#bloody sonny

[jewishbarbies]

alison feltch + theo crain

“does she feel the same? does she want me back? I wanna be more than a friend.” - more than a friend, girli

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[whumpdidyasay]

Law & Order: SVU 16x15

After getting pistol-whipped while undercover, Carisi gets left in a cell with nothing but an ice pack

[snnynatural]

i go from wanting a thread where sonny is taking care of your muse to wanting your muse to take care of a stubborn ass sonny

[tawus]

opla final thoughts: i want each and every one of them to ride my face

[whitehartlane]

for fuck’s sake of course we’ve drawn city because why would we have not this club is a social experiment

[burned-lariat]

I find it hard to believe Sonny really beat Cyrus within an inch of his life like that. Like it's just laughable.

[the-raven-dhampir]

"Can we play with the knife tonight?" (Either sonny or georgie. Or someone new. Only if yoy want to)

Raven narrowed his eyes in a suspicious but intrigued look. Multiple scenarios were already opening in his mind, all very similar.

Play with the knife... Did the Puppy even know what he was talking about? Dangerous kink for a human...

"Are you after Red Colors to satisfy your bloody quirks, Sonny?" he asked in a fakely offended tone.

He approached the young human just to seize his jaw in his fingers and stare coldly into his eyes.

"Can you even handle a blade?" he icely asked in a whisper. "I won't be tempted with a lovely time and then have to train a rookie..."

[perlukafarinn]

endings that are better for dean than dying young and bloody:

opening a bar (as shown to be a fantasy of his)

opening a gay bar (my preferred ending)

working with kids, potentially at a home like sonny's

working as a mechanic, eventually specializing in vintage cars

becoming the new bobby, helping the next generation of hunters

being a stay-at-home dad with his husband castiel as the breadwinner (cas doesn't work either he just steals money from rich assholes using his powers and calls it being a breadwinner)

(he's with cas for all of these btw in case that wasn't obvious)

spending like a good decade traveling the world via angel express and enjoying his retirement from hunting

becoming a rock star with a cult following, a significant portion of which love sharing around conspiracy theories that he's actually a serial killer who faked his own death and started fresh with a new identity (no one seriously believes this)

becoming a sheep herder (it's the closest thing to a modern-day cowboy he can get. he gets to wear the hat and everything)

moving to hollywood and becoming an actor under the pseudonym jensen ackles

becoming a successful writer purely to spite chuck, outselling the supernatural series easily and receiving rave reviews for his refreshing style and devastating depictions of childhood trauma and breaking the cycle of abuse

building a space ship and searching the galaxy for intelligent life

literally anything other than what happened on the show

[dantaliones]

as SOON as christmas/new years chaos is over and i'm settled into the boring summer period im going to boot up my old ass laptop and start making some Fucking gifs of the moments from uncle that are driving me insane. i pledge this.

[adaptacy]

Texas Chainsaw Massacre Masterlist

!! Fluff will be left unmarked.🕷 - Nsfw 🕊 - Angsty/potentially upsetting. !!

..This will probably always be a WIP. Check back often..

Johnny Slaughter:

Tumblr Identifier: #Adapting to Johnny Slaughter (If you're looking for requests/head canons.)

Johnny Slaughter Spotify Playlist NSFW Johnny Slaughter Playlist

🕷 A Bloody Appetite ➳ Johnny x Victim!Afab!Reader ➳ TW: Blood, violence, dub-con, knife play.

🕷 Johnny NSFW Alphabet ➳ TW: Mentions of noncon, cannibalism, dubcon.

🕷 Love Or Hunger? ➳ Johnny x Afab!Reader ➳ TW: Cannibalism, character death, violence.

🕊 🕷 Johnny Pregnancy Head canons (Pt.1 & Pt.2) ➳ Reformed!Johnny x Afab!Reader ➳ TW: Mentions of trauma, gen angst. *Reformed = Ex-cannibal.

🕷 The Big Bad Wolf ➳ Werewolf!Johnny x Connie Taylor

🕷 A Hunter's Moon (Pt.1 & Pt.2) ➳ Werewolf!Johnny x Afab!Reader x Werewolf Hunter!Leland ➳ TW: Minor bloodplay, hunter/prey

Popular drabbles: 🕊Stalker!Johnny 🕊Reformed!Johnny 🕊🕷Virgin!Reader

Other: Johnny Slaughter Character A.I. Werewolf!Johnny Slaughter Character A.I.

Leland Mckinney:

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🕷🕊 The Death of Peace of Mind ➳ Brainwashed!Leland Mckinney x Afab!Reader ➳ TW: Major angst, mental illnesses, potential for major character death.

🕷 Southern Nights ➳ Leland Mckinney x Sonny Williams ➳ TW: Very minor angst

🕊 Leland Dad Head canons ➳ Survivor!Leland Mckinney x Afab!Reader ➳ TW: Scars, gen angst. *Survivor = Post-tcsm.

🕊 Survivor!Leland Head canons ➳ TW: Trauma, scars, gen angst.

🕷 Leland Nsfw Alphabet (Pt.1 & Pt.2) ➳ Leland x Reader

🕷 A Hunter's Moon (Pt.1 & Pt.2) ➳ Werewolf!Johnny x Afab!Reader x Werewolf Hunter!Leland ➳ TW: Minor bloodplay, hunter/prey

Popular Drabbles: 🕷 Virgin!Reader 🕊 Survivor!Leland

Other: Survivor!Leland Character A.I. (Profile picture by @ lifesver)

Sissy Slaughter:

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~~ Only requests currently. No custom drabbles yet.~~

Danny Gaines:

Other: Danny Gaines Character A.I.

[bullet-prooflove]

Cursed: Jack Hodgson x Reader

Tagging: @kmc1989 @caffeinatedwoman @aiko24k @hufflepuffgirl

Sequel to The Backseat

Jack’s car is cursed.

He knows this because it is not the first time he has delivered a baby in the back seat. The only difference is right now it’s his son you’re giving birth to, in the exact same place the two of you conceived him.

“This is getting bloody ridiculous.” He mutters as he tucks the exact same blanket over your legs for modesty purposes.

He’d pulled over near the jetwash of a Shell Service Station when he’d realised you wouldn’t be making it to the hospital. The paramedics are on route but already he can see the baby’s head crowning.

You laugh breathlessly in response to his words before you grip the back of the seat tightly in your hand.

“You’re the one that wanted to fuck me in the backseat.” You remind him as you grind your teeth together.

“Aye, you were wearing that dress, it was Saint Paddy’s day…”

He hadn’t been able to keep his hands off you, there’d been a little drinking, a little wildness, which is what led to sonny boy here.

“I’m gonna need you to start pushing now, love.” He says, shifting so that he’s in position for the baby’s appearance. “He’s ready to meet us.”

You deliver a healthy baby boy, one that has the lungs of a champion.

“I can’t believe we made something so beautiful.” He murmurs as he wraps his son in the confines of his jacket and hands him to you. The baby grumbles at the shift in motion before he settles against your chest. It’s the most perfect thing that Jack has ever seen.

“What do you say next time we do this properly?” He says as he rearranges the blanket over you lower half. “In a hospital with mood music, aromatherapy, we actually stick to the birth plan…”

“Oh we’re not doing this again.” You tell him, your lips brushing over the baby’s forehead. “I am closed for business.”

“We’ll see.” Jack says as he pats the backseat with his palm. “This backseat though, it probably has other ideas.”

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Like My Work? - Why Not Buy Me A Coffee

[ac-19]

Fight - D. Franklin (Bravo 6)

Warning: mention of physical abuse.

Summary: when you show up to base bloodied and bruised, Drew is determined to find the guy that laid his hands on you.

"What are you doing over here by yourself?"

I chuckled lightly as I looked over at Drew, who was pulling a stool out to sit beside me at the bar.

"Probably the same thing as you, hiding from Sonny. And Omar."

Drew nodded.

"Yeah, sounds about right."

I smiled as I took a hold of my beer bottle and downed the rest of it.

"Hey bartender, can we get two beers? On me."

The bartender nodded and proceeded to put two beers down in front of Drew and I.

"I can buy my own drinks, you know."

Drew shrugged as he picked up his beer bottle.

"You shouldn't have to."

I smiled to myself as I picked up the beer bottle off the bar. Drew and I grew on each other over time since we both joined Bravo around the same time, and both had the same lone wolf attitude. Plus, he wasn't hard on the eyes either, so that was a plus.

"Look at you, still the same ole slut I see."

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. This was not happening right now.

"What the fuck did you just call her?"

I opened my eyes back up and put my head down. I really didn't feel like dealing with my ex-boyfriend right now so if Drew was willing to take on this fight for me I was going to let him tonight. Daniel and I's relationship was over long before I joined Bravo so there was no need to mention him, but I guess they were going to find out about him now.

"Sorry man, but she's just a plain old slut. Isn't that right (Y/N)? This the new guy your fucking this week?"

"Daniel, you need to leave."

"Fuck that, let's go outside. You and me."

Drew pushed himself up, and I quickly got up. I couldn't let Drew piss away his chance at staying on Bravo for this guy. Plus, if he was gone, that meant I was stuck with Sonny and Omar, and I couldn't handle them by myself. I put my hand on his chest, and Drew looked down at me. I could tell he was angry from the look in his eyes, and as much as I wanted him to lay Daniel out right now, I couldn't let him do that.

"He's not worth it, okay? Let's just go."

I took him a few seconds, but finally, he nodded.

"Yeah let's go."

Drew took a step back and I quickly walked off towards the exit. I caught Sonny's eye as Drew and I were leaving and he gave me a questioning look and I just shook my head. I pushed open the door and ran a hand through my hair as I walked outside.

"Who was that guy?"

"My ex."

"You should have let me lay him out."

"And let you get kicked off Bravo? No thanks. I'm not going to be the reason that happens."

"Would be a damn good reason. He has no right to talk to you like that."

I nodded.

"Hey, you okay?"

I nodded.

"Yeah. I'm gonna go home."

"I can drive you."

I shook my head.

"I'm good, really. I'll see you tomorrow."

Drew nodded.

"See you tomorrow (Y/L/N)."

I walked off towards my car and headed back to my apartment. After the night I had, I took a quick shower, put my pyjamas on and curled up on the couch with my blanket and pillow and put on my favourite TV show.

I must have fallen asleep because I woke up to someone pounding on my front door. Once I gained my senses I could hear the yelling that was coming from Daniel who was obviously the one pounding on my door. I looked at the clock on the stove 3 am. Shit. I really didn't want to get kicked out of this apartment so I quickly got up and opened the door.

"What the fuck Daniel?"

"Where's your boy toy to protect you now huh?"

"Go home Daniel. I'll call you a cab. Hell, I'll even pay for it."

"I'm not going anywhere."

"(Y/N) open up. We see your car out front."

Daniel pushed past me and I sighed as I let the door close behind me. I really wished I had gotten my gun out of my safe. The next hour or so consisted of Daniel and I screaming at each other and before I knew it I was looking at myself in my bathroom mirror with blood dripping down my lip and bruises forming on my face and neck. Daniel had left a little while ago and I was honestly surprised that nobody in my apartment building called the cops. I had locked up behind him and sat on the floor by the front door for a while until I got the energy to get up. While I was lost in my thoughts, a knock on my door almost made me jump out of my skin.

Shit that was Sonny. Did I miss a call from the team? I hurried to the living room and picked up my phone off the floor. Shattered great.

"She has to be here."

Another knock on the door and I sighed. I should open the door, but the last people I wanted to see right now were Sonny and Omar. Eventually they left and I quickly got myself put together and I cleaned the nasty cut on my lip, threw on a black quarter zip sweater, some faded blue jeans and my sunglasses and decided to head down to base anyways. Worst that was gonna happen was that I would get benched for this mission.

I pulled up to the base and took my regular parking spot and headed inside. First person I saw was Liza and I ducked into another hallway to avoid her. I made my way to the basement where my personal equipment was without seeing anybody else and I was grateful. I pushed open the door and sighed as I pushed my sunglasses to the top of my head.

"(Y/L/N) that you?"

Shit. I pulled my sunglasses back down over my eyes and pulled my hair in front of my collarbones to try and hide the bruises as much as possible, but even in this dark basement I doubted I could hide my busted lip.

"Yeah. Overslept, did I miss anything?"

"Sonny covered for you, said you were on a weapon run."

I nodded as I walked past Drew and headed over to my makeshift cage.

"We're spinning up tonight."

I nodded.

"Sounds good."

"Everything okay?"

I nodded and before I knew it Drew was standing in front of me and I swallowed the lump in my throat. He reached up and pulled my sunglasses off my eyes and I could tell by the way his jaw clenched shut that he was livid.

"Who did this to you? Was it that asshole from the bar?"

I shook my head.

"Doesn't matter."

"Like hell it doesn't. Tell me where he is."

I shook my head as I reached over and grabbed my sunglasses out of Drew's hand.

"Just drop it."

"Where the fuck his he?"

I flinched at the tone of his voice and swallowed the lump in my throat.

"Can you just brief me on the mission?"

"(Y/N) it's just the two of us here."

I shook my head.

"I'm not weak."

"I know you're not."

"All this is making me feel weak enough and you feeling the need to fight my battles for me isn't helping. I'm just here to do my job."

Drew put his head down and nodded.

"We're heading back to Thailand."

I nodded.

Drew reached out for me and I backed up and shook my head. He backed off and I took a deep breath, blinked away the tears and started to get my gear sorted. I didn't see the rest of the team until I was boarding the plane alongside Drew.

"Thank you."

"There she is... (Y/N) what the fuck happened?"

"I'm good."

"If you're coming to scold me, I already took one beating today I don't think I have it in me to take another one."

I walked past everybody and headed to an empty corner of the plane and laid my bag down on the floor and slumped down in my seat. Drew sat down not too far away from me but I didn't mind. We took off and nobody came to talk to me until Jason walked over to me.

Jason nodded as he sat down beside me.

"You solid?"

I nodded.

"I'm solid Jase. Wouldn't vbe here if I wasn't."

Jason nodded.

"Look I know you don't like to share things with us but everyone in here is here for you. We're family. A disfunctional one but family nonetheless."

I nodded.

"I've already got the I'm gonna kill him speech from Drew. I'm not gonna let you all risk your careers over me."

He nodded.

"Anything you need."

I nodded as Jason pushed himself up and looked over at Drew.

"Look out for her."

Drew nodded and I put my head down and closed my eyes. It had been a long night and I could really use some sleep.

The events of last night flashed before my eyes and I could feel someone's hand on my shoulder and I started hitting the person who was standing in front of me.

"Hey, hey it's me. It's Drew."

I opened my eyes as much as I could. I could feel that one of them was swollen and instantly started bawling. Drew wrapped his arms around me and I clung to his chest as he sat down beside me.

One by one the other guys came over and sat down beside us and I could feel someone rubbing my back, which I was pretty sure was Drew.

Jason was right this was my family. A disfunctional one but a family.

[canirove]

Rice, Rice, baby | Chapter 10

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“Liv, this just arrived for you.”

“For me?” 

“Yep” my coworker says, giving me a big bouquet of roses. 

“Oh, thank you.”

“You're welcome” he smiles before walking away.

Told you the flowers in Paris were the first of many ;) -DR

“DR” I chuckle. 

“Now you are allowed to receive flowers at work?”

“Bloody hell, Sonny!” I scream, the bouquet almost falling from my hands. “You scared me!”

“Sorry” he apologizes. “But it's not my fault that you were too focused on reading your love letter.”

“I wasn't reading a love letter” I say, hiding the note in my pocket.

“Of course not, Liv. Of course not” he laughs. “Who is the lucky guy?”

“No one.”

“Oh, c'mon. I saw the way you were smiling, those flowers are from a suitor. Who is he? Do I know him?”

“They aren't from a suitor.”

“Liv…”

“They aren't” I insist. “They are a late birthday gift from a family member.”

“A family member?” he asks.

“Yes.”

“And why are they sending them here and not to your house?”

“Because…”

“Liv!” Olga says, running towards us. “Liv, the meeting! We are gonna be late!”

“Oh, yes, sorry. I almost forgot.”

“Yeah, you were busy with your flowers that are from a family member and not a suitor” Son smirks.

“Exactly” I reply, sticking out my tongue. “Let's go, Olga.”

“Wait, your what?” she says with a confused look.

“Nothing. C'mon” I say, grabbing her arm and walking away.

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“That was the longest meeting ever” Olga sighs. 

“It was” I say, stretching as I get up. “Oh, sorry. I didn't see you…there.”

“It's ok. It isn't the first time you hit me while stretching” Alex says. Alex. I hadn't seen him since my birthday. I didn't even know he was sitting behind us.

“How are you?”

“Good.”

And then, silence. The most awkward silence ever.

“Olivia?” our boss calls. “Olivia, could you come over here? There is something I need to discuss with you.”

“Yes, of course” I say, looking at her and then at Alex again. “See you around?”

“Maybe” he shrugs. “Nice flowers, by the way.”

“I… umm… thank you.”

“Are you coming, Olga?” he asks her.

“Yes, sure. Good luck, Liv” she says before walking away, Alex completely changing his mood and smiling and talking with her as he used to do with me. 

“Olivia?” my boss calls again.

“Yes, sorry” I say, joining her.

“Thank you for staying for a bit longer, Olivia” she smiles.

“Of course. Did something happen?”

“It actually did, yes. But it is something good, don't look at me like that” she laughs. “When I was discussing the national team's next visit with their people, they told me that they are gonna be having a free spot in St. George's cafeteria and that some of the players have told them about a certain barista who works for Tottenham and that they are very happy with.”

“A certain… Wait, me?”

“Yes, you, Olivia. They want to know if you would like to be part of their team during the next international break.”

“I… I don't know what to say…” Me… working in St. George's Park…with the national team? What? “What about my job here?”

“You would still have it, of course. As you know, they'll be spending the first few days in St. George's and then come here, so you would come with them and work your usual shift. This would be like an extra.”

And a really good extra, to be honest. That money would be very welcomed, and it could be just what I need to finally get my own place and move out from my parents’ house.

“Can I think about it?” I ask.

“Of course” my boss smiles. “But they need an answer before the end of the week.”

“Ok, thank you.”

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“Oh my God, Liv! That is great news!” Kennedy says.

“I know.”

“What are you going to do?”

“I don't know yet. Is it… wise?”

“What do you… Leo, careful” she says while he runs around the garden terrorising one of the dogs. “What do you mean with wise?”

“Well, if I accept the job, I will have to stay at St. George's. And who else is gonna be there?”

“Who is… Oh. Declan.”

“Yes” I nod. “We will be spending a week together in the same place.”

“And? Things are ok between you after what happened in Paris, right?”

“They are. That's why I don't know if it is a great idea.”

“You are not making any sense, Liv.”

“Kennedy, I… I…” I say, nervously playing with my hands. “I think I'm falling in love with him.”

“You are in love with Declan?” she gasps.

“I don't know if I'm in love yet, but I… I'm falling in love with him.”

“Oh, Liv, that's wonderful!” she says before hugging me. “Declan is the perfect guy for you. He is so nice, and fun, and lovely, and charming and handsome! You make such a good couple!”

“Aren't you going too fast?” I laugh. “We aren't a couple yet or anything close to it.”

“But when you were in Paris he told you that he likes you, didn't he?”

“He did. But that means nothing. That may be what he says to all the girls he is seeing.”

“Liv, James has known Declan for years and he's told me that he isn't like that, that he is one of the good ones. If he wasn't and if he didn't trust him, he would never let you date him or encourage it. You know you are like a little sister to him.”

“Yeah, I know” I smile. “He also is like an older brother to me even if we've only known each other for a couple years. I know I can trust him. And you.”

“We both love you very much, Liv. The kids too. You know Leo already thinks of you as his auntie.”

“Auntie Liv” I chuckle. 

“Exactly. And we would never allow auntie Liv to get her heart broken. Besides, a guy admitting that he likes you is a big step, you know? I know it from experience” she laughs.

“Yeah, I know.” It only took Alex ten years to tell me that he was in love with me. “Thank you, Kennedy” I say, trying really hard not to cry. 

“Urgh, come here” she says, hugging me again. “And stop worrying so much. That job with the national team is gonna be the best, you'll see.”

“I hope so.”

“It will, Liv. It will. And who knows, you may get to properly taste the rice…” she smirks.

“Kennedy!”  

“I'm sorry, I'm sorry. But you know it is a possibility. Like me sending my son to the North pole. Leo, what are you doing to that poor plant!” she says before running after him while I just laugh, hoping that she's right about what she's said. About Declan and his feelings for me, and maybe, maybe… about finally tasting the rice too. 

[kylewalker-peters]

Just hearing our injury update??? Fans mere WEEKS ago were saying oh well thank god we have 2 strikers, a few up and coming academy forwards and son can play on the left wing and be used as a very very last resort and cut to match day THREE and richy and dom and even bloody lankshear are injured and we’re back to sonny being our main striker once again. Starting a go fund me for an exorcism at WHL to rid this club of the demons and devils and curses that haunt our very existence

[saintsir4n]

10. PEACE OUT

WARNING: VIOLENCE, GUNS, BLOOD AND DEATH

THE god siblings were dropped outside Dom's house by Leon and Letty who sped off. It wasn't long before Mia ran out of the house with Keelie behind her.

Dom ignored the couple and stormed over to the shed.

Keelie took note of their bloody clothes first, then started to ask questions, "Girl, what happened?"

"Oh my god. Are you okay?" Mia panicked.

"Vince's is in the hospital,"  Carson spoke up, startling them with her raw voice. "But that's not all. It's Brian. He's a cop," their eyes doubled in size, "He lied to me, to all of us. His last name ain't his last name. He lied. He's a fuckin' cop, and I trusted him."

Keelie didn't say anything, no I told you so, nothing at all, instead, she pulled her into a hug.

Mia's heart broke for her godsister, but God was she angry at Brian for doing this to her.

The couple led her back to the house, rubbing her back as she started mumbling about everything, Vince, Jesse and Brian.

"I hate him," Carson said, pacing around the living room, the other two watched her with worry. Vince's blood stained her hands but Brian's betrayal tainted her heart, no it battered it. "We gotta go, we can't stay here," Mia nodded, scattering around trying to grab anything and anything necessary. "Keke, I'm sorry."

Keelie said nothing, aware of what had to happen. They had to leave.

Mia stared at her girlfriend with teary eyes and Keelie tentatively helped her pack.

Carson had her winnings but needed the rest of her money from their apartment and a few clothes before she left, though she needed to know if Jesse was okay. It had been hours since she last saw him and she was so scared that Johnny had got to him first.

Shouting from outside got her attention, she insisted that Keelie and Mia stay inside before she rushed over to the window to see Brian and Dom pointing guns at each other.

"Christ," She ran out of the house.

"Move your car," Dom yelled, cocking his shotgun.

"Dom, stop it! It's over! Please. Let's go," Carson pleaded with him.

Brian glanced over to see her, wishing he could change things.

"Carson, stay out of it!" Dom shouted. Then looked at Brian with hateful eyes, "Move the–"

Carson turned at the sound of a car speeding over and abruptly stopping at the front of the house. It was Jesse.

That made her let out a sigh of relief.

"Jesse!" She exclaimed.

He didn't see her, he just kept rambling as he got out of the Jetta, "Dominic, I am so sorry." he said. "I don't know what I'm doing, Dom. I'm so scared right now. I don't know what's going on."

He looked so terrified.

Dom dropped his weapon and Carson rushed down the steps but remained wary of Brian's gun that was still pointed at her godbrother.

"Jess!" Dom shouted. "What were you thinkin', man?"

"Brian, drop the gun!" Carson yelled before Mia and Keelie stepped out of the house, stunned by the commotion.

"What's going on?" Keelie glared, "Why is the fed here?"

"Jess! Get inside," Carson pleaded, they needed to leave.

"Girls, go inside!" Dom demanded. He never sounded more desperate in his life, "Take Summer with you!"

"I don't know," Jesse cried, "I panicked. I'm sorry. I'm scared, please help me," the sound of motorcycles got Dom's attention,  "I don't know what I'm doin'. Will you please help me?!"

Carson's heart dropped after she followed Dom's gaze, seeing the guns that the men were holding and began shooting as they drove by.

bullets fell from the sky drawing screams as everyone tried moving out of the way.

"Sonny!" she faintly heard her name being called as a body dove on top of her, shielding her from the shells aimed at them.

She didn't move, she couldn't not until the motorcyclists were gone.

And once they were, she pushed off Brian's body and shrugged off all his attempts to make sure she was okay.

"Jess?" Carson felt tears fill her eyes as she saw her friend lying on the ground. "Jesse!" she shouted, running over. Dom held onto his fallen friend as she fell onto her knees beside them. "Jesse wake up."

"No, Jesse!" Mia sobbed, Keelie pulled her back, not wanting her to see.

"Please just wake up," Carson pleaded. He didn't have a pulse and wasn't breathing. Just a sack of flesh and bones. Just like how her dad was in that hospital, lying dead in her arms.

She couldn't remember anything after that. Not Brian and Dom speeding away, not Mia's cries, not even when the police and ambulance arrived, taking away Jesse in a body bag.

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"You're really goin'?" Keelie questioned Carson after they made it back to the apartment.

The racer hadn't spoken since Jesse's death. Not a word. They just got in her Hellcat and drove home. They showered, and Carson had to scrub herself clean of everything, the blood, the horror and the death of not only her friend but the team. Everything had to change, everyone had to scatter.

Her family couldn't stay together and that's what killed her.

"I would take you with me. I can't stay, not here," Carson insisted, throwing some of her stuff in two suitcases and discarding one of Brian's shirts. Keelie promised she would send her the rest of her belongings once she's settled. "You've gotta a business to run and a long-distance relationship to handle."

Keelie shed a tear and pulled her in for a hug. They wouldn't be living or working together anymore. The older woman would miss the sound of her singing badly, doting over stupid crushes and even their silly argument.

It wasn't gonna be the same.

"You better stay in touch," she urged, pressing a kiss to her forehead.

Carson chuckled, "With my sister? How could I not."

Her words touched Keelie, "So where are you goin'?" she asked after they made their way out of Carson's room.

"I'll holla at you when I get there," Carson promised, sending her a  wink as she picked up her suitcases and bid a quick farewell to the apartment she spent years in. It hurt, but at least she was used to the pain. "I left you somethin' in my room. Use it wisely," she advised, pausing to muster up a grateful smile, "Later girl."

Keelie laughed through her tears as the door slammed shut.

She made her way to Carson's room, which was almost empty, it didn't look right, nothing had in the last 24 hours.

But there, sitting on the bed was a brown paper bag, she moved to see the contents, only to find what had to have been at least a couple of grand. Use this and get a car of your own, the note read making Keelie laugh.

"That bitch," she took the money and counted it, "Thank God for Summer. She's a blessin' in disguise."

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Carson put on some black shades, which matched the rest of her attire, not a dash of pink in sight as sped down the highway, with a soft tune playing through her Stereo.

Her cell started to ring and she knew who it was.

Something possessed her to pick it up.

Flipping open her phone, she said, "Yo."

"Sonny tell me where you are," she sighed when she heard the traitor's voice. It had a bit of an edge to it. He sounded upset.

The cheek of him sounded upset when he caused her heart to break.

"And why would I do that? Matter of fact why would I listen to a pig?" she spat, keeping a firm grip on the wheel, eyes darkening at the sight of the gift he brought her. It rested on the dashboard.

Brian bowed his head, "I quit."

"Why?"

"You know why," it was for her, for the team, being on the force didn't feel right, not anymore. 

"Well, the damage is already done," she replied, now holding up her phone with her shoulder.

"Please just tell me. I wanna start over, make things right."

She didn't say anything, his voice was so convincing but she couldn't be naive, not again, so instead, she plucked up the sunshine ornament and held it tightly.

He pressed, "Sonny?"

"Nah, I'm too good for you," she knew it and he knew it too. So smiling sadly, she kissed the gift, before throwing it out her window, "Later O'conner."

She hung up before he had a chance to respond and kept driving, she wouldn't stop until she made it to her friend's place in Miami Beach.

Carson turned up the stereo, slyly smirking at the sound of Eve's Let me blow ya mind record.

Initially, she thought Brian would be different, but he was just another guy and she wasn't just any girl. She was different.

But Carson knew she needed to change, to be better.

Her heart wouldn't heal, because grief was destructive. She hoped to find peace, in a different place, a different city, so she would have to find the right path.

Just one-quarter mile at a time.

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THE END

a/n:

guys i have said a few times that it was only going to be about the first film so don't be mad. even when i started planning it i knew it would be bittersweet. brian and carson's story was cute but he was a liar guys, so no way in hell would i let her end up with him. (if i was continuing the franchise they would've made up by at least the 5th film). carson's on her way to miami beach (where the second film is set lol). she ditched the pink (her car is still pink and black) but she has a new look.

also, check on youtube how many deleted scenes this film has, the original ending was brian going to the house to see mia after quitting his job.

i'll still be posting edits on tiktok's for the story. check out her character profile in my "meet my oc's" book. i might do a few one-shots on tumblr for this story, maybe three parts about this ship, so watch out for that.

i hope you enjoyed this book.

- liv

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whumptober 2023 masterpost!

day 1 - "how many fingers am i holding up?" - illya kuryakin

day 2 - thermometer - illya kuryakin

day 3 - broken - sakari nurmi

day 4 - shock - illya kuryakin

day 5 - "it's broken" - illya kuryakin

day 6 - "it should have been me" - gereon rath

day 7 - alleyway, radio silence, "can you hear me?" - john reese

day 8 - outnumbered - illya kuryakin

day 9 - shaking - illya kuryakin

day 10 - broken phone - shawn spencer

day 11 - animal trap - eddie diaz

day 12 - red - eddie diaz

day 13 - cold compress, "i don't feel so good" - eddie diaz

day 14 - water inhalation - illya kuryakin

day 15 - makeshift bandages - sakari nurmi

day 16 - brass knuckles - illya kuryakin

day 17 - "leave me alone" - illya kuryakin

day 18 - tortured for information, "hit them harder" - peter sutherland

day 19 - aftermath of failure - sonny carisi

day 20 - blanket, found family - milosz nowak

day 21 - "don't move" - shawn spencer

day 22 - glass shard - gereon rath

day 23 - shadows, "who's there?" - william murdoch

day 24 - examination - william murdoch

day 25 - storm - illya kuryakin

day 26 - seeing double, working to exhaustion, "you look awful" - sakari nurmi

day 27 - "let me see" - peter sutherland

day 28 - bloody knife - neal caffrey

day 29 - troubled past resurfacing - sakari nurmi

day 30 - borrowed clothing - sakari nurmi

day 31 - "take it easy" - john reese