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After starting William's route, it's clear that it was meant to be the one you start with
#at least from my perception#it immediately gives you more information about stuff you'd be asking and introducing more characters#and feels like it continues the character arc of MC being nervous about being around villains and wanting to go home#either that or it's been so long since I started Liam's route that I forgot what the beginning was like#also after being on Liam's route I feel so bad knowing what he’s going through#and that I won't be there to help him this route#ikevil#ikemen villains
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i never know how to phrase it but something about the way beatles biographers and people in general view paul's reflexive placating persona and determination to smooth things over as manipulative or duplicitous and john's reflexive barbed persona and habit of lashing out as brave and subversive despite both being equally defensive mechanisms to shield themselves from the world that resulted in them saying things that weren't true says more about how we culturally view kindness or friendliness as inherently untrustworthy or flimsy and anger and carelessness as more believable as someone's true nature than it says about either of them in actuality
#the beatles#john lennon#paul mccartney#mclennon#idk if im explaining this well but it always gives me whiplash to read how 'beatles historians' elsewhere view them#bc it seems like for all that theyre able to make the simple connection between johns past and trauma to his behavior#as a protective mechanism to shield him from vulnerability#far fewer people make the equally reasonable connection between pauls past#with parents that never said i love you to each other or told their children about a serious illness#and an adult paul who doesnt examine his own feelings much less speak candidly about them#or stories like mike mccartney talking about being beaten by jim while paul yelled at him to just say that he 'didnt do it' so it would sto#and an adult paul who has clearly internalized the basic cause and effect of the things you say and the consequences that come from them#and how the truth is less relevant in those situations than the obvious path of least resistance that will spare you needless pain#idk i have a lot of thoughts and feelings on how people see paul mccartney#i want to shake some of these biographers and be like this mid-20s kid experiencing a level of scrutiny and pressure#the world had never seen before#was not puppeteering everything to meet his vision#he was trying to protect himself and his friends from the very real danger of public perception!!#my posts
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Okay. Since we're going over all the takes on Mr. X at this point.. What if his powers really don't have a backside. What if (the state of) his normal life is the backside.
What if his normal life is akin to that of heroes where he has to pretend to be something he's not and follow rules that the people who control his life came up with to further their own goals. What if he can only be free of other people's beliefs and expectations when he's a hero.
What if in reality he truly is like everyone else. The other heroes. The ordinary people. All those who work themselves to the bone, who are tired and overworked and sick of all the exploitation...
What if when he's in the form of the number one hero.. when he becomes the most sought after product on the hero market..
Is when he gains the freedom to truly be himself
#to be hero x#tbhx#hero x#considering one of the first things they revealed to us in the trailers was that he's a white-collar worker...#we definitely need to think about that if we wanna try to predict / guess what he's actually like#this thing feels very lin ling coded but lin ling is tbhx coded (introduction to the main themes of the show)#so I feel like my best prediction rn is that he's actually the other side of the same damn coin#(cue the coin flip clip from the opening *coughs*)#I think from a writing perspective the whole downside thing is based on a characters perception#so if the writers make us think that X is an omnipresent all powerful god#then it just makes sense to reverse it by revealing that the opposite is equally as true#and then he'd have an even stronger incentive to want to break the system cuz both of his lives would've been defined by exploitation#maybe not the bright side of X (at least not after he became No. 1) but I don't think being the best product makes him no longer a product#ACTUALLY#“bright side” was supposed to refer to his hero identity bc of the black & white switch he has going on but#yeah calling his normal self the “dark side of X” would definitely reinforce the idea that it's the not so good parts he hides#and we've not much of normal X yet (other than his sugar stealing. you go boy exploit the company back for sugar. I believe in you) but!#we all know there's darker times coming. right.#I don't think they're gonna reveal his normal life to have a sad backstory or Idk (there's gonna be enough of that elsewhere anyways haha)#but we've definitely only seen the top of the iceberg for now#btw yes I do think capitalism & the CEOs are gonna be the real villains#and X is probably playing their game to win#yes all along you were reading my “X is actually anti-capitalist” propaganda#we're gonna go free heroes (at a cost) :))#ice demon talks#tbhx theories#tbhx analysis
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walk cycle sketch for a thing im making
#this is old#ive since spread it out in a space for the animation#or at least i tried#it needed editing and still didn't look right!!#im discovering that i jumped in way too fast in an attempt to at least have something comprehensive done by the end of term#bc there's only like 3 other animators in the class and the professor keeps bringing up how unfinished it will be at the gallery show#which is apparently happening#tempted to request to pull out but if there's a chance of getting a job or referral from this i want it#im not personally worried abt it being unfinished but#i am worried abt the perception since most people don't know how much work goes into animation and might just think i was lazy#i need to stop being so neurotic ugh#my art#animation#the magnus archives#tma#walk cycle
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Are there comics out there where Bruce is abusive towards Dick? Yeah. Would I personally think of Bruce, in general and as a concept rather than as one specific version of himself, as Dick's abuser? No.
#this is a schrodingers batman kind of situation#there are versions of batman out there who would be#there are also versions of batman out there who would kill those versions for it#but this is ALSO very much a personal perception kind of deal#there's plenty of people who think allowing dick or any of them to be robin is abuse in itself#but also for me personally this goes back to “abuse is something that you do rather than something that you are”#most people have abused at least once. it's incredibly easy to do by accident#the only way to truly avoid it is to accept that it's always a possibility#learn what increases risk and learn from your mistakes#bruce is at much greater risk of abusing because of the sheer AMOUNT of power that he has#but he is also veeeery concerned about his own accountability and responsibility to a truly obsessed degree#that's what makes him so interesting imo#just sitting here in my “i love nuance!” shirt#vintagerobin.txt#tag rant
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Getting real tired of some critics of Mouthwashing acting like Anya is the least fleshed out/least active character. Outside of Jimmy, she is the most active character. (and that's excluding how many of her ideas and actions directly influence Jimmy's, such as getting the extra painkillers.)
You can have your gripes and grievances abt how horror can overly rely on sexual violence in general, but I'm baffled that there seems to be some sort of consensus that there is no way you could ever do it well. That because it's overdone, no one can attempt to say something with these themes in the horror genre and it ever be meaningful. (DESPITE the fact that Mouthwashing is like, achingly aware of this. Half of the commentary in the game, the nail in the coffin, is peeling back the veneer of Jimmy's POV and assumed impartiality to show how his perception of the people around him don't fit into the boxes he's shoved them into.) That's not cope or making the game more complicated than it actually is (and even if it was, I kindly direct you to the actual definition of the concept of Death of the Author), the co-director basically says as much in an interview she did.
Also, I respect a take on Mouthwashing that claims general disinterest in seeing these themes trod out again in any context, infinitely more than one that claims the game just uncritically engages with these themes. And also takes that straight up lie about Anya as a character. Next you're going to be telling me you'd prefer if the game was about a young witch in the Alps.
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing analysis#sa mention#once again stating i dont think the game is above criticism#but gooooood lord. saw someone say that anya is the least fleshed out/only serves as a victim to the men around her#as if that perception isnt explictly coming from her abuser and the game is lampshading that#anya mouthwashing#'why is she miserable' as if every other character is frolicking in the fields. having a great time#its a depressing horror game its on the tin. im getting mad at people wanting a fundamentally different game and calling that critique#also the young witch alps thing is a reference to an iconic tweet abt disco elysium. some truly top tier stuff#anyways this is phrased angrier than normal but this utter refusal to engage with the game once heavier themes get introduced#I see sometimes gets under my skin so easily.
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The Syd Poll
the topic of this poll is one that is frequently avoided in the pink floyd fandom, but inevitably one we all consider – our individual views on what we think caused syd's psychological struggles (and by extension, led to his departure from the band). I think that – at least in this neighborhood of tumblr – this is a conversation we are capable of having in a way that is civil, nuanced, and at least minimally disrespectful to syd.
So, to help facilitate this, here are some ground rules:
let's all assume we have a mutual understanding of the complexities of this. syd could never actually be reduced down to a poll, and all of our viewpoints are limited in various ways
the poll options just serve as just a conversation starter, and responses are not necessarily a statement of absolute beliefs
feel free to discuss as much or as little of your own perspective as you feel comfortable sharing.
in the case that debates break out, please try to assume good intent – and also demonstrate it (unless, for instance, someone is being blatantly insulting beyond a misunderstanding that needs correcting)
please do NOT vote if you are not actually a pink floyd fan with at least basic knowledge about what we're talking about here.
The options I've included below are not meant to be exhaustive, they are simply the "theories" that I have seen most commonly circulated. I have also decided not to include combinations. I'm fairly sure we'd all agree multiple factors were involved. Rather than make the poll too complicated, I ask you to instead select the one that you think is the "most" important to your viewpoint, and clarify further in your tags/comments as you wish.
so. here we go.
READ BEFORE VOTING ^^^^
(note of correction: "late-onset schizophrenia" should just be "schizophrenia". the typical timeline for onset of symptoms is late adolescence/early adulthood, so syd would've been well within that period at the time)
#pink floyd#syd barrett#//#I will sacrifice myself and go first with way too much detail. hopefully it will help other people feel more comfortable talking#I chose consensual use of psychedelics. mainly bc I am fairly certain that he suffered from severe hppd#it stands for 'hallucinogen persisting perception disorder' –speaking crudely its 'did too much acid and got stuck like that'#I do NOT expect this kind of oversharing from anyone else but the reason I think that is because -I- definitely have that#its comparatively mild but I notice a lot of the same kind of impacts.#I'm more prone to dissociation and overstimulation. it takes more mental energy to communicate. my perception plays a bit fast and loose.#(again. it's not -that- bad. and NO pity for me this was a completely predictable outcome that I DO think is a little funny) but digressing#I can clearly see how if those symptoms were significantly escalated it would be just like what was described by ppl who knew syd#I think its very unkind to refer to him as a “drug casualty”#but I'm fairly confident anyone who's done acid would say by about hour 8 of the trip “okay. yah. too much of this could do that to someone#in other words –although I'm pretty sure syd was also neurodivergent– I do think its at least possible that the lsd couldve been enough#I'm happy to talk more about any of this in asks/dms if anyone wants. genuinely very cool with discussing it#but anyway. that's my take – obviously based entirely on anecdotal evidence tho so take that with as many grains of salt as you wish
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Honestly I’d love to see the Ben 10 fandom go more in-depth as to what the galactic audience’s thoughts regarding interspecies relationships and what dynamics formed between different species are like. Is dating To'kustars or Galvans when you’re not a To’kustar or Galvan frowned upon due to the severe height difference involved? Are there debates on whether it’s ethical to date a Vulpimancer or not? Is a Galvan dating a Galvanic Mechamorphs seen as a power imbalance? What would a romantic relationship between a Petrosapien and a Tetramand be like, or a queerplatonic one between an Ectonurite and a Lepidopterran be like, or even a platonic/familial one between a Kineceleran and a Pyronite?
Heheh, I really like thinking about the interplanetary community and it’s dynamics throughout the cosmos in the Ben 10 series, because I dunno it’s like rife with potential for worldbuilding and I guess political drama? Because apparently I like fictional political drama? I guess when it’s fictional it doesn’t affect anyone so it can be played around with in interesting ways.
Got some talking points down below hehe-
I have like SO MANY headcanons about how the interplanetary community treats vulpimancers, though to be fair I have like an unrefined list of notes about the chronology of Vulpin politics and ideologies that I haven’t neatened up yet, and one of those headcanons is the difficulties they face trying to prove themselves just as sapient as the other species; amongst all the bullshit that does bring, interspecies relationships are also affected by that bias. And the fact that you bring up the implied dynamic between creator (the galvan) and creation (galvanic mechamorphs) is interesting too because also, you can kinda also have debates about ‘is it ethical to date the first generation of a species’ especially in comparison to galvans who seem to have quite long lives, ‘is it ethical for a long living species to date a species by all means younger in their entirety than they are’ type questions-
It also isn’t just like the general interplanetary community though it’s also just the differing planetary communities (with their differing nations etc etc until we get to the individual) that also butt heads with each other- an ectonurite’s family really REALLY pushing for them to ‘get together’ with their queerplatonic lepidopterran partner before they have to host a funeral one day vs the lepidopterran having to explain to their hive that they’re happy with their ectonurite partner especially without the pressure of it being romantic there’s so many others that can and do *coughs into hand* ‘contribute’ to the hive population! Or or! The kineceleran not giving two shits about their pyronite sibling from another… pibling? Ah whatever- being so frickin’ slow because they can both bond over sports vs the pyronite wanting to share one of their thrill seeking traditions from back home with a race in their stunt car against their kineceleran cuz’ own personal wheels!
Lowkey I kinda made at least a concept for a tetramand/petrosapien couple which I based on a pseudo sumo wrestling match I saw at school once where one of the participants was slammed into the ground but they quickly switched their positions to roll the person on top so fast the crowd thought THEY were the one to win and not the person they flipped who won first- I mean! In my sphere of headcanons about petrosapiens and Petropia is that they barely got much chance to interact with the universe at large (being cracked open by the fulmini before Plumber intervention set them off plus doing something similar but… a little MORE to what they did on Revonnah) and so modern interplanetary discussions about any petrosapien relationship is ‘i thought they were extinct?’ and especially with tetramands intense courtship it may even skip straight to ‘oh they might as well be extinct’. Not exactly pleasant to hear, compounded by the rare potential someone happens to know - to put it in gross terms - a ‘suitable mate’ with the opposite sex of the petrosapien they’re pestering. At that point you’d better hope it wasn’t the tetramand/petrosapien pair because if the petrosapien doesn’t stab you over the offence, the tetramand would put you in your place, as legally able to as they’d can just to piss them off :P
Do you think if a galvan and a to’kustar were dating it’d be considered a ‘long distance relationship’ :P?
#ask#anonymous#vulpimancer#galvan#galvanic mechamorph#ectonurite#lepidopterran#kineceleran#pyronite#petrosapien#tetramand#to’kustar#ben 10#worldbuilding#i had a little less to say about to’kustars since it’s mostly a physical height thing than a cultural thing#but it’s still a very interesting talking point- how does one engage in a relationship with significant size difference#thanks to the reboot alien worlds series i do have like some influence from that lmao- for um i guess blatantly three of them#the interplanetary community i’ll say knows the least about to’kustars petrosapiens and vulpimancers either way#each for different reasons- petrosapiens for the lack of time spent being a cultural identity-#vulpimancers being unable to share their culture since it’s been written off countless times to be simple animal instincts-#and i think to’kustars because of their relative distance to the supposed ‘main hub’ of the interplanetary community#being born of cosmic storms and all- i don’t think you’d want to build your hub next to tumultuous space conditions#(how WOULD that work- being born of cosmic storms- in the first place? hmm)#i really really like headcanons that kinda revolve around the perspectives of multiple differing fictional characters hehe#even if it makes some of them jerks and asswads :P#it’s really fun to make a cultural perception that may or may not be incredibly biased- like an unreliable narrator!#my pinky finger has gone numb writing this- if there’s any typos blame the pinky for going on it’s unpaid 30 minute break
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Just more random stuff I felt compelled to note down whilst listening to the rest of the Putting it Together podcast (decided to put it all in one post to spare everyone of the spam)
Love the image of David Tennant struggling to name footballers to look cool in front of his Macbeth cast mates
David when asked about what sports he watches initially saying none then suddenly remembering he’s been photographed there - “I like a bit of Wimbledon”. also who actually watches darts (David tenant apparently)
he cannot take a compliment it’s so funny, the dude simply said “you seem fit” in response to DT worrying about his age and David nearly melted in to the ground. You could hear him blush
I forgot he’s actually funny even in serious talk mode
Brian O’Sullivan (the host) saying David has a way with interpreting Shakespearean text. that’s so real of him
I think I just really like listening to theatre people talking about and geeking over shit they’ve done
I know way too much about Shinda the magic ape (is that how you spell it? Idk). no complaints though
“he was VERY handsome” David, was that necessary?
David IS doing the old actor telling anecdotes thing, as he himself points out but who cares I’m eating this shit up
Both fascinated and horrified listening to him recount bad reviews early on
David talking about getting advice from another actor early in his career about not milking it and then going “look he wasn’t wrong but he was doing it too lol” - this is interesting to me cause I’ve always felt he knows exactly the right balance to get always, without overplaying or underplaying, I guess it’s something he learnt
DT’s revenge on Taggart “I’m going to reboot that shit that’ll show them”
you know he’s good friends with someone when he just starts dissing them
DT with his costars (almost every one of them, including the host) is one of my favourite genres actually
Brian O’Sullivan is a cool podcast host (maybe Ive had bad experiences so far but I find most podcasts by actors really insufferable and annoying - excluding dt, and now this guy)
Bad puddingbowl haircuts and hitler-esque moustaches are not uncommon mistakes among young actors
newsflash! David Tennant has toyed with the idea of writing but gets put off every time he sees a good script
We need your writing David, please
Help not them talking about famous actors having egos and the host says “I mean that is something potentially accessible to you” and dt being like “god I can’t imagine.. maybe I should, but I just couldn’t” and Brian going “nah man we love you don’t change”. Wholesome moment
#This is a mess#But I’m just getting this out#Y’all are just going to have to deal with my brain vomit#Maybe dt doing a couple of terrible projects isn’t the worst thing#He may realize the scripts are shit and write something himself#I just need more Shakespeare essays from him though#Sorry this gets a bit parasocial towards the end. and the middle#Multiple points that make me want to put him in a protective bubble during this#I had more going on in my head but I’m going to stop now#I haven’t listened to a lot of acting podcasts actually just a few that annoyed me so I probably have a skewed perception#The grammar punctuation spelling of this post is shite. but I’m too tired now#Hope some of this at least makes sense#david tennant
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(end of bad’s Acceptance vod, about 1:48:30)
no but im never going to be normal again. LOOK at this. look. IMMEDIATELY before this he gave a whole miserable speech at the graveyard about how much he misses the kids and how he wants them to come home. He was grieving so hard it started to rain. He cried while he sang to them. It was the perfect end to 5 days of grieving- and then he does this.
and the rain isnt about grief anymore- the thunder isnt a peaceful background to a heartbreaking scene. It is rage. the whole context changes. The storm raged on while he grieved like he raged during the Everything Else that happened (“there are a lot of federation workers on today. I need to interrogate them about some things” he said while he was following forever ALONE to distract him. he knew forever was fucked up and about to put more marriage pressure on him and for anyone else that would have been Terrifying. how could you focus on anything but that? but. bad was thinking about tormenting more federation workers)
i just!!!! its so good. its SO good its so scary its so good. bad hasnt accepted the loss of his children but he has accepted how far he will go to get them back. (he will do anything)
#qsmp#Ik someone else posted the clip but i could not find it again and i Needed to go insane#i still need to go insane#i need to pick up every little bit of his character and pin them up and write an essay on all of it#you know that entire nervous system that was preserved? i need to do that to him#im going to be SO annoying about bbh for the next while#like i can feel the brainworms setting in so hard i am GOING to get pov rot and get so excited about my perceptions of his character that i#twist him away from what he is#it will be in the name of understanding him but really i will trudge thru those roots and trip into hell#or maybe not maybe ill continue to have fun and cool character analysis#50/50 on whether or not it will be comprehensible tho i think the last 8 posts at least ive made about him are nonsense#its because he is a bastard#with too many moving parts. i need a diagram neatly laying out every q!bbhism ever#qsmp badboyhalo#qsmp clip
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don't know what you call a group of toads..or frogs
#wip#im excited#it seems all my most intense big pieces ive done have water as a major format#at least that's my perception of it#i definitely have to look back to be sure#maybe forest and trees are my most common terrains i draw#also im giving the poll a week / didn't realize that i can't see the results without putting in my own choice#so i wont choose and will wait for the natural end#no bias from me#i love your comment minty if I could heart it i would#it makes me think more
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just thinking out loud here but i feel like a lot of popular perception of kon esp in online fandom spaces is colored by his joie de vivre and all the times he's silly and goofy. which i do of course adore!! i love when he's silly and goofy. but comparing that perception to, that of like, clark or kara, i feel like kon gets shunted into the box of "dumb comic relief character" a lot more easily. lots of factors probably contribute to that (sb94 having a bad rep, while no other kon comic really goes into a lot of his tragedy; conflation with the side of the fandom that doesn't read comics; the fact that comparatively postcrisis kara doesn't have a team the way kon has yj and clark is seen as a more capable adult, so other characters in the jl get the "dumb comic relief" short end of the stick more often; etc) ...
... but what really gets me about him is that he does embody a lot of the same traits as the rest of the kryptonian superfam. he's so extremely kind. he's got that same noble heart as the rest of them; he cares about everyone and he wants to protect everyone. and he's so, so lonely. he struggles between cultures and worlds where he feels like he doesn't belong to either. he is so strong and capable and holds so much power that it scares him.
cradles him gently in my hands. he contains multitudes... come closer don't you want to love him 🥺
#rimi talks#i'm mostly drawing parallels here between kon clark and kara:#the almost divine loneliness. the struggle to fit in. the kindness and deep deep love and desire to help others.#ofc that isn't getting into Every member of the superfam like linda or kenan or anyone else bc that would be a MUCH bigger post#but i'm mostly picking these 3 bc. well i'm a postcrisis girlie first of all. and also theyre the 3 i think fandom acknowledges most?#at least in my perception of it! (now whether fandom acknowledges them in accurate ways. well no bc nobody knows kara past the basics. but.#(that's a whole other post. this one's about how kon DOES in fact also share the loneliness and noble heart and everything with them. augh)#kon#i was really tempted to go pull panels from rots/sb94/etc to illustrate each point (loneliness nobility kindness etc) but#im SUPPOSED to be writing fic right now. theres a dick on that page that aint gonna suck itself#so back to the writing mines with me. but i was just thinking about kon. (i know. shocking)#also i had to go hunting for the 🥺 emoji bc my recents are entirely filled with fish lately. fjhdskjfh#anywhoozies. mines. farewell
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okay i know I've joked about it in the past before but oh my god if you're going to write fan fiction of a show that has importance in a secondary location outside of the location of the show the BARE MINIMUM you should be doing is VERIFYING information about the place you're writing enjoy
I'm deadass so tired of reading buddie fics where eddie is in El Paso and they get ALL OF THE INFORMATION ABOUT THE CITY WRONG, it's seriously starting to piss me off and I'm not even FROM el paso! but I'm from Texas so i feel like i have stock in this
el paso is not a small town in Texas, it is a reasonably sized city with just under a million ppl living in its metropolitan area, that has a sister city in MEXICO that literally was the SAME FUCKING CITY prior to the border being put in place
it is not the biggest city is Texas by far but for the love of GOD do a quick internet search or just DON'T write about specifics for the city
I'm not asking ppl to be experts in all things El paso or Texas, but you're going to inevitably mischaracterize Eddie Diaz by virtue of not understanding where he comes from
this is a segment from the Wikipedia article about the city, which took less than five minutes to look up

do your fucking research
#jas rambles#911 abc#911 fanfic#buddie fanfic#eddie diaz#istg the next fic i read that writes el paso wrong I'm going to start commenting on#i also seriously don't understand how ppl who write fanfic don't do a quick look into locations their writing for#like for minimum accuracy at least#bc someone from that place or near there is probably going to read it#and like yeah 911 is already inaccurate with locations in la#but at least it's reasonable for being in la#there is a possibility I'm a little unreasonably angry#but I also think it's completely reasonable to be upset by this#bc i can find a good fic and i won't be able to read it bc they get all the things wrong#you know that one really popular “buck in el paso and marriage of convenience” fic?#yeah i started reading that and couldn't get through the first chapter bc the author assumed el paso was a small town#couldn't fucking do it bc it fucked with my perception of the fic
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I'm gonna try to cut my hair myself now because it's getting too long for my taste even though it isn't extremely long actually and I don't want to wait for an appointment because I need a change right now, wish me luck guys
#my parents won't be home until tomorrow so my mom can't talk me out of it :D#okay I won't really do anything extreme but like I need a change and I want to give it more volume by making it shorter and more layered#I hope I won't mess it up#but honestly my perception of my hair and what I want to do with it changes all the time so it doesn't really matter#I'm also going to try to dye a few strands with some leftover dye from last year#just to see if it works on my dark hair at least somewhat#misha talks
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The advent of English-born queens* challenged traditional power dynamics because their families, if they had them, were always present and always interested in English politics. A queen's natal family was an important part of her identity as a woman, a queen, and a mother to the king's heirs, and thus impacted upon the king's own identity. When these families were English, kings needed to learn to manage and reward them in order to strengthen their own kingship and to restrict the potential of their new relatives to destabilize the political community. But families also provided important networks of support and shared interest.
— J.L. Laynesmith, The Last Medieval Queens: English Queenship 1445-1503
*This began in 1464 with Elizabeth Woodville, who was the first post-Norman Englishwoman to be crowned queen. However, this did not represent a permanent "break" in the selection of queens, as foreign queens remained the default and ideal choice for almost all English kings (including Edward IV before his controversial marriage to Elizabeth).
#queenship tag#english history#my post#Also: Historians really should refrain from acting as though the families of English queens and foreign queens were in the same situation#Not least because the last time a foreign queen's family was as permanently involved in English politics as the families of Englishborn#queens' were was during Eleanor of Castile's queenship over 170+ years ago#But also because generally speaking the national effect perception and lived reality of foreign and English families would have been#very different? Particularly when they were considered comparatively 'lowborn' like the Woodvilles were#(Am I still bitter about Elena Woodacre somehow managing to mix up classism and xenophobia to downplay EW's queenship and falsely#claim that Anne Neville represented the true 'break' from foreign consorts? Yes. In my defense her argument was truly exceptionally stupid)#women in history
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I miss the person I was a year ago. two years ago. more social. happier. doing more creatively.
#ya girl is just sad today#yelling into the void bc idk where else to yell#I was so much happier this time last year#even tho I have really good things in my life rn#I just think about like#April 2023 me :(#or!#fall 2020 me#she was living in constant covid anxiety sure#but she was also having the time of her life writing phinbella romance and sharing it with friends#now I haven’t updated that fic in nearly two years#and there’s friends I just don’t see much of anymore#which is no one’s fault that is just how life is#but it just aches#I just feel so sad#or 2021 me#she was posting so much art!!! literally living it up!!!!!!!#now well I mean#my newest pnf piece has gotten close to 500 likes on instagram which has never happened with my pnf art before#so that’s really cool#but I just#ugh#at least I have TTPD#I feel so disconnected from people which is the true reason I post art or fic or whatever#even tho I have lovely friends who I adore!!! they just feel far away#which isn’t anyone’s fault it’s just how life is and my own weird perception of the world#anyway#all this to say I do have a chfil chapter in the works still#maybe finishing that will heal me lmao#cadence rambles
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