#but ayu liked it so!!

[andrephernelia]

Date idea!! I stare at you like this as you talk about your interests

[camgoloud]

i’m pretty sure this was done on the tlt subreddit once before but i haven’t seen it here and i’m curious to know tumblr’s opinions on the topic! personally i like the second two much more than the first—gtn didn’t really grab me that much and i wouldn’t have even called myself part of the fandom until i decided i might as well give htn a go and immediately got sucked in—but i’m guessing that most people’s experience is different, since the first book seems like the most popular based on the impressions i’ve gotten. also feel free to put in tags where you’d rank the short stories (as yet unsent and doctor sex) relative to the books! i would have stuck those in the poll too but there are. 120 different ways to order 5 unique objects

[threepointstar]

anyway real life by the weeknd is lowkey holger rune

[justsomeguycore]

as yet unsent makes me so crazy like. judiiiiiiith

[erigold13261]

>:3 more headcanons

1. Mayday and Purl Hew start purring if pet for long periods of time ( You bet thier partners take advantage of that)

2. Tatiana tried licking a curling iron when she was younger, it didn't go well

3. West and DJ love depressing county music and give each other recommendations on songs the other might like

4. Kliff has a big collection of 50's rock movies

5. Mama bit a guy in 8th grade who wouldn't stop touching her hair, he got better luckily but she hasn't told anyone since

6. Sofa chills at a cat Cafe when the crew have a day off of course Sayu merself joins in

7. Zimelu is a huge Gundam nerd and has several models, that no one is allowed to touch

8. 1010 found the old advertisements J shot for NSR and have never laughed harder, J was just embarrassed the whole time and made sure this would never be found again

1). I LOVE the headcanon that Purl makes weird or animalistic noises so much, and I can totally see May also doing that! May doesn't mind purring for her partners, Purl does and if pushed they will just leave for the night all pouty.

2). You know what? I'm pretty sure NO ONE in Tatiana's family or friend group would have a curling iron. So that literally means that Tatiana either went to a mall, hair salon, or some random person with a hair iron and licked it lol!

Also, I see her as not being hurt, so that isn't the "didn't go well part." What was though was either Joust or Quida thinking it was not hot because of Tatiana's lack of reaction and so one of them licked it, which is when things went down hill and chaos ensues!

3). Honestly, I don't see DJSS as liking country music until they hear West and Purl listening to depressing country music and he fell in love with it. Before all he heard was like the stereotypical "bad" country music that a lot of people seem to hate, so hearing a "good" country song was something else for them.

I also don't know if this counts as "depressing country" music, but I can see them all really liking Poor Man's Poison (which is Folk genre but kinda close to Country, maybe. Let me know if I'm wrong lol). I love that band so much and some of their songs are on the darker side! Purl would love "Stronger than the Whiskey" while DJSS I can see liking maybe "Pressure Cracks" or "Black Sheep" and West would really love "Georgia Law Man" and " Hell's Coming With Me."

4). I don't knoooow... Kliff doesn't seem like a rock fan to me. /j

No, but he totally would! I can see Kliff having all the major songs, vinyls, CDs, cassettes, and whatever else of all the most popular rock bands of each year/decade. Then he'd have smaller artists that he liked and then just a HUGE digital collection of all kinds of rock music too! This guy lives, laughs, loves rock!

5). I can honestly just see her punching a guy touching her hair. She knows not to bite people unless really in danger or something because she could potentially kill someone with her venom.

That being said, she WOULD bite someone to protect Papa when they were younger. It only happened once, but that kid (and other kids) never bothers Rubato after that incident ever again. It finally put a stop to all the bullying he was going through at the time, since none of the other adults would ever stop it.

And again, thankfully he got better. She doesn't like to tell that story, and Papa knows this, so it never gets told to people around her. Though I'm sure her mom would let it slip one day during a visit with Yinu probably lol.

6). Sofa, Sayu, Haym, and Yua all have weekly cat cafe meetings. Many fans await the many photos of foam cat coffee or cute deserts that the 4 put out after the outing lol.

7). The only one who would be allowed would be Eloni and that's only because he would have helped Zimelu build them lol! Other than that they are never touched and put inside a beautiful display case (I know nothing about Gundam other than it is a mecha anime lol)

8). I honestly don't see Neon making advertisements without 1010 as I see him and 1010 as starting NSR together and not like Neon started as some guard or something and then made 1010. So 1010 would definitely already know all the advertisements Neon would have made.

However! I can see them looking back to the first ever 1010 advertisements and laughing at how bad they were for the time. Neon is obviously embarrassed at how messy and awful they are, but is happy with how much he has improved.

If anything, I can see 1010 doing embarrassing advertisements at first before they finally told Neon "We don't want to do this commercial" or whatever. Now 1010 and Neon make sure they communicate if they want to do a ad, collab, promotion, etc.

[empty-movement]

GOGAI, GOGAI!!! COME GET UTENA KIBBLES

It's September 3rd. It's 1997. Princess Diana just died, and that's very important to lots of people. You, however, are chewing your nails to nubs waiting for the climax of Revolutionary Girl Utena's Black Rose Saga. It's going to air today.

But like any good fan, you're already one step ahead, because you've spent the last couple days thumbing through Animedia's September issue supplemental, the 100 page Duelist Bible. Strangely, it appears to be in English??? Wow! Thanks Nagumo for translating, Ayu Ohseki for Japanese editing, teasot for proofreading, and ME, FUCKIN' VANNA, for scanning and scanlating this massive booklet!

We've got duel summaries! We've got character design sheets! We've got a school directory! We've got THE DUEL RULES. We've got cast interviews! WE'VE GOT THAT CHU-CHU DOLL CRAFT GUIDE. Check it ALL out here, in the Something Eternal Bibliothèque! You can flip through it page by page here, or you'll also find on the page a link to a PDF version for your at home viewing/archiving needs!!

This gargantuan tome really gets it across that in 1997, you didn't have a fandom wiki or on demand viewing. If you didn't catch and record the episodes, a booklet like this becomes a critical tool for keeping track of everything that's happened up to now, and is also a way for the series creators to tap fans on the shoulder and draw attention to details they want seen but not explained in the show directly. For example, this drops at the close of the BRS, but points out Touga's sword isn't the same in Keiko's duel and in the opening sequence. A thing we don't see cashed in until MUCH later!

This has been a true and absurd labor of love on my part. I even rescanned the booklet from my originals because their quality (decades old lmao) was not worth scanlating. This took a ludicrous amount of time, and has been a main project of mine for over a year now!! I'm so happy to have gotten it done in time for the Something Eternal Watch-Along thread, and I really really hope everyone finds something cool and interesting about it! The really cool thing is this now completes the set of magazine supplementals by the big three magazines made for Utena during its run. We now have fully scanlated this, as well as Animage's June Utena Dossier, and Newtype's November Utena? (Oh My!) UTENA! Take a stroll through memory lane, be they yours or someone else's!

As always, if you like this kind of content, consider supporting us on Patreon! Especially right now, a holy grail acquisition is in the works that I will bleed to share with y'all. More on that later, lmao.

Revolutionize the World! Love, Vanna

[featguler]

can u do a cute jude smau pls

better half ────── life is hard when your girlfriend is forever away.

♡ ────── pairing : jude bellingham x reader ♡ ────── tags : reader is female, and her faceclaim is established. pre-established relationship with jude. reader lives in england. jude is down bad his love language is being annoying to all of reader's friends ♡ ────── notes : jude smau debut!! he is actually so embarrassing here i love him. thanks for the request!! this took wayyyyy longer than i had initially anticipated, the word "jude bellingham" doesn't even look real to me now. pls tell me what u think!! ♡ masterlist.

FACECLAIM 𖤐⭒๋࣭ ⭑ naura ayu ( instagram )

DISCLAIMER 𖤐⭒๋࣭ ⭑ 𐙚 i am not affiliated with naura ayu, jude, or anyone mentioned in this fic 𐙚 any similarities in name, time, and place is purely coincidental 𐙚 do not mind the time stamps 𐙚 click on the pictures if it seems blurry

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[cassie48]

Hello, I love your writing. May i request more Paul and Hal content if possible. 🥺🫶🏼 I’m a sucker for them with pregnant readers 😅

Of course, thank you for requesting

Love of a messiah

Paul atreides x pregnant!fem!reader

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You sat on top of a dune, looking into the distance. Pieces of Sietch Tabr still lying around from the attack. The sunset was gleaming on your skin.

“My love?” Paul called from behind.

You turned and watched as he sat on your right. You leaned against his side. The tears fell silently from your eyes.

Paul noticed this and wiped them away, kissing your head. “It’s alright” he whispered.

But it wasn’t. Hundreds were dead, your friends were dead. “It not” you cried.

Paul sighed, his arm wrapped around you. He looked down at your round bump that was visible in your long flowy red dress, he placed his hand on it, making you sigh and lean your head on his shoulder tiredly.

“'ana qaliqat ealaa tiflina, 'ana khayifat ealayh” you cried as he held you tightly in his arms. I worry for our baby, I’m scared for it.

You and Paul were special, the fremen saw you two as their saviours, more specifically Paul, but they looked at you as their queen, the one that their messiah loved so dearly. You and Paul picked up the Fremen language extremely quickly, as though it was your own, because of this you two often spoke in Chakobsa.

Paul looked down at you, cupping your cheek gently before saying “iidha tajaraa 'ayu shakhs ealaa lmsk 'aw lams tflki, sa'aqtuluh” and kissing your forehead tenderly. If anyone dared touch you or our child, I would kill them.

You said nothing else, continuing to look at the scene before you, as you cried again, reality now completely setting in “Come on love, it’s not good for you or the baby to be looking at something like this” he said

He helped you down the dune carefully, making sure to hold you cautiously as you walked down. You went back to your tent, crying some more before eventually drifting into a sleep once more.

A few hours later you woke, looking outside your tent for Paul, but he was nowhere to be seen “'ayn hu zawji?” You asked a nearby man. Where is my husband.

The man looked at you with worry “yajib ealayk 'an tastarihi ya siidti, famasihuna mawjud fi sitsh tabir limusaeadatana.” He said hoping you would go back asleep, as Paul had instructed him to watch you as you did. You should rest, my lady, our messiah is in sietch tabr helping us.

You sighed, close to crying from exhaustion and annoyance. “'urid 'an 'arah” you said your voice shaking slightly. I want to see him.

The man’s eyes widened, praying internally that you wouldn’t get upset, knowing he would be murdered if you did, and not metaphorically.

“hasanan hasanan” he told you, in a pleading town that told you he was trying to get you to stay calm, so you did. Ok, ok.

The man led you to the entrance of Sietch tabr, you looked around the temple you had recently began to call home, and no it was ruined.

You walked into a room, seeing Chani and and injured Stilgar inside, as well as Paul who was helping the injured Fremen. You watched as Paul argued with Stilgar about not wanting to go to the south, their bickering went on for a minute or so until you spoke.

“Paul?” Your voice asked making him look in your direction immediately, standing up, making a bee line to you. Once he reached you he cupped your cheeks with both hands “What are you doing here my love?” He asked shocked to see you here.

“You left me” you said.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t want to wake you, you haven’t been sleeping well lately, so I thought you needed rest” Paul said kissing your temple.

You only hummed, leaning into his hold your eyes closing momentarily. Paul lifted your head up by placing his hand under your chin. “man 'ataa bik 'iilaa huna” he asked sternly. Who brought you here?

“The man near our tent” you muttered back, playing with one of his hands nervously, not for you, but for the man. “I begged him, he asked me not to, do not scare him” you pleaded, making Paul looks down at you for a moment before saying “fine”

He led you out of sietch Tabr, not wanting you to see all the dead peope, knowing it would of course, make you upset.

The two of you were outside of the temple now, Paul was looking at the blown up building, anger evident in his eyes.

“We must go to the south” Chani said walking behind the two with more Fremen following her.

“No” Paul replied, making you turn your head and look at him. “You all must go, but not me” Paul said looking still, into the distance.

“But Paul-“ you began

“I said no!” He yelled, now looking at you, making you stare at him emotionlessly, before walking into the desert in anger, he never yelled at you.

“Love” he called but you ignored him.

Paul huffed, turning to Chani behind him saying “You know I cannot go” With a sad face.

After a few minutes Paul walked into the deser, placing his hand on a large rock “Talk to me Jamis” he pleaded.

Meanwhile you were walking around in the desert, kicking around sand with you feet, anger bubbling inside you, holding back tears. You refused to cry for him.

“Y/N” Paul called, now suddenly behind you, making you turn and stare at him angrily “what” you muttered.

“I’m sorry, I’m so sorry, I wasn’t trying to upset you” He said walking closer to you.

“Well what we’re you trying to do then?” You asked the tears you had been holding back now threatening to fall.

“I’ve seen flashes of my future, if I go south, people may suffer, I’m scared, not just for me, but for you, and our child” He said.

“Well im scared too! I’m scared because I don’t want to leave you! I cannot go south without you” you said, the tears now falling down your cheeks.

“I know, I know, I will go south” He said, now bringing you into his arms as you cried, the tears falling down your cheeks I’m a somewhat uncontrollable way.

“You will?” You asked shocked at his words.

“Yes, but there is something I must do while I’m there, and I need you by my side” he said leaning his forehead against your own.

“Anything” you whispered back.

“yajib 'an 'ashrab ma' alhayaa” he said kissing you passionately on the lips, and you kissed him back. I must drink the water of life.

A:N

This is kinda bad but still alright

I might do a part two so lmk if you want one 🙏

[liesmyth]

Do you think the Nine Houses follow a Marxist, Keynsian, or Austrians economic model

this ask made me SO happy you have no idea! some vague thoughts

The Houses obviously have to do careful resource allocation. I doubt they have a free market economy, at least not on a system-wide scale. I could see some of the Houses — like the Third or Fifth Houses, which are by all accounts wealthy and with a very large population — develop some kind of internal capitalist economy within the House itself. Namely, private actors who control and own properties, wealth accumulation, competitive markets etc. But ultimately I think even those are subject to strong (local) governmental oversight because, again, they live on space installations in a situation of constant resource constraint. I bet there are quotas for everything.

However! No way ALL the Houses have a market economy. I'm thinking especially those Houses that are very small and/or have a "mission" which means that societal development is carefully planned, and probably the economy is also centrally planned. (Ninth, Eight, Sixth, maybe Second and/or Fourth).

On an overreaching scale (within the Home System) I don't think "the Empire" (as in, John) is overly concerned with the yearly economic development of the Houses, partly because he's been historically absent for decades or even centuries at a time. Verging sharply into headcanon territory, I think the closest thing the Houses have to a real centralised government is military leadership (High Command or the Fleet Admiral, who's the head of the Second House) and when it comes to issues that concern multiple Houses but are more "civilian" in nature, is kind of a free-for-all. I'm thinking about how Harrow thought that writing to ask for help would result in the Fifth or maybe the Third cannibalising the Ninth House — it looks like there's an informal council of House leaders, but no properly organised central government.

Trade: travel and commerce between the Houses is regulated. You can't just take a spaceship and move from the Eight to the Second, for example — movement of people as well as goods depends on a ship schedule that runs on "routes" and I'd bet there's an immigration/emigration quota that's maybe decided between specific House leaders, or maybe a third party. My best bet is that one of the Houses (possibly the Third or Fifth) OR an ad-hoc organisation (which includes multiple higher-ups from said well-off Houses) are the ones who regulate shipping and travel, and either have an ownership stake in the shipping system or administrate it in the name of the Emperor.

The shepherded planets: putting the "imperialism" in "Empire". The Houses definitely exploit their colony planet for resources, as per AYU (talking about the "contracts" that the Empire signs with the occupied planets). However, it's also worth noting that 1) for at least 5000 years, the House system was self-sustaining and hadn't made contact with any other population; and 2) stele travel is kind of a hassle, and only seems to be limited to Cohort ships that we know of.

What I'm getting at is that I think the economy of the Houses is not dependent on their war of conquest — imo it's more of a mission of conquest for conquest's sake, see Corona thinking that the economy of the Houses doesn't quite add up, and Augustine talking like the ongoing expansion of the Houses is a whim of John's and little else. Basically, it seems to be a way to oppress the occupied planet for occupation's sake, and I wouldn't be surprised if the resources the Houses extract from the conquered planets go straight into financing yet more war and occupation and very little (if any) of any wealth they may accumulate makes it back to the Houses.

It COULD be that there's a necromantic equivalent of the East India Company, and my bet would be on the Second administrating it — Harrow doesn't seem to rate them at all, which tracks because Harrow's primary concern is Houses that could be a threat to the Ninth, and the Second being focused on exploitation that's external to the Home System could be an explanation for that. I've also seen speculation that making money from colonialism is the Fifth House's purview (*) but EYE think it makes more sense if the House that are more strongly associated with running the war effort are also the ones making money from it. Or it could be a joint operation.

(*) never forget the iconic tag #we regret to inform you that spreadsheets dad is maybe running the necromantic East India Company @katakaluptastrophy here)

Anyway. Sorry I haven't answered your actual question! GUN TO MY HEAD, if I had to pick ONE economic model to map the Houses onto, I wanna say soviet type economy (think: centralised planning, no inflation, little to no unemployment, tendency towards black market, little to no innovation). I have thoughts about what the consumer needs market looks like in the Houses but nobody needs to hear that. Also, it's def very limited

If anyone has thoughts PLEASE feel free to jump in, I'm always thinking about the logistical side of space imperialism in the necro empire!

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It deeply amuses me how John was so hands off he managed to create a situation where post-pool-scene *maybe one* of his Necros would have killed their Cavs if asked for the sake of the empire, and it *wasn't even Silas*. Like you create an entire house of intensely religious nuts and the most principled stance we ever see one take is "this is either not what God wants or God is *evil*". Judith seems like she would, but I think AYU (AYUS? AUS?) proves otherwise. Ianthe very clearly failed. Isaac... Isaac I actually feel might have. The fourth were pretty screwed up. Abigail, hell no. Pal, demonstrably not. OG Dulcinea, probably made peace with her death and wouldn't kill a man to live. And Harrow, even before the pool scene, clearly had some conflicted feelings. *At most* he could have gotten two proper Lictors out of the experiment, for the 4th and 9th, and then he'd have to kill all the other house heirs to cover it up, and then cover *that* up, because you *know* Abigail and Pal and Silas would just immediately spill the beans upon getting home.

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Drunk Dial?

(not my art, credit goes to @Ayushnz or Ayu on Instagram and twitter)

Kento Nanami x Fem!reader

Warning - Smut, Vulgar language, Alcohol usage, Drunk sex,ETC. (Read at your own discretion)

A/N: This is my first smut, or my first time publishing a smut really. Please be kind and feel free to ask me to write about anything. I love writing however I have been afraid to do so until now.

-- I am open to constructive criticism, I was writing in the first person point of view, however, if you readers do not like that then I can change it per request.

The sound of the music was deafening, I didn’t even realize what was happening to me. The lights were flashing constantly all around me, I could feel the vibrations of the bass through my body. My legs felt like jello as I leaned from person to person trying to reach the bathroom. The smell of sweat filled my lungs, my own sweat dampening my hair making it stick to my forehead. My entire body was hot, feverish almost. My black dress kept riding up, I was in no shape or hurry to fix it. It felt like every step was a struggle. Everything was a daze, like I was in a dream. 

As I entered the bathroom I saw the lights flicker for a moment, or was that just me blinking? I shut the door, the music becoming a little muted and giving my ears and heart a break from the heavy rhythm. I turned to face the mirror, taking in my disheveled appearance. My eyes were bloodshot and glossy, my makeup a glittery mess. My long hair was frizzy, some of my hair strands sticking to my forehead and body. I felt hot and sticky and looked almost sunburnt. My entire body felt feverish and the smell of sweat was beginning to rise towards my nostrils. 

I leaned against the bathroom sink and reached up to feel my face, but I felt nothing. My nerves were not alerting me to the contact on my face. My tongue was also starting to feel foreign in my mouth, as if there was a big wet muscle wiggling around in my mouth. I let out a sigh and felt my breath hitch. I tried to shake off my drunken haze, tried to pull myself together a little as I pulled my dress down to try and cover my already exposed ass. The short black dress with long sleeves that hung off my shoulder was too short for my liking. I didn’t even know why I had decided to wear it out tonight. 

I struggled to fish my phone out of my mini black purse, the golden Saint Laurent latch on it was putting up a good fight with my shaky fingers. My eyes strained themselves with the screen of my phone, not being able to differentiate anything on it. I basically clicked random buttons until I finally got to my contacts, clicking on the first contact I saw. “A-HOLE”, it read. I huffed slightly, trying to convince myself to push my pride aside. I chewed my lip anxiously as I heard the phone ring once, then twice, then a click. He had answered. 

“Hello?”

I heard his tired voice come from the other end. He was most likely still at the office or working from home, when was he not working? I shuddered, a sudden chill coming over me as I tried to croak out a sentence. My voice came out slurred, which was not my intention.  “C-come get me.”

“Y/N?” His voice came out deep, it left a ringing in my chest. 

“mhm” I heard silence, then a sigh. 

“Nanami~?” I could hear myself whining the ‘N’ in his name. I wanted to go home.

“I have your location, wait in the bathroom and don’t say anything to anyone, do you understand?”

I mumbled a small ‘yes’ then walked to the nearest stall and sat down on the toilet. I heard him shuffling over the phone then I heard the jingle of his keys. I heard a door slam before the call ended, did I hang up or did he? 

I sat for quite a while, fiddling with the latch on my purse or the charms on my heels and jewelry. I saw the lights flicker on and off in the bathroom and heard girls walking in and out talking and giggling while going about their business. My head was reeling and the stall felt like it was spinning. I tried to ground myself, plant my feet on the floor and keep my head under my knees. I felt like I was flying and falling at the same time and I was beginning to get nauseous. 

I had no idea how much time had passed before I heard the bathroom door slam open. A few of the women that were in the bathroom began to scream in panic from the unexpected and sudden intrusion. I raised my head, breathing heavily as I heard the heavy footsteps pass each stall. The click clack of his dress shoes echoing through the bathroom as he stalked slowly. I watched as his shoes and dark shadow passed by my stall, feeling my breathing slow. Suddenly the man stopped walking, halting abruptly before turning around and stopping directly in front of the stall I was in. 

“I can smell your perfume Y/N, let me in.”

His tone never faltered, he was commanding me. I followed his orders, moving my arms forward, extending my delicate fingers to unlock the latch to the stall. The stall door creaked open, my eyes staring at the strong man who stood in front of me. His dark cyan collar shirt was unbuttoned slightly, exposing the delve in his chest. His cheetah print tie also hung loosely around his neck, his rolled up sleeves hugging his muscular forearms tightly. I drank in the sight, my drunken mind already swaying towards him. 

I heard him sigh, one hand massaging his temple as the other rested on his hip. I continued to stare, my mouth parted, my eyes clouded and my mind foggy. 

“God, Y/N… Okay, come on angel, let me help you, yeah?”

He walked closer to me, his buff build barely fitting in the narrow stall. He extended his arms, both hands on either of my shoulder, trying to support me as he helped me up. My hands found my way to his shoulders, my manicured nails slightly pinching his skin through the fabric of his collared shirt.

"Please Nami~, I wan-na go home~"

My speech slurred even more as I struggled to talk. I could hear the coarseness in my voice, the strain as I forced my numb mouth to form words. I slumped into his shoulders as he reached around and grabbed my purse, holding it with his pinky. Nanami didn't say anything as he picked me up with his strong arms, carrying me out of the bathroom and back into the club. The music blaring out of the speakers louder than before, or was I just imagining that?

I felt him shuffle through the crowd, covering me with his body, keeping me from being seen or touched. As he reached the exit he nodded to the bouncer and walked out. The doors of the club opened and the crisp city air hit me hard, it was cold, as opposed to the inside of the club that was sweltering. I shivered, my feverish body still sweating, most likely a symptom of the borderlines alcohol poisoning I had given myself.

Nanami only looked down at me, his brows furrowed, as if he was concerned for me. He shook off the look as he crossed the busy city street to get to his car, setting me down for a quick moment as he unlocked his car and opened the passenger door. Seating me swiftly and buckling me in, taking off my shoes to provide me with some kind of comfort.

I heard the driver door open and then slam once Nanami got in. He buckled his seatbelt and then started the car, I felt the rumble of the engine rise through my core and into my ears. My head getting dizzy off of the new car smell, he always kept his car pristine. Nanami pulled out of the busy parking spot and onto the street, keeping one hand on the wheel and the other on the shift stick. Staying quiet until they were on the highway, he finally parted his lips to speak.

"What were you thinking?"

His tone was calm, it was almost scary. He remained cold and stoic as he spoke, trying not to let his emotions get the better of him, but I knew he was struggling. The whites of his knuckles as he gripped the wheel told me better, his tense muscles and gritted teeth told me better. I knew better. So I sat quietly, trying to slow my heart rate and even my ragged breaths.

"Did you even have anyone with you? Why didn't anyone think to cut you off? You look like a mess Y/N, sound like one too. It's almost 3:00 in the morning."

He cut himself off, sighing and raising his hand to one against massage his temple. I looked at him, his face tense and his jaw tight. He gripped the wheel tightly, excising his frustration on it as if the wheel was the root of all of his emotion. I parted my mouth, trying to speak. I wanted to say something to reassure him that I was fine.

"I was with some friends, women from my work. I drank more than I could handle. I only wanted to celebrate with them Nami, I am sorry."

I was sure he could hear the slight pout in my expression as I spoke. The tension in the air hung heavy between us, it was awkward since we hadn't spoken in so long. Ever since his promotion he had been working a lot more which meant we parted a little. We were only colleagues at most but it was still hurting me that he didn't even care to check in on me here and there.

When I had gotten my promotion he did not even congratulate me, he most likely didn't even know. However, it didn't even matter anymore, the celebratory night had ended in disaster, and I was wasted.

I looked over to see that his face had softened, his brows were still furrowed but his eyes looked filled with care.

"You should have called me sooner Y/N, you know I would have dropped everything for you."

My mouth parted slightly, taking in a small gasp, expressing my shock at his words. It was unlike him to be this blunt. My heart softened yet my face contorted into one of bitterness, still hurting from his actions. How could he say that yet do the complete opposite.

"You're a liar! You barely talked to me after you left. I know you were busy but were you really too busy to even send me a small text?"

I sat up in the seat, pulling my knees under me so that I could be facing him as I sat. I continued in my verbal assault to his character.

"You don't even know what I was celebrating."

He glanced at me, only for a moment, but when he saw the pout on my face and my visibly upset expression his chest expanded. He was feeling guilty. He adjusted himself in his seat and cleared his throat, turning his attention back to the road once again. He took a deep breath before responding to me.

"Y/N, you know better than anyone that I care about you and I will always be honest with you. I had always tried to put you first but my work was beginning to become cumbersome, and the more I saw you grow the more I felt like I was becoming an anchor. How do you think I felt when as soon as I left on promotion you got promoted as well? I was proud, beyond proud, but I felt the reason you hadn't been promoted sooner was because of me."

He spoke softly, his voice dying down into a smooth and gentle wave that washed over me. His muscles flexed as he turned the wheel, turning into his neighborhood. I stared at him, not knowing what to say. I looked down, a little ashamed at my words. I hadn't even known the entire story and had just accused him of being cold-hearted.

"I-, I had no idea. Why? Why would you even think that? I was always so smitten with you. I always tried to tell you or show you that I liked you but I thought that you just weren't interested."

I saw him smile a little as he pulled into his driveway, looking at me with an expression of slight disbelief. I smiled back at him dumbly, bringing up my hand to try and cover my smile.

"You liked me?"

My face flushed even more and somehow my body got hotter. I smacked him playfully, giggling as I did so.

"How did you not know? I literally made it so obvious."

He chuckled, a deep rumble erupting from his chest as he moved to turn off the parked car. He took off his seatbelt and opened the car door, walking to my side and opening that door as well before unbuckling my seatbelt. He lifted me in his strong arms with ease, shutting the door and then locking his car.

"You should have just told me, I liked you too but I tried not to show it. I thought you were just being nice."

My head was flying, the intoxication fading slightly and giving me a pleasurable high. I giggled into his shoulder as he walked with me in his arms. He removed one of his arms and dug around for his keys, grabbing them and then unlocking the door.

"Well, you know now~."

I said as he helped me inside his home, removing my shoes and putting them to the side.

"I do,"

He said calmly, I felt the tremor in his voice as he spoke. It rose from my tummy and to my heart. He set me down on the floor, my toes touching the floor before my heel, my feet resting flat against the ground. His large hands rested at my hips as my hands rested at his shoulders.

I felt the tension of the moment, his soft lips looking so kissable. I leaned in closer, moving my hand to the back of his neck while standing on my tippy toes. Trying to inch in close enough to finally feel him against my lips.

"Y/N, I brought you here to make sure that you don't get alcohol poisoning. I know you like me doll, but I would rather not take advantage of you while you're intoxicated."

He removed my hand from the back of his neck before he pulled me towards his couch, setting me down on the plush material. He took a step back, loosening his tie even more and running his fingers through his hair. I drooled over him, staring at him with hungry eyes.

"Please, Nami? I'm sober enough, I won't regret it I know that I won't."

He froze as he heard my voice, I was basically begging for him to fuck me. I had wanted him for so long and I finally had a chance to have him; and he was containing himself simply because I was a little inebriated?

He shook his head as he glared at me, lust beginning to cloud over his eyes. I was sure that almost everything was still exposed. The short black dress barely covered anything. I leaned over the side of the couch, my cleavage basically spilling out as I did so.

"Y/N, you don't even know what you are asking me to do. Please just get some rest. We can talk about this in the morning."

He said to me as he pulled a blanket from a little linen closet in the hall. He walked towards me and began trying to tuck me in, I moved my arm, tugging at his shirt. My eyes staring at his, silently pleading with him. I once again pursed me lips, clutching at his shirt with my manicured nails.

"Y/N, please, you know how hard it is for me to stop myself from indulging in you."

His voice came out a breathless whisper, his breath fanning on my face as he slowly inched closer.

"Please indulge in me Nami~."

I whimpered out before his resolve finally crumbled. His lips melted into mine, his hand holding my waist while the other held my neck steady. He tilted his head, his tongue asking for entrance, I gladly let him in; his tongue began to prod at my cheeks and tongue, gently entangling himself with me. He was such a gentlemen.

He began leaving sloppy wet kisses down my jaw to my neck and chest. The wet sound of the contact gracing my ears with each passionate peck. I tangled both of my hands in his blonde hair, moaning as he continued to litter me in love marks.

"You're so pretty, all laid out for me, my sweet girl."

He cooed as he moved lower, slipping my dress over my thighs and tummy to reveal my pastel pink lace panties. He kissed my tummy and moved at a torturingly slow pace, stopping at the band of my panties. I whined at the loss of contact, his warm lips being replaced by the cold air.

He settled his face between my legs, moving back on the couch. He used his fingers to rub small circles at my entrance through my panties. The already damp spot spreading and soaking my panties even more.

"Awww, my pretty girl's already so wet for me."

He said as he pushed my panties to the side, pushing a finger in with ease. I was so wet that it just glided in, I heard the lewd squelching sounds coming from my pussy as he moved his finger in and out of me. His brows furrowed as he eyed my pussy, watching the way I swallowed his fingers hungrily.

"God, Y/N."

He removed his fingers and began to tease me, dragging his fingers lightly over the band of my panties, watching as I bucked my hips into him. He chuckled before finally taking off my panties.

I watched as lowered himself towards my sex, his eyes making contact with mine as he licked a long fat strip over my entrance and clit. I shuddered, my eyes rolling back as I moaned loudly. The lustful glint in his eyes was hard to miss.

"Nami, please~, more please more."

I need him so badly, my head was spinning from the high he was giving me. I lifted my hand and bit on one of my nails, my brows furrowing as I watched him go down on me. I felt his tongue darting out, lapping at my clit while curling his two fingers inside of me.

I cried out for him, my release already building in the pit of my stomach. He felt me tightening around his fingers, the way my moans became more desperate. The way I ground back against his tongue becoming more frantic.

"Nami, I'm gonna-aa~."

He pulled away immediately, denying me my release. I looked at him, tears brimming around my eyes, my chest heaving. My fluid glistened on his chin as he licked his fingers, tasting me. I sat up on the couch, moving myself towards him, forcing him to sit on the couch as I straddled him in between my legs.

"Y/N, what are y-?"

My wet pussy stained his beige pants, I felt his bulge poking at my clit. I kissed him while grinding down on it, the delicious feeling erupting in my tummy once again. One of his hands grabbed my waist, pushing me down further on his member while the other grabbed my hair, deepening the kiss. I pulled away, gasping for air, my lips bruised and swollen.

"Please fuck me."

I whispered breathlessly; I felt his chest heave underneath me as I pressed my hands against his pecs. He lifted me with him as he stood, setting me down on my feet as he looked into my eyes. Half-lidded as he seductively unbuckled his pants; unzipping them then tossing them somewhere in the living room. He removed his shirt as well, he walked towards me, pulling the top of my dress down to expose my cleavage.

My nipples perky and hard as he took one in his mouth, suckling on the supple flesh. I let out a whimper, palming his hard on through his boxers. I felt how big he was, the girth of his cock straining against him because of the tight boxers. I felt his tip, precut already leaking and staining his boxers.

I knelt down to take his boxers off, his length slapping my face as it was finally freed from its confine. He stared down at me, mouth parted, muscles flexing and tense as his dick twitched.

"ah-fuck"

I grabbed it in my hand, giving soft strokes before taking a long lick, from the base of his cock all the way to the slit of his tip.

He shuddered underneath my touch, his hand finding purchase in my hair as he tugged lightly. I put his tip in my mouth, sucking slowly, hollowing out my cheeks as I began bobbing my head.

"Take my cock, just like that."

I spit and sucked, taking in as much of his cock as I could. Trying to stuff my mouth full of his cock. He eventually began fucking my face. Planting his hands on either side of my head and shoving my mouth onto his dick, forcing me to take all of him. I gagged and choked, sputtering on his member as he continued his ministrations.

"You're such a fucking slut, slobbering on my cock like a good little bitch."

My heart throbbed as he finally pulled himself out of me, his words made my heart flutter. It seemed so wrong but felt so good.

He lifted me up, placing me on the couch, leaning over me in a missionary position. He teased my entrance with the head of his cock, I felt my inside tighten around nothing as he slid his head over my clit over and over.

"Nami! Please, please just fuck me, give me what I want."

He leaned his forehead against mine, our sweat mingling together as he gave me a kiss on my lips.

"You're that desperate? Shh sweetheart, it's okay. I'm here don't worry, I'll fuck you good my baby."

His tip pushed through my entrance, I cried out, my hands flying to clutch at his shoulders.

"haaa~ Nami!~"

He was so big, he was barely inside of me and I was already crying from how good it felt. I felt his gaze on me, a smirk playing on his lips as he slid all the way in. He breathed heavily, moaning gruffly from the feeling of me squeezing around him.

"fuck- you're so tight-'

He moaned as he began to move, his hips slamming into me at a slow pace. He stared at my tits, watching them bounce back and forth as he continued to fuck me. He took one of his hands and began to massage my clit gently. Rubbing slow circles over it. I was seeing stars.

"F-faster please nami~ I wanna cumm~"

I moaned out, he obliged to my request, sliding forward and forcing himself deeper. He began pounding into me mercilessly, I heard the lewd slapping of skin against skin echo throughout his living room. His moans and huffs spurred me on as I neared my climax.

"You wanna cum for me? hm, pretty girl?"

A mumble of 'yes' tumbled out of mouth repetitively, he only went faster, edging me closer towards my release. His thumb rolled over my clit again and I released all over him, my juices squirting out onto his abdomen and dribbling down his thighs.

"fuck fuck fuck-"

I quivered as he held my hips steady, fucking me through my high. His breath became heavy, I could tell he was nearing his end as well.

"Such a messy girl, this cock making you go stupid?"

My mind turned into mush. It was like he was mocking me while making me go dumb on his cock. He knew what he was doing. My tongue lolled out of mouth as my eyes rolled to the back of my head. I couldn't even form a sentence at this point, let alone try and protest against him, I knew he was right.

My hands reach out, my eyes struggling to maintain eye contact with him.

"fuck- I'm about to cum"

His strokes became more frantic, his steady rhythm losing pace. I locked my legs around him, trying to make sure that he came inside. I mustered up the last bit of coherency my brain could form.

"d-don't pull out"

I heard his chest rumble with a laugh, as he took a good look at my fucked out expression. "You serious?"

I only nodded my head, egging him on, I wanted him to finish inside of me. He continued to fuck me, finally reaching his climax. I felt thick ropes of cum shoot into me as he bottomed out in me. He was balls deep, his head twitching inside of me as he emptied everything he had.

I couldn't even tell what happened next, I was already out cold on his couch. Blissful and happy from the night.

--A/N - if you have managed to make it this far, thank you for reading and if you do not like it then please offer me suggestions on what to write about and what I could do differently. I tried my best but as I said it is my first smut. I am sorry if it seems a little rushed.

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Used to be huge, pt11

Bloated. Distended. Engorged. The spherical belly, larger than any pregnancy, but maintaining the distinct shape. The greedy girl shape. No biological process can turn a woman into this. Today's intake seemed endless... She still wasn't full. Not in her mind where it mattered. But there just wasn't much left for it, not today. Ayu had once again blocked her requests for a continuing stream of takeout, leaving her alone at night with only the stupid calorie drip. The bare minimum to stop Hitomi losing her mind from hunger.

Her body had a lot of metabolising to do, and it was hard work. Hitomi fought off the sleep, just a little longer. Tomorrow would be the first visit, and she was in no hurry to face him.

Why can't it just stay like this? Ayu might be strict sometimes, but she still knows how to make me happy. Taking a slow blink, she crept her hand down underneath the immense bulk of her inflated tits. Even in her reclined sleeping position, the tremendous weight of her implants was fighting for real estate with her balloon of a gut. Ayu'd still not told her how big her tits were. 10,000cc? Surely more… Much larger than her head. Much larger than she'd ever planned on. Wedging her hand between the underside of her breast and her belly, she felt their tremendous weight. The pressure imparted by her saline spheres was ever present, trying to compress a belly that had simply no give. But she'd grown to like it. It was a feedback loop. A constant reminder of her circular depravity, her newly inflated implants, so heavy, but unable to hang freely... It had been a good day. She squeezed the upper bulge of her stomach, which may have hurt, but it hurt good.

"What do I do? When do I stop pouring?" came Ayus voice, indistinct in the dim.

Hitomi barely chewed her candy and swallowed, her fingers already unwrapping another roll. Not rocket science, Ayu. You upend every one of these bottles to my greedy lips until I say the safe word. She saw the line of soda bottles, lids removed. Ayu's thin hands struggling to keep it balanced as it was brought to her face. But there was no safe word. She couldn't speak. This was always a one way trip.

No! next one! No break. Every last drop. Fill me, Ayu. Her belly creaked and heaved. Every last millilitres of liquid fighting to find space in a distended gut. Her stomach was rapidly expanding, fighting with the science class reaction going on inside of her. The contents of her belly multiplying by the second as the mentos fizzed.

"You're getting too fat! It's unprecedented Hitomi! I'm not... I'm not sure I can do it. Not today" came Ayu's voice, this time behind her? "We've been pumping saline into your implants every other day. Look at them. You've already doubled since last week. Each of them weighs more than me! And.. I want to keep filling you, I really do. But these boobs will never be proportional if you don't stop ballooning up with fat!" continued Ayu's disembodied voice.

Do I really blame him? I shouldn't act surprised he left. I'm a monster. I'm so fat I can' even reach my pussy. My tits are so pumped I can even reach my nipples. But I need it, I need to keep going.

No! Never! I'm never going to slow down! If I'm too fat... pump me harder Ayu! I need it. I need the calorie drip to sleep! The cravings… She felt a cold cloth swabbed her fill ports, before the familiar embrace of saline being forced into her gargantuan breast implants washed over her. Come on girls, you can do it. I'm ready for you. Just leave them in, Ayu. It's the only way they can keep up. I'm not slowing down. The pump whirred and her breasts swelled. Every cc that flows through this tube will be inside of me forever… So pump me all night.

Hiomi's hand gripped the sheet and a sharp moan reverberated through once quiet ward. She woke with a start, panting, sweat beading off her forehead. Turning on the lamp, she looked down at her body. Huge. Bloated. The biggest tits she'd ever seen. But they were just how she'd left them the day before. And she could definitely still reach her pussy...

"Ah. Might keep that one to myself..." Hitomi chuckled, before turning off the light.

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LMK OCs 1/2

Last time I asked for some lmk oc to doodle . Thank you for who sending me theirs. Here some of its.

OC belong to @starrclown

Bro likes fashion but give his clothes to his friend? Nah can't do that to him.[also because I'm uncomfortable drawing shirtless body, sorry] I didn't know if I did him justice or not 😭

OC belong to @yingjiaoyue

She such mood to draw. Jiao went through so much give her a break 😔 Idk why but she look weird in my style 🥲

Bonus: Them meeting my oc Ayu 👇🏻

Pellet

They're met by accident. Ayu that time really need some help since she been chases by weird looking men and....a black monkey?

Idk I just it's funny Pellet offering stone to Ayu to be his friend

Ayu may not know much about fashion. She just doesn't care. But she have money so.... She bought few new clothes to Pellet as thanks for helping her

Ying Jiao Yue

They met through Bai He. Cuz like Jiao Yue kinda mother figure to Bai He and Ayu is Bai He's (adopted) cousin. Bai He and Ayu not close but she still like hang out with Ayu whenever she in town. Ayu like to spoiled her with lot of toy and snack.

[erigold13261]

Yooo! You know what I just realized!

Sayu would be practically BEGGING Cyril for mer to meet his mom lol! Ze has never seen a real, biological siren before and wants to meet what ze is based on!

I do feel like they would be pretty rare, and not exactly how we see sirens in myths. Just people with naturally beautiful voices and maybe some fish parts to them.

Joust isn't a siren, but he is part shark, so think of him and you kinda got an image. Though his shark side isn't as pronounced as Hibiki's is. She has fin ears (or at least I hope I remember to give her fin ears) and probably has fin-like hair (think of the hair from the fish in Shark Tale lol).

But oh yeah, would Sayu be doing anything ze can to meet an actual siren. Mer and the rest of the club would be so excited and some of them would go to Purl or West to try and convince Cyril to bring her over (Sayu even pulling out the "we should meet her because she's gonna be a part of Purl's life when you guys get married!" causing Purl to spit their drink out of shock and West to fall out of his chair).

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Empty Movement's 2023 Revolutionary Girl Utena UPDATE

Fashionably late? As always. 2023 was a HUGE year for Empty Movement, so much so that to confess, we did a big fail in actually keeping up with sharing the stuff we did! OOPS. So finally, we proudly bring you: all the Revolutionary Girl Utena content we dropped in 2023. Essays, artbooks, CD information, you name it. Click below for the entire site update, or get it at the source, as always, at ohtori.nu.

In Analysis (Fan Essays): • seebee's essay The Power of Living an Embodying Narrative is about more than Utena, it's about the fandom--including us. We were both interviewed for this piece, and the result is an absolutely beautiful essay that has helped inform how we do Utena stuff going forward. Thank you so much for letting us be part of this! • seebee's VIDEO essay FILM CUTS BACK | transfeminism in utena absolutely blew our minds and it's so good we're listing it. Look at the title. Just go watch it, it rules. • Nicole Winchester's essay No Choice But To Become Witches: The Bishōjo-Demonic Phallic Mother Dichotomy in Revolutionary Girl Utena catches you up to speed on the academic discussion around what might best be described as the shoujo manga iteration of the Madonna-Whore complex. Then, naturally, it finds plenty to say about Utena. Great work that was well worth the coding!

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In From the Mouths of Babes (Translated Meta/Creator Content): • Cross X Talk, A Round Table Discussion Commemorating the Second Musical Utena GOGAI FUCKIN' GOGAI. Nagumo and friends bring us the final untranslated part of the 2019 Black Rose Musical's program guide: the monster interview with Ikuhara and the director of the musicals, Yoshitani. INCREDIBLE content here that 100% lives up to the first musical's similar encounter! A must read!! • The Rose Apocalypse's Ei Takatori Interview The director of the mysterious 1999 musical (yes the machine gun one, and YES WE HAVE MORE INFORMATION ABOUT IT COMING) interviewed in The Rose Apocalypse book. This...is that. Thank you so much to iris hahn for translating, and I can't wait to bring you more of this mythology!!! • The Utena Dossier Animage Magazine's June 1997 supplemental, this 36-page Utena tome has ben translated by Nagumo with editing by Ayu Ohseki. Because so much of the content is in its visual presentation, I worked the translation into the original scans! Check it out! (PS. Yes that is an entirely different gallery on the emptymovement.com domain, no this won't stay there, yes it has been a weird couple years.) The Dossier includes two long interviews that are also worked into html pages for easy viewing! The Auspicious Joining of Manga and Anime: Saito and Hasegawa For Whom the Director Smiles: Ikuhara and Kitakubo

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In Historia Arcana & The Bibliothèque (Untranslated Resources): • There are a lot of changes happening in this arena!!! How and where to place different materials has been a moving target, so I'll do my best! The sites don't quite reflect this yet, but Historia Arcana will be for cover to cover Utena media, including special magazine publications. Something Eternal's gallery, the Bibliothèque, will be for magazine articles, clippings, and other things. Major artbooks will likely be in both places, cross referenced. New books in Historia Arcana: • The Rose Spiral: Reflections on the Mythology of Utena While not strictly official, this is a fan published book of in depth analysis of Utena, circa 1998! Yep, cover to cover. • Revolution Dictionary (OST 1 First Press Bonus) Cross-referenced from Audiology, this is the bonus dictionary you only got if you grabbed it early! Cool! • Revolutionary Girl Utena Making of Visuals Book Art of UTENA I am mentioning this for completions sake and because I already uploaded it, but this is a cover to cover high resolution, uncleaned scan of the 1999 Art of Utena artbook. I am going to clean the scans, and ultimately be posting the official artbooks elsewhere. • Revolutionary Girl Utena Photobook: Rose Memories This special Animage bonus could be purchased for 700 yen, and back then, was probably a great way to keep the anime in your pocket! It's entirely shots from the TV series, though, so there's nothing specifically new. But I scan it all, baby. New books in the Bibliothèque: • Chiho Saito's 1999 Revolutionary Girl Utena Original Illustration Collection HI THIS IS A VERY BIG DEAL. Read more about why when you visit! TLDR? Here's some of the best artwork of Utena, rescanned and remastered by yours truly to be the best big big scans of big big beautiful Chiho Saito Art. This is a feast. I even made myself a calendar! (Note that the price is such that I don't make a profit on these, so if you're looking to donate, definitely go by other routes, haha.) You will find multiple ways to obtain the scans, and in more than one size. Either way you soak up the rays, enjoy 'em! New articles and clips in the Bibliothèque: • H! Rockin' on Japan Magazine Saito X Oikawa This fashion music magazine's July 1999 article has ALREADY BEEN TRANSLATED? Like, I am going to add the translation officially to the site of course, but holy hell Nagumo is amazing!! This article is actually the origin of a Saito art piece that uh, well. Now we know she went to a love hotel with movie Akio's VA. Cool! Anyway check it out! • Comickers Magazine, August 1997 This absolute monster find is an industry-focused magazine with this gorgeous spread and interview with Chiho Saito. It gets into how she does things. The making of Utena. All kinds of stuff. I'd LOVE to know more about this one!! • Comickers Magazine, June 1998 Again, an industry-focused publication, this time it's exploring the manga and the anime and how they compare. Again looks like a tasty meal!! • Volks Magazine, Spring 2022 YEP SCANS OF THE BOOK OF THE DOLLFIES. For a lot of us, this is at close as we get to these ludicrously gorgeous dolls. I included a few extra pages because they were just fuckin' cool and felt relevant. • Sega Saturn Magazine, December 1997 One of two grabs I got recently on Yahoo! Japan! This appears to be the first look announcement of the 1998 Utena video game! (Yes we have more on it, yes we will eventually post links.) • Sega Saturn Magazine, April 1998 This feature brings attention to the voice actors, who are all returning for the game! • Dengeki G's Magazine, January 1998 Another gaming focused magazine, with frankly a more adult edge, cheaply lets the readers know about Utena. These three game magazine moments are just a bizarre reminder of how we did things before the internet, LMAO

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In Audiology (Music and CD Information): • Complete information about the STAR CHILD - Girls Character Song Best album! You also definitely can't grab the two new remix tracks there. • Did you know there was a first press bonus dictionary for the first OST? I DIDN'T UNTIL RECENTLY. Now I know all about it, and so can you. Check it out! Obviously, scans available, both here and in Historia Arcana. • I FINALLY acquired a complete set of the Utena CD singles!! Check out complete track lists, scans, and information for ALL FIVE Utena singles. Yes. Including the movie Akio guy's one.

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In The Doujinshi Gallery: • Several dozen dounjinshi were uploaded earlier in the year, and can be found listed on the Site Update archive here.

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That's all for now, folks! There's so so so much coming. I have the episode 18 and 20 (!!!!) storyboards to scan, as well as a fully translated scanlation of The Duelist Bible. We're planning to do something for Anthy's rare LEAP YEAR birthday coming up, probably a musical stream or something! Love!