#anyway i’m a mess

[watchyourbuck]

Somewhere in Buck’s room rn:

[lauryn-order]

Anyway. Within three months I’ve lost/am losing:

My ex

My dog

My ex’s family

My ex’s family’s dogs

My home

My furniture/possessions

Probably my cat

My fwb/the only man to make me cum more than once from a 🍆 … as in ever, not just the same night (although he’s done both)/the only man to make me feel safe, comfortable, etc. in the past 9.5 years/my only friend in my city.

And idk man. That’s just a lot of fucking loss for a few short months and a lot of fucking change for someone with adjustment disorder. And let’s just say I’m not handling it well.

[oberon-king-of-the-cherries]

My cat just had a second seizure. The first time it happened, I thought I had startled her by opening a chip bag. Today, construction workers started Jack hammering and almost instantly she had a fit. I had previously thought the chip bag thing was just coincidence, but is it possible the noise could have triggered a seizure? Or being startled? I’m going to call the vet once the noise has stopped. In the mean time, I’ve had my family move her to the deck, which is as far as she can get from the noise, without being locked in the car

[lazycranberrydoodles]

everybody go home. this is my magnum opus

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

one morning you cling to satoru’s back and sleepily plead for him not to leave for work and he feels closer to killing the higher ups than ever before

[turtleblogatlast]

It’s hard to escape self doubt

[inumbrapugnabimus-maybe]

A Hyrule Warriors Zelda!

Also Link! Though I probably won’t be finishing this particular sketch of him

[sleepgarden]

Spring transitions into Summer 🪻 The text reads:

Her era of rain is hushed away in a warm wind, leaving behind glimmering dewdrops on the renewed buds of spring. She graces the blooms from under the weeping willow bower, holding them to her tender breast. Their pinks, purple, and blues are a vivid triumph over her wishful longing and doubt.

Prints are available in my shop!

[epicthemusicalstuff]

My friend got me a tiny weaving kit! It’s so cool! It’s time to channel Penelope!

[im-not-buying-it-ether]

Oh hey what if Fiddleford came back to Stanford, found Stanley and saw the shit he was getting up to, and figured Bill was possessing Ford again and went Blind Eye on him?

[asphodeline-lutea]

Toothless's little face fell incredulously. "What do you mean, you don't know who I am?

“I’m T-t-toothless."

[idkwhatimdoingbutslay]

Caitlyn is thin(ner) hair representation, mes amis, don’t get it twisted

BUT VI?!?!?! Half her head is shaved and it’s still almost as thick as her behind 🫡

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

🖤🤍 happy birthday to everything you’ve come to expect 01/04/16 🤍🖤

(aka the album with one of the most impressively homoerotic music video collections of all time)

[shahrwrites]

I’m a normal amount obsessed with them.

[codgod]

masochism tango

[creativity-deficient]

Anywayssss I genuinely think this is one of the most important creek scenes we have so far and I don’t see a lot of people talk about it so let’s get into it

So it all goes back to this scene-

I know it’s generally agreed upon amongst the fandom that Tweek and Craig were only fake dating/doing it for the town at first, but at some point their relationship became real, and it’s easy to see why, I mean, it is left pretty vague in all fairness.

I, however though, don’t believe this to be the case? Like YES, the town shipping them together is absolutely what brought them together in the first place, and they did not seem to have any interest towards each other before that, that’s indisputable. HOWEVER I don’t think that necessarily means their relationship was “fake” either. I do think it took time and work to get to where they are now, but I also think that the whole situation, as crazy as it was, not only helped them both to be more open and honest with themselves about their sexualities, but also in the end, DID genuinely bring them closer together.

One thing I have always found super interesting about Tweek in this episode (and this could just be me) is that unlike Craig, he doesn’t seem to struggle as much with accepting his sexuality but rather, how he will be perceived because of it. His first thought when finding out about all the yaoi art is “what if my parents find out?” He’s afraid and anxious of what others will THINK of him if they know.

But in this scene, it’s clear that he’s no longer afraid, and I feel what he says to Craig here sums it up pretty well-

“I’m so sorry Craig, you made me believe in myself in a way I never have before. I didn’t think it had any of that in me but, you were right! I can do more than I think. You CHANGED something in me and I want to fix whatever’s hurting you now.”

It’s because of CRAIG that he now has this newfound confidence, and I truly believe it changed his perspective of him. Obviously I don’t think he full on fell in love with Craig right there and then, but I DO think that Craig being the first person to ever really make him believe in himself has made him start to see him in a different light, acting as the catalyst for what was about to come (in more ways than one, but that’s another rant)

It’s no secret that Tweek lives a pretty tough life. He’s abused, neglected, and no one really takes him seriously

But Craig?

Craig is the first person who has actually made feel Tweek SEEN. Like he’s MORE than what others, including himself, think that he is

It’s such a brief scene, but I feel like it says SO much, because even just being there, sitting together on the couch and being able to talk about WHATEVER without feeling like he’s going to be judged because of it is probably WAY more than anyone else has ever done for him

And you can tell it means the world to him