#but I'll be lighting them soon ❣️

[thelov3lybookworm]

Caged In (part 2)

Part 1

Day 2: Style

Summary: Lucien has some really amazing fashion sense, and his newly made friend is very interested in his wardrobe.

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A/n: because many of you were asking about a part 2, it gave me the idea to do the whole week in this series. I'll try my best to make a part for everyday now ❣️ this is not much, but I'm trying and simply having some fun 😉

Also, I don't think the fic really fits much into the prompt, but it's alright. Right? Anyways, I decided I wanted to see him in clothes that are not green or red, so...

So here is my second contribution to @lucienweekofficial 🫶

(I don't really like this, but anyways. I wrote this in 1‐2 hours, what am I even expecting. Maybe I'll like tomorrow's more?)

Enjoy!

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Y/n watched intently as Lucien and Jurian bickered over who would cut the wood for the fire and who would go into the market to get the items necessary for the night's dinner.

They had been at it for quite some time, and because she was bored, she had gotten herself a cup of tea and settled down to watch the two of them.

It had been one month since that night, since Lucien had helped her flee the night court, and she was surprised no one from the inner circle had arrived to search for her. Sure, she had received countless letters and notes from Rhys and Cassian, demanding to know where she was and that she return home.

She wouldn't do that anytime soon.

She had only left a note that said, I'm tired of your overprotective tendencies before she left.

Cassian had always been overprotective over her, since the moment he found her hiding in her mother's skirts and staring at him and the other males of the camp, just before they had pulled her mother away and slaughtered her.

After Cassian had been born, the males of the camp had taken him from his mother, ready to kill her. But before they could, she had sneaked away and ran. After days of running, she ran into a fae man, who gaslit her into believing they were in love and raped her, hence making her pregnant with Y/n.

Because Y/n's father was not an Illyrian, Y/n was only half Illyrian, and that meant she could make her wings vanish, just like Rhys.

After Nyx's birth, she and Cassian had visited an Illyrian camp due to some unrest having arisen. The men there were too pissed that a female was trying to command them, one of them even daring to get into her space and rant about how he would do unimaginable things to her and she would soon die.

And Cassian had taken him a little too seriously, confining Y/n to the river house hoping that she'll be safe.

But in the process, he had caged her in.

The sound of Jurian's cheers brought Y/n out of her thoughts, and she looked up from her cup of tea.

Jurian grinned as he flounced up to Y/n, ruffling her hair on the way in. She swatted him away and he chuckled.

"So? He's going to the market?"

Lucien grumbled out an affirmation, starting to walk away towards the forest nearby. Y/n contemplated staying or following Lucien. If she stayed, she'd die of boredom untill Vassa arrived. If she followed, she could get some entertainment by irritating Lucien.

Making her decision, she shoved her empty cup into Jurian's chest, who was on his way out. She kissed his cheek in apology, sprinting to catch up to Lucien.

"Hello again."

"Why are you following me–"

"The weather seems really good today, don't you think?"

He glanced at her, his eyes narrowing before he sighed. "I don't know."

She grinned, bumping his shoulder with her own. Or atleast she tried to, her shoulder barely reaching his.

He shook his head, entering the clearing where he would chop the firewood in. She trotted to a nearby tree with huge roots where she took a seat, watching him.

He was wearing one of his beautifully made tunics today, the first three buttons undone. It was black colored, an unusual color to see him in. But it suited him nonetheless, maybe even more than his normal colours.

His breeches were light grey, bordering on white. They hugged his legs perfectly, leaving very little to the imagination. The powerful muscles in his thighs rippled lightly as he stalked around the clearing, gathering wood to chop.

She simply watched him, taking note of the elegance and grace in his every step and movement.

Soon he had gathered the amount of wood he deemed fit, and he got ready to begin chopping them up into smaller bits. He pulled out a strip of leather from his pocket, and pulled his long hair back, tying it off in a neat knot at the base of his neck. He then proceeded to fold his sleeves up to his elbows, the muscles in his forearms flexing, the rings on his fingers glinting in the dying rays of the sun.

Y/n's mouth dried.

But she wasn't one to blame when a male like Lucien was doing things like that in front of her.

He lifted the axe, bending a little to chop into the wood. The necklaces he wore dangled in front of his chest, making him look all the more... delicious.

Delicious?!? What the hell?

She watched him, all the muscles in his body rippling. She wanted to go up to him, and pull his–

No. She didn't want anything. She couldn't want anything.

A small smirk formed on his lips, and Y/n knew she had been caught.

"You know, it's a little rude to stare, my lady."

She swallowed, trying to get her tongue off the roof of her mouth as he lifted the small axe, bringing it down on the wood again. There was something she had been wanting to ask him.

"You know, I was wondering if I could see your wardrobe."

He paused, axe suspended in the air as he half turned to her.

"What?"

"I said–"

"I heard what you said. My lady."

She flushed. "Oh."

After a few moments, he spoke again. "Why do you want to see my clothes?"

"Um... I wanted to... see if there was something I wanted to steal from your clothes."

He blinked. "Why... why would you want to do that?"

"Because I think you have really amazing clothes and... you have a good style."

He smirked. "Is that so?"

She groaned, throwing her hair back.

"Are you going to let me have a shirt of yours or not?"

"Why do you want one?" He asked, turning his focus back to chopping the wood.

"Because I want to wear something good for tonight because Vassa is taking me to dinner tonight."

Lucien's brows Rose, but he didn't stop. "And why is she taking you out?"

"Because the both of us are tired of you males and we both deserve a day off. You can babysit Jurian for one night, can you not?"

Lucien laughed, the sound sending the butterflies in Y/n's stomach into a panic.

"And you don't have a tunic you can wear outside?"

"I don't like mine. They are very simple, and Vassa will kill me if I wore something like that."

Lucien sighed. "I guess you will not leave me alone unless I let you have my shirts?"

"You might be right."

"Well then, you can take a look, when we get back."

Y/n squealed. "Thank you Lucien!"

He smiled.

And so began Y/n's harmless little crush on Lucien.

Little did she know it was not, in fact, just a harmless little crush.

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Part 3

Taglist: @bubybubsters @eos-princess @nightless @lizziesfirstwife

[imrllytootiredforthis]

omg are you ok? i was going to sleep and saw the notif:(

anyway so i've been thinking about juni who is a sub in ur relationship and after a night out w his friends he approaches you shyly playing with a hem of his shirt and says something about wanting to try and dom u

ur face goes :o since he's never been like this, always a putty mess once u hold him but amused u say "go ahead"

and he does, well,, he tries to😭😭but the moment u two start to make out he can feel tears in his eyes cause it's all suddenly too much for the poor baby to handle:(( he feels so embarrassed and shy, cheeks all flushed and eyes wet, practically begging for u to take control and lead him as u always do😭😭💆🏻‍♀️

now i'm off 🫡

p.s. hope u'll feel better soon❣️

that's actually so cute omfg😭

him coming up in the first place, all shy and everything, unable to make eye contact with his face all flushed asking if he can be in control, lighting up when you say yes

that is, until it actually starts

you stand there in front of him and he's like, "okay, can you go lay down for me...please?"

already trying not to smile and hurt his feelings you nod and listen to him, laying back on the bed with a 'now what?' look.

he gets on top of you, and starts to kiss you, whining into the kiss even so. poor baby gets all flustered as you moan into it, opening your mouth for him to take over

he feels all overwhelmed from the get-go, all shy when he feels your hands start to wander all over his hips, gradually getting higher until all he can do is whimper and pull back from the kiss, squeezing his eyes shut to keep from crying

pausing for a second, only getting redder as you pout, cooing at him and asking if he's okay.

but no. no. he's supposed to dom you

so he pulls your hands off of him, pinning them on either side of your head. "keep them there or, or..."

you smile sweetly, "or what juni? what're you gonna do to me?" cocking your head with that look in your eye that makes him just wanna melt into your arms and let you baby him.

he lets out a sob, and rolls over so that now you're on top of him, wrapping his arms and legs around you, pulling you close. "i-i can't do this." he whimpers.

"please, please just take care of me"

you pull back to look at him, skimming a finger over his cheekbone, letting him purr into the touch. "don't worry baby, i'll take care of you."

thank you much for sending this in❤️and sorry for keeping you up

idrk what's going on w me right now, i just have these really bad recurring migraines and pretty much zero motivation to do anything that i'm hoping goes away soon bc i'm supposed to be super busy over the next week😭

[w3ath3r-0f-sw34t3rz]

a mini rayllum playlist 🌒❣️🌌💜🧣⚡️🔮

moonlight (grace vanderwaal) "remember last year when you told me // to always stay here and never leave me // the light from your eyes made it feel like // we were dancing in the moonlight"

summertime sadness (lana del rey) "think i'll miss you forever // like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky // later's better than never ... kiss me hard before you go // sumertime sadness"

dark paradise (lana del rey) "and there's no remedy for memory, your face is like a melody // it won't leave my head // your soul is haunting me and telling me that everything is fine // but i wish i was dead (dead, like you)"

out of my league (fitz and the tantrums) "'cause you were out of my league // all the things i believed // you were just the right kind // yeah, you were more than just a dream"

you get me so high (the neighborhood) "wish i didn't doubt it // i wish i never ever told you all about it // but i just had to let you know // i never meant to hurt you though ... would you come with me? // used to stick together // you're my best friend, i'll love you forever"

talk to me (cavetown) "you don't have to be a hero to save the world // it doesn't make you a narcissist to love yourself // it feels like nothing is easy, it'll never be // that's alright, let it out, talk to me ... even if you run away, you still see them in your dreams // it's so dark tonight, but you'll survive, certainly // it's alright, come inside, and talk to me"

habits (genevieve stokes) "you go and i stay // it's always right person and wrong way // i hate to be right, please, tell me i'm wrong // please, tell me i'm wrong // 'cause it's on again, off again // love you like oxygen // you don't know what i'd do for you"

say yes to heaven (lana del rey) "if you go, i'll stay // you come back, i'll be right here // like a barge at sea // in the storm, i stay clear // 'cause I've got my mind on you // i've got my mind on you"

how - demo (clairo) "could this be the end? // of you and i for now // hope that i see you soon // don't know what i would do // my heart is under the weather // i know that i'm the only // one who can heal it // i'm on my own"

take me to the river (i will swim) (alex yurkiv x thelma costolo) "take me to the river i will swim // i wanna get lost in you // wanna keep my eyes on you // 'cause i know your word is true // now i'm holding on to you"

from me, the moon (lav) "two years and you still look the same // wide blinking eyes look at me the same way // do my lips take you back to june? // do my lips make you miss me, too? // tell me if the years are all gone // is the moon still in love with the sun? // do you still keep counting my sins? // will your heart ever forgive my skin?"

[sundaitarot]

Wow, okay you're doing free readings, first of all, thank you! Secondly, I wish I could tip but I'm a broke student myself 🥲 (instead I'm sending you love and abundance!!! I hope something good happens to you soon) thirdly, I went through your previous readings and you seem so calm and respectful so >>>> I believe I found right on time because the universe wants to send me a message through you!

Anyway, yeah, my initial is F (she/her) and my question is what does SRJ (she/her) think about me? We are childhood friends but it's weird because there's this sense of competition??? Idk and we'll, I'm insecure af so I don't think she actually likes me, but then again, I'm unsure; hence, the question.

Now, Idk how many questions we're allowed to ask but I'll just try my luck by asking for another one. The same old What will my fs like about me? Vice versa if possible? because like I said, insecure 🥲 Also, are they older than me? I've been getting that a lot via different readers but I'm not sure? If you could make a guess, what would the age difference between me and my fs' age? No worries if you can't get to both! ❣️

You're so sweet, thank you for being so excited for the reading.

For now I'm just going to answer the request with your friend as both readings are a little too much in one go.

Let's look at your relationship with SRJ and how they feel about you using a connection spread.

You:

Three of Pentacles

The task ahead is a momentous one. Usually relayed to your job or career, the Three of Pentacles suggests you must focus all of your efforts. Discipline, strategy, and hard worker needed more than ever. If you become weary or overwhelmed, reply on those around you.

Your challenge:

Two of Pentacles

The Two of Pentacles signifies inevitable change. Although you may fear change, it's something that you must embrace. Face this change head on and don't be discouraged.

SRJ:

Three of Wands

With the Three of Wands they've had continued support from others around them (or perhaps from very good friends.) But now it's time for SRJ to learn to rely on themselves.

Their challenge:

Ace of Swords

When lightning strikes, the whole world seems to light up for just one second. Finally SRJ is able to see things more clearly, and for the first time they're frightened of the decisions they'll make and how their decisions will affect their life.

What will unite you:

Son of Swords

The Son of Swords is a man of action, not of grace. He pushes forward towards his goal with urgency and determination. Working with the stimulating and exhausting young man can prove to be a challenge.

What this all means:

Soon you'll be going through a change, a rather large one. It may seem frightening at first but it's something that will change your life for the better. Although some steps may seem dangerous, hold your head high and carry on.

SRJ is finally seeing the world for what it is and is unsure how to proceed. It seems they've been well taken care of by friends and family. I feel this is why they may be "competing' with you. They see you as someone that knows what they're doing, something confident where they're stumbling and making little mistakes.

How to handle this?

Both of you need to swoop in without fear. Follow the lead of the Son of Swords, take his bravery and let yourself soar.

Be honest with your friend when the opportunity arises. It's going to be hard to be more honest with them, at first you may bump heads - but it is necessary if you wish to maintain the friendship.

Don't lose faith here. The universe is rooting for both of you and hoping that you can make it work.

[lokisprettygirl]

Hello dear, I hope everything is fine 😌.

I'm not sure if you still want to have this but I've failed to comment on TNSATSI/chapter 20 🥲 so I do it now.

I can't with y/n and Loki, they're too cute.🥰😍 They should definitely talk about the fact that they're in love with each other. I hope they'll do it soon. She definitely dreamt about the things she wants most: Loki and to love him and to be loved by him.

So Loki stayed with her ? 🥲😍...he's really everything. It hurts me so much that this will prolong his punishment but it's also the evidence of his endless love for y/n. It will break her heart too when once she will know the truth.

Loki getting jealous when she talked to Steve isn't enough for her to believe that Loki loves her. She can't believe that a god could choose her...

'...how could a god choose to love you? You were nothing...so why would he love you?'

'...he told that he needed you close to him and that you were his priority but did he love you? He never said that. '

I get that, I wouldn't believe it either 😅🥺

"Are you going to look at me like that every morning? If so darling then I'd never get out of this bed ever again " he smiled... it wasn't your fault though, he looked so pretty all the time...so pretty but the beauty was skin deep, the heart he carried outshined every other aspect of his physicality.

Awwwwwe...I'm melting 😍 ♥️ and it's so true.

'He was perfect but you weren't, you looked swollen first in the morning and you definitely didn't want him to kiss you...'

😂😂😂 literally me !

Loki wants to make breakfast "for you" and she answered "for us"... I'm crying, sobbing, melting because of the cuteness, this scene had me on my knees 😍😍😍😍...and yes please, let us take him to the waterfall for another date 😏❣️💚...and he called her 'princess' 🤗😍..

I'm so proud of y/n, she's so brave. The way she tricked Steve to make him drunken and horny so he would tell her the truth, how she touched him 😝😝🤢🤢🤮🤮...she really has my deepest respect. I could never do that and I know she wouldn't have done it without Loki at her side. He's her light in the darkness, her anchor and and her saviour... and right so.

"I wouldn't be doing this if I didn't have you "..

"You have me I promise "...

"I don't want to hurt you Lo." You didn't want him to feel hurt, you both had never talked about exclusivity, you didn't think that was an option, you hardly understood the status of the relationship you shared with him.

"Then don't hurt me" he mumbled...

"I feel nothing for him...his touch disgusts me ...I only want you to touch me"

"I'll be here to touch you once he leaves, darling, I will take away all the bad touches I promise "

I had so many goosebumps when I read this, there's already so much love between them 🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️

And then you made me nearly cry 😢. What had Loki's ex done to him? Why did she treat him so badly. He's the sweetest man ever and she treated him like shit. And now him helping y/n to 'doll up' for Steve must really break his heart. All those bad memories and bad feelings 😪 . His ex didn't deserve him she was never worth of him.

'He has been here before with her. She often dolled up in front of him...he never should have agreed to such an agreement that bought him so much of humiliation and so many insecurities. Was he not enough? He had spent several sleepless nights just thinking about it. You turned around to look at him, he seemed hurt, you had never seen him this way before and it worried you.

I hope he trusts and believes in y/n that she is different and that she would never do things like this to him.

Finally y/n got to know the truth about the sea banshee and Minola. I'm really sorry for her. Her so called friends were never real friends. Real friends wouldn't have done it to her. One of my theories was right: Minola never wanted to harm y/n, she wanted to protect her...Minola is a good one 😊

I love how Loki assured y/n that she hasn't to feel bad or sorry for the incident with Steve...

It's lovely how y/n cares about Loki and his feelings too. It feels like she can give him something back for everything he had done for her since he saved her life. And I think it was really important for y/n to see that Loki had the same emotions like her and feelings of insecurity. I loved their whole conversation here and how Loki said that he loves y/n without saying it 😉🤗...

and I loved what followed next... Queen, the smut 🥵❤️‍🔥... it was so wholesome, sexy, cute and hot 😏🌶🌶...I really enjoyed it 😏😏❤️

I'm really excited what's going to happen next, which decisions y/n will make and to get the answer if she will lose Loki forever.

'...and you couldn't have that, you won't survive losing him too."....me neither 🥺😪

I really loved this chapter my Queen 👑 it was so heartwarming and full of emotions and developments 💖... and of course I love you 😍❤️

I always want to read your thoughts and comments about every chapter dear. Thank you for sending me this, it really made my day. 💚

The waterfall date is in the next chapter so I really wanted to share this lovely thoughtful ask before I update.

I love you my dear ❤️💚😘

[joshwinksmind-blog]

He's the hombre 😀

All the wrong is equivocado 😃 I don't team with tú 😄

Tú don't hear us 😁 Your dientes is gone 😆

I know something that's mejor 😅 You can nada 😂

Sólo leave us alone 🤣

Ever is what I'm dicho 😭 Stay off the césped 😉

Not aún 😗 I'll let you know cuando 😙

Proceso is slow 😚 This quick 😘

One go no 🥰 Be off completamente 😍

That one yo know 🤩 Sólo didn't want to see one another 🥳

No okay 🙃 To work from the phone, no 🙂

Gracias 😋

Baño 😛 In mine's estoy 😝

My mierda 😜 To put all them together is a asentarse 🤪

We go that camino 😇

Siempre I don't stay 😊 Get gone yo ☺️

Besides yes, I don't really like dicho 😏

I got nada 😌

I'm going to call you todos 😔 I'm goin llamar both of you before I choose which way to go 😑

My altura is in between 😐 Probablemente a perfect patch with your's 😶

Wear uncle afuera 🤔 Yes sure hizo 🤫

You already saber 🤭 That's good suficiente 🤗

Tú two look like twins 😱

The noticias 🤨 I'm in tráfico 🧐 As soon as I'm out, the same habitación 😒

No 🙄 It's just palabras 😤 I got my ranura ready 😠

What was I dijo 😡 I don't recuerda 🤬 No 🥺 Es occupied 😟 I don't use it alguna vez 😥

There go su 😢 Them yo use ☹️ I ain't goin fill in the espacio 🙁

The exact one it's still disponible 😕

Everybody gone 🤐 The last one yo was 😰 Ain't ensuciar with that 😨 Would 😧 Just choose not a 😦

In my dormir 😮

The elección is your's 😯

Sí 😲

No mess 😳 While I'm recepción 🤯

Nor point the dedo 😬 I aceptar 😓 I know menos 😞

I'm one también 😖

You're losing dinero 😣

This yo with all us 😩

Snatched afuera 😫

No 😵 I comprender who don't know that 😴 Created no the same 😪

Obtuvo to 🤤 Impotente 🌛

It suit tú 🌜

Swatted 🌚 Después stay out the light 🌝

There's nada up with us 🌞 We distant ourselves before there's violencia 🥴

It takes votos 🥵 A clear me out is simple 🥶

Those professional scandals are seeking some gente 🤢 I'm available where there's an convenio 🤮

I take eso 🤧 No miss 🤒

A face levantar 🤕

I'm aquí 😷

Dos of them 🤠

Psicoanalizar cause 🤑

My imagination said nada 😎

One hundred million pilas 🤓

Forward cantó 🤥

It's that historia 🤡

Es mine 👻 Bed llamar 💩

I heard eso 👽

Rent eso 🤖

Puntaje 🎃 Puntaje like the WNBA player 😈

It's noon tiempo 👿 In the middle of día 👹

I'm going fuera de 👺

The same cosa 🔥

Socked 💫 It's that easy to hacer ⭐ Even words are tapando 🌟

My hand agarre ✨

Pocket mirando 💥

The straight camino 💯

I role with the show caracteres 💢

No such thing 💨 We're no alone 💦

eHll no 💤 I don't see tú 🕳️

Ahí it go 🎉 I'm calling my service until there's a asentarse 🎊

All girls got the hook arriba 🙈

This eso 🙉 This me in the same room before a pregunta 🙊

I'm like get the Infierno away from me 😺

Ain't known like that yo 😸

No more killing people 😹 We know how to stand on own dedos del pie 😻

Alguien want to replay the mess out of that 😼 That's all I recibir 😽

Jajaja 🙀 I be setting a trampa 😿

The f-bomb no 😾 I know one when I see eso ❤️

Knew cosas 🧡

Me también 💛 Es fun 💚

No 💙 Unless I'm about to get a free comida 💜

Shoot no 🖤 I don't go the wrong camino ♥️

The atracción 💘

Super blind estoy 💝 Next año 💖

It's on this hora 💗 Off in the same habitación 💓

Impaciente 💞 I got no desire to wait 💕

You're the artista 💌

Y'all can make the decisión 💟

That's not what I'm haciendo ❣️ Again the coast is clear suficiente 💔

Gracias 💋

I can show you better than I could tell tú 👥

There's an convenio 👤

I'm tired of respondiendo 🗣️

I ain't corriendo 👣 I'm taking my tiempo 🧠

Didn't have one yo 🦠

Tired of doing that estoy 🦷 I abandonar 🦴 You can hire somebody other than yo ☠️

As fueron 💀 No such cosa 👀

No 👁️

Take over the mundo 👄 Don't really have to news people about the next preguntarse 👅

Rodaja something without doing that 👃🏾

None hay👂🏾 We haven't met up aún 🦶🏾

You got the wrong empresa 🦵🏾 I left a long time atrás 💪🏾

These my trabajar 👍🏾 They're not, they're no 👎🏾 Pure nada 👏🏾 There's nothing importante 🙌🏾

I got my own nueces 👐🏾 That 🤲🏾 All my señoras can play with them as long they're good for it 🤝🏾 No to not stuff is allowed 🤜🏾

I'm working from hogar 🤛🏾

I do the same as nada ✊🏾

The mountain conjuntos 👊🏾

That hombre gone 🤚🏾 He ain't too far aunque 👋🏾

I comprender 🖐🏾 I'm a little diferente ✋🏾

Grown estoy 🖖🏾 You don't estrés 🤟🏾

No, I don't final 🤘🏾 Siempre I'm ✌🏾

Let's go quién 🤞🏾 That's the persona 🤙🏾

I don't saber 👌🏾 Could ser 🖕🏾 Can't ser ☝🏾

This still a good año to be at our best 👆🏾 The word crime got love in not really sucediendo 👇🏾

Sí 👉🏾 I just heard the noticias 👈🏾

I don't mente ✍🏾 That I, there's no other good one 🤳🏾

No 🙏🏾 You're tú 💅🏾

No 🙇🏾‍♂️ Tienda to just visit 🙋🏾‍♂️ Leaving it returning hogar 💁🏾‍♂️

I see nada 🙆🏾‍♂️

I see nada 🙅🏾‍♂️

You can hit yourself without touching others the level where estoy 🤷🏾‍♂️

Understand all four yo 🤦🏾‍♂️

Vamos second I'll 🙍🏾‍♂️

We can do lo que sea 🙎🏾‍♂️ Es too late to takeover that 💆🏾‍♂️

That's correcto 💇🏾‍♂️

I know nada 🧖🏾‍♂️

I just thought of alguna cosa 🛀🏾 I could use a estiramiento facial 🛌🏾

I thought of performance after actuación 🧘🏾‍♂️ With or without grabación 🚶🏾‍♂️

In my sleep, I'm impredecible 🏃🏾‍♂️ Fuera de of that, the coast is clear 🤸🏾‍♂️

I don't know that historia 🏋🏾‍♂️ It's totally diferente ⛹🏾‍♂️

I don't get to play aún 🤾🏾‍♂️

It look like got to do eso 🚴🏾‍♂️

I'm not really asking preguntas 🧗🏾‍♂️ I'm learning I no 🤼‍♂️

I'm a stranger quien es known 🤹🏾‍♂️

[polyglottishthings]

My order from Ioway bee farm is here and I'm so excited!!

I already love the lip balm!!!! I hoard lip balms and these are a new favorite!!! They smell lovely and they don't have that gross Vaseline taste to them like lots of lip balms do. I love it🤩

[thefanbasewhore]

Sleepy Paul ❤️

summary: some nights after training Paul gets so tired he barely makes it to bed

warning: just good ole fluff ❤️

paring: Paul Atreides x female reader

a/n: tomorrow starts my second to last week of my semester.. with that said I'm most likely going to be very inactive but after that I will be back to writing and making longer pieces as well!! Thank you so much for your support ❣️

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Nights after training are always the worst, every atom of his being vibrating in pain, late onset soreness of his muscles makes it hard to walk. Majority of times, he is limping back to his bedroom after dreaming of his bed for so long.

His father insisted on his training, at least once a day Paul duels his trainer, servants were experienced with the blade and even sometimes his father. Now that they were in Arrakis, the training has been non-stop.

When he finally does reach his room he lets out a sigh of relief, opening the door as his other hand raises to soothe the ache in his shoulder. What he doesn't expect is you to be still up, the light from the lamp in the door illuminating the room and you're too busy with your nose in a book to notice him.

"Sweetheart, why are you here?" It comes out harsher then he means and he instantly face palms. He rubs the bridge of his nose as he watches of you offensively raise your brows. "I did not mean it like that, my love. If my mother finds out you are in here -."

"I snuck out to see you, I feel like I haven't seen you in days."

You two have but only in passing, he would send you a flirty smile in the hall or reach over quicky and kiss your hand before being dragged away to some important business with his father. Paul and you are engaged to be married, offered as an alliance but the love you two share is more than just that. But sleeping together before marriage is forbidden.

Paul nods sleepily, just taking a second to really look at his beautiful fiance. It broke your heart to see him like this, with heavy, puffy eyes that are blotched red from rubbing them for a significant amount of time. He's been fighting sleep for a while now and she takes his hand and guides him to the bed.

"Lay down, my love." To be fair he didn't have much of a choice as your fingers gently wrap around his shoulders and tug until his back hit the surface of the bed, "You look so tired."

Just like that your touch is gone and if he wasn't so tired he would look for it but his eyes flutter close when he feels a pull of the laces of his shoes.

“You don’t have too," he mumbles, pulling the pillow closer with a curled arm, "I'll get it soon."

The promise is quickly broken as the rapid and heavy breathing drops to a slow, collected breath as he quickly falls to sleep.

It's not long before your fingers find the buttons of his pants, pealing them down his legs and throwing them somewhere across the room. Softly her hand pushes the free curls of hair away from his forehead, admiring the sleeping beauty with a soft smile.

Paul creases his nose as your finger tail soak in the smoothness of the skin along his hairline. You press a kiss to his forehead and mumble, "Goodnight, baby."

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[thesecrimsonstrings-if]

Because here we love to shoot ourselves in the foot with angst apparently:

MC who feels horrible. Who can't look Nebetah in the eye. They are so jealous of her their Soul shudders with envy, for getting to follow their lover till the end of his life. They know it is not "better". It is not "worse". They know it hurts just as bad, feels just as raw... but it was something they dreamt about.

Back when they were young, when their heart still beat. They craved the light and airy feeling of young love when it's all still so fresh, when you discover something new about each other every day. The steadiness of years spent together, of knowing them and being known and choosing to stay together every coming day because you fit just right. And of growing old side by side, of having a (beautiful, difficult, long) life to look back onto, having your people and their people around. "Our" people now. A family. Making jokes about haunting the other if one of you goes first, "What kind of song should I sing at your funeral darling?", promising to wait on the other side with baited breath neither of you will need any longer.

By the time MC met their One they knew they would not get some those things. They might have even though they wouldn't get any of it. But even if the moments from their naive, hopeful daydreams were not in the cards they wanted the next closest one. If they couldn't follow the path their most treasured one will take one day? They just had to make sure to stick around until then. To cherish their love and their moments together all the more fiercely. . . Who would have thought the day will come so soon? So h o r r i b l y?

The vampire is looking at their friend and can't meet her gaze still. She still lives in the home (is it still one? after) the two of them build with love and care. MC can't tell if there are traces of Eduardo but Nebetah must be able to. Must see them even when they wish not to. The memories must be haunting, full of hurt. One that comes from wonderful, distant memories you will never get to experience again. Ones you miss so terribly.

All the broken hopes burn, they pierce. But the thought of telling them hurts almost as much. What will become of them when she leaves them alone, forgotten? For their terrible envy, for their voracious greedy cravings. When her grief is so vast, when their heart must ache unbearably. How could they possibly speak the words: "What hurt you so much is my deepest wish".

😅 So this has gotten shamelessly long. I'm sorry🙏 But I felt bad about deleting it so here we are. Thank you so much for your work I hope this brings you a smidgen of joy. I will now go drown in my tears how do you write all this delicious angst I know not.💖❣️🩸

you knock on the door with some hesitance, not really sure if this is actually a good idea or not. before you can second guess, however, the door opens and you're greeted by a bespectacled face peering at you with turquoise eyes. he looks to be in his mid thirties, wavy black hair swept over his forehead and giving him a laidback appearance. overall, not a bad looking guy.

you blink and look around the hallway, thinking that you may have picked the wrong door before the human speaks up in a thick italian accent: “are you nebetah's friend?”

your jaw clenches automatically at the mention of her name but it's only out of habit. looking at him warily, you give him a nod.

“ardo, chi è il visitatore?” an all too familiar voice calls out from somewhere inside the apartment. [ardo, who is the visitor?]

“penso che sia tuo amico, mia cara.” the man in front of you replies back, curious eyes not looking away from you. [i think it's your friend, my dear.]

in a second, nebetah is in front of you with a guarded smile, clearly not having believed that you'd actually come to visit her.

“well i'll be damned,” her voice is tinged in disbelief. “how long has it been?”

you nervously smile with a shrug. “long enough, i guess.”

the human looks between the two of you, the tension in the air clearly noticeable. “perhaps we should take this conversation inside?”

nebetah looks over at him and smiles with a nod. it's... a little weird, if you're being honest, seeing her be so openly happy because of someone. you had usually just seen her with an expression that lacked emotions. glares, laughter, tears, they were not common when it came to nebetah. back then, you had simply thought it's just how she was and even a simple smile from her was considered a rarity.

you take a seat on the living room couch as the man, whose name you now learned was edoardo, constantly checks up on nebetah in rapid italian. the woman simply holds his hand and tries to reassure him that she feels fine.

edoardo then excuses himself, saying that he'll be right back with some cold refreshments. you kind of wished he had stayed, at least that would probably take some heat off of how nebetah is staring at you.

“nice home you have here,” you try to dissipate the growing silence. “very much...” you trail off, looking around at the heavy hardcovers and antiques that line up the living room shelves, “musuem-y?”

nebetah's voice takes on the same monotonous quality you remembered from years ago. “yes, that's because we both work in a museum. excellent observation.”

you don't even know if she's being sarcastic at this point, her poker face and unemotional voice is too hard to read.

you sigh, twiddling your thumbs awkwardly. “maybe i should have come here when your boyfriend wasn't ho–”

“husband,” nebetah corrects you.

you stare at her, dumbfounded.

“i'm sorry, maybe i misheard you. he's your husband?”

“first of all, there's like five percent chance you misheard me with that enhanced hearing of yours. not to mention i'm not even sitting seven feet away from you. second of all, yes, edoardo is my husband.”

you open and close your mouth like a fish out of water. “w-what? when did this happen?”

“nine years ago,” comes nebetah's casual reply as she shows you her hand, a ring fitted snugly on the fourth finger.

you can't believe it. not only did nebetah fell in love with someone, she also got married! and the most insulting part of it all, you didn't find out until now!

“why didn't you ever tell me?”

“are you kidding me?” her voice is sharp and you try not to flinch. “after everything that happened, you really think you deserved to know what was going on in my life?”

“i–”

“it doesn't matter anyway,” she looks away from you, now staring out of the window. “it's not like you'd have dropped everything to come to the wedding.”

edoardo's appearance saves you the discomfort of replying back to that statement. he puts the drinks, one iced blood and two lemonades on the table. “i didn't know if you would like lemonade too so i just poured in some animal blood we had in the cooler.”

you suppose it's not a surprise that nebetah has been sustaining on animal blood, she looked a tad bit paler than you had last seen her. edoardo sits beside her, taking her hand in concern and rubbing gentle circles on it with his thumb.

a ferocious emotion takes over you when you sense the love exuding from him in that simple gesture, envious and loathing. images of a lover you once had flashes in your mind like a replaying film reel. you can clearly picture you and them in the place of the couple in front of you. the only difference being that you hadn't even gotten the chance to... to...

to what? get married? spend the rest of their mortal life together? maybe have or adopt one or two little ones along the way?

maybe. but we never even got the chance to do it, did we?

you suppress the bitter smile that tries to take over your face, glancing away from the couple.

“you know,” you hear edoardo speak up, “we did try to send you an invitation to our wedding.”

a tentative glance is spared to them by you as he continues, “but we couldn't really get a hold of you. wherever you were, whoever you were with, it wasn't easy to pinpoint.”

you close your eyes briefly. he was right, you didn't stay in one place for too long. avoiding attention, staying under wraps, it's what you had always done since that fateful night. you thought it was for the best, to keep yourself safe, to keep nebetah safe. but...

“ardo, that's quite enough,” nebetah says, although her voice lacks any anger. he just shrugs, giving her an encouraging smile.

“i just think even immortality isn't a good excuse to hate a friend forever.” he then looks over at you with a nod. “soprattutto quando li ami ancora come se fossero la tua famiglia.” [especially when you still love them as if they were your family.]

[zoreiny]

Hello to all my loves,🥰 I hope and you are having a beautiful day☀️/night🌘✨✨

Today I want to talk to you about something (Now later I will finally upload the video! I promise you, 🙏🏻 anyway)

I want to tell you about something that I have noticed in other social networks, comments or publications, or whatever ... That sometimes they tend to belittle their art or compare them with other works ... And I want to tell you about my experience ... Next I'll put pictures when I started on this...

All these drawings were made in my childhood😊 ... (I don't even remember how old I was) I have many more but ... It doesn't matter now ... This is where it all started ... Here I started. ✨🌟☄️👇🏻

This was the starting point✨ 😅

This I did when I was 14 years old 👇🏻... And it is currently posted on my wall. Right next to my bed, because every morning when I wake up it gives me a special feeling ... And next to those letters that stand out say: "Sometimes you just have to follow your heart" My mother had told me and I wrote it down myself to never forget it🦢

All of these that follow were made in different years but I honestly don't remember the dates or my age. I guess it's because I've been at this my whole life...

These were my first girls haha 👇🏻 😅

This was one of my first mermaids 👇🏻🧜🏻‍♀️

and this was the most recent mermaid i have ever made👇🏻 (I'm currently working on another one. You will see it soon ( ͡°ᴥ ͡° ʋ))

Another thing ... it looks a bit bright because the light reflected on the marker☝🏻 and that's why it looks like that but it doesn't matter(＾3＾♪.

This was one of my first attempts at making "realism" or just a pretty face (and this one is relatively much more current) 👇🏻✨

And these are my most recent realistic faces 🤭 🥺✨👇🏻

And some may be wondering, what does all this have to do with it? Well simple. Do not call yourself "artist's intent" if you paint, dance, cook, if you draw, if you sing, if you take photographs, if you write (writer) or whatever you do, you may not be the best at it, YOU ARE MAKING ART!!❤️you are not an artist attempt

YOU ARE AN ARTIST! (*˘︶˘*).｡*♡

And I put all these images as an example and because I want to give you a little push not to abandon what you like! So it takes them years to learn while you do it with great enthusiasm, dedication and love. (ABOVE ALL THAT! LOVE!❣️) There will be nothing you cannot do ... Keep practicing, keep trying every day 🌑🌒🌓🌔🌕🌖🌗🌘... and the day you least expect it ... that day you will turn back and you will realize ALL THE ROAD YOU HAVE TRAVELED WITH YOUR ART! ☄️And you will be amazed!✨🌟💥 I guarantee you.

I hope and my drawings are a small example of this. I'm not a professional...it's true. And I still have a long way to go ... like everyone else! So ... let's get on with it ✨🏞️

I Love You all ❤️

( ◜‿◝ )♡

[everythingthemoontouches]

Hello !! I didn't receive the ask I send to u some other day .. u said tht u already did but I already check everything and I didn't receive it so of u don't mind can u do one for me please if u don't want too then its fine too. I want to the dynamic relationship between me and my future spouse ,how will he treat me,looks and personality . If o make u feel burden or uncomfortable in anyway then it's okay 😊. I hope I didn't make u uncomfortable .my initial is P . Have a great day ❣️

Hi

✨Looks ✨

Tall. Muscular. Defeated. Hunched shoulders.

Or lanky. Slim. Build. Athletic. Maybe he is really skinny / slim now and bulks up a lot between now and when you meet him.

I think he looks kinda resigned to his fate currently but soon grows to embrace challenges. So when you meet him he would look like someone who has been through some pain in the past and learnt to take challenges head on.. I grew from the pain energy. Could be a little defensive. Longer hair. Quick footed. Nimble movement. Light on their feet.

They go from being stressed to optimistic about the fight.

How does he treat you and how you feel can be very different things.

How is he gonna see you? As someone shy, scared of their own power. Like you're a force of nature and you don't even know it yet. What are you so scared of? He may encourage you to dress in a more glamorous way, highlighting your best features. This person js a cheerleader and they see you as someone who has all thr answer. Like you're pretty and smart and a resourceful. They love you. They just wish you were more confident about yourself and open with your feelings.

And as for how you feel? Like they're the calm amidst your storm. They bring you peace. You feel safe, like a ship in Harbour. No not like a ship in harbour, like a ship that knows it can brave any storm with this fs by your side. You're finally with someone who doesn't make you second guess yourself. You feel loved.

Even when things shift you don't feel too nervous or panicky about any thing.

Calm. More sure of yourself. Iw I'll get through this

Now for the fun part

🥰How would you describe him?

Someone wise. Nurturing. Soft. Who let's people figure things out for themself instead of rushing to their aid. By doing this he allows people to feel powerful on their own. His gift to you is your belief in you being able to do things yourself. He is a cheerleader. But this energy can also get a little frustrating because he seems so austere. Like the high priestess. I'm not seeing a lack of passion. The ace of wands turned up and the high priestess is someone versed with sexuality but chooses chastity. He could be more experienced than you are but maybe wants to hold out for future BAE? There's something very pure and loving about this connection.

You could develop an interest in inding our things on your own or take up a course when you meet them. They coudk set you up with an opportunity. Remember when I said they could look stressed when you guys meet? Maybe your fs is looking to hire soemien with a certain specification and you show up with the qualificatuins but vv little experience and they take a chance on you. It changes your life and they save their arse.

I wanna ask when and where but again, it feels blocked....

The Pisces Aries gandanta point might be significant. Basically the last few degrees of a water sign before it meets a fire sign is a point of intense Transformation. Like steam when water meets volcano.

I think you'd describe your life as before and after because that's how significant meeting him could feel.

Alrighty Luna, that's all your future self wants you to know for now. I hope this is a relationship that gives you something sweet to look forward to 💖you'll meet them when you're meant to meet them and all there's left to do is to enjoy your life untill the day they walk in to sweep you off your feet 🎶

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