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... It's totally valid to write a fic where there's two Marcos right?
Yeah.
Certainly it is. Of course. Evil!Marco and Canon!Marco reverse isekai into this world and both of them have their sights set on you.
That would work.
I mean...
AHEM.
Right no, wait, I have enough WiPs, we can keep this on in their realm of day dreams for.... for right .... right now... we can
uh.
Marco fighting Marco over you...
Gods what if there's nothing physically different about them, and you can't know who is who until the evil one gives himself away?
"evil" I mean... it's not like he's gonna hurt you.
At least not in any permanent way.
Non-Yandere Marco trying to protect you from Yandere Marco and just
I mean.
#quin muses#reader insert#x reader#marco the phoenix#yandere#thinking thots#I really cannot try to map out another wip at this point#but also like...#I'd be so fed.
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Having a night where I just feel so sad and unloveable.
I think about how a past boyfriend used to write tweets about how stupid he thought I was when he thought I was asleep and would quickly delete them if I showed in any way that I was awake.
How I bought a boyfriend at a time a bear soft toy (he really likes bears) and we spent over an hour just cuddled up thinking about what we could name him. And then not long later he ended up telling me how the bear he got (the one I bought him) was named with his girl best friend and they named it after her rabbit ?? And it just... none of that was true? It was just that he cared about her more, and so attributed positive things to her, and then just outright rewrote the memories of good things we did together.
How I've written love letters for each person I've dated, and I have never had one in return. Even when I made someone a music playlist, he only made me one back that he basically copied from a Spotify premade one. And he sent it like 6 months after, after I kept asking him about it.
Every person I have dated has compared me to their past relationships as well as to any girl best friends. And I don't want to be in competition with other women! It sucks! But it just makes me feel awful.
I think part of my problem is that I have always ended up falling into relationships with male friends. And so they have never felt like they have had to win me over in any way. They have never had to try too hard with compliments or actions of affection. And then as we get into a relationship, that feeling settles even more. And they just. They just don't care about me as a person. They like that I'm nice. They like that I'm there as opposed to them being single. And that's it. I don't think any of the men that I have dated have loved me.
And I mean, that is especially true of the person that abused me and actively told me I was evil and bad and that Christianity was bad and awful. But the others? Sure, they didn't sexually abuse me. But they just didn't care about meeting my needs. Making me feel safe or loved.
And when I get approached by men now, they straight up tell me they're just interested in sex. They don't want to know who I am as a person. Men will go out of their way to compliment and praise other women, and then I just get a "hey baby wanna fuck?" and it's just. It's so dehumanising. (I don't use dating apps btw, this is all on like, social media apps and in real life).
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okay wait I've been enjoying the dreamscape album all day and really surprised by how good all the songs are and now i read that haechan and jeno are apologizing and saying that everyone hates it???? what???
#why is it always k nctzens#im so pissed off that they've been bullying dream 😒#but also like...#am i the only one who genuinely really liked this comeback??? 🧍#i thought it was even better than the istj album like all the b-sides are bangers!#nct dream#nct#dreamscape
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i should do more nice things for myself from time 2 time
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I am pro mask wearing. But my job requires me to be on the floor for two/three hours with no break, if I want to stay hydrated I need to take the mask down to drink.
No need to shame a person for that.
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Someone Reading My Fic: Tim's actually bi, not gay.
Me: Actually no. My Tim is gay because I've been writing him as gay for about twice as long as DC has been writing him as bi and I like him that way. :)
Me: My Jason, Bruce, and Steph are bi, tho. :)
#it only happened once so far#but im sure there are folks who think that when they read my fics lol#im glad dc let tim be bi#but also like...#im just waiting for the moment someone decides im engaging in bi erasure (in spite of having 300% as much batfamily bi as mainline DC)#im just happy with my current character interpretations
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Now that I'm in my twenties, rereading novels with characters who are in their early to mid-teens just hurts.
#i never realized how *young* all these characters are supposed to be and i do blame Hollywood for that#but also like...#reading percy jackson and seeing my fourteen year old brothers and realizing how young everyone was throughout the series#like the clusterfuck of emotion nico has to face at such a young age#and idk what it is but something just clicked and now I'm like... shit these guys are BABIES#riordanverse#percy jackon and the olympians#heroes of olympus#the hunger games#dc comics#idk what other series this applies to but DAMN
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I think asmo should really get into astrology out of no where for a set period of time
#it wont last#but the info he learns will be brought up randomly forever#i like ppl bringing up astrology cause im an aries and apparently we r mean ahwhjw#me: *is cranky*#asmo: ahh very aries of you#yalll omg imagine him trying to see how compatible ur signs are agahshs#anyways i searched up his signs and i think it matches him#but also like...#i feel like i could do that with every sign if forced too#idk about the more detailed stuff so i cant be super sure#obey me asmodeus
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Tinnitus is great, everyone should try it
#no please#its a joke#its kinda funny#cause most of days i wake up and literally call myself tinnitus survivor because this shit sometimes is making me wanna uninstall#but also like...#there are people with a lot more worse health conditions#but still also like#tinnitus has severely made my life worse
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me: why is he so obsessed with analytics and stuff, just make what you want and be happy
also me: why line going down day ruined (っ◞‸◟ c)
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Video game: you will now fight this enemy while it's eating you!!
Me, who grew up with New Zealand Story and has no idea this is meant to be scary: okay.
#glitch.bat#that whale boss was p nightmare fuel in retrospect#but also like...#it is a video game. this might as well be happening *shrugs loudly*
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When I die I want the squad to lower me into my grave so they can let me down one last time
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i dont consider myself a 'fashion guru' by any means but one thing i will say is guys you dont need to know the specific brand an item you like is - you need to know what the item is called. very rarely does a brand matter, but knowing that pair of pants is called 'cargo' vs 'boot cut' or the names of dress styles is going to help you find clothes you like WAAAYYYY faster than brand shopping
#also theres no one good place to learn this generally ive picked up yhe knowledge by asking questions#or reading through catalogues. paying attention to the words used to describe clothing styles i like
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When I was early on in my transition I got in a Lyft, and the driver was this big country guy. I was a little nervous so I just sat quietly in the back.
After a moment he changed the music on his phone to what sounded like a Hatsune Miku song. Curiosity got the better of me, so I finally spoke up and said “is this Hatsune Miku?”
And he said “Yep. You looked uncomfortable, and I know Transgender women like Hatsune Miku, so I thought it might help.”
I think about that interaction a lot.
#for the record it did help#like I know it’s a stereotype#and stereotyping is bad#but i appreciated that he made the effort#he saw I was uncomfortable and took steps to try and make me feel safer#a little misguided#but still#this is rare in Columbia SC#also#I do like Hatsune Miku
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I know that realistically you can only fit so many movies into a list of approximately 100, but I cannot take that "How many of tumblr's favorite movies have you seen?" list that's been going around seriously because there are some truly egregious omissions.
Some of it is very clearly recency bias, which makes me wonder if the op truly wasn't on here in 2013 or so, but you're telling me you made a list of "tumblr's favorite movies" that doesn't include Pacific Rim or Mad Max: Fury Road? Because, like, I was there, Gandalf.
#this isn't even commentary on how much i like those particular films (i have only actually ever watched the former)#i just feel like perhaps we are forgetting the ancient texts#it's also a painfully live-action heavy list which. i am willing to admit i've spent time in more animation-heavy corners than some#but at the same time -- no disney's atlantis?#i saw a gifset on my dash about one ms. helga sinclair TODAY
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