#but i dont wanna cry to anyone so

[juleteinthrum]

I need a therapist

[storytellering]

The real mastermind (redraw)

[tianhai03]

[ not ship art ]

off day at devil may cry

[bunsandstuff]

Oh my god I'm going to cry. I didn't pay that much attention before, but literally the way he's put himself in the corner and then this this line of dialogue. He was so afraid of losing more people, especially all of us that he'd come to treasure, that he did the only thing he thought best

Nobody thanked him, nobody in the moment gave it a second thought his motives. And while this moment passes for them all, as we know Urianger holds onto that and MORE all the way into EW where he finally spills how tired he is of it all. Its one thing to hear him say it, but going back and seeing how much it weighed on him in this moment and how he truly never forgot. Dear angel, the heavens don't deserve your wings (；；)

[bunnihearted]

legitimately wanna die bc i keep checking his blog and thinking obsessively about him and then i get pangs in my chest as i realize that he doesnt care abt me bc he has someone else again so he doesnt think of me and im sitting here going crazy bc i want him so bad but he doesnt want me he wants someone else 🥴

[opens-up-4-nobody]

As a stranger on the internet (so feel free to ignore or tell me I'm out of line) you might just be going through a grieving process. It sucks, a lot, and I don't really have any advice other than it will slowly get better, but it might help simply knowing.

Grief is different for everyone, and looks different for everyone too. But either way I hope you feel better soon <3

It's very possible, I just don't want that to be the answer because then I don't know what to do

[dinerfries]

ah

[doggoboigaugau]

me at 1 a.m. making a playlist based on how my traumatized fictional comfort character makes me feel when i look at him:

yes i'm just a sad little helpless romantic simp

[anambermusicbox]

HELLO TUMBLR SHENGMI okay so in the 人物 interview zhou shen talks about a middle-aged manly man who told him he cried his eyes out in the middle of the night to 光亮. out of pure curiosity, does anyone else have a song that was like that for them? or just any particular songs have made you cry?

[fagtrickbateman]

genuinely so fucking nauseating that tumblr staff feel like they don't even need to provide a real explanation for BLATANTLY and REPEATEDLY targeting transfem users. this has been happening for fucking years and they haven't done a single thing to change it.

[moonlit-orchid]

When your friend needs you to be there to comfort them, but you have no energy for serious conversations and so you're stuck wondering if youre being a selfish asshole or if youre justified in not wanting to be the one to sort their problems out

[lonelychicago]

rant

[leafuxxtea]

^•w•^/

[marcspectrr]

Listennn, having more thoughts about Marc's inability to match Steven in his openness and self-expression because of his learned behavior of deeming it as wrong and how it ties in with how he later views Jake.

Marc conforms to cope, with suppressing parts of his identity related to his autism, his DID, his trauma. He masks, he hides, he lies, despite it all taking even more of a toll on him. But you watch episode 5 and Steven's effects on Marc are...so obvious.

There's this innate vulnerability he has around Steven, both in his physicality and his emotions. Without even really trying, Steven is already teaching Marc self-love, just like how Layla teaches him more secure attachment styles.

But really, Marc doesn't fully understand how bad he was/is at hiding and being chronically, viscerally, utterly, compulsively incapable of allowing himself peace until. He meets Jake. Then there's this slow but violent realization on Marc's end that that thing he's had to live with all his life? Where all his love for the people around him never quite made its way back into him intrinsically? Where self-worth was always contrived at best and a Gordian's knot at worst? Where cynicism was always reaching for his ankles, ready to hold him back from the very notion of latching onto faith?

Jake has it all, but so much worse.

They are cut from an eerily similar cloth. But moral relativism aside, Marc is adamant to help Jake reach that place that Steven helped him reach. Where his intrinsic self-worth is no longer shrouded in the words of his abuser, and he understands what it means to have objective value, and to someday sincerely believe he is a nonderivatively good person.

[bunnihearted]

sometimes i truly do feel so isolated and alienated because even if people on here are lonely and sad they still have friends and partners and they're capable of having jobs and getting educations ... and im like ok wow im like actually the only one who doesn't just "feel" those things but also is completely worthless and insignificant. cool 👍

[bruciemilf]

let me give you biiiig hug you look like you need it 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

Tyyy