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[bumblebee-tunaaa]

Sooooo let me get this straight. Last season we had Stefan and Elena together and Elena was thinking/dreaming about Damon due to a Sire bond. This season, we have Damon and Elena together (excuse me while I vomit violently) and Elena is thinking/dreaming of Stefan due to a cosmic connection.

whoopty do da same shit, different day, yo.

What will the writers think of next?! 

side note

Stelena scene...Right in the feels.

[betasuppe]

All at once, Kei sat upright, breathing heavily as she came back from her sleep. Something felt wrong, but... the feeling faded away quickly as she stretched in her chair, slowly waking up in the dim lighting of the lab, where she had passed out hours ago after injecting herself with her latest test batch of mind numbing leeches.

Kei's neck was a bit sore & she felt like there was something important she needed to remember... It was a vaguely misty memory with bad feelings all around it &... but, Kei shook the memories away, wanting nothing to do with that gross, heavy feeling, at all.

It took her quite a bit to wake up fully, if you could even call it that. Her eyes wouldn't open past half way & a dreamy sort of smile was left on her lips as her mind cleared the last bit of sleep away. It was quite a nice happy feeling that ran through her empty, quiet, happy mind. It was very refreshing.

The first thing Kei noticed once her mind was working a bit better, just enough to think one individual thought at a time, was how quiet everything was, almost as if the volume of the world had been knocked down about ten levels or she had been submerged underwater.

She smiled because the silence was rather nice & she hummed tunelessly to herself as she gazed around her environment, looking for... well, she didn't know what she was searching for exactly, but she just kept looking around.

& you know? Kei never realized that the darkness of the lab was also so incredibly comforting. The low lighting, the quiet sounds of the machinery, and the odd clicks & blurbs from the nearest test tubes filled with her squirmy leechy babies was very nice.

Kei's head slowly turned around the place until she noticed the nearest clock. It was odd though, because suddenly the numbers the clock was projecting looked to be nothing short of gibberish. Instead of fighting to figure out what time it was, Kei lost interest & turned her head down to look at her hands resting in her lap.

They felt heavy and useless. She tried to lift an arm, but to no avail. She giggled to herself as she forced a finger to bend because it just seemed so very odd. It was like they belonged to someone else entirely, because even as a hand reached out & grabbed her upper arm, its still barely felt like it was happening to her.

Oh, someone was holding onto her arm.

Kei's head rolled lazily to gaze up at Obake who was standing besides her. He was talking rapidly - far TOO rapidly for her to understand - & she could only laugh as he grabbed her chin & turned her face from side to side as if he was searching for what was wrong with her. She couldn't understand what he was saying because he was speaking just too quickly for her to process it at all & everything was all muted anyways, but she still attempted to push his hands away & tell him she was alright.

Except the words didn't come out right, if they came out, at all. Obake was looking down at her with something like concern caught in his expression, but it didn't matter because everything was perfectly fine & dandy & totally ok because she felt happy & well rested & -

Suddenly, his fingers were pressed against her neck & Kei yelped out at the unwelcomed pain. She pulled away from Obake & lied back in her chair as he stood there talking faster & louder than before.

Wait. Was he yelling at her?

Kei scrunched up her face & tried to figure out what exactly he was saying or why he was speaking so animatedly, but she quickly lost interest in him & decided it was in her best interest to recharge a little & to take a bit of a nap. All that action with Obake just being there, moving & talking & all that, was a little too much.

Kei closed her eyes & easily slipped back to sleep, even while Obake was kneeling there besides her, trying desperately to wake her up. Because honestly? Nothing was suddenly quite as important as sleeping & forgetting all about this miserable life.

[futhermuckerrr]

I love being part of the JLS fanbase. In other fandoms it's like "omg they got number 1 I'm so proud!!" but proud to us it's slightly different. Yeah, we're extremely happy when they do well in the charts but putting that all aside, I love being proud of the people that JLS are. I love being able to say "see those 4 boys there, I'm their fan" because I feel that the work they do for charities is incredible. I swear it's like (in and around) the 5th single they've been part of which is for helping others. Other musicians release merchandise for nothing more than money but I'm happy with buying their music/merch/books because I know that they're not greedy. Their selfless, and all they want to do is help others

And that's what JLS is about.

I hate how soppy they make me sound omg

[insecuregodcomplex]

thinking very much about the Buckley sibling pinkie promise united front as I go into my own familial ~thing~

[jacobfogel]

Uploads on here might be slowing down now. Talking to Brian while he has been visiting before his trip about how Tumblr is just a "photography dump" you upload a photo and it is seen by people they like it, reblog it, whatever it is and then that is it. It is forgotten after that and is forever lost. I hate that is how Tumblr works out, because you will see a great picture and then it lost. It sucks. Another reason is that I want to start making work that moves people. That just looks so interesting that people can't really even explain why they like it. (Another conversation Brian and I had.) So that is why I am going to start making physical work. I am going to start printing more, working with different material and just work at becoming a better artist. I have a few projects in mind already that will be getting started shortly. I will still post on here, but only photos that are worth it. I have been meaning only post my best work so I am going to start that now. So stay tuned.

[phovaries]

something about watching any movie made before 2008 just eats automatically …. the movies felt like Movies ………

[awfultm-a-blog]

( this headache is getting worse!! i think i might head off for the night. staring at my computer is not helping this lol. but i have SO MUCH MOTIVATION to write but i’m in so much pain )

[kj-likes-dogs]

I hate Harry Potter buzzfeed quizzes because they start off like “how well do you know Harry Potter!!!!?!??!?” and I’m like “VERY” but then the first question is like

“who directed x harry potter movie?”

like bitch please you asked me about how well I knew Harry Potter, not the god damn film industry, fuck you

[acidintimacy]

I've made a decision.

From now on, I'm not going to be changing myself to suit other people. I'm going to be changing only to suit me.

I've tried being the right girl for other people, and its never got me anywhere. Its always ended with me, alone, depressed, wondering why it keeps happening. Moping.

No more. No more being the type of girl someone else could love.

From now on, I'm going to strive to make myself the kind of girl that I could love.

The type of girl that makes me whisper, "Wow."

This is my vow to myself.

If I'm going to be alone, I may as well be the best kind of company.

[whatwouldfrogsdo]

seems anything that makes me happy for a bit just ends up causing more stress and sadness and I just don’t really want to do anything anymore

[nvrbeenhurts]

I don't even want to deal with life rn. It's too overwhelming.

[alytha]

I hate feeling so lost. I was supposed to take this year in china and use it to figure out what I wanted to do with myself and now I've got 2 months left til my contract's up and I'm not really any closer to knowing what it is I want. that's very frustrating!!! and it makes me feel badly about myself. I wish I had this great admirable passion, I love passionate people. but there's nothing I'm good at. 

it's strange that I make this post when I'm in a pretty good mood. it's just something I've been thinking about A LOT. my friends keep begging me to stay here but I feel like I'm putting off my "real life" in shanghai and I don't wanna do that anymore. and I know the argument can be made that I can have a real life here but honestly I'm too far from my family and everyone here is always leaving, it's not worth it. 

[plzu]

tbh i was very naive growing up so if anyone expressed racism towards me when i was a kid, i would never have known! i mean sure i was bullied and ignored from time to time but i doubt that it has anything to do with race because the people that bullied and ignored me where also hispanic and i even remember this one black girl that acted so fucking high and mighty and would be mean to me one day and such a sweetheart the next. the most "racism" i've ever encountered is when my friend kimmie compared me to dora the explorer, and that was obviously done jokingly and she is my friend and we say shit like that to each other. my feelings were not hurt.

if i can think back to one time that someone may have been racist with me, it was on this disney cruise ship i went on for my 16th birthday. this one white dude would always glare at me and he just made it plain that he did not like me. i had no clue why! he let the pretty white girls touch his hair but when i went to do it he fucking flinched away from me. at the time, i thought maybe he just found me super annoying, because it would not have been the first time that someone thought i was annoying! i've done and said some pretty annoying things and people have expressed their annoyance with me, so i get that. but, looking back at the way that boy would just look at me, i can't help but feel that maybe he was racist. i did not do anything in the short time that i knew him for him to give me such awful looks. 

i tend to just give people the benefit of the doubt tho. maybe he was just an asshole, as opposed to a racist asshole. who knows, who cares, it's all in the past and i made some pretty great friends on that ship anyway.

[princesslink]

My bug bite started to spread so Dan made me take a Benadryl (or how ever it's spelled). I hope it makes it stop itching.