#bc i wanted to see tsuna win

[oifaaa]

i am so curious whats your beef with tsuna hitman reborn??

What do you mean what's my beef isn't it obvious the kid never just accepts that he's gonna be a mob boss one day and it's so freaking annoying like you're telling me you are fighting multiple enemies and even go into the future and find out that your future self is the head of Vongola family and you still refuse to wise up and just accept yeah im gonna be a mob boss maybe I should stop whining about it and just get with the program like I'm sorry but getting over your refusal to be a mob boss should be end of act one plot point not still unresolved by both the end of the anime and end of the manga bc yeah I read that too oh I've never been more frustrated waiting for this kid to finally be like yeah I accept and take responsibility for my future as the head of my family but we end the series the same way we start and I'm ready to fight tsuna over it

[rebo-chan]

I have to get this out into a public space bc clearly the masses deserve to hear my takes <3

But R27 is so good??? Their friendship is immaculate and watching them interact is so fun. They both care for each other so deeply. I'm thinking about the Daemon vs Tsuna battle, where Tsuna was so gravely losing. And you see Reborn clenching his fist, absolutely vicious and fuming ready to stop in before Vindice stops him. He is even more agitated when he's stopped. And rainbow arc? Do not GET ME STARTED (I'm getting started) Reborn doesn't care about his own curse?? At all?? Hes just doing it for Tsuna, allowing him the practice of managing a team and bringing together alliances. There's a scene in it where Tsuna is upset about losing to Iemitsu, but he won't open up about it/trying to hide it. And reborn is just "I can see right through you, tell me what's going on don't pretend." And that's so??? HNG??? and there's so many moments?? Reborn telling Tsuna not to worry about his boss watch? Tsuna finishing that battle and seeing that the boss watch is fine and telling reborn they're still in bc he's genuinely fighting his hardest to break Reborns curse?? Bc that's his BEST F RIEND *SOBS* TSUNAS HURT WHEN REBORN TOLD HIM HE DOESNT THINK HE CAN WIN THIS TIME, BC REBORN HAS ALWAYS BELIEVED IN HIM WHY NOT THIS TIME?? REBORN USING HIS PRECIOUS PRESENT TIME TO HELP TSUNA WIN HIS FIGHT AGAINST IEMITSU? oh my god some one STOP ME THIS IS GONNA BE A 150K WORD POST

There's hundreds of moments big and little between them and I honestly could keep going if I wanted, but more importantly?? R27 enjoyers, we gotta discuss what we think about TYL Tsuna having to deal with Reborns death. Bc TYL Reborn in future arc is GONE GONE. NOT FAKING HIS DEATH. And that's so??? How is TYL Tsuna doing? Is he okay? I'm convinced that's why TYL Tsuna's actions are so.. intense? This is a man who just lost his best friend, and we know Tsuna doesn't cope well with loss (F Future Arc Byakuran, rest in Ashes). like fuck guys TYL Tsuna must've been out for blood, we saw what he was willing to do to keep Reborn alive in rainbow inheritance arc.

Reborn really is his angel without wings, and I want them to be best friends forever and ever

[rebornologist]

*gasps* a new reborn blog in 2021?! Madness! Always happy to see reborn stuff ♡ hope you'll have fun running this blog! Can I request TYL Tsuna with his (snow) Guardian wife? Anything you have in mind, sfw/nsfw both fine :) it does not have to reflect on snow, only the guardian part matters skdjsksks anyways- thank you 🙈

Hello! Thank you for the welcoming words my dear <3 I have news for you omg bc the "snow flames" that appeared in some of the Reborn video games were actually sky flames in disguise hehehe,, I kinda dig that idea so I'm gonna roll with it.

♡ Tsuna and his Snow Guardian Wife ✧

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Soo you were appointed snow guardian after you promised, wholeheartedly and without a shred of doubt in your mind that you had trained only to use the freezing, “snow” attributed flame (which is basically turning your sky flame into zero point breakthrough: first edition, constantly) and wanted to serve as a guardian to protect people alongside Tsuna

He was super concerned about your hidden identity since sky flame users usually hold immense power, and he didn’t want there to be a target on your head due to that fact and being a high ranking member of the Vongola

Gokudera is totally jealous that he wasn’t the guardian that got to take Tsuna’s hand in marriage

It’s just that y’all are so terrifying on the battlefield omg

Beware Vongola Decimo and his snow guardian, who seemed to come out of nowhere, freezing enemies where they stand, their gasping faces caged in ice, giving Decimo a clear shot with his X Burner (we love a power couple <3)

The wisps of silvery blue and icy sheen twinkle around your weapon of choice is deceptively alluring as you brandish it, and Tsuna would probably never admit that it’s the coolest and hottest thing he’s ever seen

Your icy demeanor in combat rivals his, so there’s no wonder why you’re his snow guardian

You guys don’t frequently train together, but you schedule your dates around your work and you would have it no other way; it’s always a race between you and Tsuna of who is going to finish up their assignments for the day so they can rush to pick up some refreshments and catch the other clocking out—I’ll leave it up to you to decide who usually wins that one (plot twist: y’all finish around the same time and bump into each other in your hurry, arms full of your favourite drinks and snacks for your wind down time together)

Anyway I also had this whole schpiel typed up about how he proposes to you accidentally because you were gravely injured once and he feared losing you so much that he just spilled his guts out to you, including “don’t close your eyes on me now, you have to hold on because I promised that I would marry you,”

and the shock of those words, in combination with the warmth of him feeding life energy into you through his soft flames gave you the strength to push on, so you could eventually get proposed to properly and plan the wedding and do that whole thing hehe

Yeah I lost the original blurb about it so I had to rewrite it TIREDLY into the night...

Sooo speaking of wedding, how about that wedding night spice.. under the cut

TYL Tsuna x afab reader nsfw

I like to think that y’all are able to honeymoon right after the festivities, and Tsuna didn’t really want a huge mafia-involved wedding, but it’s kind of hard when all of your friends are also your coworkers and you’re a mafia boss

Sooo right as the partying ended, you two snuck off and hopped on the jet to your little private getaway accommodation

The fervor that this man had when carrying you into the room and immediately attacking your exposed skin with kisses, whispering sweet nothings and running his hands all over your body, rubbing and squeezing at sensitive spots until breathy mewls of approval tumbled from your lips

He mumbles something about having waited his whole life for this; the wedding, and you clothed in pure white, the fabric bunched up between the two of you as he pressed his weight into you

As he settles between your legs, your hands weave themselves into his chestnut brown locks, brushing through them and gripping shakily as he brings you towards that familiar but exhilarating high

He would 100% gently pry them off and intertwine his fingers with yours, oh what a soppy romantic

He’s big on praise (giving and receiving), and every bit of feedback from you spurs on his ministrations

He's an attentive lover, his intuitions telling him exactly what your reactions mean, and he brings you to your peak again and again, until it gets into overstimulation territory, mostly because he can't help himself

So he grips onto you for dear life, your nails digging into the flesh of his back as the room fills with the sound of his hips snapping against yours, your name becomes a mantra on his lips and he cums with a breathy moan and (yet another) muttering of "I love you, I love you"

Man's got above average stamina but in the case of your wedding night, both of y'all are pretty tired from the party, and know that you'll have more time in the coming days to do whatever your little hearts desired with each other

[indigosprite]

so who is Tsunas mist Guardian 🧐

Okay controversial anon (I’m on mobile and literally cannot make this keep reading)

The manga is so split abt it and I think I’ve found a way to explain how I make sense of it ?

Initially when they go to gather the guardians it’s Mukuro possessing chrome that Imetsu goes to and he knows who he is talking to. They make a deal and from then on Mukuro is meant to fulfill this role however the fuck he wants bc Imeitsu knows he’s in prison but this possession thing is working.

Reborn is another story. He has such an obvious distain for Mukuro during the battle for the ring so I personally think Reborn wants Tsuna to go with Chrome not Mukuro but he also knows that they are at the moment one person. He sees the same thing Mukuro sees in her and I think he wants her to leave him and join them but he goes about it in the only way he can which is subtly trying to get Tsuna to accept her by continuously giving his stamp of approval. The only kind of small riff with this is that he notices that for whatever reason Tsuna likes Mukuro and continues to sympathize with him and sees him as a guardian/Ally and like any smart person Reborn advises against that. Tries to kill any empathy Tsuna has for the other but it never works.

He somewhat warms up to Mukuro later maybe because of his actions in the future. Mainly talking about when mukuros an owl and daemon has made an appearance. Reborn imo is acting way more civil abt mukuros existence. I think this is the point where he’s like okay maybe he’s kind of needed here but Chrome is still my candidate. He wants her to surpass him so a good tenth gen he believes in can come together. I think this is why he keeps saying things like she’s strong and she can win against Mukuro if we give her confidence because ultimately he wants to train her to get to that point. (I think somewhere in here he realizes mukuros training is the only thing that will get her to that point which is more annoying). He reinforces this belief when he chooses her to fight with them during the rep battles assembling his mini version of the Gaurdians while verde picks mukuro who would never fight for reborn. Ultimately reborn wants people in the family that would do stuff for that like him. Which makes sense. Not bc he wants followers but bc he wants ppl he respects and would have the same values as him. Mukuro hates the mafia and reborn finds that and his actions disgusting despite knowing his reason why. Chrome is just his good parts and he rather that any day.

Tsuna is what Ties it all together bc much to Reborns dismay he cares for them both. He sees them as his guardian. But I think chrome gets the short end of this because he still thinks of them as one person and that just means can you get Mukuro here? Instead of the qualities she brings as the mist He sees Mukuro and on a certain level understands him and that part of him that’s the same wants this man on his side. In canon he really doesn’t see chrome as any kind of assets just someone mixed in to things because of Mukuro. Reborn tries to change that by telling him chrome is talented and I think it legit doesn’t work bc up until last arc he’s saying shit like this even when Mukuro tells him

I think Tsuna accepts both the original guardian and the guardian reborn wants for him bc he has no reason not to. Those two started out needing each other and will forever be a unit outside of the Vongola. I think although he will definitely utilize the more feral one for Vongola purposes chrome is also someone who he can reason with , they’re both guardian bait. If chrome wants to help Tsuna Mukuro will definitely show up if she’s in danger. If Chrome knows the Vongolas are in danger and Mukuro might want em alive she would step up and do what she can for his sake.It’s the only way to get the two in one deal he started off with.

Mukuro is the fire power he wants with an agenda similar to his

Chrome is the illusionist team player he needs.

In one body they were both , in two it was a shit show for a while. But them becoming friends again gave him the mist guardian back.

Also random things that didn’t fit but help me to understand :

Whenever I see this topic ppl talk about the ring and who it was given to a lot and cervello saying her name at the end of the battle and I personally find that kinda stupid as a chrome argument bc ...they literally only gave it to her because Mukuro was not accessible/ she was him. Chromes whole current existence is tied to Mukuro, Her name is literally his. she’s just an avatar of him. if he wasn’t there she would be dead and also the Vongola would have no mist guardian because Mukuro couldn’t be here. But again the missing factor is Mukuro himself. (Also it’s in his possession the second he gets out of prison and not shared with her at all for the final arc.so if possession is the defining factor that leaves her with nothing and that’s kinda dumb when she’s more complex than that) she was made a separate person but overall they’re written as one. literally chrome is just Mukuro with .2 chapters of a separate character arc so the whole thing is stupid to me 😭. She was written to help Mukuro fulfill his roles in life as both gang leader and Mist Gaurdian. He gets out and no longer needs help as a leader but he will always need her help as a Gaurdian bc god knows he’s not showing up to help Tsuna out every time he asks. But with Chrome around he just might actually do it. It’s always taken them both but someday chrome will be Nagi again and Mukuro will me mature enough to not try and kill Tsuna for past grievances.

[meibemeibelline]

vongola-shimon parallels and contrasts: another midnight rambling

i was inspired by this comparison of the vongola and shimon kids and i wanted to try my own :)

Tsuna & Enma: kind-hearted boys who are awkward and clumsy and love and cherish their friends above ALL ELSE. but Enma tragically lost his family and was surrounded by the idea of vengeance and as a result, takes his position as Shimon boss more seriously and is more willing to take up the responsibility because he and his family are bonded by shared loss and trauma. Tsuna, on the other hand, is fully bent on running away from it because it scares him and he wants to be a normal kid. in terms of personality i think Enma is a little bit more of a pushover and has a willingness to help strangers while Tsuna can be snappy, has the world’s sharpest bullshit detector, and especially early on, wanted to avoid everyone and everything that was the least bit sus.

Gokudera & Shitt P: complete opposites in terms of self-love* and love for others. a huge part of Gokudera’s character development is learning to be an actual friend (as opposed to a mafioso) and to VALUE his own life as a friend to others and as a person who is allowed to live a happy life surrounded by people he loves. Shitt P on the other hand already loves herself above everyone else, while her relationships with others are secondary. The reasons she lost to Gokudera was bc she underestimated 1) his loyalty to Tsuna and 2) his drive to improve himself (out of self-criticism, contrasting with Shitt P’s self-love that may have made her stagnant and complacent with her current state). She assumed she knew him better than he knew himself.

HOWEVER, what they do share is a past of being rejected by others. It seems that Gokudera responded to rejection by continuously trying to find people to swear loyalty to and follow (all the while devaluing himself and considering himself a tool, being reckless, etc), while Shitt P was basically like “fuck all of em. i only need me”.

*self-love as written about by Amano in their fight refers to whether you can look at yourself from the outside and make an evaluation that you like yourself. that you love your body, that you are smart, confident, strong, etc. i say this because even though Gokudera’s thing is that he ‘doesn’t like himself’ (i.e doesn’t consider himself very strong or smart, which allowed him to see what more he has to improve on), i personally see his character arc as one of self-love in terms of taking care of yourself and valuing your life, but it’s different from what Shitt P considers self-love. Gokudera’s self-love is never explicitly called ‘self-love’, even if it is self-love.

(it got long so i’m putting the rest under a read more)

Yamamoto and Kaoru: What they share is a total acceptance of when they need to use violence. We know Kaoru really, really liked Yamamoto - he openly sobbed as he apologised for hurting him once he found out Daemon had manipulated them, meaning that he never really wanted to hurt him at all. But when it had happened, he very quickly put his personal feelings aside for the sake of the Shimon Family’s mission. And it was in a very, VERY similar way that Yamamoto decided he needed to kill Daemon Spade when he learned what exactly he’d done to the Shimon Family throughout history, when in Choice Arc he literally had a speech about how there was no need to kill anyone (specifically Genkishi) - they were just trying to win the game and go home. Like, the boy has (relative) morals and doesn’t WANT to kill when he doesn’t have to (but will have 0 qualms about it if he does).

Where they differ, of course, is that Yamamoto is confident, outgoing and approachable while Kaoru is very intimidating on the outside but a huge shy softie on the inside. What I loved about Kaoru’s chapter before the ceremony was how he brought out Yamamoto’s nurturing sensitivities. SUPER CUTE.

Ryohei and Koyou: They’re both dumbass boxers. Okay now that we’ve gotten that out of the way WHEEZE (i’m kidding) Koyou is a self-aware and snarky dumbass while Ryohei is a “dive head first into chaos, worry about consequences later” pure-hearted dumbass. And again, that may be from the violence Koyou had to live through as an orphan with a bunch of other orphans. They both love fighting and taking out their shit through sport, and pride themselves on boxing for their families. Honestly, maybe it’s because it’s like 1am but I can’t think of any other differences between them but that’s exactly why they understand each other so well AND why they butt heads so much - THERE’S ONLY ENOUGH ROOM FOR ONE DUMBASS IN THIS ROOM.

Lambo and Rauji: Also opposites. (Child) Lambo on the outside is very domineering and loud, always declaring himself king and that he’s gonna kill Reborn and is running around messing with people. On the inside, he’s...literally just a child. He cries when he trips and when he is ignored. He probably tries to compensate for that inner weakness with his behaviour by demanding attention and being loud tbh. Because of that, his teen self is much more CHILL, and perhaps a little self-deprecating because he’s accepting that yeah, he cries a lot and hates getting hurt and is a bit weak and he’s fine with that bc who can blame him, really. Fighting is hard. Rauji on the other hand seems like a pushover and is willing to be Lambo’s servant and play all his games (even at 3am bc of Lambo’s misunderstanding), but is actually very confident and prideful of his strength - he just doesn’t feel the need to show it to other people all the time. He’s a bit like Shitt P in that way - accepting of himself and doesn’t need other people’s approval, unlike Lambo. But they both seem to be children at heart who love to play.

Hibari and Adelheid: Their similarities are that they are strong leaders who value order and discipline, and are willing to achieve their goals by instilling fear and using physical violence. Adel seems to do it more out of necessity, while Hibari just...loves power (yes I know it’s about his love for the town). SPEAKING OF LOVE, Adel does what she does out of love for the Shimon, while Hibari is motivated by his love for Namimori. Because Adel’s core motivation is a family and not a place, she is the heart of Shimon (Daemon’s words) that brought everyone together and leads them through battle. She has very strong connections with everyone while Hibari’s whole thing is that he’s aloof and simply decides to help the family with a common goal whenever he wants, and is not ever completely tied to them as a guardian. Because Hibari is tied to Namimori and answers to no one, he acts completely out of self-interest, but Adel is thinking about what’s best for the whole of the Shimon Family.

Mukuro & Chrome and Julie & Daemon: THIS ONE’S A DOOZY BC WE DON’T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT JULIE EXCEPT THAT HE’S A FLIRT SO I’LL TALK ABOUT DAEMON INSTEAD AS THE ARC’S ANTAGONIST?? Daemon differs from Mukuro in that he seeks to dominate the mafia with a ruthless Vongola while Mukuro seeks to destroy the mafia. this meta post about Mukuro made EXCELLENT points about how he’s always been a guardian to the Kokuyo Gang and valued their free will even when he literally possesses their bodies and they are his ‘henchmen’. and that contrasts with Daemon in that Giotto, Shimon Cozart, Enma’s family and the 10th gen Shimon kids are all truly nothing but pawns to him. he does not protect them in any way or value their free-will, in the way he possesses and impersonates Julie (and later Mukuro’s), manipulates the entire 10th gen of Shimon kids, killed Enma’s family to set up his murderous revenge arc (and probably all their families tbh) and tried to kill Cozart because he made Giotto soft, ALL OF THAT for his own goal to build a violent and ruthless Vongola because he uhh misunderstood his gf’s last words (sorry Elena) and couldn’t grieve in a healthy way.

the summary of the Chrome-Daemon contrast is that Chrome isn’t a manipulative asshole. idk. her character arc is about growing into her own power to become more independent and building strong relationships with others as a child who was severely neglected. and the way Daemon treated her that whole arc was dehumanising to a completely new level and it was all because he wanted to get to Mukuro which, interestingly is the crux of both of their characters and arc - free will and independence, as a way of empowering yourself after you are dehumanised by others. i don’t have the time or brain cells to get into it rn but i will just....LEAVE THAT THERE. it just...ig CONTEXTUALISES some of Chrome decisions in curse of the rainbow arc a little more. but that’s more about how did Daemon as a villain impact Chrome’s character arc and her role in the plot than how Daemon and Chrome are similar/different.

i’m honestly not entirely sure about Chrome and Julie...all i can think of is that Chrome is very shy and finds social interactions quite difficult (but is more outspoken and confident post-future arc), while Daemon!Julie tries to flirt with her (and Julie himself likes to chat up and flirt with girls). Daemon!Julie tried to come off as laidback and uncaring about his responsibilities as a guardian, but Adel’s flashbacks reveal that deep-down he’s a sincere person who truly does care about everyone in his own way, and he is like Chrome in that sense. Chrome has always been a caring person (her entire backstory is that she almost died trying to save a stray cat) and has some very, very deep feelings for the people around her that she doesn’t always express.

Julie also seems like a rather crass person while Mukuro is not. Mukuro speaks vaguely and likes to play mind games. you know what they both ARE though? TEAM DAD. Julie scolded Skull for not eating the food Adel made for him while Mukuro is leader of Kokuyo Gang and adopts Fran...so...yeah.

[eviclair]

I don’t know if I’ve ever heard of your actual thoughts(tm) on khr, so what’s your constructive review on the series as a whole? Like some positives and negatives w/ the writing, characters, etc. If u don’t feel like answering, feel free to ignore this LOL.

 tl;dr because this is 800 words of nonsense. i think you should know i would not know a constructive review if it bit me in the ass.

my guy i have not done a full read of khr in maybe two years and i know that does not sound like a long time but i have the long-term memory of a fruit fly. please bear with me. luckily for both of us i liveblogged the last time i read so i at least have my own sparknotes jdflaksjddaf

first off! khr is a satire manga!!! i cannot stress this enough, i can and will fight you to the death about this!!! “oh but it gets serious later” it grows a PLOT, thats not the same thing. khr is stupid as hell and that is both on purpose and my favorite thing about it.

i fucking love shonen man!!! its all about FIGHTING and LOVING YOUR FRIENDS and HAVING EMOTIONS and. bro im a water sign. my mars is in gemini, there is nothing i can do about this, god made me and said “get that bitch some found family and also some incredible violence” and we all just have to live with that. 

khr is so much all of those things that i did not realize they were being made fun of until very long after the fact so my current opinions are very much not the ones i started with jaldkhjdfhd but man. once i clued in i both loved it so much more and became 100% incapable of interacting with fandom in any meaningful way L M A O

i just. the main conceit is that theyve weaponized the deus ex machina eleventh-hour shonen power up. the “my dead family came back to life to kill me” trope is used three separate times. the big bad student body president is a delinquent. theres an entire subset of above magic god powers thatre just

the tyl bazooka was just ripping on the Timeskip Arc until the Timeskip Arc actually happened?? like fuuta’s special thing is that he can communicate with the Meta Planet to divine Character Rankings, i dont know what to tell you!!! the truth is out there!!! 

like DO YOU EVEN REMEMBER that time tsuna experienced a villain’s flashback sequence FOR HIM because i fucking do, i think about it every day,

so in the sense of “please critique the writing”, i cant do that because im pretty sure 98% of all the tropey bullshit is by design. do i wish people like the kokuyo gang got more characterization outside of being ride-or-die villain sidekicks?? of course i do but thats my own damn fault for seeing cool side characters and losing all higher brain function. on the other hand, hibari being the person he is and having absolutely no backstory or motivation beyond “get out of my school” is really fucking funny and keeps me warm at night, so. win some, lose some.

(the 2% of the writing that isnt tropey bullshit that i CAN critique is whatever is happening with kyoko. Bad Female Cast is definitely a shonen trope but its a shitty one and i want it to die. within maybe four minutes of kyoko being introduced she tries to body a man and then thats just never spoken about again?? wheres that energy queen?!!! let kyoko say fuck!!!!)

((this applies to haru too in the sense that all she really does is make moon eyes at tsuna but the way in which she does so is honestly so fucking funny and unhinged that it comes back around to being great. like yeah yep yes ma’am thats 100% bonafide Girl Who Throws Skittles In A Puddle And Calls It Potion right there please may i have another))

If khr took itself even 4% more seriously it could be really deep and compelling and i think that frustrates a lot of people, but i think i like it better this way?? half the fun for me is reading in between the lines!! the subtext, however unintentional it may be!!

examples: yamamoto is one of my favorites just because theres SO FUCKING MUCH to unpack about him!! canon gives us a lot of information about him just by virtue of the fact that he’s a Main Character, but paradoxically he himself is never really the focus. he just Does Shit and you have to figure out why on your own and i LOVE DOING THAT.

i dont love mukuro because he’s a fleshed out and nuanced villain, i love him because he says shit like “i went to hell six times” and never expounds upon that or “i can definitely trust the information i got from this magic monocle called Demon Spade’s Super Evil Murder Eye or whatever the fuck” and then expresses surprise when daemon spade is an asshole. he goes and willfully fucks up the only job anyones ever given him (impersonate 80 year old leonardo lippi) because he Just Has to shapeshift into a young hot dude and hand deliver byakuran, the boss of the Flower Family, the Family that names all its members after Flowers, a bouquet that means “i am in disguise ;) cant catch me bitch ;)”

like WHAT THE FUCK!!

i dont know man. i just like puzzles and khr is a gift that keeps giving.

(sidenote that should’ve maybe just been the subject of the post but re:i cant shut the fuck up about anything ever, i love tsuna so much. so much. his personality!! his relationships!!! his growth!!! his growth!!!!! his growth!!!!!!! khr has its claws in me because i see tsuna do something cool or brave or even deeply stupid actually and my whole heart goes AAAAAAAAA bc thats him!!! thats my son!!!!! my baby boy whom ive raised since birth!!!!!! suit me up and call me a reborn kinnie, fuck!!!!!!!!!)

[queenharumiura]

B, E, L, P, H, A, G, O, R

Taken from meme: [x] ||Accepting|| ((I see what you did there and it’s beautiful. A++ ))

B - A pairing–platonic, romantic or sexual–that you initially didn’t consider, but someone changed your mind.

In regards to KHR, it’s hard to find any ship that I didn’t consider, because there was a time when I went crazy thinking of all sorts of ships (boy/boy, boy/girl, girl/girl. Don't test me). Still, there is an answer because this ship started it all. Hibari x Haru lol. At the time they were my favorite female and male character in KHR. My friend joked and said, “If you love them both so much, just ship them together.” History was made that day. Coincidentally I’ve cosplayed both. I will never show them off because they aren’t good lol. That started my descent down: This is fun, let’s ship almost anything I can find. Ships didn't necessarily have to be romantic either. I love exploring friendships and also just sibling dynamics as well. Haru adopting people? Yes please. 

E - Have you added anything cracky/hilarious to your fandom? If so, what?

I feel like I’m a troll in general, so I have added something cracky to any fandom that I’m in. Two things I can think of atop my head are ‘you reblogged a dare meme and you dare think I won’t ask Mukuro/Hibari/Alaude/Daemon to wear cat ears? HA!!!! YOU THOUGHT!!’. Another would be that I like puns, so if I see my chance to pun in a meme, I will. I always ask first before I send, however. It usually results in silliness, as you could imagine and Haru running away in fear.

L - Say something genuinely nice about a character who isn’t one of your faves. (Characters you’re neutral about are fair game, as are characters you merely dislike. Characters that you absolutely loathe with the fire of ten thousand suns are exempt, as there is no point in giving yourself an aneurysm over a character that you hate.)

I guess I’m neutral about Dr.Shamal so he should count? Mn...despite the way he is with women and the way he refuses to treat male patients, he’s a smart guy and talented at what he does. He was also utilized well in putting Gokudera’s character into perspective more. Additionally, he is a good example of, ‘Haru will punch you out if you cross the boundaries,’ and I appreciate him for that. His sacrifice wasn’t in vain. Never forget how he is the reason why Mukuro was able to use Sakura blossoms against Hibari in the first place. This man--- the damage he has caused.

P - Invent a random AU for any fandom (we always need more ideas).

I’m assuming this is asking for me to create an AU for Haru as she’s placed in a different fandom. If that’s correct, I am going to casually pretend that I don’t know the difference between a fandom and a genre by going: “I’ve been reading way too many isekai recently and I think it would be funny to consider Haru getting sent to an otome or something and her being a super sassy and head strong FL. Watch her instantly try to change her identity or run away from bad male leads with all her might. I would live for this, thank you. Haru is also smart and adapts well, so she’d be able to adapt to whatever world setting she’s put in and she doesn’t hate studying, so she’d be able to pick up on the intricacies of her new world. Mainly, I just want a FL who will actually smack the life out of a ML if he’s being a POS. I NEED THIS. It’s emotional healing.

H - What is your favorite source text for fandom stuff (e.g., TV shows, movies, books, anime, Western animation, etc.)?

I really like sourcing things in novels or manga/manhwa/manhua a lot. Animated sources are good too, but it’s much quicker for me to go through something that’s written, so I tend to prefer those now days. Anything that’s easier for me to binge is A+.

A - Ships that you currently like a lot. (They don’t have to be OTPs because not everyone has OTPs.) Friendships, pairings, threesomes, etc. are allowed.

I’m answering strictly based off this blog in it’s current state, else you’ll be here forever. If I talk about ships in KHR in general, you’ll actually be here forever. No @ tags bc I’m feeling shy today. I personally love the dynamic between Gokudera and Haru (platonic or romantic). I’ve historically liked BelHaru, and it looks like it may become a thing in RPC as well. Haru is warily staring from a comfortable distance atm. Haru has a friendly relationship with a Byakuran at the moment. They’re baking a cake! She is generally very friendly with any Tsuna I encounter.

Ravein/Pino… yeah, I self-thread sometimes. Haru has a sibling kinda dynamic with Ravein which is really just a friendship dynamic. It’s the same with Pino. Mizumachi and Haru are both energetic, hyper buddies. Hibari—I aim for just a casual lowkey friendship kinda dynamic. Shame in self-threading? Never heard of her.

The best way to describe her relationship with Zelman in a ‘Black Blood Brothers’ au is ‘hey I just moved into the territory you lord. Hello!’ I think this would go down a friendship route and I’m so for it. Kajika from ‘Hanasakeru Seishonen’ has a friendship with Haru and they just get along swimmingly well. I think the mun for Rentaro ‘Black Bullet’ returned, so I think he can count. Haru has a friendship with him and they’re cooking buddies! They joined a cooking association together!

Haru also has friendships with Emi (KHR oc), and Luca (KHR oc), both of which are in the Varia!au setting that I have for Haru. Emi in particular, Haru has decided to adopt her as a little sis and will pummel anyone who bullies her. Luca--- sometimes in conjunction with Ravein (my OC) drive Haru insane. It’s a trio of dumb, dumbest, and ‘hey I’m the dumbest!’.

The ‘ships’ that I have with Haru are usually always friendship and ‘hey I’m arbitrarily adopting you’ and I love it.

G - Have you ever had an OTP? If so, do you remember your first one? Who was in it?

Eh--- in RPC, my very first one... I believe, was GokuHaru. I currently have a GokuHaru (A different blog) in an AU for a TYL setting. I think I got very close to HibaHaru before, which is, a guilty pleasure ship of mine. Haru is treading into BelHaru territory right now in RPC and that is also, a guilty pleasure ship of mine. In the distant past there was also a TsuHaru (I know, I know, shocking) which was a reincarnated lovers Yakuza AU. That was a fun one. Also in the distant past, there was an AU for a MukuHaru as well. Le kek. I am a multi-ship blog and all ships have existed in different worlds/universes, therefore they all quality as an OTP in their own specific verse. I cheated, yes.

Pro-tip: I may warily stare from afar if shipping is a topic, but the moment you suggest an AU SHIP? I’m down. To further explain, these AU ships have always taken place in a very different timeline/world than what we know in KHR. So therefore I can feel all the freedom to do as I please and figure out characterizations based off what I need.  

PS. in regard to KHR in general, my first OTP was GokuHaru and GokuYama. Le kek.

O - Choose a song at random. Which ship or character does it remind you of?

I took my library of songs and randomized. I got: ‘Get Off My Back’ by Bryan Adams and Eliot Kennedy. So, by the vibe of the music, the first things that come to mind are either GokuHaru or BelHaru, I’m not going to lie. Now… who is saying these words, I’ll leave it to the imagination. I really like this song, but I really like the cover by Jonathan Young.

R - Which friendship/platonic relationship is your favorite in fandom?

Oh—that’s hard. Friendship dynamics are so fun! I really like Ryohei and Hibari’s dynamic together which could be depicted as friendship. The friendship between a lot of the guardians is just //chef kiss. However, the TRUE SHOW STOPPER in my heart is the friendship between the girls. I really love how all the girls build each other up and always support each other. I love it so much. Especially when the girls are there for Chrome, I CRY. When they support Yuni, I CRY. When I think about how big sis Bianchi looks after the girls and teaches them things- I CRY. I just cry. I love all the friendships in KHR, but the ones the girls share with each other wins in my book. I don’t take criticisms.

[ramabear]

and in no particular order....

KHR

royal demon hunter - xanyams - multi chapter, sorta two parter

the royal tutor- gokuborn - multi chapter - the second half of RDH

ajin!tsuna- potential gokuxan, potential yams ship too- multichapter, beginning solidly finished

genderbent gokudera/xanxus fic (storm prompt secondary fill) -multichapter

roleswap teen!xanxus (potential of 2 sequels for this) i dont even want to get into this >.>

TYL gokuborn secondary cloud fill prompt (a oneshot, probably)

Xanxus Goes Native: secret ship >.> multi chaptered

shanghai mountain: god what am i even planning with this. multichapter, xanyams, the prequel to the cowboy!xanxus au

hide and seek, for keeps: the other ghoul fic, much....darker than the first, gokuxan

terms of courtship: mostly at a pause cause of xanxus’s inner turmoil, the bastard- gokuxan as well, fuckin,,, abo fic too lmao

6 degrees- gokuborn; this one is just so fucked up, multi chapter, mostly completely outlined

ten days- mostly pwp, another abo, gokuborn (Timeline shenanigans too) definitely multi chaptered

scar fic- the “xanxus was frozen for twenty four years” fic- gokuxan, multi chaptered, want this one to be Right. very tricky.

the fucking rewritten ending to the flame swap- just a few chapters that need tweaking and fixing fuck im pissed off about this one

khr crossovers (not including ghoul stuff/ajin stuff bc i dont really take anything but the premise there; they’re more flavor,,, less crossover)

isekai bnha follow ups: the date, sport fest, internship, camping/kidnapping (maybe more) (mostly oneshots/small chapters)

cake fix: the rewrite of HYC which takes the premise and the worldbuilding and just, jacks it right the fuck up. probably multi parts/series piece not just multi chapter (like, everything up to the rings and then the rings part separate) not sure on the ending, exactly, but, hey, we’ll get there

Counteroffer: the narts crossover/sequel to force of nature. got a good beginning, fleshing out the middle. definitely longer than the first one. 

retrograde crossover: more bnha at the beginning and then khr at the end,, possibly inko/nana ship

stranded: definitely a self indulgent fic. we’ll see how that goes

now, the Bnha stuff

all of the horror - soulmate au! bakutodo, izuku????, might end up bakutodozuku. (maybe) anyway, got a solid beginning to this one. its fucky but in a fun way :)

ranking: enjikatsuki fic (dont ask) this one is Very Long and half plotted out (though the ending keeps fucking changing on me) and will take a while to get out properly. ive got bits written that i really like so its gonna be a wild ride

this is how it is- possible direct sequel of another (posted) fic or somewhat inspired by- its a dad!katsuki fic. leaning towards bakutodo or bakudeku (or bakushin???) but might not have a ship at all? who knows

katsu-ai: don’t ask. might write but never post. we’ll see

amnesia fic: im right now having the internal fight of rewriting, oh say, the last thirty fucking pages of this thing. either me or kormi are gonna win this fight and i dont know who yet. we’ll see. 

bloodsport: literally one chapter left (maybe at most two) really should finish this

SIAOD rewrite: slow and steady, s l o w and s t e a d y. in the middle of the rewrite for exsanguination right now. trying to prevent this change from altering siaod’s canon too much. mostly using it to clarify some things? we’ll see (unlike HYC, im really trying to stay along with the similar original beats of siaod. its difficult but possible, i think)

might actually work on waylaid. the ‘enji-marries-rei-at-19-fucking-years-old’ detail of canon is... something i might have to adjust. god what a c h i l d.

give him an inch; self indulgent, unlikely to share, still kinda want to finish.

NARTS STUFF

aiding and abetting rewrite (i’m mostly joking)

siblingverse older drop: got a fun beginning, not sure where the ending should/could be. once i figure that out, i’ll have something to bridge to, i think. (its a shisui dropped in canon story. right during the invasion lmao)

chakra eater sakura: similar to the last one, but before the invasion and shisui’s much younger (you’re going to notice a theme here, i think)

the fic between the lines: >.> if u guessed “shisui dropped into canon at X point” you’d be right. dont question it. its my most self indulgent kind of fic ok

my neighbor sakumo!: i have no idea where this is going. but the beginning is great! need to figure out the ending (need to do that for a lot of these i see)

(we’re going to skip at least two other versions X in the wrong place/time because Reasons but suffice to say they are There and Waiting)

Brotherhood. Of course. sigh i need to work on that one i really do.

MCU shit

self indulgent Alien OCs Raise Loki fic; probably will never post even if i work on it

Way down we go/way down we go remix: i really like these fics. they (like most of my mcu stuff) is self indulgent and full of OC stuff. really want to work on them, not sure if i’d ever post them

Brynja Variant: will not post. not sure if continue. we’ll see

kidnapping au: more OC interaction :) multi chapter, probably wont post

Diagrams: soulmate tony/ivan fic. if i do finish it, i will post this one

Wasted Youth: not sure,,, if this has much more to it. maybe a few more chapters? we’ll see. if i do finish it, i’ll post it (probably)

Observer: Of course (and its flipside) i really need to at least work on one chapter of this a month (like brotherhood) s i g h

random other shit:

doing business as; the regulus finds and raises harry fic- not sure,,, where i want to go with this. if i can figure that out, i think i could work more on it.

moreno: a fic for me and one other person. very self indulgent OC stuff. almost certainly will never post, but hey. masked cannibal serial killers. thats always fun 

so. that’s about 35-40 fics, give or take a few, that are all in my WIPs and that i’ve been sorta working on for the last,,, while. (some the last few months, some a few years old) some have several thousand words, some just a few hundred, but almost all of these have at the very least one scene written for them, if not more. 

i suppose the idea is to pick several of them to keep on permanent rotation with each other until It’s actually fucking finished. not sure if i should juggle between two and three or five and six. kind of would like to have different types/different fandoms i’m focused on at a time. plus there’s stuff that’s already partially posted that, well, probably should have priority. 

this list is mostly for myself to read through and like, figure shit out, but if you have questions or want to know more or are desperate for one WIP over another, let me know. i write for me, but i also write for you. 

i’ll, hopefully, make a decision this weekend and be able to start july on a prepared foot. or something. we’ll fuckin see i guess

[unwrathful]

Xanxus and Tyki for the breaking their ass down meme?

you know,,,,exactly what I like,,,,,,,,thank you *more crying*

Xanxus:

How I feel about this character

god I love this arsehole, he’s so,,,,amazing,,,,,,,but he’s an arsehole,,,,,but even so…………:DDD

All the people I ship romantically with this character

……..Tsuna bc I’m a sucker for enemies to lovers, uhh sometimes Squalo, and that’s abt it tbh

My non-romantic OTP for this character

XS :)))

My unpopular opinion about this character

his ass is straight (or at least, bi), it’s the rest of Varia that’s gay (is that unpopular)

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.

a lengthy convo with timoteo,,,,or seeing his mother,,,,or more development between Tsuna and Xanxus? I mean come on I want to see how TYL!Xanxus interacts with TYL!Tsuna at the very least-

Tyki:

How I feel about this character

mmm yes that’s good shit right there. 100% marriage potential (unlike Xanxus, who’s too much of an arse)

All the people I ship romantically with this character

n/a. (poker pair is…..a bit creepy…..)

My non-romantic OTP for this character

Tyki & Road……………….I need more info abt Sheril (yeah sheril, I did think of him lmao)

My unpopular opinion about this character

idk abt unpopular but I really, really hate this idea that Tyki’s a rapist like wtf nO-

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.

I want him to stop with this identity conflict….whether it be the Noah winning or the human winning. just,,,,,,plz give him rest

[indigosprite]

Chrome Callout post.

relax this is just my love hate relationship with chromes writing and potential. spoiler, it ends with all the love... hate is only in the middle. 

My absolute favorite thing in fanfics is Chromes characterization. Like we all know Chrome is completely aware that Mukuro and co need a reoccurring dose of Valium and a therapist willing to do illegal things in order to lower their sadistic points to ”kind of disturbing but tolerable”. Or at least we hope she does even though she proves to us again and again that she’s not phased by it in the slightest and might actually be just as bad. TYL and she’s still running around helping them do god knows what. She follows them on this massacre pridefully, she “believes in” them ( its sweet actually. They’re what she thinks of when Mukuro asks what she believes in and makes a young kokuyo gang.)

In fanfics when people write her to be a double edge sword it’s hilarious, and it should’ve been the character depicted in the Anime and manga instead. But I guess if she hadn’t been the quiet, breathy & compliant 14 year old people wouldn’t have morphed her into the fanon I enjoy now. Here’s some stuff i love and HC abt Chrome  and the things I absolutely hated.  

1. When she actually speaks not just when spoken to. She voices her concerns although she has no intent of not doing what’s asked of her. Who knew she could speak and still be the obedient gang member Mukuro trusts her to be. And when she does this it’s funny. She is the conscience he buries underneath disgust and amusement for chaos, but that’s not her entire character. She’s not reduced to the mom friend either because of this, she’s too passive on the matter. She indulges/Enables it just the same as Chikusa or Ken, although she knows better meanwhile the thought never occurs to them. To summarize :

she’s Brian

2. She’s unhinged and the best part is nobody knows even though it’s blatantly obvious. She may not have the same bloodlust or violent disposition as her peers but there are other ways to showcase this. To Allow Mukuro the leader of this little fearsome Five-some to possess you whenever he feels like and witness whatever horrors he decides to inflict upon someone that day means she’s accepting of literally everything he does. She never resists or expresses distaste/fear for him or anything he does. We assume she would in some capacity because she was depicted as this wide eyed innocent girl trying her best to repay the man that got her to join a gang under the guise of a found family. She quite literally signed up for guts n glory. She knew this and never had second thoughts. Mind you she doesn’t share the same hatred for the mafia as the boys, theirs is blind hatred regardless of who you are. Hers is through them, they are her looking glass rightfully so, so if they say it then their word is law. I’m not sure about you but I would definitely be mindful of the girl who was raised semi normal and willingly turned into a killer for Mukuro of all people. They’re killing adults not shaking them up, they aren’t Tsuna and his friends they finish the job when necessary. The body count is unimaginable. She is just as loyal as Ken and Chikusa and would probably strike you where you stand for speaking ill of him. (She wouldn’t but would definitely be opposed to whatever you’re saying, unless it’s name calling. He takes no offense to that and welcomes it in fact.)

3. The fact that she’s a person apart from Mukuro (physically speaking.) and the Vongola team at all is a blessing in few fics. Although she was made to stand in for Mukuro, when he is released it’s not necessary hence him pushing her to be apart from him and his duties. He did this in the future as well when he possessed Guidio Greco no longer using chrome which lets us know she was successful in becoming a useful comrade and not just a vessel and vongola stand in. She had to otherwise he would’ve left her alone whether she was keeping his Vongola ring warm or not. She is just as aloof as Hibari, always off with her own people only engaging when it’s asked of her. I adore when people keep that in mind and don’t lump her with following behind the vongola as if she were one of them. She shows up for them when asked but her main focus is ultimately committing felonies with Ken and Chikusa per Mukuro’s orders. let her be with the kokuyo gang and let her contribute in the way she’s meant to as a fighter. figure her out give her something cool 

 ik that’s hard considering what we got in the manga. warning things i hate ahead 

what we got in the Anime and Manga: 

so we know Chromes entire purpose was to be Rokudo Mukuro’s stand in, while holding the Vongola ring he soon takes back she is just the girl that is able to get him to come fight their battles when necessary. The Anime and Manga rarely let Chrome fend for herself. We all knew he was coming the second it got serious. By giving chrome that ring she ended up being the one thing to keep him loyal to his contract with being their guardian. If she’s in danger he comes and saves her, the Vongola put her in danger because he will show up and do his job it’s like a rat trap. She is not meant to be a Vongola guardian but more like a Mukuro whistle. They never openly admit it but in the show they will expect/ask her to do things that her track record doesn’t imply she can do and just silently expect Mukuro to show up like always. SKSJDWDN they’ll be like “oh yeah call the girl who passed out and all her organs disappeared I believe in her to do this job even though i’ve never seen her make it to the end of a fight ever not worried at all” sksksjjd They never actually expect chrome to do a job they expect her to go there and manage to get Mukuro to come out and play and we should acknowledge it was just an unspoken thing.  Now I know that despite what I just implied about her not being that great a fighter but just good enough there are two comments made in all 400 chapters that are supposed to negate this.  

Mammon says her illusions are powerful just not enough to fool him , and reborn says she could turn the tide if she were to fight against Mukuro but with confidence, these mean nothing to me because amano throws in so many useless comments like this and then fails to develop it further to make it believable.  and she made powerful characters make note of this so it would be non negotiable and we would just take it at face value because its them but hello ?? ofc we want to see it just like we had to see Tsuna grow before we even considered taking him seriously. hell Dino got a quicker rise to his title than chrome bc its that easy to say oh he can come into his own when needed they just never meant to do it for chrome. 

it’s so irritating when they try to say she’s powerful or could be but give no actual footing for anyone to take those comments seriously when they make her pass out for thirty chapters after doing the bare minimum.

let chrome win on her own not just start strong then step out of the way then have some character say “no really she could be powerful we aren’t going to show you though” .  

when she helped them sneak in the base on her own and even makes those illusions of them fighting we should have gotten more of that!!! 

literally every character is fighting the funeral wreaths and chrome is running in the woods out of breath...even Lambo got to fight. 

you made her sit out of the rep battle to focus on making organs like that wasn’t something she already accomplished in the future and suddenly can’t do anymore ?.....

Chrome finally makes one fighting decision and its to make a mist forcefield that’s dangerous but hell yeah we think she will finally pull through with something powerful and prove herself and then they have mukuro come in a panel later saying “your flames are far too weak to do that I will make it better and help you not die” BYE  that was a perfect time to have her come in to her own seeing as she was powerful and confident enough to initiate it in the first place. 

breaking the barrier daemon spade makes * chefs kiss * give me more 

 when they’re not blindly robbing chrome of character development  she’s just getting kidnapped, passing out  or helping them with small things like making a fake Yamamoto for a party or sneaking in the base with illusions to disguise them. Hello she’s training under mukuro right ??? why did we ever get to see her get stronger each fight and have them say ‘she’s learning quick” instead. 

enough abt what we got, back to what I’ve managed to make out of the scraps we were given..

4. Mukuro is the only one who reassures that she actually is a fighter and she eventually grows to be a good one bc of this and you should write about that dynamic and why it exists more. this one is long.

 the whole dynamic I was referring to exploring is the one where Mukuro and chrome are meant to be equals. He meets this girl whose been neglected and left for dead, another kid messed up by adults neglectful selfish behavior. she willingly follows the boy who is plagued by the same demons and made a small group dedicated to getting revenge for it.  Mukuro & Chrome know they’re two sides of the same coin. he is anger and she is acceptance. He probably finds it amusing she isn’t as angry as them wants to draw it out of her  where as chrome wants to pull out the peace that comes with moving on once you’re in a better place. the girl is so happy to not be near her mom and grateful for this little family while the boys are quite literally holding a grudge against the world.  and like none of them even see it the way she does but she wants them to.  Mukuro and chrome didn’t go through the same things but it doesn’t matter to either of them because its the same story, nobody loved or valued them enough to protect them. In the end chrome will learn to be angry abt things that happen and use that to find a will to fight for something and Mukuro will learn to be at peace because they’re not in that lab anymore and those people are gone from their life. as fighters they’re so important to each others balance Mukuro’s rage cannot be left to be so blind and hers unattended and i know it’s supposed to be Tsuna that cleans his soul but i think chrome definitely plays a more active role in that.  I think he sees a better him in her, he makes her his second gives her his name because she’s the good he knows he can never fully be. she posses a peace he’s not hopeful enough to believe he can achieve or want and ultimately it will make her far more capable of the change he wants. in believing this it means he also believes she will be just as powerful as him with the right training. he’s literally training his demise and her name is Chrome. he wont take over a (mafia) world he wants her to save.  we all know he’s like annoyingly stupid when it comes to showing his emotions, he rather pretend he’s sending you to die when he’s quite literally ushering you to what he thinks is safe and sacrificing himself. so I can totally see him being like  “okay Tsuna might really change the mafia and I want to see that but I've already dug my own grave here's a better newer me that will be way easier to accept than me turning over a new leaf 40 dead families later.” 

5. in the future Hibari is much more happy to help and be around because he knows what a powerful fighter Tsuna turns out to be, i think this is the exact same reason why he goes and helps chrome save herself. Kyoya knows and possibly even respects future chrome enough to save her when she’s at her weakest which he usually detests. Chrome grows to be much more in the future and that’s exactly why he even gives this sick chrome a push. everyone likes to think it’s a Mukuro thing for him but what if it actually is a chrome thing. in the show he’s never been present to witness her show any kind of power so we can only assume that at some point he saw her in action. 

  6. it’s implied in the future that Mukuro fights alongside her, he views her as more than just a vessel and doesn’t baby her in the slightest when he pushes her to become her own being. I won’t call it respect per say but he doesn’t look at her as a doll even though that’s the part she played for him. He still trains her the way he eventually does Fran. We all know he just wants Mini Mukuros to aid him in his endeavors but the fact that he chooses her says a lot about how she’s meant to be viewed. He also chooses a nine year old brat with an apple hat but hey he must see something everyone else doesn’t until he’s done with them seeing as Fran was kidnapped by the freaking Varia once Mukuro’s teachings were for the most part implemented. “Oh you learned under Mukuro ? We can’t have Mukuro you need to join us immediately” (I’ve just realized Mukuro gave the vongola their strongest mist guardians all while claiming to hate them. Funny man). imagine how powerful Chrome gets, even better when Mukuro is actually there in the flesh to teach her where as Fran got some illusionary version of him. WRITE ABOUT IT. 

7. for the love of god give that girl her own fighting style. yamamoto has his sword gokudera is literally baby genius ryohei is a boxer and hibari has like the most random weapon ever. go crazy. i love it when chrome isn’t pulling a trident from her bag. because she’s not mukuro anymore. she’s a reticent mist guardian, compliment that.  Mukuros trident has his own history with him. give her some history of her own.    

in my fic Chrome uses a scythe and tears through reality with it. 

reason:  because she is a grim reaper in her own right. she rose from the dead and is showing up to collect the souls of the wicked. a silent but fearsome person. 

her style ? :  personally I like to believe chrome dabbles in profiling, hear me out. Her parents were neglectful and in turn she really has little experience with relationships in general, i think her curiosity would lead her to constantly study peoples relationships and behaviors and see how they affect her target. aka she fights by showing up getting in your head and haunting you with your own past because even if they see through it damn what a nasty wound or insecurity to bring up in the form of a hell loop illusion. this also ties into her being Mukuro 2.0 he’s known to just be eerily in the know of everything going on even when he’s not there. this would be a great way of her matching that aspect of him and possibly surpassing it.  

[queenharumiura]

Hayato looked at the window, he has been in the hospital for a few months now as he wasn't sure who he was, all that they knew was the little they could find on his wallet. Name and from where he was, although the information was all false, but they still used the false name. A few days later he was finally found as he stares at the woman in front of him. "Who are you?" A nurse got in looking confused. "Oh miss? Are you lost? This patient doesn't have a family." - TYL bc I CAN.

[Unprompted ask] One r00d prompt after another. I don’t know if I did this one justice, but I sure did try! I hope I kick you in the feels.

Haru woke up to find herself in a hospital one day. Racking her brain, she could vaguely remember an explosion of some sort? She looked herself over to see bandages wrapped over every which way on her limbs. She couldn’t help but sigh in lament. “Surely he wouldn’t mind a scar or two… right? If he did, I married the wrong man.” She joked to herself, fighting depressing thoughts with something more light-hearted. Her stuff lay right beside her on a table.

Within the few months that Gokudera had gone missing without a word, Haru had done her best to fill in, but it was obvious that she could not do a perfect job. Not to disparage her own intelligence, but Gokudera was also extremely intelligent in his own right. That much she had to begrudgingly admit. Additionally, there were some things that required brute strength, something she did not have.

The most she could do is use her intelligence to quickly go through paperwork and make heads or tails of things. Whatever required brute force, she’d have to trouble someone else to get the job done. It would be a lie to say that Haru wasn’t a mess, overwork was evident in her face from all the all nighters she’d pull.

Gokudera probably thought he could go crazy with how busy he was when he filled in for Tsuna, who had passed away, but what about her? She now had to fill in FOR THE FILL IN! On top of that, she was riddled with worry about how her husband had been missing for months.

Even now the Vongola was struggling to stay afloat, but everyone was pitching in to help, and for that, she was grateful. For some time, Haru started acting as the proxy for the ailing Storm Guardian, stating that he had returned from a dangerous mission and needed time to recover. As his wife, she was speaking for him.

Of course, that was a lie. No one else knew except for a select few that Gokudera was missing in action. It was stressful to say the very least and she worried day and night about where that husband of hers was, but she never voiced a word of complaint to anyone. She had to stay strong and do her best for whenever Gokudera returned.

She would occasionally attend meetings and do her best to live her life as normally as she could, but things were never that easy. As she spearheaded her way to involving herself deeper in the mafia politics, the more dangerous things became for her. The more horrors she had to face. The very things that Gokudera had shielded her eyes from over the years.

She felt guilty for sure, but she also felt upset. Was she that untrustworthy of a wife that he didn’t want to tell her these things? No, she knew that it was likely a vain answer such as, ‘not wanting to make you worry too much.’ How silly. The moment they exchanged their marriage vows, they agreed to accept everything about the other. No matter how dangerous and scary things were, she would have to put up with it and push through.

This is how a Yakuza wife must feel in those movies. She couldn’t stay here for long. Taking her stuff from the side table, she climbed off the bed. With no one around, she went walking down the halls, searching for someone who could discharge her when she came to a sudden stop. There, staring out the window was a familiar figure. “Hayato?” She rushed over to his side, grabbing his face in her hands to get a good look at him. It’s him.

She recognized those eyes everywhere. Every scar she remembered (and a few new ones) were exactly where she remembered them to be. When he asked her who she was, she jumped back in surprise. Was this a joke? She searched his eyes and realized that he wasn’t joking. He couldn’t remember her. How much memory loss did he have? Was it that he forgot about her entirely, or he couldn’t recognize her? Did he forget about the Vongola?

Just how bad was his situation that he, with his incredibly memory, forgot everything? ‘It’s possible that his mind forced him to forget so he could focus on recovery.’ Did that mean he had to forget about her too?

Right, she probably gave him more stress than anything, huh? She felt like deadweight before, but she felt utterly useless now.

Next, a nurse came in to tell her that he didn’t have a family.

What nonsense was that? He had a family! He had a wife, and he had a half-sister, who was still alive, mind you. She was about to say something, but something came to mind. The nameplate aside his bed, the lack of a wedding band.

This man was her husband, but also wasn’t her husband at the same time. He had a new identity here at this hospital. He couldn’t remember her or the vows they exchanged back then. Perhaps, he’d be happier living out this life here unaware of the dangers his previous life offered him?

No, if his memory would ever return, he wouldn’t forgive her for leaving him there. She fiddled with her wedding band on her finger, hiding it from view. Yes, it was better this way if he didn’t remember a thing.

“No… I recognize him, he has a family. He has a half-sister who I can call to come pick him up.” She glanced at the hand that wasn’t wearing his wedding band one last time before she looked away. “He’d gone missing a few months ago and we’ve been looking everywhere like crazy.” She spoke as steadily as she could, but the shake in her voice couldn’t be disguised. Before tears welled up in her eyes, she bit her bottom lip hard enough that she could taste metal. “Please give me a moment, I’ll make the call.”

The woman left the room and made a call, making arrangements to bring him home, and telling for Bianchi to come with a different identity, one that would match the backstory of the identity Gokudera had according to what he carried in his wallet.

…

…

“You didn’t tell him? That you’re married?” Bianchi asked as she handed Haru a cup of coffee that she got from a vending machine. She had finished talking to the doctors about getting Gokudera discharged. They were getting him ready to leave.

“No, I thought it would be better for him not to know. I want him to focus on recovery.” Haru said as she took a sip of the bitter coffee. “Don’t you think you could help him recover by being by his side?” Bianchi questioned, unsure of why Haru was being this passive. Before, Haru would insist on being by his side, nursing him back to health. She would’ve fought tooth and nail to ensure his steady recovery.

It was something that Bianchi always liked about Haru, her earnest nature in caring for those she loved. It was something that she could relate to, after all. Unfortunately, Reborn was gone from this world.

For a time, Haru was the only one who could understand her feelings of the anxiety losing a loved one, but that didn’t comfort her. After all, the one Haru ‘lost’ at the time was her own brother. So Haru’s passive behavior was questionable.

A bitter smile flashes across Haru’s face, her thumbs rubbing against the warmth of the coffee cup. “You know, I’m going to do it. Be a messenger.”

“You-! Absolutely not! Who put such a stupid idea in your head!? You know what happened to the last messenger! They killed him!”

The younger woman didn’t react, taking another sip of her coffee. “They demand to see someone who has some rank within the Vongola. I may not be an able fighter, nor am I heavily involved with politics… but I am the wife of the right hand man. That in itself gives me enough rank to qualify. This is to show our ‘sincerity’ about wanting to proceed with peace talks.”

This was a woman who was determined to do something for the sake of others. She may be somewhat of a coward, but Haru always seemed to have a heart of a lion if it meant she had to protect something. In this case, she had her friends and her family to protect.

Haru had the confidence in being able to hold her own in peace talks, but she’d be thinking too optimistically to assume the Millefiore weren’t simply asking for another sacrifice to make an example of.

Logically speaking, she was the best option. They could fulfill their sick desires and the Vongola, in theory, wouldn’t lose much. She wasn’t a fighter. She historically wasn’t involved in politics. She only involved herself recently due to Gokudera being MIA. Sure, the Vongola would lose some face, but their battle strength won’t weaken with her death.

Who knows? Maybe they’ll become stronger in the name of vengeance. Wouldn’t that be nice if that’s what they needed to win?

“Even so, that doesn’t mean that you-“ “I know my status. My rank is empty. We can lose another guardian or an able fighter. Letting me go would yield the smallest damage. I’m sure if Hayato regained his memories, he’d volunteer himself to go, but… Bianchi… I’ve already lost him once, haven’t it? I can’t lose him again, don’t make me do it.” Haru’s stony countenance shattered as she broke down into tears.

Did she want to die? No. Did she fear death? Yes, but she feared losing Hayato far more than that. She already thought she’d lost him before and she refused to send him off to his death a second time.

Bianchi quietly pat her back, understanding the conviction the woman had to keep her husband safe. She understood the sacrifice that Haru was steeling herself for in order to ensure the Vongola didn’t lose out on too much.

She understood it all logically, but she still didn’t want to admit to it. This girl, was her brother’s wife. That meant she was her dear sister-in-law. Why did things have to turn out this way? It was incredibly vexing and unfair.

“He’d never forgive you.” He would never forgive Bianchi either for letting Haru go as a messenger. She hoped that by saying this, she could shake Haru’s resolve.

The brown-haired woman pulled away from Bianchi, wiping away her fallen tears, steeling her heart once more. “The dead don’t ask for forgiveness. I’ll find a way to convince everyone. If we’re lucky, they won’t touch me, a non-combatant.”

That’s a lie.

“It’s too dangerous to send a guardian there, and they’re needed on other missions.” That’s the truth, and she’d know, because she had a hand at assigning guardians to different tasks. She’d purposefully sent many of them away so they couldn’t stop her and volunteer themselves instead.

As much as she believed in their strength, it was too much to assume anyone could get out alive when in the middle of the Millefiore base with all their forces looking down on you. It was much too risky, and organizing a rescue mission would be even more tricky.

She believed it best to simply use someone as a discardable piece and she nominated herself.

“Don’t tell him about anything. Let him heal at his own pace. Hopefully, he’ll never remember about me, that way, he won’t ever had to lose me.” You can’t lose someone if you can’t remember them.

What a blessing in disguise. “There has to be another way.”

Haru shook her head. If there was a plan that had a good probability of succeeding, Haru would gladly take the option, but there wasn’t. The Millefiore was just too strong and their hands reached far. It wasn’t worth the risk of losing a guardian or two for a plan that had less of a 10% chance of succeeding.

“I won’t hesitate to sacrifice myself to protect everyone for a while longer. I’m sure Tsuna-san and Hayato would’ve done the same. Think of it as me giving back for all the times I was protected.” She was going to make herself truly useful.

“If… he ever regains his memories… tell him I’m sorry for being selfish.” She didn’t want to lose him again. Hopefully her sacrifice would push the Vongola in the direction of victory.

Surely, he could find someone better. Someone who could help him more than she could.

…

…

“Those bastards! Who let her go through with this!?”

“How did she die?”

“The tests show poison. She hid it within her ring. Where did she get her hands on such a thing?” Eyes turned to look at a certain individual who said nothing.

She could only remember something Haru said a couple days ago:

“If they’re serious about a peace treaty, I’ll do fine. If it’s a ruse, I’ll make sure they can’t get any useful information out of me.” She fiddled with her ring that had a mechanism to inject her with lethal poison should the situation go down south.

It was a bit morbid, but adding this feature to her wedding ring was poetic in her mind. Before she could be used, she would save herself with death.

Bianchi looked down at the woman laying in the casket that the Millefiore had so ‘graciously’ sent to them filled with Edelweiss flowers, symbolizing courage and devotion.

“Don’t let her sacrifice go to waste. We have work to do.”