#bit of a vent oh no
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contamination-zone · 6 months ago
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Possibly a bit of a vent... oops! more npd Fresh thoughts :-]
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ozymoron · 2 years ago
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yknow. it fucking hurts to have your own brother who before you came out you got along well with not even respect you enough to use your correct pronouns like man. fuck
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000-pawz · 1 year ago
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princess treatment (bnd) ˚ · .
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ot6 headcanons , fluff , just bonedo treating u like the princess u r!!! (gn reader)
rest of the members under the cut!
a/n: 2am brainrot takeover hi
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sungho ˚ ⋆。˚
𐙚₊˚ always pulls you into his lap whenever possible!!! loves having you close to him and it gives him an excuse to be a little possessive for a bit...><
𐙚₊˚ gives you random gifts and flowers just because he the smile you give him every time (and the thank you kisses too)!!! you'll wake up to a text from him saying "check your mailbox <3" and boom, there's a brand new necklace in there, all shiny and pretty...(he also asks you to wait to put it on so he can do it himself)
𐙚₊˚ puts on your socks and shoes for you!!! pecks your leg after pulling your socks up because duh.... you are royalty!!! even stops in the middle of the sidewalk to tie your shoes if your laces come undone
𐙚₊˚ cooks for you all the time!!! if you even slightly mention craving something, he's in that kitchen before you can even blink >< he lets you sit on the counter and feeds you little bites to taste test because you're his mini chef!!!
˚ ⋆。˚ riwoo
𐙚₊˚ if you order something and you don't like it, he'll happily trade his food with you <333 he's content just seeing you eating well
𐙚₊˚ sings you to sleep and strokes your hair...and if you've been struggling with sleeping lately, he'll stay up with you until you fall asleep first so you don't get lonely :<
𐙚₊˚ if he sees something that reminds him of you at the store, trust that he'll be buying it in .3 seconds..."oh y/n would like this", "this is y/n's favorite color", "they were thinking about getting one of these"... like he's always thinking of you
𐙚₊˚ "i don't ever want you to be upset, darling. let's talk about this, okay?" like he's so serious about communication. he values your point of view and input over anything and makes sure you always feel seen and heard!!!
jaehyun ˚ ⋆。˚
𐙚₊˚ opens every single door for you because why would his s/o ever have to touch a dirty door handle when he's literally right there???
𐙚₊˚ writes you lengthy handwritten notes and poems...sneaks them in your bag when you aren't looking or leaves them on your side table to wake up to <3
𐙚₊˚ surprises you with a bubble bath and tea when you get home from a stressful day...gives you a massage after and encourages you to vent to him so he can hold some of your burdens for you :((
𐙚₊˚ brags about you!!! he loves sharing your achievements with people, showing you off to everyone he knows because he's so proud of you and so so so lucky that you chose him <3
˚ ⋆。˚ taesan
𐙚₊˚ your personal photographer!!! takes pics of you all the time, whether you ask him to or not (he prides himself in getting the perfect candids for your feed)
𐙚₊˚ notices the super small things... like oh you don't like tomatoes in your food so he picks them all out for you <3 and he knows you always carry chapstick in your bag, so he buys you a bunch so you never run out
𐙚₊˚ buys you so... many... clothes... you're sure more than half of your wardrobe is made up of taesan's contributions... it's not his fault you look good in everything!!! he just has to get everything for you so he can see you in it himself <3 (and mayyyybe show you off to everyone else)
𐙚₊˚ makes you personalized mixtapes and writes love songs about you!!! (for your ears only!!)
leehan ˚ ⋆。˚
𐙚₊˚ "hey beautiful", "you're so gorgeous", "my pretty baby" and any other sappy compliment he can give you at every waking hour of the day
𐙚₊˚ chivalry is not dead for as long as leehan is around!!! he'll give you his coat if you're cold, walks on the outside of the curb to keep you safe, carries your purse/bag for you, pays for all your dates (even if you insist on splitting the bill), etc.
𐙚₊˚ he does all of the planning for trips and he's so intentional and thoughtful about everything so you never have anything to worry about other than being pretty and enjoying yourself <3
𐙚₊˚ loves giving you his clothes to wear like nothing makes him happier than seeing you in his big hoodies and t-shirts!!! he'll even take his hat off and place it on your head simply because "you look cuter with it" like he's so obsessed
˚ ⋆。˚ woonhak
𐙚₊˚ #1 hype man!!! even if you aren't feeling too confident, he'll be showering you in compliments and praise because you're always beautiful to him, no matter what
𐙚₊˚ leaves you a bunch of texts throughout the day just to check in on you, sends you silly selfies, makes sure you've eaten, and if he asks you to recap your day to him, you better type 4 whole paragraphs about every single detail or he won't accept it ><
𐙚₊˚ posts you every. single. day. like it's actually crazy... you'll click on his Instagram story and boom, there's a cute picture of you picking flowers at the park with the caption 'they're the prettiest flower in the world' and it's so so so cheesy but it makes your heart flutter every single time
𐙚₊˚ shares your hobbies!!! if you're into crocheting, he will sit there for 3 hours making a blanket with you...or if you like to do makeup, he'll let you practice on him!!!
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bunnyinvanilla · 5 months ago
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HII SWEATHEART
me again i hope i am not bothering you but i love your writing and you seem to be so so sweet and kind!! what about reader hearing someone at the bar or other place talking bad about Price and she goes to defend him in a very cute way but the person end up being very rude to her and she has to hold her tears?
again love the way you write never stop!
oh teddy bear you could never bother me promise you if anything im flattered by your kind n nice words thank you so so much muffin !! i think God has put me into this world to be kind and sweet with everyone, being kind is what i love doing the most <333 thank you for this req i just love this idea smmmm ┊͙ ˘͈ᵕ˘͈
🥧 | sugar daddy!john price x sugar baby fem! reader, laaarge age gap, john is in his 40s n reader is 21, rude ppl :(, crybaby reader, little defending her dd?? ughhhh
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that costumer was a bit too loud for your taste, his voice rising above the gentle conversations around him. He had a beer in his hand and an annoyed look on his face as he vented to his friend,
“yeah, the owner’s only good at scaring people away from his own bar, acting like he’s on the field all the time, can’t do this, can’t do that, a washed up grump that keeps barking orders like he owns the damn whole town”
you froze mid-wipe, the little cloth pressed tight between your fingers and the wooden countertop, as you carefully looked over your shoulder, towards those men — his voice was a bit too loud for your liking, his words a bit too offensive.
”he’s so arrogant too, its a surprise he doesn’t shoot people for even looking at him,”
John? your, John?
your eyes softened, and your poor, gentle heart sank upon hearing those people talk so meanly about your man :( especially when they couldn’t be more distant from the truth.
they didn’t lie when they said that it was easier to defend someone you loved and cared about, than yourself, which is why you straightened your back, placed the cloth on the side and filled a glass with water, aiming towards their table.
“excuse me,” wearing your most polite, nicest costumer smile, although you could feel it falter on your lips, you placed a glass of water down on their table, “I couldn’t help but overhear your conversation and…thats not nice, he could be here and hear you, you know?”
the man took a slow deep of his beer, giving you a disinterested look, before smirking behind his glass and lowering it.
“oh, I see,” he said with a sarcastic lilt. “You’re one of those, huh? Gold diggers, defending the old man.” He leaned back, crossing his arms. “let me guess…some big, tough man that pays you to be nice with him, just because he can shoot a gun and bark orders doesn’t make him a good person, or a hero”
your sweet smile dropped and you blinked, your chest tightening. You hadn’t expected this. You hadn’t expected to be ridiculed—especially when all you wanted to do was stand up for him, gently, even.
your cheeks burned red with embarrassment, and you could feel your throat constricting, but you held your ground, forcing yourself to speak and maintaining a well mannered voice.
“I—I’m not a gold digger, and- you don’t even know him..you really should be careful about judging someone without even knowing who they are, especially when you’re coming to his bar”
the man rolled his eyes and scoffed. “please, save me the lecture, darling. That man has become filthy rich working with the americans, and when he gets back here he acts like a hero of the country, he should just retire soon, we only come here cause the liquor is old and expensive, just like him”
you stood there, trying to keep your composure, but the words cut deeper than you expected — a lump formed in your throat, and you could feel the sting of tears threatening to escape, you were never good at handling emotions or conversations, the the slightest rude word made you cry.
“he works in the military to protect people, and he’s not a bad man, that’s just- that’s rude, why can’t you just be nice? he’s just doing his job, and he helps people in need-“
“did he pay you to say that too, it only took one slip to his bed, right?”
that’s what you did when you felt like you couldn’t keep up with talking anymore, you ran — without waiting for another response, you turned away, walking back to the bar, frustration sparking off every step of your heels.
why was confronting people so hard? it didn’t surprise you that you only felt safe with John around
the lump in your throat tightened, and before everyone could see the promise of tears being revealed on your soft, kind face, you walked down towards his office, but felt a large hand on your waist, stopping you.
you whipped around, your heart racing.
it was John.
“hey, hey, doll, what’s going on?” he let his eyes dart worriedly around your weary face, tilting his head to peer down at your teary expression — his rough, yet gentle tone cut through the emotional fog that had settled over you “why are you crying, my love?”
you blinked, trying to steady yourself, but your vision blurred with unshed tears. His eyes softened as he stepped closer, his large hands resting on your shoulders.
“did someone say something?” he asked, his voice lowered, sounding more protective, you could hear the slight tone of warning and threat towards whoever might have made you cry. 
a single tear slipped down your cheek, and you quickly wiped it away, embarrassed. But John didn’t seem bothered by it — he’d learned peoples’ different body languages throughout the years, especially yours, his little girl expressed herself through tears, it was his role as a caregiver to read behind the delicate pearls.  
“they were saying mean stuff about you, sir, didn’t like that, just wanted to…to defend you, that’s it, but they thought i was a gold digger and..other things that I don’t wan’ you to hear,”
he quickly caught a silent tear with his thumb, wiping it away and pressing his hand against your cheek “angel, you don’t have to fight my battles, I assure you I don’t care about anyone’s opinion, couldn’t care less, princess, im a grown man,”
“but its unfair, i hate when people say mean things about others…you always treat me so well and they don’t know it, you weren’t even there to say something”
he cooed down at you, the tiniest hint of a small smile tilting his mustache upwards “oh sweetheart, i appreciate it, im honored to be defended by such a cute, loyal bunny, mmh??” he scratched your chin with two fingers, making you smile softly between your tears, and wipe your cheeks, still sniffling, finally feeling comfortable enough to let the faucet running.
“let daddy handle this, I sure as heck don’t fuckin’ care about what others say, love, too old to mind, only care about this pretty thing right here” he lifted his fingers, pushing your chin upwards and giving your nose a little kiss “no more tears for daddy, got it? he can take care of himself,”
you nodded, he exuded control and authority all the time, like nothing ever touched him, and with yet another kiss on your lips this time, slow and firm, he tilted his head towards his office. “wait for daddy there, aight? I’ve ordered some apple cider to try and sell at the bar, for people with health issues that can’t drink alcohol. Go try it and tell daddy if it’s good, okay?”
you almost let your chin wobble again at how thoughtful the idea was, but only nodded again, reaching up to give him another kiss before slipping to his office like a hopping rabbit.
john straightened his back, cracking his neck, his bones emitting a sound he didn’t like. With a serious, unimpressed look, he strolled down towards the tables, his eyes finally finding those two men.
simon and gaz had warned him about some bastards making his missus cry, that’s why you didn’t found him in the office, he’d been looking for you.
without saying a word, he appeared behind them, and clasped his hands tight against the back of their necks, gripping them in a fake, friendly greeting gesture, using too much force — they almost jumped on their seat, their drinks almost slipping from their hands.
“gentlemen, heard ya were' talkin' 'bout me. If ya so bloodyy' interested in me story, you can ask, I don’t bite, what ya say? maybe ya want to enlist with me? want to feel the drill of a mission, maybe not coming out alive?”
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0mysteiarchives · 1 year ago
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It’s 12 am rn but i’m thinking abt this so hard
Aventurine who in the early stages of your relationship, is absolutely not fond of physical touch.
He promises you that it’s not you who’s the problem.. it’s more of his traumatizing past that weighs him down.
But how could he ever explain why? Him venting about all his problems to someone he just got together with days ago? Oh lord the overwhelming thoughts and.. ah, his hand is shaking.
Except you notice this, and assure him that whatever he proposes to keep off limits, you will respect those boundaries. Aventurine was very much relieved and felt the stress fade as he explained in not too much detail. but enough for you to understand.
He’s thankful whenever you back off and apologize the moment you realize you were doing too much physical intimacy. You would show your love in other ways such as morning texts and gifts, to which he would return the favor.
If you both mutually consent, you could try a bit of physical touch. From there it starts off from small hand holding, with the hope that it’ll get better from there.
just be patient for him, alright?
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(I love aventurine healing moments <<333)
(not proofread btw im eepy so ill try to fiz it tmrw)
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legs-like-jelly · 7 months ago
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Could I have some KOBD headcanons? :333
GRABS YOU
im very sorry if this is low effort i have been in the PITS of KAON for the last week and a half
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Knockout
As a Lee:
absolutely one of the loudest lees and is really embarrassed about it. try to ask him and he'll say he doesn't know what ur talking about </3
favorite spots are his vents, neck, and the backs of his knees
very rare for him to kick, but when he does it's HARD. left a welt in breakdown's chassis once when getting tickled on his back
As a Ler:
Will absolutely tease you. he's one of the biggest teases and will hit you with "n'aww, does that tickle?" "i thought you liked when i tickled you here!" "tickle tickle tickle!" which is the WORST?????? DIE?????
not a raspberry type of guy since i feel like he's bad at them, but once he does get a really good one, he'll have you kicking and squeaking okay
Breakdown
As a Lee: not very sensitive, but can get very chuckly and and will squirm just a little bit. most of the time he doesnt feel a lot......unless you get under his armpits.
favorite spots are his armpits and his hips
As a Ler:
oh my god he is so gentle. fuck. what the fuck. he'll have you blushing and feeling flustered and loved okay. i- hurggh- hunches over and puts my hand on the wall. he's so sickeningly sweet and he loves this whisper sweet shit.
"you're so adorable!" "there's that sweet little laugh i love so much" like DIE??? DIE ALREADY???????????
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iwoulddieforher · 5 months ago
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Here’s an ask! (For Casey x Alex obviously lol)
You’ve mentioned a couple times Casey tends to be self deprecating. How does Alex support her?
When/how does Alex realize Casey uses the batting cages/gym as an outlet (and takes it too far sometimes)? How does she handle it?
Oh! And while I’m on firsts! How about the first time Alex sees Casey in one of her shirts that say Cabot? (Loved the stealing clothes stuff btw!)
Thank you so much for the ask <333 I LOVE ASKS I LOVE TALKING GRAAHHHHH
This got hella long!!! Warnings for discussion of self harm, self hatred, blah blah blah and also implied sex below.
Have this picture of upset Casey (fittingly for what I ramble borderline incoherently about here) so the reply doesn't seem so short above the divider
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It's always difficult for me to write more comforting interactions between the two, because as much as it feels natural to make them comfort each other to a really high degree, I want to keep the characterization provided by the show as closely as possible and thus despite my intrinsic urge to project the way I personally as an author want someone to treat me if I was in the high-stress scenario these two find themselves in, the reality of it is overt comforting probably would not work well on either of them. They're both strong, independent and emotionally resilient women- and the flaws they have oftentimes probably could not be directly addressed or they'd just withdraw and become defensive.
Thus, since Casey slips self-loathing comments into casual conversations, it always comes off more as a wry joke, and that's why other people such an Olivia or Elliot just assume she's poking fun at herself or venting frustration. Alex, too, initially perceives similar, but then she starts registering Casey's 'tells'. The way her hand flexes as though she wants to bite the fingernail on her thumb and has to consciously hold herself back from doing so, the way she refuses to make eye contact with anyone and if she is forcing herself to do so anyway her gaze is very blank because she's not actually looking, the angle of her shoulders and collarbones in relation to her spine- stupidly specific, intricately tiny things in Casey's body language that show, no, she's actually really stressed. When the correlation between these minor actions and Casey's comments jumping to a more frequent pattern emerges, Alex realizes this is actually an issue and although Casey conceals it by jesting she's being dead serious, she does believe she's unworthy of what she has or incapable or whatever else negative Casey believes about herself.
Since noticing it at all used such attention to detail and the actions are so minor they're unexplainable, Alex realizes that if she approached this issue head-on Casey would probably do a wonderful job at gaslighting her into believing she was making up problems, so she doesn't. Instead, she simply begins peppering praise and reassurance throughout daily interactions, enough that Casey realized it had increased but not much that she'd grow suspicious. Little things, like staring at Casey's figure for a little bit extra long so Casey would notice Alex was admiring, making sure to smile down at the legal notes Casey had asked her to review so when Casey studied her face intently while Alex read she'd know Alex was beyond proud of her, or just straight on whispering compliments into Casey's hair when they passed eachother in hallways.
Eventually, she did see Casey's deprecating comments decrease, and instead when Casey was stressed she subconsciously sought out Alex because she knew she'd find gentle praise and reassurance from her when Casey felt as though she was lacking.
I think your second ask is somewhat asking for a continuation of Softball to the Ribs (Kiss it), so I'll just talk about the storyline I would've written had I decided to make a next part (which I won't, all my fics exist solely as one-shots);; Alex finds out because Casey did tell her in the bathroom that it was a softball, she just didn't know the details of how the injury occurred. I think Casey would never tell her, Alex would find out from something like Life360/Find my Phone since it would make sense to me that at some point they start sharing locations due to the nature of their job. Casey vanishes for random hours at a time when she's grappling with heavy caseloads and Alex checks it to find her location as being at the batting cages. The first time she sees it she does nothing, she just makes sure a warm bath is already all set up for her when she comes home and drops by an Apotheke (what the hell is Apotheke in English????? nOt my language) to pick up muscle rub and then pretends she's initiating sex as an excuse to massage it into her. Casey is nonethewiser.
Eventually, though, when Casey has been gone too long or it's happened back to back on multiple days, Alex goes to the batting cages and sort of just sits in the corner with her legal notepad and despite being uncomfortable in the weird sporty setting proceeds to try to work there. Her presence is grounding for Casey and it makes her want to push herself less because she doesn't want Alex to watch her get hurt- and when Alex gets bored of faux scribbling random shit she just starts being the one who controls the batting cage so she can press the button to stop it if she thinks it's going too far.
Self-harm is a very difficult issue and I wrote Casey to be using exercise dependence as a means to do it, and I have a concern with many fics in which a character's romance causes them to suddenly lose interest in what is a destructive coping method, and I think at least in my experience that's unrealistic. Self harm is wildly addictive and Casey is dependant on this to make her feel as though she's coping with stress she otherwise can't, and although Alex would obviously love to step in and pull that feeling out of her, that's just... not how life works, most of the time. If it was something like cutting or burning one self, obviously that's an entirely different story, but where the line between healthy exercise and an overt dependence that leads to self destruction ... that's hard to differentiate at times. What athlete hasn't accidentally gotten injured? The same story could exist in which Casey uses exercise as a healthy method to deal with stress (literally in the show that's what it is.) and the whole thing happened by genuine accident if it wasn't for the fact Casey simultaneously wasn't eating. If her ribs weren't visible in that fic Alex probably wouldn't have known something was seriously wrong. But I wrote Casey as intentionally putting herself in positions in which the risk for it is very high, and not caring for herself after- but how could Alex read Casey's internal dialogue and draw the line somewhere? It's complicated.
Alex focuses, then, on fostering a nurturing, loving environment and accepting every part of Casey as she is.
She can't directly stop Casey from participating in sports but she does ensure Casey eats and sleeps to a healthy degree and if she realizes something like Casey skipping meals more than is normal for people with inconsistent work schedules she'll do something to make sure Casey gets the care she needs.
Eventually, through this environment and Alex's comfort, Casey can build the emotional skill set required to cope with stress adequately - that's the ultimate goal, because even if Alex did somehow twist exercise out of her grasp, there's always the possibility something in their relationship would break and Casey would fall straight back into it. Alex is smart enough to avoid that possibility.
Finally, the first time Alex realized Casey was wearing something of her's was one of the first times the accidental swapping of blazers occurred that I described in the other post. Alex had stopped by Casey's office with food during a lunch break and while they ate Casey extended her arm to reach for something, and Alex realized her name was on the sleeve. Cabot suddenly becomes very bothered and jumps Casey's bones the second they're somewhere more private because holy shit does the idea of Casey being her's and similarly labeled do something for her.
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angel-shaw · 1 year ago
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Here’s the Lasko/his listener one I made!
@annahxredaxted here you go!!
Thank you to @meepisindahouse for beta reading! <333
Kody is their little brother but they don’t know what he did, till Lasko tells them-
“Hon, you know I love you but you've to at least try, I cant keep doing this,” They said exasperated.
Their brother was sitting on their couch once again, venting about how people at his school were targeting him and even getting him kicked out of his dorm.
“I did! It's not my fault everything is against me!”
“I know bud, but this keeps happening, you know you have at least some part to play. You always blame the people around you for everything, so it makes sense why they don't like you. I'm not saying it's ok for them to get you kicked out, but you could at least try to be more pleasant and not as back-stabby.”
“Stop siding with them! The shit they accuse me of is total bullshit! I'm nothing but nice to these people and then they get their friends to target me! I had nothing to do with these other people!”
They sighed, “Look I know, but my neighbors are getting really fed up with you showing up randomly and making a bunch of noise. If they report me again it's going to start being an actual problem that can get me kicked out of here. I don't mind you staying here, hell, it's nice to see you, but it can't keep happening this way, /please/.”
Their brother sighed, rolled his eyes, and fell back onto the couch, “Ya ya, whatever. Your neighbors suck.”
“Thank you Kodes, Now I have to run out for some food. Any requests?”
“Mmm, I don't care. You can't just make something?”
“Tomorrow I can, but I’m having dinner with my boyfriend tonight so I'm just going to grab something for you.”
Once again their brother groned, “Can't you just tell your boy-toy that you can’t see him tonight?”
“Don't call him that. I actually really like him Kodes, I think this one’s gonna last.”
Defending their romantic relationships from their brother's scrutiny wasn't new. He was always annoyed whenever they got with someone. The two were always close growing up and Kody always hated when they went out with guys. There were quite a few relationships that ended poorly because Kody got in the way.
“Ya ya whatever, I doubt it. I just wish you would hang out with me and not with some guy who's probably gonna dump you.”
They sighed, “I'm gonna go to the store, I'll be back soon.”
“See ya,”
They grab their keys and head out.
Shopping didn't take long, but well they did they thought about how much their little brother had changed over the years. He used to be so sweet, but something happened after they had moved out. The next time they saw Kody was when he got into D.A.M.N, after they had become a teacher. They had tried to meet up with him multiple times before then but he never seemed interested.
When he started at D.A.M.N. he ignored them for months, they tried to talk with him but he always had some things to do, which was fair enough. He was grown up now and had classes. But at some point something had happened and he ended up getting expelled. He asked them not to do anything about it, but he did crash at their place for a while after it happened. They were ready to try to fight for him, but he practically begged them not to, saying that he didn't want their career to suffer. So they didn't, they just helped him get into a new place and get back on his feet.
As they walked back up to their apartment they saw a familiar face, “Lasko?”
Lasko turned, “Oh! H-hey, I was just on- on my way to pick y-you up.”
“Oh is it time already? I'm sorry, I went out to get some stuff for my brother.”
“Your br-brother? I didn't know you had one? Does he live with y-you?”
“No, he's just staying with me for a few days. I'm excited for our date tonight! Just let me drop this stuff off and put on something a bit nicer, ya?”
“Y-Ya that's totally fine!”
The two of them walked back to their apartment door.
“Do you want to come in? I'll be quick,”
“Ya, s-sure!”
They let themselves and Lasko in, “Kodes I’m back! Laskos here, so be nice!” They drop the bags off on the tables and see a scribbled note.
“Went out
Be back to eat”
They sigh, “Sorry Lasko, it looks like my brother went out so you'll have to wait to meet him,”
“Oh! That's alright! I’ll j-just sit on the couch till you're ready,” Lasko smiled and went to sit.
As they got ready, Lasko looked around. There wasn't much on the walls, but there were some framed pictures. Curiosity got the best of him so he started to look closer. He got up and smiled at his lover's happy face in the pictures.
There was one where they were holding their little brother when they were kids, they were both so cute. It was labeled “Kodes and me<3”. However as he looked, one of the pictures made him stop, his blood running cold. He could feel the air around him tighten in his anger. The picture was labeled just like the other. “Kodes and me<3” It was Kody. The same Kody who had hurt Freelancer, the same one who had led people to their deaths by being a dick during The Inversion. He was… their brother….
He didn't realize how much time had passed until their hand touched his shoulder, he jumped and turned around.
“Lasko? Are you alright?”
“Kody’s your brother?”
“Mhm, Do you know him? This doesn't feel like a good thing.. Did he say something to you too? I know he's not the best sometimes but I didn't think he knew you?” The worried laced their voice, they had no idea. They couldn't have any idea, they were so sweet, there was no way they would care for him if they knew. But how could they not??
“Oh I know him.” He could hear his own voice, he was angry. He stopped, took a deep breath, and looked at them.
“Do you not know why he was expelled from D.A.M.N?” He was quiet, he had to be.
They shook their head, “No, he asked me not to get involved, that it wasn't worth it. So I just figured he did something stupid and pissed the wrong people off…Did…Did he do something?”
“He was the one who hurt Freelancer.”
Everything stopped, their eyes widened as they processed what that meant. They had talked to Freelancer quite a bit. They had told them about the bad experiences with another student, but never said his name. The kid had bridged with them without them knowing what it meant, then continued to harass them. It only stopped when the kid was expelled and that only happened because their friends had convinced them to take action and helped along the way. That…that couldn't have been their baby brother. He was a jerk sure, but he wouldn't do that….He couldn't.
“It…it was him? Are you sure?? 100%?!”
Lasko nodded.
Their eyes began to water, completely overwhelmed, they sat on the floor. Lasko dropped with them, holding their hands tightly.
‘’I…I'm so sorry, I…I knew he was causing his own problems but I never imagined he could do something like that…”
“I know, it's not your fault.”
They shook their head, “What- What do I do? I- he’s my baby brother but..but he..I can’t..”
“I know, take a deep breath. I know this is hard.”
“I…can't, I can't have him here..I can't support him like this…He..he's really terrible isn't he? He really is a bad person isn't he??” They broke down into sobs, clutching onto Lasko.
He rubbed their back as they sobbed, they kept repeating that same question, “He really is a bad person now isn't he? Oh god he is, it really was him.”
After some time they pulled back, their breathing still heavy and their cheeks tear stained.
“What..what do I do?” They sounded so lost. “He, he can't stay here, I won't let him but how…how do I tell him to leave? It feels like I can't just kick him out…he's…he's my baby brother but…I can't…how do I…”
Lasko took a deep breath, “I know it's hard, I-I know it's hard to cut off family. You don't have to do this by yourself. I can call Freelancer and Gavin ask if Gavin can come help. I'm sure he wouldn't mind helping get Kody out. D-Damien and Hux too.”
“God, I have to tell Freelancer, don't I? I have to tell them he's my brother-”
“Hay,” Lasko’s soft voice cut through the impending second breakdown, “Freelancer won't blame you, they know you. They will not blame you, you didn't know and were just helping your brother. You know now and you're not trying to defend what he did. It's going to be ok.”
They nodded, “Can…can we call Freelancer? I don't think I'll be able to kick him out by myself…”
“Of course.”
One call later the two of them were on their way to Freelancer’s apartment. It wasn't a long drive but it felt like it. They were too emotional to drive so Lasko did, during the drive he held their hand and kept telling them it would be ok, but it didn't feel like it.
Once they reached the apartment Gavin let the two in instantly, his usual playfulness missing. The three went into the living room where Freelancer was sitting with several cups of tea.
“Hey, there you are,” Freelancer's voice was soft, they got up and hugged them.
“I'm so so sorry, I didn't know-” They held Freelancer tight and they could feel the tears start to resurface.
“No no no, it's alright. It's not your fault.” Freelancer lightly swayed the two of them, “You didn't know, you were just caring for your family, I can't and won't ever blame you for that. His actions are his own, never yours.”
“He hurt you..”
“He did, I didn't deserve what he did. But he does deserve what happened to him and he doesn't deserve someone as sweet as you as a sibling.”
“I'm so sorry.. I..I didn't know what to do..”
Freelancer pulled back, taking their hand and led them to sit on the couch. They handed them a cup of hot tea, “I know, I can't say I know what to do either, I've never been in a situation like this before.”
“I don't want him near me, I love him because he's my brother, but…but my baby brother wouldn't do something like this. I don't know what happened, I don't know why he turned out like this…’’
“I can understand that, I can't relate to having someone who I care for turn out to be like how Kody is. I'm so sorry that you have to go through this too. I might not understand the care you have for him, but you can vent to me about it, I know this is hard.”
“I can't ask you for that! He violated you, I can't vent to you about-”
“Let me stop you there,” Freelancer interrupted, “You're not asking, I'm telling you and offering you to. I know what he did to me. It took me a long time to come to terms with it and well, I am still affected by what he did. That doesn't change that you are a friend of mine. He hurt you too by doing all of this. I might not be the person to tell how kind and sweet he used to be in a dream like way you can't talk to me about how this has hurt you too. Without my friends, Lasko, Damien, Hux, and Gavin, I wouldn't have recovered. Some of those conversions were about how Kody wronged them, or how they were upset about how he hurt me. And those helped, it was another perspective. I don't ever plan to forgive him and I never want people to try to defend him to me. You ranting to me isn't you defending him, it's just giving me another reason to never forgive him. He hurt another one of my friends.”
They nodded, “Thank you,” They sniffled and Freelancer placed their hand on their arm.
“I just don't understand how he could have turned out like this.. He used to be so sweet, I knew he changed and that that change wasn't good but I never thought he would do something like this.”
“We never expect the people we care about to be monsters,” Gavin said, he was standing behind the couch, his hand on his lover's shoulder, “It's hard to accept that sometimes they are.”
Freelancer nodded, “What do you want to do? I know you said you don't want him in your place anymore, but there are a few ways we can go about that.”
“I…I honestly don't know. I don't think I can just kick him out by myself. I don't want him there, but…”
“I understand don't worry, you don't have to explain yourself to us. Do you want Damien and Huxly to be there with you and Gavin? That way you're not alone? I would offer to go, but I don't want to be anywhere near him.”
They nodded, laughing breathlessly, “Ya, I get that. I don't want you to go anywhere near him either. I want to tell him to get out myself, having the others there would be nice. I don't think he will react well though, I don't want anyone getting hurt-”
“Oh trust me, Aquafina won't hurt any of us. He's learned that lesson. If he tries anything he won't get far.” Gavin said. His smile was slightly disconcerting. ‘:3’
They nodded, “Can you guys explain it to the others, I don't think I can explain it again..”
“Of course, Gavin and I will do that, you and Lasko can sit here while we call, ok? If you need something to eat feel free to rummage, ok? And all the tea is open for you.”
Lasko took Freelancer's place once they got up, “How are you doing?”
“Not good, honestly,” They laughed, though there was no humor in it. “It doesn't feel like I'm drowning at the moment, but this is so much to accept. It's a whole another layer that it's so easy to believe all of it… I think that's the worst part of it all. How easily I can believe Kody did all this..”
They let Lasko hold them. They both just sat there for a while.
After a while Freelancer and Gaivn walked back in, “The others are on their way. They were grabbing food so they grabbed some for all of us as well, Hux said food might help.”
“Hux is so sweet..”
“He really is.”
“Freelancer?”
“Ya?”
“Thank you, I know this has to be hard for you. I'm sorry for making you think about him all over again. But thank you for helping me.”
Freelancer smiled, “Of course. This is hard, but I mean hey, at least we have one more thing we can gossip about as if it wasn’t heavily traumatizing now?”
They laughed, caught completely off guard.
Over the next ten minutes the four of them talked lightly. They weren't ignoring what was going on, but more giving them a chance to calm down before having to do the hardest thing they needed to do.
Huxly and Damien arrived and Huxly immediately asked if they wanted a hug, they accepted. His hug felt safe and they stayed there for a while Damien handed out food. Once all of them settled down Lasko and Freelancer explained a bit more to the other two. They both listened intently.
They also immediately agreed to help get Kody out. The room heated up a few degrees even as Lasko explained.
“I want to talk to him…I want to tell him to get out,” They said. That was the only thing they were completely sure of.
“Ok, so we obviously want a game plan going in, Kody definitely isn't going to be happy. I wouldn't put it past him to try to get violent. Especially if he thinks you're alone.” Damien was logical and it helped them feel safe.
“If you want to be the one to tell him, I completely respect that, but I don't want to run the chance that he'll hurt you,” Huxly said. “Maybe we can wait out of sight until he tries something?”
“That still puts them in danger though,” Damein said.
“I mean..can..can you be in the room with me, Lasko? I know it's a lot to ask. I'm not worried about Kody really trying to hurt me but that's because I don't think he would. So that's based on an idealized version of him. I don't want to be alone in a room with him..”
“O-of course! I- I understand why you don't.”
“Ok. So here's the plan so far, Me, Hux and Gavin will be off the side, out of sight. Lasko will be in the room with you as you confront him and if he gets aggressive the three of us will step in and get him out and make it clear you don't want him to come crawling back. Freelancer are you going to stay here then?’’
“Ya, I’ll stay here and make sure all the wards and such are ready for when you guys come back.”
“What do you mean?” They asked, They were leaning against Lasko on the couch.
“Well, you're not going to stay at your place /obviously/. Kody is the type to try shit so once he assumes the others are gone, he's going to try to pull something. So we won't give him the chance. The best way to combat that is for everyone or at least most of us to stay here tonight. We have wards already set up against Kody, so even if he tries to follow you guys on the way back he won't be able to even come close. Plus I know it's not good to be alone after a bunch of stuff goes down.”
“I- Thank you..that..that means alot to me…I would really like that actually.”
Freelancer smiled, “Of course, you're our friend. We aren't going to let you go through this alone.”
They took a deep breath, “Let's do this. I want to get this over with.”
The others nodded.
Everyone except Gavin and Freelancer got into Lasko’s car. Gavin decided to rift ahead to make sure Kody wasn’t back yet. Damien drove this time.
“Hay dude, are you sure you wanna do it this way? This shit’s hard.” Hux asked.
They took a deep breath, “Yes. He's my brother, I have to be the one to do it. It will be hard but having someone else do it will make him think it wasn't my choice. If I need you guys I'll say so, don't worry. Just knowing you guys are there makes me feel safer..”
Hux smiled and patted their shoulder.
Once they got to the apartment building Gavin met them at the door.
“I'll text Kody to come back and you guys can just go into my room, it's a pretty small place so it's not far from the living room and you guys should be able to hear everything. Lasko if you want to be in sight you can be on the couch, if not the hall should work, He won't see you at first I don't think.”
“Ill s-sit with you. I don't w-want you do this al-alone.”
“Thank you Lasko,” They took his hand and pulled him into a tight hug.
Ten minutes later, Kody said he was on his way and the guys got into place, Lasko and them taking their seats on the couch.
Once Kody opened the door and walked in, he didn't immediately notice Lasko. “Finally you’re back, I didn't think your stupid date would be so long. What the hell were you even doi-” He stopped completely once he saw Lasko on the couch.
“Why the hell are you here?! Get away from them!” He yelled.
Kody yelling immediately caught them off guard, but they stood, “Don't talk to him like that. I know what you did, Kody.”
“I didn't do shit! Whatever bullshit he is telling you is a lie!”
“I know he's telling the truth, Kody. I want you out.”
“You barely know him and you're going to believe just anything that comes out of his mouth over me?! I’m your brother for fuck’s sake!”
“Kody you bridged with someone who didn't want that!”
“They said they did! I didn't do anything wrong!”
“They didn't know what that meant! You can't just say that and make it alright! What else have you done?? What else did you do and then come crawling to me for help when you got punished for it?! What the hell Kody?! I knew you were getting bad, but I never thought you would do something like this!”
‘You’re my sibling, you're supposed to support me! This is just that dumb fucking Freelancer trying to ruin my life even more!”
“Get out, Kody.”
Kody laughed, “You're not actually making me leave.”
“Out.”
“I'm your brother, I have nowhere else to go! Do you really want me out on the street??”
“You'll figure something out, I'm sure. But even if you don't it's what you had coming for pulling all of this shit.”
“I'm not going anywhere.’’
“Guys.”
Kody looked confused for a split second until Gavin appeared right in front of him. He stumbled backwards. Domain and Huxy came out into the living room, Lasko now standing and holding his lover.
Kody immediately tried to attack but was immediately shut down by Gavin. “I don't think that's a good idea.” He said coldly.
“Oh?! So the Freelancer really is collecting everything they can?!! They're just as bad as what you are!” Kody spat.
Despite knowing this could happen they still held tightly to Lasko’s arm.
It didn't take long after that. The three others got Kody out and definitely made sure Kody knew they didn't want him back. They were pretty sure Hux had to stop Damien from punching him more than once.
Once Kody was out he banged on the door for a bit, but Gavin soon let them know he had stormed off.
They all spent some time in the living room, it wasn't long until they started to cry in Lasko’s arms. Gavin and Huxly were kind enough to go and get a bag ready for them. Well Lasko told them which clothes to grab and some other items.
After a while they were able to calm down, Damien and Lasko sitting with them as they breathed. Once Gavin and Huxly had gotten two bags ready for them they all went back out to Lasko’s car, Gavin deciding to rift ahead to let Freelancer know it was over. Lasko grabbed their blanket and wrapped them up in it.
They made it back to Freelancer’s without any problems which was nice. The four of them were mostly quiet, but once they got back to Freelancer’s the mood seemed to switch.
“Do you need quiet or noise? Either one is alright. If you want to try and just process everything it's alright, or if you want to relax for a bit and try to have some fun to get your mind off it. We've got Mario Kart and a bunch of other things we can all play.”
“Can…Can you guys play? I don't think I can focus on controls but I love watching you guys play.”
“Ya of course! Now, what do you want for food? Snacks? Drinks?”
They laughed lightly.
That's how they ended up sitting in between Lasko and Freelancer on the couch. Listening and laughing as the others played and yelled at each other. The day was hard and painful. That pain wouldn't go away fast but they had people who truly cared for them, and maybe that would be enough.
“Thank you,” They whispered to Freelancer once again.
Freelancer smiled and threw their arm around them, “Don't worry about it, Now you sure you don't want a turn? I bet you'll crush these losers.”
“Hay!”
They laughed and took the controller, “I'll try once I guess.”
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falling-star-cygnus · 11 months ago
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Hi! I just fell on your blog a few minutes ago and then went on to read all your stories about Billy Kid (my favorite character in ZZZ) so I immediatly followed you and now dying to read more because I am starved for good Billy kid stories you have no idea. AO3 hasn't done much yet about him, there are some good ones, but they are also too few yet, maybe in a few months. Hope you don't mind if I flood your ask box with request about him. I love him being in a bad situation and the rest of the Cunning Hares immediatly going into War Mode the moment someone mess with him without their knowledge. Or him just being cared for by the rest of the girls when he's not in a good shape, or injured, or well, you get the idea. Think you could do a story where Billy suffers a blow to the head during a mission which makes him temporary lose his memories about his time with the Cunning Hares so he still thinks he's a feared enforcer in the Outer Ring and thus acts more like the old him, who is very much implied to have been much less nice and more ruthless than his present self given that in one of his trust events he actually sends a death threat to a thug, and also an entire gang of thugs running away from him the moment they recognize him. Meanwhile Nicole, Anby and Nekomata are at a loss at how to deal with a much less nice Billy who doesn't remember them and is clearly more than ready to shoot anyone or anything for just being in his way and them trying to just bring back the Billy they know by trying to show him everything he's been doing with them, and also them worried about how different he was before meeting them and them not knowing him more than that and stuff. Would be interesting, if you want to write it of course. Also, do you plan to maybe put your stories about Billy (all the asks you got about him) on AO3? There is not enough Billy Kid content yet there, and I think you would help immensely, given your stories are all incredible and they are about our favorite android. <3 <3 <3, Of course, no pressure there, I'm just curious and wondering, feels like a shame to only see those stories on tumblr, but I'll totally understand and respect whatever decision you choose. Also love the work you put for your stories about the Billy asks, I drank them faster than a thirsting man in a desert suddently having access to water, I love you so much for doing this the internet needs more Billy Kid stories the android is gonna be my death and I am so ok with that.
RAHHH YOU'RE SO SWEET, WHAT?? -> oml, you fr got me close to tears over here <333
as of right now, i don't have an AO3 account- bc it never seemed like much of a priority to make one, but i might just bite the bullet and start posting over there now that you're hyping them up so much 😭 
of course, i'll still primarily post on here methinks, and i'll definitely write that request of yours too bc i genuinely love that idea [just in a different post to keep this from getting too long] but seriously, you're so sweet. thank you so much and request away!! <3 <3 <3
HC for the Road: When Billy gets super angry, like genuinely needs to blow off some steam before he snaps at the girls, he'll just kick or punch the nearest safely destructible item -> for example: the Hares' could be in a Hollow and they get stuck or something, and Billy's already had a bit of a rough day so he just kicks one of the thick metal pipes laying around to vent and accidentally sends his foot through it [and gets stuck like a cartoon] -> the rest of the Hares' are struck yet again with the reminder of "oh yeah, he's CHOOSING not to break our bones 😃"
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fishtheflowerchomper · 2 months ago
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I don't know if you're still doing the venting thing you posted. But I really need it so I hope it doesn't bother you. My parents are really religious (Catholic), and I respect that. But I'm getting sick of it being shoved in my face constantly, and recently they told me that I was going to be 'confirmed' into the church soon. And I really don't want to be, and I have expressed discomfort about it multiple times but they just don't listen. And tonight, I asked my mother if I could skip church on Sunday because I wasn't feeling good. And she responded with not a single ounce of care or worry and simply told me that I HAD to go, then I expressed to her once more that really didn't feel like sitting in a church with nothing to do for an hour, and then gave a half assed attempt at making me feel bad by saying that: "Oh, well, Jesus could've just decided he wasn't going to go on the cross for all of your sins." She does this every time, and if I asked my dad, he probably would either yell at me or do the same. So I just went up to my room, and this might seem like a little bit of an overreaction. But I have been living my entire life in fear of what they would do if they found out about the things I like or am interested in. Like me being Omnisexual, they would probably freak out if they found out I support lgbtq, or watched things like Hazbin Hotel. They also control my entire phone and everything, the only way I am able to even be on this app is because I'm using a phone my parents don't know about. I also have no social life and barely any friends because of this. So thinking about all of this, I started to cry, I'm actually still crying while writing this. I just don't know what to do and I'm really panicking I'm sorry if this is too much or if I made any spelling mistakes :(
wahh!!! its completely okayy!!!! <333 feel free to vent to me whenever!!!!!!! im here to listen <3
so, ive never had religious parents or had religion forced on me, so i dont know what thia feels like or how to help. but ill still try to help if youd like it!!! i also know like pretty much nothing about religion, but ill try my best!!!!!! sorry if i make a mistake!!! <33333
if you feel confortable/confident enough to say "im not going to church" and then stay in your room and not let them take you to chruch, i think you should. try to disobey. dont let them get into your head. itll all be okay, i promise <3 if you dont feel good, you dont feel good. you shouldnt have to go. i would bet that jesus also misbehaved during his life time. its human nature to disobey and want to be free from the grasp of someone/something. to disobey/misbehave is to be human. i, personally, think that being forced to go to church, or really anywhere, when you dont want to go is just cruel. jesus may have died for peoples sins, but that doesnt mean that people must go to him even when they dont want to. religion is something you believe in, you choose to believe in something, you choose to be part of that religion. it is never okay to force someone into religion. also, your parents forcing you to go to church, wouldnt that be considered a sin?
i dont see your reaction as an "overreation." i wouldve done the same if i were in your shoes. going to your room is just going to a safe space where you can be alone and be yourself. no child should live in fear of their parents. weither it be about them finding out what you like or if you might have done something you shouldnt have, they should always be calm and talk it through with the child slowly and make sure that the child is comfortable to talk about it.
if all of this is ruining your social life, maybe its time to tell someone irl who could help. i know i sound like a dick for saying this, but i think you should. only if you are comfortable. if this is too big of a step, you can chill with me and my moots and well help you to the best of our abilities. at least, i know i will. i know asking for help is a really big step and terrifying. a way that works for me that makes asking for help or telling someone about my problems is writing it down.
my teacher once wrote me a note asking smth like "whats wrong?" and i told her in writing. i wrote down what was wrong. i was able to talk to the guidence person once, but i was able to get a little bit of help with that. through writing i was able to communicate easier because when i started to cry, i could still write. it gets hard to talk when the tears start to flow, right? for me it does. writing makes it way easier to get all your thoughts and feelings down to give to someone to help you. i know its scary. i know itll be hard. but you can always come back to me for help. ill try my best to help.
maybe try to talk to your parents again tomorrow? say your head really hurts and you feel dizzy? its okay to lie. even if you suddenly feel fine tomorrow but still dont want to go, lie. lying is normal. its not a sin. its not something that will make you go to hell. everyone lies. if someone says "i never lie" or "ive never lied before" theyre lying. i am once again, willing to bet that jesus lied before in his life. everyone has. its another thing that makes us human. if you have to lie, make it something that they cant test with a thermometer. like a, terrible stomachache, a pounding headache, your leg really hurts. youll have to convincingly limp for your leg hurting really bad, but those are lies you can tell your parents to hopefully make them let you stay home.
crying is perfectly fine too. its normal to cry. crying is a way to relieve stress. its completely fine to cry <33333 and i think your spelling was great!!!!! <333333 YOUVE GOT THIS!!!!! <33333 ill be here waiting to see if you can stay home!! and im really sorry this is happening!!!! i wish i could take this problem and toss it into the trash and free you from it! but i do not have magical powers :( good luck <333 i hope this was a good response >_<
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eggzeroni · 2 months ago
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hey it's your favouriteeeee >:333
since i wanted to give you a break from the art fight you're having (hope you win!!!!!), i wanted to ask:
how did you layout your intro post?
now i know how to format and stuff, but the pictures and the under the cut thing (how do people do it??) and the dividers... it's all so much huhuuuu (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)
oh! and one last thing. I'm kinda lost on what to add to this intro post lol.... so any tips, maybe ?? 🤧🤧🫣🫣
so, taking advice from a dear friend (you!!!), i wanted to ask.
thank u sm!!!!💞💞
w/ pizazz,
elis
Ooh! Hi there Elis! Thanks for the question (and the break, lol)
Well, it really depends on the style you want, and what you post.
For example, because I'm a writer, I have a section dedicated to my fanfics. I have a section dedicated to the pieces of art I've done which I think are particularly good. I also have a section dedicated to nice things people have done for me, and little tid bits that don't fit into other sections.
Your intro is all about who you are. You want it to display your aesthetic and vibe. I grabbed some pics off of Pinterest that I liked and positioned them at the top and bottom.
Since I like astronomy, I took some dividers made by others and used those where I felt they were needed: e.g section changes. Make sure you credit the artist who made the divider, of course.
It can also be a bit of a master list, it's a bit like a strawpage, but more detailed. It helps the reader understand what you post and what they may find.
For you, you could start with your fandoms, e.g COD and Sherlock BBC.
Tumblr is all fun, it's important not to take the intro seriously, but it's about organising your blog into neat little sections.
Since you like reblogging, maybe you could have a section dedicated to your favourite pieces, drabbles, etc.
Some people like to have a section that includes things like "Go follow" whoever it may be, a list of people, or one person "or I'll show up at your doorstep" or whatever. Which is something I've considered. It's just showing people who you interact with, and lets them explore new blogs.
It's also about showing people who you are as a person, so it's important to make it as you as possible. Don't overthink it, trust me 🤣
As for the under the cut thing,
I assume you're talking about that? To do that, look to the bottom bar with all of the add GIFs, add photos, audios, all that jazz. It should be the last one.
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Click that, and boom, read more.
People usually use this feature when writing fics so that when people go to their blog, they aren't scrolling for hours. It kind of contains it. It also helps rebloggers for the same reason. But you can also use it for rambling, yapping or vents. Whatever floats your boat.
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Hope this helps, thanks so much for the ask, Elis, love ya 😆💖
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weridokid776 · 11 months ago
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Hi! I was wondering if I can request denki kaminari dating reader who smokes (cuz of a bad life at home and stress) but is trying to give up and I guess just him trying to help, also is it ok if it’s hc’s?
oooo yes!! I love that idea!!!💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛
Denki Kaminari x smoker reader
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you had a bad house life and with deal to all that with stress with school and everything it just made you feel worse soon you saw a cigarette on the kitchen table you looked at it and looked around to see if anyone was looking you would just try it once…just once..as it lit it and exhale the smoke you felt okay and you thought this is just one right..
just one…won’t hurt
but soon turn to a lot and time skip to U.A your home live not that much worse but it’s still chaos and so your still smoking.
Denki didn’t know at first that you smoked but he would smell it when ever he’s was by you or around you and when he found out he didn’t mind really “I mean it’s your body right..?” He said not thinking much of it but then that was before that night..Denki came over to your dorm room for a little movie date he walked in “sparks..?” He said looking around for you he saw you at your balcony the wind blowing the smoke from your cigarette and blowing your hair he walked to you “sparks..?” He saw tear stained on your face you saw him and jumped a bit wiping away your tears “oh Denki..I thought you were coming later..” you said sniffing Denki came over to you holding you close “did…did something happen sparks..that made you..smoke.” You cried in his shoulder when you told him about how stress you were and how your house life and bad to him about your house life and everything after you finish speaking Denki pulled you into a hug “you know..I’m always here…even if I’m far away or right now to you..I’m always here for you to talk to..” you gave him a small smile “r-really..?” Denki noded kissing your forehead “now stop crying your too cute for that..” he said wiping your face and even wiping his own tears smiling at you you smile and noded “y-yea..” Denki held your hand as you both sat down “now what should we watch..” he said getting your favorite snacks and cuddling to you up close.
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Bonus!!! headcanons!!
-denki would try to help you stop whatever it takes cause he loves you
-he would comfort you and trying to help you out through a difficult time and sometimes will give you kisses and stay the night in your dorm (even if Mr Aizawa scolded him multiple times and gave him the attention because of it)
-he would try and get you the help you need and if you didn’t want all that he would be your personal one for free (with kisses as cost)
-he would show you how other things can help you with stress holding you,kissing you,listing to you vent,and evening if you just want to cry
-he would even skip class for you if your sad
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Thank you for reading <333
(Also thank you sooo much thequeenofcupps for the request!!!)
and I hope all of you are doing well and great and eating well and drinking and sleeping well also!!
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x-ceptionallysmall · 1 month ago
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> whole team just cupping their hands around him lol if that's even possible
Whenever Bob is feeling down, one of the team members will just carry him around so he isn't alone. It makes him feel much better. Yelena does it the most obv. Walker does it the least if only bc he feels anxious when doing it mayb. Canon him is a bit of an ass still too so.
> he does give off sizeshifter vibes
g!Void and g!Sentry my beloved tbh. fandom!Sentry would gib good hand hugs prolly.
> THAT SCENE WHERE SENTRY IS COMING DOWN THE STAIRS... i would LOVE some kind of borrower interaction with him where he, bob, is trying to calm down a tiny after they see how indestructible he is
REASONABLE THO!!! Rewatched yt clip of it and ough,,,, he got good boots ngl. And YES, Bob would stutter through trying to calm the tiny down,,,, i think the borrower would calm down once he does some wet cat behavior tho
> also i want some t!walker and g!ava or g!bucky like i would love walker to be tiny. he'd be such a grumpy guy.... magine g!alexei he just oozes gentle giant energy
hahsj, yeah, u get it. My mans acts so tough and then Boom. tiny bitch. Ava & Bucky would make fun of him so bad. As for g!Alexei, I think he'd deff try to be gentle giant bc that man is so fucking goofy. Gentle giant who forgets how much power he has
> t!ava would be a cool borrower cause yk the whole phasing thing that would be really cool for a borrower to have. also "ava in the walls" is the new "clint in the vents" and i think that's such a borrower thing lmao
OH, you're so right. Tiny Ava would be so cool. I'm curious if she'd ever phase outta someone's grip. that prolly doesn't feel very good tho.
> off topic but t!peter and g!johnny storm….,. not sure if you're a fantastic four fan
I am not & I have no clue how to get into it. The only Peter I know is TomHolland Peter so ;(. from what I've seen tho, they seem silly !!!
YES i totally believe that i love love LOVE bob just being carried around. and i'd totally read an awkward fic with walker being forced to hold bob cause the team is busy or something,,, that one scene in across the spiderverse where peter is just like "you are TERRIBLE at holding a baby" but its yelena to walker saying "you are TERRIBLE at holding a tiny/borrower" lmao
GWNTLE GIANT WHO FORGETS HOW MUCH POWER HE HAS!!! louder for the people in the back!!!! i could imagine alexei with a tiny & panicking yelena just trying to pick her up to comfort her but it ends up making it worse aaa
ava phasing through hands is SUCH a cool idea. i love your brain!! it'd be so trippy for the holder but it would be cool to see some fearplay with her phasing!!!
sorry i didn't get to everything i promise i read it all and loved it<333 i love g/t marvel so so SO much >_<
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mysteriouswolf · 1 year ago
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Adding a read more cause it's literally just my random thoughts and a bit of a vent:
Being acespec and arospec as a minor fucking sucks. Because if I even begin to mention it to anyone besides some of my close friends, I get shut down with "but you're only *insert age*. Things change as you get older. You'll want those things someday."
And it hurts. It hurts it hurts it hurts because I KNOW. SEXUALITY IS FLUID. I KNOW THIS OKAY? And I don't need you to tell me that. I just- I want to be met with "okay. If you never want those things, that's fine. You're your own person who gets to choose what they want and what they don't."
I know things might change. But I want support for who I am now. Because I hate to break it to you, but almost everyone I know has had at least a crush, if not a first kiss and a romantic relationship by this time. And I don't want one. I don't have any interest at ALL. And I don't remember really ever truly wanting it except for wanting to fit in with other people.
I dunno why I'm so suddenly upset about this. I haven't even came out to anyone recently. It's just hitting right now and I don't know why
Oh wait fuck I need to take my meds. Wait this makes so much more sense now. That's why I'm freaking out--OHHHHHHH WAIT OKAY IMMA GO DO THAT
I'm not expecting anyone to really read this besides maybe Royal, Char, or Geode. If you're here and actually made it this far, hi lmao.
The other thing that bothers me a lot is just like- I have this one friend that I've had since 7th grade. They're really kind and supportive, but they've got a lot of shit they deal with in their personal life too. (Home issues, anxiety, anorexia, etc). And so I'm always there to support them because I care about them so fucking much and they really care about me. And if I ever need help, I can go to them and they won't question it.
It's just- they've like...been infected with romance-fever. For the past year. And it's all they wanna talk about, and usually that's fine because it *usually* isn't repulsive to me. But sometimes it is and I feel like they don't know how to communicate with me otherwise
Also random side note. They like guys. I don't find guys at ALL attractive (very rarely I get aesthetic attraction towards a guy but usually it's like one on the Internet or a fictional character lol) but they wanna show me whoever they're currently dating and I don't know how to react. I'm just like...yeah. cool.
And for the record, I'm not gonna stop being their friend. I care about them too much for that. And this literally won't even be an issue anymore cause I don't think I'll have any classes with them next year and they're mainly a school friend so whY IS THIS STILL BOTHERING ME
Oh
Wait
It's cause it's 10pm and I literally just took my meds. They haven't done their magic yet
Right
Okay. Good. Then my brain will go back to normal soon.
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You get a picture of Rosie is you actually made it this far into the post. I'm impressed lmao.
Imma go listen to some music until my brain shuts off now. That's probably a good idea. I'll probably put on your cover of Well It's Better Than The Alternative Royal because it's stuck in my head and it's really nice to hear someone singing who isn't doing it to like. make money. Just to sing and make their friend happy cause sing. :)
Idk if that made any sense. Okay. I did a shit ton of work today. I didn't know setting up a fish tank for the first time was so much work. But not I am tired.
Byeeee
-Mysterious
P.S. I found a really pretty shell today :333 Also wtf does P.S. stand for???
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softmeetscreatureplz · 2 months ago
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HEEEEYYYY EVERYONE IM BACKKKKL (EXCEPT I NEVER RLLY LEFT <333)
I've been sprinkling for the past few days and feel so Much not a person rn so !!!! Hihhiiiiiiiii !!! :3
Ugh uuuuuuuuu right !! Decided I don't give a fuck rn so !! The sideblog I've been using most recently is @tiredthing-idk which was previously a ✨️vent blog✨️ so the pinned post is kinda fucked but yk what ?? Who gives a shit <3. Fair warning tho the further into my blogs circle you get the worse and weirder and more off-putting I get so !!!!! If you already have a hard time with me rn feel free to ignore this and just stick here idrk.
Uuuuuuuhhhmmm other than that!!!!! Fuck if I know. If anyone has anything they wanna talk bout or something cool to share or questions for me just shove it in my ask box I'm a bit of a mess right now but yk how it issss with human interactionnnnnn.
Oh !! Also some of the identity things are different from there to here- that is because that one's more updated i believe so again feel free to go with this one but also if ya wanna fuck around with that one I'll be happy too !! Idkkkk I doubt any if yall will even see this but IM UPDATING ✨️ so whatever I'm putting in the effort or some shit <3 (I'm so fucked in the head rn guys if any of this is making people upset or seems out of character just ignore it I'm working on it ;3)
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clemkruckinnie · 2 years ago
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you had a night class or worked late, and you come home to the smell of your favourite meal, dalton may look a bit messy but he did a good job of cooking your comfort food 🥹
on another topic, i can just imagine his parents finding out that he has a girlfriend 😭 dalton would've vented about how no one would ever love him bc of his issues but then you came along
wanna buy him a “kiss the cook” apron <33
also oh my GOD they’re so happy dalton found someone. they’re a little skeptical till they see that you look at dalton like he hung the moon and stars and then they all breathe out a collective sigh of relief <333
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