#bc im an actual piece of shit haha

[disastersteps]

now that AF is over, im dipping myself back into fhr au bullshit i go in-

(yes it meant happy ending au, happy sidestep au, and few... AUs...)

[nvrsaidiwasinurcloset]

okay hi just a warning rq my autocorrect is off bc it autocorrected my friend’s name to fuckin malayalam on accident. i dont like autocorrect.

ANYWAY! ive been listening to my lovely olivia rodrigo lately, specifically her new song obsessed. i wanted to know if you could make a fic with Ethan x fem! reader where readers bitchy friend has this ex (Ethan) and she made him out to be a real dick. like, manipulating and everything.

reader eventually meets him and it turns out that she remembers… a lot about him considering her friend is a constant yapper and cant shut up about him. Ethan actually turns out to be a real cutie patootie and could literally never hurt anyone.

a few days later theyd meet again at some club or party maybe where they end up hitting it off… a little too well.. yeah so she ends up in his bed (smut part, very dom ethan plspls 😛😛). they could be talking about something really random and then reader brings up how her friend basically completely lied about him and said he was a piece of shit when he really wasnt. like a realllll fluffy end before a small cliffhanger thats never gonna get finished where her friend ends up finding out and texting her.

so sorry if thats too long or confusing idk but i actually love your work so much im lowkey your #1 fan. 😍😍😍

HELLO! I switched this up a little, I hope that's okay! 💕

Also, I fucking loved the 'leave it on a cliffhanger part that won't get finished' because WHY IS THAT WHAT I DO lmao

Obsessed - Ethan Landry x Fem!Reader - Part 1

This contains SMUT - Minors DNI

Part 2

Summary: Your friend told you horrible lies about her ex-boyfriend, and once you get to know him, you realize he's not the monster she made him out to be.

Contains: Mentions of a toxic relationship, Dom-ish cocky Ethan, rough-ish sex, oral - f receiving, p in v, fluff (If I missed anything, PLEASE let me know. I'm sleep deprived atm)

A/N: This was the one that pulled me out of my writers block, lmao. It's still not where I want it to be, but I'm TRYING. I'll try to post more this week, but I will be busy so bear with me haha.

You didn’t know Ethan Landry, but you knew you didn’t like him. He used to date one of your friends, and after hearing all the horrible things he’d said and done during their relationship, you thought he was really scummy.

They dated in high school and couldn’t get enough of each other, so they wanted to go to the same college. They broke up right before freshman year started, and after almost a year, she still talked about him every chance she got. She’d tell you how controlling he was. The things he’d call her when he was mad. How he cheated on her. You couldn’t believe that she stayed in the relationship for as long as she did, because she never had anything good to say, except that she loved him.

You’d seen pictures of him, and after walking into one of your classes at the start of the new semester, you saw him in person for the first time. He was so shy as he took his seat in the lecture hall, some of the girls making their little comments about the rumors they’d heard about him. He didn’t seem like the type that would do the things your friend said, but maybe he was just really good at playing innocent. All you knew was that you needed to keep your distance from him.

When you met up with your friend later that day for lunch, you didn’t know if you wanted to bring up Ethan being in the same class as you, but once she brought him up, you decided to tell her.

“Speaking of Ethan…I saw him today,” you said, before taking a bite of your food. Her face dropped as she looked at you.

“Where did you see him?” she questioned. You explained that you saw him in one of your new classes, and she rolled her eyes. “Can you believe he still tries to text me?”

“What I can’t believe is that you haven’t blocked him,” you said, “I know I’d hate to see someone that treated me like shit’s name pop up on my phone.”

She started to giggle as you curiously stared at her. “I have him saved in my phone as ‘Tall loser with a small dick’, so I laugh every time he does text me.”

“That’s not toxic at all,” you said, as you started to think about what she’d said. “Wait, he treated you as bad as he did and has a small dick? What the fuck were you thinking?”

“All he had going for him was that he was cute,” she said, “But seriously, if I were you, I’d stay away from him.”

“Oh, please. Like I’d even want to be near him.”

Your morning wasn’t going as expected. You slept through all of your alarms; you didn’t have time to stop for coffee. You didn’t think your day could get any worse, until you walked into class and noticed the only empty seat available was beside Ethan. You took a deep breath before you walked over and sat down. Once you reached into your backpack, you realized that your laptop wasn’t there. You were in such a hurry when you ran out of your dorm and didn’t even think to grab it.

“Shit,” you whispered, “I’m so stupid.”

“Here,” Ethan said, passing you a notebook and a pen. You curiously looked at him as he offered a weak smile. “I always keep an extra notebook, just in case.”

“Thanks,” you said, a half-smile playing on your lips.

Once class started, you were taking your notes, but you kept glancing over to Ethan. He was so focused on typing that he didn’t notice, but you couldn’t help but wonder if everything your friend told you was true. At that moment, he didn’t seem like a jerk. Then again, he had only spoken a handful of words to you.

Ethan was aware of all the things that were said about him. He hoped that after a few weeks it all would’ve blown over, but once you have an angry ex-girlfriend paint you as some horrible, emotionally abusive asshole, it’s hard to come back from that. He knew that it was best for him to just keep his head down until he was able to transfer to a different school, where no one knew who he was. He was miserable at Blackmore, and he really had no reason to stick around, aside from the few friends he’d made.

After class was over, you tore the pages of notes you’d taken from the notebook to give it back to Ethan.

“Thanks again,” you said, as you handed it back to him.

“You’re welcome,” he said, shoving it back in his backpack. “I thought about just emailing you my notes, but I didn’t know if you’d want that.”

“You’re telling me I didn’t have to spend the last hour trying to write that fast?” you asked, as he flashed you a sweet, genuine smile. “Why wouldn’t someone want that?”

“I don’t know, maybe it’s because most people here hate me,” he said, sliding the straps of his backpack over his shoulders. “You’ve probably heard things about me.”

“Yeah…are they true?” you asked, as he shook his head.

“You’re the first person that’s asked me that. Everyone else just assumes everything is true,” he sighed, “But no, I’m not a bad person.”

You started to feel so guilty. You’d said plenty of bad things about him, but you only heard one side of the story. With your friends’ story changing so many times, getting more dramatic each time she told it, you were starting to realize that it was all bullshit. You still didn’t know exactly what happened, but you were curious to know what the truth was.

“You okay?” Ethan asked, noticing that you were lost in thought as you stood in front of him.

“I’m friends with your ex,” you said, as his smile slowly fell. “What’s the real story?”

He sat back down in his seat as the other students piled out of the room. You sat beside him as you waited for him to speak.

“I really loved her…but she was just so controlling. Then she cheated on me when she went to the beach with her family. I didn’t find out about that until right before we started college,” he said, looking over to you. “She was pissed that I broke up with her, then all these horrible things about me started going around.”

“That’s fucked up,” you said, as he nodded.

“Yeah, she’s still been trying to text me. I finally blocked her a few days ago.”

“Wait, she said you’ve been trying to text her,” you said, his eyes growing wide at your words.

“Her number’s been deleted from my phone for months. I have no interest in talking to her,” he said, “I know this must be weird for you since you are her friend, but I think it’s cool that you wanted to hear me out.”

“Well, I feel like I need to apologize…I’ve said some things about you that weren’t true.”

“She’s a good liar. She has almost the entire school hating me so it doesn’t surprise me that her friend does, too,” he said, as he stood back up.

“I don’t hate you,” you said, smiling at him. “I don’t know if you’d want to, and I know she’d kill me, but if you ever want to hang out sometime, let me know.”

“I’d like that.”

Ethan was kicking himself for not asking you for your number, or shit, even your social media so he could DM you. He thought you were beautiful, but he knew that hoping for a chance with you would be a reach. He really just needed more people in his life that believed him to make the time he still had at the university more enjoyable.

Your friend begged you to come to a random frat party that you didn’t feel like going to in the first place. After your talk with Ethan, you weren’t even sure you wanted to be around her. You still went, and after searching for her for almost an hour, you checked your phone to see a message from her that she wasn’t coming, and that she ran into one of the guys she’d been hooking up with on the way to the party.

“Why the fuck am I even here?” you said to yourself as you locked your phone and slid it into the back pocket of your jeans.

“Hopefully to hang out with me, if your offer’s still good,” you heard from behind you, recognizing Ethan’s voice.

“Hey,” you said as you turned to face him. “I didn’t expect to see the most hated man on campus here.”

“My roommate told me that if I stayed in my dorm tonight, he’d throw my Xbox out the window,” he said, glancing over to the muscular guy that was watching Ethan talk to you.

“Ah, so you were threatened into being social,” you said, as he started to laugh.

“I guess you could say that. Do you want a drink?”

“Sure.”

Ethan wasn’t much of a drinker; you could tell by the sour look on his face every time he took a sip. It gave him a little confidence though, as the two of you talked and got to know each other a little better.

“I don’t think I can drink this anymore,” he said, sitting the cup down on a table. You sat yours down too, and as soon as you did, someone bumped into you, shoving you into Ethan.

“Shit, I’m sorry,” you said, looking up at him. Your chest was pressed closely against his, his hands on your hips from catching you.

“Don’t be sorry,” he said, “You can stay this close to me all night, if you want.”

“Are you always this smooth? Or is it the alcohol?” you questioned as he smirked at you.

“I’m only buzzed,” he said, before he leaned down, placing his lips on yours.

Chad was still watching Ethan from afar, cheering and thrusting his fist in the air once he saw Ethan kiss you. He started to laugh against your lips before he pulled away to stare daggers through his roommate for interrupting the moment.

“I can’t take him anywhere,” Ethan said, as you smiled at him.

“We could go somewhere more private,” you suggested, as he took your hand in his.

“Want to go back to my dorm? He’ll be here for a while so I know we can talk without being interrupted.”

“Sure!”

Once you made it back to Ethan’s dorm, you were starting to think that he really did just want to talk. You enjoyed listening to him, though. He was telling you about all his hobbies and interests, and you were telling him yours. You started to glance around his side of the dorm room, noticing the cliché, dorky things you’d expect to see.

“Nice Star Wars poster, nerd,” you joked, as he smirked at you.

“Oh, I’m a nerd?” he said, as he nudged you back on his bed. He was hovering over you, his mouth inches from yours. The sexual tension got so thick as his eyes looked into yours, his hand rubbing your hip.

“Mhm,” you said, the corner of your bottom lip in between your teeth. “A hot nerd.”

He felt his cheeks start to heat up, and he really didn’t want you to notice, so he leaned down to finally connect his lips to yours. It didn’t take long for the kiss to get more intense, his tongue brushing across your bottom lip. You let him deepen the kiss, his tongue moving with yours as his hands started to roam. You whimpered into the kiss once his hand squeezed your thigh, your hips started to squirm underneath him.

He pulled away but still stayed close so the two of you could catch your breath. You were reading each other’s faces, and it was obvious that you both wanted more.

“How far do you want this to go?” he asked, his breathing still heavy as his eyes looked into yours.

“As far as you want,” you said, your sweet tone making him groan.

“That’s not what I asked you,” he said, as he leaned back down to kiss your neck. His curls were tickling you, but the only reaction you had were the soft moans slipping past your lips from how well his mouth moved. His hips were rutting into yours, showing you how hard he was for you.

“I want you to fuck me,” you said, as he pulled away to look at you.

“You sure?”

“Mhm.”

Ethan was a little, well, very eager. He got you undressed in what felt like seconds, leaving you in just your panties. Once he stripped down to just his boxers, you got a little curious. You glanced down to see his hard cock straining against the fabric, and started to laugh to yourself, your gaze going to the ceiling.

“What’s funny?” he asked, as he hovered back over you to take one of your nipples in his mouth. Your laughing stopped, a gasp slipping out when he started to suck. “I asked you a question,” he teased, before moving to the other side.

“She really does lie about everything,” you said, as his tongue swirled. “She said you had a small dick.”

He started to laugh against you, before he pulled back. “That’s funny, because she couldn’t take it.”

“I can,” you said, his smile turning to a smirk as his hand trailed down your body to rub you over your panties.

“We’ll see about that,” he said, as he moved lower down the bed to position himself between your thighs.

He slid your panties down your legs, before running his fingers over your wet pussy. Your eyes stayed on him, your bottom lip in between your teeth as he teased you. Your anticipation just kept building as he moved down the bed, positioning himself in between your thighs. He leaned in, slipping his tongue inside your entrance.

He was sloppily eating you out, his head moving from side to side. His arms hooked under your thighs to pull you as close to his face as he could as your hands went to his hair.

“So good,” you whimpered, your breathing getting faster as he worked you closer to your orgasm.

He slid his tongue out of you to focus on your clit, quickly replacing it with two of his fingers. Your back was arching off the bed as he moved his arm back and forth, applying as much pressure as he could to that spongy spot inside you as he sucked on your swollen bundle of nerves.

“You’re gonna make me cum,” you babbled, as he started to chuckle with your clit in his mouth.

That was all it took for your legs to start shaking and your grip on his hair getting even tighter. Once your pussy started to clench around him, he slowed his fingers to a slow roll, not wanting to overstimulate you. His tongue gently licked your clit as he worked you through it, your whimpers getting softer as you came down from your high.

“That was the best orgasm I’ve ever had,” you admitted through your shaky breathing. Ethan started to laugh a little as you looked at him, your eyes hazy. “What?”

“Just wait until I’m inside you,” he cockily said, “You still confident that you can handle it?”

“I know I can,” you said, your legs instinctively spreading wide for him as his fingertips ran up your thigh.

“What are you going to do when no one else can make you feel as good as I do?” he questioned, as one of his fingers started to rub circles on your clit.

“I guess I’d have to keep you around then,” you said, as he shook his head.

“You’d only have me until summer starts,” he said, his finger moving faster. “I’m transferring to a different school after this year.”

“No, you’re not..fuck. I’ll convince you to stay,” you said, relaxing into the bed as he teased you.

Ethan pulled his hand away from your pussy before he slid his boxers off. He crawled back on top of you and reached over to his bedside table to grab a condom.

“I might let you convince me,” he said, as he lined up with your entrance. You tensed up a little because you knew how big he was. “Relax, baby.”

You did as he said, taking a deep breath as he inched his way inside of you. You were moaning as he stretched you out, and when you thought he was all the way in, he just kept going.

“Oh fuck,” you whimpered, feeling so full as he finally came to a stop, wanting to give you plenty of time to adjust. “Told you..Fuck, I told you I could take it,” you said, already struggling to speak.

“Don’t get cocky,” he said, your mouth falling open as he started to move. “I’m going to ruin this pussy.”

“Ruin it,” you said, challenging him as your lusty, hooded eyes connected with his.

It took everything in Ethan to not immediately start pounding into you, but he didn’t want to hurt you. He started slow, your eyebrows already furrowing together, low moans slipping past your lips. The head of his cock hit that special spot every single time, but you needed more. He sped up a little as your legs wrapped around him, your hands gripped tightly around his biceps.

“Maybe you can take it,” he said, his breathing getting heavier. “Can I go faster?”

“Yes,” you whimpered, as his hips moved quicker.

Your brain was starting to turn to mush, the babbles slipping past your lips making absolutely no sense. The only thing your mind could process in that moment was how good Ethan was making you feel. He thought you were adorable, already so cock drunk, and he wasn’t even close to being done with you yet. He kept his pace, but occasionally thrust a little harder to see if you could take it, the loud moans slipping past your lips as your nails started to dig into his arms letting him know that you could.

He angled your hips to go even deeper. His pace was a little slow as he made sure you were okay. Your eyes were pleading with him to go faster, because you knew the words weren’t going to come out of your mouth. It was getting so hard for him to hold back, so he finally let go. He started to pound into you so hard that your skin was tingling, all the nerves in your body on edge. Your toes were curling as he slammed into your g-spot, your whimpers turning to cries as you felt your orgasm starting to build. It was hard for you to keep your eyes open, and you were sure Ethan was going to have your nail marks on his arms forever with how hard you were squeezing him.

“Fuck,” was the only word you were able to get out, your legs wrapping tightly around him as your body started to involuntarily jolt. Ethan was sure that everyone in the surrounding dorm rooms knew what was happening, because you were being so loud. He wasn’t letting up though. He loved that he was making you feel that good.

It only took a few more deep thrusts before your entire body started to tremble, loud whines flooding out of your mouth as the wave of euphoria washed over you. He chased his own orgasm as he fucked you through it, your pussy clenching him so tight that he was moaning himself.

“I’m almost there, baby,” he said, a slight rasp in his voice from all the panting he’d been doing.

You went limp, your grip on his arms and your legs around his waist relaxing as his hips started to falter, a loud groan slipping past his lips as he released into the condom.

He took a minute to catch his breath before he slid out of you. His abs were burning and his arms were sore from your nails, but he quickly got up to take the condom off so he could take care of you.

He crawled in the bed next to you as you adjusted to lay your head on his chest, still so fucked out that it was hard to process your thoughts. Ethan just held you close, his hands softly rubbing over your bare back as you relaxed into his touches.

“You’re okay, right?” he asked, after a few minutes of you not saying anything. You lazily nodded as your hand moved to rub across his chest.

You laid there in silence as you started to think about what’d just happened. You knew your friend was going to be pissed if she ever found out, but did that even matter? She made almost the entire university hate Ethan for things he never did, and it made you sad that he felt like he needed to switch to a different school so he wouldn’t have to deal with it anymore.

“So…” you finally said, “How can I convince you to stay?”

He let out a nervous laugh, not knowing the best way to respond. “I can’t take people talking about me the way they do anymore.”

“Even if I convince everyone that it was all lies?” you questioned, your tone playful as you angled your head to look at him. “I think it’d be awful for you to leave because of her. You could miss out on someone that would treat you right.”

“Someone like you?” he questioned as he looked down at you. You nodded, before he leaned down to kiss you. “You’re good at this whole convincing thing.”

“Does that mean you’ll stay?” you asked, smiling as you sat up to look at him.

“Yeah, as long as you don’t break my heart,” he said, wrapping his arms around you to pull you back down to his chest.

“I won’t.”

You stayed in Ethan’s bed for a couple hours, making plans for all the dates he wanted to take you on. It felt like you’d known him for way longer than just a few days, the two of you having an instant connection. You hated to pull away from him, but you knew you needed to get dressed before his roommate got home.

“It’s late, can I walk you back to your dorm?” he asked, as he started to put his clothes back on.

“I can’t believe I thought you were this horrible monster. You’re so sweet,” you said, as he smiled at you. “Yeah, you can walk me home.”

Ethan walked you to the front door of your building, pulling you into a gentle kiss before he pulled away.

“I’ll text you,” he said, as he started to back away.

“Yeah, let me know when you make it back to your dorm, please,” you said, as he nodded.

When you made it upstairs and got settled into your bed, you heard your phone vibrate as it charged on your bedside table. You grabbed it and saw a goodnight message from Ethan, a huge smile on your face as you responded to him. You were so exhausted from the time you’d spend with him, and you soon felt yourself start to doze off. You heard your phone buzz again, your eyes lazily opening to see if it was Ethan. You took a deep breath once you read the message that was sent to you.

‘Why the fuck were you kissing Ethan at that party?’

[complete-clownery]

Not me deciding that I wanna figure out how does Macaques dojo work, cuz I couldnt seem to find any ideas of it on the internet lol

Okay so long long LONG rant:

Ik that in canon the whole place looks kinda-- moldy and shit and I get the lot of hc about how Macaque probably doesnt even live there since its in a very industrial outer neighborhood of Megaplois, and also it probably isnt really decorated or looks like someone is living in there at all, but I like to think that he has standards and they put like 272636373 nois cancelation seals on their bedroom so he can sleep camly when he actually can sleep (since in my hc Macaque suffers from insomnia (its a pretty common hc tho, but you get it)) and I think the outer circle of Megaplois is even tho industral and under constructuion on most parts, its probably more quiet than downtown

And I also like to imagine, Macaque even tho if not commited to a place will make it more homy. But looking at my reference pictures, in the dojo there were also a lot of posters and paintings (and in MKAGC Macaque did mention he might have a poster of wukong soooo~~)

For the layout I went after whatever felt right, since I had like 4 pictures to piece together a two-story house with a gallery(??) so its actually just me deciding what I want and where I wanna put it

(Here are the screenshots from lmk s1ep9 I used:)

Okay Okay if you couldnt tell, for some reason im really hyped about this stuff so im going to lead you trough my thougtprocess, when imagining this whole thing, in order from ground level to gallery

1. Ground level:

Ahh yes ground level: the problem child

(Im going to keep it somewhat brief here cuz I wrote a shit ton of explanations for it, but that somehow got deleted which I am super pissed about btw)

So I saw that a lot of hc with Macaques place are mostly that first floor is the dojo and the second floor is the living area, buuut~~ based on the screenshots of the series that doesnt make any sense. My reasoning? Simple really, its bc you can see the ceiling If you are standing in the dojo. This could lead to the conclusion that:

"Okay maybe then there is no second floor just a gallery in there somewhere and thats it".

Sure we can say that, but then you would ignore the fact that you cant see the front door of the building when Macaque slams Mk into a weaponstand.

"Okay then its on the other side of the room that we never got to see in the episode"

I mean maybe sure but to me from an animation point of view it just doesnt make sense, just why would they flipp the camera angle like that (I mean anyone can think whatever they want, everyones opinion is valid, its not like anyone would ever argue me on this one ((or read this whole brainrot trough in the first place lol)))

Haha anyways regardless of anything, let's go back to talking about the first floor, shall we?

Everything is pretty self explenatory: when you come in on the front door youll see a little shoe rack where you can but your shoes, and one stair to seperate the ante-room from the rest of the house

Then theres a long hall that leads to the enterence of the storageroom, the random room and the staircase that leads to the second floor

I couldnt decide on what to put in that big room-- I had no clue -- I was thinking maybe Macaque could let other people rent it for a few days of maybe theres a shop with an owner whos ranting the place from Macaque (I think thats an interasting concept, but I didnt explore any of them) oh well thats that tho

"""somewhat brief""""

Second floor:

This was probably the easiest, since 90% of it is the dojo

But before that when you walk up to the second floor you can see a big boubel door that opens to the dojo, and a normal door that opens to the bathroom, which is strategicly placed there by yours truely. There is big brain logic behind it,, it might be inconvinient for Macaque to walk down the stairs from his bedroom trough the dojo to the bathroom (but also he can just shadow portal there--), but when ocasionally he mentors Mk, he might have to go to the bathroom while hes at Macaques place and I dont think Macaque would apritiate someone stomping trough his personal area, and thats why the bathroom is conviniently placed next to the dojo and not that far from the bathroom I know im a genius (**read everything in the bathroom part with a lot of sarcasm**)

Anyways, we couldnt even see all four of the dojos walls so that was also a 'gamble', but I went with a simple bouble door that I mentioned before and two weapon stands (yes those are weapon stands) and other than that you can see the rest of the room on the screenshots, theres also the staircase and that has some closet underneath it, but thats about it

The gallery (my personal favorit):

Looking at my reference pictures i could see that the dojo took up a lot of space almost taking up the 1/2 of the building, which I think is reasonable and kinda cool, but that means small living area which I think is even cooler (I am a huge fan of small practical spaces, they feel so so cozy)

So Yeah the living space: mostly two rooms that I also illustrated on top of this post, (you probably saw it) with a balkony thingy before the enterence of the rooms, where you can look down and see the entirety of the dojo, good for observing.

When you go in the door (actually havent decided if I want to put a door there or curtains for style but meh who knows who cares), youll enter the small but spacious kitchen. I dont see the Six Eared Macaque as a homecook, more of a fake cooking guy (only making basic foods like eggs or toast, maybe ocasionally pancake), hints there is no built in stove or owen just a portable stove, a kettle and a toaster and a small fridge that has MKs drawing (that he drew for them at the end of season 3) magneted there :]

Other than that theres a sink and an old television, he got from the randomest place ever, maybe he fished it out of the trash idk, but he put it on top of the cabinets (rarely watches anything on it)

On the baseplan you can see that there was supposed to be a small table next to the sink with a chair, but it didn't make it to the final drawing cuz let's be honest: drawing interior in correct perspective without a reference picture is just not my strongest artskill I posess, so I got pissed and put a trashcan in there, Macaque can eat in his bed

Talking about bed, let's move on to the Six Eared Macaques room:

It is very small but pretty comfortable with a small bed but a shit ton of pillows for a good nights sleep, other than that there are a nightstand that has the Lantern on it (I know it sorta got lost/destroyed after defeating LBD but I wanted to put it there) and a drawer.

The nightstand probably doesnt have a lot innit, just some nick-nacks and tissues and maybe snacks, or a book or something, the drawer stores some of his clothes, but since I like to think that Macaque is a fashion icon that wont be able to fit most of their clothes, so maybe he stores them in a pocket dimension of shadows, and only has some esentials there when he needs to get ready quickly.

And we could talk about the posters plastered around the room, but most of them are kinda self-explanatory, but there are the poster of his shadowplaly of the hero and the warrior, some drawing, a "Hang in there babygirl!" Poster with a cat on it hanging in there, a poster of the monkey king (heh), phantom of the opera poster and a-- well--- that ones for my bestie hope she'll notice it, its a spies are forever poster (really fun musical a of spies, go watch it its on youtube), and a drawing he brought( maybe)

And thats about the bedroom

And we are still not done, how are we feeling about that?? Huh?? (You dont have to answert, this shit took me about 2 hours to write :] )

LAST PLACE: the corner of the windows opposit the kitchen and the bedroom. Its just a chill little place with pillows and blankets, where someone can bundle up and enjoy some tea or read a book or brood, whatever the monkey prefers. The special thing about it, is that you cant access the place without knowing how to levitate, fly, jump high, or use portals, not that much of a game changer since more than half of the lmk cast could get up there, but still a bit of a barrier in my opinion

AAAAAND~~~ thats it omg

Hi hello if you read this trough could you please comment or reblog with this: "🐵" cuz I wanna know about the brave soilders who went trough this immense amount of clownery,,, holly mother---

If you read this all 👏👏👏 you are amazing thank you for appreciating my work this much, have an amazing day or night ✨🪲

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hello lovies im back with chapter 2 of my modern cora au!! im still a beginner at writing tho but ill do my best at this series!! again this is my debut piece and please excuse the grammatical errors english is not my first language!! thank you💖💖

donquixote rosinante x F!reader, purely fluff

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i forgot to put this on chapter 1 but "mi cielo" means "my sky" y/n's father's nickname for her🤍

-hi y/n! i really enjoyed our conversation! heres my number if you want to talk sometime: XXXX-555-9831

-sincerely, rosinante!

"WHAT" you screamed as you jumped out of your bed. you can't believe that he just gave you his number but when and how is the question, when did he slip that note in your phone case? how did he pry your hand off of your phone? you pondered for about a min when you decided to message the said number but before you could a notification popped up on your phone. it was an unknown user, you decided to check the notification.

-hi its me rosinante!! i figured that i'd just text you first just in case you didn't find the note :)

you looked at the text dumbfounded, wait how did he get your number in the first place, you cant message someone without their number

-you must be wondering how i got your number, i got it from your dad. before we left he slipped me a note with your number on it.

"PAPI" you shouted for your dad in an embarrassed tone. "what" your dad came up to your room with a grin. "did you give my number to rosinante?" you questioned visibly embarrassed, you were embarrassed because your not as good on texting as you are at talking, you come off nonchalant when texting. "what am i supposed to say noww" you said whining, "oh mi cielo, just say whats on your mind. i gave your number to the young lad because i thought he would make a great husband one day you know so i wanted to try and match you up together hm?" what kind of explanation is that, you thought "oh my god papi, what if he has a girlfriend already? what if he doesn't even like me and was just being friendly huh? what am i supposed to do if thats true?? AND WHAT DO YOU MEAN "great husband" HUH??" you said while blushing profusely, your father saw you heating up and while grinning said "i want grandchildren you know, im getting old so i want grandchildren." "PAPI IM ONLY 24!!?? and i still have to finish my degree, i cant have grandchildren if i haven't finished my degree yet." you said sadly, you really wanted to finish that degree of yours because it was your late mothers wish and you worked hard to get into the prestigious school that you study in now. your dad saw how your mood changed and said sorry while hugging you. as he exited your room you know had another problem, the text.

you thought about how to respond to this guy, typing messages and then deleting it right after because you didn't like it, your already so tired, not that it's actually 2am now but bcs you have to stress about what type of message you have to text to this man. should you be nonchalant and dry?, nah not really you, should you try to be funny?, you have shit humor he probably wouldn't even understand, should you be bubbly and cute, you literally glared at him earlier theres now way he'll perceive you as bubbly and cute. you groaned, you haven't had this much stress ever since your college entrance exam. deciding to just wing it you type your response.

-hii!! i did get your note!! my phone accidentally fell on my face and thats when i saw your note haha:))

you waited for what felt like an eternity, only a few minutes had past, until you got a text.

-oh! are you okay? that must've hurt yk?

whats this feeling? a fluttering sensation, akin to delicate wings brushing against the walls of your belly, creating a mix of excitement and apprehension....is this what people call "butterflies in your stomach"?? no right? you cant, you have no time to be feeling these kind of things? but this time different. you try shake this feeling off and compose yourself.

-yeah! im fine thanks for worrying about me!!

You still can't shake off that feeling. It's becoming more and more noticeable on your face.

-by any chance, are you free tomorrow? :)

-oh yeah im free tomorrow but why do you ask?

-i want to treat you! you're really fun to talk to and if i could, may i get to know you more?

after that message you're actually screaming inside not because you dont want to but because you dont know how to act, dress, say etc.

-sure!

-okay! then i'll pick you up at 2? is that okay with you?

- yeah thats okay!!

-okay then it's settled and you should go to bed its late now! goodnight, y/n :)

-goodnight rosinante :))

after that one hell of a conversation you now had to stress about what to wear but surely that can wait tomorrow right? you sighed as you laid on your bed dozing off the moment you hit your pillow.

the next day you woke up thinking you were late so a wave of panic hit you but you remembered that the date was scheduled at 4pm. you sighed as you slid off of your bed and did your daily routine that just consisted of washing your face and tying your hair up. you went downstairs to grab some food and eat breakfast. fast forward to couple hours later its now time for you to get ready.

you looked at your closet and realized you're fucked. you usually just wear a long sleeve shirt and denim pants but you cant wear that to the date can you? you sighed as you tore your whole closet apart trying to make up outfits that you can wear to the trip downtown you sighed as you realized that picking an outfit is much more harder than you anticipated.

You finally settled on a soft, white flowing sundress that reached down to your ankles and topped with a denim jacket. you chose a pair of white canvas sneakers. They were perfect for walking the cobblestone streets downtown. you reached for a straw hat with a wide brim to shield your eyes from the bright sun. It added a touch of vintage charm to your outfit. Around your neck, you fastened a delicate gold necklace with a tiny heart pendant, a subtle nod to the love you shared. Small gold hoops adorned your ears, catching the light every now and then.

A black sling bag hung from your shoulder, large enough to carry your things. Inside, you slipped a pair of chic sunglasses, ready for the "date" as you call it with rosinante.

as you looked towards the mirror, you cringed at yourself because you really dont wear these kinds of outfits often, only for days that you really need to wear those. as you went downstairs you already saw rosinante talking to your dad with his signature smile. he was wearing a blue oxford shirt with a white t-shirt inside with black straight pants with canvas sneakers accidentally matching with the outfit that you're wearing right now as you walked down the stairs. when he saw you, you visibly saw his face reddened and his mouth slightly apart, you chuckled at his reaction. when you reached the living room your father complimented your outfit saying it's nice to finally see you in a dress.

you looked at rosinante who is still visibly red and grabbed his hand to ask how was your outfit. "hey rosinante! hows my outfit? do you like it?" you said teasing him. "yeah it looks good on you" he said with his signature smile and deep baritone voice, god his voice really does things to you but you have no time for that, you grabbed his hand to lead him to the door of course after saying your goodbyes to your dad. he led you two to his car, compliments going your way while you walk towards the vehicle. you get flustered easily so by the time you both reach his car your as red a a tomato. he asked what was wrong completely oblivious to the fact that he was the one who made you like this.

he led you to the passenger side door and opened it for you letting you in, such a gentleman. when he was walking to the drivers side he fell to his face and you being shocked almost got out of the car when he stood up and walked it away like it was nothing, you were shocked and slightly worried at the same time. he got in the driver seat, he leaned into you and pulled the seatbelt on, he did the same for himself and started driving. once you reached the destination, he got out, tripped again, walked away like it was normal, and opened your door handing his hand to you, you chuckled abit to yourself. he was such a gentleman.

"do you want to hold hands" the words rolled out you mouth and before you can say sorry "sure!" he said that, so now youre ears and cheeks are tinted pink and youre holding hands with rosinante while you walk around town. you look over to him and you also notice a slight tint of pink in his ears, you smiled to yourself knowing that hes also flustered. you found a bench to settle down and sit while rosinante buys coffee and snacks for the both of you, you waited for him but unfortunately rosinante trips on a rock and with a loud thud he comes crashing down on the hard concrete.

you immediately rushed to him to help him up. "how many times are you gonna fall huh?" you said while laughing and helping him up, "ow my hand, AH NO THE FOOD" he said while bending down to get the now ruined food, thankfully he didn't get anything on his clothes. of course you helped him and with a little bit of convincing him you finally get him to just sit and you'll be the one to get the food but he practically begged you to take his money so you dont have to pay, you reluctantly took it and went to one of the food trucks nearby. you ordered the food and went back to rosinante to give him the snacks. he was pouting when you came back because he he couldn't be of use to you, he was the one who wanted to treat you but you had to do it because of his clumsiness, you chuckled quietly, seeing him pouting was so cute hes like a cute dog that didn't get to go outside and is now sulking in a corner.

"here rosi, heres your food." he looked up to you in such a cute manner you could kiss him right then and there, wait what? kiss him? wake up y/n! you cant do that! can you tho?. "y/n? are you okay?" you were suddenly snapped back to reality by rosinante speaking, you hadn't noticed that you were staring at him. he looked embarrassed "is there something on my face" he said as he scrambled his hands at his face then without any thought running through your mind you put your hand to his cheeks, thumb caressing his face "theres nothing on your face, baby"

he looked at you dumbfounded at first, then completely red the next "what..?" you immediately pulled your hand away from his face with a reddened face "omg!! im so sorry i didn't mean to do that, let alone call you...that" you sat next to him while still feeling embarrassed because why would you do that, you heard him chuckle to your side, you cant help but look at him. "youre so cute you know that?" he said in a teasing manner and pf course you being easily flustered, blushed profusely at his comment which only made him laugh a bit louder. "of course i know! im the cutest girl in my class you know!" you said trying not to make it obvious that your really really flustered. "oh yeah? are you now?" he said in such a deep voice that made you quiver, god his voice is so hot. "just keep eating your food rosi!!" you said while laughing, you already thought of a nickname for him and he seemed to like the name.

you put your right hand on you lap as you eat with the other suddenly you notice rosinante's hands in yours, this gesture made you blush. his hand is so big compared to yours, its warm too. you want to keep holding hands with him forever, wait forever? what no! you cant do that, you dont have time for that kind of stuff!, you said mentally slapping yourself. "rosi..your hand?.." you said in a voice just almost above a whisper but somehow he still heard you and in one swift movement your even closer to him and your fingers are entangled in one another. you felt a different kind of sensation down your stomach its the same feeling when rosinante texted you, worried.

as you two are now closer to one another, a comfortable silence enveloped you both, you ate your snacks and leaned into his shoulder, you felt rosinante tense up but relaxed after a few moments, as you watch people come and go, kids playing and yelling happily on the pavements, couples on the grass having a picnin in the nice park youre at now, you cant help but think if someday, you'll also get to have a picnic with rosinante, so romantic. what? romantic? no! no romance! just study and work! but you cant help but think of going on countless dates with rosinante, and your intertwined hands aren't helping with that.

as you finish your snack, you got up but rosinante held your wrist and with the cutest puppy eyes you've ever seen said "where are you going y/n? are you leaving me?" "no rosinante im not leaving you, im just going to throw this away" you said as you laughed and showed him the tissues you used while eating. "oh well, okay" he said letting go and looking away, embarrassed. you chuckled and with a boost of ego, you grabbed his chin and kissed him in the forehead, then you quickly threw away the tissue and came back to a blushing rosinante, he was as red as a tomato.

"rosi, are you alright, my love?" you said teasing him even more but his reaction was not what you expected. he pulled you closer to him and now youre standing infront of him. "im alright baby, just a little flustered when you kissed me, but now id like to return the favor if you dont mind" he said while kissing your hand, not breaking eye contact. he pulled you towards him and he kissed your forehead, "there, we're equal now mi amor." he said is his baritone voice with his signature smile, and youre the one who looks like a tomato now. he chuckled to the sight of you being so red.

"i-its not funny you know..." you said while covering your reddening face with your left hand because he was still holding you right. "you know your forehead isnt the only thing i can kiss in your face." he said. "NO!" you audibly gasped, "n-no you c-cant do that.." you said, stuttering over your words clearly so embarrassed that you couldn't even speak. he chuckled softly "okay y/n i wont" he said giving you a small smile. you were kinda bummed out by him not addressing you with a nickname but its still nice to hear him say you name.

as you sat down next to him, you wanted to hold hands with him but youre to shy to ask him that. rosinante noticed you looking at his hands and him being a somewhat oblivious person asks "why are you looking at my hands, y/n?" you looked up to him and without a thought on your head, you said "oh i just want to hold your hand thats it". a few seconds of silence and you finally came to your senses again. "omg im so sorry, i didn't mean to say that!" this was the third time you slipped up. you had this habit of zoning out and when somebody asks you a question you just say the first thing that comes to your mind. you groaned while apologizing to rosinante, hoping that he wouldn't be uncomfortable with you. "sure i'll hold your hand!" he said while reaching for your hand and intertwining your fingers together and smiling at you. "also look at the sky, its pretty right?"

The sky was a breathtaking tapestry of colors. As the sun dipped below the horizon, vibrant hues of orange and pink painted the heavens, gradually blending into deep purples and blues. Wispy clouds caught the last light of the day, glowing with a golden radiance. Above, the first stars began to twinkle, adding a sprinkle of sparkle to the twilight. The serene atmosphere, combined with the symphony of colors, made for a truly mesmerizing sight.

"yeah it's pretty" you looked at the sky as you leaned towards him and as he held close. a few minutes later and it's already 6pm. you haven't eaten dinner yet so your tummy grumbled, you looked over to rosinante embarrassed, "are you hungry? its 6pm now, we should go get some food. what do you think?" he asked while he squeezed your hand. "we can go that Italian restaurant we saw earlier, or that taco place, ooh how about that fast-food chain." you pointed to the place. "haha slow down, choose one first okay?" he said, his voice as gentle as a calming breeze. "well i pick the italian restaurant! do want to go there?" you asked kind of wary of his reaction, you know hes a gentle giant but you cant help it. "sure lets go! im starvingg" he said while getting up and pulling you by the hand.

you walked over to the restaurant, hand in hand. you and rosinante looked like a real couple at this point, holding hands, playful touches, subtly laughing at each other, forehead kisses, gossiping, telling each other's secrets etc. the moment you both stepped into the restaurant to get your table, everyones eyes were on you both and you noticed this. you tugged at rosinante's shirt to let him know about the staring, he leaned down to your level to hear you better, that gesture make you blush every time. "rosi they're staring at us.." you said shyly. "it's because youre so beautiful mi amor" he said teasingly, you blushed while you hit him playfully, laughing at his comment. "you flatter me haha!!" he smiled and then turned to the waiter to get your tables and menu.

a few minutes after sitting down and choosing for your meals, rosinante called over a waiter to order the food, "ill have the fettucine al pomodoro please, and she'll have...?" he gestured at you to say your order "oh uhm ill have the lasagna!". after you both finished eating, rosinante waved his hand to get the waiter's attention and get the check. after he finished paying, he went to your side of the table and offered his hand. you grabbed his hand and interlaced your fingers together and exited the restaurant together, hand in hand.

you both went back to the park to take a little stroll and talk about topics youre both passionate about. an hour later, you were already tired from all the talking, your social battery in dire need of recharging, rosinante noticed this. "your social battery's low now hm?" he said while looking down and smiling at you fondly, "yeah.." you said sluggishly while giving a lazy smile. "should we go home? its getting quite late now." he suggested "no, i want to spend time with you more." you said while yawning.

as you both continued to walk through the park in silence, occasionally smiling at little things like seeing pretty flowers under the moonlight. as the moon rises higher and higher, your yawning kept getting more and more frequent, until the last yawn that you almost fell asleep and almost dropped to the ground if rosinante didnt catch you but of course being the absolute klutz he is, fell with you.

you scrambled to help him up, dusting off your clothes and his while saying sorry profusely. "oh my, im sorry for falling down on you, gosh let me help you up." you said, face red from being embarrassed. "im okay, really." he said while laughing and getting up. "we should go home. you almost fell down because your exhausted and i know you almost didn't get any sleep last night." he said in a stern but gentle tone. "okay fine, lets go home." you said beaming him a smile. he held your hand tightly and led you out of the park to go to his car.

you were first to get there because his shoe laces got untied and he insisted that you go on first but when he saw you almost open the door, he practically sprinted to you but he is a klutz so he fell mid-way. you giggled at him but as soon as he got up again he immediately went to the car door and opened it for you. "here you go madam, please step in the car." he said with his signature smile and with a little scratch on his face. you giggled once again and reached for his face to touch the wound on his lips and pulled him to kiss the bruise on the corner of his lips. "thank you baby but that scratch on your face is quite the bruise."

after you did that you're now both just there, faces flushed with embarrassment and shock. "IM SO SORRY" you screamed. you stuttered over your words trying to explain to a shocked rosinante. you were cut short when rosinante pulled you by the waist and hugged you, kissing the crook of your neck. the height difference forcing you to be on your tippy toes just to hug him back. he pulled away and he put his giant hands to your face, leaning down to your height and kissed the corner of your lips, returning the same courtesy.

"now were equal!" he said with his signature smile that you loved so much "now please get in the car" he said while pointing to the passenger seat. you got in while chuckling to yourself.he closed the door and walked to the other side of the car, tripping over the air, and walked it off like it was nothing.

once you both got back to your house, rosinante got out of the car first, "don't get out first, okay? i'll open the door for you." he said, such a true gentleman. he walked over to your side pf the car and opened the door and offered his hand for you to take. you took his hand while giggling because hes just so cute to you. "you know you dont have to do all this." after you said that you heard him audibly gasp. "but of course i have to do this. its only right that i treat you like this." he said while he kissed your hand, not breaking eye contact.

you blushed at the gesture while he just laughed at your pink tinted face. you took his hand and interlaced you fingers into his and walked to your house. "hey im supposed to be the one walking you to your house..why does it seem like your the one whos walking me.." he said and even tho your back is turned to him you can see his pouting face "heyyy..come on let me walk you to your house!" he said while stopping.

"okay fine" you said while rolling your eyes playfully. he hugged you and held your hand while he walked you to your house. once your on the porch, you dad suddenly opened the door and noticed you two holding hands. "ahh see i knew you'd realize that hes husband material eh?" he said while he nudged you. "papiii why do you gotta make those kind of jokes!" you said while a blush crept up on your face. "your face says otherwise mi cielo" he said looking at you then at rosinante then back at you while grinning. "do you want to stay here for the night, rosinante?" your dad asked him, beaming him a smile quite similar to yours.

you groaned loudly and took the hand that was holding rosinante's and pushed your dad back in the house and turned to rosinante. "im so sorry about my dad..he just makes out of pocket jokes." you sighed while pinching the bridge of your nose. "no its okay! plus i'd actually make a great husband you know?" he teased while he looked at you admiringly. you blushed as you let go of his hand to rub the back of your neck and cover your face to hide the blush that was now forming in your face but rosinante can visibly see your ears getting redder by the second.

"i can still see your ears y/n" he said while chuckling. "ITS LATE NOW HAHA SO YOU SHOULD GO HOME NOW!!" you said loudly while pushing him out of the porch, you cant do this anymore you're so embarrassed and you look like a tomato right now. "okay okay haha, youre so cute when you're flustered!" he said while he smiled at you affectionately. he stopped mid-way to turn and look at you, grabbing your face and your waist, he leaned down and he kissed you on the corner of your lips.

"goodbye mi amor, i'll see you next week hm?". "yeah see you.." you looked at him, dumbfounded by what he just did. he grabbed your hand and put it up against his lips to kiss it, again not breaking eye contact. "i'll miss you." he said as he looked at you longingly. "ill miss you too rosi" you watched him go back to his car but he tripped mid-way, he got up and turned to you and did a peace sign and smiled. you giggled at his clumsiness.

once he drove off, you went back inside, your dad on the living room couch grinning at you. "so hows the date hm?" you sighed as you plopped down at the couch next to your father. "it was the most fun i've had in a while" you said while smiling. you sat there for almost an hour with your father to yell him the date, frequently smiling about the events that happened earlier. "well that's all, im gonna go upstairs. im going to change and sleep. good night papi." you said to your father as you kissed him on his cheek, "good night mi cielo."

you went upstairs to change and to finally get your well deserved sleep. youre going back home tomorrow so a good night's sleep is all you need for the travel.

hello my lovies im back with another chapter of my debut piece!! this one is kinda long if youre the type of person who reads short fiction😞 anw please excuse any grammar errors or mistakes english is not my first language!!

thank you for reading this chapter if you got this far😭🫶 likes and reblogs are appreciated 💖🤍

[littencloud9]

anyway. that was so fucking good so as usual have my post watch thoughts:

vanitas - i am putting him in a fucking blender and then giving him a big hug. give this guy a BREAK. there is something so wrong with him and i love it. him and noé are so incredibly well-done. pure opposites and they clash but it works. him and mikhail devastated me. he is so insanely kind and you dont expect it bc he keeps shoving people away?? and hes so snarky but hes doing everything to save others??? sacrificing his body to countless experiments as a child so that other children wouldnt suffer the same, saving the vampires with the book even as it chips away at the humanity he struggles to keep, being a DOCTOR. im gonna throw something

noé - i’m in love with him. that’s it. jk but he is AMAZING and his love for domi makes me wanna cry and also him and murr are so funny and when he said he’ll never set vanitas free, something in me revived. i love that his first instinct is always to protect, whether it’s by his own body or by inflicting violence. he is just so sweet and has a big big heart and i think im gonna go cry actually

jeanne - JEANNE!!! I LOVE HER SO MUCH. her arc with chloé was WONDERFUL and she’s the cutest and coolest ever. im putting her in my pocket and patting her adoringly. she’s so fiercely loyal to her duty but when it comes to people she cares about she struggles because her heart is so big and i am JUST. I LOVE JEANNE

dominique - I ALSO LOVE DOMI. HOLY SHIT shes probably my favourite as of now. i didnt have much of an impression of her in s1 (tho she was so cool) but s2 hit me like a truck. i love that we got her pov of the whole thing with louis! doomed siblings haha my weakness. the scene of her holding back her younger self and louis just watching WAS SO INCREDIBLE. domi looking into her most vulnerable self and being forced to confront her past MMMM. her as a child chopping her hair off after louis died like WOW that murdered me. her saying she hates herself but fighting to stay alive anyway. AND HER AND THE SICK ASS ICE POWERS. AND JEANNE SAYING SHES BEAUTIFUL. and her with the line about protecting others or something. BECAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY DOMI IS A KNIGHT! AHHHH GOD I LOVE HER

mikhail - this kid both freaks me out and makes me miserable. as a child screaming help me big brother while he was being dragged away, and then when the book was eating him alive and he was screaming at vanitas to help him again. that killed me. and him doing everything because he wants to bring back their family. being stuck in the past and begging for vanitas to return with him IM GONNA THROW UP

chloé and jean-jacques - they aren’t my favourites but their arc was wonderful!! oh the tragedy of being childhood best friends in this show. i love that they found each other when it was needed. i love that they did everything to protect each other. i love that they saved each other. i love that both their true names have something to do with flowers, the same as the place where they first met (unless i’m remembering things wrong do not come at me it’s been a While skfhekfb)

vanoé thoughts - because vanoé is what i came for. i was Not disappointed. thejr dynamic is so silly and fun but also devastating. their designs being parallels, being Meant To Be, is great. vanitas having to hypnotise himself to kill noé, yet being unable to do it even with a KNIFE TO HIS THROAT. and noé also holding back, despite knowing that he is completely capable of killing vanitas too. and the rain and everything and ohhhh my god i will die. and vanitas leaning on noé in s1 and noé leaning on vanitas in s2 HECK YEAH. AND THE SUN RISE IN S1 WHEN NOÉ PROMISED TO STAY BY VANITAS’ SIDE. AND THE SUN RISE IN S2 WHEN THEY MADE UP. AND VANITAS TOOK NOÉ’S HAND! AND ACCEPTED HIM INTO HIS LIFE! after hiding everything about himself from noé, and now letting him see just a piece of him. and them arguing like an old married couple but also instinctively protecting each other. these damn gays

domijeanne - when do they kiss. like for Real. man i love that they hold such high admiration for each other and they support each other so much. and domi who harbours so much self-hatred and compares herself with jeanne, but jeanne just sees her as strong and beautiful and incredible. i love that they’re genuinely friends and always go to each other and ALSO LETS NOT FORGET THE DANCING SCENE! and also jeanne the hellfire witch and domi with the ice powers LIKE! INCREDIBLE SHOW STOPPING. pretty please i need them to kiss

overall - love the op and ed so much. love the colours and vibrancy and how during the last fight it was all grey and dull and ugh. studio bones KNOWS how to do symbolism with these damn colours. incredible and devastating writing and im definitely gonna go read the manga. drop dead gorgeous art style like all of these characters are BEAUTIFUL. a perfect mix of silly and pure horror and genuine love (both platonic and romantic and maybe some of these characters are trauma bonded but they come together anyway and that is just great) and tragedy. i love vnc. the bsd-mtp-vnc pipeline so real. they are all incredible shows but i think vnc has my favourite storyline out of them all so far. thanks if u read til here LMAO 🫶🫡

[reineyday]

i’m back to say that magnificent was so so so good!! i love the uta mihawk interactions and how mihawk wants to protect her. i think my favorite part though was when mihawk was talking to shanks all nervous about whether he could call uta his daughter, but shanks answers with an “of course.”

this fic made me wonder why mihawk would do if he was present during the one piece film red… would he come along with the red crew, or would he already be there like the others (luffy, law, etc)?

awh 💖💖 thank u for your continued support! it means a lot :') and im happy you enjoyed the fic haha 🥰

UH, long answer short: i kind of have headcanons that position him before, during, and after the movie hahaha. sorry this reply turned out longer than i expected but my brain's got a mihawk & uta agenda goin' on rn. 😂 thanks again for the ask! ➡️

i actually have a bit of a draft going of mihawk seeing the "shanks destroys elegia" headline, seeing what's up, and finding uta, which i started before i wrote up magnificent lol. that's kinda where i picture him--doing something before everything happens, bc his curiosity makes him wonder why shanks would do smthg so uncharacteristic.

i recognize that's kind of a cop-out answer tho LOL so in regards to the movie itself in the canon(ish) timeline, i imagine he'd probably be there beforehand like luffy etc. he'd be there bc buggy and his crew got tickets and he was somehow dragged there against his will (similar to how law says he's chaperoning bepo but a lot more antagonistic about it aha), probably bc croc decides it might be beneficial to go, for whatever reason. probably scoping the crowd. (pls imagine the cross guild at uta's concert garnering Looks and standing out very obviously, but no one wants to say anything about it LOL even if the crowd is very anti-pirate. like, the strawhats and soen charlottes were there so. why not some ex-warlords?)

when there, he'd be like, "hey wait isn't that shanks's kid? didn't he say she left to sing? huh." and then maybe possibly even dial shanks on his baby den den about it bc if he's the type to bring luffy's poster all the way to an island, he'd probably try to ring up shanks. then he wouldn't be able to connect and clock that something is Up bc he knows shanks is just kinda hanging on his ship rn, on his way out from wano. i dont think he'd be with shanks along with his crew, and i dont think he'd bother going after the fact to help if he wasn't there to start with, which is why i think he'd already be there for separate reasons. ;P

anyways, i also have the start of an idea where the movie happens but uta survives, and shanks, stressed, is like, "hey, y'know what, everything's ramping up and everyone's trying to kill uta and she's still recovering from this wakeshroom shit so she'd probably be safer on land but the marines will be looking for all my known close associates... i'm gonna drop her off with mihawk. he trained those two other kids and the misanthropic fucker (affectionate) has probably found a new island by now anyways, since he isn't a warlord anymore. it should be fine. he'll say yes."

he sets out with his crew to follow mihawk's vivre card. benn and yasopp get the news coo and start laughing about something but they don't tell him, and whatever, he's going to see mihawk soon. he's definitely being led to land, which makes him feel vindicated, until it becomes more and more clear that the structure standing out on the shore is a huge big top tent, and there's an unfortunately very familiar flag flying, and shanks is like, "oh god, don't tell me," and then promptly has to dodge a flying fist and yelling about how he isn't welcome here and what the fuck is mihawk doing with buggy???? and benn and yasopp, having seen the cross guild poster in the news and hidden it from shanks, are laughing so hard at him while he deals with this momentary crisis where two completely different parts of his life have seem to connected without his knowing about it.

(buggy is happy to see uta bc for all that they fight shanks and buggy did make some sort of effort with their brotherhood every now and then so he knows uta and she calls him "uncle bugs"!; mihawk ofc says "yes" to taking care of her bc he feels qualified to handle young adults now lol (he says this with an air of gravitas that is hilarious when considering how he interacts with zoro and perona, which is stoically and poorly); uta makes fun of her dad relentlessly for not having made any moves on the guy he's been in a situationship with since she was a literal child; and croc comes home from a meeting to find international pop sensation uta (that the news said tried to take over the world during her concert or something???) reclined on their couch drinking tea. wild day for everyone.)

[mijikai12]

BIENVENIDOS!!!!

hola chicos!! this is my main blog and this pinned post is also a more updated and simpler than the og!!

warning: LONG POST ⚠️⚠️⚠️

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i am a minor (13) and my birthday is March 2nd! 🎂

i am a aromantic lesbian

i have adhd and some autism

im an extrovert mainly around people i know. but i am literally forcing myself to interact with people (i swear it actually works omfg)

i go by Kayla

i love talking to people here.

i joined i think in september or october.

i play flute, piano, and a bit of recorder

my favorite colors are 💚🖤🤍❤️

i like weirdcore

im a big adventure time fan

im open for asks

im in seventh grade

i like to draw, animate, make music, and write!

she/them/green

im a Pieces

i'm hispanic

i speak english + spanish

MAIN OC'S!!!!!!:

Mijikai Tsocka(mascot): she is a bunny hybrid bc of course. i gues she was tested on or something, i havent quite figured her lore yet. she's a she/them 16 lesbian female.

Sarahnah Dandila(princess): She's fucking annoying anyways; she is a she/her 23 straight female. She's princess of whatever idk i dont have a name for the kingdom yet. (most parent standard hehe)

Mattie Sercel: He's a he/it 21 bisexual trans (least parent standard haha) he's in college and majors in 3D art and animation.

okay! i really hope you enjoy my blog!! i cant wait to meet yall and to get into situations id rather die than be in!! 😊

edits below:

edit1: guys i made a Neobook account!! i dont know what shit to do there so it might be empty for a while.

edit2: im trying to make an ao3 account. i should be on by 1/30

edit3: i know ive already said this but my reblogs are slowly being deleted. so my art posts will go to Yoki while normal text/memes/etc posts will go here (≧∇≦)

edit4: i lied in that last edit. anyways, i am gonna make an insta soon (maybe tonight) and i might make a Pinterest account! 😆

edit5: I MADE AN INSTAAAA

edit6: i have a twitter if you didnt notice

edit7: AO3 DOESNT LIKE MEEE

edit8: i have a gf omggg i'll be posting a lot about it at @kayventa

edit9: yeah ao3 does NOT like me wow. anyways, so springbreaks coming up soon. i'll post about this on thursday or friday ✌🏽

edit10: ive had an c.ai account for months ive posted about it idk if yallve seen it yet 😒

edit11: i found out a few days ago that when ao3 said i'd be on by 1/30, they didnt mean 1/30/24, they meant 1/30/25. wtf

[urfavisapermaregressor]

This blog makes me feel disgusting as a permaregressor. It's honestly weird that you'll put permaregressor headcanons onto young children such as Ash or Kanna, they wouldn't even know what regressing is let alone permaregression. They're still KIDS. God, I agree with that other anon. You making permaregression seem like something fun and cute and desirable is putting actual permaregressors back. I hate having the mind of a child forever. I hate how you and other age regressors act like I cannot be an adult because I'm mentally stuck in adolescence. I hate how you're putting aesthetics on something that's honestly debilitating. Permaregression should be studied and marked as a mental illness for fucks sake, it kind of feels like you're not actually a permaregressor because of how you infantilize it and turn it into something cutesy and soft and uwu baby hehe haha. Fucking hell dude.

ok if you're gonna be rude to me im gonna be rude back. my life is ruined because of being permaregressed. ive set myself back, ive missed out on so many opportunities, i will never feel adequate or equal to anyone "my age," and on top of that i have been depressed and suicidal because of this and how much it has affected my life. do you think i wanna be a kid forever? genuinely, do you think im trying to make this seem desireable? bc if a headcanon for a fictional character makes the people you've made up in your head think "hm maybe permaregression isnt serious bc someone said ash from pokemon is a permaregressor" you AND them must be extremely fucking stupid because it's an image of a character on a flag. thats not setting anyone back, also we can't be set back bc we're not oppressed?? yeah we're different but holy shit we aren't having a movement/revolution. like this isn't hurting anybody. i shouldn't have to explain shit to you but i have cried so many tears and have trauma due to this shit. i never got a chance to grow up. i am stuck as this hurt child for the rest of my life and im forced to be someone i mentally am not able to be. i wake up and cry, i avoid my parents because im so ashamed i cant be the daughter they wanted. this obviously isnt "cute" and i would kill someone to not be this way, to have a chance at being somebody who's able to function through life properly so for you to say this shit just because i put a banner with stars and hearts is fucking ridiculous you piece of actual shit. not once on this fucking blog did i say it's fun being a permaregressor because it's NOT. dont tell me that it isnt. you dont know me, you dont know who i am, and you sure as hell aren't gonna tell me how my life is and how my experiences make me feel. it's hell. and i know that, and if you wanna get pissed at me for something as unharmful as headcanoning my favs for comfort then go ahead. i really don't give a shit.

i agree with you that permaregression should be studied. i headcanon a lot of my favorite characters have adhd or are autistic becahse it brings me comfort seeing my traits and disabilities in other characters. how is this any different? its not, so get the fuck over yourself. if i and many others have to live life with this painful mental space, being an age that physically and societally isnt acceptable as my true age, then im going to find comfort in seeing characters with the same traits as me. and i can assume that goes for others as well. the headcanons make me happy and find comfort. what do you have to say for canon permaregressor characters you dumbass?

and need i remind you that ash and kanna were requests, THIS IS A HEADCANON REQUEST BLOG. if someone wants to say ash is a permaregressor that's fine. it's not canon, it's not hurting you. you will live. and also who gives a fuck?? ITS A HEADCANON OF A FICTIONAL CHARACTER. and i will direct you back the last damn anon reply if you're gonna bitch about me matching the banners i put on my posts to the color of the flag and me using kaomojis and shit. if my blog disgusts you so bad block me. if you don't and keep fighting me over literally nothing, get off anon or just fuck off pussy.

[lun6laveria]

HEY TUMBLR MEET MY HALF LIFE PUNCHING BAG OC, PAULO AND I FUCKING HATE HIM AND I THINK U GUYS SHOULD HATE HIM TOO i made him look as punchable as i could he's 25y.o, 6,0 and a fucking asshole hes the kind of guy to backstab you when you least expect it to know how much of an asshole he is: he. flirts with all the ladies in black mesa even if some of them dont like it, and somehow he found out about gordon and barney's relationship and he was like,hey im gonna ruin that bc im a fucking piece of shit. so he flirts with gordon in hope of making gordon fsall for him so he can dump gordon and break both of gordon and barney's hearts but he never succeeds on taking any steps bc freehoun forever❤️ he also makes fun of barney for bein short ONCE HE WAS BOTHERING GORDON AND GORDON WAS GETTINF TIRED OF HIS BS. AND BARNEY WAS AROUND. SO GORDON PULLED BARNYE CLOSE AND STARTED MAKING OUT WITH HIM INFRONT OF PAULO !!!!!! HENCE THE DRAWING I MADE once the resonance cascade happened his main goal is not to escape, but to find gordon and barney and fucking KILL them. but we all know who would win haha! speaking in that he actually did find barney, but yknow, fastest hands in the west win!!!!!!!!! paulo didint die there though unfortunately. barney shot the wrong siiidee out of stress, but he also shot paulo's d so and he stays alive until hl2 he ALSO joins the combine and becomes even more eviler!!!! but when the uprising was happened guess what. BOOM GORDON AND BARNYE KILED HIM TOGETEHR SUCCESSFULLU HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ill talk more abt hl2 him lator

[zeltqz]

niyaaaa do u have any tips for people who wanna get into fic writing? 👀

i don’t really get how the whole posting format for fics works on here tbh 😭 and like your info area it’s so cool

YEAH OFC!! btw dm me your username so i can follow and support you <3

tip 1- the posting format isnt that hard to get used to actually its just you create a tumblr text post and then copy and paste your fic onto it, add the tags and stuff then post it. if you want to add banners, headers and stuff to make it look better then go ahead, just add images to the text post

tip 2- the info area is the same as above, just add pictures of your choice etc to the text post, add your information, name, age, fav things etc and then to link posts to your post, highlight where u want the link to go, then copy the link of the post u want linked then press the hyperlink that looks like two chains linked together when you highlight the text if that makes sense? sounds like a lot but its rlly not i promise haha

tip 3- always type your fics on other apps like word or google docs since they have an auto save feature!! i dont reccomend typing your fics on tumblr since one if the app crashes, it doesn't automatically save your work so everything you wrote will get deleted (some versions of tumblr do have autosave, my laptop has it but my phone and iPad doesn't, so i dont rely on it)

tip 4- idk if you want tips on actual fic writing or just how to get your fics onto tumblr but ill help you with that anyway. with me when i write fics i always imagine it out in my head. theres some of my fics where i just went with the flow and wrote wgatever came to mind and those are the fics i hate the most because they dont rlly make sense to me. theyre always so random and it just seems rushed and bad.

i picture my fics like a scene in my head and whatever i want the character to do, think, say or feel i write that shit down asap. i use other online sources to help get more descriptive like the emotion theasurus <- honestly one of my favourite things to use ever, they have so much body language to use for every emotion in the damn book

dialogue is also something i find difficult. i've improved i personally feel like but its still hard for me especially if im writing a new character. i never want to make the character seem OOC so i do lots of research before hand. i normally use the wiki to read up on a characters personality.

for example i'll use ran for this since he's like 99% of my account lmao. in the wiki, he's described as "naturally whimsical toward others which makes him inscrutable" though ran doesnt have many scenes in the manga (which i hate bc i love him sm) its impossible to actually write him down to a tee so i use that naturally whimsical description to make him playful, charismatic, carefree etc, going off what little information i have with him.

getting a characters personality down is what can make or break a dialogue. for me when im reading a fic of a character and their dialogue is so OOC it puts me off and i dont even wanna read. so i apply my same fic icks to myself and think if I don't like seeing this and that in a fic, why would I incorporate those in my fics and have ppl get put off it if they have the same fic icks as me?

hope that makes sense!!

tip 5- dont rush yourself at all. i used to rush a few of my fics and i just ended up hating it so much after and fought bck the urge to delete them so many times but then i'd see people's comments and realise i was being too harsh on myself. i'd keep them up but i'd just hate seeing them get attention.

rushing only makes you hate your work and the quality of your work will decline if you are not in the right headspace.

thats also why i have the don't rush me thing in my rules because not only is it annoying to see people constantly asking for updates, it also makes me mad because i know i'll just put out a piece of garbage if i did rush.

also another tip don't give yourself deadlines!! if you know your writing consistency can be a little sloppy, don't tell your followers that you're going to upload every so and so day. if something happens and you miss the deadline, you'll feel bad and rush something out and most times out of ten, a rushed fic doesn't do well. so take your time and don't rush.

tip 6- dont listen to what other people say or feel obligated to write something you don't wanna. establish your boundaries!! for example, from day one i started this blog i said im accepting requests but i will not write anything to do with non-con, incest or minors. i made sure that was out there so i wouldn't feel uncomforable writing anything i wasn't comfy with.

there are people on this app that may like your writing and request you to write something for them. you are not obligated to write anything for anyone! don't feel like you have to just because they asked nicely.

if you want to accept requests you can im not saying you shouldn't, im saying don't feel like you have to. you always have a choice. its your blog.

tip 7- remember this isn't a job. you're allowed to take breaks, allowed to have a personal life. don't feel like you need to be updating every day. i used to think i was obligated to be uploading consistently at least every week because i was obsesssed with engagement and seeing peoples comments and was scared if i took a break ppl will unfollow. now i honestly don't care. i'm not active as much as i used to because of school and that's fine! if ppl want to leave, let them. don't feel like you're forced to keep being active in order to keep your follower count stable.

tip 8- this app can get really toxic sometimes. luckily enough i've only had one toxic anon in my inbox and i've been on this app for a year. some people have so many, some ppl get harrassed etc. if that happens to you just be prepared since there's no actual way to find out who's behind anons. you can turn off your anon options which means if ppl want to inbox you something then their account will be showing. some people arent comfortable with that and that's fine! i keep mine on because i want people to feel comfortable on my page.

just remember though if you ever feel like this app is getting overwhelming take breaks! for the sake of your mental health take breaks. i know so many writers on here that took breaks and came back healthier and stronger.

i feel like this tip goes for social media in general. as much as i love social media im aware how unhealthy it is. breaks are so important for you. remember that.

i can't think of anymore tips right now but if i have some more i will edit the post and add it on.

if u have anymore questions about the tumblr posting format dm me and ill help you out :))

[sorryimananti-romantic]

so i just read ur guerilla fic and OMGGG WOWOWOWOWEEEEE IM SO BLOWN AWAYYYYY

ngl i went in like expecting this to be the typical cold hearted serial killer and naive goody good reader BUT HOLY SHIT i think i just fell in love w the way u give ur characters such depth and complexity like 🤯

god there's so much i want to put into words and i genuinely love how you flow everything together and the whole story is so cohesive and a delight to read and im just having a ball reading it all the way through (and maybe shed some tears when mc panicked after yunho "took the blame")

also read the bonus scenes and- if i may say this, i wish u kept those in 😭 the buildup and the aftermath was truly something i needed for them and... i don't need to talk abt the smut part bc OOOOHHH MY GODDD.... now listen i usually read smut and ngl i read guerilla bc it popped up in the tags and that scene was brain churning spine melting toe curling piece of edging i've ever read like he just fingered her and it's got me rolling in my bed this much lord-

also if i may ask bc im kinda slow but which atz was which doctors? 😭 ik it's dumb but i got mingi psychiatrist and yunho surgeon and the rest is definitely between the lines but i can't recall any them to save my life rn 😭✋

haha omgg 🥹🥹 thank you so much i read this like thrice im smiling like an idiot rn 😭❤️ yes one thing about me is i wont settle for a typical trope just like that i gotta put in some ✨twist✨ some spice if you must hehe thank you so much for the feedback love <3 haha yes yunho is such a sweetheart when he tried to take the blame like imagine having someone who would quite literally kill for you 😩🤌

bro only the deleted scene was actually deleted the bonus scenes i had in my head but never wrote and and the word count was already a whopping 28k tumblr starts glitching when it gets so high 😭 believe me i wanted to make this a solid 50k word 2 part fic but i was like who's gonna read that 😭 (might write a part 2 one day 👀 with all the spice and smut and how their relationship is hmmm im so tempted rn bc i should be starting a new wip but my headspace is still filled with serial killer yunho he's so 😩❤️)

LMAO IM GLAD THE LITTLE SMUT MADE YOU FEEL ALL HOT AND BOTHERED like this was just the beginning of their relationship and he's already exploring choking for pain vs choking for pleasure KFHSHDJSJA CAN YOU IMAGINE THE UNHINGED POSSIBILITIES??? (again im so so tempted to write a pt 2 😭)

haha omg atz as doctors okay so yeah i mentioned mingi as psychiatrist, yeosang as a nephrologist right? i wrote down all the roles for them and i wish i had gotten the opportunity to explore more of that! but wooyoung as a dentist, seonghwa for paediatrics, hongjoong eye specialist, san ent specialist and jongho gynaecologist hehehe

[shiftingtomydrs]

Sooo yk I always like to read fanfic to get into the mindset of my dr self or just to gather inspiration for scripts or just for fun... well, for my newest dr / s/o there's literally 5 pieces of fanfic, half of them are Headcanons and the others are smut (this sounds so bitchy and spoiled istg I'm annoying myself rn im not complaining (well actually kinda but i dont mean it in a bitchy way i swear) just noticing) and yes, I've already looked on ao3 and wattpad and fanfiction.com (if anyone has any other websites I'd love some suggestions <3) problem also is I do tend to get jealous / possessive if it's oc or Canon ship fanfic soo yeah that makes it infinitely harder to find shit ofc (am I just weird or do you guys have that too haha)

I guess I'm just gonna have to shift then :) (also I literally slept 3 hours tonight bcs of mosquito bites I have currently... yeah safe to say I'm tired af and a teeny tiny bit cranky bcs of it)

[spagheddiesquash]

hi all!! figured id put all my art from the past year into one big thing for u guys to view. its in a square bc im also gonna be posting this to instagram when i get the time and i just want it to be easy to post lmao. but yea so. holy shit i gotta post art on the internet more oftennnnnn 😭😭😭 i think ive only posted like two of these before. anyway in 2024 im gonna start using a signature stamp on my art instead of just manually signing each piece so thats interesting i think. it actually looks like the signature in this photo but change the 3 to a 4 and yeah. thats how it looks pretty much. ignore the “see you all in 2024” for now, thats for my instagram because i rarely post there haha

EDIT: reblogs > likes btw :^)

[wooftphr]

going to start posting shit my marine biology teacher says bc shes probably one of the most interesting people ive ever met. i dont even know how to describe it. here are some actual things about her and that ive heard her say:

-her accent is very noticeable, but equally as hard to place. at first, i thought it was bc i had just never heard or clocked it, but it did feel familiar. i just couldn’t figure out where it was from. when someone finally asked her where her accent was from, she told us “i don’t know, i just pick things up from places ive visited and lived.” which is a very long list, and you can hear the influence that every place on it has on her speech.

-“over spring break, im going to climb mount kilamanjaro!”

-the first or second week of school, she told the class that “if you need to reach me this weekend, i wont be able to answer any emails. it’s not that i don’t want to, but ill be deep beneath the earth exploring cave systems so i wont have service.”

—bonus: she shared photos of a strange Bug of some sort, greater than the size of a hand, that she had to crawl around in a very tight cave system when it wouldnt move. she also got covered in ants on this same trip, saying that “only her fingernails were visible”

-“i’ll be out of class next week, i’m going to be in a remote cabin. im planning on getting snowed in and ill be completely cut off from the world”

-“im so close to the treasure i can feel it i bet on a book at an auction and i can smell the answer, i know it has a secret that will help me get closer”

-“i used to have a t-rex jawbone but i had to leave it behind, i couldnt transport it”

-“i want to visit my friend who lives in alaska, but its so remote that i have to take a helicopter and its such a hassle not having any access to the rest or the world”

-“later on in the year, i may have to zoom to teach you all since i applied to be a part of a landmark research voyage and i am one of the final selections.”

-“i watched someone get stung by a stonefish. thankfully he survived but it was nasty stuff”

-“i was stung by several fireworms during a study. it was 2am and there was no one around, so i had to figure out a way to treat myself. for 3 years after, the hospital called ME for fireworm stings”

-she mentioned having more than 1 car, and when a student asked how she could afford multiple cars she told us “im a treasure hunter!” and DID NOT ELABORATE FURTHER!!!!!!!!!

-shes a big one piece fan because shes a treasure hunter, which is crazy because she is also the sort of woman who seems like she has not even a drop of free time she is so busy Doing Cool Shit

-“if you saw my closet, you would think i was a paleontologist”

-she is part of the explorers club, which i didn’t know was a Real Thing. like you see something like that in media and its like “oh thats an antiquity and used to emphasize the eccentricity” but no they have meetings and everything.

-“hong kong’s customs/mail system HATES me. i was the reason for a new law or two haha” its necessary to note that i dont remember this exactly, but i do remember her telling us that there is a government office in asia that has a bias specifically against her. its also necessary to note that she once again, did not elaborate.

-“and NO ONE else wanted to go into the steel cage being circled by a great white!”

-“i had to stop visiting a dolphin i was helping study because it got so excited to see me it caused problems. it kept throwing itself against the glass when it saw me because it was copying all the kids who would tap on the glass i think? it was so sad”

more to come. im obsessed with this woman ngl.

[lorethebookworm]

Making sure Im sending this ask to the right person and not myself So, do you have creative hobbies? (You do, i see it in your description but use this as excuse to ramble about them :)

YOU'RE GIVING AN EXCUSE TO RAMBLE ABOUT MY HOBBIES? yeah no I love you so much it's not even funny I'm printing your profile pic and framing it in my room or something equally normal to do in situations like these

( also "making sure I'm sending this ask to the right person and not myself" that's a crazy thing to say hahaha, who would ever send an ask to themselves? You're so silly haha )

Okay so I have like a bunch of hobbies ? Keeping the voices at bay is a full time job what can I say. The main ones right now are:

- jewelery making, which is my pride and joy, I have SO MUCH fun making dramatic neckleces and earrings and pants chains ( I do everything really, the only thing that can stop me is wire wrapping, that shit is evil and the people who have mastered it have my complete respect ). It gives me something to do with my hands and something to think about 24/7 bc I'm always constantly thinking about what I could make and it's a way to get a little extra money which never hurts honestly. Also sometimes my sweet lovely clients leave nice reviews which literally breathe life into my soul ( lol if this whole thing made you a little curious this is my insta ) ( I don't use it much though ) ALSO one last thing I love about this hobby is that it makes me feel unstoppable kinda (?) Oh your bracelet broke? Give it to me I'll fix it. Oh you bought this necklace but you've just realized now it's too long? I'll shorten it for you. Oh you like this piece of jewellery that you saw on-line? I'll make it for you. Aldkkxkans it's really cool

- making friendship bracelets but also keychains and banners using embroidery thread. The thing that I love about this hobby is that I can easily make my own patterns so if it can be drawn in pixels I can make it. I haven't really had the possibility to make anything lately bc it takes a LOT of time but I don't really mind , the whole process is actually very calming and normally while I knot I listen to music or to a podcast and I'm set

( some of my fave projects bc my dear friend has asked me to yap so yap I shall)

-lettering, which I became obsessed with several years ago and it just stuck. I actually hate that I'm not home right now bc this would be the perfect occasion to show off my desk which I completely covered in pieces of paper with some of my favorite quotes written on them ( at the center there's a bigger piece of paper full of Epic quotes because that is a necessity in my opinion ) ( I know that what I described is kinda weird and chaotic but that's how it is actually lol). The ironic thing about this one is that my actual handwriting is absolute shit, impossible to read , makes people weep, but my fancy handwriting is really cute and nice :)

Examples bc I know that just bc I'm obsessed with something it doesn't mean that everyone knows about it

[please-picturemeintheweeds]

Why do you care what Joe Alwyn thinks?

That’s a good question! I think a big part of it is that instinctual protectiveness about Taylor bc of how many people I’ve seen hurt her. It’s not unlike how your ears perk up if someone is talking about something an ex of your friend said about her. Chalk it up to parasocialism maybe haha I also just am nosy and find it more interesting/light hearted than doomscrolling. I do think I tend to care more than is “normal” to care about a total stranger (so is Taylor), but that’s why I’m here on the special interest website to post and read posts about Taylor swift’s cinematic universe, idk. I don’t ever seek out information about what he thinks, but if I encounter it organically in the swiftie ecosystem I don’t feel the need to pretend I didn’t hear it. Im not really interested in the moral purity contest around being a swiftie. I like gossip and I like chatting with the girlies in my phone about pop culture idk and I like feeling righteously grouchy about loser dudes I guess.

maybe more deeply, I think I care what he thinks because it gives me a window into how this man carries himself, and how his opinions/actions may have effected my girl Taylor and her art. It’s so rare to get insight into how he ticks, so when something comes up, it fleshes out my mental picture of him. For someone who was sooo honorable for not talking shit with their friends, he sure talks a lot of shit!!! If he doesn’t want me to hate him, he shouldn’t keep staying stupid shit about Taylor 🤷🏼‍♀️

I tend to not care at all about his existence/thoughts most of the time, but when he’s blabbing publicly about Taylor, that feels more fair game (I know none of it is actually ethical. in particular the last piece we were discussing which was something someone overheard him saying, and not a consensual quote, I think).