#another post... oopsies

[kuni-kuun]

Love language

[zaacoy]

happy freenoodles friday! The silly husbands again because they are soft :3

[intotheelliwoods]

Hey uhh uhhm if yall dont hear from me in a while/I dont post many updates, no im not dead, I just may or may not have taken on a very large project ✌️

[naruto--headcanons]

Kakashi lived in Sakumo's old home for around 2-5 years after Sakumo's death. (Sakumo died when he was 4, just for reference.)

Kakashi didn't move out of there until Tsunade once found him there, in his dad's room, punching holes in the walls and demolishing things.

Tsunade doesn't remember Kakashi collapsing into her arms. Tsunade doesn't remember Kakashi sobbing nonsense to her. Tsunade doesn't remember Kakashi passing out.

all she remembers is finding him and all the damage he'd done, both to the walls and himself.

[anxiously-sidequesting]

The only reason why I don't post about Penny Dreadful every single day 3 times a day is because the last time I interacted with her was her pre-update quest where she was so desperate to get into ravenwood or pass a test that she was willing to give us a living breathing creature as a pet for compensation and that stuck with me for years. But the point is I don't remember a lot of her and I haven't seen her post-update content yet. And this is a Huge Sin on my part and I apologize because Penny Dreadful is the Best Good Woman in Ravenwood and I'm Right about this actually sorry.

[matryx7728]

Thoughts about Gabriel ultrakill and the heavenly council

okay okay okay okay okay so

i’m assuming this is referring to the tags i rbed that one post with so. youngings avert your eyes maybe idk how deranged i’ll get while typing this

gabriel ultrakill has such an impossible appeal to me and i’m going to attempt to put it into words

first of all. look at him. he’s so fucking pretty it’s insane have you seen that guy he’s beautiful in a way i can’t wrap my head around

he acts the way he acts he gets beat for the first time ever literalky ever by a machine and falls in love with it but mistakes that love for hatred and then when he reports back to the council they blame him for getting his ass handed to him like hello ???? you can’t just do that to him this is not what this post is supposed to be about im getting off topic

the way he acts his character his flow hsi jehevrnrgehrgrgrhuuuuuggaggggggggghh he triggers such a primal carnal desire within me that i’ve not felt my entire life until i witnessed him do you fucking grasp how much just how much i need to just be Near him do you understand how much i want to just hold his hand or to grab his stupid tiny little waist i want to place my hands on him in any kind of way okease oh my god please i need to cling to him i NEED to watch him do common normal things like twisting a doorknob or tie a knot oh my god i need to see him tie a knot you know how you have to pull the strings taut i need ti see him di that i need to see him lift something slightly heavy i need to watch him throw something into the air and catch it or alternatively i need to see him almost not catch it and do that jolt thing people do when they almost drop something to catch it i need to see him do that i need ti see him grip something i need to watch him stand up from a sitting position i need to watch him forget the direction he’s supposed to be going in and then do that weird pause and glance around before turning around and speed walking in the opposite direction i need to see him pick up a spherical object and watch the way his hands wrap around it i need to watch him reach around to try and grab something slightly out of reach

i need to jump on him i need to cling to him i need to climb all over that guy i need to feel the ridge of his spine i need to watch his adam’s apple shift as he swallows or speaks i need to watch his throat do that when it’s like you know when you lean your head back and the skin over your neck is pulled taut and the movement of yiur throat is much more significant i need to see him do that i need to watch him preen his wings i would collect his shed feathers and keep them in a little box or put them on a necklace and he’d be like Why Do You Have Those and i’d be like 😊😊😊😊😊😊 i think his wings are so fucking pretty i also think they’d be warm like they change temp depending on his mood notmally they’d be relatively warm like a heated blanket enraged they’d be like the temp of the surface of the sun and ecstasy they’d be even hotter donyou get me

there are so many things i think about him i have no words for them i just think he’s so catastrophically attractive ok in every way possible my view on him varies all the time sometimes i’m like Wow I’d Really Like To Be Friends With That Guy and other times i’m like I NEED HIM IN ME ummmmmm thats

okay getting only slightly more unhinged i’ll cut it here just in case cause we’re enterying hornypost territory

do you understand the amount of lust my body contains for gabriel ultrakill i would love to be pinned down by that guy by the shoulders or to have his hand run along the length of my spine or against my jaw i need to press my body up against his i don’t care how i just need to Touch him i NEED to hear that archangel whimper (<- listened to the gabriel whimpering audio clips 67 times) i need that guy down my throat uhhhhmmmmmm yeah i’m cutting that one short it seems my rational mind has finally kicked in

have fun reading my category 7 autism event

[todayisafridaynight]

tbh I really wanted the 3jimas to win that fight, to have Kiryu realize that his actions have consequences and that maaayybeee the people he keeps disappearing on to only reappear briefly to make demands of are finally sick of it and the rose tinted glasses of admiration have come off

no absolutely i really needed kiryu to just. //shakes him//

another thing i really wish we got from IW was daigo going off on kiryu- like he STARTED to but i needed that Y4 shit RIGHT NOW. if Y4 did anything right, it definitely helped broaden daigo's character in how having the chairman title pushed onto him was stressing him out and having him express this to kiryu was SO cathartic, even if daigo's words ultimately mean nothing to kiryu (or at the very least, kiryu did a bad job on understanding daigo's grievances and helping him afterwards)

it really is agitating that the jimas ended up going to the tower anyway too. i get that saejima and majima are kiryu's ex-colleagues and daigo's practically his son, and the fight was supposed to be a 'wake up call' for them. but it just diminishes the anger we saw from daigo in that first scene (and as if i have to say it, daigo becoming angry is a rare thing so that when it does happen its so jarring and it's meant to be serious) and it continues to excuse kiryu's general disregard for others if it means he gets what he wants.

its unfathomable to me that after nearly two decades of holding a position daigo didnt want for the sake of his idol, he finally gets to break away from it. and now his idol's just waltzing back into his life- after acting like he was dead for three years- asking for ANOTHER favor. and daigo's just supposed to accept it. if kiryu wasnt literally dying i just know he'd keep doing this until his last breath and no one would punish him for it because despite how many times he claims to understand daigo's woes, it's evident he doesn't care enough to leave him out of things

[star-quill]

no no no no bc....... hear me out......

you're dating this boy from college. he's nice, helps you study, takes you on cute coffee dates and everything is going so well.

until halfway through your last semester. there's a frat party and you're both invited. it's all fine until you catch him kissing another girl, red solo cup dropping from his hand as he cups her face. you feel like you're going to be sick, not even hesitating to run out and call a cab. you should give the driver your home address, run back to your parents and sob into their arms while they comfort you. but you don't. you give the driver peter's address. he opens the door groggy and tired, hair all tousled and messy.

"yeah? oh.. hi? you ok?"

he rubbed his eyes, adjusting himself to the porch light that just came on and that's when he sees it's you.

"no.."

"come in, come in.. you want anything to eat or drink?"

"i'll have some water.. please?"

"of course.. have a seat, i'll be back in a minute, ok?"

you just nodded, walking to his couch and sitting down, hands fidgeting waiting for him to come back. you take the glass from him when he does return, letting him sit next to you, and allowing him to put one of his hands on your thigh.

"you alright?"

"uhm.. i was at a party.. and my uhm.. my boyfriend.. uhm your son.. he.. uhm.. i saw him kissing another girl.."

"he fucking what?"

you just sniffled, setting the glass down on the coffee table and turned into his chest, sobbing.

"oh, sweetheart.. hey, it's ok.. let it out, alright.."

you just wrapped your arms around him, head tucked into his neck as you cried, tears staining his t-shirt but he didn't care. his arms cradled you and rocked you gently back and forth, soothing you softly.

"i'm so sorry you had to see it.. i fuckin'.. raised him better than that.. he's gonna get a fuckin' earful when he gets home.."

"s'ok.. please.."

"hell fuckin' no is it ok.. honey.."

he sat you back, holding your face as he looked at you.

"what he did.. was not ok.. ok?"

you just sniffled again, before nodding. maybe it was all the alcohol you had consumed, or the way he was looking at you. whatever it was, something was clouding your judgement and you know it was wrong when you did it but, you couldn't help yourself. you took his hands from your face and placed them on your thigh, before shifting slightly to sit on your heels beside him. then you leaned forward, your hands on his face now as you kissed him, feeling his hands tense on your skin.

but he didn't pull away like you expected him to, it's almost like he dragged you in more.

[vani-candy]

today on "i played a video game and fell in love with a character whose story ended in tragedy and i fell into such a depression as a result that i had to drop everything and doodle him to heal the sadness"

[cucarachaisgay07]

I find it common knowledge that I tend to pop in on Tumblr post 1 thing then disappear for months-

Do I have an excuse for these very long absences?

[krakenshaped]

If I can like add to what my moot said, it's almost ironic considering Edo's character revolves around growing up too fast. Edo Phoenix is a traumatised child thrown into an industry filled with adults and was more or less prepared/has already thrown away his youth to fit into that scene. It reflects in everything about him, from his social awkwardness around the other characters his age to his snooty, I'm-better-than-you attitude he has early season 2. Which makes the sexualisation of him just real SAD

Ah okay Edo Phoenix rant incoming, read more below, but tldr; Ed's just a kid and life is a nightmare

I think it's just sad that the fandom treats Edo this way because idk. I found his story incredibly sad and tragic and one of the main points in this tragedy is that he's a kid that's in over his head.

Edo Phoenix is a smug genius who is a world champion and one of the biggest rising celebrities in the dueling scenes. He has an attitude, he's merciless and he crushes those underneath him just because he can. Early season 2 everything began and ended with his success which is why he did as Saiou said to begin with. Because Saiou told him his career depended on it. And to Edo, nothing means more than his career.

Why? Simple. D.D.

A lot of complains about D.D is that he didn't get enough screentime or he wasn't foreshadowed well enough but honestly, I think we found out enough about D.D from the context we were given. D.D is a cheat, a liar and a scumbag filled with delusions of grandeur with an obsession with his persona and success. He was willing to kill someone for success even without the Light's influence, and from there he began to build his image of a talented duelist and kind person, using and manipulating Edo to both evade capture for murdering Edo's dad but also to boost his image. He adopted Edo not because he cared for him, but because it would shape his image in a good way. He began painting this image of being a "Hero", and soon enough the media and the world as a result acknowledged him as such.

You can see in many ways how D.D's attitude towards the world rubs off on Edo. Comparing Edo's unpleasant attitude and obsession with being the hero early season 2 to D.D when he goes mask off says enough. D.D adopted this boy, exploited him to evade police detainment and then shaped him in his image all for his own personal goals. He believes he made Edo what he was. His success was carved by him and him alone. He created Edo, and he will destroy him, as he attempts to do in the finale.

Underneath D.D's influence and his grief of his father's death, Edo is an awkward, well meaning and naive kid. He puts on this persona of being a hero, and being more mature than his classmates but his eagerness to follow those he trusts without even questioning what he's being told to do (like Saiou, D.D, etc), his delinquent idea of what a vigilante is and his general lack of insight shows who he really is.

A really, really, really sad kid who knows nothing but deep, unrelenting grief and hard work. As a result, he's become a stupid kid pretending to be an adult.

Which is why the fanon interpretation of him makes me so SAD.

[buggyandthebartoclub]

I have a vision do you see it

quick sketch I threw together before finishing other things and working on my oc for the night- saw these boots on Pinterest and thought “wow slut law boots slay” and here we are

[paladinbaby]

library of lensa or talking to god in her own bedroom

session notes / @paladinbaby / are you satisfied, marina / @vixvigil / @paladinbaby / if i believe you, the 1975 / session notes / you asked for this, halsey / iris murdoch / edvard munch

[Image Description: ten images of text.

1: Messy cursive on notepaper “i hope this shows you some context you wouldn’t have had to be introduced to the library but the stakes are so high even if i don’t want to ruin your life its what i have to do bc my hands are tied as a god”

2: ‘like fundamentally I do think nettle is a good person but I think she wants to be convinced otherwise

she wants someone to talk her into chaos so that she doesn’t have the responsibility on her shoulders"

3: “Are you satisfied with an average life? / Do I need to lie to make my way in life?

High achiever, don’t you see? / Baby, nothing comes for free / They say I’m a control freak"

4: “tired of being brave about things i will now be openly pathetic”

5: “i don’t think i want to talk to you right now.”

6: “And if I believe you / Will that make it stop? / If I told you I need you / Is that what you want? / And I’m broken and bleeding / And begging for help”

7: A handwritten note on lined paper. “to lensa

lensa, i cant talk to you as a god so i’m gonna talk to you like a friend or a colleague. you let us down”

8: “I want to ruin all my plans / I want a fist around my throat / I want to cry so hard I choke / But I want everything I asked for”

9: “He had to stay cool, to stay cold, so as not to expect too much, not to expect anything, not to imagine the future at all.

-Iris Murdoch, from the Book and the Brotherhood”

10: “”From my rotting body, flowers shall grow and I am in them, and that is eternity.” -Edvard Munch

Tags: death, eternity” End ID.]

[lunarifie]

Got into a writing mood and now have a whole Kaidam Oneshot all drafted out in one day

[ribbonpinky-art]

12'6" is not actually Lady's "default" height, disregard that pls :3

[castielafflicted]

begging people to block my main too when they block this sideblog. I'm going insane being able to still follow someone and like their posts but tumblr going "oopsies we have an error" when I try to reblog from them. I'm a silly goose and it takes me days to figure it out

also less begging but I wish ppl would tell me why they block me. like what post did it for you I want to know. not to change my ways but just for my own entertainment