#benifits of memory

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hey loves, so because i 1, got new tarot decks, and 2 want to call you guys out, im doing this. also - heads up before i even start - spirit said there's gonna be a pile where there are little/no callouts bc they're actually doing great. just some advice/motivation to keep them going

Hello! Welcome to a pick a pile. This is a general reading, everything should be taken with a grain of salt. Hundreds of people may read this, everything I say in your pile(s) may NOT resonate. Today we don't have questions. we're just going callouts. so prepare yourself, i know some of yall are soft.

along with these questions i will give things that may draw you to your pile. the alice in wonderland tarot has different cards but pretty much the same meaning. dont be shocked if instead of the hanged man i say suspention or something like that. i will be using tarot and oracle cards.

now please take everything with a grain of salt!

breathe in, now out, now pick a pile or two.

pile 1 ; pile 2 ; pile 3

hi pile 1!

confirmation for your pile: lowkey funny, life 'falling apart', consequences for your actions, business man/woman, equality, cycles, bakugou, passion, 'im always right, i know what im saying'

oracle: you are good enough - full moon in virgo

tarot: the hierophant, temptation, 7 of flowers, 5 of spears reversed, 9 of flowers

alright bros, the first thing i have to say is 1, you're not always the cause. bad things happen to good people and i know it sucks but it helps you grow. if only good things happened then you'd probably be boring as hell. i hear some of you guys can be because you cant keep a conversation going. the thing is, you may be a victim MOST OF THE TIME but that doesnt mean ALL THE TIME!! you can be wrong in an argument, you can be right in an argument. but it changes. you're a very driven, smart, confident person in most areas but that doesnt mean because you're the right person to be a firefighter but not a baker. 7 of flowers is saying dont back down from the things you KNOW you are right in, but when someone makes a valid point. take it, it can help you. being passionate is a good thing, but dont be ignorant.

temptation is something thats drawing you in, that one day will be negative. maybe its joining the football team but you'll get a serious injury. do not let anyone or anything tempt you that has high risks for pain in the long run. im not saying dont join that football team, but dont put yourself into situations that wont benifit you in the long run. there's a good and bad to everything. do not fall into or back into negative energies/things that didnt help you before. they sure as hell wont help you now

ngl i have no idea what this pile means during the second part

pile 2

alright so confirmation: tired, faking happiness, evolution, "PUT THOSE GRIPPERS AWAY", hawks, manifestation, abuse, Christmas, MHA, movies, memories, nsfw content, love desire, caring heart, makeup, procrastination, seven deadly sins

oracle: a time for healing - balsamic moon, expect powerful chance - new moon eclipse

tarot: 10 of spears, 7 of flowers, 3 of hedgehogs

so this is the pile whos done mostly nothing wrong. when i say mostly, i mean bc everyones made at least one mistake in their life. ofc theres still a callout. STOP BEATING YOURSELF UP! STOP BELITTLING YOUR PAIN, YOUR TRAUMA, THE THINGS THAT HURT YOU MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY EVERY SINGLE DAY!! let go of the past, its gone. its ending. get over it. that friend isnt coming back, they weren't right for you. let go of the past, accept it, and move forward. thats just some advice.

pile 3

hey pile 3

confirmation: false/negative manifestations, intrusive thoughts, self destructive behavior, gay, peaches (that one song omg), yung gravy, emotions, love, communication or lack of communication, birthdays, parties, celebrations

oracle: believe in the impossible - blue moon

tarot: 2 of cups, 4 of flowers, knight of teacups reversed

okay i got flowers in every pile, anyways this piles energy is of a pair.. two people or two piles? maybe you picked another pile. but its a harmonious pair. you guys may be for a long time, maybe shifting together, maybe you work on a lot of projects together? i heard you guys dont talk much but when you do its fun. you guys are a great pair. hold on to each other. i feel like once this pile overcomes toxic/negative behaviors they will shift. it depends on how fast you get rid of them/start manifesting positively.

change the way you see things, the emotions and reactions you have to things that happen. if you wake up in your cr and not your dr say something like "bro what?? why am i in my cr? thats odd, hasnt been like this before." see everything that happens in a different light. if you think that you saw something that was a sign btw, it was. take it and use it how you think its fit. use your talents, you know you can! practice the fun things you want to do one day. practive makes perfect!! get off your ass and do something. vent through an art form. you dont have to use words. you're doing nothing right now. you NEED to do something, but take a break from stressing yourself. its not helping anything

[fatallyaddictedtofiction]

No because if Dean had done the trials in s8 i dont think he would have let Sam talk him out of it.

Dean gives and he gives and he gives and he's always been moderately okay with that. He's sacrificed himself, his happiness, his relationships for the people he loves.

Dean finally gets to do something that will actually help. And all it would cost is him. He doesn't care what happens to him, he never did. But closing the gates of hell? How many people will benifit from that?

So Dean goes through all of the trials. Killing the hellhound was hard, but he got through it just fine. Going to Hell and rescuing Bobby, that one was much, much worse. But he did it.

His health is deteriorating and he refuses to let Sam help, so Sam forces him to rest. They go to find Metatron and Dean's fever-dream memories are bitter-sweet stories of him raising Sam, and Sam realises how little John did for them.

The final trial comes around. It's more emotional because Crowley and Dean are closer. Crowley shouting "I deserve to be loved!" shifts something in Dean. He remembers the dream he had where he finally admitted his father was a self-obsessed bastard. He's felt the same. That's how he knows it's working.

Sam barges in. He grabs Dean and frantically tells him he'll die if he does this. Dean had the feeling anyways. He tries to go back to finishing it.

Sam makes a huge speech about how much Dean was there for him in his childhood, and how he needs him now. He cries as he apologises for not looking for him in purgatory, finally admitting because he thought Dean had gone to Heaven.

Dean just looks at him. He tells Sam that the confession to purify his blood was how many times he'd let Sam down. Sam is distraught because Dean is the reason he's alive. Dean is the reason Sam is okay.

Sam tries to convey this to Dean but it's not getting through. Dean tells Sam he's sorry he has to let Sam down one last time. Sam is scared and confused. He gets knocked out.

Sam wakes up, and the world is quiet. He wakes up and he sees Crowley unbound, weakly lying on the floor. He sees his big brother next to him. He isn't breathing.

Abbadon was supposed to be coming with her army. But the Gates of Hell are closed. Crowley is a human. The angels are falling outside. Cas is nowhere to be seen. Dean is dead.

Dean is dead.

[corviddusk]

I think it's actually really important to treat plurality with the same sincerity as identities like being transgender or gay or having your own religious beliefs. It shouldn't be a struggle for people like us to navigate the world. We shouldn't have to hide our personalities out of fear of losing employment, benifits, aid, being denied other forms of medical care, etc.

I'm young, only 21, and I know that in my lifetime I will see more movements for plural people. We've existed for ages and we still do now. I want to be able to be open about being more than one. I want to not be scared that my DID will lead to struggles with immigration, or work, or social life.

I want people to know me as Butcher, not just Dusk. I want people to be able to understand properly why my memory is so poor. I want to be able to speak about my own identity and have the right to open without discrimination.

I want to meet more systems in real life, badly.

[mr-rimoman]

bakon_surviver's character sheet

username: bakon_surviver

name: bakon surviver

age: around 14-16 i really should keep track but i dont even know when im even older at this point

birthday:

may 12th (although i dont plan for any birthday parties nor bakon to grow up yet)

gender: male

sexuality: aroace since he is too childish to acknowledge the concept of love (this will probably change to straight later on when he stops being like that)

height: 5'0 (technically 4'12)

species: robloxian

race: bacon hair YES THAT MEANS IM NOT ACTUALLY RELATED TO EVERY BACON HAIR,IM ONLY RELATED TO THE PEOPLE IN THE SURVIVER CLAN

text color: orange

mbti: enfp or esfp

perfered weapon of choice/weapons:

bakon uses the knife he used to kill the immortal killing monster he also has a time dagger lodged in his house somewhere and prob will get it when i finally decide to finish bakon's childhood home, bakon also likes to use guns but he shouldn't be trusted with them (its gonna become nerf or nothing kind of situation)

likes:

sodas, milkshakes, hotsauce i quitted that, escapism, games, non-problamatic parties and being around the people he considers his friends and best friends, other childish things/activities

dislikes: being tortured by mr rimoman, being reminded of the multiversal death loop thing (too be fair i think anyone would if they just got sent memories of every possible universe that just ends with them dying by the hands of rimo), house HE IS A WEIRDO, being reminded of the incidents, watching people especially the ones he cares about die, getting his hair eaten without his permission i dont care if its made out of food its still my hair :(

personality: is akin to that of a child but thats because he suffers from voluntary age reggresion due to him wanting to "unwind" his stress that has built up. he tends to pretend everything will be ok and that he believe it will be fine and due to that he has the personal flaw of seeing good in others and being barely able to tell the bad which makes him give all his trust and respect, there are some exceptions to that but thats the more obvious bad guys. bakon also tends to believe everyone is either his friend or best friend (depends on how close he thinks he is with them)

disorders:

PTSD, BPD, survivors guilt, schizophrenia, drug addiction thats not a disorder and im not addicted to hotsauce anymore stop mentioning it whoever is making this thing >:(

abilities/powers:

surviver clan's immortality

this allows bakon to regenerate infinitely and helps him survive any biological attack (and immunity system level ones too) but because of how young bakon is his regen and other benifits stated above are more slower, if he was older it would be faster and more potent

this immortality also bounds the soul to the body meaning if someone with this type of immortality were to die theoretically they would literally cease to exist and would both be incapable of being revived and be unable to go to an afterlife

buff modes

there are two buff modes bakon has

he has the un-named buff mode

than there is the named buff mode

unnamed buff mode is bakon but buff

and named buff mode is more buffer its also the current maximum o bakon's strength and techinically his "true form" since his base form is just him with compressed and condensed muscles and if your wondering why he didnt use that form against the immortal killing monster, bakon was both scared and completely forgotten about that form since it was the whole situation was like a quicktime event for him also bakon is used to not using buff form so there's that

opinions (technically a trust level but bakon is too optimistic of people as mentioned)

star

my best friend although she has hurt me a few times but i think its because they care for me :D

Asa

also my best friend they help me stop drinking the hotsauce and they're very fun to be around!

lenora

very cool she got me my passion for hotsauce before i quitted it

john the frog

THE COOOLEST FROG TO MAN, HE IS AN ABSOLUTE BEST TO BE AROUND IF A BEST BEST FRIEND IS A THING ID CALL HIM THAT, HE IS SOOOOOO COOL ^[]^

house

...he is a weirdo

Mr Rimoman

he is my friend but im kinda doubting that now, he keeps claiming he is "the seven deadly sins incarnated" but like when i first met him he was pretty kind hearted so i doubt his words have meaning even jaclk agrees with me on this

lego jaclk

he is very cool, i mean he reached master builder rank how is that not cool?

max godspeed

im starting to get used to him but he sometimes makes me uncomfortable especially what he did to lenora..

jaws

she is very great to be around :D

doctorwhofan/unpleasent

they're cool but they keep attempting to eat my hair, i'm sure i'd have fun talking to her in a distance :D

Cato

a pretty cool friend i think they're pretty chill compared to everyone

Fallen surviver

he's my cousin and he's like an older brother to me! but dont tell him i said that he cried the last time i said that to him

shirou

they're my best friend and im here if incase of any help although i am starting to notice he kinda forgot about me for a bit..but hey some people are like that!

trampolinefan

he is very cool im a fan of him :D but he did crush stars head and star is my best friend so i dunno what to say

daisy bell

bakon views them as a best friend like how he views some of the other main casts but has the least interactions with them

aculia

same with daisy

zailyn

she's really cool!

grat

he is like one of the most coolest guys i've met :D

quepa

no comment i dont know what my opinion on him is

Ebro4

he pretty cool! although recently me and some of my best friends got shot up by his gang thankfully no one died :D

Ebro5

he seems pretty cool as well kinda like his father! i feel bad that his birthday party got inturrupted with a shooting though-

EgDog

my adopted son awwww he so cute i could pet him and give him huggs all day

Nora

she is my best friend by the way did you know she also adopted the egg dog too! nora is really cool and i gotta say she is one of the most chillest people i've met alongside cato aswell :D

backstory/lore:

back when bakon was five years old his dad worked as a scientist in a lab, one day a immortal killing monster the lab had created broke out and seeked vengence against the scientists but it escaped the lab before it could do that, bakon's dad wanted to get bakon down stairs so he can get bakon to do some chores but the moment he did the monster came bursting out catching his dad off guard and brutally mauling him to death (it was quite graphic) the monster was gonna go after bakon but his mom came in time and used herself as a human shield resulting with her also being mauled to death, in the end it was only bakon left of which the monster attempts to maul him two but bakon manages to get it to back off albeit bakon is injured due to his attempt at blocking the monsters attack, this allowed the monster to attempt to stun bakon down with a tackle but he dodged it and grabbed a kitchen knife and after a whole entire battle, bakon wins but heavily injured and scarred both mentally and physically. bakon then has to bury both the monster and his parents in the back yard of which he obviously was crying but due to his imagination and him not having a clear memory of the event bakon belives it was raining making him associate the rain with bad events and caused him to hate it. after burying his parents bakon had to survive on his own and within three years he has completely changed as he became more serious and had an adult-like mindset and behavior and being more mature, he also was more morally grey as he started to resort to stealing the wallets of the random people that picked fights with him but eventually one day he met Mr rimoman whom claimed to know his dead father and gave him the promise of a better life in a better world only if bakon temporarily became rimoman's "eyes" of which bakon accepting out of the fact he didnt want to continue to be like the way he was, rimo also used the blue pheonix that was next to him to heal up the scars bakon had and after bakon was sent to other worlds and dimensions outside of robloxia and he truly felt freedom for the first time and he was like an injured cat warming up to the world finally trusting people again and this eventually resulted with bakon age reggressing to finally have the childhood he had lost all those three years that was taken away from him and not only that but he got a house other than his childhood home he can't return back to for some reason that house being in the cross side where he also was introduced to lego jaclk and some of the other people there but then one day rimo finally cracked, for he kinda somewhat saw himself in bakon and he hated it he hated it so much that one the day he cracked his little "mask" and it broke, he started to self-project his self hatred on bakon whether that be physical or mental it continued and throughout all of that bakon believed and still believed rimo is fine and he will get better and that he is a good person at heart just a bit hateful towards himself, but sometimes bakon belived some things rimoman had said as it was some what the truth, eventually rimo had stop using bakon as his "eyes" and yet his behavior towards bakon worsen and instead of self-projecting bakon he is now been just sadistic towards him, treating bakon as a pawn. one day bakon finally figured out how to dimension hop and travel without the help of rimoman and with that he figured out how to he never was able to return back to his childhood home ꩇׁׅ݊ιռᦔ𝔰ɔʌ℘ꫀׁׅܻ of which he currently lives in although robloxia is a tad bit missing some things like the outside

fun facts:

the reason why bakon doesn't have a exact age is due to the fact he keeps going to places with completely seperate points in time, yes he does age yet its only outside of ɧι𝔰 ꩇׁׅ݊ꫀׁׅܻꩇׁׅ݊✧᥅y𝔰ɔʌ℘ꫀׁׅܻ bakon's childhood home

bakon is broke at the moment because he spent all his tix on a suit he only has 9 tix at the moment

bakon has a missing poster of himself after his parents death since the status of his parents and himself was "disappearing under mysterious circumstances" despite the neighbors being aware of the truth, he was fully a missing person though when he left robloxia as the neighbors barely know of the events of what happened

if bakon never accepted rimoman's deal he probably would've became a mafia boss

bakon's growth:

voice claim:

songs/theme songs:

[ellipse-society]

@cambriancrew I wanted to make my own post about this as it really isn't relevant to OPs post.

For one my therapist is a trauma and dissociation specialist who has been treating me for long enough to be able to say that she believes I meet the criteria of OSDD. And keep in mind OSDD is a catch all disorder for those who don't fully fit perfectly into the criteria for other dissociative disorders(OSDD and UDD have the same criteria except in the case of specifying the difference but tend to be utilized differently). Dissociation is basically an unspoken criteria for ALL dissociative disorders as it is why they are classified as such and we only brought it up because you used it as an example.

We benifit from treatment that acknowledges all of our headmates have different attachments to different memories and have different ways to best process them. The best way to work through our dissociation and our trauma in a way that works best for our system which was formed due to trauma is through looking through the distressing symptoms of both through an OSDD lense. While our system isn't causing us distress the trauma that is causing us distress is interwoven into our system. Our system helps with the symptoms of it and minimizes distress/disfunction but there is no way to treat the trauma without treating the system.

And as we stated we know multiple systems like us who benefit from a CDD diagnosis even though their system is not what they would attribute the distress/disfunction to and in fact it minimizes the experience of distress and disfunction. CDDs can be convoluted when it comes to distress anyway as the dissociation is supposed to help you ignore it.

I really hope this paints a clearer picture for you.

[mintaikkcorpse]

I literally love humanity sm

Me and my sister were watching Young Justice, and as usual, when Vandal Savage came up, we ended up talking about how horryfiying his situation is, which lead to a talk about ancient humans, and yeah.

And even years before modern civilization thousand years ago, Cro Magnons made art and still played with their dogs and still liked shells and cool stones and liked to make instruments. They made cave art and buried their dead (one guy even their dog buried next to them), and they would put their handprints on things, and they would trade and cuddle and just- I almost cried looking at old stuff they did cuz that's all just stuff we do. I'm still emotional over the guy that had their dog buried next to him (THE SCIENTISTS TOOK THE DOG OUT! IK WHY BUT THAT FELT SO DISRESPECTFUL)

And it also got me thinking how literally every culture has a form of art and all that. Even cultures that didn't have a lot of instruments had singing. Drums were/are practically everywhere because they're easy to make, and each culture has specific dances and songs for different events like weddings and parties; even ancient ones.

I've mostly been ranting about Cro Magnons, but even other stuff, too. These hand prints were made by children on the Tibetan Plateu between 169,000 and 226,000 BC, which makes them the oldest fossil records of humans. Obviously, we don't know why they did this, but it shows something. That humans just want to leave a memory of themselves behind, even ancient children. That's so sweet.

Even 40,000 years ago, Cro Magnons had furries (I'm calling them that). Like, they gave human characteristics to animals and that's so cute and I love how we kept this trait today.

Apparently, the bull on the right was for religious regions. Even 40,000 years ago, humans had religion. I love this sm.

I've been mostly talking about Cro Magnons, but I might as well talk about Neanderthals too, because they also fascinate me. From what I've seen, a lot of people see them as brutish and all that (they did commonly cannibalize each other, but so did humans. Ever hear of the Donner party?), but they made ponchos and weaved things and used herbs and cooked; just like us. They buried their bodies and would leave offerings like flowers. They made symbolic art and used fun toys, just like us. And all of this was 50,000 years ago; 40,000 years before modern civilization.

Also, I hate it when people say that humans are naturally mean and selfish because dogs are right there?? Dogs are descended from wolves, and they domesticated them by feeding the hungry wolves that followed their groups. Humans saw a hungry and weak animal and decided to give it food. And you could argue that they were giving them food so they wouldn't attack them (that probably, definitely did happen), but also, canines will make it known when they're not trying to be threatening. They'll he less aggressive and lower their head and of course, they won't harm or harrass you. It's possible that wolves did that at early human settlements, and the humans let them take the food or gave them food. Humans saw a weak animal and decided to give them food, even though, at the time, There'd be no known benifit. And wolves and humans were enemies, so it shows the empathy that humans naturally have. Humans also took in orphaned wolf pups, instead of just letting them die to lower competition. But they saw a suffering animal and helped it. It shoes that humans aren't naturally mean or viscouse; we just act that way to fit the environment that we're in. God, I hate capitalism and hyper individualism.

But yeah. I'm in that edgy phase where I go from "I hate humanity, why are we like this?" To then realizing that I love humans and I like living; I just hate capitalism. Just me venting somewhat, but humans literally thousands of years ago made art and toys just because they could. Cro Magnons made art and sculptures and music just because it was fun and they could. Humans literally make art and all this fun stuff because it's fun and they can! It makes them happy and fulfilled, and they like leaving their mark on things! And things like AI art just feels soulless once you realize that. These people are taking their time to do something they love, but now people are making ai art just to replace it.

And just other things too I guess. Idk about other places but in the US, anything that isn't work isn't seen as something that's valuable, when relaxing and doing something is just as valuable! And if anything, humans 50,000 years ago creating stuff because they can should show that. Find stuff to do that makes you happy, idk, I'm tired and about to cry again bcuz I'm looking at old fossils and found one of two skeletons being found holding each other. Have fun dealing with my sleepy rants.

Tldr; Edgy tumblr teen has her monthly cry over humanity bcuz of Young Justice villain and realizes how much she loves the world; but just hates the circumstances that he is in.

[mamamittens]

Can you please do a Platonic Yandere Whitebeard Pirates and U.A pirates (they're Yandere for the U.A pirates) a group of twenty kids, who are notorious for making, but good kids, who protect and save those from the navy Injustice

The Whitebeard pirates grow fond and attached to the U.A pirates, because of how good they are despite being pirates, so how would they react when the U.A pirates are being targeted by the league of villains, and always having injuries, bandages, and scars on their bodies please it's your choice

The phrasing of this ask is sending me cause it's sort of written like I wouldn't know what My Hero Academia is but also like I do.

Also, like Whitebeard's crew has something against any other pirate crew just cause they're pirates. He notoriously likes uppity brats with daddy issues and a thing for violence. And Class A (plus everyone's favorite sleepy purple boi if my memory is right) covers that collectively. Where their teachers are, idk. It kinda sounds like it's just the kids and honestly, that's a recipe for disaster for everyone else. Aizawa works so hard to contain his gremlins and now this? smh

I'm also a little confused from a world building perspective cause ain't no way in hell the league of villians would mesh well with marines or the WG. Which leaves rival pirates but if they're both just pirates, what's the beef? What's the persistent beef at that? They don't beef with Class A just cause it's on sight??? It's like, a whole 'we live in a society' thing.

I doubt LoV would be siding with the marines when they're being assholes, though they may not directly go against them unless it benifits them I suppose... that does leave the question as to why they're riding UA's ass this hard that they're constantly fucked up?

Seems kinda mean, which is weird to say. Doubt WBP would agree with it if they ran into it so they'd definitely intervene since they're already yandere. Probably keep em close and train em up before setting them lose IG?

Not sure what kinda answer you're expecting from this honestly. May as well have asked "Hey, if I smack this hornets nest with a stick and they've been imagining me twitching, foaming at the mouth at the precipice of death, what would happen?"

Probably that. The obvious thing you clearly expect.

[liliallowed]

I wonder how Dust sans is doing. Is he okay? I hope he's doing well :(

nope :3

he paced back and forward around the room cringing onto his hood.

he had to suppress the urge to gut a random human right there, knowing FULL well the habit he had wasn't going to benifit him in tracking down that THING.

the room was trashed. cracks forming on the walls from the sheer pressure if his gravitational magic, broken glass scattered all over the floor that he mindless paced over, uncaring if it chipped at his hp or not.

"where?"

he muttered as he scratched his hand on the sofa as he passed by, causing another tear.

"I'll kill them I'll kill them I'll kill them both... I should have killed them earlier... if that demon turns them into their exp I'm going to fucking RIP it OUT THEIR DAMNED INSIDES... IM GOING TO FUCKING KILL THEM..."

he clenched his first, suppressing more of his anger.

/told you you shouldn't have played with your food brother/

"FOOD!? WHAT KIND OF SICK FREAK DO YOU TAKE ME FOR!? THEY DIDN'T HAVE A CHOICE IN THIS! THE LEAST I COULD DO WAS GIVE THEM A SENSE OF WARMTH BEFORE I GOT RID OF THEM!"

/Isn't that crueler? it hurts more to be betrayed by someone you trust rather than a stranger. "I WOULD KNOW."/

"i..." his eyelights shrank.

"yeah... my bad... should've just killed them from the get go huh..." he facepalmed.

"they just... they looked so scared about all that... I didn't want to... if I did that from the start they would have ran. I COULD HAVE EXTRACTED THEIR WILL IF THAT BRAT DIDN'T INTERVENE-"

/you're GLAD they did though aren't you you hypocrite? =)/

/you're attached? don't worry you'll meet the next run!/

"no. NONONO. I'm going to forget and they'll fucking live with this memory... I have to take out their soul before they die. I CAN'T let that SICK FREAK GET ANOTHER DAMNED PUPPET. WHY DIDN'T THEY LISTEN. WHY DIDN'T THEY JUST FUCKING LEAVE!?"

/reckless and stubborn. reminds you of someone?/

"SHUT up shut up DO NOT FUCKING COMPARE THOSE TWO THAT THING ISN'T EVEN HUMAN."

/excuses excuses. you're trying to twist things. don't forget what you DID TO US. YOU DON'T GET TO make exceptions./

"I know. I'm not... "

/worst case scenario they'll just know your true nature and you won't even get close next reset/

/but you don't want to forget. those memories are too sweet to loose aren't they you selfish murderer? trying to pretend like you deserve any of it?/

"I don't... I know... yeah. it was all just going to end this way anyway. I was just dragging them along pretending to... yeah. yeah it's fine. I'll kill them... yeah... it'll be like another... hehe yeah... just another one. it's no different." he muttered as his hands dug further into the tears of the fabric.

would he kill them if given the chance?

he would. he had done this so many times. if course he would do it. again... and again. maybe this was his karma? have someone see this side and judge HIM INSTEAD. to be the one hating HIM instead.

fitting really. he deserved no better.

it's not like he had any other commitment to cling onto. or an objective to keep himself somewhat sane...

"enough screwing around... where is that brat hiding them..." he muttered as he teleported on top of a building.

the city wasn't easy to map out... but he could work with it. they couldn't have gone far.

"I'll make you regret this brat."

[irresistiibles]

@mvsicinthedvrk asked: cheating & sending the same one you sent me for them but: what’s one thing that QINGXUAN would want to tell HE XUAN, if there were no consequences, and if HE XUAN would forget it immediately after the conversation?

probably that despite everything qingxuan still doesn't want to lose he xuan and that he's still her favorite person. that if he xuan wants them to just go their separate ways qingxuan will do what he can to respect that but that they wouldn't be on the same page about it. they know they'll be okay on their own, have vague memories of getting by in the human realm, but that's not the point for qingxuan. he's social, can make all the friends in the world, could probably find someone else to love and have around, but it doesn't change the fact that they'd like to figure out how to make it work with he xuan. they're still a little afraid and unsure, and it's going to take some time to deal with that, and she's always going to mourn her brother despite what he did. qingxuan's not going to forgive he xuan for killing shi wudu, that feels like a betrayal to their brother, and like a lie, but that isn't something they're just going to hold over him either. it doesn't change anything else. she could go on, that they don't feel like they know how to communicate with he xuan anymore and that's the biggest struggle. it's hard feeling like you're so close with someone only to suddenly feel like you don't know them at all. she might apologize for hesitating. it's no like he xuan has been pushing her away, but there will always be some lingering fear, both from black water manor and fear that if he xuan doesn't directly say what he wants they'll fall back into old patterns and qingxuan will just assume and do whatever they want and drag he xuan around. some things probably need to change. qingxuan needs some amount of attempt at honesty from he xuan to keep this going, and things probably can't be exactly the same, but when it comes down to it it all comes back to the same thing, that qingxuan wants he xuan with them and wants to make it work. it's not like any of this is necessarily a secret or something they would absolutely need he xuan to forget, but again, he's careful and nervous about this whole thing and would just like to get it all off of his chest, to deal with some of that energy by just letting it all out there at once and then qingxuan can manage to go back to awkwardly slowly figuring out how to be around each other. i think what it ultimately comes down to the most is that it all feels to qingxuan like they're asking something of he xuan (which i don't really think is the case it's just communicating where they're at but that's not how qingxuan sees it) which really makes them struggle with being just upfront like "hey. you are important to me. i would like to figure out if there's a way for us to work this out. what do you want?" even though like, that would almost certainly benifit them both.

[merjashourov]

What are the important topics in the C++ language?

C++ Introduction

C++ Basics

Features

Installation

cout, cin, end

Variable

Data types

Keywords

Operators

Identifiers

Expression

3. Control statement

If-else and it's type

Switch

Loop

Entry control

Exit control

Break statement

Continue statement

Goto statement

Comment statement

4. Function

Call by values and call by reference

Recursion

Storage classes

5. Array

Simple array

Multidimensional array

6. Pointer basic

Pointers

Refrences

Memory management

7. Object and Class

Object oriented programme introduction and benifites and concept

Object class

Constructor

Destructor

Static

Structure

Enumeration

Friend function

Math function

8. Inheritance

9. Polymorphism

10. Abstraction

11. Namespace

12. Strings

13. Exception

Exception handling

Try/catch

User defined

14. Templates

15. Signal handling

16. File and Stream

File and stream

getline()

17. int to string

18. STL (Standard Template Library)

STL components

Vector

Deque

List

Set

Stack

Queue

Priority queue

Map

Multimap

Betset

Algorithm

And many more

19. Iterators and it's concept

20. After above can go through to C++11 and C++17

[postmoderntongues]

i hung out there summer and winter break freshman year right by the ditmus stop on the f train with a bunch of fresh off the boat eastern european kids whose parents would buy us loko and OE by the case and wed drink sidewalk slamers (drunk half the oe, pour in the loko drink. No benifit and disguusting but made u feel like a part of local tradition) on the porch but their parents thought weed was a real drug and had to be convinced my boy was his twin brother after hearing he smoked and everybody had memorized like 10 biggie songs like mf church hymns and wed just sing them in mobs of 14 in like a low traffick subway stop/shelter like urchans at the port jeff dickens festival have not been back since my rave days but have very find memories of my adventures there

and they were all totally progressive and anti racism but my boy was a ukranian kid who sold weed back when that was still a real crime and this cluster of local albanians which was a nationality id never heard of before then were out to rob him and sometimes wed have to dip because the albanians were headed for us and all these rainbow of ethnicityn kids who beat up nazis during the obama administration so befroe it was cool were all racist as fuck about albanians like i learned nothing of the country or culture or steriotypes but they followed world news and would always be like yay fuck albanians when something negative happened in the contry but like i said had plenty of other beefs with a rainbow of people but these albanian kids were all after my friend and his people so they all hated albanians i still could not tell yu where albania if thats what the country is called in or one thing about them other than all the ones in brooklyn who ran together were trying to jump my boy and we didnt like them and had to leave places if they were coming because the runor was theyd started carrying guns while my boy was at college and were like saying pretty publicly they were going to make a big move on him and like i said the only thing i knew about the albanians was these very eastern european sovietcore kids would constantly be cursing about them and if they were coming we had to relocate

[the-weeping-dawn]

I know I've said this before but I love Lae'zel's Durge succumbs to her urge to introduce herself with her need to kill and memory issues

But with the added benifit of actually looking like she went 'So you know about murder and mindflayers right anyway some normal questions, absolutely not an alarming thing to hear from the leader of the group you just joined.'

[diaryoffiction]

Thousand year old vampire

Name:

Roselyn

Sophie

Emma

Skills:

painting

sewing

etiquette

religion

inviting presence

kipnaping

Resources:

painting tools

sewing kit

royal crest

servitors of the lineage

abandonned building (stationary)

looted house (stationary)

Characters:

Prince Christopher - my father

Marie Catherine - my mother - a maid - immortal

Victor - previous royal painter - my mentor - resurected corpse - immortal

Reginald - aristocrat friend of the prince who's been trying to seduce me - vampire - immortal

Sarah - succubus - immortal

Merinda - a sister living in a monestary

John - ex-christian who sees me as a sort of deity

Josh Robert - grandson of John - vampire - immortal

Captain Marshal - employed me as a cartographer

William - rich researcher of the occult

Mark(s):

A gaping hole in my chest where my heart used to be.

Burned left arm

Memories

1 - My name is Roselyn. Bastard child of Prince Christopher and his maid Marie. Born in the royal stable in the year 1001. The identity of my father is kept a secret and I replace the royal's painter to keep me from leaving to protect the image of the royal familly.

After being isolated my whole life the world in which I emerge into is strange to me. I decide to wander a bit and in my travels a nun finds me and take me back to her monestary.

2 - My mother teaches me to sow near a fire place. One of the rare times where I get alone time with her. It comforts me.

Back on land a woman who I reconize as my mother approches me. She explains how she made a deal with a demon and how she went looking for me.

A man who looks more corpse than live barge into our temporary home and grunts and points in my direction. Robert jumps on the man but is easily push off and impaled on a broken chair. The thing than resumes his grunting but does not do anything. He then leaves inexplicably.

3 - One evening as I sow myself new clothes Josh comes to me for our regular ritual where I 'bless' hime by drinking his blood. Sadly, I lose track of how much I drank so without thinking I turn him into a vampire.

In this new land two factions start a brutal war. As such we retrive into an abandoned building and wait it out.

One night as I feed on a passerby I am seen by a guard who quickly runs to alert the militia. We thus have to leave and arrive in a region where everyone speaks only french.

4 - Fearing I might get caught drinking again I instead kidnap people who walk the forest alone.

Rumors had started to spread around about mysterious disparitions in the local forest so I move and change name again.

A strange old man maneges to capture me one night. He clearly has a lot of knowledge on vampires and he uses me to experiment his theories.

5 - Late during the night as I was repairing a tear at the bottom of my dress Reginald enters my room without knocking. Knowing his reputation as a flirtatious man I prepare myself to politly decline his advances. But before I can speak cuts his wrist, brings it to my mouth and at the same tear the top of my dress and rips out my heart.

An afternoon lesson with my mentor Victor. The breeze outside is strong and forces us inside the stable where I instead paint a horse.

John one of the many people who's come for benidictions reconizes me from a sketch in a journal passed into the familly from his grand-grand-grandfather Victor. Bewildered he claims that if I persisted for so long in a religious place than I much be a divine being of sorts and vows to serve me.

Josh tells me of an expedition to uncharted lands is soon leaving. We go to the port and I convince the captain of the ship to let me join as a cartographer.

Once I am old enough and am offically made the royal painter I receive the royal crest to get the benifits of serving the royal familly.

A mysterious lady who've I seen around the castle is suddenly takes my role and escorts me out of the castle. She claims that I'm a danger to her accention into human society since I am not human myself.

One day, multiple of the residents of the monestary tries to capture me for a crime which I did not commit. They are lead by Sarah who've come to gain of influence over the years. Merinda catches me before I escape. I make her hesitate by reminding her of her belifs. Sadly, I hear the mob of people approching and with no choice I slay her and leave.

Roselyn sadly dies as a test subject to a crazed rich occultist.

Aditional notes:

My playthrough is set in a pretend world. As such some historical, geographical and other sorts of information may be inaccurate. I've decided to prioritize fun over realism.

[inspiretowrite1]

benifits of hiring a wedding planner

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Sharper Mind, Better Focus: My Experience with NeuroActiv6

As someone who juggles multiple responsibilities, I'm constantly on the lookout for ways to enhance my cognitive function. After reading about NeuroActiv6, a powdered drink mix designed to support brain health, I decided to give it a try. Here's my experience after using it for a few months.

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[digitalpra]

Benifits of playing online games and earning

Playing online games and earning rewards or incentives can offer several benefits beyond just entertainment. Let’s explore some of the key advantages:

1. Skill Development:

Playing online games can help develop and enhance various skills, including:

Strategic Thinking: Many games require strategic planning and decision-making, which can improve your ability to analyze situations and make effective choices.

Problem-Solving: Games often present challenges and puzzles that require creative problem-solving skills to overcome.

Hand-Eye Coordination: Fast-paced games can improve hand-eye coordination and reflexes, which can be beneficial in other areas of life.

Teamwork: Multiplayer games encourage teamwork and collaboration, fostering interpersonal skills and communication.

2. Stress Relief and Relaxation:

Engaging in online gaming can serve as a stress reliever and provide a means of relaxation after a busy day. Immersing oneself in a game can help shift focus away from everyday worries and promote mental rejuvenation.

3. Social Interaction:

4. Financial Incentives:

Some online games offer real-world financial incentives, such as virtual currencies, in-game items, or even monetary rewards. Earning rewards through gaming can be financially rewarding, providing additional motivation to excel in gameplay.

5. Cognitive Benefits:

Research suggests that certain types of gaming, such as puzzle-solving or strategy games, can have cognitive benefits. These games can improve memory, attention span, and cognitive flexibility.

6. Opportunities for Creativity:

Many online games allow players to express creativity through character customization, level design, or community content creation. Engaging in these activities can stimulate imagination and foster artistic expression.

7. Entrepreneurial Opportunities:

For skilled and dedicated players, online gaming can open doors to entrepreneurial opportunities. Some individuals earn substantial incomes through streaming gameplay, participating in esports competitions, or creating gaming-related content on platforms like YouTube or Twitch.

8. Personal Fulfillment:

Achieving milestones, mastering difficult challenges, or earning rewards in games can provide a sense of accomplishment and boost self-esteem. This sense of personal fulfillment can positively impact overall well-being.

Conclusion:

While playing online games and earning rewards can be enjoyable and potentially lucrative, it’s important to maintain balance and avoid excessive gaming that may interfere with other responsibilities or aspects of life. When approached in moderation, online gaming can contribute positively to skill development, social interaction, stress relief, and personal growth.

Ultimately, the benefits of playing online games and earning rewards extend beyond entertainment, offering a range of advantages that contribute to overall well-being and personal development.