#april x nick

[nicksstrongrugbyarms]

How does one simply watch heartstopper, say “that was cute” and then move on🫠🫠

Like how are people normal about this

Couldn’t be me

[sydcarmyfan]

God, I see what you’ve done for others, and I want that for SydCarmy

[spokenfromtheheartandsoul]

ngl boeing and boston showing up in the preview together for next week's episode had me laughing out loud because it just took me so off guard

like say what you will about the plot cohesion and character arcs etc. etc. and it's all fair! but also objectively i must admit that it is soooo funny to me that boeing was introduced to the show purely to be yeeted around from one couple to the next like he's Only Friends' gay version of a final boss level enemy that each pairing must battle against in order to win their happy relationship endgames

[moony4pads]

[omartinyosef]

🍂HAPPY BDAY CHARLIE SPRING MY BELOVED🍂

🍂I LOVE YOU SO MUCH🍂

[jtexplorer]

[pickletrip]

This preview is ending me. Mew is drinking and doing "bad stuff" (Top failed to protect Mew and now he wishes he could protect Mew).

There's a Halloween party and Mew is dressed as Harley Quinn and Ray as Joker! Damn. Serving looks.

Ray is being a little shit as usual.

Nick seems hung up on Boston but we finally get a new entry - Whoever Pappang is playing!!!

And we have the police and drugs. Shit.

This part of the show we barely know about. We're in new territory and things can go South any moment.

[thebvbbletea]

#the fun disaster halloween party

[shelbgrey]

Greys anatomy: Stories of the OR ~ARE CLOSED

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Season 19 intern request page request are closed

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Character imagines:

⛴️Derek shepherd🧠

Halloween Special

This is Why I Don't Go To The Gym

Stitches

The ballad of jayne

Injured

Love at first sight

Baby on the brain

🔫Owen hunt🩸

Trauma 101

❤️‍🔥Mark sloan💉

November Rain

Christmas Special

Faithfully

We are family

💊Jackson Avery🩺

Love story

🩹Nick Marsh❤️‍🩹

Secrets out

🧫Miranda Bailey🫀

“your my favorite” —Platonic

💉Alex Karev💕

Heaven

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Preferences:

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Headcanons:

Dating Derek shepherd

Getting injured(derek shepherd)

What it's like being close to Derek and Addison during their devorce

Dating Derek after he broke up with Meredith

Incorrect Quotes:

"I'm small, but knowing"

The life of Dr. Y/n L/n part 1

The life of Dr. Y/n L/n part 2

The life of Dr. Y/n L/n part 3

The life of Dr. Y/n L/n part 4

The life of Dr. Y/n L/n part 5

The life of Dr. Y/n L/n part 6

Life of Dr. Y/n L/n part 7

Life of Dr. Y/n L/n part 8

Life of Dr. Y/n L/n part 9

Life of Dr. Y/n L/n part 10

Them as Things Me and my friends have said

[flea-king-magicc]

this part of Charlie's diary always makes me SO SAD because you can see where the tears had fallen on the page, he must have been so upset when writing this. 😢

[getousmaid]

"I think I figured out your weakness now, me"

"Fine, I'm your f*ck buddy."

"As for me, if I'm interested, I do it for free."

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[ryoko-san]

In honor for my favorite pair, Please look forward to my fancomic of nick and matt! There are spicy moments between these two and it's gonna be REAL good!

Release date will be at April 1, 2069 😊😊😊

[sunrisemill]

Do you really want to know where I was April 29th? 😏😝

(I was in bed the whole day)

[multismileee]

after ep. 8 OF updated feelings

UPDATE AFTER EP 8:

Mew -> He needs to get himself together, the path he's going down is not good for him at all. I also think he is realizing that he doesn't love Ray, but more so the "thrill/adventure" and "difference" Ray brings. In the end he is sticking with Ray because he knows that Ray "loves" (yes I'm putting that in quotations) him and he won't get hurt like he did with Top. ALSO IDK WHO NEEDS TO HEAR THIS BUT HE IS A GROWN MAN... NO ONE IS FORCING HIM TO DO ANYTHING, HE IS CHOOSING TO DO THIS.

Top -> At first, I was like wow look at him actually being kind of decent this episode but I saw this theory, and now I just don't know. I think it just shows how I can never guess the intention of this man. The theory was that he was the one who called the cops; which would explain why the cops immediately asked about drugs, went straight upstairs and caught Ray instead of finding Mew who was also drugged out in the kitchen, how they knew Ray would have something on him, and why Top had a wad of cash ready IN AN ENVELOPE to give to a cop that just happened to be a dirty cop.... it's all way too convenient. If that is the case, and he did it to seem more trustworthy and the "hero" FRICK HIM. I also saw people be like "aw look at how he cared for Mew" AS HE SHOULD, HE SHOULD BE GROVELLING. Idk maybe it was just me but cuddling someone while they're unconscious felt kinda weird to me.

Boston -> Man was really just minding his business this episode and wow look at that, he's so much more bearable when he stops causing unnecessary drama. I think Boston was starting to feel something for Nick, like hello sir you're telling me you just stare at all your ex flings in the bar while nursing a drink??? Yeah I didn't think so. He is still messed up for what he did to Mew, and it makes sense that everyone is mad at him BUT him comforting Atom was sweet of him (Ik sue me, I found it cute... I like them as a platonic duo and i'm probably going to gauge my eyes out next ep.) and he ate Cheum up in the one scene outside, and I think that's what pushed him to say yes to Atom at the end of the episode. He must be thinking that since everyone already thinks i'm a bad guy, I might as well be the worse I can. I hope that next ep. he accidentally calls Nick's name and/or finds out about Nick and Dan. Also, I can understand why he didn't want to see Nick, he must have felt betrayed not once but twice. Not saying that he didn't do bad things, if not worse, but I can see why he said for Nick to leave him alone.

Nick -> I just don't know man. LMAO THAT"S ALL I HAVE TO SAY.

Ray -> Oh Ray. Listen I have mixed feelings for this man, I think in general, he wasn't particularly in the wrong for dancing with Mew because like I said before, him and Sand were never officially anything. Sand knows this, he knows this, so while it's not wrong, it just sucks. I liked that Sand talked to him and put up his boundaries but IT HURT... "When I'm with you, i'm so d*mn happy" like please open your eyes and realize the one you care for is Sand!!!! You can also tell how sad he was when he realized that Sand was distancing himself like UGHHHHHH. What I don't agree with is how at the party he stopped Sand from kissing that dude (he was definitely jealous, did you see the way he basically ran? But he has no right to.) and him kissing Sand while he is trying out a relationship with Mew is wrong. Mew doesn't deserve that and neither does Sand. Also I hate the way Cheum acts with Ray (we'll get to that in her part). I felt his pain when he was screaming at the party, and I truly think he needs to learn to love himself first before he can love anyone. OH AND I ALMOST FORGOT BECAUSE I BLOCKED IT OUT OF MY MEMORY, BUT HIM TELLING SAND "stop fooling yourself, Sand. You like me. You love me. You can't walk away from me." WAS SO CRUEL AND DISRESPECTFUL. He needs to start apologizing for all the out of pocket things he says to Sand, because he is starting to use him as a punching bag and I will not stand for that. The whole confrontation at the party was so uncalled for, he had absolutely no right. Also how does he not realize that Mew doesn't genuinely love him?? He kissed Ray just for vengeance in front of Top, that's all it was. #getRayglasses:(

Sand -> CONTINUES TO BE THE BEST CHARACTER TO EXIST. Okay first of all, we love a man who knows his standards, and upholds his boundaries. He was having none of it from Ray, and would keep reminding him that Ray has Mew now. I noticed this small detail and idk if anyone else saw it but when Ray asked for the lighter, Ray put the cigarette in his mouth like he did last time they were outside, probably waiting for Sand to light the cigarette in his mouth. However, Sand handed him the lighter instead AND Ray looked so freaking disappointed. (Not only am I taking this as a sign of Sand distancing himself but also how much that distance is going to effect Ray). He stood up for himself at the party, "I'm not your second option" YESSS WE LOVE KNOWING YOUR OWN SELF-WORTH. What gets me is that even after all that and the way Ray has treated him, Sand still runs to protect him when the cops came because he knew that Ray was doing dr*gs. He came to the party because he felt bad for what he did to Nick, he comforted Nick after his confrontation with Boston... everyone say it with me: SAND BEST BOY!!! If no one else gets happiness, at least Sand should. (preferably with Ray after he goes to rehab and apologizes for all he has said).

Cheum -> Listen I know I said to give her more scenes, but this is not what I meant. It was incredible that she got on my nerves so much. I can appreciate that she is trying to be a "good friend" to Mew, and she doesn't like the way his personality did a full 360, and the actions he has gone up to but blaming that on Ray??? Like girly what? Firstly, Mew is a grown adult (As April said, I love her she kept saying everything I was thinking), he makes these decisions. MEW is the one who keeps going to Ray to get this escape, he's the one who wants to try these new things. It makes me question if Cheum genuinely likes Ray, I mean it seems like she always sees the worst in him. THEN he meets with Top, and says, "who do you think made him this way" when Top said that Mew has changed... oh so it wasn't all due to Ray?? Crazy. But what's even crazier to me is that after a 2 minute talk, she instantly folded and decided to help Top. After everything Top did to Mew??? She invites him to a party without even consulting with Mew if he would be okay with his ex being at the party, and then got an attitude with Ray after he tried to kick Top out even though Mew was the one who threw the drink at him. Her saying "Or I can't because I don't own the place" LIKE GIRL WHEN DID ANYONE IMPLY ANYTHING?? It just really gets me how hypocritical she is with her response to Mew vs. Ray. With Mew she's like "Oh he's so innocent, he needs help because he's making so many bad decisions" which I'm glad because this IS out of character for him, but with Ray, she never tries to understand and instead says it in a way that sounds like she's blaming him. I mean she wasn't wrong when she told Ray to take responsibility for his actions, he was being reckless but idk the vast difference is dizzying to me. Then she interrupts Boston and her brother's conversation, and while I understand that she's protective of her brother and has bad feelings towards Boston, Boston was actually just being a good listener at the moment. HE ALSO ATE HER UP WITH THE "Consider what kind of big sister you are and why your brother is not telling you anything" like maybe just maybe instead of being in everyone's business, Cheum should focus on her girlfriend and her own family/ personal life. Idk maybe this has been building for a while because she's suddenly saying "you never cared for us". I guess I'm just confused because from ep 1, it seemed like Ray's friends only cared for him during parties/ his money.

SORRY FOR THE RANT OMG

[thedooristhebluecushion]

What’s keeping me up tonight? Thank you so much for asking…

I think someone is going to die on Only Friends.

My first guess is Ray because “how many people do you think would cry for me if I actually died” and “I can be addicted to you for the rest of my life, can’t I?” kind of reek of foreshadowing.

But it could also be Boston if his dad’s campaign somehow gets f-ed up because of him & he becomes a target / collateral damage & with how shitty the crew has been that may be the only way they forgive him.

So yeah. Sleep tight everyone. 1 week & 3 days until I can rest easy.

[jtexplorer]