#but the feeling of being scared to lose things precious to you is a type of love too

[hypnogogyc]

99 mike crew

Squaring Up | Sir Chloe

[clanwarrior-tumbly]

Could you do a scenario about Nemona, Penny and Arven with a real who has type null please? Maybe something about it transforming in Silvally?

YES NULL/SILVALLY TIME

I have one in Sword who I call "Bestie", and it's carried me through the Crown Tundra DLC. I want it in Violet so badly aaaa

Also this just reminded me of my fic that I wrote prior to Sun/Moon's release. Ya'll can give it a read if you so desire <3

That being said, this scenario will be like a sequel of sorts

........

Revealing Type: Null--or "Nully" as you've affectionately called it--to your friends was something you were initially nervous about...

But today was finally the day.

Moving away from Alola to attend school here in Paldea was quite the stressful journey, especially for your masked companion who had never know any place besides stark white labs and sandy beaches.

People kept warning you about how dangerous it was, but you never listened...and now your bond with the mysterious normal type has never been stronger.

Ever since you rescued it from an Aether Foundation facility that exploded due to its rampage, it put its trust in you and loved you unconditionally.

Learning the truth behind that supposedly "good" organization and its leader broke your heart. Although nothing devastated you more than realizing Nully had been held captive there as both experiment and prisoner.

You've tried researching its species, checking for notes and hacking into secret files the foundation kept under lock and key--and you discovered that Type: Nulls were basically created as "tamer" versions of Arceus, even having memory discs similar to the plates manufactured. They were meant to kill the Ultra Beasts should they invade Alola.

Instead, they went on a rampage (of course, that's what happens when humans try replicating a god's powers) and were confined to masks and put into cryogenic stasis. The whole project was deemed a failure.

As tragic as it was...you were relieved to have found Nully when you did and get it away from that horrible place.

Even so the mask still made it feel absolutely miserable, but unfortunately you couldn't find any further information on how to remove it without causing your precious Pokémon serious injury. There were no visible clamps to unlock, pulling it off would only cause it great pain, and cutting seemed too risky.

The only benefit was that it made Nully immune to critical hits, but the cons definitely outweighed the pros.

Maybe one of your friends knew more about the Type: Null species, and so you decided to call them all over for a picnic if they had free time.

All you could do was pray that they didn't lose their cool and scare your companion.

That's the last thing either of you needed.

Arven was the first to arrive, with Mabosstiff at his heels as usual, but he stopped dead in his tracks upon seeing the bizarre-looking Pokémon standing by your side. You could tell he was trying not to look too worried, considering the poor thing was hiding behind you now.

Still, it's obvious that he didn't have the slightest clue what he was looking at, so you explained everything to him: where you found Nully, why it looked like a rejected Arceus, and the memory discs you kept in a small folder.

So far, you haven't figured out how to utilize them in-battle. But despite the space they took up in your bag, you refused to throw them away.

"Are you sure there isn't a slot for these somewhere on its mask?" He stared at one of the floppy discs, before glancing back up at Nully, squinting. "It looks like there should be one."

"We've been pals for nearly three years, Arven..I'm pretty sure I would've found the slot by now if there was one." Shaking your head, you took it from him, sighing. "My only option is to get that thing off. The slot's probably on its body somewhere."

"Right...maybe there's a stomach hatch or-"

"¡Mira! You were right, Penny! They do exist!!"

"Nemona, slow down!! They're not going anywhere!!"

Hearing the shouts of two certain ladies from afar, you and Arven looked to see both Nemona and Penny coming over the horizon. The student council president was dragging the poor girl by the arm, with her stumbling to keep up and not lose her glasses.

When they arrived, Penny was dazed and annoyed as she scowled at Nemona, tearing her arm free of her iron grasp. But her attention was quickly set on the peculiar Pokémon who was cowering behind you yet again.

"Wow...I..never thought I'd see one up close before.." Adjusting her glasses, she gazed at Nully with interest.

"You've heard about them before?" You asked.

"Back in Galar, I found some top-secret stuff about Macro Cosmos trying to make their own instances. They literally stole the blueprints from the Aether Foundation."

"...yikes." Nemona remarked, tilting her head as she tried getting a better look at Nully herself. "It seems shy. Maybe a battle will help it-!"

"No battles, at least not right now." You smiled apologetically, patting it on the head as you looked at each other. "I know you're nervous, Nully..but it's okay. They're nothing like the jerks back in Alola who used to pick on us. They're my friends. You can trust them, I promise."

Nodding its head, it relaxed its haunches as it cautiously stepped away from your side, gazing at the trio and seeing their smiles, too.

They weren't looks of pity.

They seemed genuinely thrilled to meet it.

It stood there for some time, taking in everything you've said to it and thinking about how far it's come since you rescued it that fateful day.

Somehow, it knew it was always meant to be your companion--from the very moment you held it as it cried in the Pokémon Center, reassuring it that it's not a monster, but a sweet creature worthy of love and care.

Ever since then, your friendship has grew...and now it feels stronger, willing to put its life on the line for you if need be. Even though most of its powers have been concealed, it didn't feel like some weak and helpless lab experiment.

Oh no.

It was far from that now.

Thanks to your bond, it felt unbelievably strong.

So much so that....the normal-type realized an extraordinary change was imminent.

And you were about to witness it.

"Look! Nully's glowing, [y/n]!" Nemona pointed, her eyes widening as your companion was basked in a familiar light. "Is it evolving???"

"Oh my god...I think so." You gasped, never realizing the possibility of it evolving, but you're now certain that friendship is what triggered it at last.

The most noticeable thing were the cracks that started appearing all over its helmet, pieces of what you assumed was indestructible alien material falling apart. Nully shook its head vigorously, trying to get rid of it as much as possible.

Then it turned its attention to a nearby boulder, letting out a cry before performing a move similar to a Headbutt, ramming into it and letting the rock shatter the helmet completely.

At last, it was free.

When the glow faded, you and your friends gazed in awe as Nully looked back at all of you.

With its mask finally gone, what lied underneath it was a beautiful creature made of both nature and machine, with a beaklike mouth that smiled proudly.

"Nully...?" You murmured, stepping closer.

"Ally." It chirped, walking up to greet you.

Tears began forming in your eyes as your grin widened. "I can't believe it...friendship was all it took to-"

Suddenly, your rotomphone decided to ruin the sweet moment by flying out of your pocket.

It displayed a new entry in your Pokedex, and you grabbed it to read what it had to say, while Arven, Penny, and Nemona checked their own phones.

"I see, you're Silvally now." You gazed back up at Null--Silvally, watching it bow its head respectfully. With a small laugh, you mimicked the gesture, before petting it lovingly as you sighed. "Wow..."

You noticed one of the metal bolts on its face open up like a CD player, indicating that something had to go in there-

"Wait.." Remembering the memory discs, you took one out and held it up. "Do you want me to use this?"

Silvally nodded, although before you could do anything, Arven interjected.

"Hold on, which memory is that?"

"The Dark Memory. It probably just changes its type, but I believe this represents all the pain Silvally had to endure while being trapped in that mask, not knowing what it did wrong or why people shunned it for simply existing." You placed a gentle hand under your companion's jaw. "But now I think it's ready to turn that painful memory into power. So let's see what happens.."

"Silllllv!"

Carefully inserting the disc into the open slot, you watched as it closed up. Then you stepped back, seeing the colors and spikes on its body turn smoky black.

Even its eyes changed, and when they opened they looked even more menacing than ever.

And they stared directly at you.

With a low growl, it crept closer to you, while your friends held back..tense and worried that the pokedex entries were correct: this wasn't something you could so easily control.

There was probably a very good reason for the mask-

Yet any hostility Silvally seemingly expressed disappeared, as it smiled and licked your cheek affectionately, causing you to laugh once more. "Hey, that tickles! C'mere you!"

Hugging its neck, you grinned as you received even more kisses, hearing it purr with happiness. You petted its feathery crest, relieved that it completely trusted you now.

"Wow..it's way cooler than Arceus!" Nemona laughed. "Do you think I can battle it-??"

Silvally just shot her a wary look, and she immediately fell silent, a nervous smile on her face. "Haha, you're right. Not yet. But I swear we're gonna have an epic battle one day!"

"Yeah, one day. But for now, I have something special for this big guy."

"Sill?"

You managed to regain its full attention with a simple yet supereffective move of your very own:

It's called "chin scritches", something that none of your other Pokémon could resist receiving.

The mask obviously made it difficult for Silvally to receive proper affection back then...and you vowed to find a way to break it so you can do just that.

Now it was free of that awful and heavy thing, having a brand new life to look forward to: battles, friendships with other Pokémon, and more.

Even better?

Your three closest friends in all of Paldea were here to witness its evolution--a sign that despite all the odds...your bond was unbreakable.

[ofallthingsnasty]

Idk if your still doing yandere monsters

But a big strong tall orc who seen the horrors of war and is seen as heartless by his people finds chubby reader lost in the woods after her husband abdoned her and grows obsessed soon they go from being scared in the woods to being scared as a orc bigger and stronger in everyway carries them everywhere and constantly showing them off and making sure his captive is dressed in the finest pelts and spoiled but constantly punished to make sure their a perfect little soft mate

your brain, anon.... i want it... this is so juicy 🤤 i really want to write a little one-shot for this and i will!! one day haha -- until then, have some rambles

tags: yandere, heavy dubcon, exhibitionism, minors dni, kind of kidnapping?, f!reader word count: 0.8k

That thought is so cute... Just this is big, burly and scary orc treating you like his most prized possession (well, you kind of are), both gentle and patronizing. To go from being absolutely distraught and scared, all alone in the wilderness, to being saved and cared for by this huge man who looks like he has taken more than dozen lives yet cooes down at you as though you’re a little lap dog - how dizzying that must be. Your poor little head will spin during these first few days, for sure. He is so patient at first, as well - listens to your tearful words and decides then and there that that poor excuse of a human being didn’t deserve you in the first place, that you are way too precious to be treated with so little respect. He’s getting in on the years, craves a little stability, someone to hold - and you are just so cute and helpless, perfect to keep. (And he deserves this, he thinks. He found you out there and saved your life, it’s what you owe him.) He’s never mean but he can get quite stern with you. If you request to be let go, to go back to your family to lick your wounds, he’ll explain to you that he basically owns you now - and that it’d be terribly ungrateful to run from your savior like that. He doesn’t force you to do things you don’t want to do - he can wait to split you open on his cock, he doesn’t mind. You still need to recover from that terrible injustice your former husband did to you - but he’ll make sure to fuck you on his fingers, to have you ride his strong thighs until you cum, again and again. He enjoys seeing your face contort into absolute bliss, to feel how you let go.  And when you finally let him fuck you, it’s all the sweeter. He’s gentle with you at first, knows how big he is compared to you but he’ll train you to take him fully and without any trouble in no time. He loves to just pound into you, to watch your helpless little face and your tits bounce with every thrust, loves to show you that he owns you now. 

He isn’t afraid to do it in public, either. You better lose all of your inhibitions quickly because he’ll have you on his lap during nights with his friends, bends you over the table during lunch. No one will even bat an eye when you suddenly cum right in front of them or when he empties himself in you. The nights he spends with his friends will become more than just treasured memories when you cockwarm him, yelping and sputtering at every jolt of laughter that runs through him. He isn’t the type to take out his anger on you, ever - but you will get punished when the need arrises. He’ll keep it short and simple. Often a spanking is sufficient for him, especially when he gets to make sure your skin runs hot from the hits and you get all teary-eyed and stuttery. It’s just too precious to him, his little wife weepy and apologetic - and he’ll be damned if he doesn’t fuck you afterwards, mouth full of condescending praise and proclamations of love. He needs to keep you in check but it’s all part of the fun for him - so if you’re a little feisty, he’ll enjoy that, too. It just means that he gets to laugh at your sharp words and useless slaps against his chest - and then make you eat your actions with the palm of his hand. You’ll never want for anything - as condescending as he can be, he acknowledges you’re your own person, that you have interests and needs. Whatever it is you like to do, you’ll get all the supplies for it and then some. He loves the way your eyes light up when he presents you with an expensive gift, the way you bite your lip shyly while accepting it. He loves to drape you in jewelry, as well. Seeing you wear nothing but delicately crafted necklaces and rings and bracelets appeals to something deep within him that wants to provide for you, that preens at the thought of him being able to dress you in luxurious items - he’s your husband now and he loves to spoil you.

All in all, he may not be the easiest to be with because he keeps treating you like a pet but it’s simple to figure him out and satisfy. Never sadistic, too - when you’re good, you’re good - but a little on the rougher side. You’ll be provided for for the rest of your life - at the teeny, tiny cost of being fucked raw every single day and cooed at like some lap dog.

[spooky-loopy]

SIZE K1NKKK

I <3 drabble (?) (We use the term drabble losely 'round here)

(Yeah, this one is pretty self-explanatory, NSFW)

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I'm gnawing at the bars of my cage,

/Ghost/

He loves to just pin you down under him (dick you down,) Yk fuck you silly, you're almost completely under his frame. Buzzed off his cock while he holds you still. His huge hands gripping your hips (where bruises will most definitely be later) as he slams into you, the lude sounds of skin-aginst-skin , his grunts and your whimpers,

(SOMBODY GIVE ME A BETTER TERM THEN "FUCK YOU SILLY🤠")

//König//

he'd go slow, he's scared to hurt you. He sees you as somthing precious, during he's very soothing. He's the type of person who's quiet when you first meet them, then he talks more and more as you get to know him. This also applies in bed, he may not be saying it loudly but he's say'n stuff. He mumbles little things, ; "your doing so good," and also "you feel so good, shit , liebe dich". When he's first starting and your writhing underneath him as he makes you take it all he sooths you. Softly shushing you, wiping the tears of your cheeks. "Your being so good for me," he whispers while kissing your cheek and going deeper,

(It's so clear I have a favorite)

[sunflowergraves]

Unpacking Will Solace’s Character

I’ve seen a lot of Will Solace hate since TSATS and it’s really starting to bother me. As a person that relates heavily to Will’s character, it’s upsetting to see him get bashed across the internet, especially considering we’ve never actually gotten to know his character. Personally, I feel like a lot of people are basing his character around headcanons and fanfiction (which I am guilty of) and were disappointed when he wasn’t who we saw him as. 

It doesn’t help that the only time we got to see Will’s POV it was short and through the eyes of others. He’s also not this big hero like all the characters in the PJO universe. His powers aren’t that strong, he’s not a prophecy child, and his talents are mediocre. Will is the most human demigod we’ve ever been introduced to. I can understand why his character doesn’t feel multi-dimensional compared to everyone else, but in my opinion, he was fleshed out very well. 

Yes, there are a few things I was disappointed by. I wish they talked about Will’s past more and his grief over his dead siblings. I wanted him to have his own weapon, even if it was an old bow he never used or a lyre like Apollo used in TOA. But I will always love that they changed him from the calm, collected counselor healer to an anxious, depressed, self-doubting person because it fits him so well. How could he not feel these things after losing friends and family? After being abandoned by everyone around him? Or being forced to take on the caretaker role of the entire camp because he was the only one left? 

I’m going to continue this down below, so if you don’t want major spoilers for TSATS, don’t continue reading. Also this is long as hell in case you just want to skim. 

Every time Will was mentioned in the books, it was from someone else’s POV and it was a few lines at best. 

Will has always been described as the cool, relaxed, go-with-the-flow type of guy. He was the person with a level head and knew exactly what to do. But guess what? Underneath that cool exterior was an anxiety riddled people pleaser who threw himself at every problem because that’s what he was told to do. The Apollo cabin was always the head medic team. After Lee and Michael died, Will was basically thrust into that position of power. He was trusted to take care of his younger siblings, trusted to take care of the entire camp. If he let them down, it was going to cost lives. Of course he’s going to be scared and nervous, but he can’t show that. Would you want a doctor with shaky hands and sweat running down their neck? Would you want to be taken care of by a person who doubted and second guessed themselves out in the open? 

As someone who was given a lot of responsibly and forced to grow up at a young age, I completely understand this. You want to try to make everything better for others around you, you get scared when you fuck up, and you HATE when people can’t rely on you. That’s why you will never show how scared you are to fuck up. You will never let people get inside your head because if they can’t rely on you, what good are you? Breaking out of the role that everyone else gave you because they trusted you is scary and hard. 

Nico is probably the only person who knows what Will really thinks. Will trusts Nico with his anxiety and overthinking because he’s comfortable enough around him to show that side. He knows he doesn’t have to Mr. Hero in front of Nico and that’s such a precious and important bond to make with someone. 

Will was valid for being whiny and irritated for most of the book. 

First, Will has ANXIETY. If you don’t know what it’s like to live with anxiety, count yourself lucky. It feels like your thoughts are attacking you constantly. It’s like an uphill battle between rational thought and absolute chaos. I can’t get in my car without thinking of all the ways I could die before I buckle my seatbelt. Imagine going to SuperHell for the first time in your life! Not only that, but people told Will constantly that as a child of Apollo he was basically fucked. The three strongest demigods that made it back almost went insane! Of course Will is going to be upset, irrational, irritated, and uncomfortable. 

In TOA, he voiced several times how he thought it was a bad idea and that he really didn’t like it. This is not a new thing for Will’s character at all. For him to be willing to cross a line he had made concrete shows that he loves and cares for Nico. But that shouldn’t mean he isn’t allowed to be uncomfortable. 

Second, for anyone saying he could have stayed at camp instead of going has never sacrificed their comfort for someone else. There are so many instances in my life where I went way out of my comfort zone because I knew my friends/family wanted me there. Did I complain? Hell yes. Did I still do it? Hell yes! If Will had said, “Nico, I can’t do this and I refuse to at least try,” I would have lost so much respect for his character. Instead he sucked it up, even when he was already practically dying before they got there. 

Three, Will was worried about Nico. He’s never experienced Tartarus, he’s never been to the Underworld. While Will has definitely faced his share of demons, he’s never stood in Nico’s shoes. So when his boyfriend is having vivid nightmares and hearing voices, he’s going to try and rationalize it for Nico because that’s what he has done his entire life. Will is the “healer.” He is supposed to fix things, not let them traipse off to hell like it’s a vacation spot. 

Four, this is a 15 year old. Fuck, even now at the ripe ole age of 20, I’d still be shaking in my boots terrified at the thought of going somewhere that is practically a jailhouse for the worst creatures in creation. Will has little to no experience on the field (He ran from six guards without even trying to pull out a weapon. The worst thing he’s ever said to his enemies was “anemic loser” and didn’t even want to kill Octavian. Every battle before that he had an older sibling to look up to and care for him). So yeah, I’d just be a tad bit nervous and annoying.  

Will asking Persephone how to love someone from the Underworld was honest and raw. 

This scene broke me in ways I can’t even describe because of how real it felt. If you’ve ever been in a deep and caring relationship (friendship counts) you should understand. Like Persephone said, love is something you choose and it’s complicated and messy even for people who were practically made for each other. For Will to ask how to love someone from the Underworld shows that he is actively choosing to understand and love Nico. 

I get that most people interpret Will’s lines as “How do you love someone so filled with death?” but really he’s asking how do you love someone who acts like he doesn’t want to be loved? How do you love someone that pulls away from your light no matter how desperately you try to give it them? How do you love someone who hides parts of themselves from you? 

Will is a healer, he fixes things. It’s not until this scene that Will realizes the only thing Will needs to fix is his perspective on Nico. That darkness and hurt and trauma is okay. It’s also a scene where Will realizes he doesn’t have to force down his own trauma anymore. 

Will loves Nico and it’s so obvious he scared to lose him. He thinks he’s weak and broken and incapable of helping Nico escape his trauma. His insecurities shadow him and he’s confused about how to navigate this relationship because he thinks he needs to be the leader. How can he lead if Nico won’t let him? How can he help when he doesn’t know how? Persephone’s scene was Will’s chance of finding guidance from someone who could understand exactly what he’s thinking

People in their late 40′s still can’t get relationships down. Why are we pushing unrealistic relationship ideations on a 15 year old who doesn’t even know who he is yet?

Will was not useless. 

Sorry that the relationship duo isn’t Mr. Badass and Mr. Badass 2.0. Will not being a fighter is refreshing to see because honestly I’m quite tired of seeing badass couples in every book/movie. Not everyone is strong and powerful and super awesome. Will is a nerd that likes healing people. Why isn’t that enough? 

“He’s described as having muscles,” “He’s a field/combat medic,” “He fought in the wars,” “He carries people all the time,” “He trains with the Apollo cabin.” Okay and? I was raised to work hard and protect myself. I work out and I know how to use a bow and knife. Does that mean I want to? No. 

I’d also like to point out that almost everyone in camp is described as having muscles. You kind of have to when your life motto is Try not to die or get eaten. Also they train on lava walls, jump eight foot pits, and weapons. I get a little bit of muscle going on my silly little walks, I’d be fucking jacked if I was actively training. 

Second, Will has never once been described fighting monsters/demigods. I don’t doubt that he’s had a few encounters, but the boy practically specializes in RUNNING AWAY. He’s a feral little animal that finds injured demigods and sprints them away to the medic center while occasionally bashing monster heads in. He’s strong because he needs to be, not because he wants to be. Strength also doesn’t equal battle prowess. 

Not to mention, he hates killing! He didn’t want to kill Octavian despite Octavian being the actual worst. He runs away as a distraction even though he had weapons on him. He got upset when Nico threw Sherman Yang out of the chariot in TOA. Monsters are different, but monsters are also scary. Will is terrified of demon pigeons, you really think he’s willingly gonna go one-on-one with anything bigger than his pinky? 

I’ll admit, I hated that he didn’t have a weapon in Tartarus. I thought it was really stupid and out-of-character because my anxious ass would have loaded up. Still, it was kind of funny when they described Will bashing rocks over monster’s heads during their fight with Nyx. 

My final point for this: Will was Nico’s support system and that was the point. Will knew he wasn’t going to throw hands with anyone. He went because he knew Nico needed him even when Nico told him to stay. Will was going to trek through SuperHell with the love of his life and hold his hand to remind him that he was loved. Will wanted Nico to know that he’d literally go to Hell and back for him and that’s what mattered. 

Nico didn’t ask Will to be the Hero. Nico states several times that the reason he loves Will is because he wants to heal and he’s so stubborn to find the good in everything. And that’s exactly what Will did. He offered support, care, and reminders. He was going to understand and love Nico, even through the darkest parts of his life. 

Will is one of the best support systems in a PJO couple duo. 

It makes me incredibly sad to see people call Will toxic when he gave his entire life to support Nico. I won’t deny that he complained a lot and said hurtful things and that he occasionally belittles Nico’s feelings. But Will didn’t know he was doing those things. He thought he was helping Nico navigate his PTSD. How is someone who is still emotionally developing his own character supposed to know how to take care of someone else’s? 

Will also clearly showed love and affection towards Nico. He met all his friends and was polite to them even when they looked scary. Will risked his life several times before they got to Tartarus and still insisted on continuing. Built a Minecraft house for his boyfriend and left him a KitKat bar because he knew he would feel fatigued (also Will brought KitKat bars, meaning he was already thinking of Nico’s health beforehand). He tried to be useful by scouting ahead because he felt like he was being a burden on Nico. He kissed him, called him silly nicknames, hugged him, respected his boundaries (asking to hold him instead of trying to comfort him immediately), and oh yeah, went to Tartarus when he was obviously quaking in his flipflops. 

He also helped Bob when he had no idea who/what he was, comforted Nico when he was beginning to lose hope, acknowledged his mistakes and admitted he needed to try harder, realized he didn’t need to fix Nico and that his boyfriend was perfect the way he was, and learned that Nico wasn’t going to leave him. 

Love is complicated. Love is something you choose. And Will chooses to love Nico. Also for everyone saying a year is long enough to learn/realize these problems already and have them solved, you need to take the rose tinted glasses off. I’ve been with my partner for almost four years, and I’m still learning things about our relationship. We argue, we don’t always meet eye-to-eye. Our own trauma and experiences surface and it gets difficult. But do we just call it quits and throw everything into the trash? No. We talk, we problem-solve, we come back and try to understand each other even if we don’t know how to do that. A year is nothing. A year is puppy love and excitement. It’s like your favorite movie on repeat. All the problems are ignored because you don’t want to see them yet. 

So for a pair of 15 year old's who just came to terms with their sexuality, I think that they are doing pretty damn good at this love thing. 

Anyway, that’s all I really wanted to say. Even though we’ve had Will for years, we’ve never gotten to know his true character until now. It’s raw and weird and doesn’t fit the mold of Will Solace, son of Apollo we all created him to be. You can still hate his character or whatever, I’m not going to try to change your mind. But don’t hate on everyone else who loves him and loves this book. 

[softxsuki]

Urgent req!

I've been breaking down lately because of the urge to cvt myself . Those breakdowns usually end up with me hitting and punching myself or my walls. I've been clean for idk how long yet but was wondering if you could do a fic with Mikey and Drake related to it. Thanks !

Love your gifs btw:))

Mikey and Draken (Separate) Comfort Reader Who Has A Breakdown

Pairings: Mikey x Gn!Reader, Draken x Gn!Reader

Warnings: mentions of self harm, bloody knuckles, punching walls, punching yourself

Genre: Comfort

Post-Type: Headcanons

Word Count: 480

Summary: In which Mikey and Draken comfort you after seeing you breakdown

[A/N: Sorry for writing this so late, October was such a busy month for me. The Holiday season is so hectic BJFEA. I'm also struggling with writers block which is probably evident in my writing, but if you're still around, I hope this helps a bit :)]

Mikey:

Mikey knows first hand what it feels like to be in a bad place mentally

After all he’s lost so many precious people in his life, leaving him feeling empty

Until he met you, you were his second chance at life, and he really would do anything to keep you safe

He knows about your history with self harm and was very worried at first, scared that you’d do it again and leave him just like everyone else

But he saw how well you were doing and was proud of how far you’d come being clean

Though when you fall into those urges again, leading you to breakdown, he’s by your side

Bloody knuckles and bruises on your own body have him beyond scared, but he tries to stay calm to be he there for you

“Hit me instead if you feel that way, please. I don’t want to see you hurt, especially about something that I have no control over. Just take it out on me, I can handle it”

He’s desperate to take the inner turmoil away from you, he’d face it all if it meant you could feel better

Becomes extra clingy in the next few days until those urges cease, but just let him do his thing, he’s worried he’ll lose you, Mikey will be back to normal eventually 

Everything he does, despite how suffocating it may feel at first, comes from a place of love and care for you, he’d do anything, and I mean anything to help you feel better, just tell him how he can help

Draken:

Draken catches you mid-wall punch and grabs your wrist to stop you from hitting the wall any longer, a pained expression on his face at the state of your knuckles

“That’s not how we deal with things,” He says stoically, millions of thoughts going through his mind, picking through what would be the best thing to say to you now

When it comes to you, he’s hesitant with his words even though he’s usually great with his advice, he’s scared he’ll say the wrong thing when it comes to you so he doesn’t verbally express himself often

Instead he sticks to silently wrapping up your wounds, eyebrows furrowed in concentration–he’s not mad at you, just concerned and wondering how he can help

He knows about your past and considering your actions, he assumes you’re probably struggling again, so he just hugs you

“Don’t struggle alone, come to me first before acting on your own like this, please”

He keeps an eye on you and tries to bring you around with him whenever he has to go out, in an attempt to distract you until he can help you get rid of those urges

Draken manages to stay calm and collected though which is very helpful, so I’m sure you’d feel comfortable coming to him about anything after that

REQUESTS ARE OPEN :)

Posted: 11/5/2023

[randoimago]

Hi there I just wanted to say I like your writing also can I please have headcanons for Zagreus,Thanatos,Megara and hypnos from hades with a gender neutral s/o who is the god of decay like their powers are able to suck the life force/energy out of any living being and slowly kill them and because of that a lot of people fear them and make rumors of them being this destructive/scary God when in reality their actually really nice and kind just kinda quiet and their also kinda lonely and depressed because of their powers and rumors that have been made about them and just wanna have companions/friends I hope this isn't too much to ask for I enjoy reading your writing ☺️💖🤗❤️

Very Sweet S/O Is the God of Decay

Fandom: Hades

Characters: Hypnos, Megaera, Thanatos, Zagreus

Type of Request: Headcanon

Notes: This is a very interesting request, I’ll do my best with it!!

Hypnos

Calls you a sheep in wolf’s clothing. That’s really what you are when you’re not causing some plague somewhere in the mortal realm.

If he’s ever asked what it’s like dating you because you’re this “big, scary god” then he just gasps and mentions all these horrible, awful things you do. “One time, they accidentally tried washing some colored clothing with white clothes!”

He’s really head over heels for you even if he acts like a little shit at times. If you ask anything of him then he’ll do it (so long as he doesn’t lose his job).

You’re just so precious and always has time for him (unlike his actual family) and so he wants you to feel just as loved.

Megaera

She understands having others view you as intimidating and unapproachable. She gets that, her sisters get that. You being pretty much the complete opposite is something that throws her for a bit of a loop.

In her mind, if you’re scary then you should work with it and use it to your advantage. You’re just a sweetheart and she’ll kill anyone that dares lay a hand on you.

Meg isn’t really the type to talk about you to a lot of people, but Zagreus and Thanatos know and they quickly befriend you (after they give you a bit of a graveyard talk, that is).

She is hesitant to introduce you to her sisters. Probably shows you Tisiphone first since you two are a lot alike in ways before going to Alecto, who she quickly threatens if she tries to harm you.

Thanatos

He heard the rumors and so he had it in his mind to be the utmost respectful to you as your job can’t be an easy one. And then he meets you and you’re apologizing and asking if he’s okay and if you can do anything to make him comfortable with his visit.

He doesn’t know if he’s ever fell in love that fast. You’re just so pure despite your title. He vows to protect and keep you safe when you two start being together.

Thanatos understands being lonely due to being feared, so he tries to introduce you to Zagreus and Meg as they have been his lights in darkness for so long and hope you can be friends with them. He also secretly hopes his best friends like his S/O.

Definitely talks about you to Nyx before actually introducing you to his mother. Doesn’t really want to introduce you to Hypnos as he knows there’s going to be lots of embarrassing stories, but he still does as he cares for his brother and wants his S/O to meet his family.

Zagreus

Of course he was a bit hesitant when he heard about your title the first time. But then he met you and felt guilt for judging you based on things he’s heard.

You get so many gifts from him. You’re just the sweetest and he wants you to feel treasured because you deserve it.

Is more than happy to tell others that you’re his S/O. He might get asked “aren’t you scared?” and the answer is always “hells no” because you’re amazing and he gladly tells you that all the time.

Zagreus knows so many people, he’ll happily introduce you to them all! He promises that some of them are even nice so you can have friends.

[socdarlings]

I was wonder if u take fics/hcs/imagines etv u wanna call them if so if u don’t mind me 😭 could ya do the gang as your boyfriends (separately 🤞) ty my loveee

i don’t really do requests normally but i’ll jump at any opportunity to study my boys

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warning: slight self harm mention on dally’s part

what the gang would be like if they were in a relationship:

Ponyboy:

Honestly I feel like at first he’d be one of those quiet types, the ones that occasionally ask to go to the movies and just sit at one with you to cuddle.

But as the relationship goes on, I think he’ll be more and more devoted to his s/o’s needs

Also very touchy. Not in a bad way, but he shows his love more in a physical sense than just shouting how much he loves you.

Will also write his s/o poems.

Once, he tried to bake you something and the whole house almost burnt to the ground. Didn’t feel guilty about the fire per se, but man was he sad he never got to finish that treat for you.

Will also just be content with hanging out, reading and listening to music in the background with his s/o.

Johnny:

He’s never been successful with any of his crushes so imagine his shock when you actually reciprocate. This kid will lose his fucking mind.

Johnny’s love language I feel like is acts of service. He’ll do your laundry, cook you meals (he is not a great cook at all but he’ll try), wash the dishes after, doing groceries, all those stuff. He’ll fall on his knees for you, he’ll do anything.

Like Pony, he’s also very touchy. Not great at saying he loves them (he’s too shy) but he hopes his actions speak way louder than words.

Doesn’t really have much money but trust, once he gets the cash he’ll attempt to buy them something real nice.

Will be in denial that you actually like him for a long time. He’s convinced himself he’s unloveable and will still be constantly afraid you’ll leave him for somebody better.

Overall. He’s a precious boyfriend and you better treat him right.

Steve:

I think Steve is not in tune with his emotions or what they even mean. He’s not great at reading people either. That doesn’t mean he’s stupid, despite popular belief. He’s actually pretty smart, he just… can’t read the room.

His s/o will be the one confessing first. I feel like if Steve finally knows he’s in love, he’ll be too scared to even mention anything in fear it’ll ruin the friendship they got going on.

But once you two do get together, get ready for this dude to show you off to everybody. If his s/o’s a dude, he’ll hold back from doing that because obviously the time period, but boy will he be excited.

He’ll take you to bars, races, derby’s, drag you to his job, anywhere. He’s just happy you’re there, even if you hardly say anything. He’s living off of of your presence alone.

Sodapop:

I’ll admit I don’t really have a grasp on Soda as a person yet, but I’d imagine he’ll be ecstatic the person he likes actually reciprocates, like Johnny. He’s usually the one who falls in love first, and he’ll do it real fast.

He’ll be showering you with gifts and hugging you, telling you how much he loves you, will often surprise you at work, tells you how pretty/handsome you look everyday, all that stuff. He’s an expert at letting his s/o know what he really feels.

In fact I think him being overwhelming is what made him and Sandy break up. He’s just way too into you, dude. I think he tries to put all of his energy from ignoring all the things happening in his home life right into his relationships, which is why it usually never goes well.

Either way. If you need a pick me up when you’re feeling sad, he’ll be there.

Dallas:

Oh boy. Oh no.

This dude cannot fall in love normally. He is a mess, both in his life and his emotions. Like Steve, he won’t even know he’s in love but eventually when he does, he’ll be a fucking wreck.

When he gets together with you, all his rage is focused inwards so you don’t see his bad side. So he turns to self harm, drinking, blaming himself for every bad thing that happens in his life, even if it’s not his fault. He’s fucking screaming for help but pushes you away everytime you try to, because he doesn’t think he deserves it. That good ole catholic guilt.

I think abandonment is Dally’s worst fear, despite him constantly having a lone wolf attitude. The idea of him being utterly alone in this universe scares him to death. But he constantly pushes people away because he doesn’t wanna be hurt.

Anyway I could do a whole separate post all about Dally and his problems but that’s for another day.

He’d sweet talk you when y’all get together, but his love language is a combination of both Johnny and Pony. He’s clingy, very clingy, and he’ll do all of your chores (he’s surprisingly good at cleaning).

He’s always looking forward to cuddling with you in bed, even if he’s a stomach sleeper and the best he could do is use his arm to hold you close.

Also loves music so he’ll give you records of artists that remind him of you. Will also play them when you guys hang out. Also the type to make a mixtape for you.

If he’s in jail he’ll be on his best behavior to get out so he’d see you again.

Darry:

This Barbie wants to make sure you’re happy and healthy always.

With worrying about his brothers, to the gang, to the bills, he’s got a lot on his plate. Which is why it’s a huge relief if his s/o can handle themselves and doesn’t need to be looked after. Will also be a massive help if they can wrangle the gang together.

Doesn’t stop him from worrying about you though. Expect a phone call from him when he hasn’t heard from you or seen you all day.

His love language is definitely acts of service. He’s already doing the most anyway, why not tack on more things to that list?

Is the type to come up behind his s/o while they’re making coffee and hug them real tight. He’ll eventually let go once y’all have to eat.

He just dreams of a domestic life. Not having to worry about bills, his family, his friends, any of that. Like that one line from Everything Everywhere All at Once, he would be content just doing laundry and taxes. And nothing else.

Two Bit:

Despite contrary belief, I think Two-Bit is very serious about his relationships.

Sure, it’s nothing but flirting at first but once you two start to get committed, he’ll drop everything and rush to your every need. Need to get groceries but y’all don’t have money? He’ll get that food somehow. Whether he plans an elaborate heist, or if he just pickpockets somebody, he’ll get that stuff you need.

Need to drive to Eufala but your car broke down? He’ll drive you there. Don’t ask him where he got the car. But he’ll get you to where you need to go, no questions asked.

Sure you two fight sometimes, and he might just resort to humor instead of taking you seriously, but he’ll definitely apologize later. You guys will not go to bed until this thing is resolved.

Yeah he might not have a job so he can’t get all the stuff you want, and he’s too lazy for chores, but he’ll spend all his time with you. Doesn’t have anything better to do anyway. If that means he’ll take a road trip with you, he’ll do that. If it means running with you from Tulsa all the way to Texas, he’ll do it.

Also is a cuddly drunk. Be warned.

Tim:

Now this guy is. Ah. Complicated.

Like Darry, he’s got a lot of things already piled on his back. So he’d welcome an s/o that he doesn’t have to worry about all the time.

Not that great at articulating his words, especially his feelings. He’s a quiet guy who watches people constantly, and has a loooong death stare to pair with it. But he knows he’s in love, and like Steve, he’s scared to ruin what you guys already have.

Like Dally, Tim’s worst fear is being alone. Even if he’s standoffish and he looks like he can and will kill you. It’s a defense mechanism in his case, and once you get past and get to know him really well, you’ll see that just like a turtle or a porcupine; he’s soft. Incredibly so.

Surprisingly, like Soda, he’s the one to fall first. Good god, he loves you. So much.

But all of his words of affirmation’s all in his head. He can’t really get out that he loves you. So he hugs you, kisses the top of your head, bends over to rest his head on your shoulder. Holds hands. He’s absolutely nothing like how everyone else portrays him to be, when you two are alone.

Like Darry, he daydreams of you two retreating somewhere far away, not having to worry about anything. Lord, does he wish he could leave Tulsa behind.

Curly:

I think the Shepard siblings are emotionally constipated. Curly is not, but he definitely has the Irritable Feeling Syndrome.

He typically uses violence to get what he wants and his entire being is full of turmoil, but like his brother; he’d rather die than be alone. This dude will start a fight with you and then start crying towards the end cause he thinks he’s done something irreversible and you’re gonna leave him.

He’s constantly afraid he’ll hurt his s/o, one way or another. Not physically, he’d rather die than touch you, but unintentionally being an asshole and saying something he doesn’t mean.

Gets into fights a lot and gets patched up by you a lot.

Won’t leave you for anyone else. Once he falls, he falls hard. I feel like it edges towards an obsession at one point, but that’s something he had to figure out on his own.

But once he actually has you in his grasp, good luck. It’s real hard to leave.

Angela:

She’s a hard one to read. She’s flirty, and sometimes it might come off as a joke, but when she means business she means business.

She’ll literally approach you when she gets off class and ask you on a date, stone face and all. If you have feelings for her, yay! She took the lead. If you don’t, oh well. But she’ll still follow you around (not creepy at all).

When you two get together, she’ll have people watch you when you’re not with each other, just under the guise of keeping you safe. If you tell her to stop, she won’t understand why and will be kind of hurt but she’ll do as you say.

She’s intense. She’ll be scared to fully unveil the extent of her devotion towards you, but if you welcome it she’ll be so, so happy. She’s never had somebody actually accept her as she is, besides her brothers.

Is the type to come up with nicknames, no matter how corny they are.

Will go all starry eyed if you initiate going on a date instead of her. She’ll feel like she’s gonna pass out if you kiss her first. She’ll fall over if you insist on staying over her place instead of yours.

She’ll go on and on about you to her brothers, and while they both’ll get worried for her obsession loyalty towards you, they can’t really stop her. She’s Angela. She’ll always get what she wants.

Overall you won’t have to worry about her seeing other people or cheating. You’re on her mind always.

[emeyuko]

Each day i am more fucking sure that at first, they were going to push Yosuke as the romance option like in p3 is Aigis and p5r is Sumire, not only for the obvious stuff (constant flirting from Yu's part, Teddie believing this two were a thing at the beggining of the game, they being close friends no matter what the player does, when Yosuke asks you about what's your type and you choose neither, the game will mention how you told your true feelings, etc...) But also something that i noticed about the other ships that they push you to get, the biggest example is Aigis, who showed to be a robot with lack of human emotions that came to understand what it means to be alive, from an apathic robot, to someone with a big heart that can call herself human, even if she's not physically one

The thing is that she shares a thing in common with Makoto, Makoto started as an apathic man, that didn't wanted to die, but didn't had strong feelings to "live" neither, they both found what was precious in life, but still accepting the final day of life, death.

They parallel each other in a way and somehow, they helped each other to grow, even if it isn't noticed as much in the game, it's noticeable in the anime specially, Makoto is the reason Aigis is "alive" while Aigis is what Makoto needed

But how it's related? Easy, how they handle the "love interest", someone that parallels the mc, a relathionship that fits the message of the game, a relathionship where both parties help the other to grow, who have this 3 in common the most? 𝙔𝙤𝙨𝙪𝙠𝙚

Yosuke's social link is about him finally finding somewhere he truly belongs where he doesn't feel alone, bc his shadow himself mentioned "you act happy and carefree to hide the fact that you are scared of being alone" but after Yu came in, he finally found himself comfortable, Yu is the reason he find himself in terms with inaba, why he found a place he could truly belong, like if the city didn't meant to him as much as Inaba now

What about Yu? Yu has a very similar parallel to Yosuke, someone who the city didn't exactly meant something to him, who was alone and was afraid of his own insolation, that's why, he truly thought he was empty, he's afraid of losing those that matters to him, like Yosuke said at the end of his social link, the power to protect those who matter, "friends, family...and you".

And no, this is not one-sided, Yu is constanly thanking Yosuke for being there in anime adaptations and the game itself, Yosuke is also the only one who knows him enough to wait for him after going after Adachi alone, he was hurt, he was maybe angry, but he wanted to let him know, that he can trust him.

And let's not talk about this, who was the one who was always saving Yu from darkness in the anime? Who they would 𝙚𝙭𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙩 to be the one who saves him in his shittiest moments like Aigis did to Makoto?

That's right

As for something that fits perfectly with the message of the game, this game talks about self-discovery, about self-acceptance, about maturity, about the "truth", and in this case, we are talking about two teenagers, one very agressive towards one of his friends for the possibility of him being gay, but as the game pass, even if he's still kind of an ass to him, he's chiller about it, two teenagers who started the first social link in the game talking how they will work together to find the truth and of course, how one of them discovers how he really feels, something warm, something he didn't wanted to accept, but for his own maturity ("i have been putting all my attention for the murders, to avoid having to confront myself"), he has to accept that:

TL;DR: Yu and Yosuke's relathionship feels more natural than the girls bc they actual put some effort into it like with aikoto, they parallel each other, they help each other, and they represent the themens of the game perfectly

TL;DR2: Removing the romance route was a mistake

[cirilla-fiona-riannon]

Kicho's Main Story Ch. 11 Pt. 1 Dramatic

These translations are not intended as a replacement for the game. Please support cybird by buying their stories. SPOILERS under the cut. Expect mistakes. I didn't proofread this.

Mai: “Oh no.”

I could be erased by an unseen force.

I think he was being considerate by not using that word, but there was no way I wouldn’t get scared of something unexpected and unimaginable.

Mai: “I’m going to die一No, I’m going to disappear?”

Mai: “I一”

I felt suffocated, and my heart thumped wildly as I clutched my chest.

Kicho: “It’s my fault.”

Kicho: “I caused chaos throughout Japan to continue this turbulent world, but by the time I finally woke up, I’d reached a point of no return.”

Mai: “That’s not true.”

Kicho: “It’s true. I brought this upon myself.”

Mai: “............”

I couldn’t completely deny it.

True, it was him, and no one else, who initiated this whole mess, but whatever the trigger, what followed was undeniably the people's will.

(History is not made by one person. It’s made by the people who live there, which I’m part of.)

Mai: “Kicho, look at this!”

Kicho: “What are you doing all of a sudden?”

Mai: "I'm pinching my cheek."

Kicho: "I know. But why are you doing that?"

Mai: "To make sure."

I quickly let go of my cheek and smiled at him.

Mai: "It hurts after I pinched it."

Kicho: "Of course, there's a pain sensation there, too."

Mai: "Then, that means I'm still alive."

Mai: "My handkerchief is gone, but I'm still alive."

(I'm afraid of losing myself, but if I'm still me, I can't just be afraid.)

Mai: "Don't worry. I'm the type of person who always struggles."

Kicho: "Yeah, you're right."

He hugged me and smiled gently.

Kicho: "You're still trying to live in this turbulent world, even though your dreams got cut off."

Kicho: "You're here because you never gave up."

Kicho: "And I loved you for that."

(Ah...)

My heart, beating wildly with fear earlier, was now shaken by a sweet feeling as he put his ear to my chest to check my heartbeat and slowly shut his eyes.

Kicho: "If human life is more precious than anything else, as long as there is love, then for me, your life is irreplaceable."

Kicho: "I will never let it disappear."

Mai: “Kicho...”

(Just having him say that to me is reassuring.)

He looked up as I cradled his head against my chest.

Kicho: “But first, I want to tell you something.”

Kicho: “Don’t do something like what you just did.”

He brushed his fingertips across my cheek and furrowed his eyebrows lightly.

Kicho: “There are plenty of other ways to check you’re alive besides pain.”

Mai: “Even if you say that...”

(That was the only thing I could think of on the spur of the moment.)

Kicho: “You look like you have no idea.”

Kicho: “I don’t care what it is. As long as it’s not your cheeks turning red like this.”

Mai: “Okay. How about this, then?”

I straightened up and dropped a light kiss on his lips.

Mai: “The fact that we're still touching like this means I'm still here.”

Kicho: “I see.”

Kicho: “Not bad, but that would turn your cheeks red, too.”

Mai: “Mnn...”

I accepted his kiss this time as he stroked my already hot cheek.

(My heart is pounding like crazy, and my whole body is on fire.)

(This also makes me feel I’m still very much alive.)

Eventually, when our lips parted, a silvery thread glowed deliciously.

Mai: “Kicho...”

Kicho: "I take back what I said earlier. If you want to make yourself red by kissing me, fine."

Kicho: "Now you know a new method. Next time, don't pinch your cheeks again."

Mai: "Okay, I promise."

(He scolded me just because I hurt myself.)

(That's how much he cares about me.)

The depths of my chest gradually warmed up.

(Still, we can't just sit still.)

Mai: "Um, Kicho? What on earth should we do now?"

Kicho: "Well, we need to meet up with my men first."

Kicho: "Then we'll move you to a safe place and go to defuse the situation."

Mai: "What?"

Kicho: "Well, obviously. There's bound to be conflict."

Kicho: "I can't take you to that kind of place."

Mai: "That would slow you down, though."

Yesterday, all I could do was guide everyone through the chaotic town so they could evacuate because I was powerless to stand up to those with weapons, let alone stop the conflict in Japan.

But even though I knew this in my head, my heart couldn't catch up.

(Even if it's Kicho, this is still too much for him.)

(There's still Motonari and the weapons circulating throughout Japan.)

Mai: "Oh!"

(If it's him, I'm sure...)

Mai: "Kicho. I know someone who might take our side."

Kicho: “Who?”

Mai: “Kennyo.”

Kicho: “You met him?”

Mai: “Yes. I was supposed to be a hostage, but he saved me.”

Mai: “And then...”

------------Flashback------------

Mai: “Are you going to stop the riots?”

Mai: “This could be your chance to get revenge, you know?”

Kennyo: “Are you really saying that to me?”

Kennyo: “There are just too many of them to take to hell. That’s all.”

---------Flashback Ends---------

Mai: “He was trying to contain the riots in the same way.”

Mai: “If he has the same goal as us, we should cooperate.”

Kicho: “I see. You’re right.”

Kicho: “Do you know where he is?”

Mai: “He’s probably at the branch castle on the outskirts of town right now.”

Kicho: “I see. Then we’ll change our plan and head for Kennyo’s place first.”

Kicho: “Things will start moving at once when night falls. Before that happens, we should talk to him.”

Kicho: “Will you go with me?”

Mai: “Eh? I can go with you?”

Kicho: “Yeah, because there’s something only you can do.”

Kicho: “You have the most important role in this meeting.”

Mai: “Okay!”

(I honestly don’t know what my role is, but whatever it is, I’ll do my best.)

I rode with him through the darkness of the forest on horseback.

Kicho: "The branch castle should be at the end of this road."

Mai: "Okay!"

(I hope he's still nearby.)

As I prayed in my heart and strained my eyes to see even a tiny light, something suddenly glinted at the corner of my eye.

Mai: "Kicho, look out!"

Kicho: "----!"

He pulled the reins, and a person, dressed in black, jumped out of the trees and pointed a sword at us.

(Enemy attack!?)

Man: "Who are you?

Kicho: "My name's Kicho."

Kicho: "You must be Kennyo's man based on your outfit."

(Kennyo's?)

I looked closer and saw that it was indeed similar to the one worn by his disciples.

(If his disciple is here, that means...)

Kicho: "I need to talk to Kennyo. Can you show me the way?"

Disciple: "What do you want to talk about?"

Disciple: "You're the mastermind behind those riots. Are you here to take our heads off?"

Kicho: "I'm indeed the mastermind, but that's not what I'm here for."

Disciple: "Do you really expect me to believe that!? I won't let you meet him."

Mai: "W-Wait! Please put your weapon down."

Mai: "We really一"

Disciple: "Shut up. I won’t tolerate this!"

Mai: "Ah!"

As soon as the man swung his sword toward us, I heard the sound of a bell.

Kennyo: "Wait."

Disciple: "Ah…”

Mai: “Kennyo!”

Kennyo, who suddenly appeared and intervened, gently narrowed his eyes at the surprised disciple.

Kennyo: "Thanks for patrolling so late."

Kennyo: "You look tired. Find someone else to take your place and get some rest."

Disciple: "But..."

Kennyo: "Don't worry. I can judge for myself if he's a worthy guest or not."

Disciple: "I understand."

His disciple bowed deeply, picked up his sword, and strode away.

After seeing him off, Kennyo turned to us.

Kennyo: "Mai. I see you're safe."

Mai: "Yes. I'm glad to see you're safe, too."

Kennyo: "You're glad, huh?"

Kennyo: "We've already subdued the rioters and recovered their weapons."

Kennyo: "Looks like you got what you came for too."

Kennyo looked at me, then at Kicho.

Kennyo: “Then, Kicho. What do you want from me?”

Kicho: “We need your help.”

Kennyo: “Just so you know, I don’t agree with what you and Motonari are trying to achieve.”

Kicho: “Yeah, I know that. That’s why I’m here.”

Kennyo: “I see.”

Kennyo: “Mai, looks like you knocked some sense into him.”

Kennyo smiled a little sadly but soon returned to his original expression.

Kennyo: “I understand. If we have the same goal, let’s join forces.”

Kennyo: “I see no problem with Kicho’s army and our army fighting together.”

Mai: “Thank you!”

(I’m glad he agreed. Now...)

Kicho: “No, it’s not like that.”

Kennyo: “What?”

Mai: “What do you mean?”

Kicho: “You told me earlier that if other people share the same goal as us, we should work together.”

Mai: “Yes, I did.”

(Isn’t that why we’re here?)

Kicho: “There are others who have the same goal. And they have more troops with them.”

Kicho: “Perhaps they have already come to this area.”

Mai: "Don't tell me...!"

Kicho: "I'm joining forces with Nobunaga. That's what I came here for."

Kennyo: "With Nobunaga?"

Mai: "Um, wait a minute!"

Mai: "I can understand why you'd join forces with the Oda army, given their numbers, but why Kennyo?"

Kicho: "If he's planning revenge, he would've already sent one or two of his spies to him."

Kicho: "I'm sure they have some information about his movements."

Kennyo: "You mean you want me to give you that information?"

Kicho: "That's right. I could join my men and have them investigate Nobunaga's whereabouts, but it's almost dawn."

Kicho: "I don't have time to waste."

Kennyo: "But..."

???: "Lord Kennyo, I'll guide them."

Kennyo: "-----!"

The scent of flowers suddenly wafted through the air as someone with grayish-pink hair appeared among the trees.

Mai: "Ranmaru!?"

Ranmaru: "Good evening, Lady Mai."

Mai: "Good evening…wait, no! What are you doing here!?"

Kicho: "You know each other? So that means you're the spy hiding under the Oda army."

Ranmaru: "That's right. I heard you're clever, but I didn't expect it to be true."

Ranmaru: "Good thing I joined the Oda forces after you left."

(I can't believe Ranmaru is a spy.)

(Wait, no. From Kicho's point of view, Keiji and I were probably the same.)

(This is probably normal in the Sengoku period.)

Kennyo: "Ranmaru. Why are you here?"

Ranmaru: "I'm sorry for being selfish, but I thought I should get in on this conversation."

Ranmaru: "He started a riot in which he was prepared to turn his former comrades against him, and now he's trying to stop it."

Ranmaru: "I don't know what happened before that, but..."

Ranmaru glanced at me and quickly returned his gaze to Kennyo.

Ranmaru: "At least he didn't change his mind because of something so trivial."

Ranmaru: "Also, if this is something we have to stop, I can't just ignore it."

Kennyo: "............"

Kennyo: "Okay. I'll give you the info."

Mai: "Are you sure!?"

Kennyo: "Yeah, but I don't completely trust you guys."

Kennyo: "I'll go with you to make sure you don't reveal Ranmaru's identity."

Kicho: "What? Does that mean that you'll also join forces with Nobunaga?"

Ranmaru: "Lord Kennyo! That's dangerous."

Kennyo: "It's fine. I'll attend the meeting, that's all."

Kennyo: "Besides, anyone who can vouch for our lives will be there."

Mai: "-----! "

All eyes turned to me.

(I see. This is what only I can do.)

It's not easy to move people's feelings with a single word, much less exchange words without pointing a weapon at each other.

But if there's someone out there who still has hope, there's no need to hesitate.

Mai: "I understand. I'll be your hostage."

A moment later一

Oda soldier: "Lord Nobunaga!"

Oda soldier: "Ranmaru, who was on patrol, has just returned."

Nobunaga: "I see."

Nobunaga: "Why didn't he come here directly?"

Oda soldier: "It looks like he ran into Kicho and Kennyo, who took Lady Mai hostage."

Oda soldier: "They demanded a meeting, so they came together."

Nobunaga: "Oh?"

Oda soldier: "Lord Nobunaga, this must be some kind of trap."

Oda soldier: "We should keep Lady Mai safe while they一"

Nobunaga: "No. Gather the others and set up a meeting place immediately as requested."

Nobunaga: "Until I give the signal, you are not to interfere in any way."

Oda soldier: "Yes, sir."

Nobunaga: "I never thought she would bring that man back to me."

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[5eraphim]

The Emperor and The Tower for yandere Scout please! ))

Lin to the original yandere tarot cards post!

The Moon - Is this yandere sensitive to what their darling says or does? If not, why don't they care? 

He cares greatly. No matter how hard he wants to come off as a "tough" or "cool" guy, he simply isn't. External validation means so much to Scout. He wants your undivided attention, praise, and approval. He wants it all. Considering Scout believes he's had to fight harder than anyone to get recognition as the youngest and the "runt" of the litter, he still can't help but feel fiercely competitive around others in your life to be your #1. Though he's likely more than a little delusional that his feelings are reciprocated, he genuinely thinks you're playing hard to get by turning him down. (Low-key considers it's all the more fun to "work" for your love and might even believe this is all some game between the two of you.)

The Devil - What taboo things would this yandere do to their darling? 

Scout is utterly terrified of losing you. The idea of being left all alone after you chose someone else over him equally scares and infuriates him. If it came down to it, he wouldn't hesitate to use the threat of, or in extreme cases, enact physical violence against you to keep you loyal to him above anyone else. Or at least to keep you from leaving. While he knows this isn't going to make you like him any more, he does derive pleasure in knowing he can restrain you like this. Feeling powerful, in control. Furthermore, if Scout were to find out you were planning on leaving him for another guy, he wouldn't hesitate to use violence to exterminate or maim the opposition. He's not exactly the "psychological" type of yandere and doesn't bother much with trying to play mind games. Still, he might consider leaving the rival alive but in agony, knowing how much more it would hurt you seeing someone you care about barely clinging onto life, knowing how much more compliant you'll likely be, not wanting to test Scout knowing what his wrath could incur.

The Emperor - How much of their darling's life does this yandere dictate/want to dictate? 

Scout likely isn't concerned with controlling the details of your life so long as he knows you love him more than anyone else. So while he hates sharing your attention with others, how you spend your free time or alone time is your own business. Though he deals with separation anxiety and hates when you spend too much time away from him. 

The Tower - If this yandere saw their darling in danger, how would they respond/react? 

Run headfirst into the conflict to solve the problem himself. Scout knows his speed is his greatest asset, and he'd be wasting precious time standing around trying to think of some contrived plan before jumping into action. Nor would he try to be sneaky and gain the element of surprise. Instead, he'll be jumping in guns blazing if you're in danger, no questions asked. Scout's fiercely protective and would do anything to protect you, and specifically wants to be the one to save you. The boost to his ego is just a nice bonus. Also important to mention, he's not gonna leave your side until he's certain you're safe or after you've treated any injuries from the altercation. 

[arece]

Hi Abby, I realy like your stories, you are one of the reasons I decided to share my stories here too ♡ Could you give me some tips on how to write (and maybe share your thoughts on my story please)? I started with Hannibal, I think it is a good show for your dark fics too. Have a nice day ☆☆☆

I can’t even put into words how this makes me feel. For years i’ve had inspirations from other authors and little writers who have brought me to where I am today, to the choices of my career and what I’m studying in college. To be a small piece of that for someone else? Its honestly left me breathless in the most prettiest way.

Now, what I’ll say might not be what you’re looking for, but its the truth for a lot. A cliché because that’s how they work. Writing is a craft, a craft you can only perfect in a way that’s personal, a way that’s yours. No one will be ever fully able to tell you how to write; but they can advise you on what might help guide you to write.

It’s taken me so long to reach where I am in my writing and even then I’m still not close to reaching my full potential, I never will, really. With each piece you write, no matter how long - even a simple sentence - you grow your craft, develop your writing. Any case, here’s some things i’ve realized so far in my short journey as a writer:

1. Probably most cliché of all: you’re already a writer. You’ve written a sentence? Congratulations, you’ve done what a writer does. Now, that’s not me putting down the hard work authors do to create their art, it’s the fact that you’ve tried. You put in effort, work, and love. That’s what a writer does.

2. Writers block will always happen, no one’s able to avoid it, it will happen to you. Now, there’s no concrete solution to get rid of it, even as i’m typing this I’m fighting a large writers block. This is because there’s so many possible causes that lead to you’re writers block. However you can attempt to treat it, little things to make it less harsh. Go back to your roots, what brought you to loving writing in the first place.

- Share your work with people you love.

- Play music that just hits, that makes you want to write something based on it.

- Watch your favorite movies and tv shows.

- Most important, don’t force it, don’t make yourself lose your love for writing, it’s okay to take a break and give yourself the space you need to write again.

3. Never pressure yourself, if you’ve noticed something is pressuring you with writing, immediately take a step back. Writing is supposed to be a safe space, a creative outlet. Don’t let whatever is pressuring you to destroy that peace.

4. Never let online posting scare you out of sharing your work. At the end of the day that piece of writing is yours. It’s your baby, your pride, and never let someone ruin it for you. Don’t let interaction discourage you, because one loving person who’s thoroughly enjoying your writing is better than thousands of empty likes, and sometimes that one person ends up being you. If you need to, think of your online postings as an archive, a place to keep your precious artwork.

5. Your writings gonna change, it will never stay the same, don’t let that scare you. The change can happen fast and for different reasons, but it’s a good thing, I promise. It means you’re learning, growing. The change can happen especially fast when you’re getting used to posting online when it’s something new for you. While I was writing Heart to Heart I would go back to the first chapter after each new chapter - kinda a bad thing for me, it scared me seeing how different it was, it made me feel inconsistent when in reality I was growing into my writing.

6. There’s no one way to write or to make yourself write. This is one part no one can truly guide you on, it’s something you mess around with to find what works for you. Maybe you like to be messy, spur of the moment. Maybe you’re more neat, consistent. While writing Heart to Heart? I was a mess. I had a single notebook dedicated it, scribbled with useless notes and ideas, some even written sideways on the page - I didn’t even use half the ideas because they contradicted other points! Sometimes you might just need a space to throw your ideas even if they’re a weird garbled mess, just to get it out there to organize at a later date.

7. Don’t be afraid to leave stuff out, you don’t have to use every single idea, sometimes they just don’t work with that particular piece. Save it for a rainy day.

8. Don’t be afraid to move on. As you grow as a writer you also grow away from your routes and interests. This one can be the hardest, you will lose some readers and that’s okay, hopefully they’ll find what they need from a different writer as you gain new ones. It’s better you let it go when you’ve given it your best than to hold on and ruin a relic of something you once loved. (i’m sorry my john wick readers)

Your writing is beautiful, I was so excited to read it that I read over it twice while I was on the bus to work, haha. Please, keep posting, whatever type of content it maybe, as long as you enjoy doing it. I’ve followed you because I’m excited to watch you grow as a writer, excited that I’ve found someone who has a passion. Reach out for any and everything, I want to be there for it all, even if it’s something as minor as editing! I’m sorry this is so long, I got carried away haha. Welcome to posting and may you have the greatest time!

- Abby <3

[froggycreekfarm]

**Tap tap** Hi?

It’s been forever. I kind of ragequit after my last post that I’d spent 1000 hours typing and editing and adding photos to got eaten and the idea of trying to recreate that masterpiece was beyond my abilities.

I’ve still lurked. Just scared of getting burned again by the post editing god of chaos and mischief.

It’s gearing up toward gardening time again. I am a mother of baby chickens. I have successfully planted seedlings that are growing and thriving and actually look like real plants that seem like they will live when we are out of our frost dates and not wispy, sickly-looking microgreen sprouts that will whither and die the second sun touches their precious foliage. I started a “normal” blog (one that my oppressively normal in-laws know about and read and talk to me about irl), that is fun to occasionally maintain but isn’t weird enough for me to be excited to write more often? I don’t know, but my Impostor Syndrome flares up hard when I post on that blog because I feel like more of a projection of me pretending to be normal than actual me.

It’s, like… respectable or something. I’ve never been respectable. I don’t know what to do with my hands. I’m not providing a link to it in this post because I want to express myself here and not feel like I’m shilling for clicks or something. If you’re curious, it’s not hard to figure out if you look at my username.

The asparagus and rhubarb are growing. The Asian pear, apple, and cherry trees are blooming. My peach trees are showing signs of life. Soon—very, very soon—we’ll be spending our days in the garden, and moving the baby chicks into their coop, and watching things grow (and hopefully flourish). Soon—very, very soon—my muscles and bones will ache and my nails will be stained with soil from the work I’ll be doing expanding our growing area, filling raised beds, and planting over a hundred asparagus crowns. It’s gonna be awesome.

For now, my life is baby chickens and waiting for a warm and non-rainy day for them to have their first outdoor adventure. They’re outrageously cute and funny.

All that being said, I just really want to be weird on the internet again. Provided this stupid app doesn’t do stupid shit like losing a post again, I’m hoping that I can get my weirdness fix here.

Btw… it’s not lost on me how fucking normal this post is and that I am referencing some future time that I will be weird but not actually be weird right now.

[dreamyangeldoll]

hi, its the one thats scared of their femininity. im happy you understand, but im also so sorry. cause it's confusing and no one should be mocked for how they choose to present/act.

for me the sense of wrongness is very ingrained in my character, cause growning up older woman always told me if i was too "girly", no one would take me seriously.

i want to wear frilly pink dresses and have all my stuffies on display, but i dont want to be infantalized or called immature.

i didnt spend all that money on a good education to be told "girly = dumb"

im just scared of being seen for what my interests seem to sterotype, and not for who i am.

and im not completely sure this is making sense since english is not my firat language but i tried :)

First of all, english isn’t my first language either and even if it was, I wouldn’t mind any mistakes (and your english seems great anyway!!) .

Second of all, the people who told you that growing up have simply portrayed their own insecurities and fears onto you just like someone probably did with them in the past. I understand why you’re worried, other people’s opinions (or more so the fear of potential opinions) are what’s keeping me from doing a lot of things. Things like that can be a real barrier in terms of expressing yourself. I could write a whole essay on that because I completely get it but I’m gonna try to keep it as short as possible: you are not defined by what you wear (unless that’s what you want). At least not entirely because back when I went to school wearing those types of clothes, that did say one thing about me: I finally got over that one specific fear and just did what I wanted to do in that regard and that was great. So let me reword that…wearing stuff like that will not define you in any negative way?

To be fair, I had already been the very opposite of popular before I did that so maybe that’s why it was a bit easier for me…not like I had anything to lose lol. However, I should’ve done it regardless of my popularity!! You’re precious, you’re smart, you’re all the good things you wanna be and the color or style of your clothes will not change that. I know you should never do stuff for others, you’re not in this world to prove people wrong but if you’re scared that’s what they’re gonna think, might as well show them that your clothes have absolutely nothing to do with what you’re capable of. I know that’s not the perfect motivation but I just want you to be happy. When I started going to uni, I stopped wearing any sort of cutesie clothes outside, too. My style had changed a lot but I was also told that wearing that stuff to university would not look great. I was super annoyed because WHY would people care about what I wear, it’s none of their business. Lollll, I said I’d keep it short, idek where I’m going with this, I just hope you’ll figure out what would make you the happiest and will be able to do just that. <3 also, feel free to dm me (if you’re comfortable with that), I’m here for u!!

[smollilbaby]

THOUGHTS

Thoughts? Yes, thats right. I have my thoughts too. I would be lying if i said that i dont overthink or maybe thinking about something that i prolly shouldnt have. We're both humans and we're all have feelings too.

Things have been going great for us, even tho we did argue at times, but thats love. You know baby, im happy. Im truly am. But do you ever, sometimes just stare into space, thinking about anything or everything that is going on in your life? Cause baby i do. Im not sure what or why, but right now, im thinking. Im literally thinking about everything. Im thinking about life, you and myself. I dont know why but im scared. Im scared of what the future might bring me into. Im scared of losing you and im even more scared of losing myself. Is that normal? or am i missing you too much that i think a lot ? or im just exaggerating?

But i know for sure, im scared of losing you. You know, the past years, whenever i feel happy, theres always something that is going to hit me with sadness, i just dont know why but with you, it felt different. Before this, i was afraid to be happy cause eventually its going to be sad or even angry for that particular day that im happy. But with you, everything seems to be in places. My happy days stays as happy days and its just miracle how you made it.

My point being is, I barely feels the fear of losing you. Its like im confident that you're mine to hold forever no matter what happens. Its not that im not afraid of losing you, its just that you gave me the reason not to overthink about my fear. I dont know how u did it, but i really feel that way, to be honest.

Am i too confident or im just avoiding myself to feel that fear? Or am i genuinely in love with you thats the chances of losing you is super low cause we love with each other?

Even when im confident, deep down in my heart, my fear of losing you grows. As much as my love grows for you, my fear of losing you grows too. I may not say it or show that im scared, but deep down, i know that im scared. People do change, even feelings too. I dont know what you feel inside, but i hope you feels the same way like i do. I could only hope, but truly, i wouldnt know and that makes me scared sometimes.

Probably its just another day of nonsensical thoughts of mine running through my mind. Is it because i miss you too much? I love you too much? Sayang, i know you love me on my good days, but please love me on my bad days as well. Im scared. Im scared of losing you. Just the thoughts of it breaks my heart. I could never imagine my life without you. You've been everything to me and always has been. Iloveyousomuch that i need you forever ᡣ𐭩

Are you happy being with me? Is my love enough for you to keep us strong? Are you going to give up on me when you're tired? My thoughts at times. Maybe i need assurance. Or maybe i need to close my eyes and sleep. Just maybe.

Sayang, you need to know that iloveyou ᡣ𐭩 Iloveyousomuch that my thoughts is crazy sometimes. You showered me with loads of loves, you pampered me like a baby and i know you loves me, i could feel it, truly. Are you scared of losing me? Do i deserve you? Do u ever feel like leaving me?

The more i type these, the more thoughts is coming along..

As for me, im not sure what are your thoughts are when u overthinks, but heres a little something for you.

My precious baby, 1 important thing that you need to know is that I would never leave you and i would never cheat on you. I can really assure you that, i promise. I am totally in love with you. Theres no other girls that deserve a special place in my heart other than you, sayang ᡣ𐭩 Im treasuring every moments with you. I've learned from my past mistakes and im never leaving you go. You're mine to hold, now and forever. You may be a pain in the ass sometimes but i will never get tired of you. I'd love to see your face when we videocalls, your voices and ofcourse your smiles. At the end of the day, you're the girl that i've been dreaming of and i've got you and im thankful for that. With you in my life, im truly happy. You colours my life and you made me the happiest. I know how to be happy and to love because of you. You deserve every bits of me and mylove, you're worth it. I couldnt ask for more, you're more than enough for me and for yourself ᡣ𐭩ᡣ𐭩

Thank you for everything you've done for me and for us ᡣ𐭩 I really appreciates you and baby, iloveyousomuch! ᡣ𐭩ᡣ𐭩

[rocknrollpourlavie]

Want to ruffle some feathers? 

Love yourself unapologetically. 

Love your one precious life.

Don't apologize to others for Blessings that are yours and not theirs

Its natural to love life.

Happiness is the most natural state.

Negativity is totally unnatural and should not be permitted to remain in your head or heart for very long.

I want you to stay in & remember your power so much...it scares you. 

I want you to challenge yourself to do something you once considered impossible.

Love Your One Life & Love Who You Are.

Confront that feeling to deny joy, with an assured power of resistance.

Loving yourself deeply & truly is an act of defiance against every situation or person dead or alive, who ever caused you to feel like you weren’t worthy of being loved, that made you feel afraid to smile, who made you feel like you didn’t belong, that made you feel you weren’t good enough to be here or there, who made your smile disappear for a even a moment, who tried to limit your God given freedom to live and walk and speak and type, and especially anyone who tries to control where you walk into or walk out of, when they have no right. Please remember, you always have control over your emotions, over yourself. Decide whose words have weight, decide what will affect you the moment its happening. Never give over control of yourself and your emotional state to another human being. Fight to keep your Joy and peace, without any anger behind it. Let the past and negative dust die. Having the courage & the strength to love yourself anyways, to believe you are enough as you are, despite their words and actions is one of your greatest achievements. Because Jehovah Loves You, You Love You. Please never seek and search for love in the places where you lost it & where its not reciprocated. Recognize an unsafe place or person quickly and have the courage to turn your back & walk away in silence with your chin held high, without anger, with peace in your soul knowing you haven’t lost and cannot lose. Maintaining your peace in an unpeaceful world is an act of defiance, against everything and every person dead or alive that ever tries in the future or has tried to disturb the fires of peace and joy that burn in your heart. I say Maintain with intention because our enemy will try to blow your fire out. Do not under any circumstances allow him. Keep that fire burning in you and never let it be extinguished. Be happy, stay Happy, anyways. Be peaceful, anyways. Love God & your friends & family online and off with reckless abandon, anyways. Say what you feel, anyways. Contiune spreading love and positivity, anyways. Speak & say what you feel without second guessing yourself, anyways. There are people who cant understand light and joy and who will try to extinguish your fire never allow them to. Resist. Not even for a moment, even in your weakest moment, when the fire is starting to dwindle, forget the fire is still there. They dont want you to, but be peaceful and happy and joyful anyways. Don't seek the sweetness of Revenge, that's Jehovah's thing, but seek the sweetness of, I beg you please with no anger behind it, maintaining that beautiful smile in your heart anyways & always. Heres to Le Dolce Vita as an act of Defiance. Forever & Always. - <3 Joan