#but I am also having a religious experience with nth/unknown

[anarchythephoenix]

I swear to God I cannot make this shit up

[mazzyjournal]

dear friends,

although july has yet to reach the end of its first half, it hasn’t been that kind to me as june was. this month has given me different problems — physically and mentally. no, i did not get sick. my mother just keeps complaining how “fat” i’m getting. so, yeah! an everyday problem for me. it feels so shitty, i’m sorry to anyone that has to experience this too.

i just finished Louisa Mae Alcott’s “Little Women” and i am currently reading Dante’s “Inferno” which i am very much enjoying. ‘though i have to watch explanations in certain cantos, but i am an 18 year old girl, please spare me. Greta Gerwig’s “Little Women” is one of my comfort films and i will forever love her for all her films. i have so many books i want to read before classes start!

classes start in the second week of august, i think. as excited as i am, i am also anxious of many things. one of them is the decision of what college course i want to take. there are many courses i considered. too many i ended up with nothing. the world is cruel to let a 17/18 year old decide their career path that will affect their entire lives! i’m still a 12th grader when classes open despite being 18 because i started late. no matter how anxious i get before school, the thought of buying stationery subdues that awful feeling.

anyway, i will start posting journal entries here because, i don’t know, i just want to. in a world and time of digital life, why not?

love, mazzy 🪷

P.S. here’s a song i religiously listened to since it came out <3