tyongty · 10 months ago
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I could be a better boyfriend — jaehyun ff . (MASTERLIST) lowercase intended
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( synopsis ) you’re a new girl all over again. entering your freshman year of college with clean slate, finally confident in yourself. but, of course, the world always has a way of bringing us down… unexpectedly, your middle school bully, jeong jaehyun reappears into your life. but, this time instead tormenting you physically hes doing it emotionally.
pairing(s) : nerd!reader x frat!jaehyun, nerd!reader x nct members
content : mature language, toxic ass relationship icl, university!au, badboy x goodgirl & bully -> lover trope :( features other idols !
type : smau (still w/ alot of writing ofc)
genre : angst, fluff, smut
status : starting soon !
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intro —
y/n & friends : locked
nct members : locked
teaser : locked
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chapters —
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dalivanmagritte · 1 year ago
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NCT FIC REC : LEE JENO
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back to the nct fic rec
Jeno fic rec part.2
favs
lionheart (fav, smut, fluff, royal!au, knight!au, monarch!au)
premium boy-toy (fav, smut, stripper!au)
step on a crack, dr.lee's gonna break your back (fav, smut)
wanna know what it's like (fav, smut)
yours to tame (fav, fluff, smut, knight!au, princess!au, royal!au)
koi no yokan (fav, smut, abo!au)
slick pup (fav, pervert!au, smut)
prince of wolves (fav, smut, werewolf!au, vampire!au)
i suddenly realize my archnemesis is hot (fav,fluff, angstish, demigod!au, mythology!au)
pride & prejudice (fav, fluff, angst, smut)
no smut
rainfall (fluff)
the deal (fluff, college!au)
cigarettes after sex (fluff, angstish, suggestive, college!au)
do you even know how to have fun? (angst to fluff, badboy!au)
classics (smut)
secret (smut, fluff, sub!jeno (kink discovery))
sweet lies (smut, angstish, ghost!jeno!au)
heatstroke (mechanic!au, smut)
tattooist!jeno (fluff, angst, tattooist!au, florist!au)
himbo (smut, himbo!jeno)
cute little intern (smut, ceo!au, intern!au)
mine only (smut)
possessive dad! (smut, pregnancy!au, soon to be parents!au)
ridin' club switching lanes (smut, streeracer!au)
sweet fury (smut)
hit the breaks! (serie, smut, streetracer!au, mechanics!au)
rich purity (serie, smut, virgin!au)
possessive jeno (smut, roommate)
a different kind of exercise (smut, personal trainer!au)
the rock of gibraltar (smut)
jeno uses his strength against you (smut)
the bat & dove (smut, fluff, mafia!au, racer!jeno)
banana (smut)
guardian gloves (smut, angstish, boxer!au)
teddy bear (smut)
strong jeno (smut)
codename : monster (smut)
his order (smut, ceo!au)
sli(ck-p)up (smut, perv!jeno)
fireproof (smut, brotherbf!au, college!au)
size kink (smut)
only 'til dawn (smut, badboy!jeno, goodgirl!reader)
day6: overstimulation (smut)
day19: pet play (smut)
little wifey (smut, husband!au)
hard dom! (smut)
wrapped around your fingers (smut)
my first and last (smut, college!au)
summer hair = forever young (smut, fluff)
perv!jeno (smut, roommates!au, perv!au)
monster in hiding (smut, stalking!au)
can't take it? (smut)
alternate universe (magics, gods, royalty, etc...)
my sunset is yours (fluff, hogwarts!au)
helping hand (fluff, hogwarts!au)
transfiguration spell (smut, fluff, angstish, hogwarts!au)
sinking ships (smut, sailor!au, mermaid!au, horror!au)
change in you (smut, vampire!au, georgian-era!au)
puppy (smut, supernatural!au, werewolf!au)
sunshine (fluff, angst, mermen!jeno)
the lucky one (fluff, angst, demigod!au, mythology!au)
son of morpheus (fluff, demigod!au, mythology!au)
son of apollo (fluff, demigod!au, mythology!au)
son of shadows (part of elysios serie, fluff, demigod!au, mythology!au)
the tale older than time (fluff, demigod!au, mythology!au)
late night company (fluff, comfort angst, demigod!au)
scream (smut (dirtyyy smut), halloween!au, ghostface!jeno)
why dying my hair was the best decision of my life (fluff, soulmates)
take my breath (smut, abo!au)
puppy pound (smut, abo!au)
jealous (smut, abo!au)
sos x jaemin (smut, abo!au)
destiny (smut, abo!au)
stepbro alpha jeno (smut, abo!au, stepbro!au)
pretzel (smut, abo!au)
phone fuck me (smut, ghostface!au)
incubus!jeno (smut, incubus!au)
ascention to the throne (serie, smut, royal!au, prince!au, political!au)
with another member
just so you know x jaemin (smut)
i'm a mouse duh! x jaemin (smut)
they're roommates x jaemin (smut)
the sequel x jaemin (smut, ghostface!au, halloween!au)
cookie jar x jaemin (smut, stepbrother!au)
can you handle it? x johnny, jaehyun, jaemin (smut)
morally gray (and tw)
baby trapping (smut, sugardaddy!au)
shameless (smut, stepson!au)
undone (noncon, smut)
teddy bear -> our sick story, thus far x haechan (dubcon, smut)
stepbro!jeno part.2 (DUBCON, smut, stepbrother!au)
behind closed doors x haechan (smut, slight dubcon, stepbro!au)
the walls are thin x jaemin (DUBCON, smut)
shoplifter x mark (dubcon, smut, bodyguard!au, stepfather!au)
switch -> chain x johnny (dubcon, smut, neighbour?au)
arcade (continuation of switch/chain, smut)
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neo-nymph · 1 year ago
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having writers block but also thinking about FreeUse!AU where innocent!reader pulls up to BadBoy!Jaehyun's dorm room after a class they have together and he's confused when he see's her behind the door bc he knows her but he's never even heard her speak and she's not saying anything now bc she didn't have a plan, didn't even think she would actually knock on his door when she got here,, so she's just staring at him with watery puppy dog eyes terrified but also pathetically turned on being face to face with the big scary tattooed man she's had a crush on for so many months, fidling with her fingers and squeezing her thighs, and Jaehyun knows why shes here now, subtly smirking at how she looks like she about to cry until she states quietly "i want you to fuck me.. please?"
the please was thrown in out of nervousness bc they both know he doesn't have a choice
grinning to himself Jaehyun moves his body blocking the entrance, pulling the poor shaking girl inside his apartment by her sweating hand so he can manhandle and rail her into his plush bed for a few hours
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2jaeh · 2 years ago
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Last Summer / Kim Doyoung 
Genre: smut, angst 
word count: 16k
f! college student reader, aged up! Doyoung, slight badboy!Jaehyun and fwb!Jaemin
warnings: dilf!, age gap, old money fic!, cheating, affair, public!, unprotected, daddy!, alcohol!, blackmail!, gaslighting?, multiple smut scenes, let me know if I miss anything. 
A five week business vacation with a bunch of elite families, filled with gossip, rumors and people doing anything to climb the social ladder. But through all the chaos the last thing you suspected was a whirlwind romance with your friends father. 
appearances: college friends : Haechan, Jaemin, Chenle, Sungchan, Jaehyun 
aged up! Johnny and Kun. 
A/N: hello! its author SIN here! I haven't wrote a monster fic since FREAKS but im here for old money Doyoung after so many requested a full fic of Country Club. Sorry i've been so IA i hope you enjoy this one !
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It was that time of year again and you and your mom were being dragged to one of your father’s business vacations which entailed around five weeks of your summer at your family’s world renowned resort. Now anyone else would be joyous that they’d be spending a luxury vacation at the hot spot for celebrities in the Summer, but now entering your twenties, and spending almost every summer of your life at this place, you figured it had lost its wow factor.
“Why couldn't we go to the Maldives or Greece like normal families” you groaned, slipping into a cashmere sweater that matched with a pair of capri pants and tennis shoes. You watched your  mother frantically  order the resort employees to prepare the bungalow to her liking until her eyes rested on you.
“Darling I thought I told you to throw those tacky shoes out” she sighed, coming over and giving you a tight squeeze, “and…you can go to Greece on your next semester break okay ? right now we need to mingle with your father’s investors, big smile!”
You gave her your best fake grin before returning back to your room and exchanged your shoes for a more high quality taste. You had no idea why your mom was being so particular about your dress code  being it was only day one and the more important guests only ever arrived in the second week.
You folded your arms and returned back downstairs to the lounge area when a familiar face completely caught you off guard.
“Jaemin!” you squealed, running into the toned man’s arms as he lifted you into a tight hug and engulfed you with his Givenchy perfume. Jaemin, your friend or rather fling whom you actually met via one of your father’s parties, was the son of a very big tech company CEO and your father’s current favourite golf buddy.
Mr. Kim Doyoung, the most handsome man you'd ever laid eyes on.
Jaemin released you from the hug and you took the opportunity to smile at both Mr and Mrs Kim as they briefly greeted you before returning to the conversation with your parents. You watched as Mr Kim pushed his glasses up as he laughed at some joke your father supposedly told, his gummy smile broke his stoic character and for a second you almost forgot your surroundings.
“Quite the surprise hey” Jaemin snapped you out of your trance and you quickly nodded. “You guys never do summer vacation, what's the special occasion ?” you questioned the dark haired man.
Jaemin chuckled and shrugged. “Dad said there’s a huge investor visiting this time and he doesn't want your dad to fumble any business proposals.” You hummed and looked back at the parents and watched your dad enthusiastically show Mr Kim around.
“Hey Doyoung it's a win win hey” your dad boasted, “our wives are happy, our kids are happy and we get to have a rematch of that golf game you cheated me out of last month.”
“Cheated?” Mr Kim smirked, “are we still running with that ?”
You gulped at his cockiness. Yes this was wrong. Entirely wrong because this was your friends father for fuck’s sake, but you’d been crushing on him for years, way before you met Jaemin. You hated to admit it but Mr Kim was your first real crush.
It all started on the night of your 18th, when he came to the party on his own because he and his family were going to leave on a business trip the next morning. He only stayed about 20 minutes, most of it was spent talking to your father and then he came over, introduced himself and placed a gift in your hands before planting a sweet kiss on your cheek.
“It's Viviene Westwood, your dad said you’re a big fan” His voice was so light and smooth. “My son starts at the same university as you next year, I hope the two of you can help each other out.”
And with that he said his goodbyes and you’d only see him at very special events after that. He did attend your 21st this year, but you and Jaemin had already established a friends with benefits situation and you decided that crushing on a man twice your age who now happens to be your fling’s father was not the path you were seeking.
“Do you think I’d have to sneak into your room every night ?” Jaemin pinched your side and you playfully pushed him before bringing your arms around his neck.
“Honestly our parents are going to be so blackout drunk every night im sure you could walk straight into my room and do whatever you want” you bit your lip and Jaemin smirked in return, enjoying the challenge.
The first two days were pretty much uneventful even with Jaemin railing you into your bed the very first night. Luckily for the two of you your dad managed to get the Kims’ the bungalow right next door and Jaemin made good use of the maintenance ladder and your balcony.
You were grateful you had Jaemin around until the morning you heard a voice you wished was in your head. The voice you thought you’d only hear when University resumed.
Lee Haechan.
“Jaemin hurry up, my arms are killing me here” You heard him say as you stepped out on the balcony to oversee the commotion. Your uni friend, well rather Jaemin’s, was standing outside their bungalow with luggage that definitely exceeded a five week stay which meant that it was likely computer equipment.
Great.
“What are you doing here ?” making sure your voice was definitely unwelcoming. “Wow y/n way to be hospitable to your good friend” he dropped his bags and clapped sarcastically. You watched the workers scramble for the luggage as Jaemin stepped outside to greet his very annoying friend.
“His parents kicked him out for the summer” Jaemin looked up apologetically.
“Can't say I wouldn't do the same” you scoffed while Haechan stuck out his tongue. “My boy and I are going to build a gaming pc, you know good old fashioned bonding” Haechan threw his arm around Jaemin while your poor friend knew you weren't in the slightest happy about this new arrangement.
“Great” you sighed, “hope you two lovebirds have a lovely vacation.”
“You can join us, you know, it's really fun.” Jaemin tried to look hopeful but he already knew you'd rather eat dirt than spend more than two hours with Haechan and build a damn pc on top of that.
You unenthusiastically waved them off and returned to your bedroom and threw yourself on your bed ready to dive into a solemn state until you heard a voice coming from downstairs.
His voice.
You tiptoed down the wooden stairs and you saw Mr Kim sitting at the corner bar with your father both adorning golf wear and engaging in conversation when your father quickly noticed your presence.
“Hey sweety, you're not hanging out with Jaemin today ?” he said while taking a sip of his scotch whiskey.
You groaned while approaching the two men, making sure your attention was on your father and not Mr Kim. “Haechan is here and they're going to spend the entire vacation building some stupid pc” you complained with a pout and your ears perked when you heard Mr Kim chuckle.
“Sorry about that, Haechan can be pretty persistent and I just wanted to help his parents get him out of their hair for a bit” Mr Kim smiled sweetly and you could tell he was genuine with his apology. “If you're bored why don't you come out for a round of golf, make sure your dad isn't cheating.”
“Uhm I don't want to impose…” you began to say and your dad quickly jumped to his feet and threw his arm around you. “My angel will be the best judge I can assure you!” he squeezed your shoulder, “go get ready sweetheart we will leave in 20.”
You stood under the caddy’s umbrella shielding yourself from the blistering summer heat as you watched Mr Kim and your father tee off on the fifth hole. Most of the banter was inside jokes they had going on and honestly you almost regretted joining their session until you saw how immaculate Mr Kim was at playing golf. His form, the way he stuck out his tongue slightly as he concentrated on his next shot and ofcourse how accentuated his muscles were through his golf gear as he swivelled his body every shot.
The heat wasn't that bad after all.
“Sir you have a call at the front desk” the caddy held the phone up for your dad to receive it.
You watched your father’s frown turn into a wide smile signalling it was either a big investor or one of his work buddies. “Hey Doyoung Johnny is here, i'm going to check him in before our wives make a big deal about his sudden appearance” your dad chuckled and hung up the call.
“Ah yes the wives biggest enemy, i'm surprised he actually showed up” Doyoung rested his hands on his golf club. “He didn't bring…her…did he ?”
Your eyes followed Mr Kim’s to your fathers and your dad quickly shook his head as he began handing his equipment to his caddy.
“Oh you know he wouldn't do that, gosh imagine what the investors might think.”
Now this story you were definitely clued up on thanks to Haechan practically interrogating Johnny Suh’s nephew, Sungchan. Mr Suh was a high end lawyer and had been working with your father’s circle of friends for years. He was a prominent figure, anyone and everyone fell in love with him and that's exactly how he got into trouble.  You're not sure of the timeline but according to Haechan Mr Suh had an affair with a young divorcee who’s case he’d been working on. Almost everyone expected his career to plummet after the news broke but it just made him more popular amongst young naive women who thought they too could bag the richest newly divorced big time lawyer.
Your mom couldn't stand him especially because she and the other wives were friends with his ex wife. But your dad never bothered since he’d always say that his ex wife was a gold digger and would have ‘ran him dry’ eventually. Surprisingly Haechan noted that Sungchan was also more than happy to know that his uncle was finally free from that woman.
There’s two sides to every story you guessed.
“Are you really leaving in the middle of the game ?” Mr Kim sighed, “this isn't just an excuse to get out of losing again is it ?”
Your father scoffed and waved his hand. “Oh please we are picking this up tomorrow, but for now why don't you get a little practice with my daughter ? she's got a wicked right swing!”
“Dad I don't think-”
“Let's do it.”
You turned to face Mr Kim who was now holding out his golf club to you as a stunning smile spread across his face. You swallowed hard as your father zoomed off in his golf cart and left you alone with just Mr Kim and the unattentive caddy.
“Mr Kim I'm not the best player so-”
“Hey my rivalry is with your father not you” Mr Kim waved his hand and grabbed a bottle of water. “I’ll go easy on you.”
You refused to be a stuttering mess so you tried your best to concentrate on the task at hand. It should be easy since there’s nothing the two of you could really talk about besides your father or Jaemin.
Oh you hoped he wouldn't bring up Jaemin.
You took your first swing and honestly like you expected it wasnt that grand. You turned to him apologetically while he let out a charming chuckle before joining you on your walk to the next hit.
“You're too tense” he commented and tapped your shoulder. “Since we're just practising, how about I coach you and next time you can win against your father.”  
You watched as he consulted the caddy on the perfect golf club and watched him stroll back over to you and replaced the club you clutched in your hands. The next movement almost had you weak at the knees as he slowly moved behind you and placed his slender fingers on your shoulders and squeezed lightly.
“Relax y/n” he calmly said in your ear. He may have been thinking this was just a friendly exchange but God your mind was thinking very different things. Vile almost absurd things. You nodded and did as he said, exhaling deeply while your heart was practically beating out of your chest.
“It's all in the hips you know” he said before clearing his throat, “May I ?”
You nodded again and within seconds his hands were on your waist. It was all very PG but anything he did always felt erotic. You kept your concentration on your posture making sure he wouldn't pick up on your strange behaviour but every touch, every breath coming from behind you felt like electricity.
“Now be gentle, allow your body to lead you to the shot rather than the strength of your hit” He continued and stepped back to watch you take your next shot.
The next shot was better but again you were no Lydia Ko. Mr Kim however seemed to be a perfectionist because yet again you were given another club and his hands returned to your waist. This time it felt a little different. You felt his breath against his neck and his hands were a lot more firmer as he guided you to redo your shot. “Now I know you can do better than that” His voice was low and you felt a sensation develop between your legs. You had no idea how you let your impulses get the better of you but you allowed yourself to arch your back a bit until your ass pretty much grazed against his crotch. You know it was evident too because you heard him suck in a deep breath but you didn't dare turn around.
“Like this..?” you managed to say and heard him hum before slowly stepping away and allowed you to take the shot.
Surprisingly that one was the best you had all day and it even ignited excitement out of you as you jumped in celebration, completely forgetting what had happened a mere seconds ago. “Oh my God did you see that ?!” you squealed and turned to face Mr Kim who had been chewing on his bottom lip before it turned into a sweet smile.
“I knew you had it in you, you're a natural and a quick learner” He held his hand out for a high five but as your hands collided, his fingers entangled with yours and your eyes met his in probably the most intense unspoken exchange in your life. You had no idea what was going on in his head and you were unaware that his thoughts mirrored yours. He had no idea why he did what he did and his head swarmed with so many unresolved questions.
This was his friend's daughter. His son’s college friend.
The caddy called the two of you up to drive over to the next hole and you both silently jumped in the backseat, hoping the situation was just an awkward exchange and nothing more. The drive was bumpy and unusually long. Both you and Mr Kim opted for looking in the opposite direction until the caddy hit the brakes causing Mr Kim to quickly shield you from impact.
“God what the fuck?” Mr Kim cursed and you mentally hated that it gave you another reason to find him attractive. There was no hope at this point.
“S-sorry sir there was a rabbit crossing the path” the caddy looked up into the rear view mirror and you swore you saw fear in his eyes. Mr Kim sighed and muttered that it was okay and to keep moving but as the trip resumed you realised his arm was still draped across your lap.
You adjusted your seating which pushed your tennis skirt higher and now his hand was exposed to your thigh as you waited to see what his next move might be. Mr Kim cleared his throat and you almost gasped when you felt him squeeze your exposed thigh before the caddy finally came to stop.
“I need you to go to the front desk and get more water and please let them know that the rabbits are roaming free on the course at this hour, it's quite dangerous for everyone involved” you watched Mr Kim tap his resort card on the payment machine and watched the caddy leave  you and Mr Kim completely alone.
“What do you study again y/n ?” Mr Kim asked casually as if nothing suspicious had happened all day and set up his next shot. You wiped the beads of sweat forming on your head. “I…study accounting Mr Kim.”
His chuckle made your eyes narrow as he took an effortless shot and turned around to face you. “Call me Doyoung, you do call Kun by his first name don't you ?” his new demeanour confused you. Was he just being friendly all this time and you were mistaking it for something else ?
“Yeah well Kun has been my dad’s friend for ages so-”
“So am I a stranger then ?” he poked his tongue into his cheek, “I guess we have to work on our relationship then.”
Mr Kim, Doyoung gestured for you to set up your next shot. Seeing as you were unsure of his intentions you decided to test the waters again. What was the worst that could happen anyway ? Him peacefully rejecting you would actually solve a lot of your current problems.
“Can…you help me again ? I kinda forgot the posture thing” you battered your eyelashes at him and you watched as his jaw tightened for a brief second before he nodded and came over to his usual position. You wasted no time in pressing back into him but this time you turned your head slightly to see his reaction.
“W-what are you doing y/n?” his low voice sent a shiver down your spine.
“What do you mean, I'm just..playing golf” you replied innocently and you heard him chortle in amusement. You felt his fingers press into your hips as you practically settled in his crotch, a bit proud that you had him a little flustered.
“You’re…a very naughty girl” he hummed as he straightened himself and allowed his fingers to dance on the band of your skirt.
You sighed and hummed in agreement. “I know Mr Kim and it seems like you're not so innocent yourself.”
Doyoung raised his eyebrow at your snarky comment yet mentally cursed his inability to keep his arousal in check. He was in dangerous waters but his head was too clouded with how this was about to play out for him to think about any consequences right now.
“Are you saying that this….exchange has you a little excited as well?” he queried and you felt absolutely delirious with lust.
“You can find out for yourself if you want” you curved your back a bit standing like an open invitation for him to do as he pleased. You expected him by now to at least lecture you that the two of you were out in the open and this whole ordeal was just absurd but instead he carefully stood behind you as your hands tightened around the golf club and his fingers ghosted its way up your skirt.
Doyoung’s breath was deep and steady as he caressed the skin of your inner thighs before taking his index finger and grazed it over your soaked panties. You heard him groan at your wetness while you bit down on your lip at the contact. You thought it would stop there but you almost collapsed when he pushed your panties to the side and allowed his long cold digits to feel your arousal.
“Fucking hell” he cursed as his other hand held onto your hip to keep you steady.
“Mr Kim…please..more” your voice quivered, not sure what you were asking for exactly but whatever was happening couldn't end right now, not like this.
Doyoung was completely immersed in how wet you were for him. He loved how your folds felt between his fingers and you were like putty in his hands. You gasped when he inserted a finger into your core and he heard him groan once more this time in frustration.
“Youre so fucking tight, id ruin you sweetheart” his words were like venom in your ear as he continued to finger you at an agonising pace.
Euphoria quickly came to an end when you heard a golf cart and it was Doyoung’s caddy returning from his errands. Doyoung quickly wiped away his hands and the two of you stood innocently as the caddy jogged over.
“Sir, they are requesting the both of you back for brunch” the caddy spoke and immediately began collecting the golfing equipment and packed the cart. You looked up at Doyoung trying to search his face for what all of this meant and whether it might happen again but he returned back to his stoic self. His eyes never met yours and he was silent and to himself the entire way back up to the resort.
If you thought your crush on him before was dangerous, well you've just entered a new territory.
By the time you washed up and arrived at the restaurant your father had picked for lunch you noticed everyone was already settled in. Doyoung sat right next to his wife and chuckled along with your father, Mr Suh and your father’s long time friend Qian Kun. Doyoung glanced up for a millisecond but returned to the conversation as if nothing had ever happened on the golf course.
“Darling, what took you so long ? Doyoung said you guys arrived two hours ago” your mother embraced you before one of the waiter’s pulled out your chair next to Jaemin.
“I had to take a shower” you pressed your lips into a smile and looked over at Doyoung, “It was extremely humid down there.” You watched his fingers twitch around his wine glass but it wasn't enough of a reaction for anyone else to notice. Your eyes drifted to Mr Suh who flashed you a friendly smile that you forcefully returned back before leaning into Jaemin.
“Why the hell is he here ? I thought our mothers hated him” you questioned as Jaemin rubbed the small of your back.
“Apparently his ex wife had been cheating on him too, way before he started his affair” Jaemin popped a cheese cube into his mouth. “Yeah right that’s what he wants everyone to believe” Haechan chimed in and you weren't going to admit it but you definitely shared his sentiments.
You looked up and noticed that Sungchan, Mr Suh’s nephew had also joined the trip as well as Kun Qian’s son, Chenle. You weren't too familiar with Sungchan despite him being in the same university as you but you knew Chenle really well. The two of you practically grew up together.
“I thought you were going to Dubai for the summer” you took a sip of your white wine while the ash blonde boy shook his head and sighed.
“Yeah I thought so too” he scratched his head, “My mom convinced my dad to come to the resort this year for the big networking party, God are they not tired of doing business ?!”
“Who else is gonna pay for your trips to Dubai ?” Haechan mused and Chenle rolled his eyes. “Whatever,” he retorted, “What are you even doing here anyway Lee Haechan? I thought your parents were going to London.”
“They went without him,” Jaemin snickered, earning a shove from Haechan.
“I would've done the same,” Sungchan added.
“That's what I said” you giggled and Sungchan gave you a thumbs up while Haechan erupted in a long groan.
“Face it, without me, you losers wouldn't have any fun” he pouted.
For a minute you too had completely forgotten about Doyoung, lost in the childish banter of your friends until the memory flashed back and you felt your stomach turn. There it was. The guilt was finally settling in as Jaemin squeezed your thigh under the table while he entertained whatever conversation they were now engaged in. How could Doyoung just sit there, as if nothing had ever happened. Was what he did just something to overlook?
You couldn't have been more wrong as Doyoung’s thoughts were completely scattered from the very moment he saw you in your tennis outfit. He was engaging in conversation but wasn't really retaining any information. He couldn't help himself but to steal glances at you from the other end of the dining table. Doyoung thought he was being subtle enough until he felt a tap on his shoulder from none other than Johnny Suh.
“Gonna take a smoke break, wanna join ?”
Doyoung stepped onto the balcony that overlooked the pool area as he twirled his red wine in his glass and exhaled deeply.
“Doyoung Doyoung Doyoung, you dog” Johnny blew a cloud of smoke into the sky as he erupted into laughter, “I didn't think you had it in you buddy.” “What are you talking about?” Doyoung muttered, leaning against the marble balustrade. Doyoung’s eyes shifted to the window making sure no one was paying attention especially since Johnny’s voice was the equivalent to a megaphone.
Johnny took a step closer with a smirk spread across his face,  “Doyoung, do you know who you're talking to ? I am the King of reading the room, especially when it comes to sneaky glances at your good friend’s hot daughter.” Doyoung’s jaw tightened again and he looked back into the restaurant before gulping down the last of his wine.
“I don't know what youre talking about,” he answered coldly.
Johnny narrowed his brows and cleared his throat, “Okay so she walks in, directs a very weird innuendo at you after you two played golf alone all day and you two have been eye-fucking each other for the past half hour.”
“Would you lower your damn voice ?!”
“So it's true ?”
Doyoung ran his fingers through his hair in frustration and pulled Johnny aside. He had no choice but to come clean but luckily for him Johnny would never ever spill the beans on his adultery seeing as Doyoung had been hiding Johnny’s string of affairs for ages. Yes there were more than one and no his now ex wife and all his friends have no idea about them.
“She baited me” Doyoung wet his bottom lip, “came up to me like a fucking minx and I-”
“You fucked her on the golf course ?” Johnny asked amusingly.
“No,” Doyoung deadpanned, “I…used my fingers for a bit but the caddy interrupted.”
Doyoung hated the smug look that spread across Johnny’s face and honestly actually explaining the situation only made him feel more guilty. He was the older, more mature one; this was entirely his fault and not yours at all.
“That’s your son’s friend oh my God you're worse than me” Johnny grinned and Doyoung turned back to look at you in a hearty conversation with his son and your friends. Johnny was right. This was so much worse than whatever he has done, but he could end it right here right now.
“It’s not going to happen again, I made sure to get my point across to her very quickly” Doyoung chewed on lip.
“Oh please, you said your wife hasn't given you any in a long time and I still have the divorce papers you filed for last-”
“Throw them away” Doyoung cut Johnny off.
“What ?!” the taller man exclaimed.
“There’s no need, I'm not going through with it” Doyoung replied calmly despite his thoughts still scrambling about both his marriage and you. Johnny ashed his cigarette and shook his head as the two of them entered the restaurant.
“Whatever man, all I know is that just a small taste of that kind of adrenaline doesn't go away that easily.”
Doyoung slipped back in his seat and put on his best smile but Johnny’s words still stuck with him like a thorn in his side.
Would he be able to stop ?
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A few days had passed since the golf course incident and you were grateful that your dad had been entertaining his friends on his own as they attended seminars and did God knows what until late hours of the night. It was one of those nights where all the parents had gone out to one of the bars at the resort and you and your friends figured you’d also drink the night away.
“God Sungchan I swear if you don't finish your drink I will push you into this pool” Haechan threatened as the younger boy grimaced at the taste of his 8th drink of the night. Honestly having all of them around this year wasn't that bad because usually you'd either be babysitting your parents or drinking with the resort staff.
You sipped your cocktail and danced along to the music blaring from the poolside bar in your Miu Miu two piece wrapped in a mesh skirt. Jaemin threw his arm around you and you could tell by his slurred words and sloppy kisses that he was needy.
“Are you not fucking Haechan tonight ?” you rolled your eyes.
“Don't ever say that again” Jaemin groaned while his hands ghosted over your thighs and moved to grope your ass.
“Ew get a room” Chenle spat and you sighed. As much as you’d love to get railed right now you couldnt stand that this arrangement with Jaemin only worked when he was in the mood rather than it being mutual. You already knew he’d be in your room for the night and you won't see him the entirety of the next day unless you were out looking for him.
“Yeah totally not in the mood doll” you pried his hands off your figure and took a sip of your drink, “you should call it a night, don't want to be hungover when you have a pc to build.”
Jaemin never bothered to argue back. He knew how stubborn you could be and honestly he needed to get Haechan back to the bungalow before he ended up swearing at the bartenders. You waved off Jaemin, Haechan and Chenle who went along since his accommodation was on that end anyway while you took care of Sungchan.
“You all good there buddy?” you joined him on one the loungers as he gulped down his third glass of water.
“I'm alright, sorry i'm still getting used to the whole alcohol thing” he smiled sweetly.
You giggled and tutted in response, “don't force yourself if you don't want to, Haechan may think he is the boss around here but trust me he’s a pushover.”
Sungchan nodded shyly until you saw his eyes perk up. You followed his gaze and from all people in this entire goddamn resort in walks Johnny Suh and Kim Doyoung.
Just great.
“Hey Nephew” Johnny greeted, his face absolutely red indicating he was definitely more drunk than his dear nephew right now.
You looked up at Doyoung briefly who just stood awkwardly while Johnny babied his nephew, smothering him in hugs and compliments. Sungchan stood up and stabilised his uncle, praying he wasn't going to be stubborn about heading back to their bungalow.
“Come on Uncle Johnny, time for bed” Sungchan held him by his waist while Johnny pinched his cheeks and coddled the younger boy.
“Doyoung isn't my nephew just the cutest ? He's the cutest right ?” Johnny slurred as Sungchan bid his farewell to you and guided Johnny back to their bungalow.
You wasted no time in making sure there were no awkward silences and grabbed a new drink from the bar and began heading down a dimly lit path. You couldn't look at him. Especially since he had ignored your existence for most of the week.
“Where are you going ?” he questioned, as you heard his footsteps follow close behind.
“To the beach, leave me alone” you replied carelessly. Did he expect you to respect him as your father’s friend after the stunt he pulled ?
“You are not going to the beach in the middle of the night drunk and on your own” he lectured, still following you down the path until the two of you reached the white sandy area that met the moonlit shore.
He watched attentively as you turned around and removed the mesh skirt as you soaked in the moonlight and the salty sea breeze.
“You're not my father Mr Kim” you groaned, “I can do whatever I want.” “Do your parents know where you are right now ?” Doyoung questioned as he shook the sand that filled up his sandal.
You walked over to one of the beach recliners sighing that the umbrellas were all down and sat down your drink on the table. “My parents think I'm at the overnight spa, smart of me don't you think ?” you smirked as you struggled to open the umbrella that was twice your size.
Doyoung massaged his temples before walking over and helping you open the umbrella before taking a seat on the opposite recliner. He knew he was doing the right thing by taking care of you while you were acting recklessly, but a part of him wondered if being around you in that scantily clad bikini and the amount of alcohol running through his veins and yours, was a good idea.
“What are you drinking ?” Doyoung watched you take a sip of your cocktail as you laid back in the recliner and crossed your legs.
“Rum and Coke” you replied, handing him the drink.
You were amused by how much he drank, and watched as he set the glass aside and shook his leg anxiously while his entire body tensed up.
“For someone who told me that I'm too tense you're really one to talk” you commented and pointed to his fidgeting fingers and anxious leg. Doyoung quickly took notice of his actions and gathered himself. He turned his focus to the dark sea, while you studied him wondering what the hell was going through his head right now.
“You know any normal married man would be back home laying next to his wife after a drunken night” you sighed and Doyoung’s eyes quickly darted to yours.
“I'm here to make sure you get home safely,” he said in a calm tone.
“Oh please” you scoffed, “you had no idea I was out here until you guys stumbled across us at the bar. Mr Kim it seems like you love to keep your distance from your wife regardless whether I'm here or not.”
Doyoung’s jaw tightened at your words. He knew you were not  taunting him because everything you mentioned was pretty much how it's been for the past few months in his marriage. Most of the time he met with your family on his own and your father had always commented on how divided the two of them had become after Jeno had turned 18.
“Its probably why youre so needy too, when was the last time youve even fucked anyone ?”
“Is this a joke to you ?” Doyoung retorted, “Do you not see how wrong this is ?”
You rolled your eyes, finishing the last of the drink, and sat  it back on the wooden side table.
“Honestly I dont,” you shrugged, “I did at first ofcourse, hell Ive been wanting to fuck you since my 18th birthday but now that I know youre miserable  in your marriage I dont see the harm in it.”
Doyoung pondered on your words and of course he was miserable but his reasoning for coming onto you wasn't because he needed a quick fix. God he saw beautiful women at so many investor parties but nobody had him riled up like you did. For him though it was your 21st birthday, when you wore that Elie Saab sequin dress and you carried yourself with such poise and class that he’d never taken notice of before. There was always a mystery surrounding you and with that neverending curiosity he disciplined himself into keeping his distance.
That was until a few days ago.
“You’ve been wanting me since then ?” Doyoung asked in that low voice that always hit the right spot.
You pushed yourself up from the recliner and stood up to hover over him. Doyoung’s eyes dragged over your body until his eyes locked with yours as you placed your thumb under his chin.
“Oh Mr Kim I fantasise about having you every…single..night” you mused and with that you pressed your lips against his and sighed into the passionate kiss. Doyoung quickly pulled you into his lap, his lips never leaving yours as you straddled him and immediately gripped onto his dark locks.
“I'm not going to be able to stop this time y/n” Doyoung groaned into your neck as you pushed your body further down into his lap, already feeling his hardened member against your clothed core.
“Don't stop…please dont stop” you moaned into his kisses as he grabbed your ass and buried his face into your chest, littering your collarbone and breasts with kisses. You both knew that taking your time would only raise concern so you were in agreement that it needed to be done as soon as possible.
You fiddled with his dress pants as he unbuttoned his shirt revealing the very toned body you were suspecting. God the sight of him alone like this could've made you orgasm. Doyoung quickly pushed down his pants and then suddenly pulled away.
“Fuck…Fuck!” he cursed.
“What is it ?” you looked around thinking one of the employees was lurking around.
“I don't have protection. '' Doyoung looked up at you and bit down on his lip.
“God i'm on the pill please just fuck me already” you whined and returned your lips to his desperate to regain the momentum you had earlier on.
“Are you sure this is okay sweetheart ?” He asked once again his voice filled with concern. God the age difference thing was really showing right now because everyone around your age was careless and dumb. Any guy in their 20s (and probably Johnny Suh) would be ecstatic to know they'd be able to do it raw.
You found his concern endearing.
“Do whatever you want Mr Kim, I just need you inside me” you whispered and Doyoung literally felt dizzy with ecstasy at your lewd words. He quickly responded by pushing aside your bikini bottom and rubbed circles on your clit before entering two digits into your core, preparing you for what's to come.
You were so lost in the magic he was putting in his fingers that you almost gasped at the difference when he inserted his member inside you. He was much bigger than you imagined and the biggest you ever had. He was right when he said he’d ruin you.
“Oh my fuck-” you moaned in his ear as Doyoung guided your hips to ride him. He wasnt sure if it was the impromptu fuck, the lack of sex he’s had recently or the girl on top of him right now but it was a fucking hell of a experience. You moved your hips roughly against his, expertly making circles with your hips as you built up your orgasm. Doyoung’s moans were like music to your ears as he groaned according to your movements as his nails dug into your thighs.
“Doyoung im-”
“Is my angel close hmmm” he hummed and the pet name just inched you closer to your high. Doyoung moved his hand to the front so his thumb had access to your clit, stimulating you until you were ready to give in. Doyoung watched in awe as you beautifully threw your head back and came so hard on his cock that he wished he could do it again almost immediately.
You rode out your high and to Doyoung’s surprise you removed yourself from his lap and settled between his legs. Your hand grabbed hold of his member as you looked up at him and pumped his member.
“You know, so you don't have to stress about coming inside me,” you brought your face down to meet his tip, “well coming inside me in a different way.”
Doyoung leaned back in his seat and grabbed a fistful of your hair as you went to work on his length. He knew he wouldn't last long, not with already fucking you and now with your tongue skillfully pleasing him. You hollowed your cheeks as your hand met your speed and the grip on your hair signalled that he was close.
“Fucking hell” was all Doyoung could say when he finally released in your mouth and with heavy eyes watched you swallow every bit of him.
“We should get back before they close up the bar” you said, straightening up your hair and outfit.
“Yeah we should” Doyoung agreed and buttoned up his shirt and tucked himself back into his pants. God he wished he could at least help clean you up and lay in bed with you but unfortunately that could never be on the agenda. He honestly had no idea what to say or what to do. The two of you walked in silence until you reached the bungalows, making sure to stay in the shadows just in case anyone was awake at this hour.
“Well good night I guess” you folded your arms, slightly embarrassed that regardless of what you said you still felt a pang of guilt and jealousy that he still  wasn't yours for the night.
You were about to walk off when Doyoung grabbed onto your arm and turned you to face him. He placed a kiss on your forehead and then a softer one on your lips.
“Meet me tomorrow at the squash court at 2:30,” he whispered as his thumb stroked your cheek, “Only if you want to though.”
You nodded and smiled up at him before finally parting ways and leaving both of you revisiting one of the most incredible nights of your life.
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The next morning you took your time to get ready, completely avoiding the voices of your hungover parents downstairs. You knew they'd pester you about where you were, what time you got home and most importantly who was the last person you were with last night.
That was the last thing you needed to be questioned about.
“Princess are you done pampering up, we're going to the gym” you heard Haechan’s grating voice call from outside your balcony. Of course you still had to pretend you wanted to hang out with them today but it just gave you a better alibi to showing up at the squash court. You quickly slipped into a cute Ralph Lauren polo shirt and bike short set and doused yourself with your Chanel no.5 before heading out to meet your friends.
“God I can smell you a mile away” Chenle dramatically coughed as the five of you strolled down to the fitness centre.
You sighed and stretched your arms above your head, “It's called perfume, you should try it sometime” you teased and the boy stuck out his tongue in return.
“Hey did you get home okay last night ?” Sungchan tapped your shoulder looking down at you sheepishly, “I needed to get Uncle Johnny home before he decided to extend his drinking hours.” You waved your hand and hooked arms with the taller boy, giving his bicep a tight squeeze as you stepped into the air conditioned wellness centre.
“It’s all good I went straight home anyway” you lied.
You and your friends were already welcomed with green juice, herbal tea and smoothie selections by the staff while you scouted the area for where you might bump into Doyoung. The centre was quite vacant, I guess not everybody could recover as fast as your family and friends as drinking to your limits never delayed the schedule of the next day. You walked through the essential oil aroma of all the various spa treatments until you finally reached the gym and caught your first glimpse of Doyoung laughing along with the rest of the parents.
God he looked extra hot today in just a pair of black track pants and a fitted white tee.
“Dude your uncle is jacked” Haechan gaped at Johnny Suh who was walking around in just a pair of training shorts, his sweaty toned body on display for everybody. God knows why. It's not like you didn't think he was hot, you would be stupid to think otherwise, but Mr Suh was never your type. He never had the sex appeal that Mr Kim had.
“Hey kids!” your dad waved as you all strolled over to join the gathering. You put on a friendly smile as your mom already pulled you into her side and gushed to the other mothers about how thankful she was to have a daughter or something along those lines. Your mother spoke but you avoided Mrs Kim’s eyes completely, while flashes of last night kept running through your mind.
“How about you gym buffs finish up and we’ll meet for lunch later” Mrs Qian spoke even though she knew her husband would rather join in on spa treatments than play any form of sport.
“Why are we doing sports on a vacation again ?” Kun Qian sighed as Johnny shoved a racket in his hands. “Come on now Kun, you gotta look good for Mrs over here” Johnny winked as Mrs Qian giggled shyly. Johnny Suh was truly a menace for any married woman.
“Well I'm guessing you're going to sweat it out with the boys” your mom fixed the headband on your head and sighed, “My dear daughter thrives on competitive sports, especially when it’s beating her own dad in them.”
“Not this time honey, I'm feeling lucky” your dad ended with his infamous catchphrase before he’d probably rage quit later on.
“Alright so I’ll be playing basketball with the fit young guys” Johnny threw his arms around both Jaemin and Chenle who both looked enthused by this idea. “Sure then I guess Kun, Doyoung, y/n and I will head to the squash courts” your father saluted Johnny as he began making his way to the back of the gym where a row of brightly lit squash courts lined up.
“Are we playing singles or doubles ?” Doyoung asked as he grabbed a baseball cap to push away the loose strands that fell over his forehead. He was pretty composed for someone who was literally fucking you raw on a beach a few good hours ago. You wondered what was going through his mind now that you showed up to his invitation.
“Doubles, my daughter and I verse you and Kun” your father called over an employee to bring over a few iced bottles of water. Your father suggested a round with each opponent and tally the score after.
Everyone agreed to the plan and you had your first round with Kun who was a pleasant opponent that always complimented your serves no matter how lazy they were eventually becoming. You liked Kun. He was such a good husband and father that you believed he truly set a standard for men everywhere. You always wondered how he even dealt with your father and his erratic friends but clearly it never bothered him.
“I'm going to talk your father into a quick foot spa before we get onto the next round” Kun said cheekily and you smiled sweetly as the two of you stepped into the hallway for the opponent swap.
“Did she go easy on you Kun ?” Your dad came over and high-fived you while Doyoung rolled his eyes. “Well you'd have to bet that she destroyed Kun after the beating I gave you” he said, the cockiness yet again in his voice drove your arousal.
“We both did just fine” Kun snapped back, “I'm just going to rest up a bit before the next round if you are planning on drinking tonight again.”
“Okay old man,” your dad conceded and followed Kun, “You guys coming with or going on with the game ?”
Doyoung waved his hand, “I know you two will never come back and I need to get my fitness in, go ahead.” He waited until the hallway was clear and followed you inside one of the courts in silence. There was tension in the air now that he was finally alone with you.
As soon as he was certain the two of you were alone Doyoung backed you up against the corner of court, a blind spot from both the entrance, hallway and the cameras above. He exhaled deeply as he grabbed onto your thigh, pushing your legs apart and settling his own leg in between for you to nestle on his toned thigh. His slender fingers ghosted up your body until his thumb brushed over your pouty lips, awaiting to meet his.
“I thought about you all night” he whispered before leaning in and peppered kisses along your jawline. He smelled exquisite, and  you had no idea that you were already unconsciously rubbing your heat up and down his thigh.
“Why’d you ask to meet here?” you whimpered into his touch, “we could get caught very easily.” Doyoung silenced you by pressing his lips against yours passionately, moaning into the kiss as he slipped his tongue inside and wrapped his hand around your neck ever so delicately.
“I thought I’d be able to control myself in a public setting and we could sneak out after, but I can't help myself” Doyoung pushed you harder onto his thigh and snaked his hand around you to grab onto your ass. He seemed way less in control than the first two times you two were in a situation like this. It was so out of his character to be the one to initiate such intimacy especially when his family were literally just a stroll down the hallway.
Doyoung had worked himself up to the point you thought he was going to recreate the golf incident  but something quickly brought him to his senses and he immediately stepped back and neatened himself while his eyes shifted to the entrance of the court.
“What’s going on ?” you frowned and looked into the empty hallway and back to the man who just had his tongue down your throat a few seconds ago.
“We cant do this, what the fuck this is just..its too much!” he was pacing the court and biting on his nail as if sanity had just hit him.
You groaned in frustration and gained some sort of composure before approaching the older man. “Are you serious right now ? you can't just do that and then tell me youre chickening out” you spoke in a low voice obviously frustrated that he was still so indecisive regardless of what had happened last night.
“Everytime I see you it's like I throw away my morals and then reality just…hits me” Doyoung frowned and his words really pissed you off, rightfully so.
“So what am I huh ? someone you can use until reality just hits you ?” you snapped back feeling your face heat up, “I have feelings too you know and I thought I made it very clear last night.”
Doyoung became stoic. You watched him grab a racket and ball from the floor as he got into position on the other end of the court.
“Let's Play” he said in a cold tone.
“Youre fucking unbelievable” you cursed and pushed open the clear door making your way back to your bungalow and as far away from Kim Doyoung as you possibly could. You hated that for him it was purely just physical and you had to deal with the emotional side to all of this. You had no idea how much you liked him until his attention drifted from you, until he was showing some affection to his wife or when he was just purely existing in the same space as you.
You hated it. You absolutely hated having feelings for Kim Doyoung.
You spent most of the day locked up in your room, catching up your best friend on the whole ordeal to which she just said ‘find someone new to fuck with and get over it’. It was easier said than done. Jeno was completely out of the question seeing as he was the son of the man you were trying to get over. Most of the employees were annoying frat boys and you weren't sure if any man would be able to satisfy you the way Mr Kim did.
“Honey get ready, we're having dinner at the Greek place tonight” your mother called from downstairs and you inwardly groaned. What was with these people and doing almost everything together. Sighing you got ready anyway because missing a dinner would not only have your parents nagging you about it you’d also be letting Doyoung know that the quarrel you had earlier was a lot more serious than you wanted him to think.
You needed him to know that you didn't care and you were going to be the one to move on. Pulling out your Versace black cocktail dress or the revenge couture collection as your friend calls it, you made your way  down to dinner making sure to keep your head up high and your attention off Mr Kim entirely.
You hoped.
“You guys finally made it” Johnny Suh’s voice boomed from the grand table that was set up on the fairy lit private deck at the back of the quaint restaurant. You began making your way over to your friends when you noticed an extra man had now joined the festivities and boy was he something.
He looked around your age, dressed in Prada with his hair slicked back which emphasised his sculpted face with the prettiest set of dimples you'd ever seen. His eyes immediately locked with yours as you took the seat across him and his lips curled into a friendly smile.
“Good evening everyone” you greeted and Sungchan quickly cleared his throat and gestured at the man seated next to him. “y/n this is my older brother Jaehyun, Jae this is y/n” he introduced the two of you and the man reached over the table to shake your hand.
“You're the infamous y/n then” he smiled, his voice was low and utterly charming.
“Infamous ?”
“Well,” he shrugged, “the beautiful heir to this luxurious resort, best believe you're talked about.”
You blushed at his words ignoring the irrelevant comment from Haechan and continued getting to know Johnny Suh’s other nephew, a true god sent distraction from Kim Doyoung. The two of you spoke for hours. You learnt that Jaehyun was an up and coming actor, and his family were in the textile industry. His hobbies were photography and collecting vinyls from his favourite artists all the way down to his great grandfather's favourites. You also learnt he frequented Milan for fashion shows, and it was his favourite city in the world. A place he already offered to give you a personal tour of.
“You know I heard that he goes to Milan just to fuck these old rich women” Haechan whispered as the two of you snuck around the back of the resort for a smoke.
“Why would he need to, he’s too rich to be a sugar baby” you rolled your eyes and drew in the freshly lit cigarette.
“Bro is just a milf hunter, it gives him bragging rights and those cougars love it” Haechan grabbed the cigarette from your fingers and brought it up to his own lips. You peaked around the corner and watched as Jaehyun conversed with the rest of the men, laughing along with their jokes. He looked so innocent compared to the perverse things you were now hearing about him.
“Probably runs in the family, streets already calling him Johnny Suh’s prodigy” Haechan ashed out the cigarette and used a tester cologne to mask the smell.
“God he is so hot though, you think he could retire milf hunting for just one night ?” you smirked as the two of you made your way back up to the restaurant. Haechan gave you a pat on the back as he followed your gaze back to Jaehyun.
“If he’s anything like his uncle he probably already fantasised you underneath him during dinner.”
All the scandalous chats with Haechan and the obvious flirting with Jaehyun completely grabbed your attention from Doyoung and you almost forgot about the argument earlier on. You took the opportunity to steal a glance but to your surprise his eyes were already on you and he barely bothered to look away. His stare was dark as he twirled his whiskey glass in his hand and ignored the conversations that were happening around him.
“Honey the girls and I are all packed and off to the overnight spa” His wife interrupted his stare and he gave her a sweet smile and never bothered to share his plans for the night. That's the kind of relationship they had. No questions, no suspicions, just a facade for the friends and family that everything was perfect.
The ladies said goodbye to their tipsy husbands and thanks to your white lie that you already spent time at the spa the previous night you got away scot free from the outing. Haechan, Chenle and Sungchan decided to hang out at the arcade with Jaemin following close behind, seeing as you hadn't paid him any attention thanks to the appearance of Jaehyun. Which meant it was just you, Jaehyun and your father’s friends still lingering around the restaurant and bar for the rest of the night.
“So y/n what do you guys do for fun around here ?” Jaehyun shot back the last of his drink and leaned back into his seat looking so goddamn inviting.
“Well,” you held up your glass, “we drink, we play sports nobody cares about and we complain about our embarrassing parents.” Jaehyun followed your eyes to your father doing his best impression of what looked like the moonwalk and chuckled.
“Hey he’s pretty good!” he mused while you shook your head and stood up.
“You wanna get out of here?”
You and Jaehyun strolled around the empty courtyards as all the restaurants started packing up for the night. The summer night finally began cooling down and Jaehyun’s body seemingly got closer as the two of you walked around aimlessly.
“Why don't we take a little pitstop?” Jaehyun smirked and pulled you behind one of the restaurants where both of you were out of sight to onlookers. You could tell he was an expert in these circumstances, he definitely was a man who always got what he wanted.
Consensually of course.
“I heard something about you” you bit down on your lip as he began giving you butterfly kisses along your jaw and down the nape of your neck. Jaehyun hummed as you felt him smirk against your skin. “Hmmm and what did you hear about me ?”
“That you’re a milf hunter” you giggled as he licked the weak spot he found just under your ear. Jaehyun pulled back and an amused smile spread across his face. “A milf hunter ?” he repeated your words as if it was the first time he was accused of such.
“I mean I generally meet older women,” he added, “but I don't actively search for….milfs.”
“So I'm not just a second choice for tonight then ?” you mused, pulling him back to your body by his half buttoned dress shirt. Jaehyun licked his lips as he stared down at you and his large hands massaged your thighs while you moaned in his touch.
“I came all this way after Sungchan sent me pictures of you guys hanging out, baby i'm here because of you” Jaehyun lifted your face to bring you into a deep sensual kiss that figuratively and literally had you weak at the knees. The kiss was amazing but it was still sub par in comparison to Mr Kim. Jaehyun was a lot like the guys you've met at country clubs and student events. They were all drop dead gorgeous but lacked the experience, the class you craved. The type that came natural to someone like Kim Doyoung.
God you were thinking about him while another man, your rebound was practically worshipping you right now.
“You wanna come back to my place ? my uncle won't say anything” Jaehyun asked in between breathy kisses while he tried to hike your dress up for better access.
You ran through the pros and cons of the indefinite possibility that Johnny Suh’s big mouth might spill your escapades to your father despite his nephew trusting him this much. The only pros you could think of were getting fucked by Jeong Jaehyun and possibly getting over Mr Kim.
Possibly.
While you were in a mini dilemma Doyoung’s mind was a mess. He obviously couldn't let go of how you had left him at the squash court earlier and secondly how you spent the majority of your night with Johnny Suh’s promiscuous nephew. He downed another round of brandy, wincing at the taste while his friends fooled around on the roulette tables.
With a free night away from his wife and the happy hallmark family agenda Doyoung assumed it was finally the night to let loose. But all he could think about was you and where you were right now. What were you doing ? Did you not want him anymore upon meeting Jaehyun ?
“Need a top up ?” Johnny tapped Doyoung’s shoulder and the dark haired man nodded and held out his glass. “Hey you good ? my man you’re free tonight be happy!” Johnny cheered but his smile turned into a frown when Doyoung just appeared more stressed than usual. “Hey is this about..” Johnny turned to look at your father, making sure he was at a good distance from the conversation, “y/n ?”
Doyoung nodded and Johnny sighed.
“It happened, we went too far and now all I can think about is my wife and my son,” Doyoung sighed, staring at the brown liquid in his glass. “I truly fucked up.”
“You know what's fucked up ? you and this trainwreck of a marriage” Johnny scoffed, irked at the fact that he had to have this conversation about his friend’s failed relationship once again. “She is not the reason your marriage is not working, honestly she has nothing to do with your marriage regardless.”
“I know I know” Doyoung responded and sipped his drink, “I just cant get her out of my mind.”
“My advice is spend actual time with her, not these little sneaky one hour sessions and see how you feel after” Johnny suggested and Doyoung was quite surprised that the advice Johnny had given wasn't a total waste of time.
“If you're genuinely interested in another woman, it will make signing those divorce papers much easier, that's all i'm saying” Johnny concluded and topped up his own glass with the remainder of brandy.
“What about her family, Jaemin God what would everyone say if-”
“We will get to that when it's serious enough” Johnny interrupted before Doyoung dug himself into more worries. “For now just figure out if you're finally ready to call it quits.”
Doyoung decided to take a walk to clear his mind and ponder on the advice Johnny had given him earlier. He knew very well that his marriage was pretty much doomed a few years back but he hated that he stuck around to the point where he felt guilty to be the first one to bring up a divorce. What was even worse was that during a conflict over dinner some time back Jeno had come up to him and told him he’d be okay if it happened and it was better than both of them pretending to be happy for other people.
It was that very conversation that prompted Doyoung to have the phone call with Johnny, ready to begin the divorce  process but his sudden interest in you made him retract it. He felt insane. Careless. He made himself believe that he was only interested because he was unhappy in his marriage.
But of course that was never the case. You were different.
Doyoung stepped down into the courtyard and just as he was about to retreat he caught a glimpse of your figure that was partially lit by the overhead light of the restaurant. You were up against a wall, pinned against it by Jaehyun as he ravished your neck with kisses and you grabbed onto him for dear life enjoying every second of it.
Doyoung felt his body heat up at the sight of you with another man. He had never experienced that amount of jealousy and just pure anger up until this moment. Did he have a reason to be ? no. Could he have walked away and allowed you to do whatever you wanted seeing as you weren't his ? yes.
Was he going to ? not likely.
“Sorry, uhm Jaehyun ?” Doyoung cleared his throat causing you and Jaehyun to quickly move out of the shadows and gain some composure. Doyoung’s presence made you roll your eyes as Jaehyun approached his uncle’s friend unaware of the tension between the two of you.
“Oh hey Mr Kim” Jaehyun grinned and Doyoung’s jaw tightened as he took in your lipstick stains all over Jaehyun’s swollen lips and neck.
“Your uncle…He is looking for you…probably needs help getting back home seeing as Sungchan is preoccupied at the moment” Doyoung reported as his eyes briefly met yours.
Jaehyun looked back at you and shrugged. “Hey my offer is still open” he winked and gave you a quick peck on the cheek before moving his lips to your ear, “if you still want me just knock on my bungalow.”
You watched him say his goodbyes to Doyoung before quickly disappearing into the resort in search of his uncle and began your own journey home before you were interjected.
“y/n..” he held onto your wrist as you looked up at him.
“What ? you want to take over from where Jaehyun left off hmm ?” you raised your eyebrow, “you want to use me for about twenty minutes and go back to your happily married life ?”
Doyoung chewed on his bottom lip and exhaled deeply. “Look,” he began, taking a step forward, “I apologise for making you feel that way but please understand that was never my intention. I would never hurt you or purposefully disregard your feelings y/n” he loosened his hold on your wrist and caressed your cheek.
“A Lot of it is overwhelming but I've never done this before and  you're not just some random hook up y/n, believe it or not I actually like you” Doyoung’s words made your cheeks heat up, not completely sure how to react to his confession.
“Now listen,” he continued, “I had time to think about it and If we're both on the same page that it's not just a physical attraction then I want to spend time getting to know you better.”
“But how would we-”
“I managed to get an extra room up at the hotel away from the bungalows and I'll schedule myself free time for ‘business meetings’ throughout the day for us to hang out” He answered by pulling out a hotel keycard as evidence.
“How did you get a room isn't it at all suspicious that you're not at your bungalow ?” you frowned, still trying to process everything he was suddenly offering you.
“Y/n, me sleeping in a different room let alone a different suite altogether than my wife is not all that surprising to anyone around me” he admitted as he stuffed the keycard back into his pocket.
“If your little white lies work as well as you say they do then this should be a breeze right ?”
Your head was muddled and you wondered if he was being genuine about getting to know you or just stringing you along until he had another guilt trip fiasco. You needed some type of leverage to not only save your feelings but to also prove that he was in this for real this time.
“If you change your mind and for whatever reason decide ‘this is too much’ during the rest of the vacation  i'm going to come clean to both your wife and Jeno” you folded your arms and stood your ground.
“Sure, you have every right to” Doyoung answered, quicker than you expected him to. “Even though I will be going through a divorce in the possible future, if there is truly something between us, I'll sign the papers as soon as the vacation is over.” His words gave you goosebumps. He was absolutely serious. He was ready to go all in ?
You looked up into his almond eyes and nodded. “Deal.”
The next two weeks were probably some of the best moments of your life. Not only could you indulge in mind blowing sex with Doyoung but the two of you started to develop a genuine emotional relationship through your scandalous affair.
“What’s with this obsession with Greece y/n ?” Doyoung brushed the wet hair from your face as the two of you soaked your naked bodies in the spa bath of his hotel room.
“I love Greek mythology” you shrugged, “from the time my dad took me over there in elementary school, I had a school project on a Percy Jackson book” you giggled.
“I didn’t care much for the fantasies of Percy Jackson until I saw the real thing in Athens, it took my young breath away.”
Doyoung listened to your little story as he always did while watching the water droplets cascade down your shoulders and disappear into the soapy water. He finally felt relaxed for the first time in God knows how long.
You noticed you were babbling on and turned around to face him, giving him a cheeky smile.
“Are you daydreaming about screwing me while I was talking about a treasured memory ?” You raised your brow and Doyoung chuckled.
“Well I wasn’t thinking of it until you mentioned it just now”
You pulled him into a deep sensual kiss as you settled into his lap and sighed as he wrapped his delicate hands around your waist. Doyoung moved his lips down to your neck and nibbled on the sensitive skin, smirking when you moaned out his name. He loved hearing you praise him.
“Baby let’s move this to the bed” he whispered into your ear before pulling you out of the tub and quickly dried the two of you up before carrying you over to his bedroom.
“Someone wants to take his time tonight” you hummed and Doyoung gave your thigh a quick smack, ordering you to get on your stomach.
“That ass has been grinding up against me for the past hour and I can’t help but want to get a piece of it” his words made you wet in an instant as you slowly arched your back, giving him what he wanted.
Doyoung’s fingers danced across your spine and with his index finger he pressed into your core, sticking his tongue in his cheek as you already begged him for more. “Does my Angel want a little more?” He asked innocently as his second finger came in contact with your clit.
“Please more” was all you could say and Doyoung granted your wish, pushing two digits into your core and feeling your core clench around him. You loved when he took his time but you hated that you couldn’t last long when he did. You were already feeling an orgasm building way too early and quickly reached for his fingers and pulled away.
Doyoung chuckled darkly behind you and realised you weren’t going to hold on for long tonight and began lining up his member and pushing deep inside you. He sighed as you let out a gasp and gripped onto the bed sheets as he moved in and out of you in a brisk movement.
“That feels so good Mr Kim” you mewled, knowing it drives him insane in the best way possible when you refer to him formally in this type of setting.
Doyoung grabbed a fistful of your hair as he pounded into you. Your back arched in the best possible way for him to find your sweet spot. You were going delirious with ecstasy as his cold fingers moved to your throat and squeezed lightly. He was a professional in knowing what made you weak at this point.
“Come for me my Angel” Doyoung spoke between strokes and you could hear in the strain of his voice that he was close too.
Doyoung bit down on his lip as he watched you draw circles on your clit to help you finish. You were completely fucked out and he loved looking at you weak under his touch. Your pants became faster and Doyoung held on a little longer so you could cum all over him before pulling out of you and brought your mouth to his tip.
“Open up pretty” he swiped his thumb over your quivering lip and slipped his throbbing cock into your mouth until he finally came undone. Doyoung watched you swallow every bit of him until he was completely cleaned up and he stroked your head in satisfaction.
“Good girl.”
The next day you had plans with all the moms while Doyoung attended a few meetings with his friends. Everything was finally running smoothly until what you had feared most had already begun stirring.
Jaemin got a text from his mother to retrieve her ipad from his father’s suite, where she assumed it would be considering her husband only hired the suite for work related activities. Jaemin showed his identification to the hotel and headed up to the room until he realised that he didn't have keycard access. Mentally cursing himself he pulled out his phone in order to text his father until he heard a trolley park behind him.
“You need access to your dad’s room bro ?” the young bellboy smiled and held up the employee master key.
“Yeah thanks man” Jaemin nodded and watched the boy open the room for him and disappear down the hallway.
Jaemin stepped into the apartment and he immediately had an unsettling feeling fill his chest. From the unmade bed to the alcohol and chocolates spread across the coffee table, this looked a whole lot more than a ‘work suite’. Brushing it off knowing his parents have their issues anyway Jaemin began searching for the ipad. He slumped into the couch and looked in the crevices until he pulled out a very interesting piece of material.
“What the fuck ?” Jaemin murmured as he inspected the lingerie until the set started looking familiar to him. There was no way he thought. His heart began racing as he looked around the room once more and everything started to make sense. Your favourite chocolate, your favourite champagne left on the table. There was a new edition of Vogue magazine laying on the floor, the same one he saw you with at the pool the other morning.
Jaemin felt lightheaded. Who was he mad at more? Was it you ? the girl he was sleeping with just before the summer break or his father. The man that raised him and the man he respected. He was angry but reality hit when he realised he couldn't react.  He couldn't  cause a scene amongst the hundreds of socialites that could probably ruin his university reputation. This was how their lives worked. Everything needed to get buried before anyone outside their circle found out.
Jaemin sucked in a deep breath and left the room in silence. He needed to discuss this with the only person who could bury this messy affair.
His father.
While you were blissfully unaware of the shitstorm that was about to come, you happened to bump into Jaehyun and Mr Suh in one of the conference room lobbies. Both of them smiled down at you giving you an uneasy feeling that you couldn't explain.
“Looking for someone?” Johnny Suh smirked annoyingly.
“M-my father” you lied, “where is he ?”
“I think I saw him head over to the pool bar with Kun” Jaehyun draped his arm over your shoulder and escorted you very far from a confused Kim Doyoung who had just joined his friend Johnny Suh. The more you seemed to converse with Jaehyun the more awkward things had become. Since the night you made out with him you ofcourse cut it off after your deal with Doyoung, but you wondered why Jaehyun never bothered to question your sudden disinterest in him. He just moved on. You greeted him during dinners and said goodbyes when he left, that was about it.
“So where do you disappear to at odd hours during the day y/n ?” Jaeyhun brought you over to a table, pulling your chair close to him.
“You expect me to hang around Haechan and friends ? no thank you” you scoffed and Jaehyun stuck his tongue into his cheek and shook his head.
“You never answer my question sweetheart”
“Is it any of your business ?” you raised a brow and you hated the smug smile that spread across Jaehyun’s face. Him getting you heated probably got him off or something.
Jaehyun leaned in and you caught a whiff of his overpowering Tom Ford perfume. “I know you’re fucking Mr Kim so cut the innocent act” he smirked, enjoying seeing the fear that now filled your eyes. There was no point in denying since he probably found out from his loud mouth uncle who Doyoung admitted to letting in on your little secret.
“Like I said, that’s none of your business” you kept your cool, waving at a waiter to order something strong to keep your nerves down.
Jaehyun politely waited until your order was received and again leaned in close enough to make you tense up.
“Let me cut to the chase here y/n” Jaehyun began, “this little secret might be the juiciest story in the last few years and if it gets out your dad’s reputation, Mr Kim’s reputation…”
“Nothing is going to happen because no one is going to find out” you cut him off. Jaehyun raised his brow as if you just challenged him.
“Help me out and I’ll keep your dirty little secret” he leaned back in his chair and smiled as the waiter brought over your drinks. You glanced over Jaehyun, trying to figure out what he could possibly want when he practically had it all.
“Remember I mentioned that the only reason I’m here is because of you” Jaehyun sipped his drink, “well turns out there’s a lot of perks in dating the heir of this resort.”
“Oh really like what ?” You rolled your eyes at him.
“There’s this film I want to star in and the director is obsessed with wanting to come to this resort during these ridiculous networking vacations” Jaehyun explained, “Now I don’t have the power and neither does my uncle have a say as to who gets an invite, only your dad.”
You frowned as you tried following what he was getting at.
“Why can’t I just tell my dad to invite the guy why do I have to be dating you ?”
Jaehyun sighed and placed an arm around your waist. “Wouldn’t it be just romantic ?” He smiled, “y/n and Jeong Jaehyun met at her fathers resort and now she’s accompanying him to the Cannes film festival officially as his girlfriend.”
“You’re delusional” you rolled your eyes.
“And you’re fucking your boy toy’s father let’s not play the morality scale here sweetheart” he smirked and honestly you wished you could punch him in the face.
“Remember, your fathers entire empire could come crashing down” he added and you felt a shudder go down your spine.
“..how can I be so sure you won’t say anything after the festival is over?” You asked in a small voice. This felt like a dead end situation.
Jaehyun pulled out an envelope from his pocket and placed it on the table in front of you.
“My uncles a lawyer and I’ll make sure this little agreement between the two of us stays equal and authentic, no fine print.”
You couldn’t believe this was happening. One minute you were in paradise with Doyoung and now you’re in a law and order episode with Jaehyun. But you couldn’t risk it. Not for Mr Kim and definitely not for your parents. Image was absolutely everything in this socialite world and one little mistake could ruin it all.
“What were the two of you planning to do after he divorced his wife anyway ? Get married ?” Jaehyun chuckled dryly beside you.
That was another question that always kept you up at night. Yes he was going to divorce his wife and be with you but the two of you could never go public. Your parents would be livid plus the press would have a field day. You could be dropped in university for your actions, the sin count was endless.
Maybe there was no happy ending after all.
You signed Jaehyuns agreement and decided to retire to your bungalow before contacting Doyoung about everything that had just happened. This may even be the last night you could spend with him.
While you were wrapped in your own thoughts Jaemin watched as his father got ready for the dinner party your father was hosting tonight. Everyone was invited but Jaemin already felt sick to his stomach that he’d have to be in the presence of both you and his father.
“Dad, are you almost ready ?” He knocked on the door as he watched his father scramble for a necktie.
“Yeah yeah almost done son” Doyoung chuckled as he finally picked one out, “gotta look good for the last big dinner here.”
Jaemin leaned against the door frame as he watched his father spruce himself up. He actually never noticed how much his mood had changed since they had arrived. He was dressing nicer, he was smiling more and honestly just felt like his old self again.
Jaemin couldn’t stand that he knew the reason for his fathers happiness.
“Okay let’s head out!” Doyoung draped his arm over his son's shoulder as he met his wife at the entrance and they made their way over to the grand dinner party.
All the investors were there and it seemed like they kicked off the drinking festivities quite early as the restaurant was brimming with lively chatter and clinking of glasses. You decided that despite your sombre mood you’d still dress for the occasion and stepped out in a lacy Versace midi dress that you had been saving for the end of the trip.
“Hey y/n that milf hunter has been lookin- wow you look great!” Haechan’s eyes widened as he took a second to look at you.
“Thanks Haechan, who knew you’d be the least hated person on my trip this year” you nudged him playfully.
“Character development” he winked before realising what he came over for, “oh I was saying that Jae-“
“Hello y/n '' Jaehyun approached you in a Prada custom, you figured at this point he was probably sponsored since that's the only brand he wore the entire trip.
“Hi Jaehyun” you forced a smile as he gestured for you to take his arm. Your stomach churned as you watched him flash that gorgeous smile to all your fathers elite guests, all the older women gushing and giggling when he acknowledged their existence.
“What’s going on with your brother and y/n?” Chenle asked Sungchan who just shrugged as he was just as confused as the rest of them. Jaemin was especially confused. Could he have been wrong about the woman his father had seen ?
Doyoung was a bit distracted by all the guests but he managed to catch a little glimpse of you when you were being introduced to a board member by your father.
You looked breathtaking and he couldn’t wait to tell you that. He wished he could just steal you away just for a minute and have you all to himself. He wanted to pepper your skin with soft kisses and tell you how beautiful you were. He wanted to show you off to everyone here that you were his.
But Doyoung’s smile faded when he saw Jaehyun slip beside you and his hand was placed on the small of your back as he joined the conversation. Jaehyun was behaving differently. He was attached to your side and now he had the distaste of watching Jaehyun press his lips against your cheek.
“Whatever he is doing I am not involved” Doyoung snapped out of trance to Johnny's voice beside him. The taller man offered him a whiskey as they watched the scene from a distance.
“I thought you said he’s not interested in her,” Doyoung said as he winced at the taste of his whiskey.
“You know how these kids are” Johnny shrugged, “one day they’re fighting next day they’re fucking like rabbits.”
Doyoung shook his head at Johnny's crude words as he continued to observe the strange interaction. That was until Jaehyun had locked eyes with him and he sent him a wink.
God he knew.
“You told your nephew ?” Doyoung pulled Johnny aside who was still pretty much oblivious to everything that was unfolding.
“Told him what ?”
“What do you mean! You know what” Doyoung shot back the rest of his whiskey in frustration. “Johnny, did you tell your indecent moronic nephew about y/n and I ?”
Johnny thought about it for a second and then raised his hands in defence. “He must have overheard me on the phone or maybe I….mentioned it while I was drunk.”
“You’re unbelievable” Doyoung spat and shoved the glass into Johnny's hands before making his way out onto the terrace for a breath of fresh air.
Meanwhile you finally found an excuse to get away from Jaehyun who decided that his next target for the night was some film star from the 80s that he wanted as a mentor. You walked out into the courtyard and blew out a sigh of relief that you were finally free from that place.
“Y/n….”
You looked back and noticed Doyoung was making his way down from another exit, probably sick of this party as well. You were so happy to see him finally, he’s the only person you wanted to see tonight. Doyoung moved down a path that was dimly lit and away from anyone at the party and waited until you were able to make your way over to him.
“Doyoung” you practically ran into his arms as the two of you  embraced tightly under the moonlit sky. You didn’t want to let him go. Especially after everything that had happened earlier on.
“y/n what is going on?” He asked with concern as he studied your face.
“That bastard ugh” you cursed, “Jaehyun knows about us and now he’s blackmailing me into dating him for some film feature.”
Doyoung felt a burning sensation in his throat. Having someone like Jaehyun in on the secret meant it was done, it was over for everyone involved.
“Should I talk to him, what he says something after ? I could-“
“No” you replied, pressing your hands to his chest. “He made me sign an agreement that he wouldn’t say anything, as long as I do a few PR couple things for him.”
“This is my fault I should’ve never told Johnny I should’ve -“
“It’s not your fault” you cut him off again, “this relationship we have is complicated and after speaking with Jaehyun I realised that it’s going to be difficult regardless if he knew or not.”
Doyoung licked his lips as he figured what you were getting at. He never thought about how hard it would be to even start seeing you in your day to day life once he was a divorced man. Your father and him might ruin a good business relationship and opportunities for you could be removed based on what the public opinion would be.
“So this ends here then” he said defeatedly as he watched you fight back a few tears.
“I wish it could be different” you replied and looked up into his comforting eyes. Doyoung leaned down and pressed his lips against yours. The kiss was sweet and soft, it reminded you of the one night you were able to sleep over and finally fall asleep in his arms.
It wasn’t long until the kiss became intense, and Doyoung had you up against the stone wall pressing his body against yours as he ravished you with kisses. There was absolutely no way the two of you could sneak off so you were okay to get whatever little time the two of you had left. Doyoung pushed up your dress in a hurry as you undid his pants and got into a position that would give him easy access in the short space of time. Groaning as he entered you, Doyoung pushed your hair to the side and left open mouth kisses along your neck and jawline as he pounded into you, a few feet from your father’s dinner party.
“Doyoung I can't hold on any longer” you panted as you chased your orgasm. Doyoung planted a soft kiss on your cheek before quickening his pace and his soft whispers made you weak at the knees.
“Baby i'm going to fill you up and don't you worry this won't be the last time, I promise” he grunted until he finally released inside of you and quickly grabbed hold of your waist to help your balance. That was probably one of the best orgasms of your life and you wondered if you’d ever feel something  like that ever again.
“Did you mean it ?” you asked in a soft voice as Doyoung helped you neaten up.
“That it won't be the last ?”
You nodded and he cupped your face with his large hands, smiling down at you.
“It's tough right now, but after things begin to settle we can try going on a little private vacation, just you and me” he promised with a kiss on your forehead, “look at it this way, being apart for a while will just build excitement to seeing each other again.”
You chuckled and nodded once more, softly embracing him before realising it was probably time to get back to the party. As you walked away you felt a lump develop in your throat because while his gesture was sweet, you honestly had no idea if you'd see him like this again. Doyoung shared your exact sentiments and only said what he said to give you a piece of mind.
He watched you walk off and decided to go in the opposite direction to use an alternate entrance when he noticed Jaemin had been sitting slumped on the terrace chair watching him make his way over.
“Son, what are you doing here?” Doyoung cleared his throat and shoved his hands in his pocket to appear less nervous.
“Where were you dad ?” Jaemin deadpanned.
“I was..I was just-”
“How long have you been seeing y/n ?” Jaemin looked up at him and Doyoung’s chest felt heavy as his son looked at him with such disgust in his eyes.
“Jaemin what are you talking-”
“Look,” Jaemin cut his father off, “I went to your hotel room and figured it out, I didn't tell anyone and I don't plan to because I don't want to be embarrassed.”
Doyoung sighed and it felt like his entire world just crashed once more. From being a shitty husband the last thing on earth he ever wanted to be was a shitty father. He was selfish because he was unhappy in his marriage but not once did he consider how Jaemin would feel if, when he found out.
“I'm so sorry Jaemin, I really am and don't worry it started and ended on this trip” Doyoung tried to reassure the boy. “I made a huge fucking mistake because-”
“You wanted out of your marriage” Jaemin sighed and Doyoung nodded with guilt. Jaemin chuckled bitterly and looked off into the distance. “What’s more annoying is that Ive never seen you happier you know, I just assumed it was being away from the office.”
Doyoung listened intently as Jaemin shared his sentiments. “I cant believe the reason you had to suffer and stay in this awful marriage was probably because of me” Jaemin frowned and looked back at his dad, “Of course I hate that it was y/n but dad please live for yourself, I can't stand this person you have become in the last few years.”
Jaemin’s words surprised Doyoung but he hated that he didn't want him to think that you were the sole purpose for his new found joy. Being free was the root of his happiness and being with someone like you made him feel free.
“Look son, firstly us staying together was our choice and I apologise that you felt guilty for my change in character, that is not your fault and never will be” Doyoung reassured him and placed his hand on Jaemin’s shoulder, “y/n have ended what we have and shes with…Jaehyun now, don't worry about it okay?”
Doyoung would rather use Jaehyun’s blackmail to avert all attention all together and in turn that part of the deal seems more realistic and eventually everybody is happy. Almost everyone.
Jaemin felt a sense of calm that the affair was over and that you were moving on. He obviously hated Jaehyun but it was better to bury all of this and for it to never be revisited ever again.
“Okay cool” Jaemin finally said, “God I hate this resort.”
“That makes two of us.”
Back at the party you were practically on autopilot, doing the rounds of small talk with all of your father’s guests to distract your mind from Doyoung. This was what being a socialite was all about. Your lives were a mess just like anybody else but the media could only show the good side of it. The lavish parties, the power couples, the perfect children with the perfect grades.
That's all it ever was and will ever be.
The next day all bags packed you had your father’s closest circle had a grand breakfast then gathered in the lobby for the last goodbye.
“What a time huh?” Johnny Suh bellowed as he shook your father’s hand, “next time at the Maldives resort ?”
Were not fishing your drunk body out of the ocean Johnny” your father quipped as the two of them laughed in unison. You said your goodbyes to Chenle whose father was already rushing them into their car.
“Mr Qian is a true airport dad” Haechan shook his head.
“What is he late for ? He literally owns a private jet” Sungchan added.
You smiled as Jaehyun came over, you really played up the fake girlfriend thing because you had no idea what the psychopath was capable of next.
“Aw look at you, so sad to see me go” Jaehyun pouted as he moved a strand of hair out of your face.
“Hmm so sad” you gritted your teeth as you pulled him into a hug that involved a cheeky pinch to his side which only made him laugh. Jaehyun pressed his lips to your cheek and slipped his hand down to your lower back.
“Be a good girl now and I’ll be seeing you in New York next week” Jaeyhun smirked and made his way out with Sungchan and his uncle.
Jaemin shuffled awkwardly as it was now just your family, his and Lee Haechan. He watched as you and his father paid each other no mind as if nothing has or ever happened between the two of you. Doyoung tipped an employee that loaded their car and waited until his family had finished their goodbyes.
“Oh please do come to the next vacation, it was a pleasure having you” your mom hugged the Kims before Mrs Kim, her son and Haechan jumped into the vehicle.
“Yes Doyoung don't you dare go off and work in solitude like you always do” your father gave him a firm handshake.
“We shall see what the future holds,” Doyoung smiled before coming over to you. He almost felt like a stranger again with the way he stood his distance and held out his hand to you.
“I hope when you're not too busy we can play golf again” He smiled and you felt your heart flutter.
“I’ll let you know when my schedule is free Mr Kim.”
The End
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[ 10.05 ] badboy!jaemin — fluff / hurt to comfort
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jaemin stood there with a smile on his face, a black leather jacket hung over his arm showing a long sleeve t-shirt of a band you didn’t know. the black ripped jeans went well with the outfit and the faux leather boots tied it all together. a few cuts an bruises covered his hands and face, you can only imagine what the rest of his body looks like. his look contradicted the bright pink tulips in his hand.
his smile never dropped when he saw you in your pyjamas, the trousers and tee were obviously from different sets and your hair, although greasy, framed your face perfectly to him.
“hel… jaemin.” your grip on the door tightened as you realised who it was. “sorry, i’ve got to go.” you rushed out before going to close the front door once more. unlike when you left him, jaemin let you.
his smile wasn’t as big but it was still present, “i know you’re still behind that door, so i’m still going to talk. you can walk away whenever you want to, my lovely, but i’ll keep talking.” he looked at the door with so much love, the thought of you waiting on the other side was so comforting to him.
you were. you stood near the door with your back turned. oh how much you love him, but being with him was out of the equation at the moment.
“your brother, donghyuck, he won’t stop me from loving you. that i’m sure of.” he looked down at the tulips, he felt so silly, these weren’t even in your favourite colour but it was all they had left.
jaemin looked back up at the door but a sound drew his attention, a battered donghyuck opening his window but jaemin’s confidence didn’t faulted in the slightest.
“he doesn’t like me, i know that much, and to be honest i don’t like him but my love for you is much stronger than my hatred for him.” he said while glancing at donghyuck.
you turned to face the door, your hand gently placed on the cool metal. you were hesitant, you love him but family must come first, it always has. “you know i can’t, he’s my brother.” you replied, only loud enough so it could just pass through the door and reach jaemin.
“and i’m your lover… i won’t force you to make a choice but just know that i won’t even stop trying because i love you.” he was so sincere it shattered your heart to know you would have to say no.
you were too deep in thought to hear donghyuck coming up from behind you. he stood directly behind you and his arm reach around you body to place his hand on yours. “i can’t forgive him and i doubt he will be able to do the same,”
he looked down at you with a smile “but he loves you so much and you love him, he came here at ten in the morning and he has been for days.” your brows frowned in confusion.
“he’s been coming for days, morning and evening but myself and mom have turned him away. it’s why we fought yesterday,” he let out a small chuckle, smiling. “i told him to leave you alone because you said you were done with him but he refused to give up.”
before you could reply to your brother he pushed down the front door handle and opened it. the initial shock wore off after you saw jaemin.
his smile widened once more as he lifted up the flowers, hesitantly you took them. holding them with two hands you looked at them and him and then behind at your brother.
“jeno and mark agreed to see past what happened if you and renjun spill what you know. just something for you to think about.” donghyuck says as he takes the flowers and walks away, going off the background noise you assume he’s putting them in a vase for you.
daringly you take a step onto the porch in front of jaemin, eyes locked. they held so much love and passion, it was intense. but his love was like that and it’s what you loved so much about him.
taking that as a sign he lifted both of his hands to rest on your cheeks, “honey, please don’t leave me again…” the look on his face told you tears were soon going to brim in his eyes.
“a day without you is like hell, not even jaehyun to get through to me… please don’t do that again…” he came closer to you, this moment was special to both of you.
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angelsunoo · 1 year ago
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— MASTERLIST !
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RECENT WORK ;— a badboy AU - yang jungwon. Status: ongoing.
MY SERIES
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STAY WITH ME :— series | ongoing.
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SHORT FICS
HEAVY HEART ;— sim jaehyun.
RESEARCH PAPER;— lee heeseung.
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prolongedmonologues · 4 years ago
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[needy | masterlist]
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richgirl!reader x badboy!jaehyun
summary : she’s apart of the richgirl squad, he’s a bad boy, but isn’t it true that opposites attract? there’s much more to her than meets the eye so, eventhough it might ruin her reputation, love is love right?
((ON HOLD))
intros:
part 1 (rich girl squad)
part 2 (bad boys :0)
needy:
part 1
part 2
part 3
part 4
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moondustaeil · 5 years ago
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⠀⠀ ➳ “It’s cold, you should take my jacket.”
⠀⠀ ➳  badboy!Jaehyun 
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⠀〔 1 : 39 am 〕
“I can’t believe I took a night off for this” Jaehyun said as you pulled him into the convenience store late at night to get some snacks and drinks. Your ideal night was a whole lot softer than his idea of an ideal night. You imagined late night walking and talking, he imagined doing more dangerous things like climbing on buildings while he got drunk on stolen alcohol.
His comment made you roll your eyes but appreciated the big difference between the two of you. He was a bad boy, but was a sweetheart to you. You were just normal but could take risks whenever he made you. It sounded impossible but you two did perfectly well as lovers.
He looked around in the convenience store while you already checked out the snacks and drinks you had gotten. But he was fast to follow you when you made your way outside again, hiding a bottle of alcohol but the seller didn’t even seem suspicious about it.
As you were walking in front of him, he wrapped one arm around you from behind, trying to press his lips to the side of your neck. The air was cold, he could feel the shivers from your body.
“Fuck, it’s cold, you should take my jacket” he mumbled upon your skin, leaving slight kisses, but smirked and showed you the bottle of alcohol he just stole. “Or you could get drunk with me in the car and warm up with some great fucking, the dinosaur cookies can wait”
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prompt list : send me a member (bts, nct) and a number
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yongcitys · 5 years ago
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[ 02:03 ] you take off badboy!jaehyun’s dirty leather jacket and throw it to the ground.
“how many times do i have to tell you not to get into too much fights?” jaehyun runs a hand through his hair and sinks into the bed, his leg not feeling any better.
“i really tried, love. but i couldn’t stop myself when they said all those mean things about you.”
you chuckled as you crawled into the spot next to him, arms immediately embracing him. jaehyun’s hair ruffled against your chest as he pulls you closer.
“if that just leads to you knocking on my door at 2 am like this, then let them be.” jaehyun looks up at you and cups your face with his palm.
“all i’m doing is just protecting the love of my life.”
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dalivanmagritte · 1 year ago
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FIC REC : NCT
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SOLO FIC REC BY MEMBERS :
suh johnny
jeong jaehyun
lee mark
lee jeno part.2
na jaemin part.2
lee haechan
lee taeyong (ty track)
fall from grace (smut, angel!au, demon!au)
half blood camp! taeyong ver (demigod!au, mythology!au)
nakamoto yuta (yuta)
predator (DUBCON, smut, alien!au, scientist!au)
golden (smut)
kim doyoung (doyoung)
push & pull (smut, fluff, angstish, hogwarts!au)
the reserved (smut, housmate!au, college!au)
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NCT series (finished)
housemating (finished serie, jaehyun, johnny, doyoung, haechan, jaemin, smut, housemate!au)
house of pleasure (finished serie, haechan, johnny, jaemin, taeyong, mark, doyoung, jaehyun, smut)
nct dream and the hogwarts series (finished serie, renjun, jeno, haechan, jaemin, smut, hogwarts!au)
ridin's club (finished serie, renjun, jeno, haechan, jaemin, smut, streetracer!au, badboy!au)
wanna ride? (Finished serie, smut, streetracer!au)
inferno (finished serie, smut, angst, monsters, halloween serie)
masturbation series (serie finished, smut, individual stories)
halloween serie (finished serie, jaemin, mark, jeno, haechan, smut, genie!au, mermaid!au, vampire!au, werewolf!au)
and they were roommates (finished serie, jaemin, smut, college!au)
a hogwarts collection (jeno, renjun, jaemin, haechan, smut, fluff, angst, hogwarts!au)
the poison archives (finished serie, smut, angst, drama, some dubcon)
scented poison: faded fantasies, poison that spreads, final scent (finished serie, jaehyun and jaemin, smut, cheating)
the dream demigod diaries (finished serie, dreamies, fluff, angstish, demigod!au, mythology!au)
don't kiss and tell (finished serie, mark, jeno, haechan, suggestive)
learning curves (00's line, oneshot, smut, college!au)
NCT series (ongoing/uncontinued)
elysium chapter 1 (ongoing serie, 00's and mark, demigod!au, mythology!au)
animal instinct (ongoing serie, dreamies, smut, monster!au)
giving into things (i don't) want to (ongoing serie, smut, dubcon, dark themes, smut)
alpha camboy's are ruining my life (ongoing serie, jeno, johnny, smut, abo!au, camboy!au)
nct dream as supernatural creatures (ongoing serie, dreamies, fluff, angst, monsters and mythical creatures)
the pick me chronicles (ongoing serie, haechan, jeno, jaemin, smut, college!au)
nct dream as supernatural creatures (ongoing serie, fluff, angst)
king's crown (ongoing serie, royal!au, rebel!au, smut, angst)
campus heartbreakers (ongoing serie, jeno, jaemin, mark, haechan, jaehyun, smut, crack, fluff, college!au)
NCT imagines
when you use your safe word (mark, haechan, jeno, jaemin, smut)
when you walk through the rain (dreamies, fluff)
nct dreams + sungtaro as greek gods (mythology!au)
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Other fic rec
lee jeno fic. rec by taexoxosgf
lee mark fic rec by taexoxosgf
na jaemin fic rec by taexoxosgf
na jaemin fic rec by miragewitch
nct masterlist by notnctu
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sweetheart-sunghoon · 6 years ago
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[11:26 pm] badboy!Jaehyun holds you tight to his chest, one arm wrapping tightly around your shoulders, so that you don't see the other man's body crumple to the ground that his blood now stains.
You bury your face into Jaehyun's chest, the single gun shot ringing in your ears. You hear him lay the gun down. His other arm comes around you. He strokes your hair and whispers reassurances into your ear.
"I'll never let anyone hurt you again," he says quietly. "I'll protect you, I swear."
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jackbabewang · 6 years ago
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You gave your everything, even your innocence to the one and only Jung Jaehyun.
He littered your skin with gentle yet sensual kisses, painted them with splotches of purple and red.
In between moans and heavy pants, he called you beautiful.
However there were no traces of him the next morning, as if it was another dream of yours.
Leaving you crying in the showerㅡhow foolish it was; to think you were the only flower in his garden.
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infinitum-imaginaerum · 6 years ago
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GRAFFITI | Jaehyun | 02
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Badboy Tagger!Jaehyun | Mini-series Word Count | 4,900+ Warnings | Language, Mature themes, Compromising situations Notes | Here we finally are after 1000000 years and 2000000000000 re-writes. It is a mini-series so it’s going to be progressing really fast. I imagine the chapters will start getting realllllllly long from here on out. 
01 | 02 | 03
It had been three walk-less nights since you encountered Jaehyun for the first time. He hadn’t made any attempts to contact you, nor you him. You had an itch, though, that could only be satisfied by one avenue. Ever since that fateful night during which Jaehyun saved your life, you were a little more tentative about taking walks so late.
Yet, here you were, nearing one in the morning, pulling on a pair of Nike Airs to take a walk.  
Your deep sweats pockets fostered your phone and soon your keys after pulling your apartment door shut to lock it. A short meander down the hallway brought you back to the chrome polished elevator doors. The rush of cool air against your face was exhilarating, spiking you with a little energy as you set a quick pace.
Somewhere in your subconscious, you wished to see Jaehyun again. Though that prospect was unlikely, you continued your walk, unbothered, just happy to be out and about. Your stroll, which you had anticipated to be rather short, turned out to be much longer as you took detours here and there, effectively losing yourself in the darkness of the empty streets surrounding you.
That’s when you came upon walls and walls of graffiti; brilliant and vibrant art coating the austere walls of the city to make it more unique and beautiful. The dim surrounding streetlights hardly provided enough light to really see the intricacies of the wall, but you approached it, touching your fingertips to the previously gray brick here and there, admiring it.
The wall drew you in, something about it giving you a familiar chill as you traced lines of paint over to what you presumed to be the artist’s signature. It was two J’s, scrawled together in a street-art mess, indistinct lines intersecting with other colors, leaving little semblance of two J’s that you would have otherwise looked over if you weren’t familiar with the graffiti style. Of course, every artist had their own style, but what made graffiti unique from regular art was just that—its grungy street panache.
“Do you like it?”
There was a figure that loomed to your right. You hadn’t noticed him appear next to you, catching you quite off guard. You tentatively peered over to a set of legs you were rather unfamiliar with.  
“You scared me,” you told him, placing a steadying hand over your rampant heart and glanced over at him. He was a young man, not one you’d ever seen before, but his presence was welcoming.
“Sorry,” he laughed, looking at you with a cheesy grin. He resembled Jaehyun in many ways—demeanor, clothing, attitude—but he was a bit shorter than Jaehyun and had an accent you weren’t versed in.  “I just saw you standing here, admiring this, and I just wanted to admire it with you. Seems like you’re pretty struck by it.”
“I’d never come across it before; it’s gorgeous,” you replied and turned your attention back to the wall, attempting to disregard the male to your right; but he wasn’t about to give up so easily.
He turned and leaned against the art, getting a better look at your face when you’d refused to look at him any longer. His hands were shoved deep into his pockets, watching you carefully and formulated a reply.
“I’m sure the artist would love to hear such praising words coming from you.”
“You speak as if you know me,” you mention, attention finally shifting back to this peculiar man.
He chuckled, swiping his tongue across his bottom lip.
“I don’t know you, per se; but I could just as easily send the message on to Jaehyun. I’m sure he’d appreciate the commendation,” he explained, observing you with a raise of his brow, watching the slightest change in body language at the mention of Jaehyun. “Ahh, you’re a little more open now. Familiar to Jaehyun?”
You closed off again, not wanting to be too vulnerable as you crossed your arms over your chest. “Not too familiar,” you replied.
He laughed some more, the amusement with the current situation clear as day on his paler lips which pulled over his teeth, his gaze minding its own business, casted towards the ground.
“Familiar enough with his work, though,” he commented a little offhandedly, and then explained further. “Most people unfamiliar with him or his work would never find his signature. It’s pretty apparent you’ve seen a number of his pieces around town and studied them quite intensively.”
“You don’t have to grill her, Yuta,” a different voice commented, though you were unsure of the where it was coming from. All you knew was that the accent was more familiar to you than Yuta’s. The silvery-brown headed male visibly rolled his eyes as they shifted in the direction of the voice from which a striking red-head emerged. He was hardly taller than Yuta, but his features exponentially more striking—he was much more memorable.
“I’m not doing anything, Taeyong,” Yuta sneered.
“Run along now, before you get yourself in trouble,” Taeyong responded, addressing Yuta, though you would have taken it as being addressed towards you if that meant escaping the newly uncomfortable situation.
Taeyong was unnoticeably smaller than Yuta in both height and weight, but it was clear that he called the shots. You watched intensively as Taeyong approached, as Yuta’s demeanor changed a little and kicked himself off the wall and turned his attention to you. A different flicker crossed both of their faces which had you questioning what they were looking at.
“Get over here,” Taeyong snapped at you.
You started to turn your head. “Don’t look, just come here,” he growled. You could feel the threatening air now, heavy on your shoulders, especially as you saw the light glint off the knife twirling in Yuta’s right hand. It was a butterfly knife; that was all the detail you could get from it before Taeyong pushed you behind him.
“Well, if it isn’t Taeyong and friends,” one of the men whose voice was unfamiliar to you remarked with a snide chuckle. You could practically hear the growl in Taeyong’s chest, the pop of Yuta’s gum and the scraping of shoes against the street.
Two men stood about fifteen yards from you and Taeyong’s whose shoulder you peered over. Taeyong wasn’t a large man by any definition of the word, but he sure was menacing when he was standing his ground. A click resonated in your ears like an explosion. Taeyong had withdrawn his own knife, a heavy spring assisted blade that he held with such unwavering confidence.
“What do you want, Yejun?” Taeyong questioned, readjusting his grip on the aforementioned knife.
“I’m not looking for trouble, if that’s what you’re asking,” he replied.
“You were looking for trouble the minute you came around this neighborhood,” Taeyong fired back. You wanted to reach out and grab the back of his shirt, anything to ground you to reality because your head was spinning with such madness—the voices were so familiar now. They were the guys from the other day trying to give you a hard time. An unswallowable lump inhabited your throat, dry and unrelenting.
Yuta’s gaze was also unrelenting. The way he assertively flipped and spun his black knife in between his fingers alerted you that this probably wasn’t the first time something like this had happened.
Time was going too slowly, you hadn’t realized that the man who went by Yejun hadn’t answered Taeyong’s question, but you knew for a fact that you acted on impulse when Yejun took a step forward. It jolted your nerves and your decision making skills because your hand was knotted in the back of Taeyong’s shirt almost instantly.
“Go with Yuta,” he commanded of you.
“What? Why?” you asked.
“Don’t ask questions, just go with him.”
“What about yo—”
“I’ll be fine. Yejun and I have unfinished business, anyway,” he snarled, never taking his eyes off Yejun while Yuta was anticipating you. Even though you looked straight at him and there was a straight shot to him, you found it hard to disentangle your fingers from Taeyong’s shirt. Your primary apprehension was if Yuta could take care of you—you had unrelenting confidence that Taeyong could just by his assertiveness. Yuta appeared skilled enough, but you were still wary.
Carefully, Yuta made his way over to the both of you and unfurled your stone-like hand from Taeyong’s shirt with a cautious gaze on both Taeyong and Yejun.
“Stay in front of me,” he told you and rotated you away, back into the direction that you assumed Yuta came from, because it was in the opposite direction that you came from. Yuta glanced over his shoulder from time to time as he hurried you along. Now your heart was pounding in your throat, trying to guess Taeyong’s fate, guess where Yuta was taking you and what exactly was going on.
Finally, the unavoidable question cohered itself and came out like word vomit.
“Why are you protecting me?”
Yuta hauled you around the corner of a building, checking this way and that as he kept you quiet just in case someone had slipped away to follow you.
“Because, when one of us makes an investment, that investment becomes all of ours. That’s how we work, that’s how we live.” His justification was a bit scattered, still on the lookout for a straggler that may have caught you. You were having a difficult time digesting Yuta’s explanation. What did he mean by that? Whose investment were you and why was it all of their business? Speaking of that, who even was everybody?
“And Taeyong?”
“You’re pretty quick with names. He can take care of himself. He’ll get back as soon as he can.”
It didn’t ease you at all, even with how blasé he was about it. It just felt contemptuous, like it wasn’t your place to worry about it (and it wasn’t, but he was risking himself for your sake, so you would use that as an argument for why it should be your business). All you could do was nod as Yuta ushered you back on track.
It was a while that the two of you were walking, briskly at first but slowed down quite a bit the further away from your apartment you went. He explained that it was their territory and that it should be much safer, considering all of the eyes on the lookout. You wanted to ask what that meant; you wanted to know so much more about Yuta and Taeyong. You weren’t even really sure where you were going, but couldn’t find it in yourself to ask.
When you came to the edge of a ditch, there was a certain smell that was a bit strong. It was the smell of burning oak, a fire. You were in such close proximity of said fire that you could hear it crackling and popping and hissing with contained rage. Yuta motioned for you to slide down the side of the ditch first, but you just looked at him like was crazy. Maybe he was crazy, but he insisted you go. You planted your butt on the cold concrete of the side of the arroyo and allowed your feet to gently carry you down, Yuta hot on your tail until both yours and his shoes scrapped across the packed sand on the bottom of the ditch.
There was a figure sitting on a large log which looked like it had been rotted by water. You couldn’t really see who it was, but with your nerves still tangled, you didn’t have a good feeling about what was going on. Yuta nudged you in the back, encouraging you to go with a little whisper in your ear from over your shoulder.
“You know him, it’s okay.”
Curiously, you looked over that shoulder at him, still inching your way towards the figure whose back was facing you. It was a head of toasted honey brown hair that you were certain you’d never seen in your life. You looked harder; maybe there was something you were missing. The black leather jacket over his shoulders seemed slightly familiar, but everyone you’d seen in the past week or so had been wearing one—there was nothing to distinguish this one from all of the others.
“Jaehyun, there’s someone here to see you.”
Yuta’s mention of Jaehyun had your eyes lighting up and you watched Yuta as he passed you before refocusing on the subject in front of you. The second Jaehyun turned his face enough for you to see his profile, all worry melted from your body and the lump in your throat dropped into your stomach. . His eyes met Yuta first, who nodded in your direction and Jaehyun had to turn his body a little further to see you.
Though the lump in your throat was gone, you swallowed pretty unceremoniously upon seeing him. His eyes were extraordinarily soft on you as he rose from the log. He seemed to tower over Yuta, even if he was only a few inches superior in height, when he stood next to him, glancing at him for what you presumed to be an explanation for Taeyong, now that all of you brain cells were working semi-properly again.
“Long story short, he’s handling Yejun,” Yuta stated. “I got to her before him, thankfully.”
The look on Jaehyun’s face shifted to that of concern.
“Thankfully, indeed,” Jaehyun added gently, eyes back on you. “Johnny wasn’t far behind you when you left. He’s probably with Taeyong now.”
“I was going to suggest you keep an eye on her while I go back for him,” Yuta tried. “Not trying to gloat, but I’m probably the most combat trained and if the rest of Yejun’s group shows up, they could be in trouble.”
“You’re right. Go, bring them both back.”
It was a conversation so confusing, you were happy it didn’t involve you. You were entirely unsure what was going on, just that Yejun and them didn’t get along and for some reason he was targeting you. Unsure of what to make of it, you just accepted it as it was and let the ones who knew what exactly what going on handle it.
Yuta climbed the side of the arroyo and was out of sight in a matter of seconds, leaving you alone with Jaehyun and the crackling fire. Now a familiar scent was wafting around you. Jaehyun’s scent of teakwood and citrus was clogging your receptors, and you stared at his chest while he approached you.
“You’re lucky they were there, just by coincidence,” Jaehyun told you, and only then did your eyes meet his, especially when he took your hand once more to press his soft full lips against your knuckles. He was standing right in front of you, so close, but not nearly as close as the other day when he had you pressed up against him. Part of you wanted to feel that again, now not in imminent danger, but you barely knew him and it was fairly uncalled for.  
“You can’t be going out to get yourself in trouble,” he laughed weakly and reached out to tuck a stray tress behind your ear. Though he laughed, trying to lighten the mood about it, you could tell his statement was pretty serious, holding a lot of weight on his tone. “I wasn’t anticipating seeing you again so soon.”
The overwhelming desire to lean into his touch when he cupped your cheek for a mere second was claiming your every thought and you were thankful it was only for a split second, because you were sure you would have leaned into it.
“I don’t go out to get in trouble,” you returned.
“At one in the morning, almost anyone who leaves their home is looking to get in trouble,” he reminded you, ducking his head a little bit to meet your straying eyes to bring your attention back to his.
“Maybe I just wanted to see you again,” you whispered, his gaze seemingly stunting every fiber of your logical being to be saying such things.
Jaehyun smiled, flattered by your comment nonetheless. “There are better ways to get my attention,” he told you, tenderly pinching your cheek.  
He shrugged that thick leather jacket off his shoulders. You watched as it slid down his arms, clothed by a long sleeved black button up until that jacket was in his hands, swinging it around your shoulders. This time, he prompted you put your arms in the sleeves, which you did, and it swallowed you whole.  This time, the jacket didn’t smell of aerosol fumes and gasoline, just of the sweet oak fire.
“Though I find it adorable, I can’t stand to watch you shiver.”  
He was so sweet and he had you thinking really hard about what type of person he actually was. It was interesting, because he exuded such a bad boy look (with the exception for right now, and right now he was looking finer than the print on the bottom of a contract), but he’d been nothing but the kindest to you, exclusively having only met once before now.
Jaehyun ushered you to the log he was previously seated on, swollen with water and cracking everywhere, hydrated beyond its seams to sit you down. He plopped in the packed dirt in front of you, between you and the fire, to gaze up at you. He watched the flames flicker on your face, illuminating your skin, and especially your eyes which gazed back down at him.  
There was so much you wanted to say, everything right on the tip of your tongue, but unable to find anything more suitable than something else, so you stayed silent. Jaehyun observed you, watching your eyes shift between his as an adoring grin tugged at his lips. It was okay that you didn’t say anything, because the cracking and hissing of the fire was doing a stellar job filling the silent void.  He just gazed at you with that handsome half grin while your shivering had vanished; between Jaehyun’s thick jacket and the warm fire, you were content now.
“I really am glad Yuta found you first. I’m so sorry that I put a target on your back; but the way he looked at you the other night… him and his goons. I couldn’t let it go—”
Jaehyun was interrupted by feet scuffing down the side of the arroyo, many pairs, not just one. There was so much everyone needed to explain to you right now. You were caught in the middle of something, that much you knew,  how and why you got there—Jaehyun was just beginning to explain until he rose to his feet abruptly.
You turned to look over your shoulder, Yuta, Taeyong and another, who you assumed to be Johnny, were headed back over to the fire with Jaehyun greeting them. Taeyong was slightly slung over Yuta’s shoulders; hence the concern after Yuta promised everything was going to be fine.  
“He’s fine, just a little rattled,” Yuta commented before Jaehyun could say anything.  His fists were clenching by his sides, you could see the muscles in his jaw tightening.
“This is my fault,” Jaehyun said as Yuta set Taeyong down on the log.
“It’s not. It would be this way for anyone. It’s not your fault, you did the right thing,” Taeyong replied, trying to reassure the younger male while you just sat there, Taeyong’s bold eyes turning to look at you as you sat on the log a couple of feet away from him. He had a slice across his cheek, it didn’t look too bad, it wasn’t too deep, but it was still bleeding.
Hastily, you reached into your pants pocket to pull out a tissue of the few you’d grabbed on your way out. It was common for your nose to get a little runny in the cold, so you took some just in case. Without asking, you lifted it to press it against his wound, applying light pressure to stop the bleeding.
He looked at you, Yuta looked at you, Johnny looked at you, Jaehyun looked at you. You swallowed hard, looking at Taeyong’s eyes before back to his cut. One of his hands rose to take yours. Part of him wanted to pull your hand away, confused, but the other part knew he needed it.
“I’ve got it, thank you,” he said, taking your tissue as he rose from the engorged log.
“We’re going to take him back home; we’ll see you in a while?” Yuta asked, addressing Jaehyun as he helped Taeyong up completely.
“I’ll be in touch,” Jaehyun answered.
With a firm nod, the three of them were off, leaving you and Jaehyun alone again. You looked at him, concern and curiosity battling for the forefront of your gaze over him. His gaze cast over the dirt for a moment before meeting your eyes again, and you assumed that concern was at the forefront when he said, “He’ll be okay. Don’t worry.”
You were shivering again, unsure if it was because you were cold or if it was because you were nervous. Either way, Jaehyun caught on quickly and approached you. He gathered you into his arms, no permission asked, but you didn’t mind. He was warm and firm and protective, safe, inviting as his arms circled you.
It was silent, but comfortable again. The worry of Taeyong was slowly fading from your mind as you closed your eyes, reveling in his warmth, in his familiar and intoxicating scent. Your face pressed into his chest, inhaling through you nose and out through your mouth. It was your second meeting with Jaehyun, but something about him clicked just right. It was if you’d known him for centuries, beyond this lifetime, like he was home.
“I want to take you home, but I don’t know if I want to say goodnight just yet.”
You didn’t bother reply, the reverberation from his voice soothing you enough—you were getting sleepy in his grasp.
“But I guess I should take you; huh, my sleepy duchess?”
His little nickname for you, along with the possessive, had you biting your lip. You shifted in his grasp, turning your head to look up at him, almost able to rest your chin against his chest. The dazzling smile pulling at his lips had you melting deeper into him and one of his hands rose to brush your hair out of your tired eyes.  
Your fists were balled up now against his chest, captive between your bodies as you continued to look up at him. His slender thumb was stroking your cheek, his other arm still protective around you, hulling you into him. Your eyes fluttered at the sensation, but still your gaze remained on him.
“Something about you is just so captivating,” he finally muttered to you, able to gather the questioning in your eyes about why he was looking at you the way he was. His fringe had shifted into his eyes and it took everything you had to leave it be.
“I could say the same about you,” you replied quietly, gaze slowly shifting from his eyes, down his slender nose to his mouth which was so, so, so close. His warm breath was against your cheeks, over your nose, his fringe tickled your forehead, and both of his thumbs stroked your cheeks now.
You swallowed hard, eyes fluttered as his nose gently brushed against yours, breath rickety when you finally exhaled. Everything seemed to go away, the crackling of the fire, the way it flickered against his face, the chirps of crickets and the gentle whistle of the wind, and the leaves rustling in the trees… you’re left with him.
“Jae…” you whispered, barely audible, causing his hands to tense against your cheeks.
“Let me take you home,” he finally replied as his hands dropped from your face, his nose leaving yours as he pulled away. You stood still, shivering in his jacket as he passed you, rustling around for some things before the fire was extinguished. You stared down the dark ditch, his familiar warmth absent from you for only a few more moments before he rounded you to face you once more. He reached for the zipper of his coat draped over your shoulders, taking it upon himself to zip it up just a bit to keep the wind out before taking your hand to escort you to the side of the ditch.
He followed behind you up the side and began walking with you. His hands were shoved deep into his pockets, eyes cautious of the surroundings as you kept quiet, the sleeves of his jacket covered your hands to keep them out of the cold. You weren’t sure how long the walk to your building once since you had gone some obscure way, but things started to look more familiar pretty soon into the walk.
“I wanted to...” he muttered.
Softly, you smiled, reaching up to tuck some stray tresses of hair behind your ear and out of your eyes as your gaze casted down towards his feet. You still weren’t sure what to say, if anything. Disappointment wasn’t an emotion you were feeling, though Jaehyun was thoroughly convinced that’s exactly what you were feeling.
You were finally coming into the sight of your apartment building, and with so many things swirling inside your head; you weren’t sure what to say and hadn’t said anything until that point. The two of you pushed through the doors of your apartment building after you had punched in the access code.
Finally, he muttered your name.
You turned to him, just as the two of you had meandered up to the elevator, the chrome polished doors almost welcoming, ready to take you away from this awkward situation—you turned to him nonetheless, looking at him with curious eyes. A moment passed, another, and another before you realized you were still clad in his jacket and slowly you began to shrug it off.
At first, he didn’t seem interested in taking it from you. His gaze never wavered from your face, almost completely ignoring your outstretched hand, handing him back the thick warm leather that he had lent to you twice now. His lips parted multiple times, looking for something to say, but shook his head every time before finally reaching out to take his coat back from you.
“Will I see you again?” he finally asked.
“You can’t get rid of me that easily,” you laughed, finally lightening the mood with a playful comment as you eyed him from under your lashes.
That dazzling smile of his finally made its way back onto his face, and for the twenty or so minutes it was gone while the two of you were walking back to your apartment, the world seemed a little bit dimmer. He reached out, pinching your cheek, a gentle gesture from his index knuckle and thumb, hardly able to call it a pinch.
“I don’t think I’d ever want to get rid of you,” he whispered, his smile widening as you stepped back towards him.
“Then, I don’t see us having a problem,” you replied, turning your face up to him, but your eyes fluttered closed in surprise when he leaned over to place a lingering kiss against your cheek. Your face was burning, you could feel it in the few moments he lingered there, and his lips were cold against your warm cheek.  His right hand cupped your other cheek, holding you stationary for a moment longer when he pulled back and his deep chocolate eyes bore right through your soul.
Your knees were almost weak for him, even with such an innocent kiss against your cheek. There was a passionate fire in him; you could almost feel it, a fire you wanted to explore, a fire you wanted to know, a fire you wanted to share.
“Goodnight, duchess,” he whispered to you and reached just passed you to press the up button on the elevator. Your time was cut incredibly short when the carrier dinged, signaling the opening of the doors—the carriage was already on the bottom floor, waiting for you.
“Please let me know when you’re safe,” you replied, looking at him, knowing there was danger out there that he was involved in. He just looked at you with a knowing, but comforting smile, stepping into you, forcing you back into the elevator.
“I will, I promise,” he said.
“Goodnight, Jaehyun,” you muttered back, reaching over for the button to your floor. He smirked at you as the polished chrome doors began to close, and he continued to stand there until he couldn’t see you anymore. His fist clenched at his side, his jaw as well. The thoughts of the imminent outcome of this pursuit with you swirled in his head—though they were only potential, they were very possible, and part of him couldn’t bear the thought.  He’d tugged his jacket back on; fixing it on his shoulders as his head turned about, looking this way and that as he dug his hands back into his pockets and made his way back in the direction the two of you came from, the lower east side—reputable for being the least desirable part of town, littered with crime and gang activity, with drugs and shootouts, with thugs from all walks of life.
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justwinwin · 2 years ago
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The Beauty Within || extra
celebrating jaehyun and y/n’s one year anniversary
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Badboy!Jaehyun au x Reader
Social Media AU
Masterlist
prev / finished.
Summary: you never passed up the chance to get in the good books of all your teachers. So when the opportunity arised to possibly make your chemistry teacher actually like you, seeing as he was the only one that seemed to have it in for you, you couldn’t say no. Only problem? You had to tutor the bad boy.
tags: @alanniys @justineasian @kacyyz @minniesvenus
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mono127 · 5 years ago
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[06:42 pm] "Don't worry babe, I've been arrested before. I'll get us out of here.." Badboy!Jaehyun mumbled in your ear, noticing your stressed form. "Oh you better pretty boy considering this is your fault! And don't call me babe we're not even dating!" you hissed pointing at him, he laughed his eyes holding a flicker of mischief "Right... I gotta admit though, seeing you handcuffed and angry does make me think it was all worth it."
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prolongedmonologues · 4 years ago
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[ needy | part 5]
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richgirl!reader x badboy!jaehyun
summary : she’s apart of the richgirl squad, he’s a bad boy, but isn’t it true that opposites attract? there’s much more to her than meets the eye so, eventhough it might ruin her reputation, love is love right?
part 5 | previous / next
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