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good mornings throughout the travel
[ID: Two comics of Vash and Wolfwood from Trigun Maximum. The second is underneath the read more.
The first is in four panels and follows Vash and Wolfwood through hotel rooms. First, Vash and Wolfwood exit adjacent rooms, and Wolfwood has sparkles floating around him as he exclaims, “Rise and shine! Ready to go?” Vash frowns, displeased, and says, Urk— Good morning to you too.”
Next, they’re in a room with two beds. Wolfwood is awake and fully dressed. He’s sitting on the bed and smoking, back turned away from the viewer and he says, “Wake up already, sleepyhead.” Vash sits up with his eyes still closed and yawns before saying good morning. After that, they’re sharing a bed, and Wolfwood gets up and says, “Morning, sunshine. Time to get up.” His body shadows Vash from the sunlight. Vash is still lying down with a blanket draped over him as he mumbles good morning.
Finally, they’re embracing in bed, both shirtless. Sunlight shines on them, but their contact allows their shadows to drape over their faces. Vash smiles, kisses the top of Wolfwood’s head, and says, “Good morning, Wolfwood.” Wolfwood sleepily says, “Mph, g’morning, needle-noggin’,” snuggling into on Vash’s shoulder. End ID] ID CREDIT
TRIMAX Vol. 10 Spoilers under read more // bonus comic
[ID: The bonus comic starts with Vash asleep in bed, fully clothed with his hair half-black. Someone says “Good morning,” and Vash says, “Morning, Wolf—w...” He trails off as Livio, holding a plate of food, stares with abject shock.
Livio says, “I’m sorry.” Vash, smiling but sweating, says, “No, it’s my bad...” Livio repeats, “I’m sorry.” Vash says, “Geez, stop apologizing,” and cuts off Livio’s “I—” with a “Good morning, Livio.” Livio quietly mumbles, “... Good morning...”
Vash sits up from the couch he was sleeping on and looks down, thinking, “... That’s right. I won’t wake up to you anymore... I have to get used to that...” End ID]
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#i just think. when theyre traveling for a long time together#sleeping in the same inns sleeping in the same rooms potentially as they get closer#realizing they dont need to pay the fee for 2 bedrooms if theyre comfortable fighting back to back#realizing they dont need to pay the fee for 2 beds after one night of being forced to sleep in same one since all the 2 beds rooms ran out#and being comfortable with it - and then after their feelings are shared#realizing theyd rather sleep and rest peacefully next to one another#and wake up slowly and enjoy the mundane while they can#i drew ww waking up first bc i dont imagine he sleeps much tbh. i think vash is a light sleeper too and more often than not#and vash goes to bed just bc he knows if he tries to leave ww would follow him#i also think vash never had someone stand guard for him before even if that isnt what he wants out of ww to do. but knowing that ww is#there means that he can actually sleep peacefully without worry that someones going to drop on him immediately. i think he'd get used tothat#and ww -- as he opens his heart more to vash -- gets comfortable staying in bed a little longer#sleeps a little better -- especially when they start to share a bed bc there's a warmth there that he can't help but cave into#bc he hasn't had that in a long time.#ruporas art
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Hm...
#not to be really clearly be someone with Issues on the murder prison sideblog but I've never been this deep in a community before#I always sort of rest on the sides#I still do to some extent really#so I'm just kinda waiting to be attacked#if that makes sense?#like#I feel like a fraud who's tricking people into believing that im not a fraud#and once people find out im actually a stupid horrible person I'll be chased out into the woods#...god is this why I keep on getting Kazui in those quizzes?#but like- you guys have stuck around for this much of my ramblings but how much more? When do I Start being annoying and pretentious?#has it already started and I just havent realized?#in three months will I wake up to a callout post for something I never realized was a problem?#I dont know...#vent
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running on 2 hours of sleep and one meal rn but hey at least i got a 10/15 during my exam today-
#if anyone's wondering yes im alive#JBHERBHFJBHERFJBEHRF#unfortunately#but my god do i feel like shit#when i walked out of that exam hall i could not feel my legs#this is why you need to sleep for at least 4 hours kids#dont be like me and read fanfiction#before a very early exam HBERFBHHEBJRBF#anyways i used all the remaining energy i had making this#dean rambles#im gonna go back to resting#and i'll prob draw some more when i wake up hahaha#(fucked sleeping schedule here we go)#art#mine#my art#deansona
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Falling asleep on Pepe while he’s streaming!!!
?!?! how dare you?!?!!!!!!!!!!! ruined my night (=fixed it)
#because now i will be up thinking about this all night#omg????#sitting in his lap but like facing him and just relaxing as he streams#after having had a long day all you want to do it just rest and also spend time with your boyfriend so why not?#but you didnt plan on actually falling asleep… it just happened….#the soft movements from pepe as he plays combined with his sweet laughter and the way that his hand moves up and down your side when he#waits for a new game to start#how could u not doze off??#and when he realizes he just goes 'oh 😮' before finding you so cute that he's lowkey blushing#and he just keeps his voice soft (knowing you sleep very well when he talks)(like him telling you about his day before you go to bed?? chef#kiss) and keeps on playing for a while#and ofc the chat goes crazy because hello ??? the two of you are adorable ???? but eventually he says he has to go for 'obvious reasons'#and then he tucks you into his bed so carefully that you wont wake up <333 before kissing your forehead and-#aaaaAaA#thank u anon#asks!#anon!#pepe thoughts
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the thing about not fucking up my sleep schedule during the summer so that i don't end up having to suffer through a week of insomnia to fix it (aside from this being a new experience for me, usually i manage to unfuck up my sleep schedule in a day or two) is that staying up all night reading during the summer is literally the reason i stay alive. it may sound dramatic but i spend the whole work year subjecting myself to a hateful schedule of being up before the sun, and the reason i survive it is because i know come january I'll have night after night of reading for hours and hours and hours uninterrupted, peaceful quiet. I've been doing this since I was a child, it kept me going back then too, it's kept me going my whole life. i can't afford a lot of expensive pleasures like traveling, or buying that new gaming pc I've wanted for years, but i can stay up until 6am reading every day for a month. yes I'd love to avoid going through the hell week I've just endured ever again, but if you ask me to sacrifice my favorite summer passtime literally what's the point of being alive
#all due respect to my adhd doctor but you don't fix my sleep schedule by sending me into a depressive spiral that sounds like a bad idea#“wake up at the same time every day” yeah no thanks I'd literally rather die than give sleeping in during the weekends and holidays#how is “subject yourself to allowing capitalism to control your schedule every day for the rest of your life” good advice to anyone#“get up at 7.30 even when you don't have to”#hell will freeze over before i set an alarm on a sunday#if that's the solution thanks i don't want it#I'm also pretty sure the insomnia had more to do with everything going on than with my sleep schedule being backwards#alext txt
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WILL MY FLATMATE FUCKING STOP PUTTING WASHING ON BEFORE 7AM ON A SATURDAY
#im at my fucking limit. good for u girl being up and at it at 6 on a weekend but I wanted to fucking SLEEP IN.#i tried to fall back asleep but its kept waking me back up. and now my sleep has been disturbed im gonna be cranky all day#im not like her i cant sleep whenever nap whenever this is the only time of day i can get some rest. come on man#she woke me up yesterday morning too which rly pissed me off bc i get up at 6:30 for work on weekdays#so waking me up BEFORE THEN when she doesnt even have to go to work for like. another HOUR LATER THAN I DO!!!! pisstake#the fact i didnt sleep well was WHY i had a migraine at work and WHY i had to cancel on her fucking movie night#man i just wanted to sleep thru until 8am. its not even that much to ask please#at least she wont do this the next couple days bc she would never disturb the beauty sleep of our other friend lmao#ill text her and ask her not to do this again. just so annoying bc it sets the tone for the whole day#whatever#.diaries
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ok that was a new one
#trying to fall asleep half falling asleep and then instantly waking up in a cosmically dissociative state#that was not ok. it can't start happening to me without an adverse reaction to treatment ...#i can't remember when the other time in my life i experience a similar thing was....#one part of the brain fully awake but an entire other part still asleep and the rest conscious without it (NOT supposed to happen)#hellish stuff maan not ok not ok#i looked at my hands and recognized and understood them... but also recognized and understood the arbitrariness of their shape and number#and of the form of my mind and perception and place in time and errything.#cmon man you're only supposed to do that to people on random drugs not overstressed ppeople tryin to frickin sleep 😭#fuckin worst anxiety attack in a long LONG while fuckin hell.#i had to walk and wait for the rest of my brain to wake up and start perceiving so i could fuckin have the rest of my human context back#like where do you even hide man when the rest of your mind isn't there to run back to. it's like being stripped under the eye of sauron#the zones of my brain are too frickin detached and desynchronized i need to be neurologically sewn back together#i experienced temporary (~hourlong in ebbs and waves) broca's aphasia at treatment the other week. wild. and not ok#im gonna try tms again i think. it wasn't a silver bullet for me but it did help repair my cognition and memory and coherency for a bit...#til i lost it again at least#i miss josette. i played her game when rising on the brief crest of tms before my exhaustion started outweighing the few improvements#I'll revisit josette and sedona blue if i do that treatment again. J1 is too much of a slog to replay but J2 is a timeless precious gem#tms is so painful though it shocks my neuralgia#but im desperate i guess#ahahaahhh i need helppp. i ain bin this screwed since 2020 i think
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It’s 8 am for me and I need to go to sleep god damn 😭
#sleep schedule whats that?#i really need someone regularly knock me out with a brick or something so I can sleep#i don’t even remember the last time I went to sleep before 4 am🧍♂️#awful#anyways imma answer stuff when I wake up#love y’all and rest well#hope ur all doing good and eat health as well#personal???
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you guys have no idea the amt of self control i have exhibited this morning
#marzi speaks#i did NOT want to go to class holy shit#i kept waking up throughout the morning. like 8 am 8:30 8:45 9:20#and i guess my dreams were confusing or smth bc every time i woke up i was so disoriented#i would wake up. try to see what my roommates were doing#check the time on my phone. think ‘do i have to be up yet???’#sit there in confusion for a minute or two before remembering No I Do Not (probably)#and then go back to sleep#but THEN when i woke up for REAL bc of my ALARM my roommates were both in their beds!!!#which was DOUBLE confusing. i felt kind of insane#i wanted nothing more than to rest my head against my pillow and drift off again. but i was strong and i am now waiting for class to start#i’m holding onto those absences for when i really need ‘em#can’t waste one this early#also i’ve been waking up with sore throats the past couple days bc of allergies#so i’m like. irritated at the moment bc of that#i hate sore throats they r so annoying
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bringing the whole extended family to whoop your sister's ass for taking your job, house, boyfriend, & memories
#bg3#this was before i knew the durge got a 1v1 w/ her#i was SO mad#spent all this time summoning an army and for what?#for an extremely easy fight#like. when i played as tav. the orin fight took me many hours & attempts#as a durge i rock up. get half my army stolen by a globe of bullshit. and beat her ass in 4 rounds#also yes. astarion isn't happy#i had just long rested & was prepping for what i thought was going to be one of the hardest fights in the game#i was entirely too pissed off to go find a civilian to bite#everyone else in the temple was already dead#& this save never triggered the 'astarion bites you' scene#so i did an astarion romance without waking up bloodless every morning <3#on accident. too#not like i planned it#also also#yes. i did forget to pact my weapon#do you know how fucking dumbfounded i was#when i realised this#i had just had my army & best fighters stolen from me#AND i forgot to pact my weapon?#also 3#i didn't know how gale's staff worked until i was almost done with the game (abt 400 hours in)#so that isn't on either
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hehe hi 👋 it's me :3
for the ask game:
27. What's your favorite book? (or just one you've read a few times?)
26. What are some seemingly childish things you like?
43. Do you have siblings? if so how many?
34. What's your favorite flower?
9. When is your birthday?
19. Do you have a best friend? how long have you
been friends?
50. Wild Card. any question, ask away!
did you listen to the new Hozier album yet?! :3
21. How was your day today?
and
28. How are you, really?
<3
- girl-hobbit 🤎🌿
ow wow ok!!
27. six of crows is so good. so good.
26. i love cartoons, games like 4 square, coloring books, climbing trees, popping bubble wrap, splashing in puddles, doing carwheels. uhhh a lot of things :]
43. i have a sister 2 years older than me and a brother 6 years younger than me :p
34. just wildflowers i guess???? like fields of them <3333
9. october 27 :D its the best birthday
19. sort of? i have two friends ive known since like 2nd grade and we are really close but we’re also close with other people. i guess yes??
50. ok dont hate me but i listened to the first like 5 songs the day it released and then i kept gettinf distracted and forgetting so i havent listened to it in full yet :(( i will though i promise!! ill do it today >:3
21. good! i got a root beer float at school :DD
28. tbh i keep getting really upset about school and its Not Fun. more in tags
#thank youu#<3#ask#girl-hobbit!#ok mini rant :#i hate the fact that i have to wake up hours before my body naturally wants to#then stay in the same place for 7 hours mostly just sitting at a desk.#i get home around 4. rest for maybe an hour/do chores. eat dinner at 6. maybe watch a show with my parents.#one thing about me is that i have a super hard time focusing/starting things! so it takes me 3/4 hours to do my homework#especially when i think its stupid. if its a lot of work and i think its stupid my brain straight up refuses to do it.#and then i also have issues falling asleep so i get maybe 5-6 hours every night if im lucky.#theres no way i can alter my schedule to make it better. theres no solution for me unless i give up more freetime!! wtf!!#learning is great and important but this schedule does not fucking work for me. it just doesnt. and it pisses me off !#anyway. that was kind of a full rant not a mini rant. sorry bout that.
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Me, thinking at the farmer getting up, every single morning, at 6 AM: *whispers* How effed up even is your sleep schedule, at this point..? :°D
#stardew valley#sdv#elliott sdv#sdv elliott#stardew elliott#elliott stardew valley#sharky's stunning skills at gaming#I know he (and Abby) insta-falls asleep as soon as the clock strikes 10 PM (when it's not night festival time)#And doing the quickest laundry may take 1.5 hours or so between washing and hanging#So technically laundry should start around 4 AM#which means he might need to get up at least 30 mins before that time (he could always take care of his hair afterwards)#so all this could mean that he goes to bed at 10 PM and also wakes up at 3:30 AM.#That would make only 5.5 hours of sleep.#DUDE! This farmer appreciates the thought#but also... pls don't skip on too many precious resting hours ಥ-ಥ
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vent under the cut
no but. i want to make art. it has been so fucking long since i actually finished a drawing. i want to write too, in fact i have a whole goddamn story in my head that i’ve been working on for over four years that’s almost finished and i haven’t written a single fucking thing for it. i have a blog for writing specifically and i’ve posted maybe three things on it total bc i just don’t have the time. all because school and now work have taken up all my energy and i’m constantly on 1% battery. it used to be that summer was when my art block disappeared and i was free to create and express myself but now? i go back to school in less than two weeks and i’ve only finished one drawing at the beginning of june and that’s it. all the rest are sketches or if they’re lucky half finished line art. i was supposed to have a whole sketchbook filled for one of my art classes but i still haven’t done anything for it because work is fucking killing me. any time i go in i have horrible anxiety fill my chest because i know that it’s gonna suck and that i’m gonna be in horrible pain afterwards and only have $11.75/hr to show for it. i’m this fucking close to quitting bc it’s honestly a really shitty job with unsafe conditions for a place where minors can work and with entitled upper middle class customers who think they own you bc they pay $22 for a carwash.
#it’s fucking insane how#when i had a week off bc of my college camp#and i was given time to chill and all i had to do was draw#i drew! and i drew some good shit!!!#and i drew more in that week than i have the entire rest of the summer#bc i’m paid $11.75/hr to do way more than i’m paid for#istg i’m fucking quitting before it gets bad next summer#fuck this job#schools no better#i go to smart kid school and i have a shitty mom so i’m expected to get all A’s#i don’t#i’m lucky if most of my classes are A’s#i’m hoping this year is different since i’m taking mostly art based classes#with only three academic classes with topics i’m actually interested in (two of which are only a semester)#let’s end senior with a fucking bang ig!#by being as chill as possible#gonna limit my work hours to mon-wed plus saturday#maybe even take off either monday or wednesday so i get more of a break#bc waking up and having to go to school and then having to go to work and then having to get up early again to go to school in extreme pain#is fucking hell on earth#curse my shitty joints#k.txt#vent tw
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I still have 5 hours left in my shift 😭😭😭
#I just….#really wanna go home today#not having a good day. I started my period this morning and then I got to work and found out only me and one other opener were there but our#opening manager wasn’t here yet so she was late and we spent the next 20 minutes rushing to get everything set up before we opened#and then we immediately started getting customers and it’s just been busy and I’m tired and just don’t feel good bc of my period#and then so far I’ve had 2 of my least favorite customers come through the drive thru where I’m working#one is this dude who’s just fucking annoying another is the guy that asked for my number a few months ago who I haven’t seen since I turned#him down so I took his order and then made someone else deal with him at the window#and then it got busy with everyone ordering drinks like hot coffees which meant I had to walk from our drive thru out to the lobby bc my#coffees were out bc everyone wants coffee today but when I would do that I would still have to be taking orders#and then someone cleared a few specialty coffees off the barista screen without making them while the person was sitting in the drive thru#so I had to make those while doing other stuff too and people were asking me questions#and I was just getting very overstimulated and annoyed plus I’m hungry#and I just want to leave and go home and sleep but it’s my best friend’s birthday so she’s probably gonna want to do something later but I#just don’t feel up to it and I know she’s probably ready to hang out because she’s been off for 10 days with Covid so she’s well rested now#for her birthday but 😭😭😭 I just want to crash into my bed so hard and not wake up until noon tomorrow#also the coworker I work with every day and don’t like is here today unfortunately#and also all of the speakers we use to play music in the back are dead right now and I just want to play music#first world problems but I have so little patience today
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it is 1am and i am crying from a jacob geller video essay
#elia txts#i cannot WAIT to be able to do things again#yes the perfectionism was rly hard on me when i used to draw. but being physically unable to draw has humbled me to such a degree#there's so much noise in my head and it will be a while longer before i can cut thru it#and i am still not convinced ill get full wrist function back ever again. but everything is better than this#i want nothing more than the experience of waking up everyday and doing what i love and improving at it#for no other reason than i want to do it#i am so fortunate to be in a position where i can dedicate the next 4 months of my life to unfucking my health#to get healthy and undo the damage of the past 2-4 years physical and otherwise. if i may be so lucky#the rest of my life starts soon. nd i hope it's only up from here come what may however hard it is ;-;
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///some ramble
its been before pandemics since i had to wake up EVERY DAY at an specific hour (I have since then become full distance student) and now that I'm commited to waking up at 7 o'clock am to study I'm starting to feel again the weight of not being able to sleep until your body tells you its enough.
#so the conclusion is#I should go to sleep at least 9 hours before u should be awake so i wake up naturally#lol#I mean I dont even need to do this but I want to study at morning + half afternoon and then have the rest of the day free and believe me#its amazing feeling i've been doing it for a week#but oh god my body feels TIRED#i used to sleep 5 hours a day without any problem when younger WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MYSELF
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