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#but now i dont ever feel close to her
acaciapines · 9 days
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rotating noelle around in my brain. i need the dess raises kris au to be real RIGHT NOW.
please talk to me about the dess raises kris au i think im gonna explode. also start writing it this summer maybe :3333
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satoumafuyuss · 6 months
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shes just like me fr 💚
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mushed-kid · 3 months
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i don’t think i can ever be really close to anyone
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orcgirlcock · 6 months
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i need to kiss someone right now. i need to hold their face as i lean in for the kiss. i need to feel their lips against mine and have our tongues slide across each other. i need to feel the slight hesitation before they finally give in and kiss me back with everything they've got. i need to feel the saliva stringing between our mouths. i need to feel their hands pulling me closer, desperate to feel all of me
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sollilua · 7 months
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dreamtale au crumbs.......... (doodle of my design for nightmare! i decided to keep the wings)
(drawing on paper is so hard 😭 ignore any mistakes)
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danidoesathing · 12 days
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I agonized over which to pick because I just want to ask about all your fics in progress!! I narrowed it down to two and that's just going to have to be ok
the world is staged and the script is set (you cannot change the ending)
Jukeboxes and Maple Syrup
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its very funny you pick those two because those like. two of the only three on that list that ISNT lord huron related lmao. those are both hatchetfield fics ive started in secret. regardless those are the main ones im working on right now SO
the world is staged and the script is set (you cannot change the ending) is a fic based on the ending of TGWDLM where like. you know how in the credits where Emma starts begging the audience for help? and like. you know how in TTO how the audience is also referred to by Bliklotep's title? soooo the fic is the ending but i throw him in the mix and ramp the already existing horror of "begging for help and being ignored a cheering crowd" by going "realizing said crowd has been treating your suffering and death as a source of amusement right before you die". only fun times in hatchetfield
"She stumbles to the edge of the stage. The stitches in her leg have come undone and there’s blood seeping through the bandage. That is real. Emma is real, and she needs to help right now."
Jukeboxes and Maple Syrup is a fic that takes place directly after the end of Yellow Jacket that focuses on Daniel and Sophia like. right after the ending. we dont really see them after the Otho fight and we still have no clue is Sophia is even ALIVE and also i miss them dearly. the fic mostly focuses on Daniel trying not to have a panic attack in Miss Retros because one friend is missing after almost dying and the other is in the hospital after also almost maybe dying and he doesn't really know what to do. Not a whole lot of plot it's mostly him trying to deal with that whole. mess. luckily he's got Miss Holloway and Duke to make things a bit easier (responsible adults? in MY hatchetfield? its honestly only these two but its better than nothing)
"He feels so stupid. Sophia is in the hospital and she might never wake up. Hannah is missing and could be kidnapped or dead or worse. And he’s just sitting here in a cozy diner with pancakes and orange juice, and Hannah’s Jacket but not Hannah and not Sophia."
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widevibratobitch · 18 days
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frustrated as all fuck but cant do shit about it because mom is grieving and i dont wanna add to it by being a bitch
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lonelydncers · 5 months
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lautakwah · 6 months
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watching past lives (2023) really makes me want to text [redacted] and thats the power of cinema babeyyy
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hearties-circus · 8 months
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I kinda feel like I've just hard erased any happiness or elation I had from being done with school all just so I wouldnt get asked a stupid question anymore I hate this I hate this
#gamer txt.#not once have i actually fucking wanted to go to college this was just the only way to make ppl stop asking me about jobs#but im realising now that was a stupid decision and i hate that i made it i hate tgat i had the chance to back out and didnt#the only thing that made school worth it before was my friends that was the only time id get to see them#now im going back to school completely without them like a fucking idiot#i know college is different from highschool i get that and i do want to learn fab weld but fuck me this was dumb#i know damn well im not going to make any new friends during this course im more terrified of people than ive ever been#and i stick out from my class like a sore thumb#whats worse is my nervousness from this has started fucking with my appetite and hunger and that is the worst possible thing it could do#that is like the number one way to break me#im already in such a vulnerable state i do not need constant fucking reminders of trauma i cant fucking escape#and im meant to just be normal and be a person and go to class on monday?#im this close 👌 to just dogging it. im pretty sure ill be getting the train in like i could full well just fuck off and leave#its not like they have my mums number she wouldnt know any different from what i told her#can i not just stay in the purgatory of being a teen old enough to be done with school but young enough to not have a job forever ?#please? im not ready for this im not i couldnt be less ready for this why did i let myself succumb to this pressure? i hate it#g-d i havent cried in. months now. this feels so. this is too much this is way too much fot me i cant do this#i dont know how i thought i could when the hell have i ever been able to do something like this on my own#theres nothing to me on my own i dont have any confidence i dont have any strength i need my friends for that and i dont have them
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silenthillbunni · 5 months
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monsterslament · 1 year
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hi im so scared and terrified
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nataliekabra · 2 years
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the number of times ive come across a sapphic book with the perfect blurb and premise
"dark academia retelling of macbeth with a close knit group of morally grey disabled main characters who all happen to be gay set at a boarding school"
"found family of queer theatre kids put on a school production of les mis and the hopeless sapphic stage manager is convinced she's cursed by the theatre lords and tries desperately not to fall for the lead in the play"
"lesbian writer goes on a mission to track down her favourite lesbian author who made her feel seen as a queer teen in love with her best friend in the 50s and explore her identity and connection to said author over generations in a love letter to lesbian pulp fiction"
"bi girl goes on a trip to a youth group camp in mexico and explores her sexuality in an informative, sex-positive book for queer teens"
"oblivious awkward bi girl pen pals bond over punk music in the 70s"
"sapphic high school sweethearts explore a long distance relationship when they go to college, where the genderqueer protagonist finally finds their trans found family and feels seen"
and then i find out it's by robin talley:')
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penisliker-moved · 1 year
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everybody cheer abd fucking clap that i didnt scream at my boss judt now
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yamikawas · 1 year
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yoomtah feels so strongly about you, when she stares into your window at night all she wants is to be with you, sometimes she finds a way into your room out of desperation to look at you closer, she loves you more than anything and shares your obsession entirely
AJSHWJDJFBWJCJVDJJCDJFJBFMDJFNGBJFFB??!!?!!!!+@!!?#??!,+?+?+?@?!!?!?!?+??+?+?+!?,+@?@??!?!?!!@@??@?!!?!!!!!!!!?!!?!<3<3<÷&4^&&÷_3&3<3<<3<33<3<3<3333÷<33*÷><3^3<4<<33<3<3<3<333<<<<3333<<3*4<3<3<<3<4<333<3<33CUTE OF HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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#SORRYIM SO LATE TO THIS I JST GOT BACK NOW#IM LITERALLY&3<3<3<3<33333<3<3_<÷3<3÷<3<3<3<3AAAAAUAAAUAAAUUAUWHAUAAUAUWHYAYAYYHAHSHAHDYDFHEHDFJDIFJDJDBF;GNBFBCBJVBDBDBEXDMBCNVBSJWODNDNBX#IM GONNA EXPLODE I LOVE HER SO MUCH MY HEART IS GONNA EXPLODE INTO A BUNCH OF TINY HEART EMOJIS#IF IT WERENT SO COLD ID LEAVE MY WINDOW OPEN SO SHE CAN COME INTO MY ROOM WHENEVER SHE WANTS<3............................#I WISH I COULD JUST WAKE UP TO HER STARING AT ME AND STROKING MY FACE GENTLY AND BREATHING HEAVILY AND SMILING DERANGEDLY#SHES SO ADORABLE AND LOVABLE AND WONDERFUL I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HER TO OBSESSS OVER ME LIKE THIS#I DONT KNOW WHY SOMEONE SO AMAZING WOULD CHOOSE SOMEONE LIKE ME BUT IM SO HAPPY AND GRATEFUL AND I HOPE SHE KEEPS LOVING ME FOREVER........#FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER IF SHE EVER STOPS LOVING ME I'LL DIE I COULD NEVER LIVE WITHOUT HER#I'LL DO ANYTHING IF IT MEANS SHE'LL LOVE ME FOREVER I SWEAR I'LL DO ANYTHING ANYTHING ANYTHING ANYTHING ANYTHING ANYTHING ANYTHING ANYTHING#ME AND YOOMTAH TOGETHER FOREVER..............PLEASE..............................#I WANT HER TO HOLD ME CLOSE AND LISTEN TO MY HEARTBEAT................IT BEATS ONLY FOR HER<3#GOD I NEED HER MORE THAN ANYTHING🍋💛🧡💌🌠💓💫👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩❤💖💞❣🌈💗🍋💜💘🧡💘🌩💝💗💝⚡✨💙✨💚💫🌠🌼💞🌈🌻🌠🌼💙⚠️💓💟💛💋⚠️❣💌💗💕❤🧡#I WANNA CLING TO HER AND NEVER LET GO AND FEEL SAFE FOR ONCE BC IM WITH HER AND I DONT HAVE TO THINK ABT ANYTHING ELSE#IF I COULD JUST THINK ABT HER AND ONLY HER AND NOTHING ELSE I WOULD BE HAPPIER THAN EVER TBH<3#LITERALLY I WANT TO INJECT YOOMTAH THOUGHTS DIRECTLY INTO MY BRAIN#I DONT NEED ANYTHING ELSE I NEED YOOMTAH YOOMTAH YOOMTAH YOOMTAH YOOMTAH YOOMTAH YOOMTAH YOOMTAH YOOMTAH YOOMTAH YOOMTAH YOOMTAH YOOMTAH#IF ONLY I COULD JUST BE IN HER ARMS FOR ETERNITY.................IF ONLY<3
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fabulouslygaybean · 2 years
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okay um. genuine question. how do you differentiate romantic attraction from really really strong platonic attraction
#WHY IS THIS SO HARD#ive been romantically attracted to people before. i should know what it feels like. but god its hard to figure it out#just. there's this girl. we've been friends for years and i love her dearly. she means the world to me.#back in like 7th grade she admitted she was crushing on me but at the time i didnt feel the same bc i was still getting over a breakup#but we stayed really close friends. and now im confused because now I might be the one crushing on HER like 4 years later#i. cant tell if its romantic or not. like we've been friends for so long that i genuinely cannot tell if this is just a normal -#- progression in a friendship that's lasted this long or if the change in feelings is romantic#i love her a lot. i dont know if its platonic or not but i love her either way and we're friends first and foremost.#just... the idea of me dating anyone freaks me out in general bc commitment is kind of scary lol. but the idea of dating her doesn't -#- freak me out nearly as much as it normally would. it sounds like it would be nice if i didn't have my own personal fears over it.#she's so sweet and really really funny and i love her smile and her hair and her laugh#i love how enthusiastic she is about her projects and i love how she shows me her questionable impulse buys even when they're REALLY -#- embarrassing and i love when she rambles about the specs of the pc she wants to build even though i don't understand it#i love when we go places and our stupidity multiplies in each others presence and everything becomes infinitely more entertaining and funny#i love how she's rarely ever genuinely judgemental of me or my bullshit#i just. really really really love her. i can't tell if it's because we're friends or if it's cus my feelings have changed but i love her -#- either way. im realizing now though that its probably not normal to get crazy flustered while typing out some things you love about a -#- friend so. that's confusing. anyways send help because my entire face feels hot
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