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old-poptart · 2 years
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*coughs cutely* miss me-?
Can i request hanako and teru (separately) with a s/o who overthinks A LOT and always gets nervous that people don’t like them- s/o reads into what people say BIG TIME so they can ‘prepare’ for when people leave them
So like the boys start to get distant (for school and other stuff) and s/o sees that as a sign that the boys dont want to hang out with them. Because of this s/o goes into a bit of a panic thinking that they might break up with them soon so instead of talking to them, s/o takes matters into their own hands. So when s/o tries to get their attention but the boys still shun then due to them being busy, s/o freaks out mentally and tries to hold back tears not to cry in front of them- you know what to do- ah-
(I totally don’t do this with everyone i know and I’m totally not spilling my guts out rn- nooooo-)
(Probably another reason this is so terrible written-)
ANGST TO FLUFF PLEASE!!!
a/n: yes i did ml 😘 AHHH IM VERY MUCH LIKE THIS AS WELL, REASSURANCE DAWG this idea is so muah chef's kiss, ANYWAYSSSSS ONTO THE HEAD CANONZ!!!
warnings: fear of abandonment, ignoring, wah wah sad stuff but yippee happily ever after :D!!!!
Hanako 🌺 and Teru 🤺 with an s/o who has a fear of abandonment (gender neutral):
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Hanako 🌺:
"for we are like glue, stuck together forever."
hanako briefly knew about how you would get about the people around you
lil ol' you cant help but think of every possible outcome or aspect of the people you meet, if you didn't then you'd prolly go crazy and you'd be unprepared for any misfortunate upcoming events
as of recently, your beloved ghostly love has been quite busy with his supernatural schedule. meetings, rumors, keeping the school in order and in shape! it's tough being number 7!
he doesn't like that he has to spend less time with his partner but he is doing his best!! hakujoudai always helps y'all keep in touch, so does writing letters!! what a cute couple~
though you appreciate the sweet gestures from your boyfriend, you have been feeling like he is running out of love for you
you two normally cuddle and kiss like over five times a day, nowadays you barely get to peck each other's cheeks
sure you may be overthinking this but you never know the outcome!! you gotta be prepared!!
as time went on it kept getting worse, you two barely hung out anymore. he was the main subject of the day, now he was just another thought you kept in mind just in case
he's been meaning to talk to you about his absence but due to his ghostly duties (haha i said duty) he couldn't. believe me he is very upset that he can't speak with you at the moment and he's trying his best!! but alas, your thoughts took over
you came to visit him during a meeting, thankfully it was nearing the end of it and he was wrapping up the conversation. the small salty drops were beading up in your sullen eyes as your eyebrows were upturned, accompanied with your quivering lips that were too scared of saying of anything wrong
he noticed that you came to visit, a smile on his face but it slowly transitioned into a sadder expression when he saw your emotional face. once the meeting was officially over, he came over to you and quickly hugged you, murmuring these words as he kissed your sweet face, the face he missed so deeply. "im so sorry we've been apart for so long my love, im here now. tell me everything"
Teru 🤺:
"leaving you is like having my heart torn to pieces"
while you may not know it, teru reads your emotions very well and knows when you've been overthinking your relationship with him
he's tried his best to be a good boyfriend and spend the most of your time together, if he ever has any time with you
teru is a busy man. he has student council work, exorcist stuff, being the school prince, a lot is on his shoulders! he tends to get carried away with work a ton
he has been quite dry recently as well, his texts have been so lifeless.. you've wondered if a certain ghost decided to snag his phone and slide up on his contacts
you've also noticed that he has been getting more attention from his fans at school, it reminded you how much attention he had before the two of you started dating. you've also specifically seen more confessions towards him, it all seemed strange since the news about you two stuck to everyone like a piece of tape that would not get off of paper
with all of this, you felt less than. to you, it was clear that he didn't love you anymore, he just kept you around because he pitys you. you felt like decoration when you stood next to him, even when you two were alone
one day you finally decided to talk to him about this, you knew he was staying late for work as per usual. with balled up sweaty fists and a nervous mind, you walked inside that student council room
"hm? oh s/o!! come in!!" that charming smile of his always made your heart flutter. you sat down with him as you too a look at how busy he was, analyzing the paperwork on his desk
"yeah it's a lot- these are up for debate on the-" "teru, can we talk..?" your voice shook his head, he listened to what you had to say. he was still holding the pencil he had in hand and it made you sad, how he was right there next to you and yet he didn't fully pay attention to you, his lover.
you started to unravel about how you've been feeling recently, how these thoughts tricked you into thinking about how you boyfriend didn't have room for you anymore. he payed close attention to your tone, letting you finish and noticing how you tried your hardest to not let everything loose
he cupped your face, his thumb wiping away those sad tears of yours. it pained him to see you like this, he would do anything for you. and if that means to cut back on his duties, then that he will do. "dear, im sorry about all these things that have caused you pain.. i will help you go through this, and that it won't happen again.." his soft lips touched yours, making you feel loved again.
I HAD A BLAST WRITING THIS- HOPE YOU ENJOY!!
-ooga :D
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sxnii · 3 months
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Hello I think your matchups are so cute and would be honored if you could do one for me!! I would like a matchup please! Post timeskip, haikyuu and long!!
Name: Averie
Zodiac: Cancer 🦀
MBTI: INFJ, the advocate
Likes: reading, video games, legos, cute stationary, Taylor Swift, Barbie, pink, glitter, tea, dogs, tan lines, the beach, strawberries, anything strawberry flavored
Dislikes: black licorice, super spicy food, horror movies, thunder storms (beyond terrified of them), cold/winter (I’m always cold), grape flavored anything
Hobbies: reading (I mostly read romance novels and mystery books)
Video games (I’ve been into animal crossing, stardew valley and legend of Zelda)
Legos
Swimming
Skin care/nails/journal/yoga (all stuff I sweep under self care)
Ideal traits: love languages:
Giving: words of affirmation and acts of service
Receiving: words of affirmation and quality time
Personality: someone who is sweet, and thoughtful, but not afraid to break me out of my shell sometimes. They would need to be patient with me because I am the type to overthink. I can be a ball of anxiety sometimes so someone who is patient and understanding with that would be great! Someone who’s funny and isn’t afraid to be silly sometimes, but also knows when to be serious. I would also love someone who’s also a hopeless romantic, but tends to keep the romantic gestures more private, I’m not big on pda due to worrying about making others uncomfortable, most I’ll do is a kiss on the cheek or holding hands.
Height: I don’t mind!! I love a short king, and I also love tall guys too, as long as they love me I’m cool with it yknow??
Other: also I love when people are like wow the way he just looks at you, that’s how you know he loves you. I want a guy that looks at me like I hung the moon. A soulmate if you will LOL
Personality: I have been told when you first meet me I come across either super nice or really disinterested. I have the worlds worst rbf and the most deadpan voice, but most times I’m trying very hard to come across nice! Once you get to know me I think I am very sweet and thoughtful, I try to remember little things about all my friends like favorite candies and snacks for gifts. I also am going to school to be an elementary school teacher, and currently work at a daycare! Due to working with kids, I like to think I’m pretty patient and don’t get angry very easily. Though I tend to thrive on routines and lists, and love cleaning and keeping myself extremely organized. I also am a very hard worker, despite working full time I still manage to maintain all As in grad school, and have and still would work myself to the point past burnout if someone does not make me take a break. I am caring, kind and empathetic, and try my best to stay positive in all situations!
Preference: male please!
I appreciate you if you’re able to do this!! Matchups are my favorite thing ever, I think the people who do them are so talented frfr 😚🙏
omg when i read what your future occupation was gonna be one i just knew who it i am actually geeking over it rn😭🙏 BUT I GOTCHU!!
Your matchup is: Sugawara Koushi!!
Bro like its actually so perfect i cant rn😭 No cause i legit searched on google the compatibility of cancers and geminis(suga is a gemini btw) and it said geminis bring cancers out of their shells!! its a match made in heaven i cant😭
Suga is also an infj and two infjs in a relationship w each other will make an insightful relationship which is stable. since you both are infjs you will be able to understand each other on an emotional level!!
and when i read that you were going to school to be an elem teacher i was like “its perfect how.” cause suga is also an elem teacher😭
i can imagine that would be how the two of you met and i think its really cute!! because like he would be nice and easy to approach and you guys would just compliment eachother so well i cant anymore🙏
imagine playing stardew w suga😋 thats actually so cute
sugas love languages are definately words of affirmation and quality time because i think he would love to spend his weekend afternoons alone at his house with his partner just spending time together!!
since suga is on the more caring type i think he would also know how to make you take breaks from overworking yourself!!
And since he is an infj he would know that you are trying your best to seem nice and as smn who is also like that(pls send me a suga irl i need it) its really refreshing to have smn who understands that you are not trying to be rude or look rude its just that you cant help it!!
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Thats all i hope you enjoyed ur matchup!!
pics of suga btw!! (hes so cute😭🙏)
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hyper-pie · 2 years
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Different
Dustin Henderson x FEM!reader w ADHD and GAD
reader is the same age as Dustin
Ler: Dustin
Lee: reader
Warnings: Cussing, light tickles, Gentle teasing, mentions of being overwhelmed and confused, hurt comfort, angst a little bit, kissing, nicknames
length: long
AN: Self indulgent fic cause well i need this rn i love this man... the only man i would ever date. Also please be nice I know it is not the best but I tried
Ok lets get one thing straight, today sucked, and yesterday did too, and the day before yesterday... okay.... life sucks and all you could do is curl up listening to "you spin me right round" by dead or alive while crying yourself to sleep, your thoughts and worries tangling up stopping you from doing what was important. Your lack of concentration and worry were getting far too out of hand and you didn't know what to do.
The next day you couldn't take it anymore, the stress, anxiety and overthinking caused you to get intense with your friends and your boyfriend.
A few hours earlier.....
At lunch at the hellfire table
You are just sitting there eating your sandwich then realized that you have a assignment due the next day and you are late. The dark expression on your face was noticed by Dustin, the person who knows you best. still you were scared... this meant you had to cancel and you were terrified. Your leg began to vibrate, voice cracking as you spoke. "Uhm I-I-I cant make it to hellfire tonight..... I- have homework.." Your said with anxiety clearly in your voice. Everyone stared at you like you were insane accept Dustin who moved to rub your back "guys it isnt a big deal school is more important than some adventure game anyway her missing one session isnt a big deal"
the others arguments against Dustin's statements was what broke you. with Eddie sick you were his replacement dm and with school, anxiety, worry, feeling different, stress, homework and chores it was too fucking much,. "The session is cancelled and if you have a problem with that CONSULT WITH MY FUCKING NON EXISTANT THERAPIST!" You say raising your voice tears in your eyes. Dustin's face filled with worry and care everyone else seemed mad. The feeling set in and all you did was run you ran as fast as you can home to your confused but accepting mother.
A few hours later
You had just finished the last of your homework tears in you're eyes 'You spin me right round' by dead or alive playing threw your walkman when you hear a distant knock,with your mom out of the house,, you were quite paranoid so taking nervous footsteps you make your way to the door floor creaking under your feet nerves gaining, devouring you whole. When opening the door you find your boyfriend with a worried look on his face plushy in hand. Seeing the scared anxious lost look on your face told him everything he needed to know. "D-Dustin... I-i I am sorry I never meant to blow up at you guys they were just being asswholes and I felt worse and I feel so different I hate myself I am ugly I am Stu-" you were unable to Finnish your sentence as you were scooped up and carried outside with your bag and all stuff you may need. You said nothing, it was the plan for you to stay at the Henderson house when your mom was out of town.
On the walk any attempt at a word was quickly shushed in a soft gentle tone. Dustin reached up and ran his fingers through your hair even when you got to his house he was still holding you stroking his fingers through your hair making you melt.
he kept you there for a while before cradling you in his arms placing a sweet kiss at the top of you're head. "You wanna talk about whats been bothering you muffin?"
The air became thin as you tensed up your posture "hey hey hey You are okay. you are safe in my arms okay? " he says seeming serious and truthful. You nod and looked at him "I guess i feel d-different.......... and i feel like i am gonna fail at life... everyone looks at me... i feel so pathetic all the time and i am genuinely anxious almost all the time. i had a late assignment and i needed time to do it... i got it done and here we are" you ramble out worried you sounded stupid Dustin's expression didn't change as he kissed you're nose "well lucky for you you have a boyfriend who knows the secret ingredient that always makes you happy!'' he exclaims in a soft sweet tone "hm?... what would- theheeep! duhuhustin" you squeek quietly feeling gentle fingers tease your skin with light brutely slow strokes pulling snorts out of you like no tommorow. "yes muffin? did you need somthing?" he said suddenly moving to your tummy tracing his nails up and down every so gently pulling heavy soft giggles from your lips your face a slight shade of red "awwwwwh your face is all red! how precious" he teased turning you even redder, slowly moving from sides to tummy to sides to tummy slight teases being fired at certain times when the times were right. After a while he noticed that you had almost had enough but he knew he needed to do one thing before hand. he then stopped his teasy fingers targeting your midddle to move up and trace feather light shapes on your neck causing you to squeele softly scrunching up your shoulders him then ending his gentle attack by placing a gentle kiss on your tummy. pulling you close going back to stroking your hair. "You may be slightly different but that is a good thing muffin it would get boring if we were all copy's of each other.."
" Also They were being asswholes they deserved that alright?" he said reassuringly you nodded resting your head on his chest him stroking your hair making you feel like the luckiest girl in you world "I love you Y/N.." he says softly
"I love you too dustin"
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figitorynonsense · 1 year
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i present:
figitorynonsense goes on a ramble about a random rescue bots AU she thought of in the car on the way to chinese school
sososo… idk if anyone has done this yet but Predacons and Maximals [from TFBW] in Rescue Bots….. and then eventually all teams get like a speciality weapon due to some glitch in time monster that awakens and caused this and so happens to lead the rescue bots towards the animalistic forms direction [more, MORE!!!] and the maximals + predacons to the vehicular forms direction
this sounds stupid and all but its mostly self indulgement
anyways here comes the big part
AKA what animals would the rescue bots take on???????
[ill explain the maxims and predas later]
Chase-
ok wow but
theres alotttttaaaaaaa options here im think
at first i thought a cat bcuz… aloof and CAT but thats not really fit for fighting a gargantuan rip in space-time continuum being
and then those big ass cats [lions… lynxes… leopards…]
yea maybe but they just didnt fit
so i resorted to fish bcuz they’re the silliest, goofiest and most non-caring things i know
but i dont think anything i thought of sufficed so why not just…
POISON DART FROG.
hes a poison dart frog, a bleu one and also bigger bcuz wtf why not
frogs r pretty chill and usually harmless
but poisom dart frogs honestly kinda scary ngl
so hes got poison lightning now!!!! yay!!!!!
picture upcoming…
Heatwave-
this cant be that hard right…
so
At first im thinking
“wow maybez tiger or the silly crocks…”
maybe i should have stuck with that but idk a great white shark kinda appealed to me…
or maybe a king cobra
idk im thinking off the top of my big ass head rn
yea
actually maybe a grizzli bear
nah nevermind im sticking with the tiger
bengal tiger
ok i shoullldddd have maybe perhaps sticked with siberian tiger but c’mon… hes a rescue bot…
but then again they’re against a wormhole in time so idfk anymore
Blades-
idk uh
i could go for a mockingbird or an owl but they aint exactly the biggest hunter
and then i just remembered “SkyHawk” so LMAOOOOO
Ferruginous Hawk
yay
theyre apparently pretty social so hurray
[feel free to correct me on these…..]
[damn how do yall write long ass shit?? keep on going on the wrong areas SMH
Boulder-
ok maybe my first thought shouldnt have been a tortoise but
makes senze…
however i think boulder is the only one eligible for the hipp o
im not calling him fat
im not calling him slow
it just fits him
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ok maybe i should reconsider —
ill leave this up for discussion:
Galapagos Tortoise,
Hippopotamuses,
Or Manatee [dont ask where this came from]
shit i just ran out of orange juice
ok im done here for now byeeeeeeee
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goth-oatmilk-latte · 1 year
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i woke up to a massive panic attack
work is insane right now. ive worked almost 2 weeks without a day off.
due to the chronic understaffing that happened from jan - now, i havent been able to focus on school and my grades are suffering. i will probably only pass 2 of my 3 classes this semester, which doesnt necessarily set my graduation back, it just means i have to work a little harder. the class i probably wont pass unless by some act of satan isnt particularly needed for my degree, strongly encouraged, and looks 10000x better if i have it. but it's fine. i had no energy and delegated it where i could, and not to make more excuses, but my professor's teaching style didn't benefit me in the slightest. i will not be reenrolling with her if i do retake.
currently trying to see if i can take my last classes online at a tech school and just either ball out on electives in the fall or graduate in summer, but my university has a weird policy regarding the last 30 hours of a major and they also refuse to count my anatomy from my mortuary science degree due to it being "degree specific" as if anatomy of a dead or live person is any different. please.
ugh.
and the way work is rn i have to miss 2 classes tomorrow bc we're so chronically understaffed and have an influx of trauma victims coming in that need intensive restorations.
and my personal life is......shit tbh.
i fucking cant anymore im so stressed.
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wizardrat69 · 1 year
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tagged by @chrysopid like several months ago and completely forgot about it until iwas clearing out my drafts OOPS OOPS OOPS
Are you named after anyone? LOL not anymore
When was the last time you cried? yesterday due to having dropped my girlfriend off at the airport :(
Do you have kids? nop. + mixed feelings on whether i even want them lmao
Do you use sarcasm a lot? not really i just like. exhibit a sort of silliness that is similarly not to be taken seriously
What's the first thing you notice about people? probably Cool Outfits or voice due to it taking a bit of warming up before i can like. look at someones face without wanting to faint immediately
What's your eye color? blue with a big creepy black ring around. The scary looker
Scary movie or happy ending? scary movie in theory but ive been wicked anxious lately so i sort of cant stomach much horror rn without it wrecking my vibe. :(
Any special talents? umm. cooking i think B) and i can make a funny trumpet sound with my mouth. and i can play piano pretty good i guess but ive neglected it for ages
Where were you born? i was born in a hospital that they started tearing down almost immediately after my birth and still have not finished tearing down
What are your hobbies? ive been reallyyy into dyeing things. also listening to music #music #musiclife #musaic. also plant identification
Have you got pets? i have one huge orange cat VINCENT and i live with my parents who have three other cats and a dog lmao
What sports do/have you played? ive never been a sports guy, i was an asthmatic kid and people were actively cruel to me in situations because of it so it really put me off sports in general. right now i can kind of only say that i relish in taking pointlessly long walks and i really need to get back into swimming
How tall are you? one hundred sixty five scentimeters or like i think thats just about 5'5
Favorite subject in school? SCIENCE!!!!!!!!! in general! i love you science!!!!!!!
Dream job? eum theres a lot in my field i would be happy with but i keep encountering things in my field i DONT want to get into (academia, aquaculture, fucking being an ocean cop, uh etc etc) so like, idk, man i just want to make enough to support myself honestly and have a job that doesny make me want to krill my shellf
and whom do i tag. i think i tag NOBODY unless you think it would be enriching. do what you want forever. i love you
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squashwurmz · 12 days
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ent. 3
today is monday, september 9, 2024. pretty boring day if you ask me.
things at home have been good, which is a relief. i am more relaxed and no longer dread the end of school.
at school is another story. i love my friends, trust me, but god i cant take it anymore. all they do is complain to me. i don't know what about me makes them want to, but it's all i hear and im so sick of it. i already have to try so hard to find joy in the daily things, and now you have go come shit on everything to ME. leave me alone!!! damn!!! of course they're always open to vent about stuff, but on a daily basis it's so exhausting and tires me out so much.
what hurts me even more is realizing they don't really give two shits about me. i know it's on me to communicate, but nobody ever takes me seriously. it's whatever.
i decided not to go to hoco this year since tickets are... wait for it... now $140!! are you yolking me rn. i could go to a concert for that kinda money. my friend from another school is going to come over and smoke while our other friends go. definetly feeling the fomo on that one, but i know we'll have a good time.
i began my first piece for my portfolio so yay!!! i have to refine my inquiry but i've been putting it off lololol. it's due wednesday soooo i gotta lock in. speaking of wednesday im going to some random concert with my other friend!! she's paying for my ticket since she just wants company and i have no idea who tf the artist is :P just hoping to have fun!!
oh and some other awkward news! im pretty sure a freshman in my 1st period is eyeing me which is kinda weird since im a junior. not into that! he's cool but like.. i believe in if the grades don't touch, you don't touch lmfaoaoa. just gonna distance myself :P
anyways, life has been pretty mediocre lately. a lot better than what was before! im trying to ween off my caffeine dependence so i'll keep you updated on that! also if you have any tips to pull AGE APPROPRIATE hoes pls lmk ;D i have never had a bf and am wondering what the hype is!! thanks, bye!!!!
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hyenakat · 2 years
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all the finished art for a ych i did on twitter!!
(first one is for me, second is for @/hedgepods, third is for @/bryastar !!)
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pepprs · 7 years
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im rotting
#ive been on the same facetime for 3 hours and im dead inside#i didnt have a ride 2 school 2day so i stayed home but 2day the staff of the lit mag @ college (aka not the lit mag of Lit Mag Tag)#are doing their poetry review and i kno im in the comforts of my home but Oh Boy Am I Decaying On The Spot#@ least one of my poems made it in2 the magazine which is exciting but we had 2 review like 30 poems and we did half of them last week and#all the rest this week and im just? im tired. we NEVER debated this much back @ the hs. never ever ever this is Absurd#we've spent a collective 6 hours over the past week doing this and im exhausted. ive barely said anything and every time i open my mouth#i sound Dumb and Jaded and i can tell they know it#i feel like poetry has been kinda ruined for me now. like its not mine anymore bc ppl who are smarter than me and better at talking are#good @ arguing about poems and picking them out. and poetry is something i Love and have devoted myself to for 5 years and to realize that#here despite writing so much and surrounding myself with it that that basically means Nothing is just. fgjgjfdjkgdfkjskdhk#theyre trying 2 decide which poem is the winning one and im so tired#the only consolation i have is that At Least Im At Home bc if i wa @ school rn u kno i'd b 4689764389675897 times more miserable n i'd have#to wait for a ride home and it would be Horrible and im just jaded and done#i havent worked on my design challenge yet for the job app and its due friday @ 11:59 and i have my humanities final that i have 2 do so i#wont have any time 2 work on it until??? thats right!! The Fucking Day Of which was not the plan and im !!!!!!!!! DEAD#purrs#this has sucked the life out of me honestly#ugnfjgnmfghgnhgfmhgf i dont have any more time or creativity or like Motivation anymore i just want to lay down and cry#i cant even articulate anytihing jkfngjkfdgjkghjdfsgsssssgjk im miserable#i just want 2 hang up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#OK EDIT WE JUST FINISHED THAT TOO K 3 HOURS AND 16 MINUTES OF MY LIFE AND I AM SO DRAINED AND DEAD SDKJGHSFJGHKJ
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iwaisuke · 3 years
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i like you so much, you'll know it
ft. kageyama tobio, semi eita, iwaizumi hajime x fem!reader
genre: fluff (prompts are based off lines of the song)
masterlist
a/n: from the c-drama a love so beautiful :) i wrote this at like 4am so sorry if its crap haha. not proof read either. also, sorry in advance if they're too ooc lol im a mess rn.
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i like your eyes, you look away when you pretend not to care i like the dimples on the corners of the smile that you wear. i like you more the world may know but dont be scared cause im falling deeper baby be prepared.
» today was your first day at karasuno highschool. honestly, you were so scared. that was up until you found out kageyama was going too.
» the two of you had been childhood friends due to each others grandparents knowing the others. you had been with him through his ups and downs. his victories and defeats. almost everything kageyama did, you were there with him.
» actually, you didnt know kageyama was going to karasuno until you walked outside your door to find the raven haired boy in the same school uniform as you
» "tobi? you never told me you were going to karasuno?" giving him a side eyed grin. "i thought you were planning on going to aoba johsai like oikawa senpai and iwaizumi senpai"
» you viewed kageyama as someone who expected others to reach his level in order to be a good match for him. he had a strong head on his shoulders. naturally gifted in volleyball, like everything was given to him on a gold platter. of course, he wasnt perfect and thats where you come in and keep him level headed. helping him understand his faults and weaknesses as well. doing your best to encourage the setter
» he let out a sigh. a slight frown forming on his face. "i didnt get in.." he quietly said. "karasuno has a good volleyball team though and i can feel myself growing here" he stated bodly
» and boy was he right. something about kageyama did changd that day. he usually was so bitter and angry. a very pessimistic look on life if he and others weren't at the top. maybe it was the orange haired boy, hinata, that the setter and you became friends with. and maybe it was his great senpai's who were patient with him and gave him the opportunity to grow
» kageyama started smiling more often. his small unnoticeable dimples showing. he became kinder. softer. and more carefree. he was a growing boy both mentally and physically.
» what you didnt realize was that not only was kageyama changing, you as well, had something changing and growing in your heart.
» but kageyama noticed. oh boy did he really notice, the way you seemed to become happier and livelier by the day. how the stars sparkled in your eyes when you talked about something you enjoyed. the kind of perfume you would wear and how you would tie your hair differently each day. the weird trinkets you just seemed to love that decorated your bag. but most importantly, how much bigger your heart has become, loving everyone and their faults. always encouraging and motivating him and his team.
» was she always like this? he would constantly think to himself. all of a sudden being hyperaware about you... but he would NEVER let you know that, let alone his senpai's. it was just too embarrassing. just thinking about the never ending teasing he'd get from tanaka and noya senpai made him shiver.
» all of these things he felt about you hit kageyama like a truck the day everyone started to wear their winter uniforms.
» picking you up to walk to school together was a normal thing since the two of you lived close, but how was kageyama suppose to do this now when you're standing in front of him. thigh high socks to keep your legs warm, an oversized jacket that you had borrowed from him a while back you forgot to return. white mittens to cover your cold hands and the slight blush on your face from the wind chill.
» "does it look weird?" you shyly asked. kageyama was silent. "ah.. give me a second. I'll go back in and change real qui-"
» kageyama tugged on your hand. "its fine. lets just go to school or we'll be late." refusing to look you in the eyes. heat rising to your cheeks as tobio dragged you along with him.
» your feelings for the setter had blossomed over the past few months. falling deeper and deeper into him, and at this point you felt like you couldnt hide it anymore. you just had to tell him. tell him all the wonderful things he's done. the way he's grown and how much he means to you.
» "tobi..." your soft voice spilling out. eyes closed, the fog of your breath coming out as you exhaled. "i lik-"
» you felt something wrap around your neck. "wait y/n..." kageyama spoke, interrupting what you were about to say. not gonna lie, you felt like your heart was about to be shattered like ice eventhough kageyama continued to wrap his scarf around your neck.
» "dont say it..." he quietly said as he began to walk forward without you.
» ah... is this what rejection feels like? i didnt even get to say it properly... your hands felt colder now that kageyama wasnt holding them anymore.
» he took a quick glance back at you. blush on his cheeks. "be prepared because i want to be the one to tell you first."
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i like the way you try so hard when you play ball with your friends. i like the way you hit the notes in every song you're shinnin' i love the little things like when you're unaware, i catch you steal a glance and smile so perfectly
» semi eita, your 3 year heart throb from the moment he first spoke to you.
» at first, you had suppressed these feelings, telling yourself he would never look at you the same way. but something about the blonde tsundere struck a chord in your heart that you just couldn't forget.
» the two of you ended up becoming friends. closer than you had actually imagined within these past 3 years. doing everyday life with you. waking up and saving you a spot at breakfast. helping you with your studies in exchange for being his workout buddy and motivator.
» semi kept his tabs on you. your likes and dislikes. the things that made you smile and the things that made you groan in disgust, but he would never let you know that.
» to semi, you were his breath of fresh air. the song he has on repeat everyday. the kind of person who would keep him on his toes. in a good way of course
» "oi what are you daydreaming of this time?" semi asked as you zoned out while drinking your carton of strawberry milk. "hm? oh nothin. just thinkin about whats in store for us today!" reaching your arms above your head letting out a stretch. "i just know for a fact. today is gonna be a good day." semi chuckled at your optimistic claim. "how do you know for sure?" "i dont know how. i just do" you replied with a smile on your face.
» today, shiratorizawa had a practice match with aoba johsai and today, eita was picked to be in the starting line up. the pure joy that radiated from his body. maybe today was a really good day just like how you had said.
» semi took a quick glance up into the stands, you gave him a thumbs up and wished him good luck. his smile was brighter than you had ever seen it and his eyes shined like stars. he always told you that whatever chance he got on the court, he would be sure to not let his team down no matter what. he was in his zone. playing his best and sure enough, they had won all 3 matches.
» after practice, semi and you would hang out at his dorm afterwards. he liked to show you all the new songs he was working on. whether it was a cover or a song or a song he was writing on his own.
» the two of you leaned against the wall as you sat on semi's bed. his sheet music all sprawled out before him on his bed sheets. guitar in his arms and you beside him.
» "what are you working on semi?" "a song" "well obviously dum dum" you laughed, reaching out for a paper in front.
» "so who's the special lady?" you teased him as you read the lyrics. deep down inside you could only wish these words were meant for you. a blush formed on eita's face. "just... shut up about it... its not ready yet"
» it was getting late and falling asleep at semi's place was a normal occurrence at this point. your eyes became heavy and your head started bobbing.
» "sleepy?" eita asked as he noticed your eyes drooping. "mhm. sing for me semi? please?" his voice was so soft like a mothers touch yet somehow had the power to pierce through your soul sometimes. although, it never failed to help you fall asleep when you needed it.
» hesitantly, semi started humming. softly speaking some lyrics here and there. you didnt know where the tune was from so you listened the best you could.
» "... till the last of snow dissapears ... till a rainy day, becomes clear. never knew a love like this, now i can't let go..."
» your eyes had closed. slumber taking over you as you fell onto semi's shoulder.
» "im in love with you... and now you know..."
» yeah. today was a good day. just like you said it was going to be.
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in a world devoid of life, you bring color. in your eyes i see the light, my future. always and forever i know i cant let you go. im in love with you and now you know
» to iwaizumi, unlike volleyball, oikawa, maki, mattsun, school, anything life threw at him; you were the thing in his life that was constant yet at the same time a whirlwind of new beginnings. not in a bad way though.
» ever since you were kids, you showed iwaizumi the beauty in things he would have never guessed had. he was bold and tended to look over things without giving them much thought. his eyes straight ahead to the trials before him. you on the other hand, stopped him and slowed him down from rushing into them blindly.
» "every moment is precious. you should learn to cherish it because you never know when it's gonna be your last" you always said
» your views of the world were beautiful compared to how cruel it actually was. naivety maybe? or maybe it was just because you were blessed with a kind soul.
» iwaizumi always knew he had feelings for you. you had been with him through thick and thin. he could depend on you and you could depend on him. in his eyes, you were the most beautiful person on earth. deep down he had hoped the two of you could stay like that forever. nothing could ever change that.
» or so he thought...
» "iwa chan~ you owe me a meat bun" oikawa whined as the group of friends were walking to the gym for volleyball practice. "shut up crappykawa. i already bought you one last week" "oi isn't that y/n over there?" maki said, shaking iwaizumi's shoulder.
» sure enough it was you. apparently you had told iwaizumi to go ahead of you today because you had something to take care of in the afternoon. telling him you'd meet up with him after practice was over. not thinking much of it, he bid you a farewell and went on in his day.
» "oooou by the looks of it, this is the perfect confession scene" mattsun teased. "oi stop messing around" iwaizumi's voice hoarse. not gonna lie, iwaizumi felt his heart drop when mattsun said that
» the 4 boys crept closer to see what was going on.
» there you were, standing in the middle of a classroom with a black haired boy. "mhm. definitely a confession." oikawa stated. "shut up tooru we cant hear" maki retorted.
» you weren't considered popular in school but that didnt mean people didnt know who you were. iwaizumi knew you were gorgeous and on top of that, smart, kind and one of the sweetest girls, so it was only natural that people would be drawn to you.
» they watched as the boy got closer and closer to you. voices barely being audible to the 4 boys outside. iwaizumi's heart could bear to see this right before his eyes.
» without even thinking, his feet moving on his own, iwaizumi barged into the room. all eyes towards him.
» "iwa what are you-" without letting you finish, iwa dragged you out of the classroom. "iwa where are you taking me" asking him as he took you to who knows where, leading you up the stairs of the school.
» up on the roof, he finally let go. "sorry..." he mumbled.
» "sorry for what iwa?" "for ruining that confession... i just-"
» "you just...-?"
» "i just love you ok?!"
» your heart shook at the resonance of his voice. iwa liked you? he liked you back?! wait no- he loved you.
» you had loved iwaizumi from the moment you met him and as the two of you grew up, your love for him only grew deeper. he was the only one you'd ever look at. the only one who would ever cross your mind. you had hoped he felt the same about you but he was always so busy with other things you only felt like you would be able to support him on the sidelines as he faced the world head on like he always does.
» just being in iwaizumi's presence was enough for you. no need to be greedier, you thought. its good to be content with what you have, but just knowing that he shares the same feelings... its ok to be a little greedy right?
» your silence being louder than it should have been, iwaizumi took it the wrong way. "look I know this isn't the greatest confession. heck it's not even the way I wanted to confess to you, and get it if you like that other guy, you don't have to-"
» shuting him up with a kiss, you wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him in closer. needless to say, he was shocked, but embraced you as well.
» "you're overthinking too much iwa. that's so unlike you" you chuckled. his face bright red at the previous actions.
» "i love you. I've loved you for a long time actually. every single second. every moment we've shared. i cant picture myself with anyone but you hajime."
» iwa let out a sigh of relief. a smile being brought back onto his face. "good because all I know is that i cant let you go. in the past, present and even in the future...."
» the blue sky slowly changing into shades of coral warmed your heart even more on top of his sweet words that you've always longed to hear.
» "im in love with you, and now you know"
-» ˚⸙͎۪۫⋆
enjoy your order! have a great day!
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emergency donation post. if you have the time please read for context.
please send donations to my cashapp $pikman2
hi i know i dont have tons of followers but im hoping i can get some circulation because my family is in some really dire circumstances rn.
ive always been against making donations posts because i always figured others had it worse than me, but now that theres children involved im desperate and im selling my own things/ working overtime just for cash. my moms wife, D, cheated on my mom with my moms boss after being married for 6 years with 2 kids, and up and left without trying to talk about it at all. After originally kicking us out, she realized she couldnt afford the house thats under her name alone, and let my mom and the kids and my nana live there temporarily. our name isnt on anything, and if my family gets kicked out again theyd be homeless. right now my older brother, my nana, and my two younger siblings- both elementary school children- are dependent on my mom. my mom recently lost her job because she couldnt work under her boss anymore and the entire work place was extremely bad for her mental health. D and her new GF then sent their work friend to go "spy" on my mom while she was out with her friends (D started doing coke again around last year so her behavior is erratic) and the guy who they sent physically assaulted my mom. my mom already has prexisting injuries on her back and a past broken wrist from a few different abusive exes she had years ago, AND on top of that just last year my mom got in a nearly fatal car accident that fucked up her back more, and the assault made these injuries incredibly worse.
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my mom (pictured above) has been prescribed new medication, but no longer has insurance because she lost her job. she works retail now which is extremely taxing on her body. my mom lives in texas and has applied many times to state assistance programs but she keeps getting denied. The house isnt in my moms name, so she has no proof of address to allow her to get food from any nearby foodshelves. after the accident my mom has really bad fears of driving and cant drive long distance without her anxiety becoming debilitating.
my brother recently got sick and is getting tested again. my nana has social security but its only 900 a month, really only 700 after buying her meds. my mom and i are the only ones working.
below are the some of the bills my mom has to try to earn in one month on 11 dollars an hour
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plus rent which is 1250 and her car insurance. currently they spend all money on bills and barely have food or hygienic products most of the time.
D  hasnt been very helpful during all this, as she expects my mom to pay  all the bills despite knowing my mom is solely responsible for the well  being of 5 other ppl rn, and despite the fact EVERYTHING is in Ds name.  unfortunately we cant really negotiate with her because she can just  kick us out and then we'd lose shelter.
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to clarify, i live in minnesota rn, so im not asking money to help ME, but rather my immediate and closest family- 5 people, 2 children, one elderly. my moms mentally ill, has chronic pain and longlasting injuries mostly from past abusive relationships, recently got in a traumatic accident, then was assaulted by her wifes friend after her wife of 6 years suddenly left after her affair was exposed. she just got prescribed a bunch of new meds that she cant afford but needs in order to keep working, all the while needing to pay off all the bills which comes to a total of about 2,000. there are 5 people in the house- my mom, my nana, my brother and two children. they are all constantly at risk of homelessness, they barely have any food at the house, and because nothing is in there name they cant show proof of address which is required at all food shelves locally. my mom cant drive far because of her anxiety due to her past accident and shes the only licensed driver in the house.
right now ive stopped school completely to work full time at my current job in retail. im trying to find a new job that pays more so that we can start saving money so they can move somewhere affordable and no longer have to deal with D. ive been doing this since the beginning of 2020 and if youve been following me you know i also stopped my own HRT and meds just so my family can eat, which has basically fucked my mental health incredibly, as im already suicidal and have been on and off meds/therapy/inhospital since early highschool. i skip days without eating and only do it when i need to so that my family can have more money. basically, ive exhausted everything i can to help and its still not enough.
Please if you can consider sending any donations directly to my cashapp $pikman2. every little bit helps, even 1 or 2 dollars can help with small groceries. thank you.
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wanderingpages · 3 years
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hey peach sorry for the rant but i literally feel like killing myself rn (not metaphorically but in every sense of the word)
1 so my parents believe in numerology and astrology crap but i dont and like there was this prophet who kind of predicted my future when i was born that i'd become a really good IAS officer (its a civil servant job in India) and like that position is everything that people here hope for
2 im not on good terms with my dad currently and my parents (both) hv always been like 'study study study' in the past year my % went from 97 to 91 and they were literally so disappointed but pretended they were fine and it makes me feel so fuckin guilty about myself. Due to studies they havent even given me a mobile and im in freshman year of high school
3 now my % is going down and my dad asked an astrologer and that stupid mf said smthng about my moon and that i should calm my temper and always have a good relationship w my parents or else my career will go down in the drain
4 my mom came up to me and said to amend things and shit and i said i wont talk unnecessarily w him only important talks and do what he asks me other than that dont expect anything else and then she said i need to work on my temper and shit (i agree im a short tempered person but i swear on my fucking books that I HAVE CHANGED A LOT THE LAST I SCREAMED WAS LIKE HALF A YEAR AGO) and my mom practically was asking me to become emotionless and im still crying while im writing this but i cant talk to them cuz i dont want to have a good relationship w them they just dont understand
5 i dont like them cuz they prefer me over my bro, give me extra attention and shit, always have high expectations from me and it's fucking exhausting! I HATE THAT SOME FUCKIN PROPHECY RUINED MY FUTURE AND ME
6 i actually want to do college abroad but my parents were like i wont be able to become an officer in india if i'll study out of country but they dont fucking understand I DONT WANT TO BECOME THAT I AM NOT INTERESTED IN IT i just want to die i cant take there shit anymore 😭
im sorry i just needed to say all this to someone at least.
Oh my god I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I know it’s easier said than done but this is your life, not your parents’. If you want to go abroad to study then do it. Please take care of yourself and not do anything too drastic. I’d say try to have a calm conversation with your parents, explain what you want to do and why. They may not be happy about it, but they’ll eventually get over it.
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legacysimsstories · 2 years
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So I just made this tumblr so I will explain my Barton Family Legacy's story and past.
The Barton family began with Ruby and Randy Barton. Together they had Brittany,Lucy,Vilde,and Hades Barton.
Ruby worked as a stay at home mom and made extra cash via gardening. Randy worked in the Chef Career and made extra cash via art.
Brittney is the Oldest of four children. She went to Foxberry and now works as a Doctor. While she was at college, she married her childhood sweetheart,Dallas Lowe,and they had triplet girls named Miracle,Nyx,and Elodia. Dallas stayed home to take care of the babies so that Brit could finish her schooling. During a party Brit had a one night stand w a random sim and had twin girls(whose names ive forgotten cause im not looking at my game RN) but Dallas didnt learn of them until they came knocking on the door after doing DNA tests to find their mother. Brit and Dallas also had a daughter named Myrtle. Who is a Teen right now.
Lucy grew up and went to Uni,where she met a woman named Rania and they married and had two kids. The eldest is named Mary and the second child is named Vanessa. Lucy works in the Science Career and Rania is a stay at home mom. Both women are committed to one another and have never strayed.
Vilde Married Sophie Landgraab. Sophie is quite toxic and narsasistic but vilde is blind to it. They have 3 kids. Brooklyn,Darwin,and Pheobe.
Hades is married to Bailee,and they are deep into the Watcher religion,they have One child,Persephone. Sadly Bailee cant have anymore children due to how rough persephone's birth was on her.
Miracle and Elodia attend Britechester and Nyx attends Foxberry currently.
Thats them summed up.
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chittapornswife · 3 years
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i was just thinking of my best friend from grade 6 and 7 and he passed away. i’ve never cried for someone who’s passed bc they’ve all been distant for me, distant relatives who passed from old age and such but i can’t believe.
he suffered from depression and i had just talked to him this past september. we always said we should go out for coffee and hang out. he always was so kind and had such a great mindset i’m like a blundering fool rn i’m typing fine but crying as i type because i never thought one day one of my friends would pass away. and now i can’t see him anymore. i can’t meet up and talk about activism and laugh about middle school memories anymore. he died. he always was the one who made me laugh and we both had a crush on each other in grade 7 but i knew it was just infatuation. now he’s come out as gay and was set to be married and i don’t even know what to do. just knowing he’s gone and i can’t reconnect. i’m so lost. we never talked a lot in high school and i can’t regret not meeting up with him sooner bc now he’s gone. i was just bloody thinking of him yesterday and funny enough opened facebook to look up someone and saw that his sister posted his obituary.
i cant even think of anything else right now i haven’t cried for someone in a long time i haven’t experienced this ever. i have stuff queued but i won’t be on this week unless to post this fic for a collab due soon but i can’t believe it. i can’t believe it.
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mrs-hatake · 4 years
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*pops in* i am sad and intruiged. How do you think would Zoro react, when you would tell him, that you USED to dance, due to smt you stopped and now your mind wont let you?
You see, I am retired dancer. I dance for around 11 years. Solo and group, both. And I wasn't good, talent wise. But I loved it. And still do. Dance used to be the same as breathing. Then, due health issues and life/school getting temporarily in the way, I stopped. And now I just have block and CANT dance. I can, it is physically possible, but my mind refuses (and I need it, because without my mind relaxing I am just exercising on music, not dancing).
And I thought.. what would Zoro do if his s/o would told him that she used to dance, but cant rn.
I am torn. I think he would understand the feelings and how it made his s/o feel but would have hard time understanding the concept that "she just cant overcome it/make her mind shut up". I dunno..
I think that zoro would bring it up so randomly? like the both of you would be relaxing on deck, bodies resting on the railings as the sun sets in the horizon. “I don’t see you dancing around anymore.” It wouldn’t even be a question, just an observation.
And he would hear you chuckle, a low and almost quiet one, and would raise an eyebrow at you in query.
He would listen to you with attentive ears how you’d explain that you slowly lost the desire to dance. That your health issues (both mental and physical) and personal dealings had rendered you from doing something you love.
You told him that your body simply cannot dance anymore. Physically, you can, but your mind and emotions overpower your body’s will to dance.
And Zoro just doesn’t get it because, although they’re completely two different things but are similar in certain aspects, when he fought Mihawk and lost, he didn’t allow for the depression to take over and stop him from pursuing his dreams of becoming the strongest swordsman the world has ever seen. He took that depression and molded it into motivation, the will that pushes him every day to be better.
And you tell him that it’s great he could do that but everyone reacts differently to certain things. People have different coping mechanisms and, unfortunately for you, yours was to completely shut down.
But Zoro doesn’t pressure you. Nor does he ridicule your inability to dance. He just silently stares at you and wishes that you could find your passion again.
And you understand this, you can read Zoro’s thoughts with a simple look. After all, you’ve been together for so long that you know what the other would be doing even if you were on different sides of the planet.
“Thanks, Zoro.”
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seijch · 4 years
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ANNOUNCEMENT: NOT A HELLO, BUT NOT A GOODBYE EITHER
omg hi ... im like . ashamed to come back after saying brief hiatus in october and then disappearing off the face of the earth til FEBRUARY but under the cut i will be explaining myself and the following, if youre interested (and a tl;dr at the very bottom if you don’t wanna scroll thru this obnoxiously long post):
the reason(s) i was gone for so long
what i was doing during that time (its just a personal account yall can scroll past this idrc)
the status of those um . halloween requests
the future of this account
i. so . Hiatus .
i know. i know . i probably mentioned it when i made the announcement post, but my mental health likes to go on one of those rides. yknow the ones where you go like up rlly fast then down maybe and then up then DOWN .... its like that. i needed a break and every time i wanted to come back or thought about it, something would happen and i would get stuck in my own head.
a big reason for getting stuck in my head was (and i hate to admit this ... i hate to admit that i have Insecurities On The Internet) my feelings of inadequacy regarding my writing. i love to plot fics, i love concepts and characters and making little headcanons but i dont ... know if i love writing rn. and i thought for the longest time that like . whatever ill just push thru it its fine ill be fine but it kinda wasnt lmao you can kinda see it in my halloween reqs and what become of them when i get to that but i began to feel like nothing i had put out or would put out would hold up prose wise (and normally i dont feel like this im much more “idc its my life im living it” but thats not a rant for tumblr LMAO). i still feel like that -- like im better as a reader than a writer. but . You Know :-)
tl;dr: mental state go brrrrr
ii. anywhere here’s wonderwall
when i left, i was in a steadily decreasing mental and emotional state, made worse by a situation at work that really was a case of petty jealousy on my end and rlly isnt very consequential now despite how much pain and resentment it gave me when it Was a problem so i wont get into it. the tl;dr of november and december was me using work as an crutch and distraction -- i know my job, i do it well, it helped me not think about my responsibilities and obligations and inadequacies. of course, as the holiday season grew busier n busier i was scheduled so often that i moved 88 or so miles (according to my apple watch, which i ONLY wear at work since im never anywhere else outside my house) and fell into a cycle of showering n sleeping at my house before going back the next day. (theres definitely something to be said abt capitalism and “grind culture” here but once again its not the time or place snsjkdfds)
at the turn of the new year, i happened to remember a birthday card i hadnt filed away for safekeeping from a friend of mine that id been horribly out of touch with til that point. i started crying because i realized how out of touch id been in general up until that point. the month of january was great for me: i was focused, happy, and in a much better place than i had been before. the end of it brought me down focus wise and im hoping that enough time away from my distractions will refocus me bc i ... need it LMAO and though ive burned out from that level of productivity and gotten distracted again im ... trying to stay positive which i think is the most i can do 😁👍🏼
media wise, i got real into stardew valley (but burned out bc i played it extensively as a way to wind down after work), the pokemon platinum romhack renegade platinum (still havent finished it bc of school n i played it w the intent to see if i could nuzlocke it ... bitch its so hard but its so fun bc of it), briefly assassins creed: odyssey (im one of those ppl who completes an entire region before i move to the next so you can tell i burned out of that one + wouldnt have the time to properly devote to it even if i didnt), got back into genshin impact after pulling for xiao (after not touching it for like . months), and danganronpa. yes . danganronpa 😐 i Know. i stopped playing it after the second trial of the first game bc i was so hurt by the outcome and picked it up in late january only to get sucked in (thank god i had the foresight to buy the second and third games during the steam winter sale). rn im at the start of chapter 4 if anyone wants to come in my asks and um . talk to me abt danganronpa
tl;dr: I’m Into Danganronpa Now
iii. you realize halloween was three months ago right
i mentioned this in the first section, but i love to plot things. every request is plotted or at least has a solid foundation. i had fun detailing what concept i wanted to go with considering what i was given, and there were some bangers i might touch up in the future. but heres whats going to happen to the requests themselves:
there are two finished requests. one will be posted tomorrow and the other will be touched up (just bc i finished it doesnt mean its good 🧍‍♂️) and scheduled for next saturday. as for the ones i never got around to ...
i will not be finishing those requests. i hate to be That Person, but i feel like we all expected this 🧍‍♂️ what i will do is post all of my notes for each request in batches -- requests that have an @ to go with them will be mentioned in the post proper, but anon asks will be pictured. (there are some asks that came from blogs who are now deactivated but i wrote down all the prompts and remember most of those askers so ill cross that bridge when i get there) there will most likely be an excerpt or two simply bc i think i mightve written a few plot points or interactions in the form of bullet points. i rlly am sorry about doing this but i remember looking at my notion doc with all the prompts and feeling ... like i wasnt measuring up n it wasnt just to myself or to some intangible concept of “other” id constructed but it was instead to those who requested n actually WANTED to see and hear and read my writing and i ...... im gonna admit thats another big reason i avoided this site.
regardless, youll definitely get what i have (and likely more than just my bullet points and illegible handwriting).
tl;dr: im sorry. what i have in terms of plot, concept, and interaction for every request will be posted, but i cant say ill ever complete them and mean it.
iv. so what now?
well i mean . im not entirely sure how sold i am on haikyuu in the content creation department (as a creator n to a lesser extent, as a consumer). as mentioned previously, its no longer my primary focus. it doesnt mean im not into haikyuu anymore; i have a lot of love for those boys but i cant rlly say im even caught up w recent fandom activity and also havent even finished s4 pt2 LMAO thats on my to do list
and despite all that, i still want to share my plots n concepts and snippets and maybe even fics. it wont happen anytime soon. it might not even happen. but i mean . its better than me saying i wont write ever again shjdkfs but either way ill probably use this blog as a personal blog w the occasional ask game for dialogue prompts (those are always so fun i love making up aus to fit like . the most mundane prompts)
as for my works (past and any potential future), ive opened an ao3 acc here n ill be editing n possibly expanding on my old works to post there. tumblr, to me, is The x reader hub, but i figure more x reader fics on ao3 is never a bad thing.
ill be deleting/posting drafted posts to the queue since they were all meant to be queued anyway as well as (sorry again 🧍‍♂️) deleting or answering asks in the inbox. (moots if you get a notif from me saying i rbed your post from months ago ... mind your business) im very hard to get ahold of and its ... a problem. expect an overhaul of the nav n shit to reflect my new direction n also because i feel like i cant tell if my passion for carrd is shared by the majority HSDKLFS maybe its better to read my info in a normal post ykwim .......
and of course . if youve read all this n decided im no longer worth the follow, i sure as hell cant stop you. thank you for wanting to, at some point, hear what i have to say -- it means more than you think.
tl;dr: writing will be edited and reposted to ao3, this blog will be a personal blog with a hint of writing (sometimes)
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the tl;dr to end all tl;drs:
im back! i wont be as active as i used to due to a lessened interest in haikyuu in general, but i have an ao3 acc now where all my past work will be edited, possibly expanded, and reposted. any future work will also find itself there. my halloween requests will be posted in batches as incomplete concepts, plots, and snippets of scenes; i wont be promising to finish any of them.
there are still fic concepts im attached to and want to finish, but i cant promise any more writing on my end. this blog will be a personal blog with maybe writing, not a writing blog with my personal thoughts all over it.
regardless if you stick around or not, its been crazy sexy cool (equal emphasis) being on haikyuu tumblr even tho i wasnt around for long ... even tho its not my main focus anymore, im still excited to see what the future might hold 🤝
love, ari 💌
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