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#because this is what all MUA’s think about when their shop is quiet
emmyrosee · 2 years
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At work, thinking about the beefiest boys in haikyuu, here’s my compiled list. In no order, but Osamu’s first bc we’re married
1.) osamu miya, biggest thickest boy in the game. Could crush you with one thunder thigh. Works out 23/6.5, only stops to eat food and kiss you. Has, in fact, bench-pressed you once as a point, threatens to do it again when you get sassy. 100/10, my factual husband.
2.) Bokuto, hunkiest himbo with an absolute mammoth of a body. Has absolutely no issue with lifting you up and onto his shoulders at any given time, even in stores to reach something. He pouts as he gets yelled at by the employees, but smiles when you tell him you had fun. Only slightly pouty bc he works all that beef off in practice and knows how much you love it.
3.) Ushijima. Boy could swallow you like an anaconda. Will suffocate you in his chest and pecs if you ask him for a hug. Likes laying on top of you like a big lap dog and you don’t mind seeing the gates of heaven as he does. He’s so pretty. God I’m in love with him. 10/10 man.
4.) Iwaizumi, the OG hunk with the dump truck. Literally so big he, in fact, has to turn adjust his seat in every car he’s ever been in. His shirts absolutely devour your frame, and it drives him wild to see you in them. Will not take you when he goes clothes shopping because the way he wants to Hulk out of everything he tries on makes you froth.
5.) Sakusa. I swear to gOD THAT MAN IS BIG. Whole Instagram explore page is people doing deadlifts and recipes for protein snacks. Palms volleyballs just. Causally. Like anyone can do it. Can cup your hands in his paws effortlessly, and when you annoy him, he just lays his palm on your face with a faux-soothing “shhhh…” like that’s a big man. Picks you up causally, either to move you to bed, put you in his lap, or just to make you shriek. Gives you his workout shorts to wear as pajamas, and absolutely laughs when you put them on, and they comically pool around your ankles. He’s big.
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runa-falls · 1 year
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Hi bb 🙇‍♀️ if I may join your shipping game requests …
I’m 5’3, got a blonde streak in my otherwise dark hair, and I love makeup (MUA problems). I always have my nails done, love being sarcastic when I’m comfortable with people but usually am quiet and polite if I’m first meeting you, and sometimes have really bad anxiety lmao. Love languages are probably words of affirmation and gifts, obviously if I could I’d say all of them but top two for sure. Ummmm I’m blanking on anything else but I think I’m like really funny low key and people don’t expect me to be what I am based on what I look like 😅🌚
Which Oscar boy is mine ❤️❤️❤️
HI MONA :) you get our baby: steven 🥺
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look, i cannot even begin to express how down bad this man would be for you 🫠 he thinks you're the coolest the person he's ever met. even if you weren't together, he'd long to just be your friend 😭
i feel you'd be more extroverted around steven when you first meet him because he's just so 😳😅🥺 around you, he'd literally be stuttering over his words, almost choking on his own voice.
even when you're dating he gets nervous around you. he tries his best to impress you, though he usually fails miserably like a looney toons character lol.
NOT TO BE NSFW (BUT TO TOTALLY BE NSFW):
steven is obsessed with a few things you've mentioned --
NSFW: he MELTS when you leave lipstick stains all over his body
on his face, along his neck, his chest, at the base of his cock. he loves it when you mark him as yours. he could literally cum just from seeing the marks in the reflection of the mirror (and he has 😭 bro needs help)
SFW: he lets you practice makeup looks on him.
he sits so patiently as you blend his foundation (you had to get a tester size for his skin tone) and do his eye shadow. you made him learn how to curl his own lashes (though he doesn't really need to with how long they are) so you don't accidentally pinch him.
NSFW: dude gets hard just looking at your nails (HE'S A SLUT)
ever since you've shown him the 'benefits' of long nails (including, but not limited to: claw marks on his back/chest, your hand wrapping around him so prettily, and your nails running against his scalp when he goes down on you), he's had a fixation on your perfectly manicured hands.
SFW: love languages
steven hasn't known much of life besides his constant loneliness from his inability to maintain a normal life and the usual berating from his boss, coworkers, etc.
so when you come in, all soft and affectionate with supportive and loving words he feels like he's gonna cry 🥺 and WHEN YOU GET HIM A THOUGHTFUL GIFT 😀 dude literally cannot compute, it's affection he's never experiences before. so of course he returns the sentiment 10 fold.
he can't stop telling you how beautiful you are, how you're his world, how he's the luckiest guy in london -- no, the world -- NO, THE UNIVERSE *keeps thinking about what's bigger than the universe bc he doesn't want to minimize his love for you*
he buys you little things that remind him of you whenever he's out (mostly from the gift shop bc that's where he is whenver he's not with you) like a cute matching mummy and sarcophagus keychain
NSFW: some things cannot be said in the bedroom
unless you want him to finish there and then.
steven is sensitive, so when he's already feeling really good, adding affirmative words takes him off the edge. he can't help it, you're just so sweet and it's all just too good to be true.
OK THAT's IT I DON"T WNNA GET TOO FAR
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makeupbychio · 4 years
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to our baby // C.H
Pairing : Calum Hood x Female Reader.
Words : 7.9k
Summary : You’re a makeup artist from Brazil, and by accident you met Calum on Christmas Eve in a Uber. The question is whose Uber was it? Yours or his? but one thing is for sure, he believes in soulmates. A glimpse of your pregnancy in a video.
Warnings : Fluff, fluff and fluff. Angst, mentions of miscarriage and blood. 
Inspired by : Kylie Jenner’s pregnancy video. I don’t know if you like Kylie but Stormi is the real goat. Classic rom com movies. Love for Brazil and the family that I have there. Blue music video by Beyoncé. Kehlani’s pregnancy. Baby fever.
a/n : hi babies, so I love dad!sos more than myself. I poured my heart on this one and hope you like it. Feedback is more than welcome and love y’all. Happy reading. Also this give me such rich vibes because, duh, successful parents. Also I did the moodboard and it’s the first time I did one.
2 months
Your best friend Natali decided to start recording this moment, and that’s how your video starts with a soft piano melody that Calum created for the entire video.
“Are you recording this?” you said looking at your bestie’s phone.
“Yeah, cause’ it is official” your bestie said pointing at the doctor’s monitor. A little peanut of 7 weeks growing inside you. Your doctor is rubbing that cold gel in your belly and your eyes are looking at the monitor with bright, shiny, sparkly eyes but inside you are afraid too. “Hi baby, this is your mommy”.
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3 days ago…
You’re in a cafe with your best friend, it’s almost night time when you decided to go for a cup of hot chocolate and a good slice of cake that you’d been craving the whole week. Calum, your boyfriend is on press tour promoting the last two singles so you’d been hanging out with your best friend.
Once you’re walking back to your place, suddenly you started to feel like crap and disgusted by the smell of coffee that a stranger was drinking and passed by you. Your best friend noticed when you gagged and told you to hold on till the next shop.
“Hi Marcela!” your bestie said to the cashier of the shop. You should have say hi too but you ran to the bathroom. “Sorry, she ate something” she said waiting for you in the other side of the door. Once you were done you were still feeling like trash.
“Hi Marcela and don’t worry I didn’t spot anything” you said. Marcela’s your best friend’s cousin. They’re from Brazil, so do you. She works in a big pharmacy, that the owner’s her brother, Pablo. “How is that pretty boy who plays the guitar?” she asked you, and you laughed that she didn’t ask about how are you.
“You just saw him a couple of weeks ago” you said. “How are you tho?”.
“Ya’ know, excited for the surgery” she said referring to her breast surgery and you’re so happy to see her finally in the process of a trans woman. “Well, before you go you should go back to the bathroom with this, on the house” she said giving you a pregnancy test. Before you refused, Marcela interrupted you. “Your boyfriend’s birthday party was wild so I’m just sayin’” your best friend gave her a look to behave. “I mean I don’t judge you with that hottie and a wild night” she said pushing you back to the bathroom.
You didn’t give her an answer, because she was right of what happened that night after you and Calum were alone. Ugh, in that moment you wanted him in the other side of that door and not your friends that are just making you more nervous.
“I would like to have his babies too if I could” Marcela tried to break the ice of this moment with a joke and your best friend punched her to be quiet. “What?! I’m just trying to make her laugh”.
“Y/N? U okay? 10 minutes have passed” Natali said knocking the door.
“I’m too coward to look at the result” you said in a shy voice in the other side. Your friends looked at each other and encouraged you by telling you that whatever the result is they are going to be with you and support you.
You left the bathroom to show them the two lines in the test. It’s positive. You’re pregnant. It wasn’t the first time tho, but that story’s for later.
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“This is how I found out about you” your best friend said to the camera. “Your mother and I were living our lives having fun and working hard when she met your father”.
“I think that the story of your parents is unique, your dad loves to tell how he met your mother” Mali said to the camera.
“Once I saw in a well known tv show that you met your soulmate three times before being together. I didn’t believe it cause’ I used to think that love is a scam but one day…” Calum said to the camera. He remembered when he listened that line while watching this tv show he said ‘fuck off’ but kept watching it. Two days after that he finally met you.
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3 years ago…
It was Christmas Eve, and your biggest opportunity in your career as a makeup artist. You won this with a lot of effort. You had 5 clients that day, everyone wanted to get all glam for the day by you. You were late because there was no taxi or Uber available until one driver accepted your call. It was snowing and the Uber arrived outside one of your client’s house and you ran with your suitcases full of makeup.
Once you sat in the back of the car, a guy entered the car too, hurry like you.
“Excuse me?” you asked him. “This is my car, you must have another car plate”.
“Hell nah miss. I’ve been waiting for twelve minutes” he said showing you his phone he noticed your accent and your beauty.
“I have the same one!” you showed him your phone. “Please, I’m late for work” you begged him.
“I’m late too!” he resisted.
“Can you please tell this man that I called you first?” you asked the driver.
“Sorry, the app is crazy today so maybe the system gave to me your calls” the driver said through the rear-view mirror. “But I got her call first, sorry buddy”.
“Ugh thank you! Why you don’t go on your car? For sure you have a car if you live in this neighborhood” you said at the strange man of the leather jacket.
“My car is in the mechanic" he said. “Please please I will call your couple to explain why you are late if you let me take this Uber”.
“Excuse me?! I said I’m late for work!” you were tired and you have two clients left and one of them is a billionaire, so you started to get angry at him who didn’t understand that you’re in a hurry.
“Work? You must have a boring life” he said before leaving the car. You were not going to tell him your life and explain yourself. You thought to gave him the middle finger but it’s not the day for that, you just told the driver to go.
Two months after that episode you were doing a beautiful gold eye look on a tall and handsome guy. He’s so nice and you found cute when he asked you about makeup, skincare and your career.
“So if you want more intensity with the pigment you have to spray setting spray directly to the brush and then take a little of the shadow” you told Luke when you are done with his makeup.
It was the day when they were recording Valentine’s music video.
“Dude we are waiting for you, what the hell?” Calum asked Luke when he arrived the set.
“Sorry the makeup artist is so cool we were talking a little bit. She told me she’s from Brazil and her skin looks amazing. I’m going to say to call her again for the next videos” Luke said showing the guys how amazing he feels with his gold makeup.
Calum wanted a little bit of glitter on his cheeks, but when he went to the room where you did Luke’s makeup. He didn’t find you. Another makeup artist told him that you had to do Lady Gaga’s makeup for a magazine cover when he asked about you.
Calum was going to ask how she ended doing Luke’s makeup if she does biggest celebrities looks because he was surprised and realized that she (you) must be a talented MUA. But he forgot to ask.
Two months after again. 5sos were going to Coachella but not to perform. They were excited for the weekend to have fun and to see all their favorites musicians on stage.
This festival is all about outfits, makeup, accessories, influencers, etc. But also to get to know upcoming good artists from different countries and music genres.
“Ashley how we end up here? I don’t speak portuguese” The boys said to their friend who wanted to see a brazilian artist.
“Me neither! But I love Pabllo so much” Halsey said. “Please, come on! It will be fun I promise”.
Once in the VIP section, Luke hugged a girl that Calum didn’t recognize. 
“Look Y/N” Luke said showing you to rate the glitter he applied.
“It looks amazing!” you said. And after that Luke introduced you to the rest of the boys telling them about the makeup you did on him for Valentine’s video, and Halsey recognized you since she’s a fan of makeup and to be honest you should be the one who is glad to meet her.
“Hey I think I know you from somewhere” Calum said trying to remember your face and before you said something and before the boys said a dirty joke, Calum remembered. “You stole my Uber! It was my Uber”. After a couple of jokes, and you clarifying that you didn’t stole anything, the show started.
Pabllo is the first brazilian drag queen to perform in this huge festival. You were Pabllo’s makeup artist, Calum didn’t need to ask you that. He saw you enjoying the show.
“This look is amazing” Calum said about the pink look you did on Pabllo. You thanked him for that compliment because it took you almost two hours.
“I also did chilean and argentinian artists makeup” you said proud of your work for this two weekends. After this song Pabllo is performing you have to go backstage to touch up the makeup. So after you said bye to everyone and before you went back to work Calum invited you to their place where they are staying for an after party when Beyoncé closes this festival’s day.
And after that, you two have been inseparable.
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Today your career’s immensely different. Today you’re one of the most famous MUA in the industry. With a lot of famous clients, most of them billionaires including people from music, films, fashion industries, etc. You also opened a makeup studio in LA. This took you years, hard work, tears, sweat and blood to be who you’re today, always proud to be an immigrant. Nobody believes you when you told the story how you get into makeup. You come from a poor town in Brazil and every single night when you were in highschool you ran away from home to go to bars and do drag queens makeup, since then you’re friends with Pabllo and every brazilian drag queen.
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“Like I was saying this is how she told your father about you” your best friend said while in the video that moment’s playing. You and Calum are in Arraial Do Cabo beach, your favorite since you have memory. It was sunset time, you were standing in the water holding hands when you told Calum the big new. The 35mm video shows how Calum lifts you up and kisses you so tenderly with the beautiful crystalline water as the background while he kneels to kiss your exposed belly in your bikini.
Of course you asked your doctor if you could travel to Brazil, your homeland. This was a trip that you planned with Calum for so long, you missed your family so much and also you didn’t want to cancel it since it was also Calum’s vacations. Once you arrived back your parents house you told them and your brothers (you’re the younger sibling) the big new. All of them cried and hugged you and for dinner your mom did all of your favorites brazilian dishes and desserts that you missed so much and you have to eat for you and the baby.
It was summer in Brazil and that night there was a storm but hot as fuck, as always. You were looking at the beauty of the city during night while you waited for Calum for bed time after an amazing day. He showed you the pictures he took during the day, he didn’t know if your glow was because you were at home, like when he visits Australia, or if it was the pregnancy. 
The next day you decided to go for a picnic with your family, a tradition you have. You went to the same place that is close to your old house. The picnic area has multiples simple grass courts where kids play football. You filmed the moments when Calum and your brothers started playing with the kids of the neighborhood including your nephews, your heart melted to that view of the children laughing when Calum failed a goal and Calum’s heart melted at the view of you playing with your nephews in the grass and then dancing with them. They love to show you what they had learned about samba and capoeira. The only thing on Calum’s mind was that it feels just right with you and that he can not wait to live what he’s watching, with you. With each of them holding your hands you came back to picnic table.
“Baby you’re going to have amazing avós, tios and primos” you said while filming your family members that picnic day. Your parents kissing your forehead and your brothers filming you playing carefully with them the match. 
“She still has it” your eldest brother said to the camera and then filming the picnic day. You can’t explain how much you love your family. You bought them a house in a good side of the city when you became rich. You were dreaming that your whole life because you came from a really poor part of Brazil but with the hard work of your mom, as a hairdresser, and your dad as a fisherman, you always had food and a house full of love. You consider your step dad like your real father, because he’s been there for you since day one and he taught you almost everything of life.
The first time Calum went to Brazil to meet your family, he already knew about your step dad. He and your brothers were harsh with Calum. The three of them have been always protecting you. When they realized how much Calum loves you, they treated him like family. Calum admires that coming from your step dad, and more than ever he has to show you that he would never do what your biological father did to you. He’s going to be the best dad in the world because he always wanted this with you.
Your last night in Brazil you found yourself looking at the balcony. You were sad for leaving again and for an specific memory. Calum noticed you were not sleeping and he knows you better than himself.
“Why you told me that you were scared to tell me the big new” he asked you. You told him that you didn’t know how he was going to react. And also because you didn’t know if he still wanted a family with you after your miscarriage you had last year.
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1 year ago…
You never understand why the brain always remember the bad moments or the traumas. Sometimes you feel like this happened yesterday and some nights still haunts you. It was your mistake even when everyone told you that it wasn’t your fault. But it was.
You were back from Europe after all the fashion weeks in different countries. You travelled a lot, with no stop doing tons of makeup looks to tons of models to almost every designer that called you. Back in LA you continued with your clients and your studio.
You remembered that night, Calum was back too from the shows they did in Australia and New Zealand. Both of you were exhausted. In the middle of the night you started to feel feverish and thirsty so you went for water downstairs. Before you passed out you felt a strong ache in your back. The noise your body did against the floor got Duke in a second running where you were. He started barking when his help didn’t work which woke up Calum. He knew something was happening because you were not in bed and Duke was desperate. When he found you in the kitchen floor he called emergency when he saw blood in your shorts, he waited the ambulance next to you and holding you all scared because he had no idea what was happening.
In the hospital when the doctors did all the exams and gave you the medication you needed, your doctor went outside to talk to Calum explaining him what happened. You didn’t know you were pregnant until the moment you woke up and your doctor explained to you the same. Your doctor told you that the cause was the non-stop work you did, without eating well or drinking water, sleeping less than 4 hours, too much flights and the baby couldn’t make it. After a couple of days in the hospital to recover, your doctor told you to stay and rest at home all the time you needed. Calum was there for you all the time, taking care of you and letting you know he loves you, even when you felt guilty and barely could look at his eyes.  You always thanked him for what he did because after that you thought he was going to break up with you. Your family, the guys and friends were there for you too and until today you go to a therapist.
Despite all the sadness that brought you the hardest time you had ever lived. It taught you to take care of yourself, to put your health first and to slow down with work even when it’s your passion. So now when your doctor said that you were pregnant, you decided to keep this a secret until your baby is born. You want to live to the fullest this pregnancy, taking care of you and your child, so that’s why you don’t want any paparazzis following you everywhere or things that damage your mental health because you don’t want the baby to feel your anxiety or panic over unnecessary scenarios.
You told your loved ones your plan, you told just the right amount of people that you were pregnant, people who you can trust. You told your clients the secret and that you were going to work and keep doing their makeup until you start to show.
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“He just told us like ‘hey look at this’ and for our surprise it was the first ultrasound scan” Michael said to the camera while a video of that moment plays. Calum telling the boys that like if it was a simple meme on instagram, their faces, reactions by jumping and screaming were priceless. “And we were so confused and I remembered I said ‘wait this a baby’”.
“Come on guys!” Luke said when you and Calum were goofing around the arena during soundcheck playing like kids and hugging each other. Then in the dressing room waiting for the show cuddling in the sofa laying your bodies in the limited space, Calum’s kissing your nose and the rest of your face and you’re caressing his cheeks and stubble softly with your nails. You promised Calum that you’re going to be careful every single show you will come to see him.
“Every single picture or video you find about your parents, you can see the chemistry” Andy, who is the director of this video, said to the camera and then a video he did for Calum’s birthday party is playing. “Everybody say happy birthday to Cal… one, two, three!” Ashton said through the microphone when it was time to sing at Calum. Then you two kissing and partying, and then leaving the club with all the flashes directly to your faces and other cool little moments of you two playing in the video to show how could your baby’s parents are.
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3 months
You were in your first trimester when Calum found himself stepping into the elevator for the ultrasound which is going to reveal your baby’s gender. Andy’s filming everything and zoomed to little details that showed that Calum was nervous and anxious to see and hear his baby for the first time. He’s waiting for you that you’re on your way after doing a client’s makeup.
Your style have always been so urban and grunge. You always wear baggy shirts with cool designs on it or bands/singers merch or vintage shirts. And now it’s even more comfortable to you wearing that.
Luke was waiting for you to drive you to the clinic. It wasn’t a surprise when you saw paparazzis pictures of you arriving with Luke and rumors were already on social media but till the end everyone denied your pregnancy. But it was funny but crazy some of the rumors.
Plastic surgery, that you were cheating Calum with Luke, that you were expecting a baby, etc.
“Please guys, leave her alone” Luke said to the paps when he got out the car. He had to lie but he wanted to scream at them to give you space because of the baby but he couldn’t. Everyone was so protective with you and you understood because none of you wanted you live another miscarriage.
If it depends on Calum, he prefers that you don’t lift heavy things or anything that requires too much effort. “How are you feeling today baby mama?” he asked knowing about your morning sickness. You told him that you were perfect that you just want to know the gender of your baby.
“You’re fifteen weeks now” your doctor said rubbing again the cold gel against your belly. Calum was in a chair next to you rubbing your leg focused watching the monitor just like you. 
“Hey chief u are putting too much pressure on” Calum said on the defensive watching how hard the doctor was pressing the gel in your belly.
“Don’t worry, Calum. It’s just the skin. There she is” the doctor said once finally found the perfect take of the baby checking every detail and told you both that everything is okay.
“She? Can we hear the heartbeat?” Calum asked already covering his mouth and he can feel the chills going down his body tearing a little bit. Andy who was inside the room, zoomed to the monitor and also the only one who knew the gender before the reveal party.
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4 months
Make it last forever
Come on, baby, won’t you hold on to me, hold on to me?
You and I together
Come on, baby, won’t you hold on to me, hold on to me?
Blue
Calum till the present day after your baby was born, he sings this song to her at nights. His voice activated your baby, she really loves her daddy’s voice and she showed her joy with shorts kicks in your belly. She demanded when she missed Calum’s voice or warm touch or when she was having a really good time after he sang or talked to her.
“Babe I think your daughter’s having a party in there” you said feeling her feet. You also had your mom and daughter quality time, you talked to her most of the times telling her typical brazilian stories your mom told you once, or giving her a couple of wise words or you also sing to her even when you can’t compare your voice with Calum’s with brazilian or typical lullabies.
“Hi baby, I know you love this private concerts at night but mommy has to sleep too” he said closer to your bump. Calum helped her to go to sleep by telling her stories or how he can’t wait to have her in his arms. “Well, as I can see you want to be awake I’m going to tell how I met your gorgeous mother” he started. He keeps telling that story too, you always tease that she’s going to get bored of the story but Calum tells the story every single time with more love.
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5 months
Short videos of yourself in sweats and your bra showing your growing belly of five months in the backyard taking the sun of LA and the spring that is left. Then in the pool, next with Duke aka your partner of naps when Calum was in the studio, who at the first months he laid his head on top of your belly but now that is bigger he just lays next to it.
Since you got your doctor’s confirmation, you did mini videos in the mirror of your bathroom to see the progress. Filming from different angles with different clothes like underwear or bikini, short or long dresses, thigh or loose, etc. Calum loves to appear in the take behind you kissing your neck and landing his hands in your belly. Now talking about bathroom, he also loves to help you to get into and out the shower, wrapping you with towels, putting your socks or shoes if you can’t reach your feet, zipping up your dress and if you had a rough day he prepares you a bath with bubbles and candles and joins you. He loves doing all of the previous thing before you got pregnant. You do by yourself your makeup, of course, but he teases you about he’ll be an amazing makeup artist.
“Not after what you did to me that time” you said at him remembering that funny video when he did your makeup.
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When Andy isn’t around you’re in charge of filming like early in the morning when you wake up before Calum. Every morning he woke up with his head near your belly and his warm touch around. He looks so at peace sleeping because you know that the previous night he fell asleep late talking with the baby, it’s been his routine lately so in the morning you take the camera and film your view, you take the opportunity to brush Cal’s messy morning curls with your fingers for a while.
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6 months
Calum had a surprise for you since you couldn’t travel to Brazil or neither to Australia because it was too risky as your doctor said. He told you that today you two have Ashton’s birthday lunch. He wasn’t lying because it was Ashton’s birthday but also the surprise he had so he was filming since early in the morning.
“Babe can you help me, please?” you called him from your shared room. He went upstair with his camera.
“Damn look at you! Baby mama slaying!” he praised you looking at you with troubles with the unzipped dress. You blushed but gave him a pose with your belly at the camera.
“Please help me, next week I have to buy clothes and underwear that can fit me” you turned and he slowly helped you because he didn’t want to damage the dress that barely was fitting on you. “You can say it” you said with a pout since you noticed that any piece of your clothes were fitting you.
Calum knowing about your hormones and how you’re feeling with the shape of your body, which he thinks that you can’t look more precious but understand your struggle, he just wanted you to feel good. “You look amazing honey and you know how much I love this dress” he said with a smirk and hugging you to kiss your neck and grab your ass.
“Okay Hood, let’s go if you don’t want to have twins…daddy” you teased him before he got more horny. You winked at him and grabbed your bag to go downstairs but he stopped you.
“I think that with this you’re going to look even hotter” he gave to you a luxury package ready for your reaction. You opened it and found the shiniest gold heavy chain, you looked at him shocked. “I got a similar one too, it represents the name we choose for our baby” he said and you were already tearing up and told him that it’s beautiful and he told you not to worry knowing that the next thing you were going to say that it wasn’t necessary because of the price. Once outside you kissed him before he helped you to get into the car.
“Still don’t understand why Ash’s going to celebrate his birthday two days before” you asked Calum while he’s driving.
Calum’s a really bad liar but he did his best to keep his surprise. “I told you babe, he’s going to be in Australia for the next weeks”. Lie. And you remembered how mad you were at Ash when he told you because he was going to miss the baby shower.
But once you arrived Ash’s place and went to the living room and saw a bunch of people jumping and screaming ‘surprise’ at you, you got scared and hid your face on Calum’s neck and he can felt a few tears because your and Cal’s families are here. You hugged everyone and thanked Calum once again for this. “I love you so much”.
“Love ya’ more” he said smiling down at you and kissed your crown. And the next day both of you and your families, the guys, close friends like your MUA’s friends and from the music industry were at your place. You’re wearing a more comfortable outfit than the day before, it was a black fitted midi tank dress and a rainbow tie-dyed hoodies that you and Calum ordered for the baby shower theme because you don’t like that thing that pink is for girls and blue for boys so everyone’s wearing the colorful outfit.
You’re posing in your garden full of beautiful flowers of different colors as everyone’s taking you pictures.
“More to the side” Mali said to have the perfect picture of you and your baby. Andy was filming every moment and zoomed it when you waved at his camera and the other hand on your belly. Then pictures with Calum, then the families, the guys, and everyone who was invited. Every single person can noticed your happiness and pure joy, you were glowing and even more with your soft peachy glowy makeup you did.
In the video the zoom’s now on your and Calum’s matching chains that you were wearing minutes before the reveal. 
“Goddammit just say it!” Michael screamed impatient.
“Yeah, I bet Michael that it’s a boy” Luke said. They actually did bet five hundred.
“Why would you do that?!” Ashton stole words that Calum was going to say.
“Cause’ Y/N has two brothers and two nephews, maths Ash!” Luke said confident about his prediction.
Duke was hiding inside a box with the truth. When you both opened the box, Duke came out with a mini billboard hanging on his collar that says ‘It’s a GIRL!” 
“YES!” Everyone screamed but mostly Michael because now he won those five hundred dollars.
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“Definitely I’m going to be her godfather” Michael said looking at the guys. Andy asked them to say something for the video, they were sitting in the couch.
“Hell nah Michael… Focus! We have to say something to our niece” Luke said at him. “Hi kiddo, unfortunately we’re also your uncles, I’m uncle Luke and just wanna to let you know that you have the coolest family ever and you can count on us for everything”.
“Yeah, I hope you guys have clear that we’re going to spoil this baby a lot” Michael said looking at you and Calum, you nodded at him and he with his partner made it clear by bringing tons of gifts for the baby shower. “Cool, I’m just going to say that never be ashamed of who you are or your dreams and I know I’m going to be your favorite uncle because your birthday’s going to be near mine”. Michael said to the camera while he did his thing with his hair of always adjusting it.
“Hi dear niece, uncle Ash here, you’re so lucky to have your parents and they’re lucky to have you. Hope you have your mother’s features cause’ she’s hot…” Calum slapped his head from behind due to the comment. “Okay! your dad isn’t that bad tho…being serious live to the fullest cause’ life’s beautiful, especially if you play drums” Ashton laughed and you rolled your eyes at how all of them including Calum had been discussing which instrument the baby’s going to love most.
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7 months
“You have to exercise, you gained ten pounds that weren’t planned” your doctor said. “Something light of course, and Calum, by the way you’re looking at me all scared, don’t worry cause’ everything’s going to be okay”.
“I’ve been craving a lot lately, I’m going to start again” you said swinging your legs like a child sitting once your doctor finished cleaning the gel of your belly. So the next morning you started again with yoga, you stopped for a month and that happened. You did yoga every morning with your personal trainer, since you can’t go to her studio because the secret will be revealed. Calum was also there encouraging you and sometimes Ashton, who assured you that he wasn’t there because he finds your trainer attractive.
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@enews: Is Y/N pregnant? She’d been seen attending at 5sos shows this week and fans took pictures of her enjoying the show in the middle of the arena with friends and family in the restricted space. In the pictures we can see that she gained weight by her cheeks. In the picture you can’t see if there is a baby or not due to her outfits. She, with her husband Calum also are the last ones to leave the arenas asking the bodyguards to make sure there is no paps. What do you think? It’s confusing because she and Calum have been posting a lot lately and you can’t be sure about a little 5sos member coming BUT fans are saying that maybe they’re posting old stuff to confuse us and also fans called to respect their decision after what happened to the couple last year. Link in our bio to see the pictures.
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“Do you want to say something to your granddaughter?” your brother asked with the camera to your parents and you melted at how cute your family looked with the hoodies on. 
“Ugh, I can’t wait to hold you, kiss you, hug you, teaching you things that maybe your mommy can’t teach you” your mom said all emotional.
Your dad said to the camera that they can’t wait to have your baby visiting Brazil and teach her all about your culture and country. And you couldn’t be more agree with them. You want to show your daughter her roots, teach her portuguese and bring her to the carnivals in Brazil, spend all day in the beach walking with her in the seashore holding your hand and a lot of things that you have in the list. The same that Calum has in my mind since he found out about his baby but visiting Australia.
“I know you’re going to be smartest and most beautiful baby in the world and as you can see you got us wrap around your finger and every single person that loves you” Calum’s mom said to the camera.
“I’m going to be the best auntie I promise” Mali said to the camera and her dad joked about she and your best friends are the only aunties, because your baby has more uncles that aunties and that’s going to be fun.
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“A doble vegetarian cheeseburger with caramelized onion and fries, please” you said from the passenger seat ordering your food to the worker of your favorite place for your cravings. Not taking risks to leave the car. Since you stopped working when you were five months you’ve been wearing baggy clothes to go outside and your designer friends have been sending you all kind of clothes from baggy and comfy dresses but still elegant and chic to pants and underwear that are the pieces you needed since every day your belly grows. Your best friend was driving and Mali was filming from the back. “And two portions of fries and a strawberry vegan milkshake, please… thank you!” you said with a guilty look to the camera. Later you’re going to ask why your doctor told you to lose weight. 
In another occasion that Michael invited all of you guys for dinner and you had in your plate a lot of things you took. “What do you have here?” Andy asked filming. 
“Well we have mac n’ cheese, french fries and sweet potato fries, two cheeseburgers of course one for me and one for the baby and a lot of salad because why not?” you said raising your shoulders.
But it hasn’t always been this way with your cravings and just beautiful things during your pregnancy because isn’t the truth.
Your cravings were so crazy and even things you didn’t like before that suddenly you want to eat that Calum reminded you that you hate that but doesn’t argue with you because you were going to get mad. It started with a lot of sweet things like cake or pies, fruits or chocolate and a lot of ice cream. Then peanut butter with watermelon, yeah, gross. To food that you love but hated being pregnant. Also food that one day you loved and the next morning you were disgusted and the next one loved again. And it ended with a lot of salty food like cheeseburgers, pasta, nuggets, etc but your loyal friend during the 9 months was ice cream.
“Babe I want to eat feijoada!” you pouted at Calum with a huge crave of your favorite typical brazilian dish. Calum couldn’t believe what he was hearing, it was 2 am and you were hungry and not in the best mood. “And also passionfruit ice cream, please”.
Calum did everything but the brazilian restaurant you love was already closed and he didn’t have idea how to do it. “We have the ice cream tho” he suggested if you changed your mind but that didn’t happen. You were going to start crying, the hormones were doing their thing that day.
Calum really wanted to spoil you but he had no idea what to do. He tried to facetime your family but he would have understood if they hadn’t answered because it was 6 am in Brazil. Thank God, your middle brother already started his day and when Calum told him what he wanted to do, your brother really realized how much he loves you. So he told him the steps, the recipe and the special secret of your family tradition, Calum told himself for the next one to pay attention when you or another person cook this dish.
“K’ thank you man, say hello to the rest, bye!” Calum waved through the phone once the feijoada was done.
“You are going to be a good dad, Cal. Now go to spoil your girls!” your brother waved at him too. And Calum really appreciated that comment.
“Sorry babe for being a pain in the ass lately” you said to Calum while you eat the ice cream laying against the headboard of the bed. He didn’t let you apologize for that because you’re doing something majestic and it was more than normal the things you had been through. 
Even when those moments aren’t going to appear in the video, Calum’s going to for sure telling your baby your crazy cravings. When you cried more than once watching puppy videos on Instagram and Calum asking you “babe what happened?” and you just told him “it’s just that the puppy’s so cute” and he comforting you every time you cried when the hormones were crazy. 
When you struggled with clothes. “Baby I’m doing my best” you said almost holding your breath and Calum trying to zip up your blue dress but in the middle of the night still end up broke. That night was a mess, you were out with Calum celebrating Tyler’s birthday, a friend of yours and you were half undressed that Calum gave you his jacket to cover the mess and then you started to feel sick when you caught the smell of a strong cheese.
How to forget how you feel with your body. The pain in your back, your feet, your breasts or when you felt so tired sometimes. How some days you were feeling yourself and other days you felt the most horrendous person. Some days the sexiest woman in the world and others the most unwanted one when you found a new stretch mark or how big your breasts and butt are, the pounds you gained.
“I promised that I used to be sexy, look baby” you said at Calum showing him a picture of you when you were 18 years old, you were in Copacabana with your friends in a party. Calum every day letting know how much he loves you and told you that you’re always going to be the prettiest woman in the world even when you had chocolate all over your face. He helps you too with your body issues because for his eyes all of these new things are a reminder of your little peanut and he loves every single inch of your body.
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8 months 
“I’m thirty four weeks today, just a month left” you said to the camera showing your belly. “Look baby, your daddy’s painting your room” pointing at Calum applying the peachy paint in the walls and later you were going to add with black paint some trees and other things like clouds, sun, the moon, etc. 
Calum was already a 24/7 daddy. He called the guys to help him with the crib and the rest of the furniture. He had ready the bags for the hospital and the plan for that day.
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Since you decided to keep your pregnancy a secret and to stop working and stay at home and not be in the public eye, you still had fun doing puzzles, playing with makeup, inviting your friends when Calum had to go to work. And every day you worked from home too, you still had to manage your makeup studio and your clients glam. 
Tonight you prepared dinner, a brazilian night. You invited everyone and after you were goofing around in the living room with music in the back. The guys made you laugh at their attempt to dance samba. You decided to join the baby mama dance flexing your pregnant dance moves so you started filming with the front camera of your phone and dancing with the rest to ‘All Me’ by Kehlani.
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“What if she isn’t into makeup?” Andy asked you in the baby shower. This is the first time you speak for the video.
“It doesn’t matter. She can do and choose anything she likes, I just want to teach her that she as a girl that girls can. To empower her if she likes science, art or sports or whatever I’m going to be there for and with her. Baby just remember that I’m going to love you every single day of my life and I’m sure that you’re the coolest and prettiest Maori-Brazilian girl in the world and you should be proud of that. We with your dad are waiting for you, love ya’”. you said to the camera.
“Hi princess, well I’m going to try not to cry while I say this but I can’t explain how much we love you and can’t wait to finally have you in my arms and sing to you and have fun with you. You’re my sunshine and your mom’s my soulmate, that tv show I saw was right about soulmate but the truth is that Uber was mine” Calum said to the camera smiling so big that his eyes crinkled and you giving him a look because that question about if that Uber was yours or his is going to be forever a topic, but one thing for sure is that moment changed everything.
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“Calum!” you screamed from the living room where you were resting after dinner with Duke in the couch. Calum arrived in a second running from the backyard. You were suddenly scared. “Don’t know if Duke peed in the couch or…” and the next thing you saw was Calum taking the bags and helping you to get up to lead you to the car. He was freaking out inside but he tried to keep calm and always reminding you to breath when a contraction hit you.
Andy filmed when he arrived the maternity floor in the hospital. Everyone was waiting outside the labor room. He gave your mom the camera as she was inside the room with Calum next to you. 
“Five centimeters left” the nurse said. For the video you decided to cover the screen so everyone will see just a black screen.
“Everyone’s here” your mom said while you wait. “We, Cal’s family, the boys, Natali, Marcela and Andy with Sarah”. And all of them were nervous waiting with fingers crossed with shuddering legs and feet against the floor waiting for Calum to go outside to say that the baby’s here and that you are fine.
You didn’t put in the video the ugly side of contractions and the pain you were feeling. The word you heard a billion times was ‘breath’, ‘take a deep breathe’.
“You’re going to meet your little girl” your doctor said to you and Calum once you were ten centimeters ready. You wanted to scream at your doctor for everything that the nurses put on you. How painful the epidural shot was and the every 3 or 5 minutes the contractions were. Till today you’re more than grateful that you had Calum supporting and helping you and also that he didn’t pass out. He’s going to be forever amazed at how your body and mind really did that and carried your little princess. 
“Okay, eight, nine and… ten. Go, push” you heard. “Good job Y/N, keep going please take a breath”. “One more and you’re done” your doctor said and in that moment you felt how Calum held your hand with all of his energy.
“You can do this baby” he said encouraging you. You were tired and all sweaty but your reminder was that one more to hold your baby.
Cries filled the room letting you know that she’s finally here. “Open your eyes mama” the nurse said to meet your baby before you fall asleep.
“You did it baby, congrats” Calum was crying while he kissed your forehead, so do you. “I love you mama” he said. He couldn’t believe that years ago he didn’t believe in love but getting into that Uber that Christmas Eve was, is and is going to be forever the best decision of his life.
To our baby
Ema Kara Hood
October 26
8 lbs, 9 oz
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A/n: So lately, i've been feeling almost nervous to post. Because I know that what I post most people don't want. So you've missed out on like five different oneshots. Lolll. But i don't know why I was feeling like that when this is MY blog. Soooooo, the recent request for the Stoner Tae, I was tooooooooooooo excited for, soooo here is part one of who knows how many. Lol. This and Prince J are the only multipart stories i'm working on. Even though I will posting oneshots. Anyways here it issss….
Main Masterlist~
( Permanent Ink ) masterlist~
WARNING- 
word count: 4k+
Request: So tattoo artist stoner tae (I want tae to be intimidating and have an intense aura, bold and blunt) (y/n) daddys girl spoiled brat that owns a fashion company (personality i want her to be confident, honest and daring) she’s brown skin with a fat butt lol that’s it, you can turn it into a series if you want but no pressure. I forgot to say I made their personalities like that so (y/n) don’t walk all over tae, i want her to find him intimidating and challenging and for tae to not be that impressed by her.
three years earlier~
“Wake up! You are so late!” A familiar voice popped into your lovely date night in paris. Your blurred face dream man slowly turned into your best friend in whole world.
“Ro?” You mumble, everything crumbling and reality setting in. Your eyes started to open, regretting it soon after since Rowan opened all of your curtains. The morning sun was seeping in and right into your face. You groan and roll over, covering your head with the closet pillow. You were happier since you black silk sheets somewhat block the sun out.
“No, no. You have a meeting in a hour. You need to get up.” She says yanking the cover off of your body. The sudden cold air made you groan again. But she was right, today was the day. In a hour you were suppose to meet with your father and explain your project to him.
About a year ago he gave you the chance to make your dream come true. To become a fashion designer. Not only did you want to design clothes, but you wanted to own your own company. Your father had quite a bit of money, and he told you if you convinced him with a layout and perfected plan then he will support you financially.
Not only did you draw out amazing sketches and clothing ideas, but you have a estimate on how much you would need.
With your father's company, it allowed us to live very well. And with the help of social media, you were pretty well know, which you hoped would help with your clothing line.
You didn't have time for a shower, and you thanked the universe you took one before you went to bed. You went to the bathroom and did your hygiene routine.
You got your hair done currently. A simple blow and press, with some extensions. You quickly went to your closet and pulled out a strapless tube dress, that went down right to your knees. You then grabbed a leather jacket and some black shin socks. You put it all on and slid on some black ankle booties. You went to your vanity and did a natural glam. You loved having a pro mua come in and glam, but only on days you really felt like looking good. You grabbed your brush and gently brushed your hair down in it's natural flowy way.
Some things you were known for was your fashion and hairstyles.
“Here, here. The car is outside, so eat this because by the time you get there you won't have time for your usual.” Rowan comes in holding a water and breakfast bar. You grabbed your purse and phone and headed out.
You pulled into the private parking ramp of your fathers building. Rowan lead you in, you nod in acknowledgement to the lady at the front desk. You made your way up and to your father's office. When you got to the door. Rowan hands you the binder of all your ideas. You take a deep breath and enter.
You see your father sitting at his desk with his hands folded in his lap with  a big smile on his face that you loved to see so much.
“Hi Dad.” You smile talking a seat in front of him. You instantly start showing him everything that was in your binder. You made sure to keep your voice professional and to let him know what you want. You show him everything from the types of fabric you would be using. You let him know that they would be made towards the warmer weather and also autumn. You also let him know that you want to keep things classy with a tingle of edge and sexiness. You continue to show him other things like how many people you need on the team and the equipment you need.
You were finishing you final sentence and take a deep breath, you smile and nod you head, letting him know you were finished. You weren't really sure what he was thinking, he kept that same smile on his face.
“Already, I'm so proud of you. I'm so happy that you realize that you have to work for what you want. I would be happy to help you financially, but other than that you are all on your own. Don't disappoint me.” He stands up opening his arms. Your heart was beating in your ears, so it took you a minute to process, but when you did, your body automatically ran over to your fathers. You chant thank yous over and over again.
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You sat across your best friend and now PA, Rowan, at a nice dinner. In three days, part one of your clothing line is going to finally drop. After three long years, everything was perfected and a two part series will drop slowly as the year goes on. So you both say here in one pieces of the new line.
You had on high waisted, long baggy black pants that's went all the way down to the floor, causing you to have to wear heels. You also had on one of the many halter tank tops on as well. Rowan stuck with the simple rose gold slip dress and some heels.
“So I was thinking, everyone in the world right now is talking about your clothing line. I've read some articles saying how it's a luxury brand. And not trying to brag or anything but I agree.” Rowan goes on as she twists some noodles up with her fork.
“Luxury? I'm not making this brand specifically for the rich.” You say frowning. Some pieces were a little higher in price, that's only because the materials themselves are expensive. But there were pieces affordable.
“I mean come on, you are using silks and jewels.”
“There's only two pairs of diamond earrings releasing.” you laugh at her. “Come on Ro, get to the point.”
“Fine, we need to celebrate, doing something other than eating a over priced plate of noodles.” She sets her fork down and picks her phone up. She goes to a instagram account and hold it up to you. “Here look, I think we should get tattoos and by him.” she says picking her fork up again.
You look at the account and see all different types of styles in tattoos and in different places.
“How many artists are there?” You ask and hand her phone back.
“It's just him and another. His name is Kim Taehyung. He’s Korean and he owns his own shop about a mile from here. And the others name is Soobin” She shrugs. “I think both of us getting a tattoo, would be cute and help celebrate this big moment coming for you.”
“And you want to get it right now? I don't even know what to get.”
“Exactly, which is where my role as your best friend and PA come in, I know you pretty well. Soooooo…” she taps her phone a couple of times then hand back. “Swipe left.”
You first seen a rose with a cute diamond floating above it. Then the next one was a pretty jeweled out snake. Then the last one was a butterfly of some sort.
“These are pretty fucking sexy. I’ll probably do the rose and something else. I think this idea is cute.”
“Ill call the driver. Even though I know how to drive, and have my license unlike you.”
“Hey, chill. Father hired a driver for me, there’s no point.”
You and Rowan met in high school. You both went to a private school and met in english class. You sat next to her and you looked at her once and you knew you wanted to be friends.
You two did become friends, and quiet fast. You found out that she wasn't from here, she was from China. She was chinese and black. She was happy that she made a friend so fast. After meeting that day, you two were stuck to each other. Your father was so happy that you made a friend that you could trust. He gave you and Rowan the best birthdays, since her family wasn't able.
It's crazy how long and stuck still you both were. Which is why you would be willing to get tattoos with her.
“The fuck do you mean you can't pay the full amount.” Taehyung was quickly getting annoyed with the teen in front of him. “The price of that tat is $530, and we agreed. So no, I will not take only $400.” Taehyung's face wasn't moving, it was the same as any other time, emotionless and scary. The way his eyes never leave your, it makes anyone nervous. Taehyung wasn't small either, he was almost six foot, his shoulders broad, his arms thick.
The teen who just got a half a sleeve done, which took Taehyung all morning, sighs. He takes his wallet back out and gives him the rest of his money.
“If you had the money, then why lie?” Taehyung asks, his voice going lower.
“I'm a student, it's habit I guess.” The teen shrugs. His really didn't look like he was a true problem, and Taehyung knew he was telling the truth because they were talking about how ugly his student ID looked. Taehyung sighed.
“Look here, I’ll make it 500 even, stop spending money on tattoos.” Taehyung hands back thirty dollars and the teen leaves.
“Soobin, clean my station up and Ill give you my next appointment.” Taehyung yells back towards where their stations were. He smirks a little when he hears lots of noise and feet running, knowing he ran to do it.
Taehyung was checking the calendar when when the door ringed, letting him know that someone was coming in.
As you and Rowan enter the building, you could easily tell that it was a tattoo shop. Even though from the outside it was a all black brick building. You follow Rowan up to the counter, your eyes all over the paintings hung up on almost every inch of the walls.
“Hi, welcome. What can I do for ya?” A deep voice catches your attention. You turn your head towards the desk where Rowan and the man stood. When you first look at him, you felt frozen for a second. He was fucking perfect. He was taller than you, his jawline sharp, and his eyes intense. He seemed really scary, which is why you were stuck, unable to say anything.
“Um, yes. We are here to get some tattoos, I'm not really sure what she wants, but I know what I want.” Rowan says nodding. The guy behind the counter nods and leans up off the counter, he runs his hands run through his ashy brown hair. He had a long sleeve shirt on, hiding the tattoos you see peeking out on his hands and neck. God, you wanted to see what was under it.
“Soobin!” He yells behind his back, within a couple of seconds another guy comes out. He was a little taller, but also lankier. He had a short sleeve shirt, showing a full sleeve on one arm and a couple on the other. His hair was a dark brown and it was kind of in his eyes
“We have two tattoos to do.” Ashy brown hair guy says. “You can take her, and I’ll take miss quiet over there.” He says, his eyes finally landing on yours. He frowns slightly and his hand drops, he doesn't look away for a second. Soobin speaks up.
“You can come this way, and I can start sketching up.” Soobin waves Rowan over.
“Good luck.” You whisper to her as she walks by giving you a okay hand symbol. Once she was gone, you slowly look back towards him. He eyes were already on you, it was like they never left. But he was leaning against the counter, with one hand on his chin holding his head up.
“I'm YN.” You say trying to break the awkwardness you felt.
“Taehyung.” He says, his voice sent shivers down your spine, it was low and sexy. “So what were you wanting?” he asks leaning up again and walks towards the doorway that leads to the back. He waves you to follow him. You do and follow him all the way down to the last door. Once you were in, he shuts the door and he sits at a desk.
“You can sit here.” He says pointing to the tattoo chair next to his desk. You walked over and sat down trying not to expose yourself in anyway. Once you were comfortable. He pushes a button on the side that makes you sit up some.
“So, what would you like?” He asks getting out some paper and pencils.
“Um, I'm actually not really sure, but I think I want it under my boobs.”  You say trying not to look into his eyes. You could feel his warmth from where he was and it made your cheeks feel warm. “I seen your instagram, so I trust your opinion.”
“And you said under your breasts? Can you lift your shirt up until it's under them?” He asks. Your eyes bugged out for a minute at the straightforwardness. But you nodded and did it anyways. You pushed them up as far as your can and leaned back. He pushed the button again making you lean back a little. He scooches up a little in his chair, he grabs the hangover light and turned it one, letting him see his clean surface. He raises one of his hand up and over your torso.
“Tell me a little about yourself.” he says. His fingers grazed over your rib cage, making goosebumps rise on your skin.
“Uhm, I'm releasing a clothing line in a couple of days. Rowan, the girl who came in, she's my best friend and PA. My father owns a really big company, and he helped me actually make my fashion future even possible.” You say looking up at the ceiling trying to ignore his fingers going over your skin.
‘The typical daddys girl’ Taehyung thinks as you keep talking. ‘Probably going to pay for the tats with her daddies card.’ He tried to keep a scoff in.
“Okay, I think two koi fish would look beautiful right here.” He says tracing a circle into your skin. “Like a in the shape and shaded like the yin and yang symbol, but separated.” he pushes himself away and picks his pencil up to start sketching. You went on your phone to distract yourself as he draws again.
“How long have you been tattooing?” You ask.
“I picked up the gun around age 13.” He says, as his hand was going crazy on the paper.
“Oh, nice.” You say trailing off, unsure on what to say next. Then you get a idea. You go to his Instagram page. You see that he has almost 50k followers. You smirk when you think about your couple of million. You click out and go to your camera. You take a couple of pictures of your legs and shoes in a cute position and you go back to instagram and pick the best on to post. When you chose, you captioned it with the eyes emoji and below it something about the pants being in your clothing line. Then you tagged his account and you post. You turn your phone off and wait, maybe he will notice maybe not. He had some pictures of himself on his account, so it wasn’t just his artwork. Within the next five minutes, you go back into your instagram and see that your post had a couple thousand likes, you quickly edit your post saying to follow him.
Within the next couple of minutes, he was done and he showed the picture to you. As soon as you seen it, you knew that you would love it. He explained that what ever white you see other than the background would be your skin and the rest is ink.
“God, I'm so excited for this.” You say as the chair starts to lean back. You stick your shirt into your bra so it would stay up and he starts to prep. Before he put his gloves on his takes out his phone and pushes himself over to a speaker in the corner of the room. He plugs his phone up and turns some on. You peek over trying to look over his shoulder, the only thing you notice, is he pulling his notification screen down. You smiled to yourself when you see the white rectangles going down super fast.
“Holy fuck.” You hear him mumble.
“I tagged you in my post, I hope you don't mind.” You smile. His head snaps over to you and back to his phone, he had a slight frown.
“Uh, Thanks.” He nods his head and sets his phone on the speaker and scooches over to you and continues prepping. His reaction wasn't what you were expecting, but something is better than nothing. You went to look at his account again and noticed that he had over 100k. You felt like a proud mother, but he didn't seem to be too happy about it.You sighed. You weren't sure what to do, he was so closed off. Keeping things professional. But all you could think about it how fucking beautiful he is.
Once his gloves were on he grabbed a wipe and cleaned off your skin, in the area was going to tattoo. You closed your eyes to try and control your breathing, and calm your nerves.You felt as he transferred the drawing to your torso. As soon as you heard the sound of the tattoo gun buzzed you knew you couldn't go back.
Throughout the whole process, he would hold you down when you flinch when he hits the ribs. He would whisper helpful saying like ‘it's okay, this line is almost over’, or ‘You got this, you're strong.” It wasn't even the sayings that helped, it was how he said it, and his voice was low and rough. You kept peeping down, looking at his neck tattoos, or just how his hair laid on his head.
Your mind finally calmed down when he switched the gun off.
“You did a lot better towards the end, good job.” He says taking his gloves off. He grabs some paper towel and a spray bottle. He sprays the paper and he wipes and dabs it against you. He then grabs some plastic and lays it over the tattoo with a little bit of skin tape. He then bends down and pushes the button letting you sit up. He helps you stand up and pull your shirt down. You went to go look in the full body mirror he had on the back of the door but he stops you and stands in front of you.
“No, I need you to come back tomorrow. I take pictures, so I wanted to take a picture of this with my professional camera. If that's okay?” He ran his fingers through his hair, exposing his brows a little, showing that they were frowning a little, which made his eyes look so intense when his hair cover his brows. “So I need you to keep that covered because I put this ointment on it that will help the swelling go down.”
So he wants you to come back tomorrow? You could do that.
“Okay, sure. But I can't look at it?” You ask, feeling the stiffness of the plastic.
“Nope, I like to show my clients the picture first. It will give you a different feeling when you see it then look at it on yourself.” He says looking down at you. You look back at him and nod.
“Um, time?” You ask. Your throat was suddenly dry, and he felt way to close.
“Whenever.”
“Okay, I’ll come in the morning, I have afternoon meetings.” You say nodding. You grab your purse and walk out behind him. You see Rowan getting her card back from Soobin when you come out. She smiles towards you as you walk up.
“Lemme see!” She says excitingly.
“Nope, I haven't even seen it. We can tomorrow.” You say.
“Oh, well I can show you mine.” She says and lifts her other hand up and on the inner part of her upper arm was a rose that wasn't shaded, it went across the whole space.
“That's so pretty!! I like how the stem goes into your armpit.” You joke. “You don't want a pity rose.” and you both laugh at your horrible joke. Soobin even joined. After Rowan was done, she told you that she was going to wait out in the car. Soobin leaves to the back, leaving you with Taehyung.
You take out your card. You father made sure to get you the black one. You had it to him and rings you up.
“Um, I was wondering if you wanted to hang out sometime?” You blurt out. Your face burned at 450 when his head pops up to yours. He scoffs and looks back down to what he was doing. Once he was done he hands you back the card. But before you can get it back completely he holds it still.
“I don't know if times had change, but last time I checked, you don't try to guilt someone into hanging out with them.” He says, letting the card go.
“What? No-”
“So drooling over me, then give me over sixty thousand followers, then you wanna hang out.” He makes air quotes with his fingers.
“No, I didn't mean it like that…”
“I’ll see you tomorrow. I open around 8am.” He says then he nods his head and heads to the back.
The next day, in the morning, you got up around 7 in the morning and got ready for the day. Since you had two meetings to go to today, you put on some casual clothes, consisting of some leggings and a oversized sweatshirt and some sneakers. You finished getting ready around 8:30. You quickly got into your car and headed back to tattoo shop.
You quickly parked and went inside. You were so excited to finally see your tattoo, but you weren't as excited to see Taehyung. You hated how a simple glance your way made your cheeks burn and your heart race, but yet he was so blunt and rude. You didn't know why you felt like you had to, but you wanted to try a different way. Maybe not do the first thing that comes to your mind.
You just, you just really wanted to kiss him, fuck.
As you walked in, you noticed how much smokier it was in the place. The door dinged as you walked in, so Taehyung was walking out pretty quickly, spraying some febreeze. That's when it hit you, the smell.
You didn't know why,  but the fact that he smokes marijuana, just makes you feel so much hotter inside. When you walk up to the counter and his eyes were so much lower than yesterday.
You’ve always wanted to smoke weed. You did in high school, but after you found out you can't always trust who you were getting it from, you were scared.
“Ah, fuck. I'm sorry.” He says laughing a little. His smile wasn't huge, but since his eyes were low, his eyes went more smiley, making your heart race.
“For?” You ask confused.
“The smell.” He says also confused, did you not smell it?
“Oh that's okay.” You smile to him. “I actually smoke myself. Well once.” You mumble the last part, kind of embarrassed.
“Only once? Why only once?” He asks tilting his head. “What? Did daddy threaten to take away your allowance if you did?” he waves his hands around and scoffs. You were shocked to say the least.
“Um, one, I don't call my father daddy. Two, he doesn't care what I do, as long as I don't end up dead or locked up.” You put all of your weight on foot.
“Ah, sure sure. Let's just get these pictures over with.” He says and turns walking back, you follow. Instead of going to room you went to before, you turn right and make your way into another room. On one side there was a white screen posted up with light in front, and on in the back.
“I have a sports bra on.” You say and pull your sweater over your head.
“You didn't have to take it all the way off.” He says quietly. You look over at him, and his eyes were on you. When you looked at him, he quickly looked down at the camera he was holding.
“Well it's hot and smoking in here Taehyung.” You say in a duh tone.”Plus, I don't feel like holding this is up.” You say, folding your sweatshirt up and setting it on the chair.
“Whatever, go stand over there.” He says pointing towards the screen. You nod, ignoring his rudeness. You stand in front and feel the make sure your bra wasn't covering anything. He sets the camera down, and he grabs a couple of items you couldn't see because of the lights in your face. When he walks in front of you, you notice three different things in his hand. A spray bottle, a towel and a tube of some sort.
He throws you off guard when he drops to his knees in front of you. He puts everything on the ground and reach up. He pulls the plastic wrap off and then he grabs the spray bottle and sprays. You didn't think it was going to be so cold, so the water made you flinch.
“Don't move.” He grumbles. You just rolled your eyes and his attitude. He then grabs the towel and dabs at tattoo. He sets that down then grab the tube and opens it, he pushes some white cream on his fingers and he rubs it between his fingers before rubbing it on you. His fingers were soft on your tattoo so it doesn't hurt. You wished he would bring his hand farther down. His fingers left, and he stood up grabbing the other stuff and he wipes his fingers off.
“I put on some non scented lotion and rubbed it in all the way.” He mumbles and brings the camera up to his face. You nodded and stood still.
Taehyung zoomed in to the tattoo, snapping a couple of pictures. As he did, he couldn't help but to look at you, really look at you.
You were actually beautiful as fuck, and he knew that the first time he looked at you. But he doesn't hate anything more then a spoiled rich girl.
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Tom Holland Smut Fics
Relationship: Tom Holland x Reader / Harrison
Summary (Request): Hi can I request a smut where the reader is dating harrison and is riding him on the couch but Tom walks in and keeps eye contact with the reader till she reaches her orgasm and haz doesn't realise that Tom is there.
I ADDED MY OWN TWIST SORRY I COULDN’T RESIST.
(Might be a part 2?)
Warning: obviously smut.
Author: Jizzwristfics
A/N: I’m going to be like Manny MUA of fan fiction. If you don’t like it, don’t fucking read it!
-Also I’ve had stupid long shifts this week so sorry if it feels rushed. Aka kinda why I want to make a pt. 2. If I get enough for feedback I’ll post a pt.2 :)
🔥- Lana
[Reader’s POV]
“Hey love, I got you your favourite.” Tom smiles as he hands you the cup of raspberry tea. The smell making you sigh in content as you sat down next to him. Of course, the two of you would get the occasional looks from people. He is Tom Holland after all.
Now the purpose of this visit to the coffee shop was to talk to Tom. There was something that had to end and it was for the best. Yet in your heart, it felt like it shouldn’t have to. He looked so happy today and you were about to squash it. He would look like a puppy that was just told no… You love puppies and the thought of making them or Tom sad didn’t sit well in your stomach.
The two of you sat and talked about things that were coming up for Tom. He was getting busier and busier with his schedule. He just finished his third convention and is about to start filming for Spider-Man Far From Home in a few weeks. You knew he was going to get busy and so was Harrison. Both of the boys were going to be busy but you’d be tagged along due to being Tom’s best friend, and Harrison’s girlfriend.
The lower and lower the level of your tea grew made you aware of how much closer it was to having to tell him the truth. The truth about how you’ve been feeling and what’s been bothering you lately since that night. It was bad because it was affecting your alone time with Harrison. Everything had changed since that night and it stressed you the fuck out.
“Is everything okay? You sounded a little off when you said you wanted to talk.” his hand places over yours giving it a squeeze. The warmth of his hand reminding you of that night a while back. Taking a shaky breath in and looking it at his hand that was on top of your right one. Your left hand resting against the side of your now warm cup.’
“I… I can’t be with you anymore like we were the last time Tom. I can’t do this to Harrison. I can’t do this to your friendship or our frienship either…” your thumb brushed against the rim of the cup as you looked at the hot liquid. Breathe was shaky as your eyes moved from the cup to your best friend.
“Y/N, you know that night we had together a month ago… and you’re still going to be with Harrison?” the tone Tom had made you feel even more guilty. It ate at your soul that you cheated on Harrison after he upset you one night after getting into a major fight.
Flashes of the steamy night the two of you had together. The thought of the multiple climaxes you had made your legs clamp together tightly. In the span of the six and a half months of dating Harrison you never had an orgasm. It was frustrating for him but at one point you just ended up faking it. Now when you had sex with Tom, it was different. The way Tom touched, talked and pleasured you that night made you have multiple in one night. Which was what made this situation more difficult.
“Tom, please you need to drop this.” pulling your arm back out of his grasp the moment you heard cameras start to flash. Of course there had to be paps outside after a non so relaxing cup of tea. You didn’t need a picture of the two of together to go viral. Even if Tom is your best friend before you and Harrison dated… The whole situation was awful as hell.
“Come back here Y/N, we still need to talk about this…”
“There’s nothing to talk about, I can’t believe I cheated on him with you just out of spite when he was in Milan with… with those girls I-”
“See you shouldn’t be with him, I’ve known you for years. I love you Y/N. I can’t just stand here when he’s doing things behind your back. I stayed quiet but I can’t anymore when I have these feelings... This is the third time you’ve came to me after you’ve tried working things with him and that time we shared… I showed you the way you’re supposed to be treated that night.” his hand grasped yours before you could open the door to the drivers side of your car.
“Tom. enough. I’ll see you later. Go now, people are coming closer.” Getting in your car as flashes went off  furiously at the two of you. Starting your car, the engine revs to life as you sit there for a moment. Tears fell behind your sunglasses as you grit your teeth in frustration. Looking to the side you back out of the parking lot and head over to Harrison’s place. You say Harrison’s place but it’s really Tom’s house. It was the part you hated the most.
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“Jesus christ babe you’re eager tonight” Harrison gasps as you take his cock back into your mouth. His hand gripping your hair tightly as he pushed your head down further. Your eyes watering from him hitting the back of your throat. The moans that fell from his lips reassured you were doing a good job.
Moans filled the air as you pleased Harrison. The two of you were about to fuck on the living room couch. You needed to release your frustration and you knew Tom wouldn’t be home due to an interview. Even if he did see you two it would be your way of a payback? You weren’t sure but that’s what seemed was the best option.
“C’mon love, get on top. Now.” His voice stern as he pulled your hair back. You winced from the harshness as you stood up from your current position. His hand leaves your hair as you stand up in front of  him. Your hips swaying to the beat of the music in the background.
Harrison places his hands on your hips and pulls you towards him. Placing your hand on his shoulder you straddle his waist. A moan escapes your lips as his cock fills you up. Seconds after his hands go straight towards your ass he guides you quickly up and down. His hips moving up to meet with your movements making him go deeper.
Your mind started to wander off due to your head space not being there a hundred percent. Harrison’s head tilted back as you picked up the pace. Skin against skin slapped as you continued your motion. You looked behind Harrison at the door slightly paranoid if someone would come in. The way you were made it that only you were able to see if someone was coming.
Instead of thinking about Harrison’s curses and his ass slapping you thought of someone you never thought you would. You started thinking about Tom. The way he touched you and kissed you with need and want. Your memory of that night flooding your mind making pleasure flood through your body. Opening your eyes yours make contact with a familiar pair of brown ones.
Your movements halted for a second as you stared into his eyes. A wave of pleasure took over you as you then continued to move. Mouth agape from the pleasure flooding to your core. Tom’s lip was taken in between as the two of you made eye contact from across the room. His bag slung over his shoulder slightly, curls loose. The same curls you had your hands clung onto as you came multiple times that one night he fucked you relentlessly.
“C-close” you whimpered as Harrison snapped his hips up into you harder. Your hair bouncing slightly from how hard he was entering you. Eye locked with Tom’s as he sets his bag down lightly. His hands lifting up his black shirt slowly.
“GOd I’m gonna cum” Harrison groans as his hands get tighter on your hips. Nails digging into your skin making you bite your lip. Yet your eyes were trained now on Tom’s flexing abs muscles as he breathes looking at you. At this point all you were thinking about was him and wanting it to be him.
“I’m gonna c-”
“That’s right, cum for me baby” Harrison moans smacking your ass. Pleasure taking over you as you completely lost it from Tom’s tongue darting along his lower lip. Your body felt as if it was buzzing as wave after wave took over you.
“F-Fuck, Tom!” You cry out as you cum hard , head falling back. Eyes widening from the name that escaped your lips. Heart racing as hands push you off of your current spot. Your body falling off the couch, shoulder hitting the edge of Tom’s coffee table.
A wave of pain is erupts in the spot your shoulder just hit. Harrison stood above you pulling on his joggers, chest heaving up and down. Once his pants are on he starts yelling at you. His mouth moving but you just couldn’t seem to hear. You were in the middle of a panic attack, you couldn’t breathe.
“H-Harrison I… I didn’t mean to say his name I-”
“Fucking SAVE IT Y/N. why the fuck did you say his name? What the actual fuck! Are you whoring around with my best mate?” Harrison gets closer to you making you flinch. This wasn’t the first time he’s retaliated against you. Whenever you would confront him about other girls he would just get so angry. Even if he did cheat on you before it didn’t matter.
“I… well I uhm -” before you could finish the sentence of telling him what happened a blanket is placed around your naked body. Turning you see Tom still shirtless but now in joggers hung low on his hips. A hat concealing his curls with wireless headphones resting around his neck.
“Harrison. You need to back the fuck up.”
“Y/N. Did you fuck him?” Harrison ignores Tom stepping closer to you. Of course, you pull the fabric around you closer as if it will protect you.
“No Harrison. I slept with her after you were off with those other girls. You want to go around and fuck other girls?” Tom’s arms lifted you up so you were in his arms now. Harrison glaring at the two of you, your body felt like he was burning you alive.
“You di-”
“I fucked your bitch” Tom snaps back making the room go dead silent. The sentence throwing everyone off due to all the tension that was building. You looked between your cheating boyfriend and your best friend who you loved wondering what was going to happen.
WHAT DID YOU GUYS THINK?????
PLS COMMENT LETTING ME KNOW IF YOU WANT A PART 2. 
ALSO COMMENT IF YOU WANT TO BE IN THE TAG LIST!!
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30ish questions
I was tagged by @marchofthekillerqueens thank you dear <3
Nickname: Chanty, Shant, my dad calls me a couple of embarrassing names and my closest friend calls me “mami” lmao
Gender: Female
Astrological Sign: Cancer
Height: 5’1
Sexuality: Straight
Hogwarts House: Hufflepuff
Favourite Animal: I’m an animal lover but dogs own my soul
Average Hours of Sleep: My sleep schedule is fucked, man but let’s say it’s somewhere between 6 - 9 hours
Number of blankets: Three and my duvet
Where I’m from: Somewhere in the north of Mexico
Dream trip: Spending weeks in Italy, Ireland and Greece
Top 3 artists: The Beatles, Queen, Paramore and I’m gonna add Adele because I’ve been in love with her for a few years
When I created this account: Oh man this blog goes way back to 2009. We have history lol
Why I created this account: I wanted to have fun
What’s your hair like: It’s a short dark brown curly mop but it used to be quite long two years ago
Do you wear glasses: Yes, all the time 
Do you wear braces: Yes, for more than four years I think I don’t even know anymore lol which reminds me I need to make an appointment to remove them
Fashion style: High waisted jeans and t-shirts depending on the occasion of course. I clean up nice ok I’m not a bum either hahah
Full name: Chantal Urbina Herrera, pretty simple just like me
When were you born? 1994
Where are you from? Mexico
What school do/ did you attend? I really don’t see the point in telling because you won’t know haha and I dropped out of college after 7 months and became a cosmetologist instead hah
What kind of student are you: Quiet, good behavior, most people thought I was a “nerd” but I’m the laziest slowest mofo with average grades. Pretty much invisible to everyone except to my friends
Do you enjoy school: nah
Favourite subjects: English, biology, literature
Favourite TV shows: The Walking Dead, Lucifer, Dr. House, Friends, Anne with an E, The 100, Full House, That 70s Show, The Fresh Prince. To name some hah
Favourite book/what are you reading: It’s been a while since I don’t read but I have a few favorites. My Name Is Memory, The Lonely Hearts Club and the Dark Hunter series by Serrilyn Kenyon
Have any regrets: Yes
Favourite movies: You can’t ask me to decide this... I CAN’T
Hobbies/Pastime: Music and movies sometimes reading
Dream Job: Own a book store and a bakery, be a SFX MUA
Would you like to get married someday: Yes
Would you like to have kids: Not sure
Do you have a significant other: No, still recovering from the mess my ex left three years ago
Do you believe in miracles: Yes
What countries have you visited: Only the USA :(((
Do you enjoy shopping: I enjoy getting new things but I hate shopping
What’s the worst nights you’ve ever had: uhh... I don’t know
What about an enemy: I don’t have any haha I try to leave in peace with myself so I don’t make enemies
Tagging: @rogershamsandwich @gunpwdergelatin @7-seasofrhye @70srogertaylor @joemazzelo If you already did this or don’t wanna do it simply ignore it
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WHY BEING IN THE PRISON WORLD WOULDN’T BE ALL THAT TERRIBLE - a list
*First off; it would be better living in Europe because you could travel all across Europe / Asia without having to cross major bodies of water*
This includes being alone / being with someone *cough* Malachai *cough*
You want to want to travel? Do it for free and get into anywhere you want
Want to walk around naked all the time? Excellent, go do it
Want to have sex in wild places? Nice, go have sex against the Eiffel Tower, go fuck inside of Big Ben, damn even go to Buckingham Palace and have a little fun.
Want that expensive game console or phone but couldn’t afford it? Now you can, yoink.
Want to learn a new language or two? You have all the time in the world
Have a passion for reading? Now you can read all of the books
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Want to learn a new talent / hobby? Grab your pencils, get out your typewriter, pull out the canvas and create
Want to get better at maths? Science? Great, now you can study without distractions
Enjoy fashion? Amazing, imagine all them designer outfits you can now strut your stuff in
Want to get healthy? Brilliant now you have literally forever to stick to your diet and / or gym!
Passion for cooking? Master it or burn down the house, doesn’t matter, you have all the time you need
Are you completely nosey? Imagine all the houses and shops you could rummage through
Want to live like you’re rich? Well, you can have any house or car you damn please now
Want to learn to drive? Grab your keys, not like you can hurt anyone but yourself
Wish you could keep your youthful glow? Great, not like you age now
Musical? Teach yourself the piano, violin or drums. Maybe give yourself some singing lessons
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Want to get wild in the bedroom? Run into that sex shop and grab all you want because no one is there to judge you but God
Wish you could have a lie in all the time? Nothing else to do but sleep now
Foodie? Travel the world and try all different foods
Want to understand what the hell Shaksapeare was ever talking about? Don’t worry, it would take forever and now you have forever!
Wish you could decorate your own home without worrying about the cost? Go wild
Want to learn dancing? Grab your tap shoes because you’re going to do great
Ever wanted to rob a bank? Guess you can do that now
Wanted to run the world? Technically, now you do, enjoy that crown
Floater? Now you can learn to use a boat or learn to swim; use armbands for your own safety
YouTube influencer? Grab that eyeshadow pallette and gloss because you’re going to become that MUA
Wanted to get so sick of someone you actually want to die? Well now it’s even easier if you’re only stuck with one person!
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Adventuring with a friend / lover? Now you can do things no other couple could dream of doing
Want to be a photographer? Cool, grab *steal* that camera and snap them pictures
Astronomer? Shut down an entire power grid and look at the stars like they’ve never been seen
Screamer? Go scream at the top of your lungs without getting locked in a mental asylum
Saw someone do something cool? Now you can practise it without being frightened of embarrassing yourself in front of anyone
Wanted to go find out secrets about people / places? Snoop all you want
Just wanted quiet? Pop into your nearest Prison World for that calming effect of nothing
Want that relationship with no one knowing? You’ve got it
Sex when? Everywhere and anywhere at anytime, go crazy
Watching old movies? Well now you have all day to watch all of them
Want to run away? Now you have somewhere to go and time will pass in the normal world without you worrying
Do something embarrassing? Now you can sit in the Prison World until everyone that remembers is dead
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Get that sudden sexual urge? Go masturbate in the library, maybe in the Statue of Liberty; go wild, you weirdo
History geek? Learn more about the past by being stuck in it *if it was a past day PW*
Want to be Bear Grills? Test out your survival skills and live in the wild for awhile
Want to be someone else? Well now you can be whoever you want to be and do whatever you want to be without being held back
People don’t believe in you? Go to the PW and learn all that shit and come back and slap them with all that money you’ll end up earning when you’re rich
Got a wild fantasy? Go live it out
Love that piece of clothing? Get it and wear it, you’ll rock it and won’t have to worry if people will think anything of you
Loving? Learn to love yourself properly, you have a lot of time and if you’re alone it gives you all the more reason to do it
Bursting to tell a secret? You can tell the other person because it’s not like they can tell anyone else.
Want to spend a lot of time to know someone? Well now you have all eternity to know the other person.
Interested in the human mind? Well now you can study it and the psychological affects of being alone etc
Socialising? What the hell is that? Something you don’t have to do, that’s for damn sure
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PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ADD SOME MORE!
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A Moment Stolen
a writing commission for my friend, @ryuichifoxe, of their Inquisitor, Rorie Lavellan, and Dorian, taking a moment for themselves before their wedding~
Dorian turns the lock on the door with a decisive click, and heaves an overly dramatic sigh of relief, because of course he does. Still, this mild taste of his familiar theatrics is almost overwhelmingly endearing when it’s been so long since they’ve been together.
Rorie can do little more than lounge across his bed, fairly sinking into the luxuriously soft mattress that seems to sap away each and every ache from the day— or rather, the day before. He can’t be sure of the time, but he does know it’s technically morning now, the graceful Seleny skyline quiet under cover of darkness daubed with the sleepy grey of a coming dawn. He’s hardly had time to enjoy the city’s many beautiful sights (constantly lauded by Josephine with fondness) what with all the preparations.
He swears he’s seen more of Seleny’s catering businesses and flower shops than any of its famous statuary and architecture, hopes he has time to enjoy it once all this silly opulence is over.
The bed dips, his reverie breaks, and he looks up at the man for whom he’s suffering all of said silliness. Dorian looks a bit worn as well, but he’s smiling all the same, and Rorie feels his cheeks ache a bit and realizes he hasn’t stopped since his beloved entered the room. Funny thing, that.
“Ah, there you are,” Dorian teases, settling down against the truly ridiculous mound of pillows piled against the intricately carved headboard. He reaches out and traces two fingers over the familiar path of the Inquisitor’s vallaslin. “I was afraid I’d have to dive into the Fade and fetch you myself.”
“Again?” Rorie chuckles, leaning into the soft touch. “How many times would that be?”
“Far too many, amatus,” he says, and even though he’s smiling, there’s a touch of heaviness that falls over him at that. Rorie can practically see him force it down, and his smile returns to his eyes again. “And I’d do it again and again.” “You don’t have to butter me up, vhenan,” he says, to lighten the mood a bit more, rolling over to tuck himself against Dorian’s side, “you already have me.” “Not yet,” says the magister, kissing the top of Rorie’s head. His arms wind around him so easily, remember the shape of his body even after so long apart. He melts into the touch, almost embarrassed by how readily, how helplessly, he sinks into Dorian’s arms. He’s far too old to still feel so… squishy around this man. Dorian goes on, and there’s a touch of mischief in his tone as he holds on a bit tight. “I won’t have you in my evil magister clutches until after the wedding. Then you’re mine forever! Mua-ha-ha and all that.”
Rorie cranes his head back to look at Dorian, and, of course, he’s twirling his mustache. When he catches Rorie looking, he grins like a fool, all teeth and deep laughter lines.
They both burst out laughing, long and loud, mad belly laughs they can’t quite help. They try to silence themselves, more for fear of waking the posh little inn’s other guests, or being discovered by Josephine or Maevaris, or— ancestors forbid, Rorie’s mother— but they can’t quite manage it, spurred towards giddiness by exhaustion and anticipation in equal measure. They cling to one another and laugh until tears prick their eyes and their stomachs ache, and after a while they find themselves face-to-face on their sides, foreheads touching and legs tangled together, letting out wheezy little giggles in between uneven breaths.
“We’re getting married today,” Rorie whispers with a breathless sort of wonder, as if it’s only just hit him.
“We are,” Dorian affirms with a kiss to his forehead. He’s smiling a bit oddly himself, like he can’t quite believe it’s true. “Today, we’ll be husbands.” He laughs again, softer this time, and kisses Rorie again, once on either cheek.
“Husbands,” Rorie echoes, wide-eyed, beaming. “You’ll be my husband.”
“And you mine, amatus.” Another kiss, to the tip of his nose. “Quite the scandal, so I’ve heard.”
“I can imagine,” Rorie snorts. “The so-called Herald of Andraste and a Tevinter magister? What will the neighbors think?”
“Well,” Dorian says, huffing as if offended, but smiling still, “the Herald has saved the world several times, and has the Divine in his pocket—”
“Please don’t ever say that to Vivienne.”
“Not to mention several influential families and, oh yes, a loyal army or two at his command, so I think they’ll just have to deal with it, don’t you?”
Rorie laughs, and is beset by yet another kiss, to the corner of his open mouth. He gasps a little, pleasantly surprised, and returns it with a fond little bunt of the nose. They exchange kisses back and forth, sleepily, with no real direction or intent beyond simply enjoying one another, relishing the company they’ve been so long without.
Something occurs to Rorie, once they’ve managed to wriggle their way underneath the blankets, curled around each other so completely it’s almost as if they’ll never find a way to part again. They will, of course, they still have so much work to do, on different ends of the world, it feels like sometimes, but important. They’ll spend more time apart than they will together, and they’ll go more and more grey, but after today… after today they’ll do it as husbands. Rorie twists a strand of Dorian’s long hair around his fingers, admires the glimmer of strands of silver in the dim light of the oil lamp on the bedside table. He almost forgets his little revelation, lost in the beauty of his soon-to-be spouse, the crinkles at his eyes, the dusting of grey in his mustache, the lines around his mouth.
He shakes his head, huffs another chuckle, and Dorian gives him a questioning look. “What is it, amatus?”
“Nothing, nothing… Just thought of something silly Josephine told me yesterday. Something about us seeing one another before the ceremony on our wedding day being “bad luck.” Some shem superstition, I suppose?”
Dorian tosses his head back, hair making a surprisingly graceless, tangling arc, given the magister’s usual dedication to looking austere and graceful in everything he does. “Ha!” He kisses Rorie again, cups his cheek and runs a thumb over the edge of his own creases and lines of age and experience. “When have we ever had anything but bad luck, darling?” Rorie laughs, tilts his head to press a soft kiss to the pad of Dorian’s thumb. “I don’t know, vhenan,” he says. “I can think of a few times.”
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