#bleeding and feeding
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Consider this: ghosts are actually exactly what the Fentons think they are.
They're snapshots of a longing so strong, unfinished business so deep it reaches out beyond life. Lingers just a bit longer. And if it happens to meet a dense cloud of ectoplasm (invisible to the naked eye, but omnipresent even in the mortal realm), it coalesces. The ectoplasm fits into the shape of it. Which, when the desire is strong enough, it's got a rough idea of its self-image. This tends to mean a more humanoid figure, though it's more often warped in some way–a self-reflection, skewed by said desire. The warping varies on the dead soul’s perception of themselves, the intensity of their desire, how much time passed after death, and how much ectoplasm was present.
In short… no matter how “normal" a ghost looks or acts, it really, truly isn't human. It's animated ectoplasm with a single goal: an obsession. Nothing else. They're more akin to plants than animals, following a single drive with no emotion. They react to stimuli, recognize threats (including other ghosts), and can even imitate human speech and mannerisms to obtain fulfillment of their obsession.
Not “evil" by any stretch, but they're entirely driven by instinct. A tree doesn't pause to consider the rocks it breaks with its roots. A cordyceps doesn't torture its host for fun, or kill with malice. It just does. It follows code in its DNA to survive and multiply–And ghosts just follow the code in its ectoplasm to fulfill its obsession. The more powerful a ghost, the better it's able to overcome obstacles preventing this–whether through brute force, or manipulation. This power is always directly proportional to the amount of ectoplasm present at the time of formation, and how much time passed since death.
What then, does this mean for Danny? Danny, who's previously come to the conclusion that he's only half-ghost, which surely explains how he retained his mind? His independent thoughts and emotions?
What does this mean for Phantom, who experienced an entire world’s worth of ectoplasm condensed as a singularity, at the exact time of his death? Whose strength only grows and begins to exceed every limit they previously thought possible?
If a ghost was as strong as him… could it mimic a human perfectly? Down to a molecular level?
Could it, in its desire to fill an obsession… trick its own fake mind into thinking it was still human? Or half-ghost?
#Danny Phantom#zilly squeaks#it's the greyed out morality for me dude#on one hand it shows how dangerous ghosts are. how you can't reason with them. how they aren't *people*#and yet. you can still find ways to work with them. there's reason to show them mercy when possible#even if it's not really 'pain' it still cries out and bleeds when struck#i just love this kind of angle where there's a solid reason to find co-existence but also like#knowing full well these creatures are more or less. potentially deadly trees. do u feel me#when does sentience bloom from code?#what caused our ancestors to become sapient?#Danny getting Real Fucked Up about possibly being a full ghost who's just really good at pretending to be human#when really... does it even matter?#(for double the pain: add headcanon that ghosts feed off of human life for additional power)
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We all know Timmy is Wanda’s mama’s boy but we need to keep in mind he’s still Cosmo’s kid too and that Cosmo would love him just as vehemently as Wanda

#fairly oddparents#not that anyone has portrayed him different#certainly not distance he loves Timmy he probably says it the most in the show and in fanon#but still- watching New Wish there felt like there was a disconnect with Cosmos character-like he wasn’t as well defined as he was in OG#that’s in part due to them toning him down from being an idiot plain and simple but I feel like it wasn’t fitted with something else it was#simply taken away#just to say he didn’t have as much of a presence to me in New Wish as Wanda did and I crave spinning Cosmo around in my brain#I want to see Poof being his Dad’s Boy yknow and I want to see cosmo doting and I want to see when he gets like. parental rage for the sake#of his kids#yknow? Yknow? part of him feeling detached in a new wish has translated into him not wanting to get as close to Hazel as he did Timmy-#to try and play it more like godparents are supposed to- just a presence for a couple months#but also because like. he got SO attached to Timmy and he’ll never regret it and he’d never do anything different#but idk. if it were me I wouldn’t have the capacity to go through losing my godkid again after becoming that attached#that’s not even mentioning that they don’t HAVE to be in hazel’s life the same way they were in Timmy’s because Timmy was going through#neglect and Hazel has loving family and friends all around her at all times- her blocks are mental#in that way cosmo and Wanda just have to do the Typical Godparent Job of aiding her- not becoming people she desperately needs in life#which also bleeds into why I think Peri was having such a. difficult time#godparents aren’t supposed to be attached the way his family was to Timmy and that how he learned it#but his first godkid is Not Easy and lends immediately to the issues Timmy was having where he HAS parents he HAS things (though . Timmy#was not rich and would sometimes not be fed… dev’s dad also forgets to feed him but dev is still able to eat you know)#and how he grew up with his parents as godparents and how he’s been taught are conflicting and it’s nature vs doing a good job quoteunquote#I didn’t mean to ramble so damn much in the tags I’m really sorry#told myself if I had more to say I’d write it down and post it later but I must be heard.
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so....ignoring the fact that it took me three (3) weeks to get through um. twenty-six (26) pages. it's totally reasonable to try to speedrun revisions of the next thirty-two (32) in like six (6) hours tomorrow, right, Asking For A Friend,
#text#personal#writing#in btw#driscoll#ez do NOT interact#if im On It i think i MIGHT be able to do it#i might forget to eat tho 💀#i have so many chores also to do about it too#laundry. bathroom. baking. grocery.#feed dogs.#FUCK IT IM GONNA TRY#if it bleeds to monday it bleeds to monday but it canNOT go beyond monday i stg!!!!!!!#i have to type all this shit up at some point but that could wait til after article 🫣#the article has a Real Deadline the revision has a fake moving deadline#CRYING WHY AM I STILL UP#oh right its the dopamine surge
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the soul is permeable
consumption of another as a process of inevitably, irrevocably changing the self
i am going insane
#the locked tomb#the locked tomb spoilers#the unwanted guest#the unwanted guest spoilers#i do have coherent thoughts it's just that there's SO MANY of them i don't know where to even start#souls bleed. they mingle. they contaminate each other#tamsyn muir you keep feeding me so many delicious words
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every time i see a "i wanna talk to my mutuals, but i dont want to be an annoying bitch" type of post it breaks my heart bc like. no not every moot will wanna be your bestie - but why do you assume the person who chose to follow you back immediately would find you annoying? why do you project this negative image of yourself onto others, and assume the worst of our minds in relation to you? like thats not the point of those posts. ik ik its not the point, ik the point is self deprication, flaggellation. ik its supposed to be about how bad and annoying you think you are, an expression of anxiety or fear of conflict or the unknown but also g-d... idk. its not easy to talk to people sometimes for sure, but it breaks my heart also that you think that your acquaintances/friends or the people who choose to be in this space with you, to be around you, to follow you, to know some part of you find you annoying for existing ): and i know this is why some people refrain from talking to me too, and that kills me more. bc i want yall to talk to me - even if i dont answer or have the words. i want to talk to you even if you dont really have a response other than "haha yay!". why would i be mutuals with you if not because i like the way you blog, the things you talk about, the things you engage with. idk. //:
#im seeing much more of this recently and like i GET IT#i get it i really do i also am sometiems like “gd i wanna talk to them but i feel so annoying” & sometimes i dont bc it gets the best of me#but ive also been working on this. and talking ot my mutuals more. and no we're not all best friends. some i only share posts with once in#blue moon even. but like. idk. its been so rewarding at the same time pushing through the worry that i Might be annoying someone#its been rewarding reminding myself if they dont like me/find me annoying thats on them - its been rewarding to trust that this person who#i follow who follows me back is willing and open to knowing parts of me and being friendly. and i just wish everyone who feels this sadness#and worry and such.... i wish for all of you to be able to push through it. and this isnt admonishment im not Mad#im sad on your behalf. i am sad with you that you dont like yourself - or see yourself in such a poor light - or have internalized some ppl#not being for you to mean everyone hates you. and ik ik there's many reasons people feel these ways. theres many things that feed into this#type of behavior. i dont hate you for it. my heart bleeds for you though. and im sorry the world has been so cruel and your mind is no bett#and you think that dismissing yourself before even giving anyone the chance to know you is the safest option.#idk. im just sad#bunny rambles
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…………. AU where a side effect of Lambda’s possession involves feeding on blood like a vampire?????
Listen I had a blood drinking AU for X2 I can do it for Graces too.
#i think someone wrote a fic like this for zesty too#v#gf#listen. im really. really fond of lambda!asbel feeding from the entire party#(except sophie bc she doesnt bleed)#i just think it could be a sweet bonding activity#(my [redacted] influence is showing… platonic blood drinking 🥺)
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[old man yelling at cloud voice] i fucking hate "fruity" i hate "neurospicy" i hate tiktokisms why is everyone so scared to say Faggot and Autistic
#they don't even mean Faggot they mean lgbt. they watered doen the word#a Fruit is a Faggot. you could have expanded it to Dyke and other words. but now it's GSA. it's Corporate Friendly.#it's a fucking slur. man. you let straight people sell the slur back to us on tshirts#you added the Y it lost it's teeth. gained marketability. made it cutesy#it just makes me want to yell [kendrick lamar voice on Auntie Diaries] faggot faggot faggot#[my voice]#bite the hand that doesn't feed us. bite the hand because it bleeds us#neurospicy is the new Asbergers it's the We're Better Than You.
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“are you trying to get us killed?”
✘ @skullsandsteel
Any verse! ☠️🖤
✮ – He didn’t turn to look at where the voice was coming from when handler Rumlow quite loudly announced his thoughts. He did that often the Asset remembered as he loaded the last magazine on his SIG-Sauer P220, once he had discarded his grenade launcher like it was nothing, a beautiful M203PI. He then snapped his head to look at him, firm and quick steps followed as the Asset came down from a tall docker container with a swift jump, landing on both feet. He kept the gun in his left hand just in case, as even though he was confident all threats had been neutralized he could never be too sure, especially if his handler was around. He had to keep him safe after all, it was part of his mission too.
As the flames lit ablaze and the bodies of many armed men burnt and their screams reached the Asset’s ears, he realized just how close the impact zone and handler Rumlow had been. Perhaps that was what he meant, but the Asset paid no mind. If he was truly bothered with it, then he would get punished shortly after.
He didn’t particularly enjoyed the punishments though. But what he liked or didn’t like did not matter.
The Asset stared at him awaiting further instructions. He didn’t speak unless ordered to or asked a direct question.
#❝ YOU SHAPED THE CENTURY ❞ / VERSE#𐂯 WILL YOU BITE THE HAND THAT FEEDS? WILL YOU CHEW UNTIL IT BLEEDS?#skullsandsteel
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Anyways my issues aside it was a really good day to be me at the Oregon zoo today.
#they have FOUR. snowy owls now. and they were all very visible i got to see all of them.#and we showed up just in time to see carcass feeding at the condor exhibit ❤️❤️❤️❤️#which was awesome bc i usually miss it#AND. THEY HAVE A LUZON BLEEDING-HEART DOVE.#i only got to see it for a few seconds bc its shy but :ooooooo
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