost feels as if you're back home, waking her up for breakfast at one of your many sleepovers. Almost.

You shoot her a grateful smile and curl up on the ground, begging for sleep to take you. It does, quickly, and you're relieved for that.

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The next morning, everyone wakes up only a bit worse for wear. Dirt on the arms, hair messy, mouths tasting like shit. Not much you can do now, but it's still a slight annoyance.

It doesn't take much to get everyone moving, the promise of finding help nudging you along. The morning goes by largely uneventfully, a little less chatter and a little slower than yesterday, but you move.

That is, until you find the dark red stream. The water honestly just looks brown to you, but Van's paranoia about Lottie's dream isn't helpful for morale, but neither is Taissa's outburst. Sometimes you wonder how the two of them could possibly fit together the way that they do, but somehow it works.

The afternoon brings a little more tension, now tired and already grumpy. No one is talking, save for Misty, and it's honestly driving you a bit insane. But you suck it up and smile, trying to bring everyone's mood up, at least a bit.

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You take first watch again tonight, to avoid a fight between Tai and Van on who should get to sleep first. It largely goes the same as the night before, trying to stay awake as long as you can to help the girls to sleep for longer, waking Tai up before falling dead asleep.

It's only about an hour later when it happens. First, of course, you hear Van's screams. It takes a moment to process what's going on, and when you do, you immediately jump into action with the others. Fighting off the wolves. You don't know how long you're like that before Taissa appears, finally scaring them away, but by then it's too late.

Van's dead.

Building the pyre, you almost feel numb. Nothing is going on inside your head, except for mild grief at the loss of a friend. So, it's no surprise that you don't notice the large gash on your upper thigh. The adrenaline coursing through you blocks away the pain.

When you do notice, it's an easy decision to cover it up. You'd be fine, it wasn't that bad. Honestly, it barely hurt. That's what you told yourself, anyways.

So, you change your pants before Van's makeshift funeral.

"Really?" Van chokes awake, sputtering on her own blood. "Fire?"

In an Instant, Taissa is hysterical, and everyone is moving Van off of the lit pyre. Part of you is relieved, the other terrified.

Misty helps Taissa to wrap Van's face as best as possible, and you again forget about the pain in your leg. When you start moving back to the cabin, you can barely feel it, you're so focused on getting Van back alive.

"Just leave me here to die." It hits you like a punch to the gut, and you can't imagine how it feels for Tai.

"No. We're getting you back there." Taissa is firm, and you're grateful for her. When she tells the four of you to go on, you do it.

In hindsight, you aren't even sure how you managed to make it back. Your jeans were soaked with blood, a combination of both yours and Van's.

You practically collapse into Natalie when you see her, only managing to get out "Van," before trying to drag her into the woods. Luckily, Misty and Akilah seem to be more eloquent, explaining to the rest of the Yellowjackets what happened.

It doesn't take long for everyone to get moving, wasting no time in trying to find Taissa and Van.

"Van!"

"Tai!"

"Taissa!"

You join in on the yelling, trying to keep up with everyone else. your leg is beginning to really hurt now, but you force yourself to keep pushing. Van needs you.

"Is she okay? She's limping," Natalie asks Akilah, voice low, as if she doesn't want you to hear.

"She tripped the other day, it might just be because of that. I'm sure she's fine." Suddenly, you're grateful for your fall. You didn't need someone freaking out over you instead of Van.

It isn't long after that you find them, curled up together on the forest floor. Taissa looks determined, more determined than she ever has before. And Van looks horrible. But with the help of Shauna and Natalie, she stands enough to drag her back to the cabin.

The stitches are the worst part. Everyone holding her down, the screams. You want to cover your ears and cry, but you don't. You hold Van down as she gets her stitches, and when she's done, you all but collapse on the floor.

Natalie comes to sit next to you, wrapping her arm around your shoulder.

"Hey. Are you okay? I noticed that you were limping earlier. And you've got blood all over you." She looks concerned, but you brush her off.

"It's Van's. And I tripped the other day." Neither thing was a lie, but it definitely wasn't the truth either.

"Y/n, seriously. You're pale as shit, you're limping. Just let me check your leg, okay?" She looks at you, and you immediately cave. It's easier to just pull off your pants, and by this point everyone has seen your underwear anyway.

She looks genuinely terrified, and you brace yourself for harshness, for "I told you so" or "Why wouldn't you say anything?" or "How could you be so stupid?"

Instead, Natalie softens, looking more worried than you'd ever seen her, save for the plane crash. She inspects the gash, noting the length and depth of it. You don't want to look, knowing how ugly it had looked before, sure it was worse now.

"Shit, fuck, okay. Relax, I'm going to get Misty or Akilah, and they can sew it up for you. It's gonna be okay, baby." She squeezes your hand softly before finding Akilah and the same needle and thread used on Van. She also brings water, and a stick for you to bite down on.

You take the water gratefully, sipping it slowly. The blood loss is making you dizzy and nauseous. While passing out could be a blessing when getting stitches, vomiting wouldn't be.

Nat sits beside you again, holding your hand as Akilah starts the stitches. You cry out, gripping Natalie's hand tightly.

"Shh, it's okay, it's going to be fine, you've got this." She keeps whispering soft, reassuring words to you, and you've never been more grateful for her in your life.

The stitches make you feel ten times worse, and it takes all your strength not to lose consciousness. You focus on Natalie next to you, trying to match her slow, steady breathing. It helps a little, and so does the fact that she's still telling you how strong you are, how amazing you're doing.

Finally, Akilah finishes, and you breathe a sigh of relief.

"You should wrap it up with a clean bandage," Akilah says to Natalie, and you know she means with a strip of cloth. Nat nods, grabbing one of her own t-shirts and ripping a strip from it.

"I'm gonna have to touch it, I'm sorry." She genuinely looks so sad, but you're grateful for the help.

"No, it's okay." When she hears you, she just nods again before wrapping the cloth around the wound. You wince, but the sting is mild compared to all that you'd been through in the past 24 hours.

Nat sits next to you again, and you're so exhausted that you don't care who sees you. You lie your head in Natalie's lap, and she immediately starts running her hand over your hair. It's nice, soft and intimate, something not readily available in the Wilderness. You drink all of it in, the way her thighs feel under your head, the way her hand feels on your hair.

"I love you." The words are firm, like they're the realest thing in this place. You feel Natalie's breath hitch for a second, but you don't have time to worry about what it could mean.

"I love you too." She leans down to press a kiss to your temple, and you swear this is heaven.

It doesn't take long after that to fall asleep, feeling safer than you have in months.

[flowers-for-lesbians]

really its ic who cant decide. they went from friendly to hostile to friendly to hostile to friendly to hostile to protective to hostile.

Rae has been trying to help ic for most of the time. helping them with corruption from enderian, helping them with remembering, trying to help them see fable's manipulation.

rae keeps reaching out, its ic who cant decide if they want to accept that

-eye anon

Yeah

[rae-writes]

Hihi, so first things first, I wanna just say that I ADORE your writing. You have this charm to your writing that's hard to find, a jewel if I'm being honest.

Secondly, I am absolutely CLUELESS to when I can send in requests and if I can be considered an anon. Could you make a brief explanation about when I could send in requests, what to look out for, etc. Etc.

I AM SO SORRY TO TROUBLE YOU WITH THIS BTW I AM ACTUALLY SO LOST AFTER LEAVING TUMBLR FOR A WHILE

(If I can, can I be 🍮/🎀 anon?)

asdfghjkl TYSM?? I actually disappear at times, usually for like a month or two, when my mental health drops and/or writer's block just sticks to me like gorilla glue-

When my requests are 'open', I'll specify that (typically) it's only open for suggestion, which means you guys are free to send in suggestions, but they might not be written if I don't get inspiration to write for whatever lovely idea you've sent. It's unfortunate for me because I love writing, it's just sometimes I'm not able because the ideas just aren't flowing.

That status will always be shown on my pinned navigation post!

[mass-angel-exodus]

can you draw ash in a zero suit

Minors DNI || AGE IN BIO BYF || DO NOT REPOST

I got a bit carried away and drew Ashley too