Chapters: 3/?
Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester
Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), Charlie Bradbury, Bobby Singer, Sam Winchester, John Winchester, Jo Harvelle, Garth Fitzgerald IV, Benny Lafitte, Balthazar (Supernatural), Gabriel (Supernatural)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe, Stanford Era Dean Winchester, Two Person Love Triangle, John Winchester Being an Asshole, John Winchester's A+ Parenting, Closeted Dean Winchester, Openly Gay Castiel (Supernatural), Drag Queens, RuPaul's Drag Race References, Mechanic Dean Winchester, Mysterious Castiel (Supernatural), Age Difference, Repressed Bisexual Dean Winchester, Secret Identity, Masturbation, Gay Panic, Gay Sex, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Implied/Referenced Character Death, Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault, Explicit Sexual Content, Hurt Dean Winchester, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Happy Ending, Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Internalized Homophobia, Homophobia
Summary:
With Sam returning to Stanford after summer break, Dean can finally loosen up a little. Between working for Bobby at the garage, weekends at The Roadhouse and mornings landscaping, free time is a luxury as it is, let alone when he has to sneak around everywhere.
As Dean gets back into the swing of being in his alternate persona, he still has to battle his instinct to hide his true self, especially when he starts getting a lot more male attention than he's used to- both wanted and unwanted. Cas is gorgeous, funny, a little awkward and definitely interested in Dean- but can Dean shake off the fear and his past to accept someone in his life? And what happens when it's not just Dean who is hiding something?
An idea of why John Winchester broke our poor Dean!!!!
OK, so Dean was TOTALLY A MAMA’S BOY! There’s no denying that! In the pilot episode, John shows Dean the same love and care he showed Mary. Now, THINK about how John viewed his wife. She was kind, sweet, angelic... A role she played very well and this four year old was exactly like his mom.
Then, she died. Sam, John could alter to be like himself - to be cold, calculating. But Dean? This kind, caring kid who so badly needed his father’s approval? This kid who looked so much like him but reminded him of Mary in so many ways?
John COULDN’T lose Dean like he lost Mary. So, he tried to toughen Dean up to the point of destroying the child that had hopes and dreams but, it got to the point that he KNEW he destroyed his son.
Could that be why he ditched Dean? Because after years and years of training his boys to be cold-blooded demon Hunters, John felt guilt after Sam left and Dean stayed out of his loyalty - a loyalty that he learned from his mom?
He turns 3 this week. I can't take it. He was so wittle. #deaner #baby #babydean #bloodhound #lab #mix #mutt #rescue #blackandtan #houndsofinstagram #hound #dog #hounddog #puppy
Knees tucked against his tummy, bum high in the air and his upper body flat on the mattress, he felt comfortable. His stuffies were surrounding him and he was tucked in tight. Daddy gave him his pacifier and then pressed play on the lullaby machine. That was how it was supposed to go and that was how it went! It was nice. Dean liked knowing what to expect. Everything should always stay the same! Nobody tucked him in better than Daddy.
Starting over because I have no life... They're such #babies omg... #babydean #babysammy #supernatural #savingpeoplehuntingthings #familybusiness #getthesalt
And on this #flashbackfriday a rare moment of baby Dean not being a basic bitch😂😈🔥 #babydean #babyraver #babysfirstrave #excisionheadbangers #bassacademy2017 #basshead #heandbanga #itslit @86broncopnw