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the thing about having a radical butchformation (like transformation but. butch.) is that people are starting to perceive me as a trans man and someone at the coffee shop i go to told me that they respect the LGBT but that boys trying to be girls and girls trying to be boys is too far and then she added that i'll always be a girl no matter what. like thanks? but also kill yourself
#i live in new york this isn't supposed to happen... it was a stereotypical middle aged white woman terf with a cheetah bag too#i thought she was nice she was complimenting my david bowie shirt and talking about how influential he was until randomly did a 180#saying like his music is good but that a lot of those artists back then laid the groundwork for modern gender ideology????#and that lots of boys wanted to be girls because of david bowie... omg????#at that point i was just waiting for my order and like haha... yep...#i gotta reiterate i'm USED to have conversations with older people. because i always wear bruce springsteen david bowie ramones etc shirts#the amount of times middle aged people come up to me in coffee stores like this is a NORMAL occurance and i always engage bc i love people#but this caught me way too off guard
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my favorite semi-official and somehow not overly indulgent Dadzuya moment is in the tekken comic where he saves Jin once (1) and aknowledges him as his son/a member of his family in the same breath
#he calls him son quite a lot too in that comic. and it caught me off-guard bc kaz never really aknowledges jin as his son usually#never calls him his son too. so yeah this comic has about the most positive kaz&jin interaction achievable#and Ill be damned if I dont rotate it/this scenario happening again in different ways in me mind#tagging later#tekken
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𝙉𝙞𝙘𝙠'𝙨 𝙌𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙚 𝙂𝙪𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝘾𝙪𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙧 𝙎𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙞𝙘𝙚 » 𝙊𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙁𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙀𝙥. 𝟭
#only friends the series#nickboston#ofts#mark pakin#neo trai#my gifs#he's crazy for all of this btw#I find it interesting bc while Boston thought Nick was cute I think he was def weirded out by this#or caught off guard I guess (for good reason)#and at first he almost seems to be resigning himself to like. okay he wants this from me. not to say he didn’t wanna hook up too but#he wasn’t looking for it at that very moment#but then you can see where Boston turns on the flirting energy like alright sure thing#and I almost feel like he decided to make that switch bc of how hopeful (and scared) Nick looks#or because it seems like the easiest way out of an otherwise awkward situation. plus again#he thinks Nick is cute so what’s the loss
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so my sister finally bought me legends arceus
#you can tell im having a karra-blast#LAUGH.NOW.#OK BUT THAT ALPHA SLIGGOO CAUGHT ME OFF GUARD BUT I LOVE HER AND HER NAME IS GUMMY.#expect some more content soon! im just getting my final school work outta the way to be able to draw more#hope im not TOO late to the fandom. officially.#i swear i feel like every single second the pla fandom is dying and i feel like sobbing#pokemon#pkmn#pokemon legends arceus#legends arceus#pla#akari#akari pokemon#trainer akari#sliggoo#i like how sliggoo doesnt rlly have eyes or ears so it uses its lil antennas to hear and stuff#kinda sad how it sorta de-evolved but its still cute#the core art tag
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#the disbelieving noise I let out by accident when I read this because I was so caught off guard and so fucking called out by this#its so fucking embarrassing. I always imagine being way more chill and normal about it but lets be real this is 1000% what I’d be like too#izzy hands#our flag means death#ofmd#me posting
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SUPER DARK TIMES (2017) DIR KEVIN PHILLIPS
#tragically had to skip the 'are you afraid of me' exchange i love at the start bc. this scene is Long#super dark times#josh templeton#zach taylor#sam edits#btw i'm firmly in the 'Josh didn't kill John' camp. bc to me THIS scene is the point that... makes the most sense as Josh's breaking point/#'villain turn' if that's what you'd want to call it. because this is really when Josh... sort of 'officially' loses Zach. from early on in#the movie it becomes clear how much Zach is like... an anchor for him—the way Josh is just fucking *chanting* his name in distress during#the Daryl accident. The way Josh begs Zach to believe him that it was an accident. The way Josh turns to Zach for answers/clarity/direction#Like even if we want to take a cynical approach and think of it as Josh just latching onto Zach in the Daryl situation because he was There#rather than that being an established thing w/ them... in the aftermath of that same incident Josh is still looking to/depending on him!#Josh self isolates at first... but after they talk & Zach tells him they shouldn't act weird Josh goes back to school. (yes#he lashes out there because He's Dealing With The Crushing Guilt but *all* of 'em are acting off then—Charlie specifically calls attention#to the idea they all probably are) Josh goes to the party just like Zach said they should and is *visibly confused* when Zach seems mad to#see him there. He goes to Zach's house to talk and you can SEE how caught off guard he is by what Zach says. Even though the script version#of this scene is VERY different from the final version I do think this one bit of description from it is... insightful: 'Josh seems sincere#almost vulnerable. But Zach is too focused to see it.' LIKE in this scene Zach is already convinced Josh has lost it! He's trying to act#more neutral about it (claiming they could just 'draw a line') but we saw his phone call with Charlie. Because of his own guilt-fueled#paranoia—something shown pretty clearly through the assorted dream sequences and like tht scene of him walking in the hall hearing people#gossip about Daryl—it seems like everything lines up too well! that '*of course* it's Josh and what if it's *been* Josh all along and well#then the role *I* played in the situation really isn't *my* fault because it was all *Josh* and...' etc. even if that's more subconscious#But like... this scene is really when it hits Josh! from the moment he asks if Zach's afraid of him now like... there's a shift. although#Zach says he isn't... i mean he fucking stumbles on the word 'afraid' (like... he hangs on the 'f' sound a moment too long to sound natural#its very subtle but like Noticeable). But Josh sees right through him. Zach doesn't trust him anymore. Zach thinks he's the bad guy. the#monster. Josh feeling like he lost the last person he had in his corner feels like the most realistic thing to... push him over the#edge. like that's a compelling tragedy to me—the idea that these two poorly coping with the Daryl situation in these separated ways where#they *aren't* talking/communicating ends up CREATING the feedback loop that makes everything get worse and worse.#But for that to be the case... it wouldn't make sense for Josh to have just randomly killed John before this scene. I think it's a more#interesting story if certain things really ARE just coincidences but it's that Zach's paranoia won't let him see that 🤷
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Phil: I always love hearing about like, different stories -- especially from the teachers in the chat -- where like, a student or like just a member of the school has some form of like, Techno merch or like, does something that is clearly a Techno reference.
I just love that.
It’s ‘cuz like -- exactly what I was hoping to happen is happening, where people are just keeping his memory alive. Whether it’s through wearing, you know, his merch and stuff, or still supporting him through doing like, you know, just talking about him or making like their art piece about him, stuff like that. It’s very cool.
Technoblade truly never dies, if everyone just keeps f**king talking about him. [Laughs] If everyone just keeps referencing him, which is very easy to do because he was incredibly funny. He has a lot of referenceable quotes and sayings.
#Technoblade#Philza#Emerald Duo#Phil plays Hardcore#Phil#In my culture (or at least; the way I was taught) grief is navigated through storytelling#you keep a person's memory alive by sharing their stories#American culture -- at least the part where I've lived -- seems to try and enforce the idea that grief is silent#that it's meant to be quiet and dealt with privately#which is. a very unhealthy thing#That being said; in the past I've hesitated sharing clips about Phil talking about this stuff#because grief IS personal and it felt inappropriate to share#even if hearing him talk about it made me feel better#but Phil's right. it's part of the storytelling. it's part of the legacy#I remember a few weeks ago one of my little cousins was talking about Youtube videos he's been watching#and he mentioned Technoblade and I froze up#because it caught me so off-guard. and he's obviously way too young to know what happened#But I sat down and I talked with him about Techno and told him stories I knew#And I told him about the whole ''Blood for the Blood God'' thing and ''Technoblade Never Dies''#And it was really nice#It was nice to see a new generation discovering him and his stuff.#Sometimes stories are all we have#But Techno's legacy is cemented in our minds and it's available for almost anyone to stumble upon it#I've cried so much for Techno and I know that grief will never go away#but grief is a form of love too
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#congrats big honey!!#sorry but the way the passes match up perfectly makes me emotional#it caught me so off guard i started tearing up lmao#also tbh these records are so difficult for my dumb brain to fathom so i don't really care about them too much#i just wanted this video on my blog because it rules#nikola jokic#denver nuggets
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#no one’s gonna pick date but god that’d be a funny option#he’d be supportive but also would be so caught off guard and so uneducated on the topic he’d say just. the stupidest shit#and you KNOW kiryu would just say it out of the fucking blue. date would probably drop a glass or something behind the counter. whiplash#anyway honestly it’s always been hard for me to pick between haruka and daigo- haruka obviously is the number one most important person to#him and if he’s gonna be that vulnerable with anyone it’s most likely gonna be her#HOWEVER. if he (miraculously) picked up on daigo never having an interest in women and having at least one close male companion that was a#liiiiitttttle too close to be Just a companion#then daigo has an advantage because. i mean. it’d guarantee the person he’d admitting this too wouldn’t judge him for it#and would have- amusingly enough- more experience in the area than kiryu himself thus the possibility for advice/reassurance#which is such an interesting conceptual conversation that I started writing it. maybe one day I’ll finish it……….#I think the only way he’d come out ti majima first would be completely on accident / incidentally#like. getting drunk with him and laughing about whatever havin a good time and after a waitress or whoever hits on kiryu majima says like#‘you know- I’ve known you for like 30 years and I don’t think I’ve ever seen you return the favor when a gal flirts with ya- so what kinda#gals ARE you into–‘ ‘I don’t think I’ve ever really been into any women. ………. ah.’#anyway that’s just one thought#anyway have fun with this#kiryu#kazuma kiryu#yakuza#rambling#polls
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I keep forgetting about how people actually use pronouns for me instead of just referring to me by name. Like sometimes id get she/her'd or they/them'd and it always feels so trippy because i have never been called that in my head!!!! Its always just been 'Dude' 'You' 'Man' 'Me' 'Girl' and 'He' but idk. I feel like id get tripped out if i start going by he/him too.
#If you're wondering what pronouns to use for me; Um. I unno. Do whatever.#this isn't a huge deal or anything im just not used to being noticed#Unless its by maprron hi maprron <333 Sorry i havent been active much 😭#nillas#i feel like id be DOUBLY confused if i get he/himd because ive only seen someone do it once but that was years ago 💔#Like with She/Her id understand because i am a girl. thing . and my profile picture and stuff are usually girls (See: My Blog.)#and with they/them id also get it because youre probably just not sure about my pronouns or smth#he/him... yeah.... but id be flattered depending on the mood and if i remember I have pronouns that day#Idk!!! Why is this so confusing !!! I NEED IRON IN MY BLOOD!!!#ok wait honestly. I get weirded out about my name too. But again i think its just because im not used to attention.#i used to let people call me my real name online but the Nia and Vanillas was more popular also it feels weird now#you dont know me irl!!!#thats a name exclusively used for irl contexts!!!! Not online!!!!!#also someone called me 'Menzu' once back when i was still masquerading as Menzu_kosui on Insta shsvhsvjs#IT CAUGHT ME SO OFF GUARD LIKE I KNOWWW I DIDN'T HAVE ANY OTHER NAMES THERE BUT ITS JUST A FANCIER WAY#OF SAYING ''MENS'' AND I GOT SO CONFUSED!! I love that person though I get it 😭 ty for that it stunned me but i Laugh#about it everytime it crosses my mind
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Delusional enough to believe that if stampede knives didn’t have his blade octopus things I could curbstomp him.
#soley by insulting him too may I add#calling him a little bitch baby and a pathetic loser#and then wacking him with a metal pipe when he’s caught off guard#this is also specifically stampede knives because he’s a lame loser#trimax no way. no fuckin way. 98? perhaps but he’d bite me because he’s a rabid dog of a man#trigun#trigun stampede#millions knives
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no fear
roman’s voicemail to logan & its possible implications never being brought up again, directly or indirectly
one fear
#like i DOUBT it. that interview just… kinda caught me off guard there.#maybe i’m reading too much into it lol i probably am bc there’s no way something like that has no bearing on roman going forward lol#like succession would not do that. that just would not make sense from a human standpoint#…right?#succession#roman roy#too lazy yo actually make the meme sorry#succession spoilers
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holy shit holy shit i fucking loooove your art style oh my godhdjfbdgdhsbdvdhd
CRYINGF THANK YOU?1??1?1?
#THIS CAUGHT ME OFF GUARD I WASNT EXPECTING THIS ALL OF THE SUDDEN#THANK UOU SO MUCH?1??1?2?2?#I’m being spoiled you guys have been way too nice to me#ask#benny yippees
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Forgot that i promised to show random things as filler a bit ago. Oops!
Can't think of anything else to post, so...
Behold, the (mostly) catdog shelf on my desk! Full o' random stuff!
It's not normally this organized, in all honesty. But dang it looks cool when it is.
#The two catdog books I found at a thrift shop one day basically out of nowhere#Finding them caught me so off guard in a /pos way.#One of the books had a few tears and a hole(?) in it but WOOOOOOOOO#Also that bluey walking leaf I felted is there too. Should probably show that later it's absolutely adorable and I love it so much#Behold! My cringe shelf! ( This is what I call it sorry that's the first nickname a few months ago thought of )
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Just wanted to call all of you out and say you did not warn me of the depression I would experience from The Walking Dead season eight, episode nine, HONOR.
“SOMETIMES KIDS HAVE TO SHOW THEIR PARENTS THE WAY.”
WHEN HE PUT HIM AND JUDITH’S HANDPRINTS ON THE PORCH.
THE HAT.
THE LETTERS.
“YOURE MY BEST FRIEND, MICHONNE” + “AND YOURE MINE. YOURE MINE.”
WHEN RICK SAID “I LOVE YOU SO MUCH” AND IT CAME OUT AS A GASP HE COULD BARELY SPEAK.
THE WAY BOTH RICK AND MICHONNE JUMPED WHEN THEY HEARD THE GUN SOUND OFF?
I am not well and haven’t been since Wednesday. 😀
#😫????????????#writella watches the walking dead#i was vague but also not so#the Walking dead season 8 spoilers#also the way Michonne repeats you’re mine will forever hurt me this new world brought her another baby boy and then that happened… okay 😭#everyone always speaks of Glenn’s death so even though it was gruesome I knew it was coming and I was spoiled for this too but I didn’t#know when or how so that really caught be off guard#totally fine though#🤡
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AA 6-5 spoilers under cut
not to liveblog or whatever but I feel like I’ve been shot help
#WHAT#HELLO#becoming an ice cold bitch at the flick of a switch (heh that rhymed) is genetic I guess#this caught me way off guard it’s going to take me like a week to recover#ema. EMA ;;-;-;-;;- EMA ARE YOU MAD AT ME;-;-;#I would not last 5 seconds as a lawyer irl#loz rambles#im not main tagging it’s too pathetic
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