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Doing a base check on N&A and I checked the dino finder and there was finally a 150 male giga up! Ran out to find him, he was all by himself just waiting for me so I got him. \o/
He has much better melee than Terra, though she still has better health. Gonna breed some imprinted babies so whenever we feel like hitting Extinction here we'll have some heavy-hitters ready. \o/
We've lost steam on Aras, might even pack up and go back to the Island until full transfers open up. We can bring the new stuff back with us so I can work on breeding in the meantime, and it will be a lot nicer when we can bring our good gear/tames over.
I've also started on single-player and I have a small start on my base, though I'll need some gatherers for what I have in mind. Gonna try to get an argy first, it'll be really nice to just take stuff home to tame. >.>
#ark survival ascended#ark n&a cluster#got one egg already and it got a melee mutation XD#so that's possibly a good sign#want to get snow owls and doggos here so we'll get over there at some point#i just don't know when yet >.>#ark aras cluster#finally found a male doggo though he was a low level#so i'm still looking for more every now and then#we have the carchars here but i still want a male giga too#and i've been marking all the spots i've found them on the center#so that will make future searches easier >.>#kel has been playing other games mostly#and i'm still /really/ distracted by veilguard >.>#but we'll be back here eventually
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I've never posted anything about these 3 on here, but I recently got struck by the urge to draw some longstanding OCs of mine. Nell (human), Fallstreak (alien), and Bas (robot)
Nell is actually who Ember was based on, which is why they look so similar if anyone's curious
#We'll be back to your regularly scheduled BG3 content after this I swear#these three are from a comic I've been working on here and there for a few years#would like to make some real progress with it eventually but I've been sidetracked by fancomic stuff lmao#also can you tell I'm in my soft orangey-pink phase cause apparently it's my new favourite colour#ocs#oc: Nell#oc: Fallstreak#oc: Bas#The Rive#alien boyfriend
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(poking my head out from behind a tree like a skittish woodland critter) woah mama now who could this possibly be

this is florin and she's a dnd character (halfling druid) who has been through. a lot. and then through some funky magical mishaps she meets the smurfs and they help her regain her joy!!
#aaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH#can't believe i'm finally posting her. after ages. i'm NOT chickening out this time i WONT DO IT#(“ages” being like......... 2 weeks. WAIT YEAH ACTUALLY. TO THE DATE. I DREW THIS 2 WEEKS AGO TODAY)#i'm.. aughhhhhhhh this should not spook me as much as it doesss#whatever!! she's out in the world now i suppose#i love her :)#also......... she's bi. and that is all i will say on that matter for now 👀#drawing is lowkey unfinished cause i have not been bothered to go back and figure out what other equipment she carries. but yeah#it may happen eventually!!#not quite brave enough to tag the fandom yet so uuuuuuhhhhhh#oc stuff#oc + canon#dnd stuff#very undecided on whether or not i'll post original non-canon-connected dnd things on here or on my main. so we'll see if this tag gets use#florin tag#samposting#also. i admittedly don't know a whole lot about druids cause the only class i've played so far is bard....... but i'm doing my research lol
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it went fine yesterday btw :}
#Robin processes emotions on main#sometimes I freak out like a chihuahua and then actually have a good time. these things are typical in the life of ur local robin#we talked about our lives instead of our Interests and it was fine ! I think I did good. we commiserated about the post-college woes#I got re-reminded how rough my life is right now and cried a little but like in a good way. and I'll make it. we'll both make it#today I made a bucket list of churches to try (By Myself) and places to visit around town#(clutching my head staggering upright) did you guys know th.that childhood parentification can majorly mess you up#man do I need therapy. like. soon I think#also a steady job and my own apartment but let's not get ahead of ourselves. haha. sorry let me rephrase:#I'm GOING to get a job and move out eventually and it will be GOOD. and in the meantime I will make living here good too dangit#anyway so yeah I just forgot that this particular friend is good for Processing Life with instead of Enjoying Stories with#that was my issue last time.#although last time wasn't a Failure on my part. I was just exhausted and I Couldn't process life last time. no energy for that#I didn't feel safe enough to do that so all I had to fall back on was my interests and it just didn't click. such things happen#anyway I'm logging back out now but thank you everyone for the encouragement :') it really helped and I'm gonna keep on truckin'
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ignoring the fact that the new x men comics exist honestly every comic after fall of x has been fanfiction to me, old comics are peak i’m eating those up!
when it comes to x-men specifically i feel like i havent heard anything super good.... oops....
#snap chats#i think my favorite idea for comics is that everything beyond the og writers' stories is fanfiction#and now we all sit here and talk about which fanfic is the best which. i think thats technically true vjELKEJAL BUT ANYWAY#solo runs of charas: good shit !!! so ive heard. our girls are Girling and i love it#i also heard From The Ashes was good too... i think it was From The Ashes anyway..#when it comes to mainline x-men tho i hope things clean up eventually....#i believe they will again we refer to the Its So Over/We're So Back Chart it'll just take time... and effort JVLKEJa#they're really going such a ??? direction with the comics tho but we'll see i guess..
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For those rare few that follow me here on my personal Tumblr, you can have a sneak peek ahead of the big announcement over on Witch Vamp soon~






#just happened today~~#witch vamp is now married#lol#more pics to come but these are some of the quick ones we got today#whenever we get all the pro ones in (about a week from now) we'll pick out faves and make a big announcement post on witch vamp#this is indeed one of the things I've been alluding to with us being really busy & dealing with a lot during our break#it's been a little bit of a mess since May Preorder clothes got delayed in shipping and ended up arriving here RIGHT before wedding stuff#originally i thought we'd get through fulfilling those a good week or so before our break :[#but that sure didn't happen#anyways#everything will work out eventually!#we're gonna take 2 real days off now#and then get back to work#✌️
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for princess peach!!
🌟 - how is regression like for your f/o? (eg. agere/agedre or petre/petdre? which age range/pet?)
🐱 - how do they talk to you when regressed (if they talk)? do they call you any special name?
🖍️ - favourite activities to do together when they're regressed?
@i-put-the-s4p-in-s4pphic
Peachie!!! Thankyou so much for the ask!!! She's so so so baby coded to me <3
🌟 - What is regression like for your f/o?
Peach is very small when Regressed, toddling age at most. She's very calm and quiet, mostly enjoying tummy time and watching the people around her. She likes laying in the garden and being held.
🐱 - How do they talk to you when regressed? Do they call you any special name?
Peach never speaks while regressed, she hardly even babbles or cries, she's a poised little princess. At most she'll make grabby hands for certain people, mostly Mario, and make the softest little want noise, but she's yet to speak while little.
🖍️ - Favorite activities to do together when they're regressed?
Like I mentioned Peach is very passive while regressed, she's so very small and quiet, she doesn't seem to have preferred activities. She seems the happiest just laying in the yard, picking flowers, but that's really just an assumption.
Mario understands her better than Luigi and I do, so we both just follow his lead and fill in where we can. She keeps coming back so we assume we're doing a good job as her Caregivers.
#Thankyou for asking#Proship Agere#Regressor Peach beloved she's so tiny <3#I think the longer we CG for her the older her regression will get#Right now she's in photo perfect Princess mode but eventually she'll become a shy tot hugging Mario's leg and following him everywhere#And after that she'll hit young kid age where she wants to do all our make up and plan parties and bake#And that's probably where she'll stay#Girldad Mario moments he loves CGing for Peach she's his perfect little princess#Luigi and I are just here for back up supportive uncle times#We'll get more involved when she settles in older but right now she Babie
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#currently on the worst road trip of my whole entire life! well. i don't want to jinx it lmao but#today i popped TWO TIRES at once in the middle of the Katy Freeway in Houston TX (the widest highway in the US; 26 lanes btw)#managed to make it over to the shoulder without DYING but then had to sit there for like an hour? and panic called a tow truck because duh#I know how to change a tire but I was – again – sitting on the shoulder of the widest freeway on the continent so#anyway I called a tow; a guy showed up. I assumed it was the tow! turned out it was not. but he helped me put on the spare and then was lik#“follow me to my shop I can do the tires for you” and I was like okay! 👍 but then the ACTUAL tow called me and I realized this was#just a random guy (very nice up to that point but then I got scared about following him to a secondary location?) and so I didn't lmao#I just kept driving and didn't follow him but the guy on the phone was then mad at me because I wasn't where I said I would be because#AGAIN – I thought the original guy WAS the tow company that I called? but anyway guy 2 on the phone was like “YOU OWE ME $200!!!!”#and I said for what? also how would I pay you? and he tried to get me to cash app him lmao?? I didn't. I hung up on him#he called me like 6 more times yelling at me until I finally just blocked his number 💀#however NOW at this point I'm driving on one spare tire and one rapidly-flattening second tire and I still have 3 hours left to get where#I was going for the night and to top it all off I'm in the middle of a city I've only been to one time before? so I manage to get to a hote#like a nice-ish one where I'm like “okay if I get stuck here this won't be the end of the world”#because keep in mind today is a national holiday so basically everything is closed!!!! btw!!!!!#but eventually I'm sitting there and it's literally 100F outside and I remember oh right lol I have car insurance which pays for a tow#(a normal one; not a random one I panic-found on google who calls me screaming at me to cash app him $200)#so anyway I call my insurance and the guy on the phone is very nice and is like “it's okay; we'll have someone to you in 45 min”#and I'm like okay. OKAY. 🙌💪 I am a strong independent woman who is figuring this out and no longer on the side of the highway#but instead in a nice calm neighborhood and all I have to do is wait 45 min and everything will be okay#one hour goes by. I call back. get redirected to the tow company that was dispatched. guy says oh! is my guy not there yet?#I say no. he says okay – I'll have him call you. hangs up.#okay. 20 more min go by. guy finally calls me. says “I'm 20-25 min away” at this point I've been waiting about an hour and a half#I say. okay? okay. 30 more minutes go by. I try to call the guy back. straight to voicemail. three more calls. three more no answers.#I call my insurance back. sit on hold for 15 min. eventually get put through to a different person who's like “okay let me check on him”#get put on hold. eventually she comes back and says “okay he says 15 minutes” I've been waiting over 2 hours at this point. I have to PEE#I just... burst into tears. on the phone with this poor random woman from Geico Insurance. I'm bawling my eyes out.#she was trying to get claim info from me but I'm crying so hard she's like “oh baby no. okay. okay. we can get that from you tomorrow.”#when you cry so hard that even the insurance company is like “you know what we're just going to let this one slide”#anyway guy eventually shows up. he's very nice even though I hate him a little for being so late. he drives me to an OPEN TIRE SHOP
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I believe we're supposed to head to the academy soon. Suppose this will be our first true taste of what living in this world is really like.
I can't say I'm excited, but I'm not ditching you two no matter how much I would rather be nowhere near that building.
And remember not to tell anyone anything about our past or the fact we're not humans please, Sonata...
I'll try my best!! And I'm very excited personally!! This is gonna be so much fun (I think! I hope!)
#I wish that pink girl was here; she's so much fun- I bet she'd also love this! -S💖#I'm sure that eventually we'll be able to make our way back and see everyone again; Sonata. -A✨️#We just gotta keep moving ahead till then... -A🔥#pkmn irl#pokemon irl#rotomblr#pokeblogging#pokeblog rp#{dagi dazzles}#{blazing banter}#{sonatas shenanigans}#{dazzling siren soiree}
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once again i have succumbed to fomo and peer pressure lmao
#abc shut it#we'll see how this extremely vain attempt at friendship community and connect goes#i doubt it wont go great but im trying my best#anyways i'll follow mutuals back#im gonna give it a week and if things dont work out i just wont use bsky and eventually just dissapear off the internet#bc i just feel more and more lonely here and cant keep up and struggle to make friends and make my existance known#nothing i say is worth anyones attention and anytime i post it feels like im talking to think air so whats the goddamn point if it#doesnt feel like i exist to anyone around me or anyone i consider close
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I am curious about how Liliana and Ludinus' goals differ. Because Ludinus' obvious goal is to eradicate the gods--Liliana's, however, is apparently to free the Ruidusborn from the burden of their powers. How do these two things coincide? Obviously we can see how releasing Predathos causes the downfall of the gods, but why would releasing Predathos help the Ruidusborn? The obvious (though not necessarily correct) conclusion one would jump to is that, in order for Ruidusborn/Exaltants to be free from their powers, one would need to kill Predathos, not just free him. So I'm led to wonder if Liliana is willing to aid Ludinus in achieving his goal (kill the gods) in order to achieve her goal through some secondary effect (however one goes about killing a thing powerful enough to kill the gods). Which I suppose makes some sense, because why would you go to the effort to destroy all the gods only to allow a creature of equal-to-greater power of the gods continue to exist over Exandria? You wouldn't, would you? You'd probably want that to be gone as well
#we're back at it again at the pepe silvia board my friends#i've not written out a more concrete theory here but I do have one in my head. not enough information to know if i'm right yet#like we (the audience + the hells) are clearly missing an important piece of information! one that we'll get eventually i assume#also MY assumption would have been that there's NO way to get rid of an exaltant's powers because they've already been touched#by predathos/ruidus so you can't just??? take that back??#so getting rid of perdathos would spare others from ever getting powers but not cure those that already do?#but that's how my brain works and i might be very wrong! liliana clearly feels otherwise and she has more information than i do!#critical role#gonna have to put together a real pepe silvia board at this point#yes i have been thinking about all this since my last post of this nature thank you
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Aaaaaaahhhhhhhh today I've been constantly experiencing the urge to un-private today-in-the-devildom & start writing for it again
#i'm gonna ramble in the tags but#i've been talking with starr (if you're reading this--hi starr!! <3) about the blog today and sharing some of the entries#and it just made me miss it so much#+ the conversation actually made me realize some other reasons why i didn't enjoy the blog in general anymore#like i genuinely love the blog and i genuinely loved writing for it & that conversation reminded me of that#but also there were so many reasons that ultimately pushed me to more or less abandon the blog & then later private it too#so i'm kind of at a loss here#tbh i think i'm mostly just scared to pick the blog up again only for it to end exactly like last time i picked it back up#i've actually always wanted for the blog to be a source of inspiration y'know?#like the things mentioned in the entries are kinda just small ideas right#i was hoping that people would read these & feel inspired to write or draw something of their own based on my entries#that was actually what made me start the blog in the first place. the hope that i could inspire others that way#aaahhhhhh.... maybe it's on me since i could have more openly communicated that idea......#i did get to meet one wonderful person who wrote a few fics based on my entries tho!! (hi ali <3)#but yeah..there's that#also the way engagement just dropped significantly after a while#like i know i was gone for a good while & that a lot of people left the fandom and all that#but still getting maybe one reblog if i'm lucky really feels like a punch to the gut#ESPECIALLY considering that i was close to 900 followers on there#do you guys know that feeling when you proudly show someone you care about something you did only to get a disinterested answer?#yeah...#that's essentially how it feels like to me#and well as you might know the feeling of “why should i keep writing if apparently no one cares” eventually won... haha.....#but aaaahhhhh i'm still clinging onto the hope & what ifs here#that conversation with starr really just made me forget about everything that frustrated me about the blog & left me with this#longing feeling to start again lol#hey if you've made it this far into the tags let me just ask--would you care if i picked the blog back up?#would you also *show* that you care?#i'm actually quite curious (you could almost call me george lol)#anyway maybe we'll see each other on today-in-the-devildom again in the future.. who knows
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online forklift certification: obtained!!!
now i just have to look for a place in my area that offers forklift classes for individuals so i can complete the practical tests next...
#clown horn#soon ya boy's gonna be able to freely apply for warehouse jobs 💪#and i won't worry abt that getting in my way of sweet sweet manual labor ✨️#can't wait to be a pink clown in osha-approved hi vis vests and hard hats :3#and eventually i hope i can actually get deeper into mechanics so i don't have to do back-breaking labor forever#i wanna be one of them old guys holding clipboards around construction sites#making 6 figures a year just by showing up for a few hours a day LOL#i kid but yeah fingers crossed#we'll see where life takes me from here#cuz the way the economy is shifting esp around where i live? service industry is dying#industrials is where it's at 💪
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exhausted health update because I have to rant somewhere lol
So we're ending day 12 of my mysterious right-sided numbness. It's moved from just my torso all the way down my right leg to my toes, so now I'm just hobbling around half numb rip. And now the torso numbness feels like im being vacuum sealed or something, just a horrible tightness and lack that makes it impossible to ignore. Went to the ER the other night and had 2 panic attacks within the span of the several hours I was there, got my bloodwork redone and a cat scan which all came back with a big Nothing on them. They told me I needed an MRI but that I'd have to go through my Primary Care and after I told them my primary wouldnt see me until May they referred me to a new primary not in my network so that's been a dead end rip. So far everyone is pointing at my horrific anxiety as the cause but not one doctor has actually offered me help for the anxiety despite me having the active panic attacks in the office lol. My Primary wont see me for several months despite the severity of my current condition and none of the mental health programs I've reached out to will get back to me so for now I'm just. Existing in this anxiety Ouroboros where my anxiety causes my numbness which causes anxiety which causes numbness. I'm trying stupid home remedies to try and minimize the active anxiety attacks but so far we've just been circling around alternating Holy Basil, Benadryl and literally just drinking Rum and going to sleep, which sure all help my anxiety a little maybe but also make it almost impossible for me to function normally during the day. This is making art difficult so commissions are going slow which is obviously making me more anxious lol. I also am home alone most of the week managing the household, which is made more difficult since right now the numbness in my foot/leg makes it dangerous for me to drive and difficult for me to get around my house to do daily tasks. Idk man I'm just tired as all hell and I seem to vacillate wildly between full anxiety breakdowns and depressive/dissociative episodes. At any rate during the week I'll just be constantly calling and harassing every doctor/therapist I can get a number for trying to find someone who will be able to either address my anxiety directly or can at least get me into an MRI to rule out MS or anything else that ISNT anxiety. I'm going to become the bane of the medical profession for a while. Wish me luck!
#personal#dense rants#medical stuff#ive been really absent headed and floaty today so im a little concerned im heading into a full dissociative episode but#guess we'll see#i moved from my temporary space in our spare room back into my normal room so that'll be interesting#and my weighted blanket idea backfired since i can only find my 30lb and not my 15lb#and the 30 is a little too constricting when im already half numb#my knee also feels like gelatin so walking has become.... precarious#but it is what it is i guess#here's hoping it goes away eventually#if anyone has any other weird back alley ways of handling their chronic and extreme anxiety hmu bc im basically ready to try anything lol#if nothing else i got the satisfaction of giving the double middle fingers to every family member and health professional#who couldnt FATHOM that all of my test results came back as a big No for diabetes#because as a fat girl obviously that's the only possible thing it could be#like im not even pre-diabetic im literally healthy as a horse aside from the numbness thing#so suck on that health and diet industry
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uhhh monkey
#yeah i know i have several sculpture wips i need to get back to#but none of them are monkey#also abandoned plane in the corner here lmao#I'll get back to it eventually#jaffre crafts#we'll see if i manage to finish monkey lmao#rn just waiting for it to dry fully
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wanted to share the sentiment here too but didn't feel like rewriting the whole thing lmao so here are some Thoughts i had last night on twt regarding my weird relationship with my art whilst being in fandom:



i know i've definitely talked about this kind of thing in the past but it's been a very recent development that i actually understand what's been going on with me and why i've picked up this habit of letting a fandom i'm in / a piece of media i'm really into fully dictate my creative drive. like, just because i'm very interested or invested in something, it doesn't mean i necessarily feel inspired by it or inspired by it for the duration that it holds my interest, and forcing myself to create relative art or fic or what have you for the vested interest(s) has both dampened my desire to be creative as well as my imagination. i know a lot of people can be super into something or a few random things at once and that can keep them going for ages without them running out of ideas, but in my case, things that hold my interest aren't always synonymous with my creativity and i'm just now learning that despite how obvious it seems!
i also imagine i'm not the only person who functions like this but i personally haven't seen it spoken about very often (if it even needs to idk), so i wanted to bring it up / talk about it a little bit :)
#art things#alex talks#if you've been following me for awhile or at least saw this coming before i did: does it not at all seem obvious lmao#i think the guilt i was feeling for so long over it being my 'obligation' as an artist in any fandom to only cater to fandom was also#exacerbated by some kind of impostor syndrome like... wait why is this so easy for other people also into x but not me?#makes sense now why i seem to lose steam so fast when i'm making work for one thing at a time only#i need to spice it up!! even if i come back to something eventually i can't force it!#thank u adhd my behated for another extension of my executive dysfunction but i guess#i will learn to work with it :) shedding the guilt has been the hardest part and ik i'll still struggle at times to be inspired or feel#like i need to be doing something specific to cater to other people rather than go with what drives me at the moment but#that's ok! that's life!#here's to me making a lot more art / general creative stuff 🫡 i hope the utter randomness of what i have in store#appeases at least one other person 🫶#sidenote 1d fics will still be eventually finished but 1d art.... we'll have to see bc of the ipad wipe :')#also haven't been in the mood for awhile tbh! been into another stuff and less generally hyperfixated (thank god)#anyway onto better days and more creation!!
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