#but oh my gosh he's letting himself be manipulated again

[stargazerdaisy]

Jamie Dutton, i love you, but oh my gosh are you stupid.

[lawlietscaramels]

Yandere ╾ L Lawliet

Because apparently I fell into a yandere stage and this is my tunnel out.

CW typical yandere stuff (stalking, obsession, overprotection, manipulative, worship, dependence, monopoly, killer)

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Yandere L is interesting because I think yes, he could absolutely be a yandere

canonically too

BUT only if you defined a yandere by "do they have the traits?" as opposed to "what do they do?"

so first: what KIND of yandere is the detective? top five traits incoming.

STALKER

Let's just get this one out of the way

He obviously to some degree "stalks" people just for his work, through cameras and policemen if not in person

he's a stalker guys. that's it.

so he wouldn't have a problem just turning up wherever someone who interested him was

again

and again

and again...

He's pretty hard not to notice because of his peculiar mannerisms, but he's also literally black and white enough to blend into the background.

So if he was careful (he is) it would take a while before you noticed you were seeing him everywhere you went. And by then you wouldn't be able to think of a time where he wasn't sitting quietly somewhere in the background.

L knows this.

he knows you're going to assume he just happens to live in the same area as you, or something like that.

I don't think he'd actually follow you into your home but he would go when you were out someday to set up cameras

and I think L would genuinely believe himself to be a good person

what if he goes away and you get in trouble? you don't always have a roommate, who would notice? well, now L will, and he is quite able to get you back to safety. but back to the stalkery.

oh man he's gone through your stuff. your closets your phone whatever. he wants to know about you

one day he might just arrange for a little... near accident somewhere you both frequent

and oh my oh gosh oh diddly darn

guess who just happens to be there to save the day

(L. it's L. notice him please?)

OBSESSIVE

There are two things that L is canonically obsessed with: work and desserts

but if he found a romantic interest that list suddenly has a third item: YOU.

especially if you bake him cakes or help him in cases. because then he ties those things he loves to you.

and I'll just quickly mention these traits are always a little bit in his personality but the order I'm writing in is the order they come out more strongly around you.

Obsession is also tied with stalking.

Some days he watches you and dreams about you smiling at him the way you smile at the rain and the sun and the world.

he imagines how everything will work out. you're a distraction to his work: he would have to find a way to integrate you into his life in a way that allows him to be close to you and not distracted. he imagines he imagines

you'd find a way to fit into him while he was sitting, your body pressed up against his torso, legs pulled up, head on his shoulder.

he could play with your hair with one hand. you could feed him sweets.

L is for the first time not in control of his own thoughts. it's new and unpredictable so it's completely terrifying to him, and for a while he'll slink away into the darkest recesses of society and draw away from you.

but it doesn't stop. it gets worse.

he can't look outside without wondering if you're looking at the same skies. can't eat strawberries without wondering if you like them.

so then he does a full 180 and will devote all of his available attention (some must be spared for work) to you. if you don't already work together or if he hasn't made contact during the stalking at all, this is when he does it.

he reaches out to see if you'll take him.

and when you do (it's not a question of if, see manipulative) he will calm down a fair bit.

but he is still, quietly, obsessed

OVERPROTECTIVE

what can I say?

gosh he just wants to keep you safe.

He's seen every bad thing about the world through his work, he knows bad things constantly happen to good people.

but. not. to. you.

L just won't let it happen. he can and will secret you away in a hotel room. never enough for you to become suspicious, to rattle at doors and windows. And you move with him, every couple of weeks, so it's just an adventure, dear.

also I think he'd use darling in a sweeter sense. dear or maybe doll is his yandere pet name for you.

He probably has several trackers somewhere on you. probably not IN you... probably...

also you know that nail polish they developed that changes colour when it comes into contact with common poisons in drinks? he makes you use stuff like that. for your safety.

hate hate hates that he can't be with you all the time. you tend to find yourself with reasons to stay at home when L's not around. once again see manipulative.

he does trust you, he really does. but he doesn't trust the world. men in particular are often disgusting. it's just true. he's seen it time and time again as a detective. who knows what scary things could be out in the world? and if they knew you were dating, that you had ANY relationship with the world's greatest detective? L's afraid he's putting you in danger. please just humour him and stay home for a week, dear. you can work on your baking.

if you started getting really rebellious, thought you were being chained up, whatever, L would let you go and do whatever you wish. He doesn't want you to feel like that! He loves you! he may or may not have organised for a brush with death for you so that you realise how right he is about the horrors of the world and want to stay home like he asks you so nicely to.

you're just so pure. so innocent.

there, there. he won't let them hurt you.

he'll even close all the blinds so the darkness of the world can't reach in to taint your beauty. isn't he the best?

MANIPULATIVE

IT'S CANON.

I can't think of any particularly specific examples but he lies about everything. Whenever he throws out a number (5%) it means he suspects someone over 90%

so he has no issues bending the truth

sigh if L's manipulative side is triggered it's triggered ALL the way. one one hand he hates doing this to you

but on the other it's for your own good and you're being stupid.

He will do ANYTHING to make you believe him. he will manipulate you into thinking he's being manipulative so he can get upset at your lack of trust in him so he's able to manipulate you

did that make sense...

can cry on demand.

but it's not all about making himself the victim, he will also just.. isolate you if you're starting to drift away from him. Suddenly your friends find other interests, your family are renovating the house or your parents won a radio prize for a vacation.

and L is the only one left. and he himself is distant until you cry and plead and apologise

the isolation thing is actually a yan trait itself and the scenarios above are also kind of training. but they're only a part of the bigger trait.

he will also manipulate situations and other people, not just you.

L just wants what's best for everyone

(coincidentally this always aligns with what is best for L.)

he's so smart though. it's really really difficult to realise he's manipulating you unless he wants you to.

WORSHIP

you're so pretty, the most perfect thing he's ever seen

you're an angel, really.

and people who don't respect you as such are going to get a subtle but clear message from L to STEP AWAY.

cold glares.

he will literally turn his head 180° like an owl to stare at them while he walks you away

they might end up fired. I mean someone who can't see what's right in front of their eyes doesn't deserve whatever job they have...

he just wants to spoil you sometimes and he has the resources to do it and more.

sometimes this gets a little suffocating but it's sweet. mostly.

it's nice to have time with your boyfriend instead of big, grand, empty rooms. L just doesn't have a lot of time. He does his job to protect you, protect you from everything in this world because it is all inferior to you.

I do not like to think about how he would react if you happened to meet Light...

I wasn't sure about whether or not to put this in the top five because I don't think he'd see himself as inferior. his IQ is big. but you could still jump from his ego down to his IQ and fall for hours. he thinks you're more good than he is but he's under no delusions about your relative intelligence or anything.

but yeah, I think he's a worshipper.

Just... a quiet worshipper. all his yan traits are kinda quiet tho haha

L wants to give you the world. he would sacrifice anything for you.

he would take a bullet for you

his work makes this a good possibility. he'd prefer not to get shot but he'd still do it for you.

probably the most harmless of his yandere traits. this one comes out when he decides this is it, you are it, forever.

HONOURABLE MENTIONS

really quickly a couple of the other traits L might have and express are:

dependence (mostly for manipulative purposes. he will cry if you ever fight. L is honestly quite dependent on you, he might die without you-- or more likely just force you back into his arms-- but he puts on a lot of an act, a puppet master pulling strings behind the stage. he wants to be seen as vulnerable, not just a stoic and brilliant detective. because which one is it easier to lose your heart to? and you must lose your heart. you stole his first.)

monopoly (when he has time, he needs you to have time for him and only him. he doesn't have a lot of time. will manipulate you into spending time with him but it's more of an occasional pest thing than anything. quite harmless. especially because he works a lot. you have plenty of time without him, which makes him sad, but he can't help it. and you wouldn't love him if he stopped you from seeing your family and friends...)

killer (yeah... not in the top five by any means but if someone tries to hurt you? god forbid, if they SUCCEED? you'll be stuck at home for a couple of weeks while L frets over you. and sometime in that couple of weeks.. well.. maybe that someone who hurt you finds themself in trouble with a gang. L's not doing the dirty work himself but he's behind it and you will never find out. if they only TRIED to hurt you L won't be able to justify killing them to himself, but they'll quickly find themselves in jail.)

YANDERE?

so back to what I mentioned in the first part: L is a yandere, IF you're only basing the classification on the fact that he has these traits and the ability to act on them

but as anyone who's watched police or court drama knows, you need more than means and opportunity:

you need MOTIVE.

this is where I can't base my thoughts on canon so much anymore. the only people who we really see L caring about the death of (spoilers‼️) are: the FBI agents (though not on a personal level); Ukita (pretty sure that's his name); and Watari (though L himself dies too soon after for this last one to be useful)

so. Ukita.

L probably wouldn't care enough for the guy to go yandere for him LMFAO but we do see him refusing to rush in and take action without thinking, something which a yandere might be more inclined to do if they cared about someone.

HOWEVER we also see he's trembling. like he's a little in shock about the death and what it means, but also he wants to do something about it.

a yandere urge, brought out by something bad happening to someone he cares about.

My point being?

L has the traits of a yandere, and has the ability to act on any of them any time. he's smart, he's rich, and he has the trust of the entire world (or respect at least)

but he doesn't act unless triggered.

and ofc because he doesn't have a canonical love interest, we can't prove either way what he would do for/to them.

but I think he is more deredere (love) than yanderu (sick).

anyway, L is smart enough to realise that the yandere doesn't usually win the game of love, and that the things are not things you should be doing for/to someone who trusts you. not things you should be doing to someone you love.

but sometimes, when his emotions are high and so is the danger to you or your relationship,

his control just slips

and you might just find yourself locked in a hotel room while he works on the Kira case.

SO IS HE A YANDERE?

no. I'd say that he's a kuudere.

cold, cynical, sarcastic sense of humour, views feelings as a weakness but DOES have them and will open up over time.

but oh...

wait...

according to the dere wiki...,

"Due to the way a kuudere acts, a yandere can easily pretend to be a kuudere when not acting insane."

...

so, what do we think?

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but hey that's just a theory... a DERE theory! aaand cut.

𝖎𝖋 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖑𝖎𝖐𝖊𝖉 𝖎𝖙 ˏˋ⋆˖⁺˖⁀➷ 𝖕𝖑𝖊𝖆𝖘𝖊 𝖗𝖊𝖇𝖑𝖔𝖌 + 𝖋𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖜

[ivorryskies]

could you write chuuya x ada secretary reader? like reader takes phone calls and is basically the front desk person for the ada but falls for chuuya (ooo the drama)

➼authors note: i love this alott! sureee! thanks for requesting part 2 is here

➼pairings: chuuya x fem!reader

➼summary: you were working as a secretary for the ada what happens when you meet the port mafia executive?

ONE RING AWAY

It was just your normal shift at the ada doing tasks of the members, receiving phone calls, arranging meetings. The phone started ringing again as you were seating on your desk and you sighed before picking it up, another meeting for the boss. You noted that down and got up to leave for Abit to get something to drink.

You left the agency informing the members. You thought of not going to the cafe downstairs and wanted to try something new so you left to go to the cafe ahead. You entered the cafe that was filled with the sounds of the chatter of the the people, the smell of coffee and freshly baked goods. You smiled to yourself before going to be counter to order something. You got yourself a coffee and turned around to leave, when you bumped into a stranger behind you. "Oh my gosh! I'm sorry" you apologized as some of your coffee spilled on his suit, you glanced at him quickly and it dawned upon you.

Nakahara Chuuya. The gravity manipulator of the port mafia, you were caught off guard by his presence. He started at you and opened his mouth to say something. You thought that not only did you encounter a port mafia executive but you spilt coffee on his suit, even if it was little you knew how everyone would say he has a short Temper, you didn't have an ability to defend yourself either, this was it. "It's okay, be careful next time". You let out a small breath you didn't know you were holding. What...? You looked at him. "Umm are you okay?". You snapped out of your trance and apologized "sorry again! Do you need a napkin I can get you one". "No really it's fine" he said before walking Infront of you to the counter getting a napkin and walked away into the cafe.

What was he even doing here?! And how are you still holding up, you shook your head walking off. He looked charismatic in person. you saw him in the ada files and always thought of how decent he looks, seeing him Infront of you was even better? His blue eyes gazing at you and the way his suit was so prim and proper, his hat just oh so slightly tilted to the side, hes got you in a daze? You walked off into the agency and decided to never speak of this ever again.

That was untill 3 days later you were walking down the street back home when a couple ruffians approached you. They started grabbing you belongings screaming for money. Now just because you had no ability dosent mean you couldn't fight, you were ready to smack them when a guy from behind came and took them down before you. "Huh?" You turned around to see chuuya, again. "We meet again, stranger" he said fixing his hat. "Thank you for that, I owe you now don't I". "Nah, I was walking here anyway, want me to walk you home?" He said. "Thanks for the offer! But actually I'm heading to the ada-" you smiled before snapping your mouth shut. Shit you just told him that. Dammit. You saw his fists clenching Abit. "You work for the ADA??!" he shot. You gulped "I'm just a secretary there! I'm sorry! I don't want trouble". He calmed himself down and scoffed walking away.

Now what.

[darkficsyouneveraskedfor]

Crushed 16

Warnings: this fic will include dark content such as dubcon/noncon, manipulation, cheating, sleazy behaviour, and other possible triggers. My warnings are not exhaustive, enter at your own risk.

This is a dark!fic and explicit. 18+ only. Your media consumption is your own responsibility. Warnings have been given. DO NOT PROCEED if these matters upset you.

Summary: Your next door neighbours hook up, bringing to surface deep-seated feelings.

Characters: Colin Shea, Jonathan Pine

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All dread washes away as you're swept up in the rush. The drive home quickly becomes a fleet, entangled scramble to the front door. Jonathan pushes you against the front door, crushing his lips to yours as you desperately search your bag for your keys.

“Please,” you rasp as you turn your head, “I can't–”

“Sorry, darling,” he pulls away breathlessly, “I can't help myself.”

“Just…” you can barely tell him to wait. Adrenaline courses through you, you really think it’s going to happen. This is real, someone really wants you.

You grasp your keys and pull them out, jingling them in victory as Jonathan steps back. You turn to shove them in the slot as his hand tickles up and down your back. A shiver rolls up your spine and radiates across your muscles. You open the door and he grabs it above your head, trailing you closely as you hurry inside.

You giggle, unable to withhold your brimming giddiness. You scurry to the stairs as he follows, tugging at you, touching you any chance he has, like a game of cat and mouse. You can’t get a few steps ahead before he’s on you again.

As you approach your door, he covers your hand with his. He takes the keys from you gently and unlocks the door himself. You look up at him as he nudges the door open, flush to your back as he urges you inside. You turn to face him as you enter, pulling him in by the lapels of his suit.

He stumbles with you, the keys hitting rhe floor in a jangle as he kicks the door shut right before he scoops you up. You squeak and let him, giving a little hop before wrapping your legs around him. Your lips lock onto each other again, your hands roving over his shoulders and around his head. Your fingers comb into his hair as you’re desperate for more. More of him. All of him.

He staggers against the wall, shielding you with his arm around you. He crushes you against the platter as he moans into your mouth. A fire scourges over you. Not just your own need, but his. You can feel how much he wants you. A wholly intoxicating sensation you’ve never known before.

He parts, leaning his forehead against yours, breathless as his blue colour your existence.

“Darling,” he keeps you aloft as he nuzzles your nose with his, “shall I go on?”

You bite your lip and nod, drawing him back to you with a hum. He chuckles as your mouths meet once more. He moves you away from the wall, continuing his slow but deliberate advance into your apartment.

He carries you blindly with him, grunting as his leg hits the end table, jostling you as he angles around, entwined in you fully. He sidles along the couch and lowers you onto the cushions. You land with a gasp, pulling back from him again.

You gaze up at him as he holds himself over you. You keep your legs around him, your hands feeling the tension in his neck. In that moment it's as if you're both trapped in the same cloud of disbelief. You flutter your lashes and look away shyly, the words crawling from your throat without permission.

“I never…” you swallow as your cheeks burn, “oh, gosh, I'm sorry, but I've never…” you rolls your eyes back against your embarrassed tears and laugh at yourself, “Jonathan…” you murmur, unable to force the confession out.

“I don't mind if you don't,” he slides his arm under your neck, holding himself up on his elbow as he tilts his body over yours, “we don't… tell me if it's too much, fawn, I will hear you.”

You flick your hot eyes and look at him. His irises blaze as he admires you, his fingers tracing along your cheek. He leans in, his breath dancing on your lips, “I am in no hurry,” he assures you before closing the distance.

You dissolve into him as he coaxes you easily. His hand tickles along your throat, thumb pressing just so to elicit a razing heat across your skin. He delves further, plucking open the front of your blouse.

You tremble and his lips drag along your cheek. You hold your breath as he bares your chest, button by button. His lips graze your ears as his timbre rises in a silty rasp, “is that alright?”

You can only let out a squeak and nod. You swallow the lump in your throat and run your hand down his arm, “yes.”

He purrs and lets his fingers dance beneath the fabric, shyly exploring the thin pad of your bra, “and this?”

You hum and eke out another affirmation. He kisses your cheek and your jaw as he follows your encourage, gently cupping you as his thumb feels the tender flesh along the top of the cotton. You arch your back as your hand trails up his arm and you pull at the strained fabric of his jacket.

“What is it?” He nibbles your earlobe between words, “what do you want?”

“Off,” is all you can manage.

He laughs again. It isn't mocking or mighty, more so endearing. He slips his hand from beneath your shirt and lifts his shoulder. He raises himself on one elbow, awkwardly freeing one arm then leaning over to shed the other sleeve. His jacket drops to the floor as you eye his throat above his shirt collar.

“All of it?” He goads and you look him in the face as he winks.

Your breath escapes you as your lust mingles with horror at being caught, “your shirt…”

“As you wish,” he sits up on the edge of the couch, unbuttoning his shirt and stripping it from his broad shoulders. He lets it fall with his jacket.

He comes to face you again, lowering himself onto his side next to you as you roll to meet him. He balances on the edge as you hover a hand before his chest, marveling at the muscle. You feel suddenly very inadequate.

“Are you sure?” You peer up at him.

He smiles and strokes his finger under your chin, “are you?”

You close your eyes and take a breath, giving permission not only to him but yourself, “yes, I'm sure.”

He presses his lips to yours and you quickly sink back into the moment. You feel the world shift as he subtly moves you over him, laying flat beneath you. Your stomach meets his bare skin as your shirt slumps down your arms, restraining you.

You move your legs to straddle him and sit up, irritated by the shirts flapping tails. You shrug it away and swipe it over the coffee table. As you look down at Jonathan, his fingertips brush up your stomach as his eyes drink you in.

That look! It drives you crazy. How can he look at you like that?

You let your deepest yearning get the best of you. The years of longing, of loneliness, of curiosity. You run your hands up his torso and back down, taking in every inch of lean muscle. His hands frame your hips as he watches your exploration.

“I must insist,” he sits up suddenly as you slide your hands up to his shoulders, “ladies first.”

Confusion sparks but can't catch as he lurches you suddenly onto your back. He's on you again, his mouth following his hand as he dotes on you; cheek, jaw, neck, chest, a steady but patient descent. Your stomach clenches as he lingers along your chest, his hand crawling beneath you, swiftly, almost expertly unhook your bra.

You gasp as he lifts his head. You let the straps slacken and nod at him. Yes, please, keep going. He doesn’t need more than that. He frees your arms one at a time from the straps and unveils your chest. You resist the urge to hide. He’s the first to see you.

He bows his head and goes back to his worship. That’s exactly what it feels like. As if he’s enshrined in some sacred mission. He kisses between your tits, fondling one side, then the other, pecking along the soft skin, teething, teasing. You feel the plucking as the pressure pinpoints between his lips, drawing on your nipples.

You look down at his head, bent as his shoulders hunch. The sight is electrifying. He purrs as he drags his lips lower, down your stomach, once more nipping and kissing along his path. He gets to the top of your pants and bites the fabric with a growl. He tilts his head to peek up at you.

You watch him. He picks open your fly as you lay enshrined in his delight. He eases the fabric down, sliding his hand beneath your ass as he urges your pants lower and lower. He sits on his heels as he untangles your ankles, knocking your flats off as he does.

He’s quickly back to his mission. He buries his face against your pelvis, nosing your cotton panties as he feels along the scalloped trim. You shiver as his breath dampens the fabric and seeps through to your skin.

“More?” He asks, the movement of his lips stealing a moan from you.

“Please,” you gulp and brace the back of the couch, fighting to rein in your nerves. As much as you want it, you’re scared. What if there’s something wrong with you? What if you don’t taste right?

He rolls down your panties, peppering kisses along your pelvis as he uncovers you. You squeeze your thighs together. He lets his fingers wander down your legs and prods with his thumbs, easing them apart as you surrender. He hums as his eyes fall and he pushes himself back on his knees, bending to hover his head above your pelvis.

He kisses the tuft of hair and you wince. He does it again and you let out another moan. A third time and he lets his tongue glide down between your folds. You squeal at the cool sensation. It’s so different and new and strange, but wonderful. What’s more, you feel yourself, wet and wanting for him, mingling with him as he delves into you.

A growl rolls up his throat and through you as he tastes you. His tongue swirls around your bud, setting a new fire alight. You arch your back further, gulping as your arm shoots down unthinkingly. You tug at his hair, clutching a silky shank as you beg him wordlessly.

He laps you up. Slowly at first, then faster, more fervently, as if he is just as desperate as you. He breathes into you as his fingers tickle up your thigh. Your other leg falls over the edge of the couch and you’re splayed completely. Your hand drifts down and you grip his shoulder as you curl and whine.

You puff out as a sudden wave of hot and cold swallows you up. Your body quakes as an orgasm unlike any you’ve had before sweeps you into a tide of spasms and twitches. Your voice drones out of you uncontrollably as you succumb to the sheer pleasure coursing from him into you.

He edges along your lips with his fingers, poking and rubbing, spreading your ecstasy around. He prods a single finger at your entrance, dipping in just a little, then pulling back. He repeats the motion, in and out, each time a little further till he's buried to his knuckle.

He turns his hand, tongue still diligent, matching his own pace as he finds another knot to untangle. You moan and pant, shaking as another climax crashes down, muscles vibrating and veins fiery. You drift into the afterglow, eyelids fluttering as your head swims with joy.

He reluctantly drags his hand away from you and raises himself on his knees. You watch him dreamily as he grins and bends over you again. He kisses you on the mouth, leaving your own flavour on your lips. He groans, his hips jerking as if not of his own volition. He cradles your cheek and rests his forehead on yours.

“More?” He repeats.

You whisper, “yes” and pull him to kiss you again. A long, needful kiss to say ‘never enough.’

When you part, he rises over you. He stands, eyes stuck to you as he works at unbuckling belt. Once it's undone, he seems to disemble. He fumbles with his fly and staggers as he tries to untangle his feet. He laughs at himself as he stops to untie his shoes and kick them off. He peels away his socks before finally stepping out of his rumples trousers.

You can't help but giggle too. The thought of him being just as excited, even as nervous, as you is comforting. He stands in only his briefs, bulging with expectation as he looks down his body. Wow.

He hooks his thumb under the elastic and pulls it out. You watch, spellbound as he rolls them down and he springs free unrestrained. He's unabashed by his own desire as he lets the fabric fall free.

He kicks away his briefs and comes closer. You're surprised as he takes your hand, moving it to his dick as it bobs above you. It's not so much lewd as it is assuring. He lets you feel him, guiding you up and down as he shudders in response. You squeeze and shift on the cushions.

You let him go and he kneels between your legs. He brings his hand to your pelvis, rubbing your cunt, spreading your lips, stoking a new flow. He angles his body down over yours, keeping his fingers along your folds.

He looks you in the eye as as he tilts his hips, pausing as you stare back wideyed. He kisses your lips and lingers just above them, “still sure?”

“Yes,” you answer a bit too quickly.

He moves closer and presses his tip along your folds. He drags himself up and down, wetting his head before stopping at your entrance. You hold your breath as he pushes, just a little. He does just as he did before, inching in then rearing back, then deeper, not to much. Patient but fervent.

He sinks into halfway. You groan at the strain in your walls. He presses his lips to your forehead as his voice rumbles in his throat. He rocks, further and further. You bend yournlegs around him, an arm draped behind his neck as you stretch the other down, touching his hip as he bottoms out.

You hiss out and he tries to pull back, “less?”

You shake your head and grit your teeth, reaching further to grope his ass, holding him deep even as tears prick. It's not pain, though theres a dull weight in your core, it's something else. Fear. Of losing this moment. Of never feeling this way again.

“More,” you moan, “please, more.”

[mymoodwriting]

Request for @salfetkablog (Yandere Hybrid Chan) 3.7k, yandere, hybrid, homelessness, abuse, physical abuse, blood, claw marks, biting, needles, smut, non-con, dub-con, creampie, unprotected sex, crossbreeding, manipulation (@starillusion13)

“Hi there, Channie!”

Everyday you ran into a familiar face. They were part of your routine, and they always had a smile on their face. Chan was a hybrid you met one day on your way home after work. He lived on the streets, yet he seemed alright with that. When you first crossed paths you offered to buy him something to eat, and he graciously accepted. From then on whenever you saw him you’d buy him a meal. Soon enough you saw him everyday and decided to try something different. You had gotten to know him a bit and made a home cooked lunch. He absolutely adored it and so you continued on with it. Eventually he even let you pet his ears.

When you made yourself lunch you always put aside some for Chan. Even though you were busy with your own life on occasion you had some extra time to spend with him, and you’d get to talking about life. Chan did eventually tell you that he ran away from the place he was before. You couldn’t imagine what was going on that would make him run away, but you didn’t pry. His smile was precious, and you didn’t want to be the reason it faded away. You did ask him once why he didn’t go to a hybrid house, but he said he didn’t want to get taken in again. He did worry you, living out on the streets, but he seemed to be doing just fine for himself. That is until that fateful day.

“Chan…”

There was an alley you’d usually find Chan in, and he’d always come over to you as well, but he was nowhere in sight. You thought maybe he had moved on to another place, or was just busy today, then you heard a whimper. You made the decision to cautiously step into the alley. Soon enough you found Chan sitting by a dumpster holding his chest.

“Oh my gosh, Chan! Are you alright!?”

You rushed to his side, not seeing anything wrong, but then you noticed the blood stains. You carefully reached over and lifted up his shirt, seeing claws marks on his chest.

“What happened to you?”

“A hybrid… attacked me… said I was in their territory…”

“We need to take you to the vet immediately! They can-”

“No! I’m from the streets, if I go to a place like that I’d never leave. I don’t want to be put in a cage.”

“You need medical help.”

“I’m fine… I just need my wound cleaned and wrapped… I know how to just… need the supplies…”

You knew you couldn’t leave him on the streets, and taking him to the vet was out of the question so you did the next best thing. You took Chan home. Thankfully you had a medkit at home. He said he’d do it himself, but you told him that you could help by following his instructions. He trusted you, so he took off his shirt and hoodie, exposing his chest so you could treat the wound. You caught yourself staring at him for a moment before coming to your senses. You disinfected the wound and wrapped it up, telling Chan to rest. You didn’t mind him staying while he recovered.

For a bit Chan slept, but he was quite curious about your home. He respectfully explored, loving the smell of you everywhere. He also loved watching you cook, knowing that you were doing so for him, and he’d get to try a fresh home cooked meal. Of course Chan wasn’t going to stick around your home for free, even if he was injured. You’d still go to work, trusting him in your home by himself, and he’d make good use of his time. You were surprised to come home after a long day of work to a clean house.

“Welcome back!”

Chan eagerly greeted you upon your return, embracing you in a big hug. You giggled from his actions, but they were welcomed. You changed his bandages daily, seeing that he was on a healthy road to recovery. As the days went by you found yourself getting used to Chan’s bigger presence in your life. He was there to greet you in the morning and see you off. While also welcoming you back home. Thanks to his help around the house you had more time for yourself as well. Able to catch up on things you’ve wanted to do. It felt normal to have him around, as if you always did, but things couldn’t remain peaceful.

“Why don’t you adopt me…”

You nearly choked on your drink when Chan said that. The two of you had just been living together while he recovered, but you knew he was well enough to be on his own again. You both knew that, yet you hadn’t said anything to him. You didn’t know how, thinking he’d see himself out, but now you could tell that wasn’t the case.

“You’ve been taking care of me… and I’ve been helpful… I know it’s rude of me to over step but… I don’t want to go back out to the cold streets where I could get attacked again…”

“…”

What Chan was asking of you wasn’t something simple. You were doing well for yourself, but to add another person, a hybrid, to your expenses, you weren’t sure you could afford it. At the same time you also didn’t like the idea of kicking Chan out back onto the streets.

“Please… I can learn to do more things around the house and be of more use and-”

“Okay.”

“Huh?”

“You can stay.”

“Really!”

“I’m gonna have to work late to make some more money but-”

“Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!”

Chan jumped for joy and went over to hug you tight, overjoyed by your decision. He was so giddy that night that he couldn’t sleep. For the time being he had been staying on the couch, and as he laid there he stared at the ceiling with a content smile on his face. This was home now. Late into the night he got up and snuck into your room. He saw that you were deep in sleep, and he couldn’t help but smile as he watched you. From the beginning you had been so nice, and now he got to repay all that to you.

While watching you he suddenly heard your cries, seeing that you were having a nightmare. He thought to wake you, but he’d probably get in trouble if you found him in your room without permission. Still he wanted to do something. He carefully got into the bed, pulling you into his arms and trying to sooth you. After a while you calmed down, snuggling into his embrace. This was the closest you had ever been to Chan, and he loved it. The house smelled like you at every corner, but nothing could beat breathing you in from this close.

Chan stuck around for a while before sneaking away, not wanting to get caught. He didn’t have much but he definitely wanted this place to feel like home. When he had the chance he’d watch some videos, figuring out how some things worked around the house. He did have more time as you were working late, but he took that as an opportunity. He worked on his cooking skills and made you dinner. To his relief it was good, and so he began cooking around the house, taking one more burden off your shoulder. Although things couldn’t remain this nice.

“Tomorrow after work we’ll be going to the vet.”

“What? Why?” Chan questioned.

“In order to properly submit the adoption papers you need to be examined by a vet, and make sure you get all your shots.”

“But… I… do I have to?” Chan whined. “I could just live with you… we don’t have to register the adoption…”

“At some point the landlord is going to realize I have a hybrid in my place, and if you’re not registered there’s gonna be problems.” You explained. “Why do you think I’ve been working late? All the paperwork for you is gonna be expensive.”

“Oh… sorry… I didn’t-”

“It’s okay. This was my choice too. I just want to do this right.”

Chan nodded. “I understand. Sorry, I didn’t mean to be rude.”

“I know. So be ready when I get home tomorrow.”

“I will be!”

🖤

Chan really hated the idea of going to the vet, but at least he knew he’d walk out of there again with you. He was anxious though, and you noticed. To help him ease his worries you held his hand and went with him for the examination. Although Chan refused the main exam, not wanting any sort of samples taken from him, just the basics.

“Very well, we can do this manually.” The vet stated. “Breed?”

“I’m a husky.”

“Alright. Let’s get your height and weight.”

You were really proud of Chan. His dislike of the vet probably had a story behind it, but he was strong and got through this visit. Afterwards you knew you had to reward him, and also take care of other things. So you went shopping, helping him build his wardrobe, and then went to get groceries together. Coming home that day was something special.

“I have a home.” Chan hugged you from behind. “Thank you.”

“I’m glad you like it here. I’ll file the paperwork tomorrow so everything can be official.”

“I’ll make something yummy!”

“We can order out if you’d like. Something extra special to celebrate.”

“That sounds great!”

You both stayed up to watch some TV and eat, Chan snuggling against you. He was warm, and you quite enjoyed his embrace. As it got late you knew you had to get to bed. You felt bad about leaving Chan on the couch, especially now that this was his home too. You had a room you could turn into his, but that would be another project down the line.

“Chan…”

“Hm?”

“Do you want to… sleep with me?”

“What?”

“I mean in the bed! I’ll get you a proper bed and room, but I shouldn’t keep letting you sleep on the couch. I don’t mind at all and I know you-”

“If it’s really okay with you… I’d like that…”

“Of course.”

There was a bit of awkwardness in the bedroom, but Chan was respectful and you appreciated it. He stuck to his side of the bed, just breathing in your scent from the pillow. Although as the night went on Chan soon found himself trapped in your embrace. You weren’t used to having someone in bed with you, but it felt natural to cuddle up against Chan. He happily held you in his arms and kept you warm, not sneaking away from you this time. You woke to a pleasant surprise, once again realizing how right having Chan around felt.

“Good morning.”

“Hi…”

“Did you sleep well?”

“Yes, really well… I didn’t bother you, did I?”

“No. It was nice to have you so close.”

“Yeah… you’re really warm.” You chuckled. “I should get up though, I don’t wanna be late for work.”

“I’ll make you some breakfast.”

Even though you had only been living together for a few weeks now, you two were so easily in sync. Chan loved it, all of it, although he found himself missing you so much more now. You were working late every day, and he hated it. Of course he knew you had to in order to afford him, and it was only temporary, but he still hated that it took you away from him. He couldn’t complain about it, not wanting to upset you or make you worry about him. It would all work out in the end.

“Chan.”

“Hm?”

“I… uh… I have some bad news…”

“What do you mean?”

“When I went to file your papers… they rejected them…”

“Why!?”

“You need a proper examination from a vet, otherwise you won’t be registered as my hybrid.”

“But… they’re gonna draw blood and… and…”

“I know, I know. You don’t like the sound of all that, but you had to do it. Just once, and I promise I won’t take you to the vet unless it’s absolutely necessary, okay?”

“I don’t want to!”

“Chan, you’ve already been to the vet and there is a record of you. If you’re not properly registered soon you’ll get taken from me. I don’t want you to end up in a cage either.”

Chan whimpered, his ears falling down. You went over to him and took his hand. You wished things didn’t have to be like this, but you didn’t want Chan to get hurt.

“Please… I know it’s scary… but I don’t want anything bad to happen to you…”

“… fine…”

“Thank you. Do you think we can go tomorrow?”

“I think so…”

“Good. Let me know if you change your mind, we have until the end of the week.”

“Okay.”

Chan really didn’t want to do a proper exam, but he knew he couldn’t avoid it now. Perhaps it could work in his favor but he needed to prepare somethings. The next day he saw you off. Usually he’d stay in the house all day, but he had things to do. He took the spare key and went out. Just as you said, the sooner he got his paperwork straight, the better.

🖤

You were glad Chan was brave enough to return to the vet, moreso to do this on his own. So now you were the one anxiously waiting in the lobby, hoping he doesn’t cause trouble. You weren’t keeping track of time, but it felt like you waited for an eternity. 

“Miss y/n?”

“Yes! That’s me. Is everything okay?”

“Yes. Chan was very well behaved, and he is perfectly healthy. I just need you to sign some paperwork.”

“Awesome.”

You looked some things over as you double checked your information. From the examination you learned Chan was a purebred husky, and he was neutered. It was good to know. After you signed everything you could take Chan. He was happy to see you again and gave you a hug. You rubbed his back, telling him he did well.

“I’m proud of you. It was very brave of you to go through with this.”

“Thank you for everything.”

“Let’s get you home. My good boy deserves a reward.”

“Good boy?”

“That’s you, isn’t it?”

“Yes!”

There was no issue filing Chan’s adoption papers this time. He was registered, and he was yours. Of course you still needed to work late to have the funds for these changes, but you didn’t mind. Chan would make a fuss about it sometimes, but he understood the reasoning. Although now with major things done you didn’t have to work much over time. You’d come home to Chan’s welcoming embrace, and that was enough to get you through the long days. The two of you would go out more, not just for necessities but for recreational purposes too. It wasn’t your plan to have a hybrid, but you were glad to have Chan.

It was hard for Chan to deny he was practically in love. From the first moment he saw you, he liked you a lot. Even before he got your scent he felt there was something about you. So he had to make a move and lucky for him you were a kind person. He would have been content just seeing you and saying hello, but the more he spent time with you, the closer he wanted to get. Things worked out in his favor though, and now he got to share a bed with you. Although now that he was this close he wanted more.

“Hm…”

At times when you’d randomly wake up in the night you’d be lulled back to sleep by Chan’s warm embrace. This time around though you woke up to whimpering sounds. 

“Chan…”

You felt Chan holding you tight, looking at him and seeing him moving about as if in a nightmare. You got up to try and wake him. When he opened his eyes you could tell he was still out of it.

“Cha-”

In the blink of an eye Chan was on top of you, pinning you down beneath him. You thought maybe he was half asleep or something, but his eyes were sharp and filled with lust. You tried to break free from him but he was a lot stronger than you thought.

“Chan… what-”

Chan was suddenly on your neck, kissing at your skin and leaving marks. You squirmed but his grip only got tighter. He kept kissing at your neck and his lips traveling down. One moment he was holding you down, the next he was ripping at your clothes. He nicked your skin a few times, but that was far from his concern. You only had a moment of relief when he stripped off his own clothes, but you weren’t fast enough to get away. Chan pinned you down beneath him again, and now you felt something poking you between your legs.

“Chan! Let go!”

“You smell so good…”

“This is not appropriate! Get off!”

“Just let me have you, all of you.”

“Chan!”

He pressed his lips to yours, and as you were distracted by that you felt he pushed into you. Your eyes rolled to the back of your head and you let out a moan. You hadn’t done it with anyone before, so this was all a new sensation to you. It felt like you were being torn apart, there was pain, but it was starting to turn into pleasure.

“Chan…”

“You can take it.”

“Chan…”

Just the feeling of him filling you up was driving you mad, but when he started moving it was something else entirely. Your whole body shook beneath him, and you could barely think straight. You grabbed onto Chan’s arms, just to keep you steady. He seemed to know what he was doing, and every movement of his caused a spark of pleasure to run through your entire body. You didn’t understand why Chan was suddenly doing this, but you didn’t want him to stop. At one point he pulled you close to his chest, thrusting up into you. For a moment you feared he’d break something, and then you were yelling in pain.

“I’m sorry… it’s hard to control myself like this…”

Chan accidently clawed your back, making you a bit dizzy. He carefully grabbed your face, slowing down for a moment to make sure you were alright. You could vaguely reassure him, his apologies all muffled. Once he picked up the pace again you began to feel this heat start to grow. You whimpered, somewhat fearful of what it meant. You tried to get Chan to stop, but there was no way of doing that.

“Chan… Chan…”

“You’re close, I can feel it. Me too.”

“Chan…”

You were laid back down and Chan got more aggressive in his movements. It wasn’t long then before there was this explosion that took hold of every inch of your body. You were on fire with a pleasurable sensation, holding onto Chan with all your strength as your body trembled beneath him, holding him tight. Soon enough you felt something warm between your legs, and Chan pulled you into a tight embrace. He moved erratically and you continued to tremble as if you were cold, but that was far from the case. You were both breathing heavily as you rode out this pleasure.

Chan didn’t move though, keeping you in his embrace, and you both seemed to pass out like that. You weren’t sure how long it had been, but you came back to your senses first. Chan was still passed out, and still inside you. It was a strange discomfort, but not entirely unwelcome. Still, you could feel your entire body aching, and your back was particularly causing you pain. To your own surprise you managed to get out of bed without waking Chan, quietly making your way to the bathroom. You splashed some water in your face, taking a good look at yourself in the mirror. You had cuts and bruises all over.

When you checked on your back you were surprised by the marks. They were deep, and appeared strong, but most of all they were familiar. You thought back to when Chan had been attacked, and he had a similar mark to this. Furthermore you remembered his clothes being bloody, but not torn, and his hands were mostly stained at the fingertips. Your mind was already jumping to conclusions, but you didn’t want to think that was the case. As you were lost in thought Chan suddenly came over and hugged you from behind. He seemed sleepy, yet he pressed a kiss to your cheek.

“Come back to bed…”

“Chan…” Your voice was trembling. “You… you’re not a dog… are you?”

“Hm… you wanna take a guess? I am a canine though…”

“You… if you’re still a canine… and your strength… are you… you…”

“A wolf?” Chan chuckled. “Correct.”

Your eyes went wide hearing that. Hybrids were created as more advanced and sophisticated pets, but the government wasn’t gonna deny the potential. So there were certain hybrids that weren’t meant for the public.

“I know what you’re thinking, I’m-”

“You’re a military hybrid… you must be M.I.A…”

“Maybe even K.I.A, but it doesn’t matter.” Chan placed a sleepy kiss on your head. “According to the paperwork I’m a purebred husky, and your hybrid now. I know your scent so no matter what happens I will always find you.”

“Why… why did you-”

“It doesn’t matter now. You’re mine, all mine.” Chan chuckled. “You think I can make you a mom?”

“Chan!”

“I’m just saying. Not much information on hybrid and human intermingling.”

“Let me go!”

“Behave.” Chan growled. “You’re not getting rid of me that easily, or any time soon. So don’t get any funny ideas in your head. I’ll find you again no matter what you do.”

“Was this… was this your plan all along?”

“Not really, but when I saw you I knew I wanted to be close to you. How fortunate for me you were so nice.”

“You-”

“I’m still the same Chan you welcomed into your home, just not a dog.”

“I-”

“Sh. Let’s just be happy together. Now come back to bed. There are still things I want to show you.”

[flamboyant-king]

The world is a stage and I'm God's favorite clown. The heavens cheer for an encore and I'm revived once more.

I have this one scenario that brings Cain to respect Samson more than just some unpaid "bodyguard." I just can't freaking draw it for the life of me. So, have some stuff I drew and have my intentions/the context under the cut. Bazinga.

Eve catches wind of possible treasures that, of course, attract Cain's attention, so she gives them the coordinates and let's them do their thing. Cain and Samson are lured into a cave where they are ambushed by 30-ish drug cartel members because Mr. Cain just loves money, mischief, and manipulation. Before they could even react, Cain is shot multiple times and collapses to the floor. Samson was shot too, but remains standing looking down at Cain. The men taunt Samson for being a poor bodyguard and shoot at him again. Samson is unfazed as he walks over to one of the stalagmites. The men are at a loss, why does it seem like the bullets do nothing? Samson grabs the tip of the stalagmite and kicks at the base, detaching the thing from the floor. The men are intimidated, realizing what is going to happen next.

It's clubbin' time. *beats you to death* *beats you to death* *beats you death* x30

It's a gosh dang mess. Bludgeoned. Crushed. Impaled. Minced. Just blood all over the place. A normal Thursday afternoon for Samson. And a normal episode of Samson goes Bananas broadcasted on Angel TV.

When it seems they're all dead, Samson calms down. It's quiet now. Except for a quiet moan. How unlikely, someone alive after his rampage? He turns around and is absolutely dumbfounded. Cain's lying on the ground rubbing his head like he's hungover. He pushes himself up and looks around. Bodies strewn about and Samson in the middle of it all covered in blood. All of their blood.

"Cain? You're Alive?"

Cain looks at himself now. He's covered in blood too. His own blood.

"Oh. Haha yeah. You see. I can't die. I'm not allowed to die. GOD WON'T LET ME DIE!"

Cain has his spontaneous old man meltdown while Samson just watches. It's a lot to take in and it's a lot to let out. Cain gasps for air and the angels laugh out loud. Humanity is hilarious. Mortality is amusing.

Samson kneels down in front of Cain, placing a hand on his shoulder, mirroring the gesture of when they first met.

"I know I'm here to protect you, but can I promise you this? With all my strength, not only will I keep you safe, but I will also be the one who kills you."

The angels' laughter stops.

Cain chuckles.

"I hope you do."

And then they kiss. No they don't. But wouldn't that be pretty gay? Nah, they leave the cave and go back to their car that's parked a mile or so deep into the forest.

Samson gets in first. Cain has to make a quick phone call to his dear friend, Eve.

Cain hangs up and sits in the car, as well. It's quiet now.

Then Samson starts snoring.

Unbelievable.

--

You know me, I like to have a bit of drama sprinkled in my shit posting just for continuity and like a basis to go off of.

Eve was one of Cain's blood donation "whores," but Samson is here now, so she's relaxing and just gathering information. She usually cleans up the messes Cain leaves behind. Evidence, bodies, or just looting. (I have an example of a mess she cleans up, but that's backstory I might get to.)

Cain will try any and every method to bring in more money, maybe robbing banks, maybe treasure hunting, maybe working a lemonade stand. OH MY GOD, Jacob and Esau running a lemonade stand for Cain that's freaking so stupid. Cain mostly is a loan shark, but he dabbles in the black market with stolen goods and stolen guts.

Samson has some debt with Cain he is repaying by being his "bodyguard." Sending Bethany to stupid fancy Christian academy is expensive. Assisting Cain on excursions, breaking traps, or helping collect pay from certain folks. Samson and Bethany get to sleep at Cain's hideout, but shhh no one can know where it is. Bethany, why did you bring Lazarus here. Gosh dangit.

The practically immortality comes from Cain's Curse "bestowed" on him by God for killing his brother, Abel. (Of which I do have sketched, but that's a mess Eve will have to clean up too.) No harm can come to Cain and those who harm him get returned to them sevenfold. So, if Cain is stabbed, the person would be wrung like a wet towel and slapped across the asscheeks of an elephant and laid down to be trampled on by said elephant.

That's what I got so far. Have Samson all bloodied up close and personal cause gosh dangit I did good on the blood. Love you guys!

Have a good and cringey freaking day.

[kamisatomay018]

My Saviour: Part 9

Warning: Angst to fluff, mentions of injuries and blood!

Gosh I’ve been so excited to write this series, so here’s the next part! Enjoy<3

Ayato waited to feel the pain, waited to be killed by the Kairagi’s sword, but the impact never came. He opened his eyes, and to his utter disbelief saw two Cryo avatars that looked just like you holding back the Kairagi’s attacks, protecting you and Ayato. He then saw a Cryo vision descend, making him hold it weakly. You had gained a vision while protecting him? Did this mean that you would have a chance to be saved? Vision bearers were stronger than average people, their bodies more resilient to pain and injuries. He looked down at you, his heart aching as he saw your unconscious frame hidden in his embrace, still bleeding, but your breathing had stabilised for now. He finally saw a glimmer of hope; but he couldn’t fight. He was close to losing consciousness himself, having endured several injuries and lost a lot of blood. He needed help, but how could that happen?

He looked up to see your Cryo avatars fight against the Kairagi, their strikes as quick as lightning, and as cold as ice. He was in awe of their strength, but how long would these avatars last? Elemental powers needed to be manipulated by the vision bearers so that their true power could be unleashed, but you were unconscious. He needed to think, but his vision was getting blurry. Was there really no solution to this? Just when he was about to lose hope yet again, he heard a powerful voice.

“Torn to Oblivion!”

The flashes of electro were the last thing ayato saw, as he clutched onto you and your vision protectively, falling into unconsciousness, his body completely exhausted.

Ayato groaned, his body aching and his head feeling heavier than ever. With much effort, he opened his eyes, trying to process everything. The only thing in his mind then were the horrifying images of the attack on the two of you, your injured and unconscious self in his arms and the vision you had gained landing onto his palm. He sat up immediately, wincing at the sharp pain in his body. “Brother! Please, lay down, you’re wounded!” He heard his sister’s worried voice, looking at her as she rushed to his side, gently placing a hand on his shoulder. “Ayaka..Y/N..where is she?” “Relax brother, she’s alright, she will recover..” but ayato needed more than those words to feel relaxed. “Then why isn’t she here with me?”

Ayaka sighed softly, sitting beside her brother, gently hugging him, making sure not to hurt him. “The almighty shogun found you both 3 days ago in Chinju forest, gravely wounded and surrounded by countless bodies of Nobushis and Kairagis. She brought you both back here, and called Lady Kokomi to see to your wounds..I..oh brother I was so horrified when I saw you both like that..” Ayato’s heart broke seeing tears fall from her eyes, knowing that the sight must have really scared her, for Ayato had never once lost a battle in his entire life, let alone come back home gravely injured. He patted her head gently, giving her time to calm down and continue. “Lady Kokomi examined both of your wounds, using her powers to heal the internal injuries. You both also lost a lot of blood, which is why you were unconscious for three days straight..But in Y/N’s case..she was struck by the pyro infused blade of the Kairagi; and it turned out that it sent poison in her system…It took Lady Kokomi a lot of time to get rid of the poison, but she succeeded. She will be alright, but she’s still unconscious..”

Ayato felt his soul ache, and his heart drop in the guilt he felt. Tears filled in his eyes once again. He felt worthless, unable to protect the one he so dearly loved. “Brother, please don’t blame yourself..you did everything you could, none of this was your fault, it was a planned attack on you two.” That’s when it struck him, yes, it was an assassination attempt, but in such large numbers? “Ayaka, who could’ve done this? They had an organisation of over 50 people to hunt us down..” “the Almighty Shogun has already figured it out. It was a rival clan, jealous of your success who wished to take you down and eventually get in your position. He targeted Y/N because he knew you’d be there for her no matter what, and he also felt that she was some sort of lucky charm, because ever since she became your fiancé, you’ve been succeeding in every mission and task..”

This connected all the dots. Only a noble family of such status and power could’ve organised such a well devised attack against you both. “Ayaka..what about Y/N’s vision? She..she was blessed with a cryo vision when she protected me..” Ayaka smiled at that, nodding. “Her vision is a big reason as to why she could sustain her life and recover from the poison..although the way she got her vision will forever pain us, Im sure she will be overjoyed to know that she too, has a vision now.” Ayato nodded; then wondering something. “Ayaka, both you and Y/N have gotten a vision in my presence, and a cryo vision..is there any reason behind it?” She laughed softly, nodding. “Yes of course brother, a cryo vision is gained from an act of true love and selflessness, for it is the element of the Tsaritsa, who is the God of Love.”

Ayaka and Ayato stayed there, chatting for quite some time, as Ayaka was finally relieved to have her brother awake and safe. “The almighty shogun was furious to know that such an attack had been plotted against you both. She has been personally handling this situation, and the estate is surrounded by her guards. She comes every single day to visit too.” “Really? Then we are forever in her debt. I will make sure to thank Her Excellency for her kindness.”

Suddenly, Thoma burst into the room, looking excited. “My lady I- Oh! My lord you’re awake! That’s splendid!” Ayato chuckled, nodding in acknowledgment. “Yes Thoma, but what is it, you seemed like you were about to say something?” “Ah yes yes! Lady Y/N is awake, and she has been calling for you My Lord! She is so frantic that not even Lady Kokomi is able to calm her down.” Ayato’s eyes shined in happiness, as he forgot all his pain; getting out of bed immediately. “Brother!-“ “im alright Ayaka, please Thoma; take me to her, I need to see her right now.” Ayaka sighed with a smile, shaking her head at the way Ayato had found newfound strength just by hearing that you were awake. She stood up, getting your vision and handed it to him. “You should be the one to hand this to her Ayato.” He gently took the delicate vision, nodding. “Yes, I will do that.”

Since the moment you had awoken, your heart only worried about Ayato. The memories of that night were still too fresh, and no matter how much Lady Kokomi tried to assure you that he was alright, you wouldn’t listen. You needed to see him right now. Somehow Kokomi had managed to make you lay down in bed after sending Thoma to check up on Ayato. You heard the door open, your head snapping in that direction, only to see the love of your life there. “Ayato!!” He rushed over to you, tears in both your eyes and you felt him ever so gently embrace you, making sure to not disturb your wound. You both cried in each other’s embrace, having come so close to the face of death, yet given another chance to live with each other. “Ayato, your injuries, are you alright?” You managed to mumble between your sobs, but the man refused to let you go. He was still too scared that you would disappear if he loosened his hold on you, still too afraid of the way he had to watch you getting wounded so badly.

“I love you, I love you, I love you so much..please Y/N, never do that again my love, you have no idea how scared I was…I thought I’d never get to hold you like this again..” you heard his broken voice whisper, making your heart ache. He truly was so soft and gentle on the inside despite all the brave acts he put up. “Hush Ayato..im not leaving you so easily..how could I just watch you die? You and I both know that we would do this for each other..you fought so many enemies alone, just to protect me..” you felt him nod against your neck, and Kokomi and Thoma decided to leave you both alone, not wishing to disturb such a private moment.

You and Ayato stayed that way for what felt like hours, as he then pulled apart from the hug, only to kiss you with so much love. You reciprocated the action, the kiss being so soft, filled with pure love and devotion. Both of your hearts beat in sync, healing one another from the trauma of the attack. After sharing countless kisses and words of affection, Ayato layed beside you, revealing in his hand a glowing Cryo vision. You gasped softly in disbelief. “Is that..mine?” Ayato smiled, nodding as he gently placed it in your hands. Both of you looked in awe as the vision glowed so bright, your cryo powers emitting and surrounding the room so beautifully. Tiny snowflakes fell around you two, and from within you emerged two of your Cryo Avatars, bowing their heads towards you, their hands holding a polearm just like you.

“Oh my goodness..i..I can’t believe I have a vision now.” Ayato beamed at you, pride filling his heart as he kissed your forehead. “You are one of a kind Daarin, I always knew you would find your passion one day.” You smile, holding the vision close to your heart, a sweet realisation dawning upon you as you looked at the man in front of you. Oh, this immaculate and precious man whom you loved more than life itself. You leaned in, placing a chaste kiss on his lips. “You are my passion Ayato..”

[ninja-knox-ur-sox-off]

Oh gosh how am i gonna survive all this that last ep TOOK ME OUT and now THERE’S STILL AZURE TO TAKE CARE OF ITS INSANE HOW WELL THE CREW UTILIZES TEN MINUTE EPISODES I FEEL LIKE I WATCHED A WHOLE HALF SEASON SCREAMS

OKAYOKAY

PT 2 OF THE SPECIAL CALLED THE PLAN MAN OH THAT SOUNDS FUN AND CHILL LETS GO (lmk s4 special spoilers ahead)

OKAY HERE WE GO

SOBS LOUDLY LISTENING TO THE THEME SONG

I AM MENTALLY ILL Y’ALL

OKAY

OH HEY

OH HECK ANOTHER

ANOTHER FLASHBACK

OH MY GODS I WASN’T EXPECTING A WHOLE OTHER FLASHBACK

I THOUGHT IT WAS BROS SPARRING IN THE PRESENT BUT NO THIS IS

HECK OH MY GOSH

AZURE

YOU N ME

THE WAY

AZURE LOOKS

AT MONKEY KING

SUS PIECE OF CRAP

LOOKS AT HIM LIKE HE’S HIS HOPE FOR THE WORLD

HE IS JUST A TINY MONKEY AND HE’S USING HIM LIKE THAT

THAT’S INSANE

WUKONG REALLY SEEMS TO WANT TO IMPRESS AZURE AND BE A PART OF THAT AND AZURE FR SEES THAT AS A TOOL BUT THAT ITS OKAY THAT IT A TOOL WHAT AN INTERESTING AWFUL FELLA I HATE HIS BLUE FURRY FACE

ALL OF US :D

immediately looks for macaque THERE HE IS :D

NEW OUTFIT

HELP

HE SOUNDS LIKE AN ANGSTY TEENAGER

OKAY

THAT’S GREAT VIBES I’M WHEEZINGN;SLDFMAWOEF

WUKONG FR THE MOM FRIEND CONFIRMED? /J /J /J /J/ JJ

MACAQUE’S EXPRESSION PLEASE I’M CRYINGBDSF;LMW;EF

WOW HE’S

HE WASNT’ ALL FOR IT HUH

LOOK AT HIM

HECK DUDE

HECK DUDE

WHEN HE STARTS TO MAYBE SLOW DOWN A BIT

AZURE HYPES HIM RIGHT BACK UP

ALL BECAUSE OF YOU

PEOPLE WILL NEVER LIVE IN FEAR

AND THAT SOUNDS PRETTY GOOD

YOU KNOW THAT’S ROUGH

THIS VERSION OF MONKEY KING WAS MANIPULATED INTO THE DOING WHAT GOT HIM UNDER THE MOUNTAIN HUH, BUT WHILE THE OTHER PERSON NEVER ACTED LIEK THEY DID ANYTHIGN WRONG SO ALL HE COULD DO WAS BLAME HIMSELF MY GOSH

HOW DID THE CELESTIALS LET AZURE LIVE DUDE, HE LITERALLY IS AN EX CELESTIAL THAT MUTINIED AGAINST HEAVEN AND PUSHED PEOPLE INTO DOING SO, BUT BECAUSE MONKEY KING WAS AT THE HEAD HE GOT OFF WITH JUST THE SCROLL OR SOMETHING? THAT’S WILD

YA BIG SWEETIE

YOU ME AND THE BOYS

OH

OH WOW HELLO

THAT WAS HIS FLASHBACK

YOU KNOW ITS ACTUALLY SO INTERESTING HOW AZURE DOESN’T THINK HE’S DOING ANYTHING WRONG

THAT’S WILD

ITS

ITS SO INTERESTING

THE WAY HE LOOKS AT HIM  

ITS

ITS SO WHACK

WHAT IS THIS

I’M SO FASCINATED BY THE HECKING

SEEMS TO CARE SO MUCH??

BUT??

HE SUCKS??

SHAKES THIS BURNT PIECE OF MOLDY TOAST

FUNNY WHEN HE HAS EVERYHTING HE JUST KEEPS THINKING BACK TO WHEN  HE JUST HAD THE BROTHERHOOD AND WUKONG

WHAT A FUNKY CHARACTER THEY’VE MADE HERE HE’S SO WEIRD

I WANT TO PUT HIM UNDER A MICROSCOPE

OHHHHOHO WHATS THAT

GOT DISTRACTED AND THINGS STARTED TO FALL APPART AGAIN

YELLOW-TUSK FR LIKE BRO SO MAYBE WE SHOULD TAKE A STEP BACK

WOW I FORGOT ABOTU THAT CLEVAGE

WOW WHO DREW THAT LAST FRAME

THE DETAIL

DANG

ALSO WOW I’M WHEEZINGNLS;DMASDF

THEY FR

I’M FULLY PREPARED FOR THE BROTHERHOOD TO TURN AGAINST AZURE BECAUSE THEY SEE HIM TEARING HIMSELF APART Y’KNOW?

MAN

M A N

AZURE FEELS LIKE WHAT HAPPENED WITH WUKONG WAS A BIG OL SACRIFICE HUH

SO INTERESTING

OWA

THEY BACK ON MOUNTAIN

SCREAAAMS

LOOOOOK

I’M WILL CRY

HELPGMLSDM

CHECKING OT MAKE SURE NO ONES THERE

THAT’S SO SILLY

HE’S BACK

WE GOT OUR MONKEY BACK

HELPGNLSKMDS

THE PENG STINKY LINES

EVERYBOIDY JUST HATES THAT GUY HUH THAT’S SO FUNNYGSDNFLWEMF

MONKEY CLASS IS IN SESSION I’M SMILING SO MUCH

SANDY

MY ABSOLUTELY BELOVED

AND PIGSY SO HECK

TANGS SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS HELPGN;LSDKFMD

HE’S STILL HASNT’ CHANGEED

NEZHA SITTING LIKE THAT IS SO FUNNY

Its actually so good to have monkey king back fr i’m in tears

smARTIE KID IS IN ATTENDENCE

SOBS

LITTLE LOTUS PRINCE

WHEEZING;SFAEW

“I’m… I’m not gonna do that” no yeah Zuko vibes i’m just gonna say it i’m sure someone else already has but i’m HGL;SDFJA;OIWEFMAFD

he’s gotta be like a teenager in this

he just has the vibes

I adore them all so much you don’t understand

MK’S FFACE WHEN SANDY INVITES NEZHA OVER

WISE MASTERS I’M BEING TRAINED BY THIS SEAOSNHGLKSDJSD TANG BREAKING THE FORTH WALL PLEASELGMS;DOFWE

WISE MASTER

LET ME KNOW WHEN HE GETS HEREEBGL;DSFMABG;OAIWF

I

THE CRAYON

THE

HELPGMNLSDKMAWE

“I think you burst a stitch” whoever drew Nezha looks like they’re having so much fun

YOU’LL BE FINEBG;LSMAOWEF

You know they’re really leaning into making Nezha seem more like a teen in this ep actually his energy is just off the charts amazing

BIG IMORTAL BABYGL;SDFJASDF

DO YOU WANT ME TO THROW CRAYONS AT YOU

IS THIS THE BREAK FILLER EPISDOE? BECAUE I’M LAUGHING SM AND ENJOYING THIS LIKE CRAZY ITS WONDERFUL

ALL THE PICTURES IN THE BACKGROUND ARE SO GODO

THE BOX OF CRAYONS PLS

“THAT’S WHAT I THOUGHT”

WHEEZING;LSDKFM

I LOVE HIM SM

OH RIGHT MONKEY MK

WE HAVEN’T REVISTED THAT HECK I WONDER IF HE’LL GO APE AGAIN

THEY?

PENG THEY/THEM PRONOUNS FR OH MY GODS HELLO?? OKAY THAT WAS DONE RIGHT I LOVE HOW CAUSAL IT WAS AND NOT A BIG DEAL BLESS YOU MONKIEI KID I’M ACTUALLY SO TIRED OF MEDIA MAKING IT A BIG INTRODUCTION DEAL EVERY TIME SOMEONE SAYS THEY’RE THEY/TEHM OR SOMEONE INTRODUCES THEM AS THEY THEM SO THIS IS SO FREAKING NICE BLESSSSS YOUUUU ALSO BEIGN THEY BUT BEING PART OF A BROTHER HOOD IT NTO BEING A BIG DEAL OR ANYTHING? AMAZING, 10/10 WE LOVE TO SEE IT I DON’T KNOW I JUST LOVE THAT SM

PENGS SUPER POWERFUL HELLO? COOL

HELPGN;LSDMA;OWEF

EVERYONE JUST

HATING ON PENG

I THOUGHT THEY WERE INTERESTING

CREW REALLY WENT

OH YEAH

THEY’LL HATE THIS ONE

AND DIDN’T WAIT FOR AN ANSWERGLKSMFAOWE

TOUGH SMART FASTER THAN HE LOOKS YELLOW-TUSK

OHHHH

I LOVE THAT ACTUALLY

WE’VE ALREADY GOT HINTS OF YELLOW-TUSK RECONSIDERING IT MIGHT TAKE LESS THAN YOU THINK

MAN ITS NICE

BUT HE’S NOT A MONSTER

WHY DID THAT GET OT ME

HELPGSL;KAEF

I

KAY

THIS

I NEED TO PROCESS LIEK THREE THINGS

NOTHING GETS UNDER HIS SKIN LIKE A MONKEY

HE BASICALLY JSUT “WE’RE GONNA ANNOY THE CRAP OUTTA THIS GUY MK AND ME”

ALSO WHATS WITH MACAQUE AND SMELLS THIS SEASON

LAST TIME IT WAS “interesting” AND NOW ITS “smells” I’MGBS;LDFKMWE

GONNA BE ON WUKONG LIKE A BAD SMELL

IS IT REVENGE HE WANTS? IS IT? I might be disappointed if its just revenge cause he doesn’t’ seem like he wants revenge so much as feels he needs Wukong out of the way and must  make that sacrifice yada yada, revenge feels basic for what seems like a complex character rn y’know? bUT HEY LIKE EITHER WAY THEY DO IT I’M GONNA END UP LOVING IT CAUSE THEY DO IT SO WELL SO HECK IT MY GUYS

FR CALLING HIM A STINKY MONKY EVERY FIVE SECONDS I’M CRYIMNGNSD;FLKMWE

HEY

I GOT THE CRAYON I DO THE SAYIN

THAT’S SO FUNNY PLS GJLKSDJFL;WA;F

I LOVE HIM

I ADORE HIM

HE’S EVERYUTHING TO ME

once again Nezha is so good he’s just sitting there grumpy like

ALSO THE VOICE OF REASON HE REALLY IS

I actually

You know what

getting emotional over how they’re all on board with whatever plan monkey king comes up with this time

like season 3 they had nothing but doubts but now they’re all ready to hear him out and listen and OH MY GODS GUY’S HE’S ACTUALLY TELILNG THEM THE PLAN

THEY’RE KEEPIGN CAHRACTER GROWTH I’M IN TEARS

THIS IS ACTUALLY SO GOOD? BLESS YOU MONKIE KID CREW ILY

THE BRAINSTORMING TOGETHER

OH BOY HERE COMES TEENAGE SARCASM

Y’all if Mk’s older than Nezha- CAUSE I CONSIDER MK TO BE LIKE 20 OR SOMETHING AND IF NEZHA’S A TEEN THAT WOULD MAKE ALL OF THIS OS FREAKING FUNNY

THAT

WHAT A CRAYON

WHAT A HIT

THERE’S THAT POSE AGAIN

I’M CRYINGBSD;FAMWE

THIS IS EBAUTIFUL

THE CRAYONS

NO SARCASM ALLOWED IN MONKEY KINGS CLASSROOM

ON TRAINING TIME?

LETS GOOOOOOO

WAIT THIS IS SO FUN??

HELLO???

PIGSY JUST YOINKED THAT MAN

HUG

OH WOW THEY’RE ACTUALLY

OH THAT’S BEAUTIFUL

LOOK AT THIS HYPE BATTLE

THIS IS SO NICE

OH ARMOR???

POWER UP

LOOK AT HIS PROUD EXPRESSION

FREE POWER UPS WITH ARMOR FOR FREE

LETS GOOOO

WHERE’S OUR COOL BATTLE ARMOR

AWW WHEN YOU’VE EARNED IT

WHEEZINGS;AFMAWEO

HELPGMNLSKFMEW

ITS THEIR WEAPONS

THATS SO FREAKIGN FUNNY

WHAT A NICE MONTOGUE

“so we all know i’m the greatest teacher in history”

“ughhhhh this guy” MACAQUE’S QUIET COMEMNTARY PLEASE;GSMKF

HEY

OKAY HURTFUL

PLEASEL;KMGSDF

HE’S NOT THAT BAD

LIKE HE SAYS JUST NEEDS SOME WORK

HE’S ACTUALLY PRETTY DECENT HIS EXPLAINING JUST NEEDS A LOT OF WORK

BUT ALSO ITS?? SO NICE?? HE’S COMFORTABLE SAYING HE’S GOTTA WORK ON THAT NOW?? ITS GORGEOUS I’M CRYING I LOVE HIM

MK TIMEEEE

I LOVE THAT

SHOWING HIM HE TRUSTS HIM AND LETTING HIM BE INVOLVED

NGL MONKEY KING AS A MENTOR REALLY IS SO GOOD

MEI LOOKS SO HAPPY FO RHIM LIKE YUP

CAUSE YOUR’E THE PLAN MAN MAN

AW

SUPPORTIVE DADSY

MK’S LITTLE BASHFUL SMILE

I ADORE

“I mean one of us could beat him, one of us specifically”

“NOPE NONE OF US AT ALL.” HELPT THAT’S SO FUNNYGHDSNFASMF

GET SCROLL

OH

SLAP EM BACK IN

HELPNL;SKMASDF

SO

JUST

SLAP EM BACK IN WHERE THEY GOT OUT OF

AND EVERYHTING WILL BE BACK TO NORMAL

.

Y’KNOW ASIDE FROM

NO JADE EMPEROR

HOW’S THAT GONNA WORK

HELPGLSDF

THE WAY MK DRAWS THEM ALL

MONKEY KING LIKE THAT

NEZHA LIKE AN OLD MAN

TANG GETTING A PIGGY BACK RIDE ON PIGSY G ET IT? CAUSE PIG?

SANDY CARRYING MACAQUE AND MACAQUE’S BLANK EXPRESSION I LOVE THIS

HELPGNSDF

MACAQUE ON TOP OF THE BLIMP

Mk’s doodles for how they win is actually

so good

always

they make me so happy

Nezha still looking like half deadNG;LAKWMFE

SOUNDS LIKE YOU’RE ALL OVER IT SANDY

WELP LOOKS LIKE HE’S BUILDING ANOTHER BLIMP  HUH

THE WAY HE DRAWS AZURE

OH MY GODS WHO DREW THESE

I NEED TO HAND THEM ALL MY MORTAL POSSESSIONS FOR HOW THEY’RE DRAWING MACAQUE AND NEZHA I’M CRYING;DSAWE

HE’S FACEDOWN ON THE FLOOR

MACAQUE IS JUST STANDING THERE I’MGNMSLDFMD

LOOK AT HIM DRAW

“If you have to ask… you’re probably on team be”

HE’S SO ANNOYED ABOUT HTAT PLEASE;LKMGSF

PLS MONKEY KINGS’ APPLAUDING IN THE DOODLE, THINKS MK’S SO COOL AND EPIC, HE DOES MK I PROMISE YOU HE THINKS YOU[‘RE COOL YOU ARE COOL

THE DBK FAM ARE FRIENDS

I LOVE THAT SO MUCH

I LOVE THIS SHOW

WHOEVER DREW DBK I NEED THAT AS KEYCHAIN OR STICKER OR ANYTHING

SHHHLURP UP THE BAD GUYS

SO THEY CAN NEVER MAKE US FACE THEIR NIGHTMARES AGAIN

WHY DO THEY KEEP DRAWING HIM LIKE THAT’ PLEASE ITS SO CREEPYGSLF;

WE;’RE ALL GONAN DIENG;LSMF

THANKS TANG

AGAIN

NEZHA IS JUST

SITTING THER I’M WHEEZING

LOOK AT THE ROOM

I LOVE HOW MESSY IT IS ITS SO NICE

I LOVE THAT PIGSY’S ON THE FLOR HE LOOKS COMFY

THIS IS A SILLY PLANNING EPISODE I LOVE IT SM

Okay y’all can trash talk Peng all you want I actually adore them, they’re so dramatic, Macaque has chilled out and now we have this guy and i love them

I LOVE HOW THEY’RE

ITS JUST THE TWO OF THEM

AT A BIG OL BANQUET TABLE

PENG ILY

YOU’RE SO FUNKY

a little chaos might be good for the world

WHY DO I FEEL LIKE AZURE’S GONNA WALK IN AND BEAT UP YELLOW TUSK OR SOEMTHING

OR GO BACK INTO THE SHADOWS ANGRY

I DON’T KONW

I LOVE THAT YELLOW-TUSK KNOWS ITS NOT SUSTAINABLE

HECK DUDE

HE’S ACTUALLY HORRIFYING

HOLD UP THAT WAS CHILLING

COMES TO FIND THEM ALL HAPPY AND JUST

WOW HE’S NOT DOING SO HOT

also wow yeah that’s a lot of cleavage monkie kid why you’re killing me here i can’t take him seirouslyGN;LAMFAWE;NF

YEAH THOSE DUDES LOOK TERRIFIED

HE’S

STILL SMILING

PENG’S SWEATING

HE’S TRYING TO HYPE THEM

AND HE’S

NOT LOOKING GOOD

PENG TRYING TO

YELLOW TUSK IN TROUBLE

LETS GOOOOOOOOOO

THREAT TIME

OH

OHHO

NOT THREAT

PENG

PENG HOW DID YOU KNOW THIS??

HOW OD YOU KNOW THIS??

OHHHHHH

OHHHHHHO

WAIT THIS IS LIKE

POWERFUL PERSON

IS DISTRACTED BY ONE PERSON

SO ITS NOT LIKE REVENGE ITS LIKE

NEED THEM GONE SO I CAN FOCUS

CAUSE IF NOT THEY’RE ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT

HOW INTERESTING

THEY’RE SO WEIRD

AZURE IS SO WEIRD

CACKLES

OKAY

WELL NOW I’M A LITTLE WORRIED FOR WUKONG

BUT

ITS NICE THEY CAN REALLY DISTRACT HIM NOW

ITS INTERESTING HOW YELLOW-TUSK WANTS TO CONFRONT IT AND PENG WANTS TO IGNROE IT, THIS IS LIKE DYSFUNCTIONAL TOXIC FMAILY ALMOST

(i’ve been watching too many therapy videos)

AHEM

ANYWAY

AZURE SURE IS A GUY

I HOPE WUKONG IS GONNA BE OKAY

HELPGPGLKSDMF

THEY GOT AMROUR FOR HTE LITTLE MONKEGSDNBF;ANFA;AWE

OH MY GODS

PIGSY

HE MADE THEM A SILLY LITTLE APRON

AND CARVED THE LITTLE MONKEY A WOODEN SPOON THATS SO HECKING CUTE YOU GUYS

ONE MONKEY APPRANTLY JUST LIKES HANGING WITH PIGSY IG

THAT’S SO NCIE

actually whoever drew pigsy there i would like to high five you you drew him so nice and shaped i adore

DRAMATIC MACAQUE

OH SANDY YOU’RE GONNA PASS OUT BLOWING THAT UP

s

scary? ;-;

nooooo

buddyyyyyy

YUP HE STILL HASNT’ ACCEPTED THAT PART OF HIMSELF THAT’S

YEAH

HECK DUDE

WHO DREW THAT

WHO DREW THE “IT’LL BE FINE” WHO MADE HIM SHAPED LIKE THAT I’M CRYNIGBDSF;LKMAO;EF WELL DONE IM CHOKIGNSD;FM

WHEN WE LOOK THIS GOOD AIN’T NOTHIGN GONNA BEAT US

HE IS

TRYING SO HARD

COME ON WUKONG U GOTTA TALK TO HIM

PLS DONT’ CALL UR MONKEY FROM SCARY MKKKKKKK WUKONG IS A MONKEEEYYY

;-;

u cant just

ignore this whole part of ur power cause it scares you |;A;/

PLSSSS

UH OH

LOOKS LIKE HE CAME TO THEM

MACAQUE INSTANTLY SHADOW TRAVELING EVERYBODY TO THEM

HOT DANG HE IS ON THE BALL

PIGSY AND DANG FALT ON THE GROUNDMGDFSFD

OH MY GOODNESS THAT IS GONNA MAKE SUCH A TRANSITION FOR AMVS HOLY CRAP I’M EYEING UP THAT BIT

OH BOY

MK BUDDY YOU MIGHT HAVE TO MONKEY UP TO SAVE YOUR MENTOR U H

WHAT A LINE ACTUALLY

I WILL TEST THE LIMITS OF SUN WUKONGS IMMORTALITY

THAT WAS

WHAT A LINE

HECKING

SCREAMS

OKAY

THAT WAS PRETTY CHILL ALL THINGS CONSIDERED

NOW WE GET TO THE AMV RICH ANIAMTION HUH?

THERE’S TWO MORE EPISODES AND THAT’S IT

THERE’S TWO MORE FULL EPISODES THAT MAKES ME SO WORRIED FOR WUKONG

I LOVE HOW THIS EPISODE ILLISTRAITED SO MUCH CHRACTER GROWTH AND POINTED OUT WHERE MK NEEDS MORE OF IT

SCREAMS

OKAY

I NEED TO GET MOVING TO THE NEXT ONE PEACE

KNOX OUT

[odiesbun]

♡...Stray Kids: Yandere Type. Pt. 1...♡

There may be errors in the text, as my native language is not English. Thank you for your likes and your request!

genre: angst

warning: there is a lot of violence, killing, blood, cuts. References to food and suicide, please read with caution! At some points, the participants are not similar in character.

w.c: 2k

a/n: wtf why so many, I didn't expect to write so many words... I'm shocked at myself. I have it in my rules that I don't write anything violent, but then I post this.

THIS PART CONTAINS ONLY A HYUNG LINE.

♡Chan♡

Abduction: Chan needs love in a relationship(what love here, he's literally yandere, gosh, what am I writing), so he'll go at it gradually. If you turn him down and point out that he's acting weird towards you, he'll switch to stalker tactics, watching your every move from around the corner. But he won't even come close to kidnapping you.

- „Chan!?“ - You shriek in surprise when you accidentally run into him at the entrance to a convenience store near your apartment. Christopher stomps awkwardly in place, taking off his dark hood and pulling a smile over his face.

- „Hello?“ - He answers, chuckling abnormally.

Hurting you: I really don't think Chan is the kind of person who could hurt you bodily. Yes, he'll probably talk about how disappointed he is in you if you try to run away. He might be verbally manipulative, mentioning many times that you are selfish and don't understand how much he loves you, but he won't seriously hurt you. The most he can do is lock you in his bedroom for a couple of hours when he's angry, but once you calm down and he makes sure you understand your mistake, he'll let you out.

- „Baby, it was inevitable. You behaved yourself so I had to lock you in the bedroom, you shouldn't have tried to escape...“ - Chan sighs, wrapping his arms around you. - „But I still love you~“

Murder: He's not capable of that. He might be able to threaten someone with a knife who flirts with you, but nothing more. He has thought many times about what he is capable of doing for you and has come to the conclusion that you would not approve if one day he came home with bloody hands and his clothes smelled like a corpse.

The way he behaves with you: Even though he's a yanderer, he's still a gentle boy and the most loving. If you accidentally hurt yourself by trying to run away, he will be indignant for a long time, but he will still take care of you. At some points he gets really soft and forgives you any whim, so this can easily be taken advantage of if you really understand that Chan is crazy in this part. He'll even let you go out a few times, you'll have access to your phone, but he'll control absolutely everything you do, including the sites you browse.

- „Y/n, do you want to go for a walk? It's been a long time since we went out... Together.“ - He smiles, extending his hands to your face and gently stroking your cheeks with his fingers. You nod, causing Chan to squint and smile again.

Torture: Chan realizes that you're already afraid of him, so he'll only do it occasionally. He'll probably make you skip meals and only feed you once a day, but I don't think you could call this situation starving you? He will also torture you morally - make you feel that you are totally dependent on him, that you are totally at his mercy and you will probably be forever his. He has a soft Yandere type, so that's the most he can do.

♡Lee Know♡

Kidnapping: Do you really think Minho can't kidnap you? Oh, my God... If he really loves you, he will use any connections to get you to him, but he will never do it himself. He understands that any mistake he makes could end up with him sitting in a police station, so he hires experienced people to do these things.

- „Oh, sweetie~ Long time no see~” - Lee whispers deliriously, reaching his hands into your face and spreading a blissful smile.

Hurting you: Lee Know will probably be the one who can hurt you bodily in a fit of anger. If you try to run away or do something that makes Minho's heart skip a painful beat, in addition to locking you in a dark basement, he'll threaten you with sharp objects and maybe even give you a few cuts to make you realize your mistake. Once he calms down, he will still hold a grudge against you, but will ask you not to fear him and treat your cuts gently.

- „Your body is too weak, ha ha~ Even from such a small cut on your adorable neck, you almost died.”

Killing: If you're in a relationship or in love with someone, or one of your friends is too close to you, Minho will go crazy with jealousy and anger. He will instantly call the hit men, asking them to get that person out of his way. And he will pretend to the very end as if he knows nothing and has absolutely nothing to do with it. If this man really does have a romantic connection with you, Minho will get rid of him himself.

- „What is this? Blood?” - You touch his bloody shirt with your hand in surprise, causing Lee Know to awkwardly grab the shirt and hide it behind his back.

- „Uh, no... It's just that we were shooting a new video for Halloween, we had to get the costumes right...” - Minho awkwardly replies, giggling and not even aware that you guessed the whole thing.

The way he acts with you: I beg of you... You will have no way out in a relationship with him. He is a maniacal psychopath, he will not be someone who will really give you proper love, support and care, no. To him, you will be a mere toy for pleasure and torture so he can get a sense of superiority over other people or blow off steam after a stressful day. He is an abuser, so he may well hit you or insult you if you don't live up to his expectations. If you try to run away from him, there's a fifty percent chance you could be found dead in his apartment.

- "You selfish creature! How dare you run away from me!? Have you forgotten who I am to you? Have you forgotten that you live off me! You have everything you desire, but you only take advantage of my weakness, you ungrateful brat!" - A few loud slaps on your cheek follow, causing you to crouch in the corner and cover yourself with your hands, and Minho to giggle maliciously.

Torture: Minho's whole attitude toward you could be considered torture, because he's a psychopath. But the cherry on the cake in this situation is that Lee Noh will torture you. He will leave you without sleep or food, forcing you to do chores. Plus, Minho is a fan of playing with your breath, so sometimes he can wrap his fingers around your throat, making you choke.

- „Such a pale, porcelain doll. You're especially cute when you start choking on my hand, aren't you? Look, look how you look now, yes. You're completely at my mercy.”

♡Changbin♡

Kidnapping: Changbin will fall in love at first sight as soon as he sees you. So even if you've seen him a couple of times in your life and you don't even know his name, you will already be completely at his mercy. First he will follow you around, making sure once again that he goes crazy over the fact that you are not his, so he will kidnap you. I think he'll do it very skillfully and it's unlikely anyone will be looking for you.

- „Hello, Y/n... My name is Changbin.”

Hurting you: Changbin's behavior and actions toward you are quite ambiguous, so I think his attitude toward you will be neutral and fickle. Sometimes he will be gentle and tender, professing his love for you, and other times he will be cold and threaten to cut your throat if you ever dare to disobey him again. Changbin does not act as if you were his lover or girlfriend, no. He acts as if you were just a toy in his hands, I would even say an inanimate pet that he can play with, in his mind, for days and days and years...

Murder: In a fit of rage when you try to escape or if you refuse his love, he may accidentally kill you, for which he will regret very much later and will blame himself for everything, that it was he who killed the love of his life. He'll literally go insane. But I don't think he has any plans to kill the person you care about... Maybe if you had an intimate or romantic relationship with that person, he will keep him in his basement but no more. He will just make that poor man suffer.

- „You better not go in the basement, honey...” - He smirks, locking the basement door with several locks and hiding the key in his pants pocket.

Torture: I don't think he'll torture you... But he does have a lie detector, so as soon as he doubts what you say, wondering if it's true or false, you'll be sitting on a lie detector. He will ask you questions while watching the computer screen and checking how fast your heart is beating. If your heart rate happens to go up over a hundred beats and the detector shows you're lying, Changbin will go crazy with annoyance.

- „You've been lying to me all this time?! Do you really think you can get away with this?” - Seo smirks, the steel of the knife gleaming in the moonlight.

♡Hyunjin♡

Kidnapping: I don't think he will kidnap you, but that said, if you live together, he will lock you in the basement. You will probably have couple status, so he will let you go out on the town and talk to people, but he will control your every move and every word you say. If you say something you shouldn't say, then you'll be deprived of going out with him for two weeks and locked in the basement the whole time.

- „Did you seriously tell her about how you got that bruise on your neck? Did you mention that I choked you? Damn, I thought you were smarter than that...” - Hyunjin bites her lip, fixing her hair in frustration. - „You're deprived of walks for two weeks again. I hope you'll be a good girl and stay peacefully in the basement the whole time, huh?”

Hurting you: He can leave a lot of bruises on your body, but no blood. The sight of your blood can make Hyunjin feel better, and he's well aware that he may become too gentle at this point and you won't get the proper punishment because of it. So any bleeding wound terrifies Hwang, and he begins to tearfully apologize and ask if you love him. Afterwards he becomes ashamed of such an act (not only the bruise he left behind, but he's also ashamed of crying in front of you), but he doesn't show it.

- „Wait, I did that? Blood!? Damn, honey, I'm really, really sorry... Wait, I'll get some bandages...”

Murder: No, he's too afraid to do it. Hyunjin himself will be uncomfortable with the fact that he killed a man, and he'll know perfectly well that you're afraid of him. So the maximum he will do is threaten to kill that man, but he will never do that. He is persuasive enough in his words, so you and he are unlikely to be contacted.

- „He'll never bother us again, honey!” - He exclaims cheerfully. Horror spreads across your face.

- „W-what did you do?” - You whisper quietly, covering your mouth with your hands.

- „Nothing,” - Hwang shrugs calmly, taking off his jacket and fixing his hair. - „I just set personal boundaries and warned you that it's not okay to do that.”

The way he treats you: Hyunjin is pretty two-faced, but most of the time he'll go easy on you if you don't break the established rules(by that I mean running away and stuff like that). He wants you to really have a love affair, not a maniac/victim relationship, so in a calm state you will look like a nice couple from the outside. However, as soon as you break something or even run away, he will eventually find you and hate you.

- „I thought you were in love with me...” - Hyunjin sighs disappointedly, but there is more irritation than disappointment in his voice. - „Well, bad girls always deserve punishment, so come with me.”

Torture: YES, he will torture you when he's not in the mood. His favorite types of torture are making you choke in the tub, choking you, and also using a strong dose of sleeping pills, but not letting you sleep(lol, I made up this torture myself, sorry, but I'm so bad at this.). If you ACTUALLY piss him off, he has a lash for that, and he will whip you with it so that your body can't even move.

- „Honey, does it hurt too much? Ah, you asked for it!” - He laughs madly, raising his hand for another lash, making you scream in pain.

[cometrose]

let me try to get all of my hunger game feelings down as quickly as possible

first of all, what a series it was so much better than i remember and i don't like 10 year olds should've been allowed to read this but i think for the most part all of the traumatic shit went over their heads

peeta my son, he has been reduced to a soft spoken bread boy over the years and i did not remember or realize how charming he was in the book gosh he is my babygirl and so sweet

in the first book he was an absolute treasure like the way he flirts with katniss the way he moves a crowd im in awe like i fucking love the interview scene in the first book and the movies do it such a disservice because his crush confession is so shocking that everybody kind of gasps like he has stolen this crowd at the show (im kind of sad cause caesar and peeta duo was so iconic naturally stars)

god katniss my dear i don't know where to start with her

i had no idea she was such a shitty narrator like if i didn't already know the entire plot i might have believed her crazy ass. Especially in the first book the girl is insane. peeta is living his terrible life with a crush while katniss is having a one sided enemies to lovers moment all in her fucking head. It is not until the train home that its like oh he was serious ofc you fucking walnut.

katniss is the star but everyone with eyes knows that if you take peeta away from her she'll breakdown and thats the cruelest part. I think if I was Snow i would've left katpee alone idk why put the spark back in the spotlight ya know?

the second book peeta was another beam of light god the baby line is so iconic and he deserved it malewife manslaughter manipulate he has done it all and did it flawlessly

and he’s still so sweet like trying to get katniss to leave him or backing off when he thinks she's with gale he always so respectful of her space

the fucking locket and pearl are very special to me like he knows and SHE KNOWS there is nothing left for him in 12 but she doesn't listen

there is so much warmth in him from painting rue's portrait for the gamemakers or offering gifts to district 11 like he didnt know thresh and rue but he knew how much it meant to katniss and how awful it was for them to die. Even him talking the morphling as they died just gently describing his paintings and rainbows was so precious

And I think about katniss and peeta were labeled as rebels for simply showing acts of kindness I like how he gets mad and that gentleness disappears but there is always a reason behind it, and him taking care of haymitch is just the sweetest he has attitude but so much warmth

then in MJ goodness its a lot first the torture and then risking it all to warn the rebels and then later like yes he tried to kill katniss but she overlooked it and so will i and hes so mean and cruel when he's out of his mind but can you blame him its not like he's lying??

the moments where that gentleness comes out again are so precious to me when he bakes annie and finnick's wedding cake when he talks sweet to delly its the little moments and how like every single book before he still wants katniss to live and he's crying and begging for death and digging his arms into his wrists to hold himself together

in the end he still wont let katniss die and the first thing he fucking does after getting out of wherever the fuck they stored him was to plant primroses in front of her house and i love him so much

he's really smart its just that no one tells him the fucking plan ever even though they all agree he's a great fucking actor

He knows he hold katniss back and he wants her to let him go but she wont and he wont let her go either and he gives her space to sort out her feelings like yes he loves her he always has and he has never tried to push her and he's just a kind person and i really really really that

At the end of the day i will always treasure a character who is simply a good person

Katniss has her moments of frustration but I don't think I can ever get mad at her because like peeta she is a genuinely good person.

Don't listen to her shitty inner monologue she doesn't have a fucking clue she is so empathetic and compassionate and caring she might not be outwardly sweet but she shows it with her actions, with rue, prim, peeta, everyone and everybody her kindness knows no bounds and she does it because she desperately wants to protect the people she loves

I think so much is lost from katniss' character into shitty ya dystopias of the 10s is that compassionate. She did not become a symbol of rebellion because she really wanted to she did it to protect the people she loves every act of rebellion was a show of love and compassion whether it is burying a little girl and singing her to her death or risking it all to help as many people as she can

peeta says it the best that she has no idea the affect she has on people and her crappy elder sister inner monologue shows that she thinks so little of herself and her ability that she undermines her skills and talents and natural charisma.

So much of her is survival “I want to the people i love to survive” and when innocent people die because of her when her friends fall to save her it hurts and hurts and she is buried under the weight of it all, burying the burden of a rebellion is not something that should be thrust upon a young girl trying to live

she's moody she's feisty but damn does she love deeply and passionately it just looks different.

THG is a very gross book there is no other way to describe everything is far uglier then you remember. The wolf mutts that look like tributes the tears the blood and pain its all so awful. Reading through the pain and the suffering and it does this really odd thing of making you smile in between the moments of terror. I love katniss' flashbacks through the book and how they reveal more and more of the story.

Katniss could have abandoned peeta and left him like he told her too multiple times but she wanted him to live she wanted that boy who gave her bread to survive and she knew if he died she would never recover it may not be the love we are thinking about but it was everything.

I don't think i will forget how awful cato's death is and how my eyes watered reading rue die again. THG is so good and making us despair you come out of that silly book hating nobody there is no tribute that i can afford to hate. The first book has a very unique vibe to it and i like it's style.

CF, catching fire is probably my favorite cause its the least traumatizing. I blame katniss and peeta for that because they are the cutest fucking thing in that stupid book. I argue that it might be a mix of love and codependency thrown in there but the cutest shit.

I totally forgot about the gale katniss love stint at the beginning so that was a total surprise.

I love the cast of catching fire i love them all i love finnick and mags and johanna and beetee and wiress and morphling 6 ( i dont like calling her that) i love the stylists and cinna and effie and i like themmmm. i like them all i love how the city and nation cries for their tributes and you see all of their friends and allies come together before the end begins.

That fucking force field has me smiling every time because its the moment where everybody but katniss realizes how much peeta means to her. The stupid pearl and the stupid locket make my heart hurt because peeta loves her so much and wants her to live and she doesn't care because she'll do anything and everything to keep him alive.

Watching them hold each other in the train, cry over force fields, drag each other through fog and water, hold each other in their arms after terrible jabberjays, even before when she was watching him bring her bread and paint in her home and katniss would stare at his eyelashes. Like she says it would be easy to let peeta go but she will never do that and she can't. Calling out for each other before she blows up the damn force field like fuck you all even if they didn't fall in love i know damn well they should've stayed together.

MJ is such a hollow book you just come out of it with emptiness like im not sad i wont cry but i feel a bit empty because you look at all the things you had and then its all gone, what was katniss fighting for? her sister, her mother, gale? and its all gone in and instant nothing remains, her friends her home the companions she made along the way and it hurts and hurts. You close the book and take a deep sign and just feel whatever is left to feel. Madge's death kind of hurt me she was the symbol behind the symbol and she is just gone. everybody is gone

Like there is nowhere to begin its falling in love even more with finnick and watching him disappear its falling in love with katniss' little camera crew and watching them disappear

its prim the light that started this just disappear and whats left NOTHING

there are so many moments where katniss wants to rip her head off but she can't because she doesn't have time there is no space there is no room its not until she if shipped back to her home all alone that she truly breaks down because she can. there is no more rebellion she has to be strong for there is no prim or mother she has to lead and she is stuck with all the weight all alone.

MJ just left me hollow like maybe if i read this years ago after CF came out i would’ve hand the sticky stuffy feeling i get in chest when i read bittersweet stories but i don’t know if this is sweet enough and it’s not bitter? it’s nothing just nothing is left

i love the parallels the book has with modern society like this is a death game where children have to fight to the death and everyone only paid attention to the love triangle and romance like they did in the games of the fact nobody cared a 16 year old girl would die in senseless violence until they realized she was pregnant like the baby suddenly makes her life valuable

simple acts of kindness labeled as rebellious and innocent children are forced to shoulder the weight of the world when they have no one left. there are so many moments where death would be the kindest thing to any of these characters because they had no hope but hope enters so when they die their death hurts like nothing else.

it tells a story of war and survival that seems so far away but so close. Katniss just wanted to live and the people she loved to live she never asked to become the face of a war but she does it and she stands strong until she can’t anymore i love her and i think her love and empathy has been lost over the years

if i were to talk about the romance okay it’s been years i knew peeta was going to win but seeing him again was so refreshing cause he is so charming and sweet and it makes my heart flutter. if katniss didn’t want him i’ll take him

i don’t hate gale, like his anger and rage caused prim’s death and you can argue having Coin in his ear and having to raise his family all by himself traumatized him so he believes it’s okay to sacrifice innocent lives (children and doctors mind you) for the greater good.

Both boys are rebels and they are good people deep down but peeta is motivated by kindness he does these things because it is the kind thing to do gale does these things because he’s angry for all he has to suffer. Both sides are justified in their feelings but it’s about katniss at the end of the day

there are many moments where katniss is taken back my gale’s cruelness and flame. She doesn’t need him to appeal to her anger to the rebellious aspect of her being. Peeta however appeals to the softer side of her soul the one that nurtures little girls who sings people to sleep he opens up the sweet side of katniss that she is positive doesn’t exist. She can be painfully romantic and she can tell everyone she doesn’t see the beauty in the world but she does she sees it every time.

There is more to katniss that fighting and hunting and i don’t think gale knew that. At the end of the day the only option was Peeta because he complimented the side of her that was buried by the weight of the world and i think that adds more meaning to her life than anything else

there are so many characters to talk about j loved ever second with haymitch and how he acts like he doesn’t care but every single tribute that has come after him has left a hole in his heart. My district 12 tributes are disasters but they truly care about each other probably every only people left in the world who would risk it all

[yukidragon]

Hey Yuki!

Remember when you create the story where Ian gets Alice (M/C) pregnant and Alice was tied in the relationship with Ian despite him cheating on her a second time also trying to excuse himself and marry Alice?

Well I actually really likes that idea beacuse how did you described the situation but i would like to know more about this AU if you excuse me. I want yo know who Ian feels when he held her daughter for the first time, their first meeting after Alice given birth to her little princess. How the family environment develops with the girl? Especially with her paternal grandmother, How the mother of Ian react when she had the little princess around?

This AU is a really great idea for you fanfic of Sunshine in another world, you're the most perfect person in this fanbase, the most created AND the most lovely person. Love you Yuki ^^

Oh gosh, you really flatter me with such praise! Thank you so much for such kind words. I don't know what to say. I'm a little overwhelmed. You're just so sweet.

Now onto the tone whiplash from flustered happy feels to dark drama and yandere horror, hahaha. I'm glad you found my previous post about Alice having Ian's baby and how things get all twisted between them to be engaging. Since you asked for more so kindly, I don't mind dipping back into this dark little AU to explore more of the drama.

I'm going to give this post the same warnings that I did for the last one. Content warnings for unwanted pregnancy, cheating, toxic relationships, discussion of abortion, chronic illness, risk of miscarriage, manipulation, yandere behaviors, gaslighting, self-destructive behaviors, self-harm, and the like. Remember, this series is for Adults Only so things can get pretty mature, and not just because of the spice!

Let's start things off on a lighter note - the baby. Funny thing is while I'm still debating about names for the kids of my OTP with Alice and Jack, thinking about this AU again gave me the perfect name for Alice and Ian's sweet princess - Lily.

As a a quick aside... those who saw my previous post about the King family might remember that Lily was one of the names that I was considering for Mama King. While it would be cute to name the baby after her grandma, I've actually decided to go with Lycoris for Mama King, so I guess both names are going to be used after all, just in a way I hadn't originally intended!

The name Lily comes from happier times. Before Ian cheated, he and Alice would talk about their future together, which included marriage and children. They even had a sweet afternoon of coming up with names. It was a lighthearted moment between them, well before she ever got pregnant. There was plenty of playful banter and joke names thrown out, including anime and video game references. In the end though, they did come up with some names they seriously considered. One of them was Lily.

Ian's favorite flower is water lilies. He has a tattoo of them. Alice grew up in a home where flowers had strong significance to her family, so naming their daughter that felt very romantic.

Understandably, it's not quite so romantic in reality in this AU. Still, it was the name they chose for their future daughter once upon a time, when this baby would have been a blessing. It was still fitting, and regardless of what's happened between them, this child is both Alice and Ian's daughter.

The birth was rough on Alice due to stress. Though in so much pain, she cried happy tears the first time she held Lily in her arms. All the love she had for Ian, she tried to funnel completely into their child. Her mom was with her in the delivery room the entire time... and so was Jack.

With so many people around who don't know he exists, Jack was forced to pretty much fade into the background during the birth. With everything going on and their relationship so new, Alice wasn't in a state to really introduce her new friend even to her family. With how taxing it's been on her health and all the stress, she's less sure he's real, even if she tries to treat him as such. It's only after everyone else has left and it's only Jack, Alice, and Lily that he's able to remind her of his presence.

Jack, naturally, was his sweet, supportive, and reassuring self. Alice did such a good job. The birth was hard but she pulled through, and her baby is so beautiful. His kindness is just what she needs after such a hard delivery, and he dotes on her and the baby, silently feeling like a proud papa with his new family.

At least... until the father of the baby arrives.

It's after visiting hours, but someone suddenly barges in - Ian. He took the first flight out as soon as he heard Alice was in labor. He snuck past the hospital staff after figuring out what room she was in.

As soon as Ian sees little Lily, he freezes... and the tears immediately start. There's so many complicated emotions, but he just loves Lily even at first sight. Alice freezes as well, instinctively clutching Lily closer... but when Ian asks if he can hold her... Alice can't deny him.

Ian coos over Lily, introducing herself as her daddy. He's so happy, and he just loves her so much. He promises he's going to take care of her and Alice. Things are a little rough between them now, and it's his fault, but that's why he's going to fix them. He's going to make things right.

Alice doesn't want to fight with the baby there, especially when Ian is holding Lily. She's not in any state to fight after giving birth, and she feels so many unpleasant emotions around him... as well as something else she isn't used to. He seems... off in a way, stressed. His wrists are still covered in bandages from his suicide attempt. The sight of his wounds makes it so hard for her to say that there is no repairing this after he cheated on her twice and everything else, not when she can see how miserable he is. She took care of Ian for so long... it's a habit hard to break.

Though Ian insisting they're going to be a family and he's going to fix everything after everything that happened... it does make something else inside of Alice break just a little more.

Fortunately, Jack is there to help by whispering in Alice's ear, reminding her that she doesn't need Ian, and neither does her baby. Jack is there for her and Lily. He'll never leave them or hurt them like Ian did.

His words give Alice strength to tell Ian that they're not going to be a family. They're co-parents for Lily. That's all. She asks Ian to leave, since she's tired.

For a moment there's something scary in Ian's eyes, but then he looks like a kicked puppy and he apologizes, tears coming to his eyes. He promises again he's going to fix things. He brings up the past, how they need each other. The tension in the air is so strong the baby can sense it, so Lily starts to cry as well.

Jack points out the manipulation in Ian's words, and Alice insists Ian give her Lily and leave.

Ian almost doesn't, but eventually he reluctantly does. His hold on Lily lingers though, making it so that Alice has to hold onto his arms while she's waiting for him to transfer Lily to her. Leaning in close, he promises he's not going anywhere this time. He'll fix things. He loves Alice and Lily so much... He'll make sure that everything goes right this time.

Alice starts to feel a little scared, and she jolts when Ian kisses near her ear, when suddenly a nurse comes in. Jack hit the call button and got their attention. It's touch and go with Ian wanting to stay, but he's urged out since visiting hours are over and Alice wants him to leave. He does so reluctantly, promising he will be back tomorrow as soon as possible.

After Alice calms Lily down and does another feeding, the nurse takes the baby to the nursery to "give mom a break for a while" since Alice is barely keeping it together and visibly stressed. She's told to get some sleep until the next feeding.

Once left "alone" with her thoughts, all it takes is for Jack to gently ask if Alice is okay for her to finally break down in tears. He's by her side immediately, holding her close and encourages her to let it all out. He's here for her, whether she's okay or not. It's okay for her not to be okay. She doesn't have to keep forcing herself to be okay when she's not.

That fully unleashes the floodgates, and Alice lets out wailing sobs as she cries into his chest, just a mess of so many awful emotions that she feels like she's coming apart. She tried to remain strong for so long, even with her family, knowing that she has to be strong for her baby, to deal with the affair, to deal with Ian, to deal with pregnancy, to deal with giving birth, to deal with her new life that was nothing like how it should be...

Jack is there the entire time to hold Alice and keep her from completely falling to pieces. He encourages her to vent all her pent up feelings to him, promising no one else has to know. She can tell him anything and he'll never judge her. He'll be here for her no matter what. She can feel he means every word, and she just unloads everything, all of the stress and pain and just everything that was crushing her. Jack listens to every word and is gentle and reassuring the entire time.

His heart breaks for Alice... and his hatred for Ian grows ever stronger for doing this to his sunshine.

The good cry was something Alice needed in the end. Eventually she cries herself to sleep in Jack's arms. He tucks her into bed, cuddling up with her because she refuses to let him go even while sleeping. It's only a couple hours later when it's time for the next feeding that she pulls away from him, but Alice feels a little better. She feels so grateful for Jack, and he stays comfortingly close to her, stroking her hair as she feeds Lily, and telling her he's so proud of her and she's being such a wonderful mother.

Jack's love and reassurance is addicting while Alice is in this vulnerable state. After the breakdown, she's opened her heart to him more and tells him things she's reluctant to share with even her family. They support her and are kind and loving, but Jack quickly becomes someone special. He knows just the right things to say to her. It's almost like he can read her mind sometimes with how close they've become. He immediately can pick up when she needs a supportive cuddle or cry. He's so in tune with her emotions and needs. She's actually able to smile because of him... and able to find joy in motherhood.

Ian has difficulty seeing Lily much while she and Alice are at the hospital. During visiting hours there's always someone around, mostly her family, and they're no longer happy to see him. Even Coraline has stopped pushing for them to make up after he cheated a second time, though she does sympathize with him being suicidal. It creates an awkward atmosphere, and more often than not, he's taken out of the room, as someone wants to chat with him. Most often these conversations lead to him being tearful and insisting that he'll do whatever it takes, even if that means counseling or whatever.

Daytime at the hospital is a mercy, as Alice doesn't have to deal with Ian. At night though... he keeps sneaking by, when no one is around. She can't bring herself to say anything about it, though she knows she should. Strangely enough, the nurse's call button always gets pushed right as he's sneaking in, so Ian is barely there for a few minutes before a nurse comes by. His constant breaking in urges the hospital staff to add more security to that particular floor, making his attempts at after hours unannounced visits even harder.

Between all the attempts every day and night, Ian doesn't get much sleep, and what little he does is plagued with nightmares to leave Alice and the baby alone. It doesn't help his mental state, and unfortunately makes him that much more desperate to fix this broken family he created.

Alice can't bring herself to bar Ian from access to his daughter even after everything, though his constant gifts for her and the baby are painful. Though minimizing contact with him, she does send messages family members and friends, and they manage to set up an informal custody arrangement.

It can't be a 50-50 split with the baby, not while Ian is still at his school across the country, but he gets weekends whenever he flies back home to the apartment. Ian takes every opportunity to use the times he sees her to pick up or drop off Lily to remind Alice of the good times they had, how important she is to him... how he's not strong enough to handle life without her. He takes every chance to touch her when he can, anything to remind her of what things used to be...

Of course... Ian's mom does insist on "grandparents' rights" to see the baby. She would've seen Lily at the hospital if she could sneak past security like Ian did. She's loud and obnoxious, demanding to see Lily, and telling anyone who'll listen that Alice is unfit to raise the child. She berates Ian for having a baby out of wedlock, emphasizing how much of a sin it is, and how much of a shame that Lily had to be born a bastard. It's just another way he's a failure.

Needless to say, Alice insists on no contact with grandma Duff. Ian actually manages to resist his mother's influence as his sanity is crumbling, growing more resentful of her... and more desperate to make sure he won't lose Alice and Lily. He'll agree to anything to Alice asks of him... no matter what... even if that means finally standing up to his mother.

It's a shock to everyone that Ian is capable of doing so. Alice is certainly taken aback when he outright yells at his mother after being so meek around her for so long. He's actually taking his duties as a father and protecting his daughter seriously. He's stepping up like he insisted he would. He's still paying for the apartment and Alice could move back in any time. He has plenty of stuff for the baby there and he can take care of them both once he finally finishes college. They don't even have to stay in the same room, and Lily deserves having both parents 100% of time rather than only fragments at a time.

Shaun visits as soon as he's able. He's been away at school as well, and doesn't have as much cash to burn as Ian. He was there during the initial cheating incident to support Alice, but he had to leave for school when things spiraled out of control. They still talked online and over the phone, but it wasn't the same as in person support. At least she had Jack and her family to help her while he was away.

Alice wants to support herself and be independent, but raising a baby is hard, especially when the only job she can find is minimum wage at a clown operation that sells frozen yogurt. It's far, far from ideal. She has no choice but to depend on support from her family and the child support money Ian is sending her. She loves her family, but she wants to live her own life with Lily, to actually build something similar to the future she's been wanting for herself...

Alice does consider Ian's offer to move back to their shared apartment... but only for a microsecond. She doesn't need Jack or anyone else to tell her that's a very bad idea.

Alice's feelings for Ian are even more tangled up than in Sunshine in Hell. She's suffering so much because of him, and he's constantly making her feel worse because she keeps avoiding him. The worst part is she knows that she can't deny Lily her father.

To that, Jack suggests that Lily deserves a better father... one who isn't using her as a bargaining chip to pressure Alice into marrying someone who doesn't actually love her.

What Ian did to Alice isn't love, and Jack makes sure to let Alice know that. What he's doing to her is twisted and wrong. She is so kind to worry about him even after everything that he's done, but... is he really worth all this pain? What does he provide her that has actually made her happy?

Of course... Alice needs the child support money. It's a sad fact. Ian is providing something she needs, and Jack hates that. But there's more to life than money, far, far more.

Jack will be there for Alice and Lily no matter what, and has been such a good support. He helps with everything from feeding to changing to entertaining little Lily. He's endlessly patient with her, and he dotes on Alice as well.

At some point Alice wishes that Jack was Lily's father instead of Ian... though she feels guilty about it. Jack is absolutely thrilled when he picks up on that thought, and he latches onto it hard, gently guiding their conversation in that direction to get her to admit the thought out loud and accept it.

Why can't Jack be Lily's father? Why can't he be Alice's partner? He'll be whatever Alice wants him to be after all, and he loves her and Lily so much...

It's so, so tempting to Alice. Even if no one else but Alice and Lily can see Jack, that doesn't mean he can't make them both happy. It doesn't make him any less real.

Perhaps if Jack solved the money problem, then Alice won't even need Ian for child support. Then it won't matter if Ian just goes away for good...

Hooo... this post has gotten a lot longer than I anticipated. I think that's enough heavy baby drama for today, don't you? Let me know if you want me to continue talking about this or any other AU/headcanon I've made in another post. Thanks again for enjoying my stories, even if they can go into pretty dark and twisted territory like this!

@channydraws @earthgirlaesthetic @sai-of-the-7-stars @cheriihoney @illary-kore @okamiliqueur

[artsyfangirl]

Hello! Ive recently stumbled upon your blog and I love the owl and the mama!y/n headcanons---

If you still take request, A pheonix y/n with the egos?

Feel free to ignore the request :3

Oh my gosh, yes. I love phoenixes. They’re so awesome.

So a lot of the Y/N/Reader HCs are gonna be at least slightly my own interpretation.

So, your wings give off heat, but also embers, just like a fire. Luckily, since they’re moreso magic than normal flame, they only ignite things they touch when your emotions are running high.

You preen, just like any other bird. You have some extra flexibility that comes from being a phoenix, but that only goes so far to let you reach places you otherwise couldn’t. You still need help. It’s not a huge deal usually, as you usually don’t get very dirty or do much that upsets your feathers, but it is still not good.

It’s only once the Egos find you that your feathers get fully preened again. It’s a bit difficult at first, as they have to find someone who can handle the heat of directly touching your feathers, but once they do, it’s like a whole new world has been opened up to you. You had forgotten what it was like to have a fully groomed coat (so to speak).

Like Owl Hybrid!Y/N, you have a flexible neck. You can’t do what they can, but your neck can still bend and twist in odd ways. You just don’t have the ridiculous range of motion that Owl!Y/N does.

Illinois is enraptured by you immediately. Illi loves his folktales and mythology, so he knew what you were the second you unfolded your wings in front of him for the first time. He’s very suave. He flirts with you all the time.

Dark’s very interested. Phoenixes are real??? Hm. Every now and then he catches himself admiring your majesty, and has to tear himself away so no one else notices. But of course Wil notices.

Wil is over the roof. He’s going to try to book you for an interview right away. He’s legitimately giddy. Wil’s not very educated in mythology and folklore, but he still knows of several of your phoenix characteristics because of his knowledge of their reality. So for instance, he knows he can’t stab or shoot you if things go wrong with the interview, because you’ll just heal right back. Not that he would do that anyway. Wil’s actually almost scary with the amount of stuff he knows. You start having some sort of issue because you’re a phoenix? He’s immediately walked off to get you whatever it is you need. You just look at him like, ‘wtf?’

Yancy is a simp. Straight up. Simp. He’s infatuated. But not immediately. First, you had to prove yourself in his eyes. That was immediately taken care of the moment he saw you send a few fireballs after the Actor because the man had been testing his luck with you. Yep. This man is full on puppy dog eyes.

Google’s neutral. Or at least, he tries to be. However, Google is naturally a curious, studious being, so he becomes interested in you rather quickly. Alongside Wil, he’s one of the ones who knows the most about illnesses or problems you might face, but he often takes a neutral stance as he can’t know whether or not his information is true or false, as information is warped over years of oral history.

The Actor’s actually a bit begrudgingly respectful of you. Make no mistake, he sees you as an asset, but he’s also fully aware of your strength, and that if you set your mind to burning him out of existence, he would have a challenge on his hands. He also flirts with you a lot. He’s trying to manipulate you, or at least get your walls down. (He didn’t expect to actually fall for you, though, curses!)

Dark’s aware of this, and as furious about it as he is (he may not know you well, but the thought of the Actor taking yet another victim infuriates him), he respects your strength and he knows that you’re strong and smart enough to figure it out. Doesn’t mean he’s any less pissed though.

Bim is also interested. Honestly, though? His first thought when he met you was whether or not he could use your wings to cook body parts. Kinda like roasting a sausage over a fire? That. Though he also immediately respects your abilities. I mean, if you have wings that are always on FIRE, then who knows what else you can do?

Doc is also curious. Mostly of HOW THE HELL ARE YOU NOT DEAD?! HOW ARE YOUR WINGS NOT BURNT DOWN TO THE BONE?!! Doc may have started as an actor, but he takes his (rather recent) credentials as a doctor very seriously. He knows a lot. SO HE KNOWS THAT THIS SHOULDN’T BE POSSIBLE. This poor guy is nearly in tears after a week long of sleepless nights trying to figure out how your wings (and you) are still intact.

The Jims are immediately ALL OVER YOU. They are just- it’s like watching a pair of hyperactive golden retriever puppies chasing each other across a backyard. It’s endearing, but also makes all those watching feel old and wish they had that kind of energy still.

Engineer is immediately walking up to you, nervous as all hell, but he masks it well, asking you if he could ask some questions. Yes, he wants to use you in experiments. The moment he saw you, his mind zeroed in on the whole ‘magical unknown energy source that causes their wings to burn’ and he immediately started making plans in his head to test this out. He WILL find a way to make an energy source out of whatever it is that fuels your fire, well, unless it’s your life force or something equally as important.

Magnum keeps you away from his ship at ALL TIMES. It’s nothing against you, he just knows from firsthand experience how fire (especially magical fire) can quickly consume a vessel. He tries to hang out with you though, bless his heart. He’s just nervous. He’s very superstitious, and though he’s never heard or seen anything to suggest that those like you could be bad, his prior experiences with fire still cause him to be anxious and on the lookout. He tells you stories, though!

Anti is immediately jumping back from you. ‘Jeepers’ style. Like, metaphorically hissing cat. Like, it’s very reminiscent of how a cat jumps ridiculously when startled. He’s very wary of you. He does NOT like you at first. After all, he can’t affect fire. He can’t COMBAT fire. So yeah. But he slowly starts to warm up to you. Slowly.

Marvin is really excited. Of course he is, he is our resident magician. I’m sure y’all can imagine all the fun things you and him would get up to. For instance, he hangs out with you whenever he gets the chance, and y’all talk and play around and experiment with magic. Well, more like you experiment, much to Marvin’s dismay.

Jackie likes you! In fact, if you ever get in a fight, Jackie will never forgive the others if they don’t tell him so that he can come and watch. He’s definitely going to be taking inspiration from you. He thinks you’re awesome and respects you.

Henrick, much like his brother-in-degrees, has a headache. Henrick stumbles his words around you and is just generally diminutive, though not timid. He tries very hard as well to figure out how your body works. He has such a one track mind that he doesn’t even think to ask you anything and ends up in this spiral of self-induced hell where eventually the others discover just how bad he’s gotten and either force him to take care of himself, then drag him over to you, or just straight up go ahead and drag him on over to you to make him ask you his questions. This poor man.

Once he does get his answers though, he’s actually rather embarrassed. He’ll start feeling really silly and bad about himself, kinda mentally beating himself up, and you’ll have to help him. Probably tell him about how you get the same way with certain things, and that it’s nothing to be ashamed of. Just to try and come to you before going crazy next time.

He’s very respectful of you and your body, and he becomes the go-to doctor for when you get hurt. Funnily enough, while you can heal from physical wounds, wounds inflicted by auras or using powers are the blind spot of your healing capabilities. Meaning that you end up in his office a lot because the boys just can’t seem to keep out of trouble or go a week without some sort of accident happening.

Robbie absolutely captivated. He tries his best to walk closer to you, your warmth is alluring to him. He’s so inherently cold, that once he feels heat, at least, heat that he can actually truly feel (aka heat that can break through how cold he is) he tends to get very hot. Like, burning hot. But with you, it’s different. It may be because of your innate healing abilities, but Robbie’s so obsessed. Not actually obsessed of course, I just used that term to try and describe how he feels.

JJ is just- so curious. His eyes are filled with wonder, and he gestures and signs vigorously. If you don’t know sign though, he’ll be downput for a second or two before scrambling to get a notebook and pen so he can write. He’s absolutely charmed by you.

And oh geez. Inside the ‘headspace’ of Dark…

Damien’s really intrigued, to be honest, but he tries to water it down. Keep it on the down low. He’s caught himself watching your flames in a trance like state more times than he can count. He will eventually start to fall for you, because he’s just a soft man who can’t go all that long before starting to fall for someone he loves, but he won’t be aware of it. Celine, on the other hand?

She’s very aware of her brother’s growing feelings for you by that point. But as how Damien’s first impression was intrigue, hers is more calculating. She essentially is sizing up how much of an asset you’d be. Celine’s a woman who gets straight to business, after all. She ends up falling herself, at some point, but unlike Damien, she’s aware of what’s happening, and she tries to resist it. Love (of the romantic kind) has only ever brought her pain.

The Host is also intrigued by you. Though he can’t see you, his narrations make up for it and he’s actually somewhat subdued while around you. I can’t tell if he’s enraptured by you or intimidated. But he finds you fascinating nonetheless. However, he also tends to hide in the library, the one place he knows you can’t follow, because while you might be able to control your embers, doing so becomes more difficult the more flammable material there is.

As a treat for y’all! Some bonus Egos!

KOTS is impressed, but he tries to introduce you to one of his subjects and the poor thing immediately runs away after seeing the embers from your wings. You apologize, since you believe that you did something to scare the creature, but since he is capable of communication with them, he knows that it was just the embers from your fire. This subject in particular had a bad history with fire, having been caught in a forest fire started accidentally by humans. Luckily, King was able to save the squirrel, but the poor thing had been skittish around fires and sparks ever since.

Silver Shepherd doesn’t really care about the fire aspect of you, that is until one of your embers lands on his costume and ignites the fabric. It shakes him, but he’s fine in the end. He also respects you, like Jackie does. Though you two don’t meet often.

Eric is honestly so timid around you! Like, he was already sweating before, but now he’s sweating bucketloads! He’s really impressed by you, and he gains a crush on you quickly. Though he still flinches when any of your embers stray too near.

Yan. Is. So. EXCITED!! He thinks you’re SO cool and his old senpai is thrown to the wayside after like, a week of you staying with the Egos. Legit if you are nice to him, he’s so happy. If you indulge him, for instance, in this case, play dress up with him and let him do your makeup, he will SQUEAL. He’s just so happy and in love.

At first he’s very shocked when he finds out/realizes that the others like you too, but he eventually accepts it. After like, three weeks to a month of pondering. And yes, you can very obviously tell that something’s wrong with him, he’s not as cheerful, he’s distracted, you’ll find him observing the others out of the corner of his eye. He eventually accepts it.

After all, he can’t kill those who are immortal or who have reality bending abilities, and many of the others are actually nice to him. The closest thing he’s had to a family in a long time. He’s surprisingly not going to give that up just so he can keep you to himself.

A/N: I enjoyed this one a lot! I had a lot of blank moments when writing this, but it eventually turned out! And all within like, an hour, too! I hope you enjoy this one, 03! If I can call you that, I just enjoy shortening people’s usernames. If not, then just let me know and I’ll change it!

[boozles]

Yet again, I did my live blogging in my notes app before dumping it here 🙃

Okay. I’m trying to put my thoughts together about episode 4, but this was highly emotional for me from the start.

First off, the way Mew’s instinct was like, “I’m not picking you up if you’re drunk,” when Ray was literally in the middle of a sxicide attempt broke my heart. He thinks he’s a burden and should just ‘leave’ and his ‘emergency contact’s first reaction is to basically treat him as a burden. Like, I’m so glad that Mew realised what was going on, but the fact that this happened and two years later his whole friends group (including Mew) still call him a drunken burden…that hurts my soul.

Khaotung’s performance broke me. That was a scene that was too realistic and a bit triggering. I had to pause the video and have a little cry because I was not emotionally prepared (which is silly because I should have known P’Jojo would call us out).

(Actual gif of me watching this scene)

I think this also explains why Ray will drop everything for Mew; it’s not just because of his feelings, it’s because he promised to always be there, because Mew was there for him when he needed it most.

Oh no. Something feels very wrong that Ray let Mew wear the POOR BOY shirt. No, Ray. That’s for you and only you.

RAY NO. NO KISS MEW. BAD KITTY! THAT’S NOT ALLOWED. Although, at least he’s honest?

I’d like to use this scene as a comparison to Boston and Top, however; Ray was VERY wrong to kiss Mew when he was trying to sleep, but Ray dropped it after Mew warned him off. Boston NEVER backs off when Top tells him no (to the point he manipulated, coerced and gaslit Top into sex - sorry lads, I’m still not gonna blame Top for that completely, but it was a form of assault).

Top. A photobooth? Again?

Okay but Sand telling Ray to open himself up to new music and bands is literally a metaphor for Ray needing to move on. THIS FUCKING SHOW.

Gosh, I love Boston but every time he shows up I roll my eyes and glare XD

Haha Top now seeing right through Boston. Hindsight is 20/20 my friend.

OH HOLD UP NO IS TOP SLEEPING AROUND AGAIN NO BABY I CANNOT DEFEND YOU WITH THIS ONE - this has actually genuinely hurt me. The Boston thing I was dealing with, but the rando ex? No, that’s not something my little black heart can handle. OKAY I NOW KNOW ITS NOT CHEATING THANK THE GODS

Boston, you trying to be careful for your dad’s sake is making me laugh like hell. The shit you get up to and you’re worried about a photo?! (Although I think this sets up a future episode with a photo or sex tape leak.)

Oh, this episode is really showing Top’s nasty side. The thing is, I genuinely believe he was becoming a better person with Mew by his side and Boston has poisoned him right back to being how he was. Ugh. My heart is shattering.

‘I have nothing to hide’ SURE YOU DON’T TOP. WE BELIEVE YOU.

So, Top is into the nose candy. Is it bad that I prefer him on drugs rather than cheating? (Also, is it bad I want them to show Ray doing cocaine? I feel like Khaotung would do a very convincing job.)

Aw, why was the TopMew sexy times cut short? We can see Top, Nick and Boston being nasty but not Mew, Sand or Ray? XD

Ray starting the episode with Mew as his emergency contact and ending it with realising that maybe he needs to move on is perfect and the flow of this episode is just *chef’s kiss*.

(Shout out to P’Jojo for introducing me to another great Thai band, Selina & Sirinya)

Ugh I cannot handle this 7 day wait between episodes. This show is making it more difficult than any other, I swear.

[gralunaisland]

pros always focus solely on the 'canon' part of certain gruvia moments. Ch 499 especially, they deliberately ignore how forced the scene is since gray & juvia have abilities that SHOULD allow them to escape. Instead they focus on the Japanese translations and go 'See it's canon! Gray loves Juvia!! Double suicide is used in Japan to show love!' Like yeah, congrats you got your canon via contrivances & poor writing, what a win.

The Double Gray and juvia Su*cide Was NOT Romantic

Ugh, I am feeeeling your salt right now, Anon.

"Congrats, you got your canon via contrivances and poor writing, what a win".

I am with you in the amount of sarcasm in this statement. Everything about gr///via is contrivances and poor writing, with an ample portion of toxicity and abuse to boot.

The stupid scene where Gray and juvia must perform a double su*cide is so dumb, I agree. To be completely honest, I never really pored over the scene, either in anime or manga, I just know generally what happens. So, if I get something wrong, someone feel free to correct me. But anyway, it's so dumb how juvia's OP power of being made of water is practically never used, especially for the sake of it being a gr///via plot point. juvia (I presume, I'm still unsure of the nature of the binding magic) should've been able to escape it by liquifying herself.

This isn't even the only time she hasn't used her power when she totally could've! Let's think back to her fight with Gray alllll the way back in the Phantom Lord arc, when she fell off the castle and was acting like she was going to die or some baloney. You're literally water; you hit water, you'll just turn into water, and you'll be fine. Idiot. Moron. Imbecile.

And my goodness, Pros who say "See it's canon! Gray loves juvia!" just because of the double su*cide thing are so grasping at straws because Gray has time and time again tried to sacrifice himself for his friends.

juvia isn't special.

Are Pros really going to pretend like if it was Natsu on the other end of that magic, or Lucy, or Erza, or heck even a supporting character like Max, that he wouldn't throw away his life for them in a heartbeat?

That's literally one of his main issues that he struggles with throughout the show that's literally addressed by other characters, how Gray needs to live for his friends, not to die for them. And then at the end of it, all Gray says is he'll take her feelings seriously for once so don't die instead of "Oh my gosh juvia I love you so much for no reason now."

Honestly, it's such a dumb, brain-dead plot point that presumably Gray starts to fall for juvia just because she killed herself for him. I've already addressed this better in another post of mine, but he didn't even decide to love her, he was just bargaining with her corpse out of misplaced guilt, and then was gaslit and manipulated into thinking these feelings of being indebted to her were feelings of love.

Also, their claims of “ha it’s canon” really do nothing for their ship. Canon≠Admirable ship, which I go through thoroughly in this post linked here.

Anyway, thank you so much for your insight, Anon. You brought up such good points! The double su*cide thing is far from romantic; it's just contrived and construed bs.

[borathae]

Okay first of all that’s me right now fyi;

Okay first i’m going to start with the fluff part (I can’t even remember this part actually because of the end but i’ll try🥺)

1-Gosh i’m so happy Yoongi Boongie is the center of their attention he deserves it so so much 🥺🩵 my baby 🩵 And their calm energy made me so soft i want to lay on Yoongi’s or Koo’s tummy and listen their music too gosh

2- Okay before chapter 17 i was like; okay Taetae we can still forgive you maybe that Jimin bitch was manipulating you and we don’t blame u but NOW?? God i’m so angry i’m fuming like bitch what r u doing???

Manipulative much?? And i can’t believe he was rather calm after he learned about Jimin omg i wouldn’t expect this from Taetae (maybe I’m overreacting rn but let me be angry Sibibaby 🥺)

And he almost drained her omg dude don’t u think that she’s under your spell rn and you’re hurting her but she thinks that she likes it??? It maybe started with her consent but you were so so rough and AGAIN you almost drained her!!!!!

3- I’m so happy that Yoongi came god you have no idea 🥺 I don’t know what would they do to her if he didn’t come 😭

4- I LITERALLY cried when he cried omg and that sentence broke me apart; ‘You have my heart in your palms’ ‘Please don’t crush it, i’m begging you’ 😭😭😭😭 Yoongi Boongie you and your woman deserve the world 🥺

5-I hope he won’t distance himself from her emotionally i’m so afraid of this 😭😭😭 Like maybe he’d feel like he did something bad (because he gave his blood to her) 😭😭

6-He still doesn’t know about Jimin incident 😏 Jimin i wouldn’t want to be in your shoes man if you die you’d be lucky cuz Yoongi has no mercy 🥲

7-Since Jungkook and oc officially dating i’m so curious about Koo’s reaction too you know both Jimin incident and Taehyung incident (You know since Koo and Tae were a thing…and now Tae almost drained his girlfriend ((like hell they’re officially dating for 1 day))…I wouldn’t want to be in Tae’s shoes too)

8- And oh i have a question; Did Yoongi notice that she doesn’t wear her ring?

Sibibaby I can’t wait for Saturday omg you have no idea i’m gonna die from excitement 🥺🥺🥺🩵🩵

THAT MEME WAS ME AFTER I FINISHED THE CHAPTER HAFDSFHADSH

Yoongi being happy is all I fucking live for!! He deserves to be happy and I'm gonna break apart :( also their calm energy feels so comforting, it's like three people who find comfort through each other and now don't need a lot more than to exist in the same room to be happy already :(

I LIKE THAT YOU POINT THIS OUT thank you so much for pointingt his out! This part made me go "uhm tae?" too like why is that your first reaction? hello??

YOONGI IS HER SAVIOUR ONCE AGAIN I FUCKING LOVE HER

HIS BROKEN BEGS HURT ME SO MUCH 😭😭

listEN WHY CAN I ACTUALLY SEE HIM DISTANCING HIMSELF?? NOOOO

brooror the day he finds out, it's all over for us bitches

THIS! but also omfg? protective 2seok?? hello?? help?? omfg??

I can't say yet 👀😶

I LOVE SCREAMING WITH YOU YOU ARE THE BEST HEHEHEHEH

[agentnico]

The Black Phone (2022) Review

Wow, kids in the 70s really liked bullying each other, didn’t they? Just the common high school hobby - lets punch each other to our heart’s desire! What a time to have been a child!

Plot: After being abducted by a child killer and locked in a soundproof basement, a 13-year-old boy starts receiving calls on a disconnected phone from the killer's previous victims.

This year has been pretty good for horror films thus far. Got to see Sebastian Stan being a charming cannibal in Fresh; a bunch of youths filmed a porno whilst being massacred one by one by their old horny landlords in X; and the Foo Fighters got killed off by a possessed band leader Dave Grohl who wanted to go solo in Studio 666 - so all in all, not too shabby to bring out the scares of 2022. Next we now have The Black Phone, where Ethan Hawke gets to play your not so usual evil clown (he describes himself as a part-time magician) who wears a half-clown-half-devil mask, drives a black van and has a bunch of black balloons as a prop in abducting little boys. Oh yeah, this guy is a pervert through and through, and Hawke is aptly creepy and scary, however be warned, this movie is not the Ethan Hawke show, as he’s actually not in the movie that much. Only for 3 or 4 scenes really. It’s actually about a brother and a sister, a modern Hansel and Gretel if you will (though any fictional brother/sister name examples would fit) and them dealing with their abusive father who has a drinking problem, and gosh I must tell you, if anyone here has had abusive parents, I feel for you as the abusive dad in this is horrible and manipulative. So as a result what we have is a movie that is not necessarily that scary, but more so just offers a situation that in itself is horrifying. 

Speaking of which, the child actors in this are phenomenal. They get the most screen time, and they could have really ruined the film with bad deliveries or general annoyances that can come with the demand of an R-rated, adult-themed movie, and in the 1970s no less. They really had to understand their element, and the main brother and sister had to show us their chemistry not just when together but also when apart. They had a lot to work with, and lived up to their roles. This was of course complemented by Hawke's villain role, portrayed very obscurely yet charismatically. You're not ever really knowing what he's thinking, what he'll do next, or why/when he'll decide to wear different masks or illicit a new kind of conversation. They could have gone deeper into it narratively however, as it is never really explained why Hawke’s character wore masks, and at one point in the film when his mask is torn off he freaks out and becomes a wimp, again begging the question why his character felt so naked without the masks. Felt like there was an expositional scene that was cut out from the final cut, which does leave one wanting more. Especially due to Hawke’s limited screen time, you do wish there was more backstory provided for him.

The Black Phone feels like a movie that was made in the 70′s. Scott Derrickson in faded tones to give it the feel of that era, and throws in cuts of old school stock footage to amplify that. Additionally the first act of this film is very slow paced, and takes its time introducing us to the child characters and their lifestyle, which very much reminded me of the coming-of-age style of Richard Linklater movies. Also, all the kids in this movie bully the heck out of one another at school. Like there’s so much punching. Like my gosh the 70s was rough. I blame it on ‘Nam. I don’t know, for some reason seeing kids bully each other makes me think of the 70′s. Cause evidently bullying is so specific to the 70′s...

Overall The Black Phone is a very enjoyable if not quite dark thriller. I wouldn’t really call it a horror, as the scares mainly come from jump scare reveals of ghosts who look like zombies, but even then I wouldn’t call them scary. However seeing a very game Hawke and very talented lead child actors, this very much provided a exciting if not a tad forgettable visit to the movies.

Overall score: 6/10