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#but!! it was!! a happy dream!! /neg
miracle-negative · 4 months
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DTIYS @itsxroxannex
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Yeppiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
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somegrumpynerd · 25 days
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I love imagining the character progression for dadmare as he gets more henchmen, like
Nightmare, after taking his first mortal: Why does this thing continually lose consciousness when I require it to work. Perhaps I should replace it... but it is loyal and an efficient killer, I suppose I will keep it a tad longer
Nightmare, having taken in several skeletons: Killer can't be left alone or he becomes destructive, it's best to keep him with Cross as he also keeps Cross busy which is good for him. Dust doesn't like to be left alone with Killer because they fight so keep an eye on them. Horror and Dust keep each other calm, they can be left together, but you must make sure food isn't scarce or Horror becomes anxious. Cross can be reactive when it comes to authority and he needs assurances that he's not in trouble, you must make a point of praising him when you can. Dust can't be left alone for too long or his mental health will plummet, you must drag him out from his hiding places every so often to ensure he doesn't spiral-
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accursedvoid · 1 year
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no because i would probably despise luffy if he was real but i also feel like i would suck it up cause he's just such a naturally good person
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bookwyrminspiration · 9 months
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“what’s your dream job?” none I want to feel alive
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argument: Nightmare is well fed on Halloween because the holiday is chalk full of negative feelings, specifically, fear. counter-argument: Thanks Giving harbors more potential for negativity then all the mainstream american-centric holidays combined, second only to Valentine's Day (for Valentine’s Days specifically: ill timed break ups. loneliness. and said loneliness being rubbed in your face by commerce.)
Halloween is second only to Christmas in it's production of sheer glee.
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sorry for only saying this type of shit lately but i kinda wanna drive a car straight into a brick wall at the highest speed possible
#trying to keep it together so bad because i already know the problems and solutions and whatnot but i cannot do anything#i desperately just need to do something. accomplish any task. actually several would be nice. but i cannot stand just letting life go by#while i watch other people have the things i want. or even metaphorically living my dream like. that should be me why am i settling for thi#i hate even talking about this because i feel so stupid when i know it's not even a real tangible problem and that i actually DO have real#problems to tackle and the ability to do so but i'm choosing to be upset over the stupidest things i could possibly be sad about#and i can't even be sad about it in a normal way i'm cycling through like several different reactions to smth that isn't even real#or if it is real i literally do not have tanglible evidence for it one way or another like i'm driving myself insane for no reason#i can't even get catharsis because all i'm doing is digging a deeper hole for something i never should've gone back into in the first place#because i KNOW how i am i KNOW how i react to things and i still chose to do it lmao.#and i continue to choose to go through this shit instead of actively trying to change my life because... i'm lazy? and stupid? idk#negative self-talk isn't gonna get me to do anything either so let's just say i'm feeling particularly unmotivated like usual#i hated being a teenager but i really do miss when all my problems just amounted to 'someone was mean to me on tumblr today :(' or i failed#a test in chemistry or something. like i yearn for that simplicity becasue at this point all i'm doing is ruining my own life LMAO#i'm too scared to live i'm too scared to die so i just sit here and fantasize that life could be amazing if i wait#and i'll magically get everything i've ever wanted if i just wait long enough. and i know it isn't true and i still wait for it to happen.#because honestly like. i think deep down i am just convinced i will fail at anything i do when that shouldn't be what scares me.#what scares me should be never even allowing myself to fail because i never tried to do anything at all with myself or my life#like. wake the fuck up. get off your ass and put in the effort. learn some skills. gain independence and stability and discipline and do it#just live please i'm begging you just live so i can be happy don't i deserve to be happy... why am i not letting myself be happy#i'm literally keeping myself trapped in this negative feedback loop ON PURPOSE because teehee shiny toy#and it doesn't matter if the love is real it doesn't matter how i feel like i'm just using it as a distraction i can't say it's motivation#because it's barely motivated me at all. i have to start being realistic. 25 & just realizing you actually have to participate in your life#anyways. i've cried i've agonized i've pictured killing myself in 30 different ways. i think the only way i'm gonna feel better is#to just actually try this time without giving up. wish me luck
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redheadedfailgirl · 3 months
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From 'Dream of a woman' By Cacey Plett.
This sums up exactly how I feel about most transition timelines. As much as they reflect people's experiences, they are also a narrative. And the narratives that get shared the most tell a lot about what our values are. The timelines that get the most attention are the ones where people go from sad, loser, nothing boys into beautiful women.
But if you go to /r/transitiontimelines or a similar place, and sort by controversial or look at what has the least likes, its people who made timelines when they still don't 'pass' yet. Even if they're happy as can be, that's not what people are looking for.
I think it says a lot about what people expect from trans women, that they only want to see us be beautiful. In some cases, that they want to believe they can be beautiful. So there is no value in trans life if you're not beautiful.
#i dont know if this is exactly what the narrative was trying to convey here but it is something i felt while reading it#and i hope thats meaningful to others when shared#i know he's kind of a chucklefuck but i so think 'the queer art of failure' by J. Halberstam has a lot to say about the impetus to he happy#and its conditions#a lot of the time i feel like i have to perform positivity as a trans woman because its whats expected both from women#and from people lucky enough to transition#while at the same time social conditions are worsening and even personally#there arent solutions to much of my dysphoria#regardless of all that you're expected to just be happy even though the conditions for that don't exist#i think being honest about those things#that negativity#can bring its own happiness#and i think thats also valuable#i guess what im trying to say is that i think ugly trannies can be happy and should be valued#i think sad trannies are wonderful and ought to be cherished#and i think people shouldnt have to pretend to be happy in the same way a woman shouldn't have to pretend to be a man#maybe that doesnt make full sense and i need to think harder to communicate my feelings#but thats the vibe rn#anyways#i really like this book and yall should check it out#dream of a woman#cacey plett#trans women#transgender#trans#transmisogyny#transition timeline#i dont mean this post to denigrate timelines btw#just the way that we give certain ones attention and the teleology of transition that follows#books
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cupcraft · 2 years
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i dont want the ctommy finale if it means cc!dream's active involvement live on twitch even if watching said stream's proceeds only go to tommy himself (his POV i mean). I dont want this man to continue to have a platform for what he did recently and in the past which i should've been more vocal about. I dont want him to taint a story that's so much more than him and is not worth finishing with him actively participating in it. I dont want him to continue on as if there arent 2 victims' stories out there that he admitted to messaging them over instagram DM's which also means he gave out his private snapchat to fans which is a platform that is more anonymous due to messages/snaps deleting and screenshot notifs. I dont want him to continue to have power and enable the harm that has been done and allow future harm.
So yeah if tommy does an ao3 thing, a youtube video or a stream just describing his own story, or does nothing at all idc bc anythings fine if it doesnt live platform dream in this. A livestream with dream's active involvement i dont want to see it.
And also the fact that dream said he was going to dm tommy but never did really does mean he was using that tweet as damage control, to once again use lore/his content to distract from the things he's done, which is sick, immature, and shows he's not really genuine or cares about whats happened or been said.
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orkidays · 1 year
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the fact that q's selfishness put multiple of his friend's lives and his friend's family's lives in danger over a fucking minecraft server I'm GONNA KMS
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theo4eve · 15 days
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.. *Sighs in disappointment*
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somanywips · 1 year
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OHBHH MY BABY HE'S GOING TO XHANGE THE WHOLE WORLD AND HE'S DOING SO MUCH GOOD AND HE'S WORKING TOWARDS A MORE UNITED AND DIVERSE COMMUNITY OHHWHHHH
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rapidhighway · 10 months
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ive been shaking for two days straigh now with it varying between like very tiny little tremors in my fingers to i cant put the key in the keyhole on scratch my face because i keep missing the spot so. ouough? hasn't really affected my ability to draw i think but im concerned
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cometrose · 10 months
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sometimes i look at sonic twitter when im bored cause im curious and i don’t think ive seen a group of people more miserable like a lot of them post nice fanart and shit but then like the other half is just sad all the time i don’t play sonic i just think the little blue guy is cute but what’s going on over there is sega torturing you?
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magnetaz6 · 9 months
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* Due to work I didn't have enough time to make art, but I found my old ones from 2022 (I think)!!
* So, here you go.
Dream and Nightmare belong to JokuBlog.
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neoruby-loves-ut-aus · 9 months
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Happy B-Day to the Apple brothers 🍎🍎
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The brothers belong to @jokublog
They're now 507 yrs old 😀😀😀 (I did math by doing 2016-500 and it came 1516 which means that time the Apple incident happened and 500 + 7)
Bonus, Google assistant gave me these answers:
When I searched for black apple:
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When I searched for golden apple in which country (to check whether it exists or not):
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