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countakutagawa · 2 months ago

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work is consuming my life and that is just so sad for me. is this what life is like when you approach 30. i want to go back to being a teenager.

#i probably shouldn't elaborate too much but that's what tags are for right gang... right...#i work for a trade association but that's not all i do #i'm also on a wider-industry board for DEI/EDI/whatever you call it in your own countries but inclusion and diversity essentially #i'm the youngest and least experienced person on that board but creating a code of practice has become my responsibility #how much recognition do you think i've gotten for drafting this 20 page document after hours of research????#how much recognition do you think i've gotten from conducting meetings with institutes and THE GOVERNMENT to try and make this mandatory???#zero is the answer #actually one from my former manager on a petty linkedin status #but from everyone else??? nothing absolutely sweet zero fuck all and for WHAT #so i'm handing it to someone else i'm genuinely so annoyed #i spent hours of my evenings and weekends on this document because my own job is so STUPIDLY busy that i cant do it on work time #i gave up writing FANFICTION for NO RECOGNITION #guys i actually am so sad and disappointed in everyone and everything #there is some kind of hidden irony in all of these alleged industry 'gamechangers' pushing for next gen and diversity in higher roles #and yet you have a young queer neurodivergent people doing things for free and you say NOTHING???????????????#oh im sick #im sick and im tired this place is actual hell #and the worst part of it all is that the only real reason i've not had any recognition is because of my new manager #as she is a rival to the chair of this board and apparently that means i'm affiliated in that drama #generational industry trauma fucking up my entire life for WHAT #anyway #breathing deep and peacing out

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zytes · 2 years ago

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7.15.23

#I was sooooo patient trying to capture this #even then it was dumb fucking luck #this one defo gets its own post #addition fun facts abt this night:#I left my driver's side car window down the ENTIRE storm and did not notice. nothing damaged but I have a stinky seat :(#however a stinky seat is the small humbling moment at the end of a phenomenal experience enjoying the storm from my small cave-like patio #so I sat outside enjoying the rain. me n my bong. and also a mogwai album. eyes closed. just sounds and my own deep breathing - peaceful #lighting would streak the sky and I could see the bolts through my closed eyelids - they were bright and crisp; defined. even if obscured #everything just snapped into place. the lightning and the music had moments of perceived synchronization - probably pareidolia #waves of euphoria radiating out from the base of my skull. full goosebumps. momentous feeling - I must've been manic #when I opened up my eyes the world had gone from being heavy and dark to just. red. so red. like a wildfire on the entire western horizon.#my driveway doesn't come with a glamorous view either. it was just that the entire western hemisphere was flame-red fading into eigengrau #i have those photos too lmao - will be sharing soon #my art #aesthetic #art #artwork #webcore #glitchcore #internetcore #photography #original photography #nature photography #lightning #storm #rain aesthetic #stormy aesthetic #dark aesthetic #surreal aesthetic #surrealcore

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akkivee · 3 months ago

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there is far too much joy on hitoya’s face, that sparkle is incredibly foreboding LOL

#this is vee speaking #the arb chronicles #*deep breath* my end is imminent 😌 i must make peace with ramuda killing me for the third time LOL #like that’s how you know gentaro favours tf out of his little pink twink ramuda gets to have all the fun LMAO #i am like very excited to see how bat and ramu➡️hito interact with each other tho lmao #like i still think about how kuukou’s voice was like on 11 when juto➡️jyushi happened lmao #jyushi was fighting back and kuukou was getting so charged lmao

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pushing500 · 9 months ago

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I can't get over "This artwork relates to Mechi assaulting Mechi", like, I know Mechi III never got the chance to have his own name, but this just makes for one very confusing sarcophagus.

Oh, right. We also had shamblers to deal with. No matter, they go down pretty easily.

It's been a stressful day so it's no wonder the boys are getting snippy with each other, but... C'mon. You fucking dumbasses. You have the same ancestors!!!! I love them both so much they're so stupid

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#rimworld #gracie plays #A Mechanitor's Message #art #my art #traditional art #rimworld art #unpolished art #Rest In Peace Mechi III #you were with us for only a brief moment but I'm sure you'll haunt the boys for a long while yet #The shamblers are dealt with #the boys have gotten their frustrations out with some poorly-thought insults #now hopefully things can calm down for a little while #let's take a deep breath and hope Randy plays nice #have a fabulous day y'all!! <3 <3 <3

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oddestishottest · 2 months ago

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true-blue-sonic · 3 months ago

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Not sure how I feel about this yet but in Run To You Silver took a dive right into therapy teachings lol

#I don't know how it happened; I was just writing away and then Silver had to take a deep breath and relax his shoulders all of a sudden XD #I might change that a little since it's Sonic talking him through that and I'm not sure if he would #but I do like the idea that Sonic notices Silver is *incredibly* stressed about literally everything #*and* that Silver's stress is massively self-imposed and not always fitting with the situation he's in (namely the peaceful future-#-and the fact Sonic is just chilling there and isn't in a big rush to go home)#....I'm rereading it and there *is* something there #I don't want RTY to be preachy but there *is* something I can work with that'll make me feel better and hopefully other people then too #I just need to find out what the 'something' is more precisely #but then again I did it in New Beginnings too haha #blue's writing

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francisforever2014 · 1 year ago

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came out to my dad 👍 there’s officially no area of my life in which i’m not out and proud we did it queers

#it went fine :) his 5 second hesitation where he took a deep breath and stared at the wall before slowly nodding and turning to me will #haunt me forever . but then all he said was ‘and what are this woman’s intentions’ (i came #out by telling him about my partner) so.#i saw so much flash through his eyes there and i know he’s not really 100 percent okay but he chose peace and that’s what matters #and i’m v grateful. but still. haunting . me and my sister were just staring at each other so scared #bc that could have gone so many ways but again he clearly made a deliberate choice there and i’m so thankful #and finally free!!! + he no longer thinks me and my bestie are in love so yay #and then my grandma (who was also there) just went so she’s not hispanic AT ALL??? 😕#and my dad went wait yeah you’re dating a white girl????? and all was well 👍

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glowcowboy · 8 months ago

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hiiii i’m the 21 year old who went on my first date ever lol. i just wanted to sayyy ur response did make me cry cause it feels like life has been moving too fast for me and i’ve been told i’ve been running out of time and ruining my life by older family members since i was 14. so thank you. also: the date went well. he was very nice. we went to get coffee. they accidentally made me the wrong drink so we just got that one for free and shared it while they made me the correct drink. lol.

hiiii sweetheart! i’m so glad you had a good time !! you are not running out of time at all. take it ten seconds at a time. you are doing great. i’m so proud of & excited for you!!!!

#✉️#also i’m so glad i could bring u some peace! i also am v scared im running out of time. let’s take a deep breath together

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einaudis · 11 months ago

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#I just think it's ironic how I spent so much time thinking about leaving this country. but the moment I said: hey maybe I could make it work #if I find a good job and income maybe I could make it work. because I don't /want/ to leave #because this is my home and I know I won't be able to find myself anywhere. the MOMENT I decided to stay here and fight for my own future #and MAYBE be able to get my own place and just be at peace... THE MOMENT I decided that #things went to hell. and now ALL I think about 24/7 is where am I going to go? what should I do to leave? how much will it cost?#where do I begin?#and I'm lost and I feel like I'm trapped and running out of time because I don't know what's going to happen #and for the first time in a while I'm feeling /desperate/#it's like I'm grieving this country even before leaving it. but also grieving my life here #and the worst thing is that I don't even think I will (leave). I just want to. but I can't (hence the 'trapped' feeling)#I really wish I could go to sleep tonight and wake up in a safe place where I could be happy #my own little place is all I want. I don't even ask for endless fortune or beauty or love or anything #just a way and a place to be #random #personal #my shitty English #ohhhh... to be free to cry. what a dream. instead I have to take deep breaths and keep moving #where to? no idea. but moving it is

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rolandkaros · 2 months ago

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iga down a set and looks like she's literally about to cry...im not watching this

#hashtag protecting my peace #bbg im rooting for you so bad just please take a deep breath and chill out....

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poweroftheplus · 6 months ago

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I have no friends right now & that’s ok. Been trying to talk to one person , he’s not interested.

#deep breath #we express & we don’t cry #imma just head out #we be thuggin #protecting my peace #ngl #feeling alone & being lonely #i know the feeling #but #it’ll all work out #I know it #in better news #my mom bought me a new car #it’s 4am

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androideql-deactivated20210312 · 6 months ago

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i will take my hate for this character to the grave with me out of politeness and respect for the opinions of others, but sometimes they really fucking test me, even with their tag blocked

#taking deep breaths and meditating it out #gotta make peqce with them #they are not going away #why the fuck is it so hard though...#peace*

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onethousand825days · 7 months ago

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so anyway. I've been up since god knows when because the cats are fighting again, and if I don't stop the cats fighting they'll either kill each other, or the sound of them fighting will piss someone else off enough that they'll kill me

#vents !!?#yes this is my actual thought process #yes this is somewhat based in real actual trauma #this is why we've always had to spend as much time alone as possible #because if there's no one else around us #we can actually properly relax #no one within earshot = no potential threats = peace at last #unfortunately it means being alone forever until the end of time #this is how all of our in system relationships happened by the way #need attention and sex and romance but can't risk being near another human person?#easy fix! brain boyfriend!#there's a few reasons why that happens but that's a big one #we're built to live alone in the woods and die quietly alone #where we can finally just let out a deep breath without being terrified of the noise it's gonna make

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mariatesstruther · 1 year ago

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tommy wearing maria’s bandana’s instead of his own because he likes how she smells

#that brown bandana from 1x06 is definitely hers #another way for tommy to ground is to take a big deep breath of that bandana #it smells just like when he presses his face into her locs #brings him some semblance of peace #idk just feeling a lot of things about tommy miller and the ways love brings him back to earth #brings him out of grief #tommy x maria #tommy miller #maria miller #tlou #the tipsy bison #neurodivergent miller tag

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dracharenae · 2 years ago

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༺✹༻ no thoughts, head empty.

sometimes i think about what rhaenys' life would be if she wasn't bound by her overpowering need to avenge elia and aegon or the absolute pressure doran has her under to reclaim the iron throne. if rhaenys could choose, she would always avenge elia and aegon, without question. she would kill the mountain - first torturing, dismembering, and forcing him through unfathomable pain - and tywin and all those who stand beside him . . . but she doesn't want the throne. she never has. no targaryen could ever sit the iron throne again.

rhaenys is convinced if she takes it, anyone she loves, or holds dear, will be hurt because of her. fire can only burn. the targaryens are dangerous. she is dangerous.

if rhaenys had it her way, she'd say fuck it all, and she'd forsake her name and titles and all else around her, and she'd sail. she'd find a ship and join a crew and venture on the open water, venturing from place to place across the world. she'd see all the wonders of the world, venture into every city, she'd experience the freedom and joys a free person can have. how glorious it would be.

in the end, rhaenys would choose a life of peace and adventure. but she doesn't get to have that choice . . . so, in her own mind, she tells herself she is choosing the iron throne, choosing to avenge her family, choosing to be a queen, even if it makes watching a part of herself burn.

#༺✹༻ ooc.#༺✹༻ headcanon.#|| im fine.#rhaenys not wanting the throne is just #deep breath #honestly if dany showed up rhaenys would be all #' omg yes take it pls '#even bran the high eyed raven #anything for her to peace the fuck out #that being said #she can rule #she's good at it #but it's not her choice ya feel

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somethingstrangest · 2 months ago

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The whole neighborhood needs therapy if someone doesn’t die first

#never a moment of peace #deep breath in #deep breath out #is everyone doing okay?#so much trauma…

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