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tokyosmega · 5 months

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sneak peek of something coming up 👀

#hint: im FINALLY designing the dads !!!#my plan is to do the moms and the kiddads and the teens too #but we'll see how long this takes lmao #mega.exe #mega art #mega art 2024 #should i main tag this ? idk ig i will #dndads #henry oak

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rotisseries · 8 months

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rick riordan dickriders on here will be like "why are you complaining about the pjo tv show, go watch the movies and see what a bad adaptation really looks like" ok well listen to the musical watch it on youtube and see what a good adaptation looks like bitch. it can be done. as a fucking stage musical. what did that 15 million per episode do for disney that chris mccarell couldn't

#this is such a mean post from someone who does genuinely like the show I'm sorry #like there are aspects I really love!! and aspects I really don't!! which makes it mid for me #but I do genuinely like it overall. at least enough to continue watching #it's just that I see sooooo many people who seem to have this attitude like you can't critique it at all??#and their arguments are usually just. “movies were worse” (so we'll take anything now as long as it's not that?)#or “rick was involved in the writing” (<- NOTTT guaranteed to be a good thing lmao)#anyway it's pissing me off. I'm gonna bitch. “if you like the books so much read the books” I WAS PROMISED A BOOK ADAPTATION #AM I WRONG FOR COMPLAINING WHEN I DON'T GET WHAT I WAS PROMISED #“oh but changes are okay as long as it preserves the spirit of the books” since when was the *spirit* of the books a FUCKING BORE🤨#also the cast doesn't deserve this. stick leah and aryan and walker in a better show #pjo #pjo tv show #pjo disney+#percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #the lightning thief musical #anyway all this to say some of the changes and choices are Actually Bad and it won't kill you to admit that I think #rereading this post in the drafts and editing before posting when I was handwringing about how mean it was bitch this is mild

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spaghett-onaplate · 4 months

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depression is really weird actually wdym i spent 2.5 years of my life in bed

#and wdym that lifestyle changed so quickly into being out and about and an active member of the world??#very proud of myself #and i mean it wasn't that quick of a change #it was like 1.5 years primarily depression bedrotting with occasional school -> primarily depression bedrotting ->#primarily depression bedrotting with 3-9 hours of work weekly -> straight into 31+ hours school+9-12 hours work weekly #so there was somewhat of a gradual progression #but still #also wowza i wake up 7-7:30am every morning now. 1pm was an early wake up for a not so insignificant amount of time #i mean of all fundamental growth years to miss out on the ages like what 12/13-15 aren't too bad? they would suck in a different way if i #had been socially involved #anyway it's just. yea i'm proud of myself but it is a crazy lifestyle change #and even when i was deeply depressed in a horrible routine i feel like i learned a lot. how to regulate my emotions and cope well and find #the joy in everything. bc if i stayed in bed all day then i would at least be happy about the sun or whatever #and for the while of being not at school at all i WANTED to be at school i just could not find one bc our school system is so cute like tha #(basically every school is at capacity and the local school that has a guaranteed place for me would have been an all boys or girls 😭)#but i miraculously found and got into this school and miraculously made it work so well for me socially and now academically #it's also a good time to get back into school for my education bc any later and it woulda been pretty bad for all my certifications and uni #ive missed out on so much maths that its not worth it to me to try and catch up but my teacher knows that #but ive always hated maths regardless i only ever understood it for the first half of yr 7 then my attendance dropped #and after my recent exam i decided to try harder at school. but i still got an A on the exam i didn't study for!! academic weapon fr #i'm just idk thinking back to myself in the past few years #and how hopeless it all felt. but i got out of it!! i beat the depression and social anxiety and found a good place and made the most of it #and during the peak of my depression i remember i went out someplace near my old school and panicked so so badly about seeing #kids from my old school. and the friends at the time didnt really check on me when i went to shake and cry in a side street lmao #i kept the best of that friendgroup and have better friends now. but anyway now i take a bus each morning with some kids from my old school #and you see these hands? they look like they're shaking to you?#anyway yeah it's just cool i got to this point :) i really had no hope for so long but now i have a life i'm living and a future i'm build #--ing towards #which is funny i just decided some random day last november after watching some better call saul 'huh actually lawyer would b pretty cool'#and will i get there? we'll see but i do have hope now

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buckera · 9 months

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Tease Tidbit Tuesday 🍳

I was tagged by @daffi-990 @disasterbuckdiaz @wikiangela and @jeeyuns MWUAHH 💛

Guys, my brain is absolute fucking mush right now, but as soon as I'm done with work for the week, I'm sitting straight down to edit this. 🫡

Until then, here's a bit of a peek into it.

And now, still drunk on the victory of their last rescue, Buck thought maybe he could make up for missing the game with an easy night out.

(After all, he just had to run his mouth and promise a round of drinks for all of… what? Sixteen members of B shift? God.

Well, one more couldn’t hurt now, could it?)

He got out of his uniform with swift movements and not even waiting for his hand to be fully out of the sleeve of his jumper, he was already typing out a text to Eddie.

hey eds, we’re going out for drinks with B.you wanna come?

pulled of a major rescue btw wish yud been ther

Only a few moments after he hit the little arrow, his phone buzzed in his hand with Eddie’s reply.

It’s okay. You guys have fun.

Then, after a few seconds, there was another buzz.

Congrats on the rescue. :)

And this was it. The confusing part.

#okay eddie's being a sulky little menace but they'll be alright real soon lmao #I hope I can get this out on thursday but I gotta do some recordings and even more pic editing #though I think I'm about to get a fever if I don't have one already #it's been so bloody cold the other night I'm all stuffy now 😪#so I might have to wait with the recordings anyway...#we'll see how quickly I can get to it #it's pretty short so it shouldn't take all that long to edit 🫡#buddie #911 #wip #no harm no foul

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brittlebutch · 8 months

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Desperately trying to make sense of Alex's motivations in Season Two and you know, I do eventually have to wonder if maybe Alex wasn't actually lying in the majority of those tapes.

Like, we tend to assume that Alex's motivations have been a consistent throughline since the college years, but do we actually know that that's the case? Do we know for sure that Alex was acting in deliberate, calculated ways in 2006; or could it be that he's telling the Truth on those olds tapes when he says he's blacking out and can't remember what's happening to anyone? After all, if we're assuming that Season 2 Alex's motivations are the exact same as his motives in Season 3, then it doesn't make any sense at all that he spend months working with Jay to try to find Amy; Season 3 Alex would have attempted to kill Jay like, on sight just to get things over with as quickly as possible and contain the spread of contamination as best as he could.

But, maybe, if Alex really had been separated from Amy after the events of the 04-04-10 tape, and if he really doesn't know where she is, then maybe that could make things start to make more sense. Maybe he really had been watching Jay's channel, and seeing Jay start going through the same things he went through in college without things devolving into violence and disappearances, and wondered if things maybe could play out differently this time. Maybe he really did send that tape to Jay to ask him for help, maybe he really was just trying to find Amy.

But then, instead of actually being helpful, Jay makes it extremely clear that he's a lot more interested in stalking Alex than he is in finding Amy. Alex asked for help, and instead there's a bunch of masked dudes on Jay's heels that keep attacking him, Jay is breaking into his house, stealing his things, leading the Operator right to him all over again, keeps trying to get other people (namely: Jessica -- if Alex is being honest when he says that his call reassuring her that Amy had been found was an effort to make Sure she stayed away from everything that was happening) involved; and instead of anything getting better, instead of anyone finding Amy, things are just getting worse all over again.

It's not until after the incident at the tunnel that things seem to start rapidly devolving. Rather than a calculated attempt to finally follow through with his need to curb the spread of contamination, this is very clearly an outburst of rage and terror. Alex's "I told you not to follow me" line in conjunction with Jay speculating that Alex didn't know who that guy was, to me, pretty firmly seems to speak to Alex having mistaken that stranger for Jay. From his point of view, Alex knows that Jay and totheark know where he live, have broken in before, he suspects that Jay stole a key to make it easier to get into his house, and he's been followed on the daily for months -- Alex is sitting at the tunnel because he doesn't know where else he can go without being constantly surveilled, hunted, and assaulted. And instead of getting a moment by himself to breathe, Jay followed him out there all over again (it feels like Alex looks directly at the camera in Jay's footage of him from this day; he knew for a fact that Jay was there), and then to make matters worse now 'Jay' won't even keep his distance anymore.

So Alex lashes out. And it's not until afterwards that he looks down and finally recognizes that this wasn't Jay -- it was someone completely innocent. Things have finally reached the low point he was at in college all over again; maybe even worse this time. If Alex doesn't remember attacking anyone in college, but he was at least partially conscious of it this time, then things have reached an entirely new rock bottom, they've reached an absolute point of no return.

He has no idea what happened to Amy, and he's spent months trying to find her with no hint of where she could be; he doesn't know where Jay actually is or what additional trouble he could be causing at this point; he does know that now innocent people are getting caught in the crossfire (in regards to the stranger in the tunnel, and also Jessica now that Jay has her phone number, and the untold number of people Jay got involved when he started posting videos to the Marble Hornets channel); things are spiraling out of control and there's no one left to ask for help. The situation isn't getting better, it's getting worse; things aren't getting easier to handle, they're just getting more out of hand; the negative impact is spreading and who knows how much further it can still go?

So, Alex decides to go scorched earth. He disfigures the body with the rock either to hide evidence or to make sure the guy would actually stay dead and not just get back up to start his own cycle of contamination in a few years. He tries to give Jay one last chance to back off, and Jay instead admits he's been talking to Jessica, acts obstinate and lies about not having Alex's spare key, and then breaks into Alex's house a second time (minimum). If Alex doesn't stop him now, who will? Alex met with Jay planning to kill the others, and then himself, so he could put a stop to this once and for all and keep things from getting any worse than they already were.

Maybe it makes a lot more sense if, rather than being a strangely incomprehensible detour on what should have been a straight path, the events of Season Two were the breaking point that put Alex on that path to begin with.

#N posts stuff #idk!!! I've been thinking a lot lately about the tendency to take Characters at Face Value; when they tell us things we tend to #automatically believe them despite what evidence we might have to the contrary. & like when it comes to deciphering what #went down during the college film project it's mostly totheark that posits that Alex was Definitely Lying and Definitely Acting on Purpose #(even Jay is largely ambivalent - wondering which way it leans and basically saying it could go either way)#but. do we KNOW that they know that? Do we Know that they're Right when they claim that? Or are they just Assuming based off #of their own rage and animosity towards Alex due to what happened? Do we Know for Sure that Alex Was Lying in s1?#i don't know if we do!! And so without Knowing that for sure; how can we speak to Alex's motivations in season one OR season two?#now TO BE CLEAR: I am not saying this in an attempt to claim that Alex is somehow completely innocent of all guilt and that like.#Jay is the 'Real Antagonist' of the series - not at all my intention. this is just More of my usual 'look. Everyone in this series is #all kinds of Morally Grey; no recurring character in this series is free of guilt they ALL have unique fatal flaws & trends towards #antagonism that makes things worse and dooms them all' shtick - a la 'everyone Thinks they're doing the Right Thing but No One Is'#BUT i Am wondering if this Does help to like. clear up some of the ambiguity/uncertainty of Season Two - and even Season One - and #lets the series as a whole read a little bit clearer? idk i know that Jay does Claim to think that Alex was bullshitting him #the whole time & was Actually planning on tying up loose ends the whole time but AGAIN it doesn't make Sense he'd wait so long #idk - Am i making sense? does any of this track? i'm trying to figure it out; i am open to comments on the subject to help #i haven't rewatched season 3 yet today and so maybe there's stuff in there that contradicts this whole theory lmao but i'm taking a break #and just posting this anyway; we'll see what happens lol #marble hornets #mh lb

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du-hjarta-skulblaka · 12 days

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Stuck on the first few eps of Farscape after finishing up Fantasy High s2 and maybe its the whole most recently consumed bias but I'm really struck by how much it feels like a dnd game??? Bunch of weird lil renegades slapped together and put in weird situations, honestly it would make a really interesting starting point for a game

Anyway John Crichton is a bard/wizard; he does a lot of persuasion as performance and that scene of him collapsing to the floor to write slingshot equations is THE most wizard shit- perhaps Artificer would be more accurate to him but it's not a class I'm familiar with.

#most of the others i feel are fairly obvious #i do feel like thats a fun lil idea to expand on tho; write a dnd game thats Just Farscape and see how long it takes the players to notice #maybe even set it up like ok theres a bunch if Archtypes you can pick tovplay as #but instead of Zhaan Aerun D'argo etc its The Preist The Commando The Child Soldier Barbarian adhfjsjsjd #and its the PCs characters #might let that cook a lil longer #anyway yeah i honestly might make Crichton as a character bc i always forget how endearing he is to me #fuckin love Farscape man it honestly explains so much about me that i watched it at like 10 years old #its like. imo its better star wars #its closer to space fantasy than to scifi and just goes balls to the wall with it #i know the production of it was kind of insane with alot of stuff being added by the cast just messing around in character #and it gives it so much charm!!#also ultimate bisexual/pansexual/alien fucker show please help everyone is hot #baby jason ABSOLUTELY imprinted on both Zhaan and Claudia Black #im also currently workshopping a char that got a lil of aerun and a lil of crichton injected in #to be a long term foil for Sunny #basically raised by their ex and groomed to be a fucked up honeypot for them to fuck them over later #except she develops feelings for them and its all this really complex REALLY toxic dance of masks #but we'll see how that one cooks #tldr i gotta make my Bardificer later lmao #potentially with some rogue or warlock levels later on

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perlukafarinn · 2 months

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i'm halfway through chapter 6 (of a planned 15) of this fic and actively fighting the urge every minute to start posting it already

#posting a wip with more than three chapters has never ever gone as planned #i always end up taking super long hiatuses #but then again this fic is already longer than anything i've got published #and i've written all of it in two weeks and have a full outline #so maybe i'm a different person now who can post a wip and stick to a posting schedule?#ie a better person #i'm telling myself now to finish at least chapter 10 first though lmao #we'll see how long my self-control holds out

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shvdowsdrowned · 1 month

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Yippee !!

#i have a couple others that are around 200 ish kills away from 500 but who i really want to do next is maggie #so that when rev is taken from me maggie is picked automatically n i dont have to panic pick her 💀💀#but that'll be a project for another day #i still want to get rev to 5k and im like 300 ish away from that soooo we'll see how long that takes lmao #maggs is a project bc she is like 400 something away from 500 so yeah it'll be a while 💀💀

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yangjeongin · 1 month

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your animations were the coolest thing i have ever seen

omg...thank you 🥹🥹🥹 i rly didn't like the ccboom one when i posted it but time and y'all have convinced me it's cool now JKSLDFJLKSDF

#carly.txt #replies #thank u for being so sweet 🫶#i wanna make one for la4 for the mv's anniversary too but. we'll see if that happens #knowing how long it'll take me i should prob start on it now LMAO

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izzy-b-hands · 6 months

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I want to write so badly; I'm waiting on the usual survey sites to get some more that I can actually do, and I have time to write...

And my brain doesn't wamt* to. :(

*wamt here meaning my brain feels physically tired and i just. don't want to do much of anything at all, but if I sit here doing nothing my brain also hates that.

#text post #I probably need to go downstairs and nibble something #maybe take my first edible for the day #but I don't want to waste food or edibles so im also trying to wait as long as I can for that...#but I would probably feel less ick if I just did the damn things and then went back to my drafts so...we'll see lmao #it's that or i take an undeserved nap considering how much i slept last night and i might feel even worse after that #idk idk idk my brain needs to just. fucking Decide and let me do a thing whether that's eating or edible or writing or napping just.#something pls!!

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wickedhawtwexler · 5 months

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ayyyy one of the other companies i interviewed with last week also wants to go onto the next stage of interviews 🙌

#idk i've been turned off a little by how long the interview process has been taking BUT i do think this job is my first choice #it pays more and is hybrid (i'm one of those weirdos who wants to be hybrid lmao..... i need to Get Out Of My House)#but idk. we'll see what happens! if they drag their feet too much i'm gonna end up just accepting the other job #i did really vibe with the guy who would be my boss at the other job. if it paid more it'd be my first choice lmao #maybe i could ~*~ negotiate ~*~ a higher salary. that makes me feel so nauseous to even think about #i'd have to ask my former work bestie for help with that bc apparently she negotiated a higher salary when she was hired #m.txt

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pumaskulls · 1 year

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Weeeeeegh, some Velocity refs on this fine morning~

#my art #my ocs #digital art #character design #reference #references #os: velocity #oc: zentha heihice #oc: roxanne bailey #oc: videres nasica #oc: audies daemonium #changeling #halfling #elf #faery #seelie fae #blood elf #about time i made some actually finished refs for the velocity cast lmao #we'll see how long it takes for me to do the rest

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bobzora · 6 months

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acheron so good she makes me want to complete gold and gears to unlock erudition blessings

#bobtalk #she fucks shit up SO hard with them it's crazy shit. she's actually crazy in SU. her ultimate is crazy #my world level (forget what they call it in hsr sorry) isn't maxed because i had a Massive hiatus after 1.0 LOL #so between that and well. my relics aren't great. i don't have any 5* sustains. i missed a lot of banners like in general.#my ability to clear higher content is kind of nottttt great <-couldn't pass stage 2 of pure fiction for the free lynx lmao #but at least in SU i can just get bonkers ass buffs #shoutout to the person on my friends list with the well built level 80 e2s1 acheron that i'm leaching off of for farming o7 #relics are so miserable for real. well what can you do #<-guy who used self modelling resin for a crit rate body for her acheron and it rolled all worthless substats lmao #btw i did start a hsr doodle dump u_u thank you for your support in this endeavor. will post it after accumulating more doodles.#rolling for e2 btw we'll see how that goes. won't be mad if i don't get her as long as i don't lose the 50/50 to someone ugly #future banner wishlist is fu xuan and silver wolf (missed her first rerun so. you know. lmfao.) (also missed tutorial lightcone we suffer)#don't know how committed i am to that though because i am kind of. not. a seele main. anymore. lol. for 2 team content maybe #i do really need better sustains. i am very squishy indeed. if i was playing smart i'd take advantage of luocha/aventurine. but uhhhh. lol #i don't pull for men <-hubris but its funny to commit. leaks forecast robin OP but also i already have both e1 bronya and sparkle.#unless the story goes crazy with her which at this point maybe it will who fuckin knows. i don't particularly care for firefly #well. we will see. for now. acheron OPification lol

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altruistic-meme · 7 months

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i want to get started on the Full Hands List but i am waiting on my apartment people for scheduled maintenance and i don't really want to start until they leave but i also have no idea what time they'll make it to my apartment so we're just playing the waiting game now