Fusion AU Part III: The Bernelle Bit
Part I: The History | Part II: When Elle Met Berline | Part III: The Bernelle Bit | Part IV: The Triumphant Return of Jackie Frost | Part V: Bad Luck | Part VI: Dream Team | Part VII: The Greatest Thing That’s Yet To Have Happened
e n j o y t h e s u f f e r i n g
(bc bernelle isn’t bernelle without avoidance tactics and running from communicating lmao @lovelypidge I joke i love these shitty elf children and their avoidance tactics)
(Also yes I have 3 more parts planned, GASP. I’m gonna fucking milk fusion AU. I’m having a bit of an issue with order with the last 3 parts but y’know, details, I just want you to know they exist ;D))
Berline and Elle appeared in the middle of town square, just outside of the Workshop. The elves milling about outside hopped back, staring up at the fusion in awe.
“I thought that the elves would be use to a fusion,” Elle murmured.
“Nope,” Berline replied. “Not a lot of them have met me, for starters. Plus, to them fusion is an emergency thing. Seeing me here is probably concerning them. I, uh, probably should’ve taken us right to Santa’s office but to be honest I’m not sure I would fit in there. I’m a bit taller than I remember being.”
“I’ll handle this,” Elle said, Berline placing her down. “Hey guys,” Elle began, addressing the shocked elves. “This is just Berline. They’re here to give something back to Santa that the two of us went to go grab. Everything is okay though! there's no need to worry, okay?” Elle finished, doing her best to project the safe feeling Berline gave her onto the elves closest to her. The elves eased up considerably, looking relieved.
“Berline.”
“Curtis! Always a pleasure,” Berline said dryly.
“What are you doing here?”
“Santa sent us on an errand.”
“Are you going to be here for long?”
“Depends. I have to talk to Santa, and I have yet to meet this one properly as myself. Which means--”
“You have to give him the fusion talk.”
“Yep.”
“Want me to go grab him?”
“That would be nice, yes.”
“Double nice for me, because the sooner I grab him, the sooner I don’t have to deal with you,” he mumbled.
“You flatter me, Curtis.”
“What’s his deal?” Elle asked, as Curtis went to find Santa.
Berline grinned. “I like to bug him. Admittedly a bit more than I should.” Berline squatted, whispering now. “He thinks I’m a bit too much,” they said, laughing.
“You? Hardly,” Elle laughed as well. “I feel like there are plenty of other fusions who are too much.”
“Well, Jackie definitely, though I don’t quite enjoy talking about them. Diteline may be a bit too much at times.” Berline looked thoughtful. “She gets very excited very easily depending on the circumstances...”
“Elle! You’re back! And with--I’m sorry, who is this?”
Santa had shown up, Curtis by his side. They stopped in front of the doors to the Workshop, the balcony putting them at eye level with Berline, who stood up from their squat, clearing their throat.
“I’m Berline. We’ve sort of met, just never quite as myself.”
"Huh?”
“You know that fusion thing Bernard mentioned before we left?” Elle said, joining him on the balcony.
“Yes?”
“You’re looking at them, Santa.”
“So you are the...fusion?” he asked Berline.
“Sure am. Fusion is literally when two fae...fuse, to make one fae.”
“Berline...so you’re Bernard and--?"
“Jacqueline,” Elle supplied.
“Thanks,” Santa replied.
“Yes and no. I’m the physical manifestation of the two combined, but I’m my own person. You following?”
“Mostly. I think.”
“Well, let’s take it step by step,” Berline said, leaning on the railing.
“Alright. So fusion literally means fusion. It’s when two...fae?”
“Yup. Only fae creatures can do it. Specifically Pixies, Elves, Sprites, and Faeries. It’s a very advance magical technique.”
“Used for?”
“Depends on who you ask,” Elle interrupted, noticing Berline looking a tad conflicted. “Faeries are all haughty about it and will only fuse with other faeries, won’t even think about fusing with their cousins. Pixies were neutral but we really don’t know much more from there because they’re gone. Elves see it as a special technique best used in emergencies, and Sprites see it as this real wonderful...thing,” Elle finished, at a loss for words to describe how Jacqueline had described fusion to her. It was just special, she had decided.
“That’s detailed,” Santa said. “I guess you guys ran into the trolls after all then?”
Berline nodded. “Seven of them. They tried to eat Elle, not before she did a number on them herself, of course. I kicked their as--tooshies.” Berline’s blue eye twitched at the censoring.
“We were successful though!” Elle continued. “Check out what Berline has.”
Grinning, Berline reached into the satchel and pulled out the snow globe. “Voila. Perfectly intact and thankfully free of troll stench. Now stop taking it out of the hall. You’ll get your replica to keep to your aesthetic, don’t worry.”
Santa took the globe, grinning. “What a relief! Thanks, Berline. And you too, Elle. I’m glad you didn’t get eaten by trolls.”
“That makes two of us,” Elle added.
“Three, actually,” Berline said. “Technically four but, details. And! I have something else of yours, Santa, that I think you’ll like,” they continued, a very large grin on their face as they reached into the satchel again.
“My toe socks! I thought I’d never see these again!”
“How did you even know they were Santa’s?” Curtis asked, nose wrinkled as Santa grabbed the socks from Berline.
“They’re red and green toe socks with little Santas all over them, how could they not be his? I also found Jacqueline’s sword,” Berline added, pulling a silver double-edged sword out of the satchel. The hilt was inlaid with a few dull sapphires. “The sheath is in here too, somewhere.” They grinned as they pulled it out, placing the sword gently inside its scabbard. “Pretty productive night, I think.”
“Wow,” Santa said, not sure what else to say.
“Same,” Elle agreed.
“Now then! I would love to stay and chat but, ah, I have a replica snow globe to make and a sword to restore. Too bad I can’t be in two places at once,” they winked, hopping onto the balcony. “That was a joke, by the way Curtis. I can actually be in two places at once, that was the joke part.”
Curtis groaned as Berline disappeared in a bright light, Bernard and Jacqueline standing where the fusion just was, both in a bit of a bow, Jacqueline holding the sword.
“I get it now,” Santa said, understanding dawning.
“Well, that was fun,” Jacqueline straightened up, glancing at her knuckles. “Bruises anyway. I hate bruised knuckles. How are yours?”
Bernard glanced at his knuckles. “A little bruised too. Could be worse though. We could all be fae stew right now.”
“And I’ve got my sword back!” Jacqueline said, grinning. “I better get moving, this is going to be a job let me tell you. I’ll be seeing you guys later. I think the two of you,” she continued, gesturing to Bernard and Elle, “have some chatting to do,” she finished with a wink. Before either of the two elves could say anything, Jacqueline disappeared in her usual shower of sparks and snowflakes.
“So, I get the fusion thing,” Santa began. “And I’m glad you got the snow globe back. What I’m not quite sure about is who exactly is Jacqueline?”
Jacqueline had had a good laugh when Elle told her later about Santa forgetting her for the third time. She was also relieved when Elle told her that they had said she was a friend of theirs, and Santa hadn’t pressed.
Elle sipped a hot chocolate on her break, deep in thought about what Berline had said about her and B fusing. They had seemed so sure but since Berline had left, Elle had perhaps unintentionally been avoiding Bernard.
She was a little embarrassed of her jealousy before hand. It had been a day or two and really, she knew she should’ve gone to chat with B but for some odd reason, couldn’t make herself do it.
When you two do fuse–and I know you will–your fusion will be very different from me, Berline had said. And a lot more special.
So that was great to know and all. Elle would have loved to prod Berline for more details. Facing them would be okay. Of course, Berline wasn’t there so it’s not like she could ask them. (In fact, Elle had no idea where Jacqueline was today, and her wintry friend was shit at communication sometimes--this being one of those times--so Berline was out of the question for now, and that was assuming B would have agreed to fuse with Jacquie because did Elle’s reasoning for needing Berline really count as an emergency?) Which meant she would have to talk to B. And facing B? Elle was still a little embarrassed to do that for...a bunch of reasons. Mainly the jealousy thing, and also specifically what Berline had said!
There was nothing left to do but to muster up the courage, get past the self-embarrassment, and talk to B as soon as she could. So, Elle made a split second decision.
“Well, here goes,” she said out loud, topping off her drink and heading out to find him. She didn’t have to look too far because the moment she stepped out of the lounge, she smacked right into Bernard.
“Elle!”
“B! Hi,” Elle said, blushing. “I was just, uh, going to go look for you.”
“That’s crazy because I was doing the exact same thing. I think we need to talk. That is, can we talk? Are you okay to talk? Do you want to talk? Right now?”
“Yeah, sure. That’s what I was going to find you for, actually.”
It was silent for a bit, the two elves standing in the doorway, blushing and staring at eachother. Bernard cleared his throat. “Anyone in there right now?”
“No, it was just me.” With a nod, B gently put his hand on Elle’s back, leading her into the small lounge and closing the door behind them.
“I wanted to--”
“So about--”
They both stopped, staring at each other.
“Oh man, we’re a bit of a mess, aren’t we?” Bernard asked.
“When aren’t we?” Elle sighed.
“Most of the time, I like to think. You go first, Els.”
“I wanted to talk to you about what Berline said,” Elle said really fast, so that it sounded more like iwantedtotalktoyouaboutwhatberlinesaid.
“Right. Me too,” B replied, with a little laugh. “Listen, I’m sorry they were so blunt with you. That’s just how Berline is. Fusions are like that sometimes. Not necessarily open or blunt, of course, but with certain traits more...prominent than others. Jacqueline is a very open sprite, and I may keep my feelings close but I do say them if necessary. So Jacqueline’s open-ness makes me feel a bit more open when we fuse and, well, Berline becomes a very...blunt person. I’m rambling. I said open way too much. Blunt, too.”
“No! It’s okay! I like it! I like when you ramble,” she said with a goofy smile. “And I absolutely love Berline, did I tell you that?”
“Technically yes,” B said, winking.
“Well I’m telling you now, I love Berline. I’m sorry I was jealous about them and you and Jacqueline. I...I don’t know if our fusion would have handled that as well as Berline did.”
“Berline’s been around. They know a thing or two. Listen Elle, I know...I know that Berline said a lot of stuff to you about, you know, us. And they were being truthful! I promise.” He closed his eyes briefly, breathing in. “I would like to fuse with you sometime soon but I don’t want you to feel pressured because of Jacqueline or Berline or even me.”
“B, I don’t feel any pressure. I’m the one who’s been pressuring you to fuse with me! And I’m sorry about that. I think seeing Berline in action kinda put a lot of things into perspective,” Elle said, placing her mug down. “They are their whole own person. Where did you and Jacquie even go?”
“We were there,” B replied, shrugging. “We didn’t go anywhere per se. We both physically became Berline. That’s how that works. It’s, ah, hard to explain,” he said, scratching the back of his head.
“Better to show me?” Elle asked, eyebrow raised, impish grin on her face.
Bernard laughed, grabbing both her hands in his. “Yes. Better to show you. Whenever you are ready.”
“Okay. Thanks, B,” Elle said, hugging him.
“You’re welcome,” B said, hugging her back tightly.
And then suddenly, they were both gone; neither had noticed it happen until they opened their eyes and saw nobody in front of them.
“I--oh,” Bernelle realized (their name the first thought on their mind), looking down at their hands. “Well that was unexpected. I feel like a too soon joke would work real well here.”
They blinked and took a step forward. And then another step. And then they lost their balance and stepped back, landing right on one of the couches.
“This is different. This is hard,” they thought out loud, frowning. “It’s okay. Just take it one step at a time.”
A deep breath. A determined look. They got up again, taking a few steps; Bernelle was finally getting the hang of their new form and realized something very, very important.
They loved themselves.
They loved everything about themselves; Jacqueline would probably say they were super chill, and that’s certainly how they felt. They felt happy. And lovely. And cozy, funnily enough. They were good, and it made sense to Bernelle; after all, they had worked hard for themselves. Everything was more or less fine.
Except for the slowly growing unease in their gut. They were unsettled; something was...unsettling them.
“Are you okay?” B’s voice spoke, Bernelle looking concerned.
“I...I don’t know,” Elle’s voice replied, Bernelle looking frightened now. “This is...oh boy. I don’t think I can--”
They didn’t even have time to figure out what exactly it was before they disappeared, a very confused Bernard and slightly shocked Elle sitting where they had just been.
“Um. Wow,” Elle said. “That was, uh, something.”
“You okay Elle?” B asked, her shocked expression worrying him.
“I--uh, yes, I’m alright. I--you know what, that is definitely a thing we should reserve for emergencies, you were totally right B. Would you look at that time?” she said suddenly, looking at her bare wrist. “I gotta go...do, things. I’ll, uh, catch you around. Later!” And with that, Elle left, as fast as the two of them had fused.
That unsettling feeling came back; Bernard was sure something was wrong, and he was very afraid it may have been him.
Bernard stared at the large french doors before taking a deep breath and knocking repeatedly very loud. The door flung open, a disgruntled half-frozen Jacqueline serving him with an icy look.
“I know the house is big but you only need to knock once, B-Man.”
“Is fusing with me weird?” Bernard blurted out in one breath, startling the sprite.
“I--what?”
“Is fusing with me weird. Is it unsettling? Has Berline been weird this whole time and I never even noticed it because I was the cause for the weirdness?”
“Have you been drinking?”
“No! I...” Bernard sighed, frustrated. “Can we talk?”
“I think we need to talk. You need to chill out. Berline is a badass, and it’s never been weird being Berline with you and I’d like to know where this line of thought came from. Wanna come in or would you prefer to walk?”
“I dunno, I’m a little scatterbrained.”
“I noticed.” She pushed the door open, moving to the side and gesturing him in. “Let’s pack some cocoa and go for a stroll then, B-Man, and you can tell me all about what’s got you in such a huff.”
“You were right,” Bernard said, walking in and following the sprite to the kitchen. “That’s what’s got me in such a huff.”
“Right about what?”
“How deep of a connection and special of a thing fusion is.”
“I’d be grinning more, but I sense that this isn’t really a good thing right now.”
“Yes and no,” Bernard said, leaning against one of the walls of the yellow kitchen as Jacqueline dug around the cupboards for a thermos and two mugs. The hot chocolate was fresh, and not instant (he could tell by the smell)--the best kind of hot chocolate. “I guess I’ve always seen it as a deep bond, but never really realized it until now.”
“You fused with Elle,” Jacqueline said, realization dawning. “Holy snowballs, everything makes sense now! For the most part, that is. I thought fusing would be helpful for the two of you, and y’know, good.” Running a hand through her hair (freezing it properly in the process), she headed towards the backyard doors. “Instead, you’re having a meltdown on my front porch.”
“We’re in your kitchen, actually.”
“And now we’re in my backyard. Let’s walk, B, and you tell me about what happened.”
So they walked through the backyard, toward the Northern River, and Bernard told her what had happened. He told her how they had talked, then found themselves fused. He told her how great it felt to be Bernelle; how confident and happy they were.
“Bernelle sounds like the chillest dude ever,” Jacqueline remarked, stopping as they approached the river bank.
“That’s what they thought, too. But then something weird happened.” He took a seat beside Jacqueline, taking the mug of hot chocolate she offered him with a mumbled thanks. “There was this feeling of unease. I didn’t know why, so I asked Elle if she was okay and then...”
“And then I guess you defused, because of that unsettling feeling. What happened after that? Did Elle explain?”
“No, she didn’t.”
“Did you ask?”
“Of course! I asked if she was okay and she said that fusion was something and definitely something for emergencies then she looked at her wrong wrist, said she was late for a “thing” and left very fast.”
“That’s so Elle” Jacqueline mussed. “Did you go after her?”
“No. I got the sense she needed space and then wondered what it was that made her do that and thought what if it was me?” He got up and started pacing, Jacqueline watching him go back and forth.
“That’s so Bernard.”
“All she said was that she didn't think she could,” Bernard said, ignoring Jacqueline’s comment (for the most part).
“Could what?”
“She didn’t say! And I didn’t ask,” Bernard said, face palming. “I tried, but she left and...”
“And your crippling self-doubt kicked in and now here you are.”
“Yes and no. It kicked in slowly over a day or two.”
“Uh oh.”
“I spent the first day trying to figure what it was that unsettled her because everything felt fine to me, it felt great! I didn’t understand what it was and that’s when I realized, holy tinsel, it’s me, I’m the problem.”
“Awwh, Bernard...”
“I couldn’t figure it out! And She’s been scarce since--”
“--as Elle do--”
“--so my mind has been running, Jacqueline. She was so enthusiastic about fusing and now she’s suddenly approaching it with typical Elf thought. Did I do something wrong? Was it bad for her? What if she saw something in me that she didn’t like, or that scared her?”
“Holy fuck Bernard,” Jacqueline swore, her face shocked.
“You swore! This is real bad.”
“I’m surprised the source let me get away with that. Listen, you need to take a breather, okay? Just breath in...and hold it...and out...okay, good. Calm that big brain of yours down, my elf,” she finished, getting up and patting his head, stopping him in his tracks.
“Don’t do that.”
“That’s better, that’s the B-Man I know!”
“That’s why I came over,” he said, a tad calmer, face to face with the sprite. “I thought, well, who could possibly answer these questions for me since Elle is being Elle? And my first thought was you could, because you’re the only other person I have ever fused with.”
“Then trust me when I say this, B. There is nothing wrong with you. Fusing with you is not weird, and there’s nothing bad or “dark” in you, you blizzard brain. I’ve known you all my life,” she said, squishing his face. “There is nothing wrong with you. Got that?”
Bernard nodded. “Can you let go of my face now?”
“Yeah, sure.” she let go, returning to her seat and topping off the mugs, passing the now seated Bernard a fresh cup. “In regards to Berline, by the way, if anything would make them feel unsettled I would assume it would be me and my very deep dark fears.”
Bernard snorted. “Jacqueline, I’ve watched you grow up. Your fears are justified and perfectly understandable, all things considered. Why would they make me unsettled?”
“Exactly,” Jacqueline said. “So why would you make Elle unsettled? After all the work the two of you did just to be together, and the way you guys are together, why would she be afraid of you?”
“I...okay, I see your point.”
Jacqueline smiled. “Good.”
“I guess I’d have to talk to her to really figure it out. But talking to you has been very reassuring. Thank you, Jacqueline.”
“It’s the least I could do, considering how many times I’ve had to go talk to you throughout my entire life.”
Bernard smiled. “Yeah, I guess so. The problem now is talking to Elle. I don’t want to hound her to try to talk when she doesn’t feel like talking, you know? I want to talk to her when she’s ready to talk about what exactly it was that upset her.”
Jacqueline nodded. “Noble of you, B-Man. Do you want me to talk to her?”
“Would you? It would be a lot easier if I had a sense of what she was thinking. She’s been keeping her thoughts close and I don’t want to disrespect her by intruding.”
“Absolutely, considering she just reached out to me and asked to talk. I better get going,” Jacqueline said, capping the thermos and getting up, stretching. “You all good now, or do you want to talk more? I haven’t made a solid plan with the kid yet.”
Bernard got up, thoughtful. “No, I think I’m okay now.”
“Good. If you aren’t though, you know where to find me, for the most part. Oh and B-Man, one more thing.”
“Yeah?”
“If your new take on fusion makes Berline weird, I will end you.”
Bernard laughed. “I don’t doubt that for a second. Don’t worry though, I promise I won’t make anything weird, Berline wise.”
“Good. Now let’s get back so you can get going and we can see what Elle’s thoughts are on this whole thing.”
“Sounds good,” B said, getting up and following Jacqueline back up into the forest, towards the backyard of Frost Manor.
Are you busy? Elle had blurted out suddenly, towards the consciousness that was her snowy friend. The immediate reply was shocking.
I’m finishing up with something that came up. Why do you ask?
We need to talk.
There was a brief silence before she got a reply. Am I in trouble?
Elle didn’t really know how to answer it. Maybe, she shot back, scowling at her work. Can you come down to see me?
...depends. It’s a little too close to late November for my liking.
Elle was briefly confused before she realized what Jacquie meant. He’s not around, I promise.
I’ll be there just before dinner then. Tell me if anything changes?
Whether that meant if something came up for Elle, or if another particularly snowy (though Elle would call him more icy, really) persona made an appearance, Elle wasn’t sure. Either way though, she would warn her friend.
Yeah, sure snow buddy.
Cool, I’ll see you in a bit.
Jacqueline went silent, leaving Elle to her own distressed thoughts for the rest of the day. She was relieved when 5 o’clock rolled around and Jacqueline appeared in her flat, right on the softest of her couches.
“Hey Elle, how’s it going,” Jacqueline asked, drawing out the "o".
“Horrible,” Elle blurted, plopping down beside her friend on the couch.
“I had a feeling that would be the answer.” Jacqueline scooted closer, legs folded, and grabbed the nearest throw, bundling. “Well I’m cozy, let’s hear what’s got your mind in such a mess.” She grabbed another throw and tossed it on Elle.
“Bernard and I fused and it was...” she searched for the word.
“Different?”
“No.”
“Not what you expected?”
“Closer.”
“Overwhelming?” Jacqueline asked.
“I think a good word would be...enlightening?”
“Well that’s good!”
“But also terrifying.”
“That’s less good. Was it bad then?”
“No! It was great. Holy heck the confidence? And the love? It was all...great,” she said, smiling softly. “The thing is, it was a lot more than I expected it to be and. I didn’t realize when you said that the fusion knows everything each counterpart knows, all of the thoughts and feelings of each other, everything, that it was literally everything!”
“Was that verbatim?”
“I have a really good memory, Jacqueline.”
“Dang.”
“That’s what made it so terrifying. At first, it was so cool, but then I realized that I knew everything he was thinking and feeling, which meant that he knew everything I was thinking and feeling!”
“I would’ve assumed with your telepathy and all that it wouldn’t have been that big of a deal. You’ve thrown me here, kid.”
“With telepathy, I can hear other people’s thoughts if they want me to. With fusion, I can hear the thoughts and feelings whether the other person I’m fusing with wants me to, or not. And on top of that, they can hear my thoughts too! And feelings! Whether I want them to...or not.”
“Ah,” Jacqueline said, understanding dawning. “I get it now. It’s out of you depth, the extent at which the connection with fusion goes.”
“What?”
“Sorry, bad word choice. Um...the fusion connection is deeper than your mental connections even are, is what I was trying to say.”
“Yes! It is! It’s like... I can’t control what’s coming out and that’s super worrying, Jacquie. What if...what if there’s something I’ve been holding back, and it slips out, and it’s a bad thing? I dunno Jacquie...you’re the fusion expert, what should I do? How do you deal with that part of fusion?”
“I’ll add that to the list under Queen of Subtlety and Shitty Winter Child and what did you call me the other day? a Frosty Bagel?”
Elle laughed. “Yup.”
Jacqueline rolled her eyes, smiling nonetheless. “What have you done about it so far? Let’s start there.”
“Well...not much, I guess. B asked me what was wrong but I honestly had no answer. I was just...terrified. Trying to make sense of what had just happened. So I...I left as quick as I possibly could and spent the past two days avoiding B and also overthinking like you wouldn’t believe.”
“Oh, I believe it.”
“I’m not in control when we fuse and I don’t like it! I don’t like not being in control of my own mind.”
“I know, kiddo. I know,” Jacquie said softly, squeezing her shoulder. Elle shot her a grateful smile. “The thing is, with fusion...it’s not like it’s a giant jaeger where you control one side and B controls the other side.”
“Is that not exactly what it is?”
“Not quite. It’s more like the drift than the actual jaeger itself. That is, if the drift became a person.”
Elle paused. “I think I see what you’re saying.”
“When you are part of a fusion, you don’t have control. Nor does your fusion partner. Your fusion has control. You become one person. You catch my drift?”
“Did you actually just pun?”
“Shit, I didn’t even notice. I’m turning into Blaise, good grief.”
Elle laughed, leaning her head on Jacqueline’s shoulder. She sighed. “What do you think I should do, then?”
“I think you should just trust B-Man. Trust yourself, and most importantly, trust your fusion."
“Their name is Bernelle.”
“That sounds cozy, I love it.”
“Me too,” Elle replied, smiling.
“You need to just let Bernelle be.”
“You’ll need to elaborate, pal.”
Jacqueline looked thoughtful for a moment. “Trust Bernelle. Let Bernelle be Bernelle! They’re not Bernard, and they’re not Elle. They’re an experience that the both of you create. Make sure it’s a good one, Elle.”
Jacqueline thought her chat with both Elle and Bernard had been very helpful, and that they would talk it out and realize that they both were fearing the same things. She knew that the moment they did that, it would clear up a lot for the both of them and Bernelle could once again appear.
Jacqueline, however, had forgotten that this was Elle and Bernard she was talking about.
That’s why, one or two days later, she found herself quite literally ghosting the two of them in the Workshop. She was carefully guarding her thoughts from Elle as she watched from a distance, invisible some of the time or coating a window in a lovely layer of frost the rest of the time. Elle had stopped avoiding Bernard, which was good. And it looked like he had stopped overthinking and was simply waiting.
That was the problem, Jacqueline found. They were both waiting. And Jacqueline could guess exactly why, seeing as how she liked to think these two elven dorks were her best friends and that by this logic, she knew them both fairly well.
Bernard was waiting for Elle to be ready to talk; he didn’t want to push her. Elle was waiting for him to start, as she was feeling a little out of her depth and didn't want to push him.
Of course Jacqueline had thought of appearing and shoving them together and shouting “TALK” really loudly, but that would cause a scene that both elves would not appreciate. Elves, Jacqueline thought, sighing quietly. So what could she do? She wasn’t an expert in the fusion department, especially a case as special as Bernard and Elle’s. She wasn’t a love expert!
But she knew somebody who was.
With a grin, Jacqueline poofed out of the Workshop silently and reappeared outside the Dome, where she took off up into the clouds.
It was chilly up in the Pantheon, as the Roman gods and goddesses referred to their cloudy home (despite contrary belief, they did not reside on Olympus as the Greek deities did and, well, they never got along well enough to occupy the same space, especially with how much their cultures differed). Jacqueline didn’t mind it; she never did, the few times she actually trekked up to the Pantheon.
Finding Cupid’s villa was always a bit of a hassle, especially when she wanted to avoid the other deities that may be roaming around the suspended streets (which was usually the case). Dealing with Cupid would be enough.
She ducked down beneath the clouds, finding the one shaped like a heart to confirm that she had gotten to the right villa. The moment she saw it, she zoomed through the clouds and stood on the front step, knocking as loud and hard as she could.
“Any louder,” a familiar grumpy voice said, Jacqueline nearly groaning as Cupid appeared in the doorway, a little surprised. “Jacqueline?”
“Hi Cupid,” she said, briefly waving before realizing that was silly and putting her hands behind her back. “Is, uh, Dite home? I need to talk to her about a thing.”
Cupid looked relived. “Yeah, of course, C’mon in, Miss Frost.”
“Thanks,” Jacqueline said, following him in. Immediately a group of cherubs swarmed him, all talking at once. “Where can I find her? You seem busy here, I don’t want to distract you or anything.”
“Second room to the left,” Cupid said, zooming off into the atrium, bickering with the cherubs.
“Thanks!” she shouted back, making her way to the room. “Knock-knock,” she said quietly.
“Jacqueline!” Dite said, sitting up quickly.
“Were you on the floor?”
“Yes.”
“Why?”
“My wings were being stubborn,” she said, her feathers rumpled. “The chaise was not comfortable for us today.” She ruffled her wings and sat on the edge, making sure that they weren’t touching the back of the lounge at all. “You look distraught. What’s wrong? Is it a love problem?” she asked, grinning, her wings fluttering excitedly.
“It is! But not with me,” Jacqueline said, sitting beside her friend. “It’s with Bernard and Elle.”
“What? I thought that was going well!”
“It is! Well. For the most part. Long story or short story?”
“Hmm...” the blonde looked thoughtful for a moment. “Let’s hear a summary, then give me all the deets,” she said, scooting closer and grabbing Jacqueline’s hands.
“Elle and B fused after a lot of talking about it and some solid advice from Berline and it did not go as well as it could of.”
“Okay, wow, that’s definitely a problem. Though I don't quite understand why you're here. I can’t fuse myself; I’m not fae, I’m a celestial.”
“Right, but you and I have fused a few times.”
“I don’t think that qualifies me as an expert.”
“Maybe not, but you are a love expert. Here’s the jist of it,” Jacqueline said, launching into her tale. Dite listened intently as Jacqueline told her about Elle and Berline’s conversation, what Jacqueline had learnt from both elves had transpired when they formed Bernelle. She paid doubly close attention to the advice Jacqueline had given them, already beginning to see the problem the two were having.
“That was stellar advice,” Dite interrupted.
“I know! That’s when I realized it was fast getting into love territory, to be honest. It seems straightforward to me--they just need to talk. But they just...aren’t! They’re not avoiding each other anymore which is great, but they also aren’t talking about the Bernelle thing, you know? I don’t want to force them to talk so I’m at a loss and that’s why I came here.”
“I don’t think we need to force them,” Dite said, deciding immediately that she was going to fix this right now. “I think they just need some outside perspective...maybe a nudge in the right direction. If someone else starts the discussion, then neither has to worry about making the first move. Hmm...” Dite rubbed her chin thoughtfully. “You’ve convinced me Jacqueline, I’m going to go talk to them.”
“I've done what now? You’re going to talk to them?”
Dite stood up, her wings already unfurled in anticipation. “Of course. This is driving you nutty, Jacqueline, and they can’t say no when a love goddess goes to them and suggests that they talk.”
“You’ll help them? You'd really do that for me?” Jacqueline asked, standing up.
“Yes! Of course!”
“Oh, thank you so much Dite, they’ve been driving me up the wall,” Jacqueline threw her arms around the goddess, a very big grin on her face.
Dite laughed, “You’re very welcome,” she said, hugging back tightly. There was a very bright lilac light suddenly and both girls disappeared, leaving one rather large winged fusion in their place.
“Alright, looks like we’re doing this together,” she said, grinning. With an experimental flap of her wings, she flew off, her sights set on the North Pole.
The Workshop doors burst open, a large gust of wind ruffling the robes of the very large figure in the doorway. A few elves went flying.
“Oh dear, I’m so sorry,” she said, catching the elves before they hit the ground. “I forget how fast I fly.”
“For the love of tinsel,” Curtis said, righting himself up. “Another one?”
“There’s another fusion floating around? Oh, is it Bernelle? I need to talk to them! It's important!”
“No! You’re the only fusion floating around. I've just seen way too many of you this month alone. It’s a good thing the ceiling is so high,” Curtis mumbled as an afterthought. "I don't think fusions would fit in the Elfirmiry."
“High ceilings really are lovely! It gives the impression of crazy amounts of space, makes it breathable, and makes it less claustrophobic."
“Okay...who exactly are you?”
The fusion stood up to her full height, her curly ponytail bobbing a bit. “My name is Diteline and it is very important that I talk to your two head elves right now immediately,” she said.
“Are they in trouble?” asked another elf.
“They will be if I don’t talk to them.”
“What about?”
“It’s a matter of love! And my sanity.”
“What’s the panic--oh my.”
“Elle! That’s one of you! Hi!”
“You’re huge!”
“Thank you!” she grinned. “You are so tiny and fragile compared to me. Holy snowballs I did not realize how HUGE I am! I could crush you,” she said, as if the realization that she could in fact destroy Elle very easily was an unexpected plot twist in your favourite book that shook you to your core, making you stop for ten minutes to stare blankly and think ‘what on earth just happened’.
“Are you okay?”
“I worry about small groups of people a lot. Humans, elves, tiny woodland creatures...” she ticked each off on her fingers as she listed them.
“O...kay,” Elle paused. “I’m sorry, who are you?”
“Diteline! And I need to talk to--”
“We know!” Curtis shouted. “You need to talk to Elle and Bernard right now immediately.”
“Yes! Thank you! What a nice boy,” she said, patting his head.
“Boy? I have glasses older than you!”
“No you don’t,” Diteline said, glaring at him. “I’m old as heck.” she cleared her throat and knelt down, sitting on her knees and staring at Elle closely. “Do you and Bernard have some time on your hands? The sooner I grab you two, the sooner we can get outside and the elves can stop panicking.”
“I’ll take care of that now,” Elle said, beginning to project calm feelings as best as she could--Diteline had thrown her off completely.
“Back to work, elves,” Bernard said, entering the room and quickly noticing Diteline in the middle of the doorway. “There’s no emergency, Diteline just likes to...”
“Help young lovers in need,” she supplied. The elves around them giggled, rushing back to work after noticing Bernard’s glare. He marched over to the girls, craning his neck and glaring at Diteline.
“What are you doing here?” he whisper yelled. “You know how the elves get around fusions.”
“Okay well this is a bit of an emergency,” Diteline said. "And judging by the giggling children, one that we definitely need to resolve right now!"
“This is Jacqueline and Dite’s fusion, Diteline,” Bernard began, answering Elle’s silent question. “I’m assuming she’s here because Jacqueline went to talk to Dite and Dite, of course, decided to pay us a visit,” he said, rubbing his temples. "And I guess sometime between there and here, they fused. And you know full well they are elves, Diteline. Not children."
“Well yes, once Jacqueline told Dite about the two of you still avoiding each other after that beautiful advice she gave, I couldn’t not come see you guys.” her face fell and she looked genuinely hurt. “You two are so sweet together and it kills me to know that you aren’t talking about something as big as fusion!”
“I was waiting on Bernard!” Elle said. “I didn’t want to just bring it up out of the blue since, y’know, that’s all I’ve been doing for a good portion of the year.”
“I was...I was waiting on you,” Bernard said, his annoyance with the fusion in front of them gone. “I didn’t want to talk if you weren’t ready.”
“This is going better than I expected,” Diteline said.
“What were you expecting?” Bernard asked dryly.
“A lot of silence. I thought I would have to hurtle through the Workshop, find the two of you, grab you both in my fists and take you somewhere nice for a teary confession that results in hugs and maybe kisses and a closer bond and my heart not breaking at the thought of the two of you not talking because of something as lovely as this!” She said, gesturing to herself. “I mean fusion, by the way. I’m lovely but I am referring to fusion.”
“I think I understand what Berline said about Diteline being too much at times,” Elle said.
“I’m a helpless romantic, what can I say,” Diteline replied. “I suppose the two of you are ready to talk to each other then?”
“Are you?” Bernard asked.
“I was about to ask you,” Elle replied.
“That’s a yes!” Diteline said, grabbing the two elves in her hands and bringing them up to her face. “Let’s go somewhere a little less busy?”
“Yeah, I think you’ve done enough damage here,” Bernard said.
“I’m just trying to help!”
“We know this,” Elle said, gently patting her wrist. “And we appreciate it. Maybe knock next time? Or give me a heads up?”
“I was in a rush,” Diteline said, blushing. “The thought did not occur to me, and yes, I know how ironic that is,” she smiled. “Now do you two want to stay in the Pole? Or is it okay if we go somewhere with more room? I don’t want to squish anyone accidentally that would be awful! Like crushing a snail,” she said, paling considerably and looking close to tears. “You are all so tiny.”
“Yes, it’s fine if we go somewhere else. Please don’t cry, you won’t squish any snails here, I promise. Or Elves,” Bernard said.
"Okay, alright." She took a breather, composing herself once more. "Let's go make love happen! I know the perfect place to talk! To avoid squishing these children--Elves, sorry, but they look like kids! Especially to me! I'm huge!--we'll just pop on over there quickly. Hang on tight, I don't normally teleport, let alone with multiple people, so this may be a bit bumpy!"
And before either elf could protest, Diteline disappeared in a burst of lilac sparks.
Much to the relief of all three of them, they arrived at Diteline’s perfect place all in one piece. She knelt down once more, placing the elves down gently and folding her hands in her lap, smoothing over her lilac dress. Or robes; it was a weird cross between Dite’s stola and Jacqueline's dress and Diteline wasn’t sure what exactly to call it.
"This is a beautiful place," Elle said, looking around. The grass was dark and soft, fireflies floating up and down gently. Crickets sung in the dusk, a light breeze gently moving the branches of the flowered trees around them. "Where are we?"
"We're at the Springs, of course! The temperature around the entirety of the Springs keeps everything around us lush and soft and lovely. It's a very nice area. Dare I say it, even a little bit romantic. I picnic here all the time during the day!"
"Do you now?" Elle asked, a knowing smile on her face.
The fusion blushed. "You stop that, Ellington. Now then, take a seat, make yourselves comfortable. Let's talk."
"I--"
"Listen--"
Diteline giggled, the two elves once again cutting themselves off. Bernard smiled sheepishly; Elle sighed. "This again."
"We're a mess," Bernard said, smiling.
"But when aren't we?" Elle replied, smiling as well. "I know, most of the time we aren't."
"I like to think so. And you should too. I'm...sorry about what happened. I should've talked to you after I talked to Jacqueline but I didn't want to push you."
"I didn't want to push you, either," Elle said. "Otherwise I would have gone to talk to you after I talked to Jacqueline. I can't believe we both did that."
"I can't either," Diteline said, in a very Jacquie way. She was staring intently at her hands, threading some nearby flowers together. "Oh please, don't mind me; I'm trying to distract myself so I don't mess up your talk."
"That's very considerate," Bernard said.
"I try," she replied.
"Right," he said, sarcastically, thinking back to her sudden appearance at the workshop. Elle laughed. "Listen Elle, I'm sorry that that happened the way it did. And I'm sorry that it freaked you out."
"Don't apologize, B. I'm the one who's sorry. I was pushing it and when it happened, I freaked out. I just...I didn't expect the bond to be as deep as it was. I could see all of your thoughts and feelings and everything, and you mine...whether I wanted to or not. It was strange to not be in control of my own thoughts. Terrifying, even. that's why I left as suddenly as I did. It scared me and all I could think was what if you saw something bad in me? What if I was trying to hide something, and it slipped out? I panicked."
Bernard laughed. "Elle. I could never see anything bad in you. I love you! I chased you across a whole other timeline! We've been through a lot and if that didn't stop me, then something bad about you wouldn't deter me from being with you."
"Really?"
"We've been through this much and made it this far together so yeah, really. I can't believe we were thinking the same thing. I thought that maybe you had seen something bad in me!"
"Something bad? In you? Oh, please. You're probably one of the nicest people I know, B. I could never see something bad in you! I love you!"
There was a brief silence before the giggles started. Soon, both Elle and B were laughing very hard.
"I honestly cannot believe how perfect for each other the two of you are," Diteline said, smiling as the laughter subsided.
"That makes two of us," Bernard said.
"Three, even," Elle added.
"I would never disrespect your thoughts or feelings, Elle. I want you to know that, and remember that. Fusion or no."
Elle smiled. Reaching over, she hugged B. “Thank you,” she said.
He pulled her close, squeezing her tightly. “You’re welcome, Elle.”
What happened next happened very fast. There was a bright light as the two elves disappeared. Diteline screamed and jumped up, wings fluttering excitedly. Finally the light died down and Bernelle sat on the ground, blinking slowly.
“You guys DID IT!” Diteline shouted, now hovering. She plopped the flower crown she had made on their head. It was a funny sight, considering Bernard’s beret was taking up residence on their head.
“We did? We did. I’m back!” Bernelle grinned.
“And how are you feeling?”
“Not uneasy!”
“I’m so excited I’m gonna fall apart, I’m so happy you’re here!” Diteline squealed, hugging the fusion tightly.
“Thanks Diteline but could you put me down, I can’t breath.”
“Oh, I am so sorry! Look at that, even fused you are still so small. I’ll have to watch my strength around you! Oh, isn’t this delightful? I really am gonna fall apart!”
Bernelle lay back in the grass, eyes closed and content. “I’m here.” they said.
“Now you just gotta get use to being here,” Diteline said quietly, faintly glowing.
“You weren’t joking about falling apart!”
“I’m barely keeping it together, I’m just so happy for you two! You should take a vacation, by the way. Stay here at the Springs! Explore! Get use to existing! It would do wonders for your stress you know.”
Bernelle looked thoughtful. “Hmm. Part of me likes that idea, another part of me is low key concerned about that idea. Every time I leave the Workshop, something nutty always happens.”
“Think about it,” Diteline said. “I think it’ll be perfect. Just like you two,” she finished, booping their nose and winking before disappearing in a bright light. In her place now hovered Dite, a grin so wide on her face that Bernelle was seriously concerned about it splitting open. She held Jacqueline bridal style in her arms and was, in fact, screaming, Bernelle realized.
“You two did it! Look at you I am so excited Jacqueline, look!” Dite said throwing her up in the air and catching her.
“I’m looking! I see! Nice to meet you, Bernelle,” Jacqueline winked, now being hugged very tight by a still squealing Dite.
“Thanks for your help, Jacquie,” Bernelle said, smiling. “I’m not sure I’d be here if you hadn’t listened to both parts of me.
“It’s what I do! Best friend privileges and all,” she winked, still being hugged tightly by a very excited Dite.
“Is she gonna be okay?”
“Just give her a moment.”
Finally Dite calmed down, still smiling very big. “You two really are one of our best matches,” Dite said. “I’m glad you worked it out. I need to celebrate. We need to celebrate Jacqueline, do you wanna get ice cream?”
“When do I not?”
“What about you, Bernelle?”
“I think I’m gonna stick around here and do some thinking. About that whole vacation thing. I mean, it could be a real great thing for me, you’re both right.”
“Suit yourself,” Jacqueline shrugged. “I’ll eat enough ice cream for the two of us.”
Bernelle laughed, waving at the sprite and the goddess as they flew away, Dite dragging Jacqueline by the arm.
They listened to the crickets and lay in silence for a while, the far off rushing of water from the springs reaching their ears as they thought about what Diteline had said.
“A vacation...hmmm...”
It only took a little convincing on Elle’s part once the two got back to the Workshop a few hours later, the realization of how long they had been gone causing them to defuse and rush back. Santa gave them the all clear and, leaving Curtis in charge (after much deliberation, all things considered), the two set off for Crystal Springs, where Bernelle got to get their own celebratory ice cream.
It was a nice vacation, seeing the sights and just being together. Diteline was right; it really did do wonders for their stress levels. Everything was going fine until Christmas Eve, when Bernelle felt a shiver run down their back and a shift as if something...odd had just transpired.
That’s when Judy had appeared with the news and Bernelle nearly fell apart out of surprise.
Someone had used the Escape Clause; and it wasn’t Santa.
(BERNELLE LIVES! That’s the alternate title for Fusion AU part 3! Thanks again to the Ana bean for reading over the bernelle bits to make sure it all works well!!! I’m happy I got to unleash Dite on everyone, AND Jacqueline acting her age, AND DITELINE!!! Isn’t she lovely? Anyway please let me know what you thought I live for feedback!
Up next: The Triumphant Return of Jackie Frost, Fusion AU Pt. IV >:D)
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