I just wanna say bc I KNOW you're somewhere on tumblr, to the teenage girl who attended Take Your Kid To Work Day at an office building in Ontario, Canada circa 2013 and had a conversation with a middle aged woman in which you showed her your Black Veil Brides fanart and fanfics and ship content and told her about different fanfic tropes including a/b/o verse bc she happened to know who Panic! at The Disco and Fallout Boy were and thus you felt the need to show her your bandblr ship art, that was my fucking mother and I had to clarify all that to her including looking my mother in the eye and trying to explain a/b/o verse without sounding like a lunatic.
It's been 10 years and I still regularly sent evil energies in your direction. Since you'd be probably two years younger than me and thus legally an adult now, please know if this post reaches you it's on sight.
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everybody: god nesta is such a fucking bitch she’s so mean for no reason
nesta, taking on the role of auntie like it was made for her: my little baby 🥰 my sweet little nephew my favorite little guy in the whole wide world 🥰 look at how big you grew look at your pretty wings 🥰 and so strong too just like your mama 🥰 my sweet boy yes i love you so much 🥰
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To me the saddest thing about the relationship between dokja and his mother is that both sides are giving so much love/understanding except it wasn’t enough. Dokja kills his father to protect his mother, except it leaves them in an awful position where someone is going to be punished for murder even if that man was an abusive piece of shit. Sookyung takes the fall for him to protect him from a life known as being a killer, except it leaves Dokja all alone, traumatized enough that his mind blocks out the details of that night, and now with no one on his side. Sookyung writes the novel to cement her position as the murderer instead of Dokja, along with raising some money she can give to try and support him. Except she does and it’s the worst thing to ever happen to Dokja, even worse than the murder of his father. The book is a bestseller but Dokja never sees a cent of the money due to his relatives, all he gets is to be harassed day after day from classmates to reporters to his relatives, digging and tearing into a vulnerable teenager. Dokja still goes to see his mother after the novel, after everything, but he has nothing to say to her, nothing he feels he wants to say other than explaining the novel that saved him when Sookyung was unable.
When Dokja meets his mother after the apocalypse starts, the line that always stuck out to me the most was when Sookyung asks if Dokja still considers her his mother. Dokja says yes, but the lie detection marks him as lying. Dokja is just so bitter and resentful and angry- all of it within reason. His mother did her best for him, did what she thought was right, but in writing that novel she effectively ruined his already not so great life. But Sookyung’s book did incredible things, it lead to attention being brought to people in similar situations, it should have set Dokja up to be well funded for years considering it was a best seller, Sookyung was not wrong to write it. She puts herself under the same dehumanizing lens that Dokja is put under by the general public, only she is an adult who made that choice and Dokja was not.
And then you get to the dark castle, where Sookyung has learned of Dokja’s oncoming death and is doing everything she can to save him, throwing her very life on the line to make sure he survives. Only once more it is the choice she is making for him, for his sake but still without his consent.
It’s not even that the gap between them cannot be cleared. Sookyung thinks it is too late to explain why she did what she did and so stays strong in her plans, meanwhile Dokja has already figured out the “secret” to his father’s death, he knows why his mother did what she did, and while he cannot forgive her nor erase his pain, he wants to take that first step to mending their relationship. Only that by the time he sees her again, she’s really and truly thrown her life away, and the only thing Dokja has left of her is the writing on the wall, the fourth wall telling her story in her stead because it knows the part of Dokja that despises Sookyung and cannot fathom Dokja wanting her back. But Dokja knows better, he knows himself better, and that past everything, despite the years of strife between them, that he still loves his mother. Even when he does not consider her his mother he wants Sookyung in his life, to tell him her experiences with her own mouth, her own words, so that maybe they can start something new.
And then they hardly ever get to interact again because the apocalypse is happening in 50 different ways all at the same time so they’ll never get that chance to truly just, sit down, mediate that compromise in between their perspectives and come to an understanding. They just have to know that the other is out there in this dangerous world and that they love each other.
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My pf 0 rizz wizard acquired a surprise gf and it's just??? Girlfriend???? Gorlfriend?????
The we are not friends I'm using you for political connections at this prestigious wizard university because you're nobility and also a Magus (wizard jock) and I think you're an easy target and a little dull -> wow you've considered me a friend this whole time and I've been an ass and also in hindsight you WERE the closest thing I had to a friend in wizard academia -> I only realize this after I break your trust by lying to your face about using you for political gain -> spending time with good hearted adventurers and not my asshole wizard master makes me realize that people normally have emotions beyond just blind ambition??? And maybe guilt is a thing and I need to learn how to be apologetic and not just a neutral selfish wizard post grad??? -> fumbles every single apology because she has had no connections outside of elf politics in a decade -> this pitiful attempt at being honest for once is apparently endearing, esp in contrast to all the machinations and manipulations -> leads to masquerade dancing even with two left feet and a dropped pair of glasses and every other cliche
There's another date??? Squeezed in amongst the political intrigue??? I'm????
Our himbo paladin is also flirting with a murderess ron swanson-esque dwarf and it is. So good.
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