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foronceididntlookback · 7 months

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guess who managed to get three penalties last niiiiight

i did get to play level 2 and 3 which was awesome (I'm still a level 2)

my team lost tho, it was sad

then we got to watch my city's adult team obliterate the other team like 260/30 (which holy shit man that's hard)

#shut it salem #roller derby #junior roller derby #there was a girl on the opposing team last bout (guns) (not her full name but its what we call her)#she's a level 4 and was playing 3 with me this bout and last #she knocked me really hard off track last bout (I was fine and made sure she knew I was)#we were on the same team this time and she came up to me like 'hey I'm really sorry were you okay?'#and i said i was it was okay it was kind of fun tbh #then i said “i guess you can really say I fell for you”#and listen #i think i actually might have fallen for guns #shes kind of cute #but she lives like 3 hours away

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nikkalick · 3 months

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During my first play through of Baldur’s Gate, my mom came over to visit and when she got to my apartment I was just starting that cut scene with Gale in the Shadowlands where he talks about the Orb. The conversation that occurred simultaneously with my mom went something like this:

Mom: is this guy ok?

Me: not really, he got some bad news

Mom: he sounds depressed and like he wants to do something stupid about it

Me: that’s pretty spot on actually

*option to agree to Gale using the orb highlighted on screen*

Mom: you’re not choosing that one

Me: love that that wasn’t even a question or request. Don’t worry, I’m not about to let him blow himself up

#baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 spoilers #bg3 spoilers #gale of waterdeep #gale dekarios #I didn’t play much after that cuz she and I had shit to do #but I think she’d really like the game #my parents live like 10 hours away now so whenever she visits I’m gonna try to convince her to play

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lyxchen · 1 month

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Okay so I am going to meet David Tennant in ONE WEEK and I was going to cosplay as Campbell Bain but I haven't been able to sew the hoodie or even buy farbric for it so please everyone send me some motivation so I can do it!!

#i just need to clean my desk #then buy the fabric #hope it arrieves on time #and learn how to sew a hood for the sweater #i technically should also get a haircut because my hair is too long for for the campbell hair but idk if i can do that on time #if i'm lucky i can drive to my aunt's place cause she was a hairdresser and could cut my hair #but she lives an hour away and i'd have to take the train because i don't have my driver's license yet #anywaysss #help a girl out #or more like #motivate a girl <3 #lea's random thoughts #david tennant #campbell bain

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lesbiansanemi · 6 months

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Do you think if I wish hard enough my mom will get electrocuted by a string of Christmas lights and just go up in a cloud of smoke. It’d be a Christmas miracle

#I’m not even DOWN THERE YET and I want to fucking KILL HER #I have to work Christmas Eve and the day after Christmas. I live four hours away from my family #I told her this MANY TIMES I said I’ll drive down after work on Christmas Eve be there Christmas morning but I need to leave by 3-4 to get #home at a reasonable hour so I can have time to unpack/catch up on a couple days of chores/get plenty of sleep #she called me last night and told me she didn’t schedule Christmas stuff until SIX PM #and when I said why tf did you do that I’m not staying that late #she got mad and upset and was like ‘it’s the only time everyone is free :(‘#BUT THEN proceeded to tell me we were having lunch with her HUSBAND’S family at noon #(ppl I am not close with never have been literally don’t talk to)#and everyone I know is like ‘just leave when you said you were going to anyways’#and like yeah I could but then my family is gonna be ENRAGED that I didn’t do Christmas stuff with them #and they’re like ‘well explain that your mom didnt listen to when you said you needed to leave’#but the thing is. no matter what. they’re going to take her side #I should sacrifice my time and comfort to spend time with them because they’re FAMILY #never mind that literally not a SINGLE ONE OF THEM has EVER come up to visit me #IM always expected to drive down there. but that sacrifice doesn’t count it’s not good enough #but if I stay that late I won’t be getting home until AT LEAST midnight or later #cuz my family has no fucking concept of time so if it starts at six that means it doesn’t ACTUALLY start until 7 so most of them might be #there by 8 so I’ll be expected to stay until at least 10 to sufficiently catch up with all of them #I’m going to scream I’m going to cry #if I leave early I’m the awful ungrateful terrible bitch who never comes to see any of them #but none of them could adjust their days by just a few hours to see me before I needed to leave #FOR MY FUCKING JOB !!!!!!!! SOMETHING COMPLETELY OUT OF MY CONTROL #and like the thing is. my piece of shit manipulative bitch mother #I KNOW she did this on purpose #I know she didn’t plan this until six to FORCE me to stay longer because she was mad I wasn’t staying long #(again… because of work… something I can’t control)#so she’s orchestrated this to put me in this position #where I have to suck it up and stay and be exhausted and have tired migraines for a week cuz I get only a couple hours of sleep and then #or leave and make everyone pissed. I hate her so FUCKING much

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crowrelli · 6 months

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#vent tw #death mention tw #okay I need to post this bc I’m. going to explode into a million shattered parts if I don’t #my grandmother on my moms side who lived with us my whole teen years. who I helped care for. passed last night before I could go visit her #and instead of IDK FUCKING CALLING ME TO TELL ME my estranged idiot sister just texts me basically ‘Oop she died 🤪’#what the actual fuck #I deserve to hear from our mom? I deserve to hear like the rest of the fucking family?#my cousin did it right and said ‘call your mom’ but you just fucking take it on yourself?? how inconsiderate and conceited to take that away #how little do you see of me to not show basic fucking compassion??#I will never not hold this with me every time I think of my grandmothers passing #I’m a fucking adult. I’ve lived on my own for 3 god damn years. and yet you can’t extend me the BASIC FUCKING RESPECT of letting me find out #the RIGHT WAY #I broke my no contact out of respect for my grandma. I promised to walk into a house I was fucking prisoner in half my life.#I looked past my pain and my trauma out of basic fucking human decency and she couldn’t wait a few hours to let the news reach me properly #and before I can even say my goodbyes she’s gone and this is how you tell me??#she KNEW I was in contact with our mom again #she KNEW #I lived with grandma I HELPED TAKE CARE OF HER #I picked her off the floor when she fell I made her food when she was hungry I READ HER BOOKS WHEN HER HANDS SHOOKTOO BAD #I knew they were monsters but are you fucking kidding me?? this is so so low I’m in fucking shock #I thank my partner and their family every fucking day for teaching me what real love is #because after you live your whole life trying to love people who are only playing roles for the sake of appearance you can never go back to #the cold lifeless greyscale power plays they call unconditional love #god I just #I’m just so fucking tired

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toastsnaffler · 5 days

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oh wow just saw flatmate messaged saying another friend passed smth on like oh okay. I didn't realise he went too u didn't say. in fact none of u said anything to me so that's great

#he lives hours away thats a lot of travel just for drinks #when she asked me she said it was her + one other person. going out for drinks in evening.#but clearly she took the day off work bc ghosts dont do laundry. so it was a whole day trip. so why tell me it was just drinks #unless she just wanted a good excuse for me not to come. okay 👍#i cant even make myself mad abt it like fair enough man. i get it.#and if last weekend is anything to go off she probably wont ask me at all in the future #well as long as they have fun it doesnt matter i guess. im tired of feeling like im just intruding in everyones lives #and everyone fucking lying like what u say doesnt line up with how u act i can tell its not real im not that fucking stupid #ive dealt with this so many times before average autistic experience im tired of naively believing ppl and then the rug being pulled #sorry for being the way i am and for wanting things and for trying to take up space i give up its not worth it anyway #at least this is giving me smth to feel shit abt instead of just formless malaise. makes it easier to deal with that way #anyway. just need to get my shit enough together to leave the house by 3 so i can pick up this stuff for work #and i can do most of my other chores tmr so thats fine #i hate how much fucking time i waste feeling awful. no wonder other ppl have time to watch n read n create n whatever so much more than me #half of my fucking life is spent in my head trying and failing to emotionally regulate im so so sick of it #i wish i never had to think a single thought again and maybe id be happy #jesus fucking christ. well i need to leave my room soon bc i need to pee im not depressed enough to piss in a bucket just yet #hope i never get to that stage again amen uni was pretty fucking dire #.vent #hate weekends so fucking much what a waste of free time

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jikigo · 27 days

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you ever just see a post and just

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#Worst emoji combo ever but it’s gon be such big depression hours down here so scroll if you want im on the brink of throwing up #don’t you just bloody love it how over the past 3 years you’ve only seen people the large total of…. 4 times!!! An average of seeing someon #outside of school 1.3 times per year!! What a bloody fantastic way to spend your teenage years!#Don’t you also just love it when people talk right to you about how they all went out together over the weekend and like did some stupid #shit like your average high schooler would do and you’re just like “oh. I went to my 1 and a half hour long dance class and got ignored the #entire time and when you did try to talk they just spoke over you” oh my fucking god I hate that place so much even the teacher fucking #ignores me once we were going in a circle and she was asking everyone what they got for Christmas and I was in the middle of the circle so #thought hey maybe someone will actually acknowledge my existence but she fucking ignored me and went to next person like why the fuck #And now I’m debating staying in that shithole bc I was invited to a gc for that class and I stupidly thought that someone might want me #There. I wasn’t even invited I secretly scanned the qr code to join over someone else’s shoulder #everyone else there is the best of bloody friends and I’m just there talking to one friend who I don’t even think is my friend #“Hey man I’m really fucking sad rn can I talk to you” “womp womp have you heard stupid fact no.3848594 about my ocs while I ignore you when #you talk about anything else about me” oh my god shut up literally no one else sane would see someone like that their closest friend rn #At least someone wants to talk to me #Like what is it that makes people not want to see my please just tell me I’ll change I’m amazing at changing my personality to fit others #promise me on that I’ve done it my entire life #Even just messaging me more than once every year and I’d consider you my best friend this is how bad I’m getting #What is so bloody bad about me that no one else likes I don’t care how badly you fucking word it just something #It shouldn’t be normal to wish death on people you call your mates bc you heard about them all going out together without you #Oh dear did the gc’s without me in it there’s one for every friend group I’ve ever been in why isn’t there one for the main group I’m in rn #Idfc anymore just tell me what I’m doing wrong I keep asking people if they want to go out or how far away they live from some place #And it’s always met with ignoring me talking over me or immediately changing the subject #Please if you’re someone I know irl what the fuck am I doing fucking wrong I can’t fucking do this anymore be as mean as you like #Why the fuck does no one ever want to be around me why do I hear so much about stuff others are doing together but never me #It shouldn’t be normal to prefer being in a toxic relationship than what I’m in rn #I fucking hate everything

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yardsards · 2 years

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i mentioned willow park being under-appreciated to my friend and he was like "i need to start a blog in which i post a shitty doodle of willow like, pumping iron or something every 5 minutes" and ik he was joking but Please i need this

#eliot posts #toh #i was thinking of making him watch more toh with me (i think we got like half through s1 a while ago?)#but i was seized by the uncontrollable urge to make him watch s1 and s2 of infinity train with me #so that's what we watched instead #i actually only assumed we'd make it through s1 but he wanted to watch more so we watched s2 as well #which is good cuz it's my fav :D #we watched 1 or 2 eps of s4 #depending on what he wants i guess we'll either watch more toh or watch seasons 4 and 3 of infinity train next time we hang out #he's the type of friend where our hangouts are more chill watch a movie/tv together and play video games type things #and i make some pretty good popcorn. and have a comfy bedroom to watch tv in.#alas he lives an hour away and cannot drive so it has to be An All Day Thing when we hang out to make it worth it #anyway iirc when we did watch toh willow was his favourite #which is very good taste. willow is perfect and Babey. daughter girl. i want to protect her even tho she could easily kick my ass #sometimes he asks for art requests. i should make him draw willow. or one of our infinity train blorbos.#(jesse is his fav humanoid character so far which is again good taste gang (atticus is his overall fav because Dog. he cried at s1e8))#(also he IMMEDIATELY started headcanoning jesse as as a trans guy and i love how much of the fandom shares that hc)#(on top of the even more popular nb lake headcanon. he said it was weird to see them referred to w she/her after seeing them on my blog)#normally when he asks for art requests i always jokingly request jeb bush to torment him. i forget where that joke started

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bunnyb34r · 6 months

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Well glad to know I'm not the only one not feeling the Christmas season this year. Mom isnt either

Now we dont know why, but here are my guesses. Feel free to place your bets.

Is it:

Bc our aunt/great-aunt died and essentially dissolved the family

|_> Bc of this we've faced so much bullshit from the surviving family we have left.

Bc the only remaining family we have are major assholes aside from like 4 people.

Long covid?

Work stress/ working under a tyrant piece of shit.

Bc I'm an adult now so the *magic* is gone?

All of the above??

#marquilla #we still havent made cookies and are like i want the cookies but i dont want to make the cookies...#so we agreed we can do it after christmas if need be #i really think it's all of that combined. like my g-aunt dying really tore this family apart. we weren't like close close before but i mean #everyone started taking sides (the executors (my mom) vs my cousins. like listen you motherfuckers she left you [insert number bc i also #got this amount and am not disclosing]. you little freaks need to get over the fact that she loved me as much as if not more than you.#maybe bc i wasn't a fucking entitled brat and was always a polite well behaved child (for her) and didnt take my mommy/daddy issues out on #her. you already got: 2 free cars. 3 fully paid for weddings. 4 college degrees (one that you're not even using bc you havent worked since #college bc you became a tradwife. (not dissing stay at home moms im dissing her making college a BIG DEAL for her and then just #essentially saying haha thanks for the 100k in tuition but no ❤). COUNTLESS hours and money poured #into your lives from her and our g-uncle. amongst the 4 of you. (only 1 is not a brat but thats bc they pretend she doesnt exist bc shes #annoying and autistic so a drain on them they were ever so happy to dump on their dad)#you aren't entitled to any of that. that was a GIFT. your inheritance was well thought out. it is an insult for you to suggest otherwise #anyway so theyre being whiny brats and oh boo hoo you exects are SO MEAN to poor Ally who didnt sign the fucking will and thus held up #$50k FROM A CHURCH. and my uncle (not their dad. their moms brother) is taking their side. his wife is a massive piece of shit ab it too.#dont know whose side dog cousin is on bc shes close to my mom but very close to them. and i know lesbian cousin is on moms side to some #degree. and idgaf what Murderer cousin thinks bc that bitch can and will rot in hell.#so anyway any one we could possibly spend time with this season is either dead or hates us. or lives states away and won't be in til after #and only for a day anyway. and we just dont have the fucking energy to deal with anything

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anotherpapercut · 1 year

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kinda hate when people ask me why I refuse to work in public schools despite a genuine passion for teaching math. I'm visibly queer and I live in Missouri. I'm not looking to get killed or publicly ridiculed lmfao

#my aunt lives like an hour away and her wife was fired from a teaching job she had held for like 25 years #after a student saw the 3 of us together and told administration she was gay #the reason cited to her was that they didnt approve of her 'extracurricular activities'#im not purposefully subjecting myself to this climate for shit pay and shittier working conditions

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desastreus · 8 months

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TW: i am upset about some things and my parents are christians

i so desperately need to complain about the way my parents are christians and the things they believe and the things their church believes like.............. i'ma do it in the tags i guess

#1) the whole toxic thing of like “you only believe in god if your *really* believe and *really* pray”#shut the fuck up you're making me so angry with the “there's only one way of being a good christian”#you have been making me feel guilty about not doing things the correct way since i was a baby like you teach this to children #you dumb shit that is harmful #2) the whole listing reasons of why someone might currently not trust god or believe in god and all you say is “just keep praying”#this is supposed to be a community. it's literally called a christian community and you're out here "no matter what happens just keep prayi #like yeah you can support poor people far away and go build houses for them to make yourself feel like a good person #but you how are you gonna help the people in your community like why aren't my parents even asking for help for my sister???#like sure she lives 3 hours away but she can't keep living like this and the people who are supporting her are burning out and and and #okay yeah i'm frustrated about many things right now #cursing cursing cursing #you don't realize how toxic things are until you meet people who won't treat you that way

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fagrights · 9 months

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my dad being clearly in a mood that only he knows the reason for and then my grandmother asking him if he’s mad at her and crying I’m going to BED

#mhm yes life is worth living #literally nothing even happened we fed the cats then took Ellie #out and then he was just mad and I knew he was cause he didn’t come inside #right away and I’m like?? we gotta let the cats out why is he outside.#then he comes in stomping around and huffing like ok. what #why she would even say anything to him when he’s mad like that idk she’s so annoying #I wouldn’t even be around him for 3 weeks cause I couldn’t handle it #and I told him how anxious it made me and he’s like well I didn’t realize it bothered you that much I’ll stop #well it took you like a weeek to be annoying again ok #fact that we will still have to deal with her after we move #from here is so not stressing me out and torturing me every hour or anything #I mean that’s what it is if she wasn’t here he wouldn’t be mad

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cultofthepigeon · 2 years

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still not in the best of moods after being told by my supervisor "youre 28 almost 30 you need to get your life together"

#ppp #i k ow they woyldnt thinknposting this to tumblr is more Needs To Get Their Life together energy #but i dont have anyone to talk to irl #maybe just crying alone and nit telling anyone is more Together #like ive been trying to get my life together since 14 #major setbacks at 19 and 21 #tried to move out three seperate times #last one ending in a pandemic that drained my savings #no idea what i want to do with my life or where to live #lonely sexless and one (1) irl friend who i get to see once a mobth cause she lives an hour away #like i know im regularly 1 to 5 minutes late to work #but if i cant stay those minutes over and youre gonna fire me despite #1. doing good work 2. taking a lot of work off your shoulders 3.not be as late as lthe salary worker regularly is #like #idk is being here exactly at 9 gonna Get My Shit Together?

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