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sunflowersinheaven · 4 months

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another wip, that i wont be able to finish for a while

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theoldkyokodied · 1 year

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One wedding and three funerals

Background paintings under the cut

#tomgreg #succession #tom wambsgans #greg hirsch #shiv roy #roman roy #kendall roy #yeah no im not tagging everyone thats too much #this is me going 'how much implications themes and symbolism can i fit in one painting'#yes i gave rose shivs haircolor. if we ever find out how she looks like and its not like this im just gonna pass away i guess #but yeah i hope yall connect the dots #i put waaay too much thought and work into this. i was googling pictures of all the actors as kids just for reference (sigh)#honestly kinda wanted to make tom and greg link pinkies as like. a pinkie promise. but that was too hard to draw in this angle #at least not without obstructing the view of the ring which is important to see so ya #my fave is actually the tomshiv wedding pic i went off with that. i love them... they should have run away to become sheep farmers fr fr #anyway im so glad im done with this UGH!! finally i can draw smth else without being like oh noooo i need to finish this #i see a lot of you wondering why there is no portrait of logan but one of ewan #it's bc the placement of the painting represent their standing. logans portray would not hang next to the stairs #his present portrait hangs at the end of it. all the way up at the top. alone and withering away #basically the picture you see underneath ewan to the right? its where toms parents would be. the right side of the wall is tom and gregs #and the left one is the roy siblings theirs. since they grew up rich rich. and tom and greg didn't #but ya thats why ewan hangs here and logan does not :)

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crafting-mojo · 7 months

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The Factory!

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alluralater · 3 months

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i can’t lie— there is a certain amount of euphoria that washes over me when i tell another girl to shut the fuck up and take my cock and she says yes yes yes and just keeps nodding like the prettiest dumb toy for me

#apparently my eyes light up when they start nodding and saying yes #it’s cause i like to give it so so so hard ugh #like one position i love is being basically on my knees okay back straight and #their legs parallel to my torso and resting on my shoulders or loosely draped around my hips #and they’re on their back and i just get to bridge that gap between us with such hard thrusts #god just over and over again #and depending on the person i’m fucking i can literally see my cock sliding in and out at this angle yk #like from above because it causes that bulge in their pelvis like OOOOOO come ON let’s fucking go #anyways so just like that but either i’ve got their wrists held by my hips or they’re grabbing a headboard/whatever is above/behind them #that position goes SO hard #plus it’s nice because i get to like kiss their inner leg and ask them if they can take it harder #but its a rhetorical question anyways because i know they’ll say yes #where was i going with this LMFAOO #ssgarlicbread #wait wait wait!!!#or i’m leaned over them slightly and holding them by their waist and sliding in and out with them on their stomach HAAAA

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yugiohz · 11 months

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you know how deku and bakugo used to collect bugs (and hopefully release them) as kids well I think teen deku tries to rekindle his friendship with bakugo by bringing epic stag beetles to their dorm and bakugo tries sooo hard to pretend he doesn't give a fuck about beetles anymore </3

#deku with a massive stag beetle in his hand omg friend look!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#and bakugo is trying soooooo hard to act blase #ugh kids #i dont like bugs but i love kids' fascination with bugs and for these two its canon so we need to work with that #ugh i love loser deku

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deoidesign · 21 days

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My comic is so pretty...

The hiatus is letting me take a little extra time on these episodes, and I'm definitely putting it to good use!!!

#almost done with my 8th episode... which will give me. two weeks. of buffer...#id really like at LEAST a month... but to be more comfortable id like two #which means 2-6 more episodes before I come back!#I've got about 7 weeks so its possible. but i do still have to finish book 4 #so much to do ..........#I decided for my next comic im doing 3 updates a month.#having 10 days instead of 7 to make an episode is such a huge huge huge difference...#difference in quality and in my health!#anyways the comic is really pretty im really happy with the work im doing rn #the environments especially. im getting to spend a nice amount of time on them and theyre turning out so nicely #its nice to be able to write with a lot of different environments and not have to redo panels when I get to them cause of time #cause every time theres a wild angle? you need a new background...#so sometimes. often actually. there just isnt the time to make the backgrounds for those and i have to make them more flat...#which is fine. it doesnt really affect anything narratively. but. idk. it's kinda sad right?#anyways yeah! 10 days will be much better.#36 episodes a year is about what ive been uploading with my hiatuses on the weekly schedule anyways!#so might as well cut out that super stressful middleman and just commit to that #52 a year is just such a huge difference and i have to accept its not possible to me #i will hurt myself trying to do that. and i want to make comics my whole life!#so i cant push myself that hard now and sacrifice my future. we're gonna go slower after this...#anyways yeah cant wait to come back but also time. if I could get an extra week like a secret one just for me #where theres no chores no nothin just me and my work #thatd be great! so go ahead and do what you gotta do to give me a little pocket dimension #me: ugh i want to return right now...#the more logical me: NO we need the time to finish everything!!!!!! NOT right now!!!!#time and time again #ttawebcomic #comic panels #hiatus stuff #adam and steve

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randomminty · 1 year

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Opened paint tool sai for the first time in 5 years immediately drew yuri

#couldnt for the life of me draw shizukus face jeezus. turned out ok #I LOVE SAIS BRUSHES I MISSED THEM!!!!!! BRUSH TOOL MY BELOVED!!!!!!!!!#art tag #prsk #pjsk #read all main stories reading through the early events rn. fun #might skip to the recent niigo events tho bc that looks crazy #wont be as good without the build up of the other events but....... mafuyu........#wannna do that thing thats like fav character from each group for prsk.... and maybe bandori/enstars/twst too. but prob not.#aneeway. these two. wehehhehehwhehehw #shizuku hinomori #airi momoi #project sekai #shizuai #almost didnt tag their ship my bad #okie this tagging this is so hard theres so many. can we decide on if its prsk or pjsk #uhm thays all. gootbye #going back to hiding in my literal closet to record audio for an assignment #OH DONT LOOK AT AIRIS HAND I FORGOT TO FIX IT EHHE. MY BAD. UGH

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puppyeared · 7 months

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the shyest creature on earth dreams of art streaming

#i know it sounds like im giving every reason why i SHOULDNT do it but i really wanna learn how to someday #i dont really have the space or privacy for it rn though since i live at home with 3 other ppl plus i have school to focus on ugh #ive been able to stream my art in discord calls but i havent done it in so long and the atmosphere is a little different #not bad different though. its fun to draw ppls conversations out and make shitposts. and i like any kind of attention heh #i also use procreate so its hard to stream frm my ipad but im looking into a lighting adapter to HDMI cable to project on my monitor #part of my urge to start a twitch might also be because i wanna learn how to make and rig a little avatar and use cute frames #and id love to play some ambience music while i draw and just. idk. listen to ppl talk..? but im lacking in audience engagement #since i suck at responding and public speaking and prefer to do things quietly. i just like being observed like im on national geographic #yapping #doodles #sona #puppysona #my art #myart

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muckyschmuck · 5 months

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glass bash. typical

#is there a limit to drawnig what u love because like #nah thats not reallll #YOURE SO COOL PLEASE KISS ME HARD ON THE MOUTH #SORRY #neurozone by chemlab subliminally messaging me and maiing me draw characters on their knees its real #my art #digital art #oc art #kirta is still my enemy #and IT MKAES MY SHITY LAPTOP LAG UGH

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crabmaster64 · 3 months

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Uurggh i did it

#ive been try sooo hard to like fix wtf is happening with my artstyle and its killing meee #it feels like my art is different each time #ugh #marble hornets #marble hornets fanart #brian thomas marble hornets #brian thomas #mh brian #brian mh #my art

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bardicjustice · 5 months

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Sidestep: this story is a tragedy.

Ortega: not if I have anything to say about it

#finally pinned down my favorite part of their dynamic #sidestep is genre-aware (if the genre is tragedy) and genre-blind (if the genre isnt tragedy)#ortegas the opposite in the way that they are genre aware of tragedy but so fucking stubborn they refuse to accept its a tragedy #like they know. they know its a tragedy. they just wont let it BE a tragedy #they hope their love and effort is enough to move mountains and move genres #bc it might be a tragedy. but they wont accept it until they have to (as with many things in ortegas life)#ugh made myself cry like. ortega works so goddamn hard. hoping inevitability wasn't expecting them.#hoping that all it takes is one person telling fate to go fuck itself. bc if theres one person who will say that its ortega #fhr #fallen hero #ricardo ortega #julia ortega

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luck-of-the-drawings · 6 months

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!!! FLASHING LIGHTS WARNING!!! [IM NOT FUCKIN AROUND!!]

REACHED THE CUSP OF 'THIS MAY NEVER BE ABSOLUTELY FINISHED N IF I DONT SHOW IT NOW, IT WILL NEVER SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY.' SO HERE, A PROJECT IVE BEEN ORBITING AROUND UHH SINCE 2021 OR SO.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #cw flashing lights #LOOORRD OF LIGHTNING SAAAAVE ME!!!!#RAAAHHHH I LOVETHIS SONG SO FUCKIN MUCH AND I LOVE GILLION SO FUCKIN MUCH RAAHHHH!! RAAHHHH!!!#BUT YES YES I HAD LIKE A WHOLE OTHER HALF TO THIS SKETCHED OUT BUT IT WONT FINISH COOKIN FOR A MILLION YEAARS!!!!#MAYBE SOMEDAY.....#ANYWAY. this is my first time actually syncing audio to my animations. normally i domnt know howww.#i animated it all in fire alpaca AND THEN i mixed everything in a pirated movie maker. it kinda uh. sucks. but its WHAT I GOT BAYBE!!#i relaly like how i animate swishy hair... i was inspird by eris from sinbad. i can only HOPE i got on that level w the watery flowyness #LIUGHTNING IS HARD TO ANIMATE TOO. I WATCHED ALOTTA VIDEOS ABSORBED MINIMAL TUTORIALS AND UHH I THINK I DID OKAY!!#better than bad!!! but i can still do better. eventually. ugh. FLASHING LIGHTS TOO HUH? U LIKE ANIMATINGB FLASHING LIGHT?#U LIKE MAKING THE BLACK N WHITE FLICKER RLY FAST UNTIL UR EYES BLEED OUT UR SKULL?? YEAAAHH YOU DO!!!#im also vry proud o the title cards i made at the beginning teheheheh. dependign on where riptide goes i MIGHT change it #BUT HEY THEORY TIME? I HOPE ONE OF THE GODDESSES COMES DOWN TO PILOT GILLIONS BODY SO THEY CAN BEAT THE FUCK OUT O THE OTHER GODDESS #WHO IS ALSO IN SOMEONE ELSES MORTAL BODY. GODS COMING DOWN TO WREAK HAVOC OVER PETTY DISAGREEMENTS OOOGH HOW FUN!!#GOOD ON YOU CHAMPION!! YOUR VESSEL HAS BEEN TRAINED TO BE STRONG AND HARDY. PERFECT FOR CHANNELING DIVINE ENERGY.#OHHHH WHAT A PERFECT WEAPON YOU ARE. NOW GO AND IMMANENTIZE A WATERY ESCHATON #PARAGON OF OCEANS WRATH I WANT TO SEE YOU DROWN THE LAND. DESTROY!!! EAT!!! BURN!!! RAAAGHH I NEED GILLION TO GET MORE POWER!!!!#ALSO in other news i uh. actually posted this onto twitter forever ago but forgot to post it here bc i can only post it from pc and BABY!!#IM NOT ON THE COMPUTER OFTEN! NOT ANYMORE!! NOT ANYMOREE!!! IM FREE BAYBE!! i used to be so miserable. sometimes i think abt that.#ANYWAY. pls enjoy. just this much took so long. i love makin the lil guys move.... ouh.... hava good day if u get the chance to.

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dateamonster · 7 months

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the ongoing transmisogyny situation on this website is becoming something that would be almost comical if it wasnt you know genuinely impacting the lives of marginalized people. ive been using tumblr for over a decade and i dont think ive ever seen this level of cartoonish incompetence and thin-skinned behavior from staff members much less the fucking ceo. get a fucking grip guys.

#i feel sometimes my attachment to this place is a bit of a sunk cost fallacy situation #its hard for me to imagine really moving anywhere else after all this time but idk!#and when i start thinking like that i cant help but think how insulting it would feel to have some guy obliterate my whole blog and fucking #scour my posts and pictures clear off the site for no fucking reason! and then lie about it!#fuck matt mullenweg fuck this culture of transmisogyny thats been allowed to go wildly unchecked on this site #just!! ugh! whatever!!!!!!#off topic #ungodly screeching

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starrynightsxo · 7 months

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me internally when someone starts reading the cruel prince and thinks locke is a "good guy" :

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poemistic · 1 year

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im really sad no one else saw the cult aspects of sh3 more compelling like i did when i first watched a playthrough of it. idk it maybe my religious trauma talking, but the constant talk of bringing salvation and being saved by god steams from the deep primal fear of the world and life and all its sufferings and just the gaping unknown of what comes after death and!!! idk it gripped me personally. along with heather’s struggles with identity, agency, and the constant themes of cycles repeating and rebirth??

Saint Alessa Gillespie Mother of God Daughter of God?? am i the only one who thought this went fucking hard as hell??

in this part of the game when we see this painting, Heather has been going through a lot of self reflecting, especially during the chapel section. We really get to see Alessa’s life was like when she was carrying God, and it’s during this part I think heather accepts that Alessa is an important part of who she is, even if she’s no longer Alessa anymore. I think she says something along the lines of “I’m not Alessa, but Alessa is still me.” at one point. I can’t help but see it as an allegory for self acceptance, specifically the acceptance of trauma/abuse done unto you. Heather’s denial of being Alessa makes sense during the beginning. She has no memory of being Alessa, and people (Claudia) who clearly want to hurt her keep insisting that she is.

But the thing is, Claudia sees heather as Alessa: Mother of God... simply a vessel meant to carry their cult’s deity. not the true Alessa Gillespie. So as the game continues with Heather recovering more memories of her past life, along with suffering the same problems as Alessa did 17 years ago, she truly comes to accept that she was Alessa, who fought SO Hard to be and to live as heather!!! Being heather, or Cheryl Mason, was supposed to be Alessa’s hard won happy ending. After literal years of being tortured in a cocoon of pain and misery, Alessa does escape in the end too, through being reborn as heather. How can heather deny that part of herself that used to be Alessa, after all Alessa has done to get her where she is?

the symbolism of agency and autonomy with the mother of god daughter of god stuff makes me go actually insane. The cult forcing her into motherhood, but Alessa embracing that role to birth a life that She wants to bring into the world? A life that is filled with love and joy (with harry !!! 😭😭😭), her OWN personal paradise??? WAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

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jkgnggj · 1 year

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if u saw me post no u didn't (I TOTALLLY didn't think today was Wednesday) shhh anyways mandatory torisai post

this one was my first ever torisai com by @lu-kario

#its so hard trying to look for outfits for them ugh #they dont share aesthetic like mikotori and i cant just put them both in pastels like aketori #i tried to do 80s vibes even tho thats not them bc it was for a playlist but idk #im glad after this i started doing torisaikittt tho phew makes things easier to plan hairstyle and outfits for TORI ONLY #i love putting him in silly fits #look at the way he's looking at his bf ugh #they way he's holding him i-#torisai thursday #torisai #saitori #toritsuka reita #reita toritsuka #saiki kusuo no ψ nan #saiki k #saiki kusuo no psi nan #saiki no psi nan #kusuo saiki #saiki kusuo #commission

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