#but im sorry

[brysonmcbee]

Working on a tutorial for this style in 3d, and I threw together this little Fantasy Visual Novel concept.

alt text:

Image 1: “Pleased as you are to find The Crown Of The Fallen King... It seems it will need some fashioning to equip.”

Image 2: “It appears the Fallen King has deemed your fashioning... unfashionable.”

[mystmesstolemysoul]

Zens route be like:

Your options are "tell Zen he's a loser" or "tell Zen it's okay and you're rooting for him"

Or

Your options are "attack Jaehee" or "calmly respond to the situation like a rational human being"

The third set of options are: "greet the person who just entered the chat room like a normal fucking person" or "OH MY GOSH I MISS MY ZENNY-WENNY WHERE IS HE!?!? 😭😩😢"

[newtdrawz]

Idk guys I'm just thinking abt Sam during the Stanford era and just Weechesters in general,,

Sam being on his own for the first time and learning what is and isn't ok to bring up to people, not being able to talk too much about his family or where he's from when asked,, learning on his own on how to socialize with others and make friends his age,,

A much younger Sam and Dean only having each other, being each other's best friends because they never stick around long enough to make other friends. Not understanding why they can't connect with the other kids at schools, not really understanding how to talk to adults that aren't hunters/their dad,, Sam and Dean always being the 'weird kids', Dean growing out of that phase either faking confidence till it just works out or copying his dad,, Sam still stuck as the 'weird, quiet, new kid'

Sam feeling out of place at school, because they don't know what he knows, they don't know about the monsters in the shadows,

But Sam also feeling out of place with his family/other hunters, because he wants a normal life, a safe life to settle down, he wants to forget about the things they hunt,,

Idk I just love the hc of young Sam and Dean just not really understanding how to socialize with others because they only really talk to their dad, each other or the occasional hunter they met through their dad,,

Idk guys,, I love you awkward, weird kid Winchesters

[tea0w0stache]

I thought you might be interested in thissss, the closest we've seen to an official birthday for daiya 🤭

see this is so lovely and i adore it so much .

but i simply can't let got of my weed day daiya birthday 😭 if mondo has 6/9, daiya deserves 4/20!!

[superhater]

alpha kids sans jake

[saetoru]

just tried wing stop ranch for the first time and. i get it. i rly do. i get the hype

[sunny4thewin]

There might be spoilers?

I think its weird because in the first season of The Summer I Turned Pretty, They took more creative liberties, but in the three episodes that dropped a lil' while ago, they took less, and I guess I'm not the biggest fan of it? But also Amazon can go F*** itself because I'm invested, and my heart is broken and happy and sad and angry idk.

[eightestalde]

Found this on pinterest and..... 🗿

Source: https://pin.it/oLvC8AK

[tails-boogie-board]

im sorry but I have to let you know that Tails cant tie his shoes. He can tie knots and do fine wirework and can build a computer from scratch but he cant figure out the hand movement on his own shoes and he has better things to do than learn so he wears velcro 

[nooks-cranny-mogai]

Im trying to be more chatty on my mogai account without going overboard (cause I know it can be abit irritating if your following someone who says they are a coining blog but then it's 10 to 20 chat posts to every one coining) but I just really wanna talk about one of my experiences as someone who has "severe" autism and is high needs to the point of needing a caretaker in relation to people with more mild/moderate forms and not as high needs and their allism towards us. And this isn't " internalized allism" that's when your allistic towards yourself, being allistic towards other autistic people is just normal fucking allism.

Me, my partner and my bff( he's not on this site so I'm not vaguing any other people) and his bf all took this online test that would essentially label how high your needs were. It was based on a study of over 15,000 people, including some allistic people, so it's not official but it's pretty damn good. The numbers ranged from 0 to 230, 0 being completely allistic and 230 being severe intellectual disability. My gf scored the lowest, makes sense, she's not autistic. Then my bff's bf and then him. My gf barely cracked 70 which is pretty low to no autistic traits, my bff and his bf both ranged around 130-150, mild to moderate autism which checked out. I was 214. Exactly 16 points short of the max which was very very very surprising to me. I knew it was "bad" but not that "bad".

All in this shock, my bff took that opportunity to announce how happy he was that his numbers were low and he wasn't " too far gone". All in a group chat. Infront of me. Someone who wasn't low, had high needs, feels like a burden and an idiot for my brain fog and studdering and nonverbal episodes and loss of common knowledge and having to count on my fingers because sometimes basic math iilludes me. Me who cant maintain eye contacts and rocks on the floor during a meltdown and lost jobs because I look like a brick wall and people not taking my emotions or pain seriously, especially the fact of my chronic dibilating pain. Me, whose been called a r*tard and an " it" and "slow" and is so scared of my own strength or hurting people's feelings if I'm not clear enough or scared people will think I'm not genuine because of my tone or my volume or the fact I don't cry or grieve like they do or empathize. Me who cant live alone and get stereotyped as the scary quiet " special" coworker who you regret befriending because once I find you safe and share my interests, I don't shut up because finally someone saw the humanity in me. Someone whose surrounded on all sides as an example of badness by antivaxxers and pro-autism speaks and anti-trans and so on, whose been told Im too "messed up" to be allowed to have kids, whose been told I'm infected with demons and if I stopped being trans or bi or polyam or started being a Christian, my autism would magically go away.

He might as well told me that I'm too far gone. That I'm an idiot. Because the sad reality is that many autistic people who arnt high needs or "don't have it as bad" or don't have it to the point of tangible consistent intellectual disability look down on people like me. They think that we aren't capable of thoughts or emotions, at least to their capacity. They think that we empty shells of people and our "real" personality was scooped out by our autism. They think we can't talk to them or confront them. They think we cant speak for ourselves. I've seen it. I know it.

There are always gonna be more people with less needs than those like me and they often think they are helping us but you are no better than autism mommies. You think your one of the good low needs autistic people because your not only speaking for yourself and the community as a whole but for those of us who cant speak out. If i see someone whose publicly autistic but not intellectually disabled, my first thought is not " oh, you have an autism pin too! Fren!" It's " let's see if they're gonna talk to me like an adult or like I'm a three year old". It's " are they gonna think I'm embarrassing them if I stim Infront of others near them". It's " are they gonna say some blatantly allistic shit or call me a slur or insult me then punch me in the arm and laugh and say it's ok cause they're autistic too". It's " will they roll their eyes when I studder or lose a word or misspell a basic word or forget things I've told them ".

Cause the reality is, alot of these low needs autistic people are still autistic but you don't see those with higher needs, especially those with MUCH higher needs, as equal people. As people like you who can write a paragraph, who can recite poetry, who can contribute to society and create art and cultural change. You see us as pityable, a charity case, a burden on our caregivers and society. That's if any of you acknowledge us at all. There's nothing wrong with a quiet thank you to your god(s) for not experiencing a severe disability to the extent of others because no one wants more human suffering and we don't want you to experience our disability... Just maybe Don't say it Infront of others who arnt so lucky because I garentee, that severely autistic person can hear you, understand you and resents you for saying that and treating them as less than human.

Ok to reblog but if your not high needs and have an intellectual disability, don't clown. Or do and I'll point and laugh at you.

[lovelessjane]

Thank you for the food Terri Vellmann and DOSEONE. I am no longer starving.

[spookyprime]

Okay okay your Jason cooks Tim food drawings. The last photo. You have this sort of cool artistically-not-completely block filled background with a few blank stripes here and there, you know? Adds ambiance. But also there’s one just under Jason’s ear. And I thought it was a dangle earring. Which I thought really suited the way you were drawing him. Just wanted to say! You make a beautiful handsome man from him!!!

I love this ask so so so much but I'm also so sorry I am an ugly Jason truther he's NOT supposed to be attractive in that lmaoooo I should absolutely be drawing him with an earring though that's so true

[chanyoungies]

i cant even describe just between lovers its just . perfect . life changing . all of it,

[thebraxiatelcollection]

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[nikolazuli]

considering downloading anamnesis just to get some nice screenshots of nowi but i dont even take that many screenshots

[james-p-sullivan]

the older i get and the closer i am to reaching 30, the more the people around me try to deny me my age. it’s a constant ‘oh you’re just turning 29 again teehee 🤭’ or ‘dont tell your SO that, he’ll leave you for a younger model 😉’ and i just???? hate it?????????

i spent my entire teenaged years fighting for my life. i crawled through the deepest pits of my depression to cling to the promise of a life beyond that pain. i was so convinced that i was going to die young, that i would never see the grace of my age starting with a 2, let alone 3.

so im going to turn 30, and there’s not a damn thing anyone can do to stop me from loving it.