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lesbiangiratina · 5 months

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Thinking about how testament was the first character to ever say flame of corruption but it was erased from the english translation thats kind of fucked up

#they made sol less mentally ill here too. sad!#in general i dont hate how testament was localized in ml. gear that says shit like ‘surely you jest’.#they even inserted some funny stuff with them and i dont think they overdid it. where would we be without the bloke exchange with axl.#but anyway. yeah this was a fucked up change and i hate you #the kat goes meow #gg

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blaithnne · 2 months

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The first Heron design I showed off was from before Confidential Casefiles, so I thought I’d show you guys her look after she gets her new arm. Plus a few changes I made to her character for this AU! Just realised the way I placed my signature makes it look like I’M her worst enemy, whoops.

Meet the Cast!

╰┈➤ Canon ☄. *. ⋆

→ Scrooge McDuff → Matilda McDuff → Hortense McDuff → Qalhata Duiker → Goldie O'Gilt → Jack Duckworth → Bentina Beakley → LÙ Huifen (pre-caseflies) → Ludwig Von Druska → Bradford Butcher

╰┈➤ OCs ☄. *. ⋆

→ Lucrais NicRiada

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#fuck you *turns your turtleneck into a cheongsam*#hope im spelling that right lol #this look is still from the 60s era btw!!#I’d make some slight changes for her modern day look UNLIKE CANON #don’t know what I’d change tho cause I really like this design #also may and june don’t exist in this au sorry lol #gonna replace their storyline with some original stuff if I ever do present day art for this au!#I might repurpose them for something else #maybe they can be daisies nieces #but yeah canon heron is a fucking child abuser and I think that’s where beakley would draw the line and I’m a beakheron shipper till death #sooooooo that’s not happening a #lso. I hate s3 BUT IM NOT GONNA START RANTING ABT THAT NOW I SWEAR ANYWAYS HUIFEN SUPREMACY OK BYE #art #my art #digital art #fanart #doodle #drawing #ducktales #ducktales human au #<- I need a better/more unique name for this au hmm #black heron #LÙ Huifen #hope I got the stràc the right way round #I forget the English word #humanisation #gjinka #also if this were a cartoon set in the present day. I think Huifen would be introduced as Beakleys worst enemy with a vendetta against her #and beakley is convinced it’s bc she fucking blew up her arm bc duh #until it’s revealed heron is just mad that beakley retired bc I THOUGHT WE HAD SOMETHING SPECIAL. I THOUGHT WE WERE ARCH RIVALS

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polaraffect · 7 months

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bro I'm at the level of seasonal depression where my brain is like "maybe I should watch supernatural...."

#damien.txt #<- comfort show is supernatural #for some god foresaken reason. my brain truly has latched onto this show. even tho literally i hate it #they did all of the characters i like the worst they possibly could have. .......yet. the narratives.#this was honestly triggered by a post i saw today abt like. the show having dean's flaw be like 'sam isnt the brother i want him to be #and i tend to treat him in certain (unfair) ways because of that' which is inherently a banger character plot to have #but then the show unironically says 'and dean is 100% valid in this and any action he takes bc of it' and then like a ton of the audience #just believes that wholeheartedly.#this is incredibly paraphrased btw. i might try and go find the post and rb it bc it really hit #anyways yeah. literally thinking abt it forever. spn fucked me up in the brain in so many ways. like... irrevocably changed fr #time to go rewatch the 'i could never go on a quest like that. because i'm not clean' scene for the 60000000th time #truly the scene that had impacted me the most as a person. maybe in all of media #which is.... perhaps incredibly embarrassing kdgdjdhf but also. if you know you know.#supernatural

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shmreduplication · 1 month

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i think if you plan on revolutionizing an industry you shouldn't be surprised that you attract people who want to work for you who also revolutionize other things like team structure. And then if you do hire them to revolutionize the team structure you should, you know, let them do the thing you hired them to do

and if you work at a science company then you should be swayed by data

#not to be like 'problems that would be solved if everyone involved had basic knowledge of computer programming' but uh. yeah #if you have an output that needs to be used in multiple locations and it takes 50 lines of code to generate that output #then it's incredibly wasteful and clunky to rewrite that code every time you need to generate the output #instead just make a new function that's like 'call_50line_output' and set it to equal the 50 lines of code and then use that instead #that way you only have to write the 50 lines once which reduces errors and the time it takes to run all the code together!#then the entire process becomes simpler faster cheaper!!!!#and then if the code needs to be edited again you can edit it in just that one spot instead of in every location that it's called #if you never or rarely repeat code i can see the benefits of not doing this but you should never get so comfortable with your coding style #that you resist change! especially if all your specialized code has similar inputs then it makes sense that they would require a lot of the #same outputs such as from those 50 lines!#especially if you never fucking open up your computer and LOOK AT YOUR FUCKING CODE GDI!!!!!!!!#anyway I hate all the higher ups at my company

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bisexualrapline · 8 months

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i was scrolling through reels earlier and i saw this one by an army saying like LY era was elite and you had to be there to understand (which - i disagree, i think baby armys can get just as much out of LY era just by looking back lol) and people in the comments were like “this felt like the most bts era ever, like they were the most themselves” and then someone had replied to one of those comments being like “as a debut era army, i would say dark & wild was the most bts era, they changed a lot after that” like…. how can you so confidently say something so wrong lmao. if you’ve read their book you know what i’m talking about. like you’re really calling an era where seokjin explicitly admitted to playing a character given to him by the company and where jimin felt so much pressure to be someone he wasn’t the most “them” bts has ever been. like besides all the other discourse abt english music and whatever like how does it even make any sense that they have LESS control of their music now than they did at debut. quickly.

#anyways i fucking hate people who keep talking abt how bts ‘changed’ and their music isn’t the same or whatever #like yeah. they’re human beings who grow and change. you should fucking try growing up too.#sorry anyway this turned into a rant i didn’t want to start a random fight in ig comments so i had to vent about it here lmao.#.txt #discourse #ig?

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anirudhpisharody · 1 month

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#alright these tags are super embarrassing but i needed to rant publicly so uh. you can read this but please don't perceive me too much #it is so fucking exhausting having nobody to share my life with #i have literally zero friends at this point bc ever since my grandpa died i've pretty much stopped trying to keep in touch with my hometown #friends and i cut off my 'friend' group that were racist assholes who treated me like a doormat back in october and haven't really made any #close friends at college since. and i just fucking hate that this is the same way i've felt for so many fucking years like you'd think it #would be bearable at this point and i'd be used to being alone and for a while i honestly was but it just hit me tonight how fucking lonely #i am and how tomorrow i have to keep on just doing the shit i have to do in life without anyone to talk to and share it with #other than my mom who's been pissing me off lately so i've been pushing her away too!#it's so tiring to have to go out and do things and have responsibilities everyday and not being able to share that with anyone idk it makes #it feel almost like i'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders which is SO dramatic i know #like today i wanted to talk about the stupid false alarm gas leak thing with my sort of friends in this club i'm in but i didn't get to talk #to anyone at the meeting bc everyone was just talking amongst themselves in their little groups of best friends and it just reminded me that #i don't have that and i've never fucking had that i've only ever pretended i had that #it's like all these years i've been pretending to be a person that has friends and knows how to live life normally but i never have #more than anything i just miss my friends from home bc they're the closest i've ever felt to having friends that are like family but. i #don't know how to talk to them anymore. i didn't tell any of them when my grandpa died and i think they just assumed that i've moved on so #they've probably moved on and i already know that they have their own lives and friends at their schools that are a lot more full than mine #wanna know the worst part about all of this? i just had therapy and basically told her everything's fine #and i won't meet with her again until 3 weeks from now so literally the only person i can talk to about this right now is my mom #which i am absolutely not gonna do bc she's gonna get so scared and worried for me and i can't have that rn #anyways yeah. this isn't even that big of a deal like i haven't had friends for at least the past 6 months it's not like anything's changed #i just feel extra sad about it right now. i need a distraction stat gonna go watch watch some tv goodnight #shut up hanna

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seilon · 1 year

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kpop is. a really really fucked up industry man. it really is

#I know it’s also just korean society in general and how hard you have to work and the standards you have to appease #but. yeah especially in this industry #that combined with the society’s general lack of emphasis on mental health and lack of resources in that area and the stigma about it #it’s. just. literally killing people left and right. and I guess I just hope that something might come of these high-publicity tragedies #jjong’s mom and sister are doing their part with their foundation but the companies themselves need to really step it the fuck up and make #mental healthcare a priority if not something mandatory for its artists #I don’t know about the details of moonbin’s situation and I didn’t know him as a person remotely to the extent of jjong but I’d hate for his #situation to have been similarly avoidable and pushed forwards by lack of proper attention/proper treatment/etc #either way. they just need to do better. the whole country needs to do better. that’s not an opinion that’s statistical fact. sk’s suicide #rates are absolutely insane. I want to see people protesting over this shit soon or holding awareness events or something. its gutwrenching #to see this keep happening and virtually nothing changing #anyway sorry this has . reminded me of things and made me feel a bit like I did in 2017 on a smaller scale even if I didn’t stan the group #kibumblabs #cw death #cw suicide

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lesbiangiratina · 5 months

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Oh my god i need to get a phone with a headphone jack before i end it all.

#ive been using skullcandy wireless headphones for a few years but they fucking break every couple months.#also they discontinued the better kind. theres that too.#i bought a sony pair and ughhhh it sounds worse. trying to save it with equalizer but its so. whatever #can i just get the best and most convenient headphones ever. for free.#BUT UGGHHHH I HATE CHANGE!!! I HATE CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!#its hard enough trying to get alternative earbuds. i havent had a non-iphone since my fucking flip phone.#i dont want things to be different even when its for the better. i think i hauve autism.#yeah theres the fucking dongle but i want to charge my phone too. 3rd party things that do both suck ive tried them. GIVE PHONE MORE HOLES #whatever my phone is fucked up anyway. home button broke months ago. i could replace it some time next year. probably.#i need music. all i do is listen to music. 32 hours on spotify this week if you were curious.#the kat goes meow

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pepprs · 11 months

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june 27th give it up for june 27th

#purrs #delete later #sure would be an INFINITELY more special and auspicious day if there wasn’t going to be • thunderstorms all day • a budget meeting • two #back to back orientations where i am going to have to take on 2X THE FACILITATION ROLESSSSS 🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪 bc we’re doing that now. LMFAOOOOOO #<- and by that i mean splitting up the facilitation so instead of 4 ppl shari ng responsibility for talking AND doing logistics there’s 2 #ppl talking and 2 ppl doing logistics. and mutuals need i remind you that facilitating this specific session requires being extremely high #energy and mobile and getting ppl ‘hyped’ and there are 383729473 reasons why that is difficult for me to do in front of 100+ new students #plus three cofacilirators i am scared of / intimidated by for various reasons. im going to be sick soooo genuinely. i HATE this 😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣#anyways yeah. today is my one year anniversary and also my first day as an fte so. 🫠 and one year ago today was pretty awful too like my #first day was actually extremely extremely bad and i cried like multiple times every day that week bc it kept getting worse so. love how #things have changed so substantially since then and the things that triggered me on that day aren’t an issue anymore <3 (they are very much #still an issue it’s just the specific people involved have changed bc half the ppl working here including one of my dearest closest #mentors who was deeply involved in that situation have left the university and now it is utterly unrecognizable and every day i wake up in #an alternate universe i know deep down i am not supposed to be in and yet im trapped in it irreversibly and this IS my universe now. lolll 🥰#)) also ik it’s stupid to still be grieving over this but like. the entire way it all went down + the fact that it even did in the first #place and the STAGGGERING consequences of it. are kind of insane. every new development makes me feel more and more like im living in a fake #reality and nothing that is happening is supposed to be happening and im dreaming it all but it’s a bad dream. and idk how to accept #that this is NOT. a dream and that what happened happened and now i have to live with it and stop curling in on myself like a prey animal an #and isolating myself from everyone i love and taking every single conceivable situation badly. like tfw da therapy isn’t working 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#anyways i need to go get ready and practice the fucking 16 page facilitation guide 🙄 see u on the other side lol

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yuridovewing · 11 months

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Wha

#w. what?? i thought needletail loudly thought the code sucked and that the clans sucked…. why does she do this then #thats. weird. does she still have clan xenophobia in her head and is projecting that? that doesnt really fit the situation though #also side note ughhhhh i hate the rain thing sm. its so unnecessary imo and its uncomfortable to me #he doesnt have a confirmed age yeah but i think theyd have mentioned if he was a teen like her #and i think the implication is that hes an adult preying on a teenager #which yeah hes part of the cult villain group that are known for taking advantage of and manipulating people #but iirc youre supposed to see them as cute and ultimately sad in the end. also that shouldnt be in a kids book #not if they are just gonna have it as a side thing and not actually go into why its fucked up #avos liveread #anyways this is why you gotta consider why you should have a timeskip #bc thats pretty crucial info to just drop if shes changed her mind

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knxggles · 1 year

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#thinkin' bout changing my username on here to what i use for everything else #on the one hand i like anybody following me anywhere else to not be easily able to find me here #but on the other this username fucking sucks dude #it sucks #i hate it #it was a temporary username i made up in like 2013 and it stayed for a decade i hate it #it looks like a bot username now #its humiliating enough being asked for your tumblr irl anyway bc theyve basically clocked you as a freak but imagine then having to say thi #look them dead in the eye and say “haha yeah its uh... dreamworks... and petticoats...”#i dont even fucking like dreamworks that much

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lilgynt · 5 months

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i will sob my brains out at 5 am remembering events from this year and also christmas last year and being annoyingly petty and unable to let go of relatively small comments just bc i’m sensitive and raw and have a complex

#personal #fake therapy is fun till ur sobbing and biting ur lip and realize how hard ur gripping your arm #ben said i was an adult after i jokingly not jokingly mentioned mom made me go to work for 3 days with a broken foot #after she was complaining about how mean we are to her #which i imagine was just resentment of her calling me abusive the other day #and also i was out returning stuff for my mom at like 4 different stores and came back home like give me five to change so i don’t look #frumpy when we get dinner #and then moms like hurry up oh my god and bens like stop that’ll just make her take longer and fuck both of you i’ve been changing for what #5 fucking minutes? is it that deep ?#and mom saying i should have gone earlier but i didn’t bc i was sick and she’s like whatever and i can already feel the difference with my #brother home and it’s awful bc i do love him and enjoy his company #and maybe i’m on edge bc he only visits during holidays and holidays never go well for home #me #and we have fun and enjoy dinner but also that comment and like yeah maybe it was my fault for not just going anyway #but also mom was threatening to kick me out and making fun of me crying in pain #and fuck you you have a completely dynamic to her and she actually fucking likes you #and i just turn into this worst verison of my self around him bc i have a complex and i hate it #anyway. my tummy hurts. im no longer crying so this emotion will be purged pretty soon amen

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nullcoast · 6 months

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The world is fucking disgusting

#i think a lot about ppl who grew up thinking the world and how it's organized is fundamentally good #to a degree this is still me bc I'm white I grew up suburban #but I always saw and hand understanding of both a. bad things from trauma and b. my mom taught me about systemic racism in like 4th grade #and we were poor and shit in a rich area so I was excluded a lot #like. inside bo burnham is a good example and I saw a YouTuber talk about this in a really interesting way can't remmeber his name #but he was saying like. there's a certain nihilism of white ppl who end up realizing things are bad when they didn't already #idk interesting topic I can't stop thinking about #bc it's the only way I have to explain how ppl are so godawful stupid and why it's so difficult to explain institutional issues #bc ur basically trying to tell them yeah the world is not actually good. and that's. a really big thing to change in someone's mind #that things are good is the root of a lot of miseducation and support for harmful structures #so much propaganda goes into convincing us that everything is good #and that nihilism that guy talked about. like yeah the world is disgusting but it's more. and that's why like #Angela Davis said it well that the revolution starts inside #and that self love and care and doing good things to a body unwanted by a bad world. that is rebellion that is revolution #so nihilistic white ppl who hate the world are still failing to see the point of counter action #that it's about love + goodness and that's the bedrock #and I find myself stuck there mental illness wise where I believe that you have to emphasize and bolster as much happiness and goodness #but it's fucking hard man #anyway. clearly I took an adderal #gotta take some ethics courses with intersectional lens I have no one to talk about this shit with #Palestine is really fucking me up like. all day I just imagine how many children have died #like what can I do. nothing. i can do nothing. and people who don't deserve it continue to live in terror #the average fucking age in Gaza is 18. they're all just kids like me and my brothers #it's not fair

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the-tenth-arcanum · 1 year

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I think my gas and electricity provider fucking hates me, specially

#3rd time they've randomly changed my account number and cancelled my direct debit #what the fuck do you want from me!!??#then I talk to customer service and they go “oh this account isn't live yet” YEAH BECAUSE YOU KEEP CHANGING IT #I feel like they're trying to force me off direct debit??#literally impossible to set it up online now #anyway I hate companies and people #*

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bloggirl8842 · 8 months

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My psych says I don’t like my mom or my ex because they make me vulnerable but I think it’s because they are/were both serial boundary violators. Well serial boundary violators sounds serious but I mean they are just good kind people who would not leave me alone when i ask(ed)

#i mean so am i so i dont exactly blame them but like. my mom doesnt knock used to hold me down and epilate my body doesnt take no for an #answer ever on anything unless youre MEAN to her and i dont mean anything serious i mean she asked me to go to the store with her to pick #out paint for her walls i said no she asked again i said no she asked again i said no so she went on her own and facetimed me so id help her #pick. my ex had a similar thing where if i was like hey lets not talk tomorrow im burnt out hed be like okay and then the next day early #morning he’d send a good morning text and then several more throughout the day and then we’d call at the end of the night #people do who not let you fucking breathe. i hate it. if i saw my mom less often id probably like her but her so much as sitting next to me #on the couch will have me tense and pissed. she also takes glee in hating things i like and its not a conscious or serious thing but its #really weird. ive done the same for her since i was little i dont know who did it first. like ok we’re moving our new place had wallpaper in #my room i wanted to keep it she wanted to remove it she agreed to keep it and then made plans to remove it bc she was going to get rid of it #at some point later on anyway for the house’s value or something. they removed it recently and she showed me a vid of the place and when she #gets to my room shes like hehehe its goneee like girl what the fuck is going on with you. she wouldnt let me change the decoration of my #room as a child it had to be the way she liked it. even my body had to be the way she liked it dude the epilation thing shed laugh as i #cried (in a shirt and underwear man) bc i was finally hairless. my ex was nowhere near that bad but again ZERO breathing room and whenever #id try to take some hed be like ‘’i just worry that if you take this space you’ll come back and break up with me’’ uh. yeah with that #attitude the breakup’s coming either way. he’s a good guy though just 24 and a man (both sad afflictions) he’ll shape up. or not. idk im no #t invested #he did listen to a lot of what i said just not the basic things of ‘’leave me the fuck alone sometimes’m #im annoyed that my therapist framed this as a me issue but shes right when it comes to me having trouble w vulnerability and i should just #clarify my pov here so she can change her assessment #my ex leaves me alone now. he does a great job at it i thiiink hes moved on which im happy about #i dont know if id ever want to be friends again though idk if either of us can do that #i cant. rn #i understand why he wanted so much from me though. i get it

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babyboybuckley · 1 year

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Idk I feel like today's ep would have been a great segue into talking about the punch bc I STILL wanna know how people reacted to that news

#this is NOT a chimney hate area you can fuck off with that #i am trying to unlearn pushing my own decision making onto these characters #bc i have been very guilty of that (my initial lawsuit era was a cringefail moment)#but like i do want to know how the rest of the 118 reacted #eddie reacted... interestingly but also he was Going thru it #like i am curious as to how that conversation went #did buck tell anyone????#i have QUESTIONS #anyway i love the buck/hen dynamic here because weve never really seen him get in her face before #and they both have such genuine valid reasons for their arguments #did hen overstep? yeah. especially considering the whole eva situation #does buck 100% prioritise his sister?? also yes. he has blinders on when it comes to her #anyway #9 1 1 spoilers #9 1 1 season 6 spoilers #9 1 1 #911 tv show #9 1 1 season 6 episode 16 #also before anyone comes for me logically yeah it wouldnt have fit the narrative AT ALL and wouldve changed the convo courss #but i can imagine buck bringing it up when hes talking to hen in the loft initially

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