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[saltyverse]

How's your creeper interract with the other heroes? Do they like having him around?

tis but a little guy. batman just sort of. lets him roam around. he doesnt hurt anyone and he isnt apart of the rogues gallery and what have you, so he just . gets to hang out. he pops up here and there at crime scenes rlly to just be apart of the peanut gallery and watch.

Now its the Villains who he has the most interactions with. unfortunately. you see, the rogues gallery finds him entertaining and most of them Love to mess with the guy. they cant rlly fuck with him like they can when hes jack ryder, since creeper is a very slippery guy, so no kidnappings (sad). doesnt mean the rogues dont try rho. creeper also doesnt. try to stop the rogues like crimes when hes watching mainly bc. even tho hes a slippery dude, shmoving all over the place. he isnt That strong of a guy. he'd get beat up Very quick (he knows this from experience)

[ace-with--a-mace]

the truth is i actually get so insanely jealous

[minimoxha]

I see the light

Summary: After his wife and daughter died he thought he lost everything. However, you for some reason, you'd didn't disappear. So, Miguel locked you up. He had to find some way to protect you so you couldn't be taken from him like Gabriella. What better way to do that then keep you in his dimension where he could get to you in case of anything

Warnings: Cussing, Nothing really

Chapter masterlist

The first place Hobart brown took y/n was to paris france, in universe 3202. It was a peaceful spider-man with its spider woman being the loudest thing in there. He’d been to paris before, among a bunch of other places in his travels to find actually cool things. Paris was something on everyone’s wishlist, it was bound to be on yours. The both of you stood in an alleyway after teleporting. Y/n looking around in awe and touching anything she could get her hands on while Hobie attempted to hide his spidersuit.

“Where are we Hobie?” She asks, walking in circles, touching everything. It was almost line she was a toddler who had never been able to let her mind run wild. It was cute.

“This ‘ere’s called Paris, Mate” (bare with me i’m imagining this is how they talk bare with me here now). “We gonna do some things you might like before we go see the fireworks” Hobie responds, walking out the alleyway with her in tow, not realizing the looks people gave. However, there was still a problem with the whole plan.

“You never told me what you want as payment!” She said, making the man hault in his tracks.

“Tell yer dad to get off my ass for a bit, Yeah? That’s what my payment is.” Hobie continued to walk, putting his hands in his pocket and changing his posture to something that really wasn’t good for his back. Y/n didn’t care though , she was too busy looking at the scenery and the people.

She did stare for too long which made people give her weird looks back. Or maybe it was the fact that what she was wearing was a bit over the top. A cute purple dress with flowers, her favorite dress. Miguel had bought it for her one day. It could’ve been because she was wearing fat cow slippers that mooed every time she stepped. “You look like a tourist, try to look like you at least live here” Hobbie laughed before walking into a macaroon shop. Y/n followed intently. The smell of the maroons hit her immediately and she immediately felt her stomach drop. “Y’a hungry?” She nodded. Hobbie walked to the counter and ordered two ice creams macaroon sandwiches and then took the girl to sit down T the table.

With The first bite, she was taken by surprise. Her dad had never made these things for her, she didn’t even realize these things existed. Would it be to much to say this was the best thing she has ever tasted in her now eighteen years of living? Hobbie saw her from across the table, smiling as she enjoyed the four macrons she had. They were extremely pricy and he’d never just pay for random’l shit like that that he didn’t need. He had never donr that until now. He couldn’t resist seeing her smile again.

When they left the cafe, he was now listening to her ramble about the food. Yeah, it was a little annoying but he was glad he could give her his first experience. His heart started beating at the the thought of her getting a bunch of other experiences before tonight. “We can go see the eiffel tower next and then we can go to another dimension, would you have fun with that? Y/nnie?” He asked.

She felt herself get giddy at the nickname he gave her. She had never felt this way when she was called nicknames by her dad so why did she feel this way with him? She also realized how when he spoke, her pulse sped up and how handsome he looked. Was this a crush? When the ones she’d see on tv and they would have amazing pilot build up before they get married and fall in love. The thought of having a romance like they did in business propanol or Att woo made her so cheerful inside. Their relationships were so cute, something she dreamed of happening when she was finally let down from her castle. Was Hobie the one?

—

“Jessica, you need to go send someone to investigate the whereabouts of this anomaly. He’s been through five universes. We need five of the teens on the universes.” Miguel said to jessica who gave a nod and went to go call all the teenagers to go on missions. Miguel was determined to get whatever anomaly was this powerful and before they would rip themselves through this one and hurt everyone inside.

The anomaly was leaving every single universe they touched in shambles, there was no telling which one they’d get next.

—-

Hobbie looked at the alert on his watch, and choose to ignore it and continue to show the girl around the Eiffel tower. Whatever they wanted wasn’t that important.

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Omfg I'm tired of bitches,so I'm gonna talk about them

First,this guy who sits behind me.Always nice to him,thought he was cool but needed a bit more to stop following trends that were racist sexist etc and just be like actually cool.THIS GUY WANTS TO HOP ONTO THIS OTHER GUY'S TRAIN AND GO "oh I despise u'...like am I supposed to care?Hate me,idgaf,but dont say it quiet and shit cuz u dont want to handle smoke,i can go to a 100 rq..."oh ur weird" I KNOW RHAG AND I WANT TOBHE THAT..

I am Me,I'm weird, different,sorry I don't joke about rape and would rather write dark fiction and laugh like afucking physco and dance to myself bcuz y'all all the same boring ass and rude and entitled...

"EMO XD" how is this even funny?Like pop offzcuz I AM emo(I'm in the alt style category and I like the emo style),and I listen to 'emo' music,I make 'emo' jokes,so...Ur insulting me with what ibam???I dont get it

Then this bitch wanna be nosy af cuz she the new girl and shit and wanna be all up in everyone's business but mad when someone says shit to her.like u gotbthe fake press ons braces and Takis and glossed up lips but that spit flying out ur mouth can't compensate for ur lack of judgement, knowledge,and basic mannerz?

Like donr talk to me Then GET MAD WHEN I JOKE AT U cuz it was never that serious XD and then,ppl need to stop this ignoring me shit bcuz wtf"did u say something" atp I'm gonna say yes TF I did becuz I didn't do shit????

[mordcore]

i did a good i block & unfollow when i saw a bad post but man . if your art isnt getting reblogged thats not my problem. if u r obsessed with numbers thats not my problem. y r u trying to force people into giving u numbers go up. i dont care! im on this site for me. there was no contract of "make art numbers big go reblog art to use website". im not even here for art. im here for shitposts. fuck you and your cow.

also i post art sometimes but im not obsessed with numbers like you are i am an adult and i post it because i want to and not to scratch my ego and if other people dont like it then they dont and thats that i dont . understand. why people feel entitled to my attention and to my blog. MY BLOG. maybe your arts just shit!!!!!! or maybe you should ask yourself why you care so much about the % of reblogs?? who gives a damn??? you spend too much time in your head you need to touch grass. i dont think ur making art for the right reasons. art shouldnt be there to guilt people for clout. that makes the art bad.

to clarify i donr think number has any correlation to art good or bad . but also i dont think 90% of people on this site even once stopped to think what makes art good or bad for them or what subjectivity means or what the point is of posting art to the internet.

600 people liked your art??? imagine if you put up an exhibition and 600 people come and look at it????? that's huge???? and yet you whine about reblogs %. completely deranged behavior. never talk to me or my son ever again.

[thefleshmustgrow]

honestly- n majority of the time these claims aren't even True and made exc-lusio-nists half the time. Half the time you hear about 'insert maker of certain flag'- being bad and it just ends up being bullshit the creator of the flag Literally disproves with a single tweet. like tht isn't always the case- but So often it is to me. Flag discourse is useless n does nothing- and is 90% of the time bullshit or stupid petty shit. when it comes down to it I donr even care what flag people use. but people who are like 😤U HAVE TO USE THIS FLAG- NO OTHER FLAG BECAUSE THE ORIGINAL FLAG BAD😤 can fuck off. Not everyones going to use ur ugly flag recolor dude. No one fucking has to use their 'remade' flag. thankfully these 'revamped' flags rarely take off.

yeah i recall seeing a few things on here abt the new flag being pushed by exlusininsts and lies so i wouldnt be bloody suprised at all if thats the case.

attacking pansexuality is the new attacking aces and enbys and it makes me sick to my stomache, people really just love any ecscuse to bully others for shit that does not effect that at all huh?

[pavarottirevenge]

donr you think its pretty pathetic that you waste your life on a shitty blog that is dedicated to a person who has no idea you exist. a person who could care less about you. itS definitely pathetic

Why would you send this to someone? Why would you purposely go out of your way to make someone feel like shit? Why? Are you really that bored and lonely? Cause if that’s the case, get a damn dog and take a walk.

I’m never intentionally rude. I try my best to not be mean or cruel. I don’t post or spread hate. I don’t start fights with people or fan flames. I don’t go up to actors/celebs and throw myself in their faces. I don’t do shit but reblog pictures I find pretty, and smile at gifs that make me laugh. That’s it.

All I do is get on MY blog during some free time or when I’m having anxiety moments and need a little help to calm down. My blog is my happy place. Ok? It’s where I go to distract my mind with things I enjoy and find calming. And guess what, bucko???! Darren brings me joy, and believe it or not, his voice calms me! That man has done so much for me — you have no fucking idea how much — and for your information I have met the gentlemen, and what he said to me is something I will never forget and will always hold close to my heart. Always. And when my brother saw him on tour he mentioned me and showed him a photo, AND HE REMEMBERED MY DAMN NAME AND ASKED HOW MY TREATMENT WAS GOING. TOLD MY BROTHER THAT HE WAS SENDING ME ALL THE GOOD VIBES AND THAT THE NEXT WE SEE HIM HE WANTS MY ASS HEALTHY AND SMILING. So you can bet your fucking ass he will be a prominent presence on my blog. And frankly? That’s not going to change any time soon — Irregardless of what you say or think about it. My blog, my rules. This blog is for me and no one else. If you want a cookie cutter blog shaped into an animal of your liking, then go make your own.

And here’s something — No one is holding a gun to your head and forcing you to go on blogs with content you dislike. No one is holding your face to that monitor and yelling “LOOK AT IT!!!” For heavens sake, if you don’t like something, don’t look at it! If you don’t like someone, don’t talk to them! It’s that easy, man.

If all this sounds stupid to you, sorry, but I really don’t give a flying fuck. That’s your problem, not mine. So kindly move the hell on and grow up. Let others do them and you do you.

Ok?

Can you do that? Can you go forth and be a decent human being and not shit on everyone? Because It would be greatly appreciated.

[one-shoop]

Watching "clean with me" videos gives me so much anxiety. I know I have too much stuff but it just feels so bad to throw it away. I used to wish I hadnt ever seen a toy/plushie/clothing instead of like, being stuck. And now I just -- I'm torn between feeling overwhelmed and being desperate at keeping stuff that matters to me. I don't know what to do.

This one vlogger talked about how getting rod of stuff wasn't always abou the stuff -- it was about you being able to feel peaceful in your environment. Like, if you can't enter a room without feeling anxious, that's a no-no. Some of the stuff I have give me anxiety like that, or I just dont feel happy about having it. For various reasons, I keep it. But...

Like, there's childhood favorites I can't give. Stuff I promised to look after and it's a promise I can't go back on. Stuff that my sister has a similar item of, and I'd feel bad discarding one of a pair. Stuff I feel used to be a big part of my life and I want a way to keep that memory. There's stuff I sort of don't mind much and would rather give -- but. I dunno. Like, some things I don't like but I'm afraid of giving things up. I dunno, man.

There's some stuff I like -- cute plushies, clothes that I love. Some others, I mean, they just don't make me happy, you know? I hate when there's too many things on my bed, it makes me anxious to go to sleep. Like, most of the plushies I keep there are my all-time keep -- precious keepsakes of stuff I cant throw away. But I just. UGH. There's stuff I cant throw away because it's the last remaining relics of Club Penguin -- rest in peace -- and others that just sort of matter? I dont know but I feel so anxious. I wish I could just do what I want and get rid of some stuff. Like, I have two criterias for plushies:

-plushies I like (cute, fluffy, soft)

-keepsakes (old or memory-related)

-ones I keep out of a promise (gifts, important events)

-those ones that my sister has another one or, and i keep it so hers wont be alone, because yes, I'm sad like that, it would make me sad to imagine it screw you

And like -- ARE THERE ONES I COULD GIVE AWAY THAT DONT FIT INTO THOSE CATEGORIES??? THOSE I DONT CARE ABOUT?? Some old ones just make me feel sick to my stomach like those old sea creatures. But like -- there's ones I cant give away, like -- the one thing my dad and I have in common, marionettes, those ones we used for a movie we made.

Like, are there some I could just take a picture of? I don't know, man. I dont like going downstairs because it makes me want ro cry and scream and just pull off my hair. I'm so angey and frustrated and I keep wanting a fresh start. Like -- I've always done that, you know? Every time I buy new plushies, it's for a fresh start. I just wish I had a way to remove all thise useless fresh starts, those ones that didn't make me feel good, and keep the good ones. Like, I envy those who dont have that kind of stupid attachment. Like, go attachment. Its just -- everytime I bought a new plushies, it was supposed to be a fresh start. "That one" I would love, "that one" would be my favorite. I know irs unhealthy and I hate buying them because it makes me feel so much dread like, I keep having more and it keeps feeling like doomsday is coming whenever I see my dad going "ugh why" and I freak out and I dont ecen know what to do.

Plushies used to be this nice thing and now they just make me want to tear my throat out. Dear fucking god I hate everything

I just -- I wish i had a plushie I liked and tjene ceyrtjing would be so kuch easier but I WISH ID NEVER LAID EYES ON ANY OF THESE PLUSHIES IN THE FIRST PLACE. SOME OF THEM I WAD GIVEN BHT I DONT WANT THEM AND I DONT KNOW EHAT TO DO. BUT NOW I FEEL COMPELLED. AND I WANT TO JUSR FUCKING CRY FOREVER. IM SFARED. AND UPSET. I DONR WANR RO CHOOSE. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY. HOW TO GET RID OF THEM.

I used to get so scared bit now I'm psychong myself because everyone saus i need to get rid of them and I just fucling can't deal woth it. Am i betraying myself? I promised i wouldnt let this happen. I promise I wouldn't be my own enemy. I promise i wouldnt do this ti myself just to make everyone happy. And now IM DOING IT.

At least I'm fine throwing clothes away. Clothes suck.

Or, like, sometimes. I still want to fucking die everytime I throw clothes away. Jesus I need fucling help. I have no psychological safety thing for like, some safety rjing to go back to. I feel so fucling afraid and stuff like that was supposed to be the one thing I wasnt afraid of and I could get them and jt would be fine but now that's just a big lie??? It wasn't supposed to make me feel happier??? It wss just supposed to keep me contented until whatever person decides its time to work??? Is that it????

What am I supposed to do, man??? What am I supposed to do????? What am I supposed to think??? I'm supposed to figure tjis out but O jusr fucling cant and its supposed to help me to have plushies but it's not and I cajr see straight. I jusr wish plushies were safe again. I wish i could cry my heart out about leaving them like before. I widh I could be angry and upset and betrayed and feel like I'm being torn apart and scream and rage about how people are hurting me and how they can't understand how terrible it feels, and how they'll never understand why I feel so betrayed and so alone and so dismayed becauee my whole world and my whole safety is falling apart and I cant egen enjoy a simple piece of fabric stuffed with cotton without feeljng like I'm going to get killed at any moment because it costs money and it's not necessary and I'm going to get killed by cotton in my face. And it's not necessary and I'm getting attached for nothing and it's not necessary, just let it go, you'll feel better afterwards, just try it, you have to make changes, you have to make your life better, dont you want balance? Just try it!!!!

Like you want me to have balance???????????? Is that what you want?? Why are you just screaming at me and telling me tl dl stuff I dont want to do, THIS is just -- it's important to me, it's stuff that just gets me up and going, it's whats brightening up my life, it's like, the only source of peace i have. And you want to tell me it wasn't worth anything? That it didn't have a place in my life and it wasn't a beacon of anything and it should have been thrown away long ago and it should have been somewhere else and it didnt deserve to exist? And it should have been explained a bit better but basically this is what it is!!!???! Like you can preach about happiness and balance all you want but this i my happiness!!! This is what i wsnr mi life to look like!!!! This is what happiness os to me, this is what safety is, this is how I manage to come home and feel happy about myself!!!!! Do you actually want balance or do you just wsnt me to live by your rules? Like do you even care if I get happier if the way I am happy, it's not by throwing it all away? No? Like did you even let it a chance to exist first?

Yeah if I said that to my mom she would've interrupted me to say "I understand no need to be like that" and then she would've told me "well talk about it in the morning" and basically listen to nothing and not give a shit at all. Sorry if I sound really annoying about getting my point across, this id whar I have to deal with at home so I'm sorry if I'm not arguing like a peaceful person here.

[ajleanon5]

vent post. tw: anxiety, self harm, self depreciation, stressed.

Dont you ever hate the fact that you are perfectly okay sometimes, and then you start to cry? And it could be a number of things causing it. Maybe its the sleep deprivation. Maybe its because you forgot to do your 7 pages of really boring and hard homework again and you have to stay up until 1 am once again. Maybe its because you have 2 jobs now and both of them give you more stress than you can handle even on their own. One has constantly screaming children and having to be a good role model but you cant focus on all the children at once Ari, you need to prioritize and make sure the one kid you were assigned doesntt go running out onto the street. The other has a boss thats intimidating as all fuck and no matter what you do it all seems wrong. you cant give the people what they want because you dont know how to explain to them that your boss told you not to get things from the back this week. And then there are angry parents looking like theyre about to yell at you or cuss you out and you are so terrified of people being mad but you have to suck it up because the customer is always right. Maybe its because you dont know how to tell your mom that you dont know if you can make it on the trip she didnt wwant to take you on last year and now you have to let go of one of your childhood dreams for the sake of earning a wage. Maybe its because youre running out of people to talk to, or they all just dont really care anymore, maybe you feel disheartened about the fatct that you cant visit your best friend when it seems like she really needs a shoulder to lean on, MAYBE its because you dont have the gall to tell said best friend about your new boyfriend becauseyoure scared she’ll be mad or jeleous and you really hate making her upset, she has enough to deal with without having to hear about that dick. A litteral dick because all he seems to have his mind on is your chest or another videogame but you cant brak up because its only been a few weeks and that doesnt seem fair to do to him and yolu hate yourself for being so damn weak and relapsing adddddd thers nothing to be donr about the red lines  anymore and you just reallu hate yourself now its all you can do not to scream and scream because thwe past week has beem nothing but anxiety attacks and shame and being tired and starving yourself again YOU NEED TO FUCKING EAT I DONR CARE IF IT HURTS YOURE A PIECE OF SHIT YOU SHOULDNT HAVE TO EAT YOU SHOULDNT BE FEELING THIS UPSET ISNT THIS WHAT YUOU WANTED??? ISNT HTIS HOW REGULAR PEOPLE LIVE?? DONT YOU WANT TO BE FUCKING NORMAL AGAIN SO YIU CAN GET ONE GAODAMND NIGHT OF SLEEP SO YOU CAN STOP FUCKING SCREAMING AT YOURSELF YOU NEED TO STOP CRYING BEFORE SOMEONE SEES YOU ARI, WIPE YOUR FUCKING TEARS YOU DON TNEED TO CRY YOURE AN ADULT SO FUCKING ACT LIKE IT ALREADY. PUT DOWN THE DAMN COMPUTR AND DO YOUR FUCKING HOMEWORK LIKE A NORMAL PERSON WOULD BECAUSE YOU NEED TO BE NORMAL TO SURVIVE IN THIS GODFORSAKEN HOUSE OR ELSE GO TO THE STREET AND STARVE.

[ace-with--a-mace]

i think ive been in a constant state of melancholy