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Fellas i am nervous
#i have an exam tomorrow#but its not just a regular exam. its an exam for a big group project that we've been doing since january#we even have to dress formal for it#its kinda like a thesis defense (or whatever its called in english)#but um anyway i am afraid that im gonna get a bad grade or that theyre gonna ask questions i cant answer#cause this is a group project so i dont really know that well about everything (though we probably should know each other's parts well)#but uhh anyway this project is not as important as my thesis (which i still have to work on)#so its probably fine if i make mistakes. i mean. our seniors made mistakes in their project and they passed so like i dont have to worry#and its only 3 credits which is low compared to actual thesis (5 credits)#but like... yknow... its starting to get into my head#im aware that this is a very normal reaction to a very normal event but goddddd i should learn how to meditate#on the other hand. i am excited to wear formal clothes bcs ive never had to wear them before hehe#im especially looking forward to wearing the black boots and black trousers combination#it made me feel so cool when i looked into the mirror#but anyway yeah. press like to wish me luck bcs i need it😞
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ART pestering MB with riddles
(based on an actual conversation between my best friend and I)
#digital art#artists on tumblr#the murderbot diaries#tmbd fanart#perihelion#tmbd art#?#idek the tags#anyway this is basically the conversation#edited only slightly to make sense in context#id just clocked into work and my friend started throwing RIDDLES at me#like some sort of RIDDLER.#truly my own personal ART whom i hate#also the ‘i swear to FUCK’ reads weird if u domt know its replacing God#whatevarrr#ignore the white void its in btw#i was going to do more and then#Lazy.#as per usual. sigh.#drawing the expressions was fun tho#slowly getting better at art and making comics#yknow its weird ive always said ‘art is all i have’#in reference to drawing being my only skill#the only thing im good at.#but ever since reading tmbd its taken on a new meaning in my head#every time i say it im just reminded of ART and it sounds rlly funny#anyway judge the fonts if u want#i chose stuff that kind of felt right to me#not Perfect but#i tried
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It's a time-honoured tradition- every time Sam comes across Izzy (and Ed) in their travels, he asks Izzy to marry him. And every time, Izzy turns him down.
At this point, Sam is asking more for the sake of it than any belief Izzy will ever say yes, a remnant of childhood dedication touched with 30 years of heartbreak and regret- though even now, a small part of him still holds out hope. Sam's promises have only got more extravagant over the years, from a job as his first mate, to a captaincy, a fleet at his command, a whole fucking island if that's what Izzy wants- but he knows it isn't though, not really. If Izzy was ever going to agree to marry him, to leave his life and go with Sam, it wouldn't be for anything Sam could offer him. Izzy never did care for flashy shows of wealth, for a ship or to be captain. The only thing that ever mattered to him was loyalty given, and loyalty shown in return.
It all comes to a head after Stede left and came back, after Izzy lost a toe, lost his leg. Sam hasn't seen him since before things with Ed started to really slide off the rails, before stress permanently set into the lines of Izzy’s face. So, when he sees a dishevelled man with a hoof for a leg in a no-name port, he doesn't even consider the idea that he might know him. It's only when he turns towards him, and Sam catches a glance at those oh too familiar tattoos, he realises this is Izzy, his Izzy, that stands before him.
Knowing Izzy's discomfort with pity, he doesn't treat him any differently than he would in years gone by, positioning himself in Izzy's line of sight before approaching and sweeping him up into a bone crushing hug.
“Israel-goddamn-Hands!” he exclaims, as Izzy grumbles back a begrudging “Samuel-fucking-Bellamy”, a tradition almost as old as their friendship itself. Izzy might not hug him back, but he can’t keep the corner of his mouth from twitching, just for a second.
(If Sam holds Izzy a little tighter and a little longer than usual, well. That's his business)
By the time Sam lets go, most of the crew has appeared in the town square, drawn in by the commotion. They may have given Izzy his leg and welcomed him as one of them, but still there’s an underlying tension, with nobody quite ready to set aside everything that happened before the Kraken. Seeing him cosying up to an unknown man sets everyone on edge, unsure whether to come to their first mate’s aid, or to assume that they've been betrayed once again.
When Ed sees that the yelling was Sam, his hand goes tense where it's held in Stede's. He knows the routine, has seen it more times than he can count, but as he watches them part he realises that this is the first time in a long time he's unsure of what Izzy's response will be.
Knowing that something’s different, knowing that Izzy's feeling vulnerable already, Sam doesn't go for the same flashy proposal he’s been giving for years. He doesn't promise Izzy the world, he doesn't cause a scene (or, any more of a scene than he already has, anyway). He looks at the fractured man in front of him, takes his face in his hands, and says the exact same thing to him he said when they were little more than boys. “Israel, I have to ask you. I know what you'll say, but I have to try. Come with me. Marry me and sail away with me. I'll keep you safe”
And Izzy… hesitates. He glances over at Ed, at Stede, and says to Sam “...We’re staying in port for a week. Ask me again then”
That's the moment Sam knows there is something deeply, horribly, wrong. He's not just looking at an Izzy who got seriously injured in a fight and is struggling to cope, this is something so much bigger than that- and that Ed has something to do with it. Izzy wouldn't even be considering leaving if he didn't. Whether it was negligence or something more sinister, Sam doesn't yet know, but he intends to find out.
#i feel like the little paragraph about the crew is real clunky and out of place but i wanted some kind of establishment of where those#dynamics are at. its important that the crew is something for izzy to consider in his decision; but also that their relationship isnt so#solid he would stay for them alone; yknow?#im sorta aiming for a s2e5 era but like. early in those themes. he cant be all sorted yet i need him to be struggling#anyway this is part of a much larger scenario in my head that im never ever doing anything with but i wrote THIS bit in a daze in like. jun#and i got thinking about it again and i think?? it holds its own as a 'hey think about THIS' snippet. idk you decide#youre welcome to interpret this as solo bellhands but in my head it Has morphed into sam/izzy/ed/stede#because i cant not put edizzy in things any more. izzy has two hands#i also think the comedy potential of one of your boyfriends HATING your other boyfriend is gold. 10/10 dynamic#stede is mostly along for the ride in this but also i think they need him#aaaaand. the sam/ed bracket i think can only be closed in exceptional circumstances. i think they 'hate' each other too much#...which is WHY someones getting kidnapped!!! yay#anyway its all irrelevant because ill never write it out. i can do silly chill things but thatll require work#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands#israel hands#sam bellamy#bellhands#i wanna also say. the general concept of repeated sam proposals has been floating around my head forever#it used to be a more silly thing like i referenced at the start but. s2 gave me angsty feelings i guess#i cant not have izzy have feelings for ed right now which inherently adds layers to Any bellhands scenarios i think.#but yeah. its a Classic Bellhands vibe for me. sam seeing izzy at sea or on shore and asking him to marry him (again)#i like to do this with jackie too. i think i just want that man to be obnoxiously desired#(theres also layers of my personal hornigold era lore built into this but i hope it holds up without u knowing it. tldr. sam lost izzy by#being an idiot n fumbling the bag. thats what matters. izzy went with ed and sams been trying to fix it ever since)#i probably should have readmore'd this but i didnt think it was Quite long enough. or had a good break point. sorry <3
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sleepy gill and gill with the bubbled evil cat
#hi remember when i thought i was in for a really bad bout of hsr fixation. lets see how thats going.. lets just check in and#oh . oh no. oh this was. this wasnt the plan. oh no#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#gill in pjs got to me ok. gill fighting in pjs got to me. the thought of gill sleeping in a barrel of water with pjs on got to me.#wheni tell you this fkn podcast is the only thing ive been thinking abt for the past few days dude what thef uck#theyre all so stupid they get up to so much bs its fkn great i lvoe the three of them so mcuh WHEHhghh >:'O#my art#i keep nearly forgetting that tag help???#ive slowly been getting used to drawing them jsut you wait til i feel good abt the designs n shit ok its gonna be epic or smth#oop s its 1am soon whoopsies ehehee but like ..... the dumbasses... theyre in my head..#there are so many stupid scenes i want to draw 😭😭😭😭😭#im sorry to. my friends. for jsut . yknow. and everyone really#i wasnt ready for this 😭 idk what happened i just started going through eps so quickly all of a sudden and ive gone through like 12 eps in#2-3 days and i feel absolutely insane and i think abt them so much. theyve taken up all my time help
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i feel like im not making any sense but does anyone else feel like there are stories that let u run with them and ones that spell everything out for you
#im reading that post that says artists are directors of audience reaction and not its dictator:#'you cannot guarantee that everyone viewing your work will react as you are trying t make them react. a good artist knows that this is what#allows work to breath. by definition you cannot have art where the viewer brings nothing to the table ... this is why you have to let go of#the urge to plainly state in text exactly how you think the work should be interpreted ... its better to be misinterpreted sometimes than#to talk down to your audience. you wont even gain any control that way; people will still develop their opinions no matter what you do#im thinking abt this again cuz i was thinking maybe the thing that lets adventure time work so well the way it does is cuz it doesnt#take itself too seriously that it gives the audience enough room to fuck with subtext and then fuck with them back yknow. i think it was#mentioned somewhere that they werent even planning to run with the postapocalyptic elements that are hinted in the show but changed their#mind after the one off with the frozen businessmen and dominoed into marcy and simons backstory. on the other side there are stories that#explain too much to let the story speak for itself and i think it ends up having to do more with the crew trying to lead ppl in a certain#direction than expand on what they have and i see a lot of this with miraculous. like when interviews and tweets are used as word of god in#arguments and it becomes a little stifling to play around with it knowing the creator can just interject. u can say its the crews effort to#engage with its audience but it feels more like micromanaging. and none of this is to say there ISNT room for stories that spell things out#theyre just suited for different things. if sesame street tried abstract approaches to themes and nuance itd be counterproductive#a lot of things fly over my head so i need help picking things apart to get it- but it doesnt have to be from the story itself. ive picked#picked up or built on my own interpretations listening to other ppl share their thoughts which creates conversation around the same thing#sometimes stories will spell things out for you without being so obvious abt it that it feels like its woven into the text. my fav example#for this might be ATLA using younger characters as its main cast but instead of feeling like its dumbed down for kids to understand why war#is bad its framed from a childs point of view so younger audiences can pick up on it by relating to the characters. maybe an 8 year old#wont get how geopolitics works but at least they get 'hey the world is a little more complicated than everyone vs. fire nation'. same for#steven universe bc its like theyre trying to describe and put feelings into words that kids might not have so they have smth to start with#especially with the metaphors around relationships bc even if it looks unfamiliar as a kid now maybe the hope is for it to be smth you can#look back to. thats why it feels like these shows grew up with me.. instead of saving difficult topics for 'when im ready for it'#as if its preparing me for high school it gave me smth to turn in my hands and revisit again and again as i grow. stories that never#treated u as dumb all along. just someone who could learn and come back to it as many times as u need to. i loved SU for the longest time#but i felt guilty for enjoying it hearing the way ppl bash it. bc i was a kid and thought other ppl understood it better than me and made#feel bad for leaning into the message of paying forward kindness and not questioning why steven didnt punish the diamonds or hold them#accountable. but im rewatching it now and going oh. i still love this show and what it was trying to teach me#yapping#diary
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when you haven't even started shading your drawing yet and you've already been working on it for 14 hours👍
#i guess that explains why it felt like it was taking so long lmao#i swear my concept of time gets thrown out the window once i start locking in a lil too intensely on a drawing#probably spent at least 2 hours trying to draw a pair of headphones ngl lol#i drew like 3 different versions of tge outfit cuz it just wasnt visioning how i visioned it in my head yknow#am i happy with the final outfit that i just gave up on and decided was good enough? ehhhh questionable#but i cant be bothered to redo it again so imma just say its good enough👍#art meme#idk#im tired
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Curiosity killed the... Crow?
#speci speaks#my art#ocs#crow#cw blood#writing in the bg is my own writing :] not. very edited. idk if its Good#but its a snippet from This event where tldr shapeshifter thing at crow's job escapes and starts mimicking him#he looks it in the eye as it starts to learn what joy feels like right before getting shot in the head and it Dies in his Arms#amd yknow. ruins his afternoon#also dont try and strain your eyes trying to read the writing ill post the full rhing at some point#the excerpt is just for decoration mostly#anyway. OC LORE ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
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I wish I knew more about music or like how to talk about it in depth because the tsp soundtrack literally makes me feel so many emotions and I don’t even have the words to express why it makes my heart claw out of my chest (major rambling in the tags lol)
#crow thoughts#LIKE. ITS NOT JUST ME RIGHT.#THE MUSIC IN THIS GAME HITS GOOD#like. rn I’ve been nonstop thinking about the epilogue music that plays while you’re traveling to the memory zone#(the video from earlier played a bit of it and it’s been looping in my head)#AND IT JUST. DOES SO WELL AT CONVEYING THE EMPTY LONELY WASTELAND THAT WAS ONCE THE MEMORY ZONE……#like it’s not chipper or upbeat like how it usually is#it’s empty. it’s lonely. it’s looking for something.#<- AND MAYBE ITS A REACH BUT. it sounds eerily close to the freedom ending track#the way it opens at least has that same sort of tone but just the beginning parts#and like. idk if that’s just me feeling that way but. I AM THINKING ABOUT IT.#also a very fun neat one but the bottom of the kind control facility song-#-having a cute simple version of it playing in the background of the bucket version of that ending#idk it’s just so fun I love it. I love it A LOT#(is that a leitmotif? I think so. when a song reuses parts of another song right?)#also I love the way they use the music within the game if that makes sense#such a good navigation between when and when not to play the track#like when you first start up/restart and stand in Stanley’s office it’s got the music playing in the background#and it follows you till you get to the two doors; your first choice and when the music fades out/stops#I know there’s the coward ending as a choice but the two doors is like yknow. the first big choice the game introduces to you directly#<- IDK…….I JUST THINK ITS GOOD……….
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what is it about avenday that makes me snap and go crazy with my art i wonder
#ive drawn way more in volume in the 10 months ive known them#than i have for FOUR YEARS btw 😭😭😭😭😭#four years of SWITCHING FANDOMS AND SHIPS TOO...#one of which is genshin#scratches head like. the closest to this ship wise is thomato#that ive drawn for an extended period#maybe like a year? on and off? bc sumeru distracted me and we got no content of them for a while so ofc#but no i dont think its the content/lack thereof that is a factor......#bc avenday have only met a few times i will say... and sometimes having a lot of screentime has the opposite effect too#where i feel 'satisfied' with the ship in game and in fanworks (see: kavetham+shuake)#i think its a bunch of factors actually....#for example 1) their designs are both smth fun to learn and i like both equally. uncomplicated or at least easy to pinpoint?#for aforementioned thomato i wish Thoma wore something else at times :3 ayato was always the prettier of the two but all good yknow#and 2) not having to switch voiceovers for avenday to parse them helps#i like aven and sunday's voices in ALL languages. i will never tire of hearing them. over and over.#using thomato as an example again. i constantly have to switch to JP to listen to Ayato bc i dislike his EN voice lowkey ahhhghh 😭#and this coming from a guy who loves dimitri EN voice is crazey i know.. i just think the directing for genshin studio is shit sometimes bc#i KNOW chris hackney can do way better. and he has the range. Dimitri is his best performance and i like him in persona and as Boey sov 😭#so yeah theres that#im in a yapping mood tonight so i'll stop here#but basically#avenday is peak and i dont know why 😭 compared to the other stuff ive shipped before it baffles me how#the obscure HOYO GAME ship is what got me 😭😭😭#like i didnt even play HSR when i started drawing them 😭 its that good 😭 i only started playing in June#ahdjhrhs its just so funny to me. what the hell avenday#well :3 im happy bc i have found something that cured my art block and turned me into a consistent artist.#it rly is just 'find something that turns you into a pervert' bc yeah i am one. for avenday#my fave freaks...#on god one day we'll get u out of hoyo game or fandom guys... aventurine and sunday are too good of characters sometimes to be caught up#in it
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I s2g ever since that game changer episode kiss from a rose just magically appears in my head. constantly. I WOULD LIKE ANY OTHER SONG PLEASE
#dont get me wrong. i love kiss from a rose.#but it has truly been every waking moment since#i will catch myself humming/singing kiss from a rose. BUT JUST THE CHORUS#and maaaybe the chorus lead up/part of the verse. bc i go jfc can we at least do a different part of the song?????#when i was trying to fall asleep i had to improv over pachelbells canon (dont give me shit over spelling lol)#to get kiss from a rose out of my head. finally was able to sleep after 274793672826282 rounds of the damn thing#and then i wake up today. get my food. bring laptop to living room. sit and eat.#..............theeere was a great tooower aloone on th- GODDAMMIT NOT AGAIN#im in hell. im in seal hell. please somebody rescue me i dont know if ill ever get out of here#im gonna start singing the song that never ends ffs. or 99 bottles of beer. or SOMETHING#anything but kiss from a rose..........#and i have like. like. yknow that ''oh how do you see an apple in ur head'' chart#and some people can Perfectly Picture an apple down to the details. ive got that but with sound#i can. hear. in my head. the sounds or song or w/e. as if it was being played aloud#its not an auditory hallucination cuz its not. my eardrums arent hearing anything. i can just Have the sound in my head#which i dont really think is perfect pitch but it does essentially function like it#my brother has the same deal#anyway. so i can HEAR. KISS FROM A ROSE. IN MY HEAD. WHETHER I WANT TO OR NOT#MR SEAL IS SINGING TO ME PERSONALLY AND IM GONNA CLONBER HIM WITH A HAMMER#now that your liife is in blooomm. a liiight hits tha glooom SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!#ITS BEEN LIKE A WEEK P L E A SE#or. no several weeks!!!! several fucking weeks!!!! and ill just be chilling and then THERES FUCKING KISS FROM A ROSE AGAIN#sam reich im sueing u for damages. emotional damages mental damages. this is your fault sam#im gonna fucking give myself a lobotomy atp. ANYTHING#and like. ill get other songs occasionally. watched wicked so i had popular for like 20min! ....and then back to seal 🤦🏾#please. someone. anyone. put me out of my misery PLEASE#please 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
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Who is Bláthnaid youve been Bláthnaid posting recently who is she?
Girl (gender-neutral) in my noggin <3
#sometimes you go 'hm well ive questioned whether im plural/a system for a multitude of reasons but its probs nothing <3'#and then your mental dialogue begins containing a worrying amount of chanting that 'my name is blaithnaid my name is blaithnaid'#and if it were chanting a male name you could put it down to genderisms#but eimear and blaithnaid are both girl names so its not that#so u just gotta accept u have a very insistent voice in yr head#and then when u say 'its ok u dont have to show yourself if u dont want' your body untenses by itself#so she seems to have at least some external control#and then u spend the next 2 months questioning your entire thought process. cheers blaithnaid. communication is hell#dropping all pretenses: ive been trying out a framework where Me is not a singular construct but instead a collection of parts#by observing noticeable shifts in my demeanor and thinking in order to learn about the cogs that make up my machine#and its hard because they want to be a machine. and because I am the product of the machine#there might not be a me-shaped cog at all. in which case its difficult to interface with the cogs as the product#because we live on different planes. plus yknow all the repression and avoidance of introspection ive been doing#this metaphor is potentially more confusing than what it started with. uhhh morethanone.info < website that may be relevant#although i dont find myself fitting the typical mould (no memory barriers and getting an identity out of these cogs is like pulling teeth)#(which contributes to the idea that this is entirely an artificial construct of my creation as opposed to an observation of a natural state)#(to which i am choosing to ignore ^_^ or maybe go Well does it matter if its fake if it works)#idk. follow-up questions welcome. blaithnaids not the only one with a name but a lot of them are hard to spot and thus name
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this writing funk sucks so much
#like yeah i have plenty of things i could write#but i just kinda dont have any ideas for my ideas#yknow#cant really see a scene in my head before i write it right now and know where im going#i havent tried to write yet but i dont know where to start for that exact reason#im trying to get the brain flowing to remember that stuff but dont know how well its working#i might just be rusty but. i gotta convince myself to try#pandas.txt
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Silly, little, and - I cannot stress this enough - goober.
#i think about them occasionally#rotating this image in my head like a toaster pancake in the microwave#like three days ago you put two pancakes in the toaster and put them on your plate but you got full before starting the second one#so you put it back in the fridge and got it out today and put it in the microwave#and like the microwaves not very good at cooking this particular toaster pancake so the edges get really warm but its still freezing solid#in the middle#and its not very appetizing but yknow it is a little cute little warm little toaster pancake#thats what they are to me#i do not own a microwave and have never eaten a toaster pancake#goober#silly little goober#the only things that lay behind those eyes are joy and whimsy
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i love looking at people's aesthetic tags because theres usually some sort of theme going on
#moodboard is the one most important tag on my acc bc thats the one i like looking at again and again#milk (normal)#i feel very alienated from the world and people most of the time and i don't think anyone or anything can change that#but im also getting better at feeling at peace with it and accepting that i don't really belong being okay with that is important to me#so i like brutalist buildings and things that are overtly like hey you don't belong and im like *nods* i know but i am just visiting#i am just peeking my head in and i will be on my way in a bit but you are gorgeous i love how you hate me#i know this sounds very depressing and it is sometimes but its also kind of freeing in a way to give up yknow and not have to try#-to force extroversion or to try and fake emotions and caring that isn't there and just sorta exist in an area#where im not being held to human standards and scrutiny#idk i am very apathetic about stuff in general it's been this way since i was a baby and ive decided to start embracing it instead of#-thinking of it as a moral or social failing that i have to correct#anyways thats a whole essay hope u guys get what i mean.#yeah im doing alright
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the human cosmos was such a good book in terms of like, talking about how people have studied astronomy across human history, the interdisciplinary nature of both ancient astronomy as well as the study of ancient astronomy, and how it has all culminated into the modern state of the field. but then the final chapter starts talking about how like, The Mind is a fucking fundamental piece of the fabric of the universe akin to matter, or fucking something along those lines, and it's like girl what in the god damn are you talking about
#as much as this book pissed me off . it does live rent free in my head#her points about the disconnect that advancing technology causes between scientists and their actual subject of study#is SUCH a compelling thought and its something thats underlying my whole drive lately to like#actually observe the night sky and rediscover the old observational techniques but for myself and my own intuition#and her discussion of non western astronomy especially was so compelling entirely because i just. like. NEVER see non western#astronomy discussed and like i've tried to do research into it before but whenever i try to look at like. oh. japanese astro or something#i just get the same basic ass shit that offers literally no new information and/or seems to be oversimplifying to the point of inaccuracy#and/or even fucking orientalism#so to read an actual in depth discussion about polynesian astronomy and how their approach was so fundamentally#different from western european astronomy is just so. FASCINATING#its not only about the cultural sociological differences since yknow. literally across the world from each other#but also the geographical physical differences. since theyre halfway across the world from each other!#like all of northern hemisphere astronomy is based around polaris because we have an actual pole star#but the southern hemisphere does not have a pole star and so any southern astronomy cannot use the same techniques that#northern astronomy does since they have no pole star to center their measurements off of#and so that leads to just an entirely new way of observing the night sky based on the horizon instead of the pole#and its jsut like. THATS FASCINATING. ITS CRAZY !!!! i just never even thought of that before but it seems so obvious once pointed out#CANNOT stop thinking about it#AND THEN SHE STARTS TALKING ABOUT THIS WACK MIND POWER PSEUDOSCIENCE SHIT? LIKE GIRL?????????????#brot posts#astro posting#anyway i do really need to do more reading about nonwestern observational techniques#if i ever see literally any discussion of nonwestern astronomy its always just the mythology#and even then its only like 2 sentences#like yknow ofc i learned about polynesian wayfaring and sailing techniques but i never learned the actual /how/ of it all#like /how/ did they navigate the ocean open via the stars. i know they did it but finally learning /how/ is like holy shitttt
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they're in love your honor
#i hadn't thought of Peri as the domestic type but you know what? after the past few years he's had he probably does settle down a bit#he gets tired of Doing Things yknow?#and baldur's gate's harpers probably werent the only ones targeted by the cult so he would have plenty of rebuilding to do in waterdeep#went from having the Trauma Zoomies to refusing to travel anywhere further than a tenday away in the span of three years#he probably starts wandering again after a bit though#sometimes convincing Gale to come with him sometimes not#he gets Gale to come with him to Eberron one (1) time#in my head (because i can do what i want) the whole 'wizards live a long-ass time sometimes' thing happens to both of them#(peri's. less pleased about this than gale is when they figure out what's going on)#so they've got plenty of time to get into trouble#also idk if the age extension thing is meant to always be a thing wizards do on-purpose but in my mind it's not always#sometimes the weave just Decides and there's not much you can do about it#(mystra is also upset that her ex and her ex-champion who's VERY loud about her being an asshole are sticking around somehow)#(she might be intrinsically tied to the weave but 1. it's a phenomena all on its own and 2. there are other deities of magic in faerun)#(she may be in charge so killing her messes shit up but it doesn't make sense that she's. like. the only conduit? if that makes sense?)#(so her being around makes the weave accessible to mortals but someone would eventually take her place if she died like she did with Mystral#(and the weave is intrinsic to faerun so it will always regenerate when lost. because how are you supposed to create a new god...#(...of arcane magic if the weave is completely destroyed?)#(i'm fully talking out of my ass btw)#(idk what the official wotc answer to this is and i dont care. weave is like a force of nature and cannot be fully controlled b/c I Said So)#bg3#baldurs gate 3#gale of waterdeep#gale dekarios#bg3 tav#peregrine faulkner#gale x tav#bg3 fanart#my art#wizbands
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