#anyway im a mess (bad)

[hinamie]

domain expansion

[sbeana]

the pool scene

[rocals]

couldn't stop myself from doing lettering for the first time in ages. sometimes the emotion is more important than the technique

[moeblob]

I love Chris so much you guys.

[triglycercule]

horror being very specific with table manners and he berates people (dust and killer) for eating like fucking pigs

i think it'd be morbidly funny that because there was no food in horrortale but the cutlery and stuff was all there that maybe he would pretend to eat with no food on the plate. it was in a satirical way that he would joke maybe around horror paps or alone where he would pretend to eat and have really good table manners but then the satire joke became REAL and now horror is incredibly specific about how to eat food

you MUST hold the fork in the left and knife in right says horror. no killer you can't duel wield the fucking knives this is a table not a slaughterhouse. dust pick up your elbows off the table. actually how about you get your entire upper body off the table tf why are you SLEEPING ON THE FOOD??? killer's sitting fetal position in the chair because of course he wouldn't sit normally like the idiot he is. dust is forced to put his hood down and reveal his face no more mysterious shadow style because it puts horror at ease. they cannot have a single peaceful meal because once they get past the table manners phase it then becomes a completion to see who can eat the least (because they suck at everything including eating)

[cyberdragoninfinity]

i finished arc-v :]

[nine-fingered-entity]

INSIDE? HOW THE HELL ARE THEY STILL ALIVE?

[slumbergoblin]

Mm.. Brain rot

[benveydraws]

dongrang sketch that i might finish one day

[idkwhatimdoingbutslay]

Something something when an Arcane character lets themselves love and care for someone they’re inadvertently loving and caring for themselves.

Vi allowed herself to relax in Caitlyn presence and comfort, she took care of Caitlyn and looked out for her, proving Caitlyn right about her having a good heart.

Silco by the end says he loves Jinx and would have never given her up. We’ve all already talked about Jinx and Silco’s parallels and how he sees himself and his struggles in her.

Vander loving and caring but also fearing for Vi because he knew of the things he has done and these two are very similar, particularly how they developed as people. He’s accepted and moved past it but he still feels guilty.

Letting yourself love and accept someone means accepting the fact that you’re capable and deserving of the experience of love and acceptance. Even more so in Arcane because of the parallels between characters and how guilt ridden they are.

+ just how do you show love and adoration to someone so similar to you while turning around and hating yourself, that’s straight hypocrisy.

Anyway lemme distract you from my incoherent thoughts and make your reading this worth it with a funny

[pinayelf]

I know fans joke abt how the warden is more competent than the inquisitor bc they did all that w/o much help but the funny thing abt amihan is she actually isn't

she was 20, angry and hated herself and the world, she ended up in the situation she was in bc she was...a petty snitch. she also hates being a grey warden and continues to hate being one through dai - she actually leaves but then decides to search for the cure

for most of the Blight, it was fuck up after fuck up. like I play it so that I have enough ppl to help me fight the archdemon, but in my personal headcanon, she pissed off a lot of potential help (whether it be Circle mages who overheard her saying she was "gonna annul this shit" out of anger, eamon's men who did NOT like her, bhelen who didn't really trust the fact that she knew nothing about politics), left a bad taste in people they came across and picked a fight with anora

which I think makes sense for a 20 year old ill-adjusted young woman who had to learn how to be more selfless. beating the archdemon was pure luck mixed with people just NOT WANTING the Blight to destroy ferelden and realizing joining the fight was the only way to stay alive

amihan does grow, but it's slow, she has to process trauma, understand she hurt people and ruined their lives and to actually experience what it's like being loved (both platonic and romantic)

I tend to not post so much abt how much amihan fucked up and almost let a Blight swallow ferelden bc I tend to feel anxious abt how ppl will receive it but I think it's important to her character and it's fun and interesting for me to play with it in this case

immy is 100% more competent than amihan, in spite of her own flaws, but I love both my messy and my scaredy cat girl all the same

[bericas]

lil nas x (lost in the citadel) / boygenius (salt in the wound) / beach bunny (painkiller) / lucy dacus (strange torpedo) / beatrice eli (coward) / to kill a king (bloody shirt, bastille remix) / paramore (forgiveness) / taylor swift (untouchable) / mitski (i bet on losing dogs) / lucy dacus (body to flame) / florence + the machine (falling)

[a-tired-human-draws-junk]

"If you could see yourself like this, you'd have never tried it"

[kurjakani]

Genuinely i do wanna make a new discord server bc its so fucking. Amazing 2 help create a space where ppl make friends and connections and talk abt the stuff they love. But a) no idea for what to base it around bc i have so many. Like diff types of ppl around me from diff fandoms b) bro i am so. Tired of ppl fighting and mostly those random ppl being cunts and overstepping boundaries im SO tired. I have a friend who always help me moderate bc hea an angel but even w that just, ppl being mean or dismissive or bitchy is just. Exhausting 2 me mentally. Like no nobodys gonna be nice always and thats fine but specifically in a space that ive helped create, and i feel responsibility for everyones well being & fun. It fucks w me it does

[harvestmoth]

i feel like every few months i remember this au and end up just redrawing iroha

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

thinking so so hard about LaughingStock and how that'd go down. disastrously, probably