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beanghostprincess · 11 months
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i haven't finished wci but i hope nami beats the shit out of pudding. sanji all like "you broke my heart but i can't hurt you..." and nami just hits her with the clima-tact, not even using the powers, just fucking hitting her right in the face and saying: "well, i can".
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fiendishfables · 6 months
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Hiii cookie bookie pookie bear, I was wondering if you could write for my short king again (lucifer)! Babyboy is short but how will he be with a gf/wife that is shorter than him! Rahh so cute ♡
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Lucifer x Shorter S/O! Fem! Reader
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Headcanons
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warnings: fluff, short people jokes, Lucifer being an emotional dork and lover
words: 664
a/n: sorry for the lack of fics, I've been super busy and have had no motivation recently! Thanks for 300+ followers, I love y'all!
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First of all, it's very rare that Lucifer finds anyone shorter than himself, so you'll have to excuse the literal squeal of excitement he emits the moment he sees you
When you first mention your romantic feelings for him, he had a field day
Someone like yourself, being so beautiful AND short, liking HIM?
He swore it was like being back up in Heaven again
Definitely never misses a chance to make a short joke, despite his own height misfortunes
The internet aided him in coming up with originals
"Hey, how's the weather down there?"
"My golly, it really is the little things in life that matter, isn't it darling?
You have attempted to bite his ankles a few times
Don't worry, if his jokes somehow ends up hurting your feelings, he will be quick to apologize and coddle you for the rest of the day
He is usually very ecstatic whenever you ask him to get anything for you off of a high perch; his chest literally swells with pride that he finally has someone who can come to him for that sort of stuff
"Oh, that old thing up there? No worries, my love. Step aside, step aside now."
Ends up having to get the kitchen stool
But by then, more often than not, it ends up with neither of you being able to reach it, not even with the help of his cane or the stool
Results in him having to get either his daughter, or the spider pornstar he usually tried to avoid if possible (mainly result of his intimidations due to his height, but he was a friend of Charlies)
He will physically deflate if he can't fulfill a need/request you have for him; it crushes his spirit
Likes to put his arm on your head whenever he stands next to you
Its a symbol of both his affection for you and his desire to playfully irritate you
Says you make a good armrest
He only got the satisfaction of saying it once though, because you kicked him harshly in the shin after
He thinks you are just the cutest thing when you're mad; he likes seeing you yell at other people, especially Alastor
But if you yell at him instead during these times, he will go wrap himself up in a blanket and have a breakdown on his own time
You wont see him for a good hour or two; he's off sobbing in some random corner
Eventually he will resurface and request your attention, which you gladly provide him with, apologizing and telling him your words were only humor based and not meant to be taken to heart
Lucifer is already such a sensitive soul, he claims you are turning him to mush by just being the cutest thing to ever behold him
He can't fathom the idea of ever making his precious lady mad at him
Loves getting you funny t-shirts and stuff that have short people jokes on them
Almost always insists on being the big spoon when the two of you cuddle
He's finally taller than someone for once in his life, okay?
He gets the chance to feel like he is effectively protecting someone, this time by covering them with his body like a shield; this has never happened before
Let him have this one victory; he feels accomplished, the poor baby
No one can deny that he has tons of fun with you, as he now gets to be the one who feels all high and mighty
Your height is an ongoing topic throughout the relationship
He often forgets that he himself still only stands just above five feet
He once even tried to fight Alastor because you genuinely make him feel like he's a 7ft giant
Safe to say he came back to you with his tail between his legs, feelings hurt, and still a whopping 5,2
But with you, he may as well have been standing on top of the world
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sammydem0n64 · 11 months
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OKAY ALSOOOOOO failure, ghost, and secret for Gleo Jksjkdjs
Born to be a badass bitch, force to wipe or smth idk FGHJKL
Failure:
This is such a FOUL question because ultimately you know what I'm going to say; the way she raised Guo and treats others around her.
On one hand, she basically raised her son to be a weapon for the mafia, partially knowing what she was doing. She loves Guo. She loves her babyboy so much. But that idea that someone loves her back this uncondtionally, that they'll step in and do anything for her, starting with mauling her shitty ex? It got to her. She was the middle child, largely emotionally neglected in favor of her prodigy siblings (which was entirely purposeful on her parents' part, they wanted to make her as much as a weapon as Donna and Melphis are), so having someone she didn't hold resentment towards and who gave her all the affection and attention she had always wanted... well, she jumped at the opportunity. It just so happened that she used this to make him fight her battles, and it isn't until the very end that Guo realizes that he was a child. He shouldn't have been the one to pick up the bat and smack Zeo around like a baseball. He shouldn't have that burden put on him and he shouldn't have been raised to believe he needed to protect Gleo at every waking moment, because she can fend for herself. He should've been the one being protected, not her.
And also just in general she. Pushes people away with her behavior. Her lax nature and refusal to tell Carot things leads to their relationship breaking, because. Erm. Flirting with people IN YOUR BOYFRIEND'S RESTURANT- even if it's a ploy to get them in a private location to kill them- is not a good thing! He'd be fine if you told him first but no, now he's reliving the cheating trauma!!! And there's also how she treats every interaction with her siblings like a joke which includes insulting Melphis constantly. I bet she insults Donna too for the bit! She's just playing around but has never stopped to consider that she's hurting her family, and that maybe she reveals in treating them like ass because deep down she still holds a small semblance of resentment towards them for stealing attention away from her. It's just so, so messy
She never meant to harm her family and loved ones directly but... her she is!
Ghost:
I DO think her relationship with Zeo haunts her in a way. She married a man who turned out to be very shitty towards her, trying to be controlling and basically only treating her like an object for his pleasure so he'd feel good about himself. And that man went on to harass both her and their son for years until he finally got the memo to stop showing up on their lawn.
That is obviously very traumatizing! Especially since her family never did anything to stop it! Under the guise that Firo would be angry if they got the police involved with their family Zeo got to roam free. And now she's being harassed constantly, her son is being harassed and traumatized by his father, and OH SHIT GUO JUST BONKED THAT MAN!! HE'S BRUTALIZING HIM OH MY GOD!! ...Looks like the police don't have to get involved after all!
She could care less about him nowadays, but learning that he's hot on her and Guo's tails out of spite is... not pleasing. Oh how she needs to deal with this pest who briefly ruined her life. Or better yet, how Guo needs to play exterminator!
Secret:
Aside from the criminal career...
that she stopped her family from intervening with the Zeo situation once Guo started beating him up. She repeated the rhetoric of not wanting to get Firo on their asses, and eventually claimed that now everything was fine. She let Guo continue to harm Zeo for two more years, let him defend her and stick it to their shared nusance. If Zeo didn't finally stop showing up who knows how long it would've gone on for. Who knows how many more times she'd announce to her son that his dad is back on the lawn and hand him the bat to deal with the issue.
She doesn't know one person knows, and they're the reason Zeo finally stopped coming to their home. Oh well!
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An Ode to Black Lipstick Spencer Reid x Goth!POC!Reader
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Pairing: Spencer Reid x Reader
Summary: Spencer assigns certain memories and people to certain lipstick colors. Black will always have a special place in his heart. (Also known as Spencer Reid is a sub and love his goth gf very much.) Also Black Goth girls own my heart and my ass and that’s on God. 
Spencer never liked lipstick much. 
Then again, he never had experienced it. 
Maeve never wore lipstick. She preferred chap-stick. Simple but reliable, coconut flavored. A sensation he never got the chance to experience. Lilya used lip-gloss. Shiny, captivating, but waxy and slick like an adhesive. Luring you in until you learn the feeling you were longing for was uncomfortable. Pretty to look at and admire, but not one he wanted for himself. 
He didn’t enjoy pink lipstick, it reminded him of the girls he went to school with. Pretty pink lips curled into condescending smiles as they pretended to be his friend. Those bubblegum grins would turn into mouths open wide with laughter when the jokes would turn cruel and physical on him. His face flushed with shame, as pink as their rose smiles. 
Red made him anxious. 
It reminded him of the crimson blood spilled across the victims. Women who’s ruby red lips had giggled at the smooth words spoken to them in the darkened corner of a club by a man they didn’t know. Those red lips opening wide to scream for help before a hand is clamped over their mouth, smearing the lipstick she had applied so delicately earlier that day in hopes of attracting someone. 
Red lipstick not only reminded him of the victims but also of those who caused their pain. Women whose lips are painted a deep crimson as a lure, a hook so confidently thrown into the water that draws in so many fish. Those lips curl into a sultry smile. As they lead their prey to their home with promises whispered in a breathy moan. That coy crimson quirk of her lips would grow into a sick grin when she saw the red drain from her victim like a trickling river. A sadistic brick red, a reminder of those he couldn’t save and those he couldn’t watch. 
A mouth frozen open in a plea for help.
Lips curled into a twisted grin.
It reminded him of Lindsey Vaugn. Of Cat Adams. 
Chap-stick made him miss one he never got. 
Lip-gloss reminded him of what he thought he wanted, but lost interest in.
Red reminded him of what he could never stop. But black?
Black reminded him of what he worked to protect. 
“Paging Doctor Reid?”
Bare lips and eyes shining with amusement. “You alright there babe?”
He was caught staring, face flushed pink just like in high school. Except this time, there was no fear of bullying or insults thrown at the genius. Just a quick kiss to his face. 
“Just enjoying the view is all.” A response like that would've gotten him laughed right out of school. But your smile just got brighter. 
You turn your back on him to face the mirror, grabbing the raven tube off your nightstand, unscrewing it and dipping it in twice before pulling the wand out. 
An artist dipping their brush into the paint, ready to begin. 
Your lips are parted, eyes focused and brows furrowed as you bring your tool-your brush you use like a master to its canvas-
Your eyes flick from your reflection in the mirror to Reid’s once more.
Caught again. 
“Quick staring you goof! You’re gonna make me mess up my lipstick.”
The thought of you, lipstick smeared, appearance disheveled because of him made his heart skip a beat. His arms wrapped around your waist and pulled you into his chest where you fit snug like a puzzle piece.
Spencer smiled at you. “Well, You don’t have to worry about that-” 
He wrapped his arms around you, setting his head on the crook of your shoulder as you brought the onyx wand to your lips. 
“-Because even if it’s smudged, you look beautiful.”
In smooth movements, the lips he loved so much were painted in what is now his favorite color. Black.
Like the ink on the pages of his favorite books. 
Like the jacket you left at his house the first time you came over that smelled like your perfume. 
Like the blanket you wrapped him up in when he got the flu and you took care of him for an entire week. 
Like the nails that would gently scratch his scalp, twirling his curls as he slowly drifted off to sleep with his head in your lap. 
Like the boots you wore with such authority, confidence in each step you took. 
I’m dark. I’m powerful. I’m beautiful. 
And he agreed with every single one. 
You popped your lips, smiling with satisfaction before you looked to the alarm clock at your side. Red letters glaring at you both. 7:30 am. “We both have to go.”
Spencer nodded. “That we do.” He made no movement to remove himself from his place wrapped around you.
“Speeeence?”
He hummed, nuzzling your neck.
“Ya gotta let go babyboy.”
“Do I though?”
You laughed and wriggled out of his arms, dancing just out of his reach. “As much as we both want to stay, we can't.” Spencer huffed and threw himself out of the bed. Sending you a particularly pouty stare.
“Oh don’t you give me that look!” He looked at you again, before turning dramatically to the door and sighing like a woman in a soap opera. “We both need to get to work and you know it.”
He knows. Another day of staring into the lifeless eyes of somebody he couldn’t save in hopes to find the one he can. Fighting the darkest minds in the world so he can protect the innocent. The families who have weekend barbeques and pool parties, the men going to crowded clubs in hopes of finding love,
The woman with jade lips, waiting for him back at his apartment so they could have a movie night together. 
Spencer was pulled out of his trance, the long-winded mental spiral of his devotion to the color when a finger flicked his nose. 
“What is with you today?” You stared up at him, head tilted to the side with a look akin to a confused puppy. “You've been spacing off an awful lot.”
“I’m okay.” He reached for his bag off the coat hanger as you both went to the door. “Just thinking.”
“About?”
And there it was. The shy little smile, the slight quirk of your lips and shine in your eyes that had his knees feel wobbly and palms sweaty. Three months and the feeling still hasn’t stopped, he didn’t think it ever would. 
“You.”
Onyx lips pulled into a smile as you playfully slapped his shoulder. “Oh shut it, Romeo. You have to get to work.”
Spencer turned, opening the door and stepping outside into the hallway of his apartment complex when-
“Oh wait!”
A tug on his pant loop, causing him to jerk and spin around to face you, holding him by his trousers with a Cheshire grin. You reached up, fingers gently grabbing the collar of his shirt and tugging it down. 
“I almost forgot.” Your whisper fanned out against his neck. He stood stock-still, like prey frozen in terror. But if you were his predator, he would gladly be your meal. The sound he made-he didn’t know what exactly to call it. A choked moan, a muffled gasp, or a mix of the two he wasn’t sure. 
All he knew is when you pressed those lips to his pulse point, leaving behind a clear midnight mark on his skin; was that he wanted you to pull that sound out of him again and again and again. 
You let go of his collar, fixing it back into place with an impish grin. “So you have something to remember me by.”
He didn’t think he could forget you even if he tried. Even if he was doused with Scratch’s gas for hours on end he wouldn’t forget. Because the moment his eyes would meet that dark shade, that void of other colors. His heart would skip a beat and he’d remember. 
The woman who made him love that color so.
Authors note: Rewatching criminal minds and hnnnnn I love Spencer Reid so much that white boy has a special place in my heart. Might make this into a lil series idk. But if you want me to let me know!! Love hearing from yall :’). Gonna get back into writing for my king and husband Reaper but also some criminal minds stuff because quarantine is having me revisit all my comfort shows+movies for some sort of stability in my life lmao. Only a few more weeks and this semester will be done!!
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Can I request VAVs reaction to rimming? Thank you so much in advance 💖
I got bias wrecked while writing this as I thought of som more fan fic ideas, so I hope you like it! 💖
VAV's Reaction to Rimming
St. Van
     So I've seen quite a few people say this man is a dom, but I see him as a pure switch. 50/50. Like, he's such a sweetheart and I could see him doing whatever to please his s/o, whether it be him dominating them or him being a good boy for you. That being said, I don't think rimming would be his thing. He loves you to death and tries to do everything that makes you happy, but rimming just feels so weird to him. He much rather enjoys your fingers or your strap, your tongue so close to his hole just makes him want to squirm away from you as fast as possible.
     He would try it once or twice to make you happy but it probably won't ever happen again.
Baron
     I feel like he would be the one to suggest it honestly. He's such a precious babyboy and he loves when you dominate him. There would be very little conversation about the topic of rimming because he would be straddling your lap and begging for you to play with his ass within a few minutes of thinking about it. He would be moaning and begging for it the entire time so you either wanna make sure no one is home or you can gag him. Your choice, he likes it either way.
     You can guarantee that you are doing this again.
Ace
     Another sucker for rimming. I see Ace as a switch leaning sub. He loves anything that requires him on his knees with his ass in the air for you to admire. He does, however, have a small favoritism for rimming. He loves the feeling of his face pressed into the sheets, trying to quiet down his moans with his back arched and his ass in the air with you teasing his hole with your tongue. If you even mention rimming to him, he'll become hard in seconds.
Honestly, rimming in his sex life is a MUST, so you'll find yourself doing just that most nights.
Ayno
     Ayno is one of the brattiest subs ever so good luck controlling him. He does love rimming, though he won't tell you that. Instead, he teases the life out of you in hopes of you finally getting tired of his antics and giving him what he wants. He would probably walk around the house all day in nothing but his boxers, showing off his ass and then claiming he has something else to do when you get near him until you finally just bend him over the kitchen counter and start eating him out just like he wanted, but of course you'll have to tease him until he's crying first.
The one time every blue moon he can control himself enough to be a good boy instead of the brat he usually is you should definitely make sure to reward him with this, he loves it.
Jacob
     No. No way. Rimming isn't his thing. This man is a whole ass dom and while he might be willing to hand over the reigns to you some nights, this is never going to happen. 
He really loves you, but there are just some thinings he isn't willing to try.
Lou
     Precious babyboy #2. You can fight me on this but he is just ThE cUtEsT tHiNg EvEr and I just wanna protect him at all costs 🥺. *cough cough* Anyway he looooves rimming. He loves whenever you give him attention because he just loves you so much but that's besides the point. He loves to eat you out and only finds it fair that you return the favor. He likes it better when he's laying on his back so he can see you licking and kissing at his hole with his long legs thrown over your shoulder with his hands nestled safely in your hair. (And, side note, the deep, low moans he would let out- 😤👌 I'm Lou biased if you couldn't tell.)
Please do this often. This cutie deserves the entire fucking world.
Ziu
     I think Ziu is at least a little bit subby, seeing as he's always clinging onto the other members just trying to gain their love and attention. Which is exactly what he would do with you. I think he likes any position that lets him hug you close to him. That's why he wouldn't particularly like rimming. He loves the feeling of it, but he just needs to hold you in his arms. If you're rimming and he's on his back, he can only grab your hair which isn't enough, and if he's on his knees with his ass in the air he can't touch you at all, which is far from what he wants. He just needs your head next to his, whispering sweet nothings in his ear or hovering over him, looking him in the eyes. He just needs the comfort of you there, because if you think he's clingy now, just wait until you see him in subspace.
     He really wishes you could do it more, but the poor baby just panics when he can't see your face.
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kpoppwriter · 6 years
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EXO Reaction to Being Submissive
Anonymous said to kpoppwriter:
Hello, could I request EXO (OT12) submitting to the reader? Would they submit willingly, or would they need to be convinced first? Who goes into sub space quickly? Who's a bratty sub, who's a total baby boy? Who calls you daddy/mommy, master/mistress, who prefers to address you however you want to? (I tried to give you some questions, so you can do headcanons easily of you're unispired, but feel free to ignore me or add on!) Thank you!! ❤ ~💫
 Hi, I love you and told max I would  fight her if I couldn’t write this beautiful request.
Xiumin/Minseok
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He would be rather shy at first when you brought it up but he was actually excited. Xiumin loved to be called you pretty kitty. Xiumin was compliant when he was in his sub space. He would want you to be hard on him often but still give him rewards when he was good. Xiumin would call you Ms./Mr. Y/N. He would begin to be more compliant in regular life too. If you were to even touch his back or leg the right way he would immediately look to you like the cute kitten he was and wait for you to guide him. Minseok is a perfect sub but when not in sub space is just as grown, in charge and has a dominant personality just like you, so when he isn't “Kitty”, he will call you on your bullshitty.
Luhan
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Lu is a pleaser. He just wants you to be happy so he would be ok with being submissive. Lu would want to be dominant sometimes but his need to make you happy makes him want whatever you want more. If Lu is a sub he would be rather reserved. Not wanting to go to extreme as it would scare him slightly. Lu was sort of vanilla when it came to being a sub, and if he went farther than basics like hand cuffs and ropes he would want a treat or reward afterwards. Lu was sensitive and he would want you to take that into consideration, he wants you to feel good but pain is a huge no for him. He ca also become very easily blushy and is not one to always use verbal communication so be sure to keep track of what he does when he is needy, upset or anything.
Kris/Yifan
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I would never call this man a sub, ok. Kris would bottom, and he would let you take control every once in a while but only if he really was close to you. No offence but if Kris was just having a one night stand he is domming but if he builds a bond and relationship with you he would “let you take control”.  Kris is a freak and would let you do almost anything to him but 2 rules: Tell no one. Don’t do it in public. Kris is rather private with his sexual desires.
Suho/Junmyeon
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He….Ya’ll…It…No….
Lay/Yixing
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Yixing is like Luhan, he would sub for you and let you take control but is rather fragile (its or baby sheep). Yixing is super sweet to so he would want you to treat him softly. Even if your rough with him you have to talk to him softly the entire time to keep him calm. He loves it when you call him babyboy. It calms him and makes him get all blushy and soft. Yixing would want to sort of keep his kinks on the low but will not get mad if you call him babyboy in public because he is proud to have you dominate him too. Yixing follows all your rules and never makes any trouble since he only wants him
Baekhyun
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Baekhyun is PURE puppy material. He is our first boy who will need/want heavy punishment. Baekhyun is an undercover masochist. Baek would love if you were mean to him and hurt him. He often falls easily into sub space is will start to be a tease or not follow your rules to get attention. Baekhyun would love to be your little slave and have you use him and put him in his place. Baekhyun has only a few limits he could never do and will be your little love as long as you don’t try those.Baek doesn’t care for giving you pet names but will call you one of you ask him too but he loves when you call him “Kitten”. Baek will also be the type to not be afraid if anyone knows you are in control of him. Sometimes doing risky things like asking for you to put a vibrator in him while he’s preforming and mess with him. He loves the torture.
Chen/Jongdae
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You might have to force Chen to be a sub since he isnt used to it. He would be sort of whiny about things and try to annoy you until you give him what he wants, so you might have to be a little hard on him. Chen is sweet and affection though, buts it only when he wants to be. Chen wouldn’t probably be into calling you mommy/daddy unless he was feeling super cute and needy.  Dae loves your hands a lot, he wants to hold them and kiss them. Dae would want you to hold his hands constantly since they were so comforting to him. Really holding jims at all is his weakness. He says he hates cuddles but he falls asleep in 10 seconds. He’s a cute needy sub who wants you attention but will complain you like him to much when he gets it.
Chanyeol
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Chanyeol is your baby boy all day. He needs lots of love and affection, lots of pampering and your attention. Chanyeol would probably be one of the easiest members to get into sub space. He would do almost anything you say and love when you gave him commands and task. Chanyeol would never try to break the rules unless he wanted attention but 90% of the time he was your perfect angel. Chanyeol can sometimes become insecure that he is too tall to be your baby or that he isn't good enough for you so you will have to reassure him. Also this boy is not going to lose his muscles because he says their to help protect you because he doesn’t want anyone to touch you but him. (He’s possessive, and gets insecure when around others). Yeollie wouldn’t call you Mommy/Daddy unless he was in the mood so if you hear it slip out be sure to realize.
D.O/Kyungsoo
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Soo would be ok with being your sub only in private and if you were good at taking care of his needs. He would sub but not for anyone who cant give him love, can't help him cook, can't help take care of the house and him and cant fuck. Soo would want you to make up for his faults hopefully so he can learn to grow to be more like you and would want you to be more so teaching him then just being dominant in the relationship. D.O is happy letting you dominate him sometimes but would love to dominate too and is rather vanilla when he subs since he hates pain, or anything not purely, evidently loving. He is fine with praise but also can't do stuff public since he has a reputation to keep up. So I wouldn’t say he would really sub but he would be pleased learning from you and letting you dom in sexual scenarios per say.
Kai/Jongin
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Nini loved being your pup and is the most obedient besides Chanyeol.  Jongin would expect lots of lot of love from you but can with stand the punishments amazingly. Jongin likes when you do things for your own amusement or pleasure before his sometimes. Jongin is pretty sweet and wouldn’t have a problem letting people know he was very submissive in the relationship. He wouldn’t run around screaming it but he didn’t mind if you called him baby or little one in front of everyone. Jongin does need lots of aftercare, unlike some older members. He wouldn’t just want cuddles but maybe food and for you to cuddle him and talk to him after he eats and goes to sleep. Jongin is an adorable sub and wouldn’t care who knows it as long as his Sir/Mistress is happy.
Tao/Zitao
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Tao is a good sub but can get bratty at times. Most of the time he is sweet and will do things for you but remember Tao is a Taurus and is going to be a little to stubborn maybe and fight you on somethings. Tao would be the prettiest angel to his Mommy/ Daddy's face but everyone else gets what they deserve. Tao has some limits in the bedroom but not to many is is fine with experimenting there. Honestly thought he might be scared to let people know you are dominate over him since some people already think he's a Gucci whore. You're not a Sugar Mommy/Daddy, your his love. So Tao would be a good sub as long as you don't force him into anything and keep it a little low-key.
Sehun
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Hunnie. That’s his nickname, cause this boy is a wild sub. He would live for the crazy kinky moments. He would need to be punished a lot because of his constant teasing and can get mouthy or bratty but would love to do almost anything you were up for. Sehun loves public sex and anything he thinks is sort of risky like slight knife play or threesomes. Sehun would like having someone to be more dominant for him but would sort of expect you to take care of him in almost a Sugar Spouse manner. Buy him things, baby him, fuck him until he can barely walk right, the regular. He would do call you what you wanted, dress how you want and do what you want as long as it wasn’t nasty and you took care of him and secured Ya’ll a bag, ok.
- Morning Star
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ironspiidey · 5 years
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Hidden Omega Chapter 1
So this little idea refused to leave my brain, should be about 4 or 5 chapters in length. As long as my muse doesn't take right off like it did in Superhero's get Bullied Too. Which i will soon have updated i swear ;)
Peter and Tony have been together almost a year, all this time Peter managed to hide his second gender status from the Alpha who dislikes Omega's but what happens when Peter cant hide it anymore?
Chapter 1- Talking
Chapter 2
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“Peter Benjamin Parker!”
Peter swallowed roughly and hid further under his covers, he wanted to be left alone dammit and nobody was disturbing him. He rolled deeper into his blankets at the loud knocking on his door
“Open this fucking door.” Natasha hollered from the other side of the door “I know you’re in there Peter and hiding in your room isn’t going to make this any easier.”
Peter groaned “Go away.”
“How about no? I can always get Stark if you like? Tell him you’re hiding in your room and I’m concerned for your safety?”
“You wouldn’t.”
“Friday?” Nat challenged
“Yes?” the Ai responded
“Nat please.”
“Open this door Peter.”
“What’s the point? My life is over. I’m a stupid dumb omega and once Tony finds out he’s just going to break up with me or worse. So I would appreciate it if I could just be left alone!” Peter took a deep breath, trying to stop himself from crying.
“Peter.”
“Stop it, don’t bother trying to convince me otherwise, I seen the interviews. Just leave me be.” Peter’s voice broke off at the end, his emotions finally getting the best of him. Peter heard her heels click on the floor as she walked away. He took a deep breath and then he finally broke down crying. He hid his second gender status for so long, keeping it from his boyfriend. Thanks to scent blockers and the bite Peter only had to have a heat every three months and with the help with suppressants he could postpone that to every 6 months. Unfortunately this time he’s stuck at the tower with May gone away it just wasn’t safe for Peter to be in the apartment.
Peter was brought out of his thoughts and tears when he heard a soft knock on the door
”Hey Peter?”
Peter let out a sigh, Nat may not have called Tony but she did the second best, the only other Omega currently at the tower, Bucky.
“Hey Bucky.”
“Can I come in?”
Peter bit his lip and turned towards the door. He always lets Bucky talk to him regardless of whats going on, the other Omega has become one of his closest friends over the last few months. Especially since Peter and Tony became an item. “I don’t know Buck...”
“It’s just me, I know you want to be alone and belief me I get that. But we’re worried about you, I promise I’ll leave right away once I know you’re okay if you still want me to. Just let me see for myself you’re okay.”
Peter nodded then realized Bucky couldn’t see through the door. “Fine, just give me a minute.”
Peter got up, rubbed at his eyes and threw the blankets back over the bed, trying to make it look less like he was curled up in a ball crying as he was. He shook his head, to shake his nerves and opened the door letting the other man in “You may enter” Peter said with what he hoped was a believable laugh
Bucky took one look at the younger boy and shut the door behind him. “Oh Pete.”
“It that obvious?” Peter looked down
“A bit, but to be fair I know what’s going on because I was you.”
“Yeah but things turned out for the better for you. Me? I’m just being a hopeless omega.”
Bucky gave him a look and crossed his arms “Excuse me?”
“C’mon Bucky! You know what I meant. “
“I’m an Omega too Peter, I wasn’t hopeless then and neither are you. It’s okay to be nervous.”
Peter flung himself back on his bed dramatically. “It’s not nervousness. I can’t hide this time Buck. Tony is going to find out and it’s going to be over.”
“And would that be such a bad idea? Tony finding out the love of his life is an Omega?”
“Pfft I am not the love of Tony Stark’s life. And he hates Omegas anyway!! He’s going to take one look at me and then slowly get distant until I bring it up and we fight and he leaves me.”
“Peter you’re not Pepper.” Bucky states, seeing right through Peter and knowing the young boy is terrified.
“I never said I was.” Peter looked at his ceiling willing Bucky to just leave him in his misery to which ever god he needed to.
Bucky opened his mouth and was about to speak when Peter’s door suddenly slammed open. Causing both of them to snap their head to the door. Where Tony Stark was standing with such a look of sadness.
Bucky backed up as Tony walked in and ran up to Peter. He kneeled in front of Peter’s bed and gripped the younger man’s hand
“Oh Bambino, for being so smart, you’re really fucking dumb.”
Peter swallowed roughly, silently cursing Bucky for not locking his door. He looked at Tony and knew that the Alpha knew what he was “I’m sorry Tony, please don’t kick me out”
Tony pulled Peter in for a hug “Oh Petey I would never kick you out.”
Bucky slowly backs out of the room and shuts the door behind him “Friday? Make sure nobody goes in unless it’s actually an emergency okay?”
“Done, anything else Bucky?”
“Did you mention anything to Tony or did Nat go get him?.” He asked curiously
"I alerted boss as a 'Protect Bambino' protocol had been put in place which requires me to advice Sir if Peter seems stressed in a way my systems deem concerning."
Bucky shook his head smiling. "Alright Thanks Friday."
"Anything else Mr.Barnes?"
"That will be all Friday
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“I’m not who you think I am Tony.” Peter mumbled into the Alpha’s shoulder.
Tony just held on tighter “Babyboy you’re exactly who I think you are and more. I don’t care that you’re an Omega. Well I do care because you now need to explain to me how we’ve been dating for almost a year and I have yet to know about any heats.”
Peter pulled away to look Tony directly in the eye “Wait what?”
“My point is Peter you being an Omega doesn’t make me think any less of you. I love you.”
“But the interviews and the comments all the time?”
“Most of those were after me and Pepper split and we both know how well I took that.”
“She got with Rhodey not long after! And he’s an omega.” Peter’s eyes widen in realization “You were just angry not at omegas in general.”
Tony nodded and leaned his forehead against Peter’s “Bambino, I loved you when I thought you were a Beta but you being an Omega.. Well it “He licked his lips nervously “It doesn’t exactly turn me off. Even if you don’t have heats. Which I’m assuming is the bite?”
“Well sort of.” The younger man starts to play with the hem of Tony’s shirt nervously
Tony just raised his eyebrow waiting for Peter to explain himself when he didn’t, Tony leaned back far enough that he could tilt Peter’s chin up and gave him a soft kiss “Talk to me Bambino”
“Well I don’t have heats as much because of the bite, it causes me to have them every three months. I usually avoid them to every six months with my suppressants then go visit May for the week. “
“But this time May went away and you lied to her and said I knew and that it was fine for her to go away and that’s why your panicking” Tony stated.
Peter nodded. “I know that’s not what you wanted to hear Tones.”
“I’m more concerned about you being on suppressants. Like are they aftermarket ones or –“
“Tony, I grew up in Brooklyn what do you think”
“Okay well I don’t care if you want to call me a controlling, overbearing Alpha but we are getting you on proper suppressants!”
“You’re not mad?”
“I’m not a complete barn animal Pete, I understand you wanting to be on suppressants especially with you being Spiderman BUT--”
“Of course there is a but.” Peter mumbles
“But, you will be on the right ones. Not that aftermarket shit. I’ll pay for it. As your Alpha it’s the least I can do.”
“Tones… You don’t need to do that.”
“Of course I do- wait do you not want that? Me as your Alpha? Is that why you didn’t tell me?”
“Oh god no Tony! I’m in love with you, I thought you knew that!” Peter leaned his forehead against Tony’s
“I’d give anything to have you as my Alpha Anthony.”
Tony swallowed roughly, Peter calling him his full name was doing things to the Alpha that he didn’t expect. “Peter...”
“Yes Alpha?” Peter looked at him with a smirk on his face
“You’re going to be the death of me Kid.” Tony licked his lips again and kept glancing from the younger man’s lips to his eyes and back again.
“Are you going to keep staring at me or are you going to kiss me Anthony?”
Tony lunges forward and kissed the Omega hard. Slipping his tongue between his lips when Peter’s mouth opened in a gasp.
The younger Omega clung onto the Alpha as his mouth was devoured. “Tony!” Peter gasped
“Mm Yes Babyboy?” Tony pulled away slowly.
“Um. My… My heat. Its due in a few days” Peter stuttered
“Okay... We need to get supplies for you then, unless you’re wanting this heat alone?”
“God no. I just need to make sure it’s not my hormones making you want me.” Peter said nervously. A part of him knew that Tony actually wanted him, but at the same time the Omega in him couldn’t help but fret that this Alpha was going to disappear after his heat.
Tony slid his hands up to the young Omega’s face, caressing his cheeks. “Oh Peter, I don’t know how you don’t know this but I’m smitten with you baby. If you were to tell me you wanted me to go away and not come back until your heat was over to prove to you that all I want is you, heat or not… Well I would do in a heartbeat, it wouldn’t be easy. I’d probably end up sitting against your door the whole time to ease my inner Alpha. My point is I would do anything for you.”
Peter started to cry, not of sadness but of the joy that only being truly loved can cause. “Tony.”
“Baby please don’t cry. I didn’t mean to upset you” Tony begged, wiping his tears with the pad of his thumb
Peter couldn’t help but lean further into the touch. “No Alpha I’m not crying because I’m sad. I’m crying because I’m so happy. You’re everything I’ve always wanted and now I finally have it.” Peter sniffed
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maddie & caleb discord rp’s under the cut @eitammultis
Caleb: They'd all been at nicky's again after their swim meet. He made sure to pick up Maddie as they all had burgers and were just chillen sitting around listening to music. "I told you not Reid. We've been over this." Caleb is clearly annoyed. "You can't keep doing that! You're making a bad example to baby boy too. Why don't you ever listen to Pogue or I? You think were just what --- talking out of our asses huh?" He felt bad, arguing like this in front of Maddie like that. She didn't need to see this. But, from the time she's been living with Caleb she could already tell he and reid didn't always see eye to eye. There goes Reid, standing up and shoving his chair out of the way. "Where are you going?" Caleb stands as well turning to watch him. Blonde hair bright eyes turn to look back at Caleb. 'You wanna go let's settle this outside!' Reid calls with a wave of his hands. It doesn't take Caleb long before he's weaving his way in and nout of chairs. "Pogue, Baby boy, stay here. Make sure Kate and Maddie are okay." Clearly, they didn't listen to him,
Maddie: Maddie clearly had seen the whole thing going on between the two of them. And their opinions, their thoughts, were on completely different sides of the spectrum. She hadn't said one word, considering the only one she really opens up to is Caleb. He had seen a completely separate side to her no one in this room ever has. Their arguments or spats didn't make her uncomfortable, it was actually comical. They can't keep going rounds like this all the time, can they? She thought as she followed  "Nuh uh, you," She pointed, "Don't tell me to stay, move or I'll pick you up and make you." She said, almost playfully, with a smile still on her face. None of these people have ever done a thing wrong to her, so she has no reason to be malicious. But she followed Caleb, weaving around chairs, but keeping a pretty healthy distance between him and her. She wasn't going to let him out of her sight considering she was nosey and wanted to know what they were going to do now.
Caleb: It was almost immediate. Reid shoving Caleb out back of Nicky's. No one and nothing was there besides a warehouse of barrels of some kind and glass bottles. It was just them. Caleb stumbles back quickly catching himself. He hadn't heard the door open that lead Maddie and Pouge as well. "You REALLY want to try this again tough guy? Go on!" Caleb retorts moving to shove Reid back forcefully once again. Nothing out of the ordinary, not yet at least. They were just...normally fighting. But Reid speaks up again, saying something about power and how Caleb wasn't anything. "My power is stronger then yours reid!" Caleb calls out, the winds are picking up by then, their voices rising to yell at one another. Reid, keeps his distance a good few feet away from Caleb, but his eyes soon change. Turning black as night before a dark ring of fire encircles his orbs before vanishng back to black. He sends something towards Caleb, a push of energy or something Maddie would see as Caleb's face too changed. Eyes widening quickely, his pupils black as he steps forward, a hand lifts as Reid's force push disappates and Caleb pushes forward. Sending out a much stronger, much more powerful blast towards the thin blonde sending him flying backwards into the gate. "I told you!" Neither of them had noticed the others had come out of the bar. Caleb hadn't knowing Maddie was standing there over looking the situation.
Maddie: Guys fight, she knows that nothing surprising there. So a typical brawl between the two she was used to it. She seen it a lot in the orphanage before staff got involved. She leaned along the door frame her arms across her chest, just watching the scene unfold, power ? Do they mean strength? She wasn't going to ask Pogue, that wouldn't make much sense to do, if she kept her mouth shut she'd get the answer. Her lips spread slowly, the dryness from her lips causing it to be difficult. Suddenly she felt her heart racing, she everything that she thought she knew about Caleb go straight out the metaphorical window. She blinked, to make sure she wasn't seeing anything, no what she saw it was true. No, no, no... She thought, her arms falling to her side quietly. THAT is not normal! She felt a sudden memory lapse of what happened with Kevin, the fear in his eyes, what HAD he done to Kevin? Was it what he just did to Reid? She shook her head, "I shouldn't have came out..." She said quietly retreating back into Nicky's to the table where her purse was, letting the door slam behind her, What...what was that? What IS he?! He hid all of this...for so long... Sling the purse over her shoulder, she began walking towards the door
Caleb: "Shit" Pogue speaks up, quickly telling Caleb he didnt know she had followed him. It wasn't his fault and Caleb knew that. no, t was Reid's fault for not being able to control himself. Calebs turning quickly and running up the stairs. "Maddie wait! Maddie!" He calls out moving in between tables and dancing couples.
Maddie: She heard his voice calling behind her, and she tried so hard to push his voice aside. Continuously telling her that wasn't him, it wasn't him, but it was. She was more than half way to the door when she turned around, "No! Don't 'Maddie' me! That what you did outside it's not normal!" She screamed, trying to make sense of everything, but it was like censor overload; there was only so much she could take, "You've been hiding a part of who you are, what ever the hell that is, while I've been spilling everything about me." She shook her head, she gave up her own house, even though it wasn't essentially the greatest of them all, it was somewhere that was hers, for him. "That...the look on your face... the... that's not normal. That is not something that happens in MY world, Caleb -- and you've been lying about who you are this entire time...so no, don't 'Maddie' me like you're actually concerned." Granted following him out was entirely her fault, if she never went out, she would have never seen it, she'd still think Caleb was her Caleb, not her possession but the memory of who he was would still be in tact.
Caleb: He pulls back to stop as she calls back out to him. The other people in Nicky's were slowlystartingto stop and peerover at them wanting to know what was happening, what was going on. Caleb was.. the perfect poster boy in town. No one thought he was even capable of doing wrong. So when someone barks at him they were all more than interested. He doesn't say anything at first, letting her get it all out. She just didn't understand. No one was supposed to know it was their greatest and biggest secret. The four of them were supposed to make sure no one EVER found out. She shouldn't have seen it--- mind you they shouldn't have been so open outside. "Damnit reid" He sighs under his breath. He's quick however, to exit the bar moving to catch up with her. "Maddie---" He stops. "You don't understand. Let me explain. Look---there are things just stop it for two seconds!" He's trying to get her to stop walking so she'd listen to him. "I have been honest with you, I swear. I just, kept some things from you."
Maddie: She felt a laugh fall from her lips, unamused and lacking emotion, one that showed clearly she was done. Whatever she good felt had completely checked out, "Oh that's great. I just kept some things from you." She shook her head, that smile, that laugh quickly vanished as fast as it came. Maddie was still trying to process what this was, more importantly who he was, and who else is like that. And in all sincerity, she felt partially afraid. "You know what, when you're done hiding things, and lying by omission, let me know, until then... just... go away. Now I know why Kevin looked so genuinely afraid of you, and to be quite honest..." She paused and nodded, "I am too. He was smart to run with his tail tucked between his legs, because if you can do that? What else can you do? You sent him flying"
Caleb: No no, this wasn't happening. This was going to get out of hand, people would find out about them. They had ONE job. There's a sinking feeling inhis stomach. Caleb, he'd never hurt anyone on purpose. He wasn't like that.And to hear her of all peopletalk about him like he was some---some sort of monster. It made him sick. "It's not like that. Maddie, please." He's trying to reach out to her. She was reacting perfectly normal, like any sane person should act after seeing something so...traumatizing? "He was fine! I was trynig to protect you. I wouldn't hurt you I wouldn't hurt anyone!" He's moving finallyin front of her. Hands held out in defense to stop her fromwalking anywhere. Babyboy, reid and Pogue finally leaving Nicky's as well.
Maddie: It's not like that. She rolled her eyes. That wall that he tore down, she just rebuilt. She didn't trust him anymore, he hid this, whatever this was, he hid it from her. When she was spilling about her brother, the deepest parts of her, that she never let anyone see, she let him in. She let him in. "Then what is it like? Because that looked like some demonic shit, Caleb. No one is supposed to be able to MOVE someone like that! You sent him flying through the air like he was a piece of paper!" She seriously had no idea what was even going on. "He was fine? He was fine?! He was scared of out his mind! He is NEVER afraid of anything and you put the fear of God in him!" That same smile came back, that emotionless smile, "You know what's funny? I trusted you. I trusted you so much I let you in, Caleb. I let you in, and you didn't even think of letting me in. Excuse me for being so goddamn stupid. Move, Caleb...Move now."
Caleb: She could see the others behind him. Move forward, or attempt to try to calm her down but he quieted them all. This wasn't their fight it was his. "Get in the car, and I'll explain everything. Maddie, trust me just --- just a little longer. Please" He's pleading with her. Unmoving, he's trying to reach out for her wrist. Caleb wasn't a violent person, that simply wasn't who he was. He knew better then to use like that, the power was seductive, it was difficult to stop once you knew what you could and could not do. It happened to his father, and he could see it happening to Reid. "It's not my secret to tell you. I wanted to tell you I did." No one else can hear this, they need to get away from Nicky's. "Let me explain and ---" A pause. "And you can leave and never have to deal with me again. Just hear me out I never meant to hurt you"
Maddie: She didn't want to get in the car, not with him, with someone who she doesn't even know anymore. "You touch me, I'll ruin you." She didn't know how she would, but she'd figure it out when the time came. The moment he reached out for her, she pulled her wrist away from him. She's seen what he can do with his hands, the thought of touching them, scared her more than anything. "Don't touch me.." She whispered, and shortly after she shook her head, "It's not your secret? So I guess that wasn't you out there? Moving a human across the way?" She sighed, "Fine. Explain. But don't freaking touch me. Don't touch me."
Caleb: He didn't like that. He didn't like hearing her so frightened of him, so terrified of him. You could see it in his features, in his body language. Swallowing hard he pulls back hands moving up in defense again. He wouldn't touch her, he'd never touch her again. His chest hurts, his heart is racing. He doesn't understand why she's made him feel like this. He cared so much suddenly and wanting to do nothing but to protect her, to be there for her. And now---now this happened. This is exactly what his mother warned him about. Pogue had Kate, and she didn't know what they were capable of. But the eldest of Ipswich, caleb. Knew it was simply too good to be true. "Then talk a walk with me. And I'll explain. No, you don't--It's not mine meaning It's the four of us Maddie, it's our families. No one's supposed to know! I didn't hide this from you on purpose!" He barks and turns away from her. "I'm sorry okay?"
Maddie: She wanted to trust him, but that old image she had of Caleb, it was like a canvas painting that someone took a knife to and shredded it to pieces. She wanted to see Caleb, the one that she saw before, the one that made her laugh and baffle like an idiot, but when she looked him, all she saw were those dark eyes...those terribly dark eyes that looked like a demon. "You did, Caleb! You freaking hid it! Who the hell am I going to tell!? I don't have anyone!" She said, "..not anymore." For some reason, when he apologized it struck a cord, she almost felt bad, but she didn't know how to process it. "You want to show me something, tell me something, whatever -- tell me. Walk." She said gesturing even though she knew he couldn't see her.
Caleb: She just didn't get it. When it was something that had been hidden for decades...centuries. It wasn't his secret to tell. It was Reids, Tyler's Pogue's their family. As much  as he wanted to tell her he couldn't. And now that the cat was out of the bag he had no choice. She'd run off expose them even. He didn't know. He felt terrible. She was right in the end. She opened up to him, told him things no one knew about her. And as much as Caleb had done the same, because he had! He talked to her as well. But there was that one secret....the biggest thing he had. Caleb nods telling the others to just head home as he turns to walk with her through the forest. It was eeire, but they often held parties in those forests all the time. There were trailes and tire tracks they were following. "It's complicated. I just --- I'm glad you're hearing me out. Maddie, I really didn't do this to hurt you."
Maddie: She clung onto herself like she did the day he decided to let her live with him in the huge house he had. She sighed, she didn't want to feel the way she did. How she crawled within herself around him when she used to blossom into someone she didn't know she'd become. But now, she reverted back to who she was originally. She followed him keeping away from him, but close enough to hear him, "Caleb, don't make it seem like I had a choice. I'm doing this because you don't know how to give up, so tell me. It's not that complicated."
Caleb: "But it is. It is that complicated. I've never, we've never told anyone about this, about us about what we are capable of. It's ---it sn't what you think. it's a curse" There was really no limit to what they could or couldn't do. "Were witches. We were born with these powers. Were not demons, were not evil. But, there has been a time where there were others like us. They wanted more power, they wanted to use what we can do for terrible, bad things Maddie. So we kept ourselvs a secret." The air was nice, cool and crisp. "Since the witch trials back in Salem."  Caleb turns to her. "But oyr magic, it's seductive. It entices you to use and use and use until you can't anymore" He finally stops. "Let me show you something, when you trust me. I need to drive you somewhere so you can see for yourself." He'd show her his father....an elderly man barely holding on. He looked to be in his eighties late ninties even. But he was only fourty five.
Maddie: When he started spilling about his kind, if she could even call it that, she didn't know what to call it. In her eyes there was no magic but a magician pulling a rabbit out of his hat. There was no magic that could actually cause a man to be terrified of him or the ability to just send someone flying like a paper airplane.  Since the Salem witch trials...that's been ages ago, centuries... She learned about that in school, history lessons, breifly passing over it but she dug more into it one her own. The fantasy world fascinated her and that's exactly what this should be -- a fantasy world. Nothing real. "So... what happens if you...lose control of it?" She finally was able to speak, but it wasn't a breath of fresh air. Her chocolate brown orbs looked down at his hands and the thought of what they could do scared the living hell out of her. If their..magic seduced them, then how is it not seducing him now? How does he know at one point he won't lose it? "How do you know at one point you won't do something that you think you're not capable of? I'm not like you. I'm nothing like you actually. But I do know a little about Salem. Who they thought were witches were burned at the stake or thrown into a body of river with heavy weights attached to their ankles so they couldn't escape and thus they drowned." She knew the old Caleb was far from scary, he was like a huge teddy bear, but this one - she wasn't sure what he was capable of. "Are there more of you? Then just...just the four of you?"
Caleb: Well she wasn running away that was a plus. He's surprised at her question though it was well warrented. She had every right to now now. Now that she had seen it. "It's complicated. It's not that we lose control over it. It's ---" A breath. How would he describe what the power did to them. "It's Seductive. It makes you want to use more, and more until you're overwhelemd and the power consumes you. See" He stops and turns to face her. "When we use our magic it ---it drains our life. It kills us. In a way that we can't come back from it." He'd eventually show her his father that is IF she ever trusted him again. "It eats away at you slowly, the mosre you use, the faster you deteriorate." Caleb shook his head and continued to walk. "No, that would never happen. I chose not to use. Ever --- sometimes it happens someones we need to. Little things are okay but they eventually all add up. I've got control over it. Better then others but it's Reid who has the worst problem with it." The boy sighs. Talking about this isn't easy. "It's just us, and my father. No one else is like that" Until Chase comes along.
Maddie: Why would anyone want a power like that? One that complicated takes away your reasonable and responsible choices.  She couldn't imagine what that type of power could do to someone, even though she was still completely processing it all, she did want to know. She felt she had the right to know, "So.....Reid is just reckless with it? And chooses not to have control of it instead to let it have control over him?" Maddie wondered if something like this ever had a beauty factor to it, but she wouldn't ask that would require Caleb to show her those...eyes, those endless black pits for eyes. It was like she was staring at nothing, definitely not Caleb.  She doesn't know if she could ever fully trust him again, and the only reason she was still standing with him was because at one point, she trusted him more than she trusted herself. She wanted to give someone the benefit of the doubt regardless of how wrong she may or may not be, "One last question, completely unrelated, why do you care if I stay or go? You have your whole life here, your friends or brothers whatever they are, school..so why? And you know it's not like I'd tell anyone..people would think I was crazy." She paused, "Guys with eyes as dark as demons, with the ability to use a force that should be in a fairtytale."
Caleb: "Reid is just....reid. He doesn't get it. I can't talk for him" There's alight shrug. Hes kicking up sticks and leafs as they walk along the path. "Why do I care?  Maddie ---" He doesn't quiet understand. Does she not realize that he cares about her, that he cares for her?  "I --- well " He cringes some. Eyes as black as demons. They weren't demons they werent...bad people."I trust you, I know you wouldnt, you wont tell anyone. But we still have to keep it a secret. And I care if you stay or go because I like you here. "
Maddie: She's quite oblivious to some of the normal interactions that come with opposite sexes. She has this tenendency of completely staying away because of the entanglement that comes with them; the emotions and every other thing that surfaces she has to find a way to deal with. She looked down, realizing since the incident she hasn't been able to look at him because it's like a flash to where she sees those eyes, his eyes aren't his eyes anymore. Maybe the adjustment period would begin, and she'd learn to accept that part of him just as he's accepted worse parts of her -- the damaged parts. "I'm not going to tell anyone. It's not my story to tell." She said, her hands moving to her back pockets, "You know, I thought Kevin was right, that you'll eventually see me for some damaged girl, too damaged, too much baggage. But for some reason you haven't, and I think I see why...that part you hide of you." She took a deep breath in, "Look," She said facing him, completely stopping in her tracks, "I'm not sure what this means, or if I'll wake up and this will all be a dream. But, for right now...I'm willing to try to see you as you the way I did before. It's just hard because that you back there isn't the you I've seen for so long."
Caleb: "I'm not any different Maddie. There's no---no Demon no bad entitty it's just me. Whether...you see that or not. I can't force you to stay. Especially not with me after----all of that." He sounds embarrassed almost? His gift wasn't a bad thing, sure it had the potential to be dangerous but only when it got out of hand. "Everyone had baggage. I think people who judge people on their past --- on their lives it's not worth it." There's a low sigh as he stops along with her. "So I can do things...things normal people can't. I'm no different Maddie."
Maddie: Not any different, she scoffed. He's so different and he doesn't even realize it. He's not just Caleb the human, he's Caleb that can put a guy in the hospital without even actually touching him. "I'm not saying you're a demon, Caleb. Your traits, what we're taught about all these stories as a kid, your eyes..." She said as she brought her hand up to hover over his cheek bone to his eyes before bringing it back down, not once touching him, "I've--I've never seen anything like it...and the only way to describe it to you from me, is to give you a picture. Mental image." She kind of felt bad for reacting the way she did, but how would any sane person react to seeing that back there unfold? "You are different. And not just different because of that. You've been different and there's something about you that I---..." She shook her head, if she was going to understand him, she had to understand it all. She was either black or white, there was never any grey, and there was one thing for certain, "When things got tough, I ran. When I felt the slightest bit of a hell storm, I ran. And trust me, I want to run, I want to, but I can't. I don't know why, I don't understand why, but I just can't." Maybe one day, she will understand why, why she felt drawn to him in particular. "So are you going to show me what you want to show me or not? I need to see it all. I can't see just that and think I'm not going crazy. I need concrete things to connect the dots with you."
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