#but yes AMAZING episodes 🥰🥰🥰😭❤️

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

A A A A H H H H H H H!! YESSSS CECIL, DEFEND YOUR HUSBAND!!!! WE LOVE TO SEE IT <333

So anyway I caught up on the most recent two episodes of wtnv and listen he may have missed but he tried your honor <33 that's what's important

The entire episode was adorable :) and also blood boiling at points xD, but I'm mostly stuck on that part XD.

Also ALL HAIL. 😭😭💔❤️

[stgosupremacy]

Hi! I just wanna say I love ur blog! I like how you see and talk abt Goh's character ❤️

I know some people (mostly those toxic pokemon fans) REALLY don't like Goh, and it upsets me bc it feels like me and them watched a completely different character on screen.

What do you think about it? I just don't get how they can hate him!

omg hey fellow goh lover!!!!!! 🥰 i also just wanna say thank you for the lovelyyyy message because i ask the same question daily honestly

(sorry i had to use that the animation is too slick)

ANYWAY

it actually upsets me a lot too that people don't see the good in Goh! im glad you think the same <3

okay there's some instances (yes im saying this 💀) where even i think goh went a bit too far like even though i think it's sick he caught suicune i do get why people were so mad about it? but cmon that was a bit too much hate 😭

Ash hadn't caught any legendaries his entire journey so yeah Goh catching suicune at the early-ish start of his journey was....just a bit like oh ok wow even for me lmao but yk that topic will probably never calm down lets be honest

Then there's him just catching every pokemon without battling, that I also get why ppl are mad because I was rewatching the unova anime a few days ago and a lot of the episodes had an emphasis onbattling before catching, and you can say that goes for the rest of the pokemon anime after that too...up until journeys 😂

Goh is a bit of a rulebreaker in that instance, i get that, but if people hate him taking so much screentime for Ash

(heads up the episode where goh goes on vacation and meets tokio again is the 1st episode in the anime history without any scene of Ash in it at ALL which is pretty crazy)

then I'm sure we wouldn't want to see Goh battle e v e r y single pokemon he catches, like his goal is literally to catchem all as well BUT BUT THEN AGAIN, that arguement is pretty weak i guess, and i understand why people would be mad, but I really dont like when they genuinely just hate him excessively 😭😭

OKAY POSITIVES NOW THIS IS WHAT I THINK

His character development was really nice in my opinion, and I really like how he more often emphasised the fact the reason why he wanted to catch throughout the series, and he reeaaaally understood pokemon better and forged such nice relationships with all of them

(also i was a bit sad Ash didnt get any galar starters too but....im sorry i feel like they're too perfect with Goh im proud of him)

🥺💖

he's really adorable goofy sweet amazing incredible gay and literally the entire package there are those minute things about the pokemon catching yadayada but that basically is forgotten when i watch him on screen

gonna reinforce my point about how he is perfect with the Galar starters...im sorry but look at them.

(you cannot talk to me about the drizzle episodes I will literally start crying. Also the grookey errand episode and that hug. Omfg)

You can see how much he cares for his pokemon (all the hugs above omg stop 😔💖) and I wish other people would also see that 😭 😭

He's so sweet and kind now especially at the end when Ash finally managed to help open his heart to other people and also Ash himself 😛 😛 OK I told myself I wouldn't bring satogou into Goh's honour post but they're another reason I love Goh so much, they compliment each other so well and I couldn't think of anyone else more perfect for Ash I love them both 💗🥺 (... In case you hadn't noticed)

Then again, it's still opinion based ig, not gonna fight about it 💀

Sorry this was such a long response (but cmon what were yall expecting..) but I kind of felt like I was gonna do a post like this sometime soon so thank you for anyone who voluntarily read this long-ass rant about Goh and @louie-inc for asking the question too!! 💕 💯 💕 💯

[kexing]

Mj! The FBSR episode today has me like: 🥹

I especially loved every part of their usual bestie bickering.

Here: 🥰

And here: 🥰

Then there's ALWAYS a part where one or both are using a swear word, and it has to be bleeped out 😂🤣

Takes me back to season 1, the bungee jumping episode. There were more bleep outs than actually words when they were at the top of that tower. 😂

And people wonder why I love them so much? I mean, how could I not love them?? 🤷‍♀️

BESTIE!!!!! aldkkskdksdk same!!!! it’s always soooo good to see them again!!!

and yes! even if this episode wasn’t part of forcebook show real, it would’ve still been one because it had EVERYTHING: rain, bickering, one of them nearly dying, swear words that have to bleeped out, playing around, taking lots of photos of each other. check check check!

LMAOO yeah! the bungee jumping episode was like: 33 i love yous, 67 curse words, 2 actual decent lines that still have i love you and a curse word in between 🤣🤣🤣🤣

god that sure was a moment!

some of my favorite highlights were book being possessed by phupha’s spirit saying he’s a hornbill 🤣

that one time force was going down the stairs and book stopped to worry about him

and of course, hype man force when book said that nothing’s changed about himself in this past year, except he got more handsome and force immediately became past book defense lawyer

look at how happy book is 🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭

GET YOURSELF A FRIEND LIKE FORCE!!!!!!!!!

exactly!!!!! for me, loving them is as easy as breathing. i don’t understand how one does not love them or at least not admire their chaotic and yet profound friendship. how they’re amazing hosts, how genuinely and effortlessly funny they are, how they bounce off of each other so well. the natural chemistry and friendship are just so beautiful to witness!!!

fbsr is about best friends making memories together and i’m so glad we get to see a little bit of that. so glad they get to experience fun things together and i hope one day they look back fondly at it.

everything they achieve is great but their friendship is the greatest gift of all ❤️

[notafraidofredyellowandblue]

So after bursting my eardrums, I've just realised that in Rainbow by Emigrate, you can actually hear a female voice in chorus. That has to be Margaux, right? Mama and papa singing to their baby 😭

yes, that's Margaux on backing vocals 🥰

and look at the sweet thumbnail of that song on 'Emigrate official' youtube ❤️🖤

Also i love those webisodes for Silent so long, and little Maxime pops up in there too

episode 3, being amazed at mom singing in the studio

and in episode 5 helping to paint dad

[theetherealbloom]

Hi so it's me again,,, i had to go back and re read my favs parts of the chapter bc JFJRJRGKEOOF despite the angst and the violence we got some Joel and Birdie moments that i'll cherish until THE END

first of all i would like to send appreciation to your depiction of the reader, it's only the second time i felt a deep connection with how someone writes a reader and for that I THANK YOU, it's so refreshing, i love reading readers stories because i can imagine anyone one i want but i mostly create a better persona of myself (idk if it's clear) when i'm reading them but for your fic there are scenes that i truly felt like Birdie 😭🙏

the small part abt the violence especially bc i have huge anger issues that i struggled to take care of to the point where i got in trouble for fighting... so like it resonated into my being IDK IF THAT MAKES SENSE BUT YEAH!!

now ... AHEM AHEM.... JOEL CLAIMING BIRDIE AS HIS EJGJUEJF RAAAHHH!!!!!!! I WAS KICKING FEET AND BLUSHING ALL ALONG THIS SCENE ISJXJTJG I CAN'T EVEN!!! istg i felt like i was holding my breath during ALL OF THE INTERROGATION SCENE IT WAS SOO SOOO GOOD IFIRKRKKR we all love joel while knowing his worst so YES BIRDIE SLAYY 💥💥💥

the reunion scene with Ellie i was tearing up because i had the whole scene of the show in mind and just couldn't.... i love them so much and god please let them all be a family i just !!! CANT DO THIS ANYMORE GAAAAAAHHHH

anyways i think that is all... i really loved this chapter, even though it was short i really liked how you handled the two episodes and the flashbacks of Birdie too ❤️❤️ you're rlly an AMAZING writer hopefully we'll get to have others fanfics after Uneven Odds, i don't want it to end 😭🙏

parallel universe traveler reader is probably my fav trope bc my ultimate favs fanfic have this trope including yours so thank you for your masterpiece 💋💋🫂🫂

AHHHHHHHHHH I read this over and over and over again you have no idea how much this has made my dayyyyyy T^T <3

I took a huge good nap and then woke up to tHIS JUST AGHHHHHHHH MAEEEE ur so lovely 🥰 thank youuuuu sosoososos much

Every time I write, I always try my best to stay far far far away with very descriptive details of the reader, to ensure inclusivity <3 I'm too fricken self-aware and understand the importance of having proper representation :> even if it's a silly little fan fic

It truly means a lot to me that I achieved that with Birdie, took me a while to find my footing since I hadn't written anything in years :,)

I owe it all to you and everyone who has liked, reblogged, commented, and given me feedback for each chapter! It truly tells me if I'm doing this right or if I'm just vomiting wORDS HASKJHDAHAH

AGAIN thank you so much lovieeeeee <3 mwa mwa I appreciate you for being here, I love you <3

[cosette141]

tis i, your gift exchange elf, here to announce that i have finished your gift and now will begin the painstaking waiting game...

in the meantime, may i ask you questions numbered 1 6 and 19 from that captainswan christmas ask game that was floating around?

Hello!!!! 🥰🥰🥰

EEEEP oh no it really is painstaking now!! I’m so excited to see it!!!! 😱🥰🥰🥰🥰

Ooh yes of course! :)

1. How long have you been an OUAT fan?

About a year and a half! Not very long at all haha ;)

6. How are you doing on your CS exchange gift/secret Santa gift?

😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬😬

Ummmmm yeah my muse has very rudely left me in the dust since the end of October so it’s been really difficult to write 😭 but I finally did settle on ideas for both gifts and have at least 1/3 of both of them done and I only hope it goes well so I can give my giftees a nice gift! But I still have 1.5 weeks, hope is not lost! 😂😁🤞🤞

16. Favorite Christmas TV special episode?

Oh what a cool question idea!! Ahhhh…. If only there were OUAT Christmas episodes, huh??

I have a few! There’s a show I LOVE called Chuck and they have two Christmas episodes that I’ve seen a million times. The TV shows Psych and Leverage Christmas episodes are also really cute! And it’s not exactly a tv special but the Drake and Josh movie is still something I watch every year since I was a kid haha 😂😁

As for traditional ones, I haven’t seen many even though I’m in my 20s and probably should have 😬 but the cartoon Grinch and the special with the talking snowman and the like mayor who steals toys from a town and makes the kids make coal …? Oh! I think there’s a “one foot in front of the other” song??? Ok I don’t remember what it’s called but I liked that one! 😂 ****update: I googled it. It’s Santa Claus is coming to town 😂

Thanks for the ask I’m so so so excited!!!! I hope you have an amazing day tomorrow and that you’re enjoying life!!! 🥰❤️❤️❤️

[volarenelcieloinfinito]

Euphoria Season 2 Finale Thoughts

Here we fucking go!

Oh no not starting with Fez 🥺

Faye did you find your courage?!

Ash Tray holy fuck! Boy are you crazy?!

Fez is always calm

Fez wanting to live peacefully on a farm with his own little family 😩

Sam Levinson I swear to god if you touch him 🔪🔪🔪

God they are so cute 🥰

Fezco and Lexi getting so deep is KILLING ME 😭😭😭 please don’t hurt them

Oh shiiiiit! Cassie the velociraptor bouta lose it!

Rue’s face 😂😂😂

Oh this is so tense!

Not the slow clap 😂😂😂

Yeah Bobbi oh shit!

Suze! 😂

OMG SUZE 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

Oh fuck Maddy getting involved!!!!!

THIS IS ALL BOILING OVER IN PUBLIC

Omg she tackled her 😂

“Oh this bitch needs to be put down” 😂😂😂

The heel toss 😂😂😂😂

Kat: MADDY NO!

BB: MADDY YES!

But why did Rue’s “oh fuck” after Maddy bitch slapped Cassie take me out?! 😂😂😂

I’M DYING!!!!!!

THE CHAOS

That bitch bounced off the wall and kept running 😂😂😂😂😂😂

BB telling Maddie to beat her ass and hitting her vape was the final nail in my coffin because I am DEAD!

The carnival music playing over that was fucking brilliant

“Close the curtain! Close the fucking curtain!” 😂😂😂😂😂😂

Is Rue serious though? Like does she really want to get better and be sober?

Yeah I imagine Jules is definitely gonna take a bit longer

Wow this kid has a really nice voice

God how is it that Zendaya can make you feel stuff without even saying a word? She’s a hell of a talent.

That was.. so mature? Rue is that you?

They’re right tho, them being friends isn’t good for either of them. But that was a really good parting of ways.

No Lexi it’s not your fault that your sister is unstable

Bobbi you’re winning me over 😂

That’s right girl the show must go on! 👏🏼👏🏼

Rue that was great! What a good friend!

LEXI! LEXI! LEXI!

Giddy up 🤣🤣🤣

Damn Lexi that was good

Dedicating the play to Fez, my heart ❤️

FEZ IS SUCH A GOOD BIG BROTHER 😭😭

Ash what are you doing man? 😰

NATHANIEL WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!

WHAT ARE BOTH YOU IDIOTS DOING?

Damn Cal? You got a harem now?

Nate seriously wtf? We’re just spilling it all?

Boy are you about to kill your father?!

IS THIS ABOUT THE 3RD BROTHER?!

Daaaaaaamn he called the cops on his dad!

OH NO

NONONONONONONO

ASH WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?!?!?! YOU JUST KILLED A COP!

oh my god ash tray why bro?

I’m honestly distressed now

Rue’s eulogy after that is just real twist of the knife

Wow them tying together Lexi seeing her dad and Rue in the hospital

Fuck you Sam Levinson

Jules looking so stricken after hearing Rue’s eulogy for her dad and seeing Rue’s reaction to it just got me in what’s left of my feelings

Rue hearing “I miss you until I close my eyes” and then closing her eyes for a minute hurt me

Wow Rue. Did you really have your come to Jesus moment? Because this sounds legit but…

Also have you considered running track?

It must’ve been really nice for Lexi to hear that

Looking at them having an honest conversation about their trauma

Oh I get it, Rue talking about Lexi’s dad wanting to be better for her but that being the problem because it’s not about being better for himself and saying her loved her more than he loved himself is a juxtaposition to her and Jules.

That was such a mature conversation. Am I still watching Euphoria?

YES EVERYONE GIVE LEXI ALL THE APPLAUSE 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

Uh… what is happening here?

Just the beginning of what Maddy?

Oh snap are we about to see a Rules talk?

Jules you are brave and so sweet

Rue that was cute as fuck. You love her enough to let her go and walk away.

God the single tear and the chin wobble. Hunter you are amazing.

Wow. That was such good closing monologue.

“The thought of maybe being a good person, is what keeps me trying to be a good person.”

We really get to end the season with hope.

That episode was a goddamn roller coaster of emotions and honestly one of the best episodes of the series so far. From the comedy of the opening 20 minutes of chaos, then the anguish with Ash Tray, then the almost acceptance type feeling of everything at the end. They did an excellent job of all of it. So much happened but it didn’t feel messy. That was truly an excellent finale and I really need to see how this plays out. What happens to Fez now? Is Rue really going to stay clean? Are she and Jules ever going to be able to have a relationship, romantic time or otherwise, ever again? What’s going to happen with Nate and Cal? And wtf did Maddie mean about it just being the beginning? Is Lexi going to be any different now that she got to release the pressure valve on her life? Also what the hell happened to Laurie? If Rue said she stayed clean the rest of the year, time has passed and that lasy didn’t get paid. Is that gonna rear is ugly head back up next season? Hopefully season 3 doesn’t take another 2.5 years.

Ending Note: ANOTHER SEASON ENDS WITHOUT ME KNOWING WHAT HAPPENED TO THE THIRD JACOBS BROTHER!

[gunsatthaphan]

Hi Doreen. I hope you are well and alive after LOM’s last episode.

First of all, CAN WE TALK ABOUT TAEKYUNG TAKING THE FIRST STEP TO PHYSICAL INTIMACY BY KISSING SHINWOO FIRST?!?!????!!!!! Good Lord that precious boi!! 😭😭😭

AND BEST BOI SHINWOO FOR NEVER BACKING OUT WITH HIS WORDS?!?!??!!!!! Always assuring Taekyung that he is honest and real about his feelings omg its amazing. So amazing!!! Pure love for themmmm 😩❤️

Tbh I had low expectations on any kiss scenes in this drama coz y’know its Korean, shown on a pretty big platform and had some well-known casts. So I had doubts 😅 But God I love it so much more now! How to move on? Maybe in a few weeks haha 😅

Anyways, I hope we’re getting Mr Seo Haetbit’s storyline now. I had found the manhwa when LOM just started airing but didn’t read it to avoid spoilers. Read it yesterday and its pretty steamy lol however, the characters are a bit different from the drama. I hope you’ll tell me what you think about it if you’ll ever read it hehe

Now we can finally say that we have the endgame that we always wanted and needed. SHINWOOxTAEKYUNG! 🥰❤️

hi there nonny!

I am alive but not well after the finale sdkjfsdk

gosh. It's probably gonna take me weeks to recover LOL. I love them so much 😩🥺

And yes I was surprised by TK kissing SW first lmao but it was so cute??? And yeah I didn't expect a legit kiss either and I lowkey wish TK had kissed back lol but I'm not complaining. It was lovely.

I was very surprised by the Mr. Seo cliffhanger because that really did suggest a sequel. Idk I wouldn't mind him getting a spinoff or something but I would prefer a regular second season with all the others. Also just cuz I need an entire season of TK & SW as bfs djkgdf

That's interesting about the book. But yeah it's obvious that they would tone it down on the spiciness for the live-action lmao. I'm not a fan of anything manga-related though so I probably won't read it.

But i still can't believe #teamshinwoo won hhhh it's what we deserve 🥺🥺🥺 (no offense to #teamdaon if they're still around jsdhfds)

xxx

[hacked-by-jake]

Hi dear❤ how are u? , i just saw that DW trucker is done 😁 are u as excited as i Am right now?😋 i hope u will have an amazing Day!❤

Hey, angel!🥰

I'm very good! Thank you a lot for always asking!🥺 This means really a lot to me! And how are you? ❤️

Yesss!!! The Tracker is done!!! OMG!!!! Yes! *-* I’m absolutely excited! It’s going to be so great and I want to talk to Jake again!😭 I’m already shaking when I think of the moment when everbyte announces that the episode is finally online! We don’t have to wait much longer!🥳🤯

And, you're so cute! I hope you will have a beautiful day/evening/night, too! Lots of love and hugs!❤️🌹🎭

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

AYYYY WHOOO they're all okay :'DD and look at those rescue ships!! So slay :'))

Gosh :(( ik it would sink but it just drives it all home yk? Especially having read about stuff like that in real life

AAAHHHHHH GUYS YOU'RE ALL OKAY :'DDD

Ik they would be after the last scene but yk lol :'))

SLAYYYYY

Absolutely slay

Lol yeah not unheard of xD and now this is one of those precedents lol

LOL SIR XDD You didn't hesitate lol 🙄🙄 yeah right xD

AYYY hey guys :'DD

YEAH LOL at least it means nobody's getting fired :'DD I was afraid we'd have to wait to deal with that till next episode <33

I'm so glad you guys are okay <33

YEAH lol people were in it when it went down 🙄😳😬 xDD

Unless you mean literally sunk lol slfhskdj

Told them to call?

Ohh yeah Maddie told!

Like told the 118 lol!

Yeah, thank you Maddie :'))

LOL yeah, she has your back :'DD

And this just shows that having your back isn't always doing the thing you think is right xd xDD :')

Awww, I love them <33

Hen and Maddie was an unexpected pairing but I really enjoyed it :'D

AAHHHHH hey guys :'DD!!

AWW AAHHHHH BOBBY AND ATHENA :'DD

The slow mo and everything 😭😭😭❤️🥺

And the music 🥺🥺🥺😭 :'DD

AAAHHHHHHH THE KISS :'DDD

AHHHH AWWWW ❤️😭😭 I LOVE THEM SO MUCH :'))) <333

And they love each other so much 😭😭😭❤️❤️

Aww I'm so glad they're okay :'))

Buck and Eddie watching and being happy for them xD :'))

They're like to that guy "yeah they're great :))"

Aww yeah a thanks to him :)

Buddie in the background of Bathena <3-

xD

Aww yay she gets to see her son :'))

And him his mother

AWWW 😭😭❤️❤️

That's beautiful :'))

Aww yeah the thank you <333

And there's the rest of the family :'))

Aww I'm so glad they're okay 😭😭 <33

I'm so glad they're all okay :')) everyone <33

That slayed 😭😭❤️❤️

Hey guys :'))

Where'd you get the clothes lol, random ones?

Ah yep tourist shirts xD funny they're both the same type but different styles lol

And food of course LOL

Awww y'all 😭😭❤️ I feel so bad for them, that must've really sucked, but I'm so glad they're okay <33

Thought about "what about- wait yeah they live alone right now" and from that like. Who told their kids lol xD

I mean they probably didn't even find out until Bobby and Athena had a chance to tell them so at least there's that lol xD but dang slfhsjd xD

Aww :'))

LOL her toothbrush xDD

XD yeeeah it's at the bottom of the ocean now lol o.o

As is everything else yeeah xdd

SLDKFKDHLS awww y'all I love you so much xD :') 🥰🥰 <33

Aww <33

Finally alone, and you're all okay :')) you can be alone together <333

AWW AAHHH y'all :')) <333

Them <3

VUGWLDM JUST LOOK HOW HAPPY THEY ARE WITH EACH OTHER!!!

I'm so happy for them and I love them so much :'DD

Also we are winning with all these kisses this episode 😌😌🥰❤️

AWW lol y'all

Idk why but this shot of the food fits

SLFKGHDKS and grab the food xD

Yes absolutely fair enough lol, I would xD

I'm sure they've eaten something but still they're probably starving xD

And also just having something comforting like that lol

Awww them <33

I love them so much :'))

I loved that episode so much <33 it was amazing :O :D

[darker-soft-starker]

UGH I TOOK SO FUCKING LONG

I feel like I owe you an explanation because I've been hyping the fuck up your fic and I wasn't there when you posted the last chapter. I wanted to send an ask from my other account but you don't have anons on and I didn't want everyone to know my new account 😭

What I meant to say is: I LOVED IT?????? I feel like it was such a cute closing. I love how the dynamic between both of them is pretty similar to what they already had, and I love reading Tony's pov. It was the first long fic from this fandom and it has a special place in my heart. When having a rough time in online classes, I would start reading chapter by chapter, and in a total count I think I've read it no less than fifteen times. It is so amazingly written, and you're so so talented with words and a fucking amazing writer. It's like you said, I do feel like the story tells itself for how it gently unfolds, like, it's not forced at all. Anyways, thank you for sharing that story.

P. S: I saw you put the story as a "part" in a series on AO3? 👀

Oh my goodness you’re so sweet, you don’t owe me anything at all xo and I’m sorry, it’s probably doesn’t help that I never posted the last chapter here on tumblr, I was going to but I got lazy.

😭 thank you for being so kind!!! The fic has a special place in my heart too x I’m actually touched that you turned to it at rough points, I hope it brought you distraction and comfort. Thank you for sharing that with me ❤️

And yes! I kind of wanted the fic to have a feeling of like… old teen dramas that used to have like 20 episodes a season, you know? They’d have highs and lows and lulls and it would just be a snapshot of that time of their life, essentially. Idk if that makes sense. 🥰 yep! I have future instalments planned, just some one shots as they progress through life, graduation, college etc

Thank you again for this message and for even reading my fic at all x

[daybreakx]

Also! Thoughts on

- travelling?

- turtles?

- japanese dramas?

- the latest fic you read?

(yes, these are absolutely random, what can i say)

~🦊

Traveling:

I LOVE TRAVELING!! (it’s not like i have gone everywhere tbh) but it’s so much fun!! i’ve learnt so many good and bad things from traveling and met so many amazing people. I just love it so so much! ❤️

Turtles:

Turtles are cute! I don’t know about keeping them as pets because they scare me a bit😂 (mostly bc i am afraid they could get lost in the house) but wild turtles are beautiful!

Japanese dramas:

I have only watched the first episode of Coffee and Vanilla and I was very confused. I haven’t watched many dramas in general, so if you have a recommendation let me know!💖

The latest fic I read:

I WAS DEVASTATED. It was so good😭 I love soulmate au’s and this was definitely one of the best ones i’ve read! the writer has such a beautiful way with words i just🥺 here is the link so you can check it out! It’s with Seventeen’s Wonwoo🥰

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

Let her cook she'll figure it out

Idk if she's here for that

"Yeah we already did that a few minutes ago behind your back" LDJFHDS MELISSA 💀 XD

Ahh aw hey at least they're asking :'))

Awww honey 😭😭😭

And especially because she can't be here :'(( 😭😭😭❤️❤️

Honey :'))

I mean it's you guys and the kids that are important and unique :')

Yeah :')))

Yeah hard to put on a plaque lol xD

Meat tenderizer o.o

Melissa this is too specific xD

Aww Janine 😭

Always gotta go back to teach with what we have xd unfortunate but true <3

Yeah guys slayed :D

OOP did she figure it out :O :D

I mean they have a point but yeah go off girl xD hope you internalized that still lol

Also ignoring the pleas lol

AUOGH I'm loving the Jacob Gregory friendship content this episode :'DD 😭❤️❤️ xD

I love them so much <33 besties your honor :'))

Yeah girl the running again xD

I think you were

Get where

Oh y'all aren't going xD

Okay just needed to be asked xD

LOL Gregory getting up so slow xD He is so me 😭😭❤️❤️ xD

AWWW HIM HELPING HER PUT THE PICTURE UP AGAIN 😭😭❤️❤️

Aww is that the picture we saw earlier :'O

Aww yeah 😭❤️🥺

That's amazing

John Quincey Allen

Nice <3

First group :')

"And now we know" yeah <3

Doing the very best with what they had :') yeah <3

No us without them, exactly

AWW y'all I love them so much <333

Aww them complementing her 🥺🥰🥰

LOL the the bucks xD

I think she will be

"Yes" XDD icon

"Which one do you think was the Jacob?" "None of them" sorry honey xD but yeah lol

Still Abbott lol

(it tilting)

"Stop trying to take my job" iconic xD

Awww Janine :')) I'm so happy for and proud of her <33 :'DD

Ending it just silent on the shot of the picture was amazing

I loved that <33

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

Angela continuing to work and Wesley knowing everything XDD poor guy was going through it lol

But AYYY they're having a girl :'DDDD!!!!! AAAHHHHH I'm so excited :)) (I would be no matter the gender lol)

Anyway yes I love them so much 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️😭😭🥰

Sobbing faces because of how much I love them lol

Also the Chenford this episode 🥰🥰 love seeing undercover Lucy content :D

And honestly, lowkey good for that guy xD Fresca or whatever his face is lol. Go live a life free of crime my guy XD

Loved all the little plots (go Aaron, slay 🥰), and I'm happy for Celina :D

Plus the little crossover with feds was fun :D

Speaking of feds it was a great episode, and I'm so glad Laura's okay :) <333

Also AAHHH her and Atlas are cute :)) his acting thinking she was dead was amazing too 😭💔❤️

Anyway I watched the promos and for feds: ooh interesting :o 👀!!

And for the rookie: AAAAHHHHHHH

They better be okay 😭😭😭💔😬 especially Aaron, since Celina seems to be doing slightly better

And o.o Bailey

So if someone's targeting our group in specific, I swear. . . xd no offense to the ones being targeted but hopefully it's those three for a reason and I don't have to worry about Nyla, Tim and Lucy, and Wesley and Angela xd. I'm stressed lol.

Anyway!! Loved this episode :DD

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

A H PROMO TIME

Logically I know we probably won't see much/any of Carlos next week because recovery is too important to just be like one scene but still I can hope lol

I mean to just see a bit of it xD maybe TK will mention it though (I swear he better)

Anyway lol

Ooh hi Judd :D

XD I don't think we saw him at all today

I'll excuse it bc. yk. obviously XD, but I miss my boy <333

Oooh a fire okay okay 👀👀😬

Dang we focusing so much on this fire I'm thinking we won't get anything else xD

Rip to my Carlos hopes lol but also what about the rest of the episode xD

OPE Marjan 👀👀?

Ooohh noo

Ahh afraid of messing it up yeah o.o

Maybe because of scrutiny be that public or peer/employers 👀?

A A A A H H H H H H H WAIT WHAT RESIGNING?????!!?!!?

HOLD UP NOW

YOU CAN'T JUST THROW THAT AT ME WHAT THE H E C K

NOOOO NO NO NO NO NO YOU CAN'T DO THIS MARJAN

I mean she can but 😭 xD

AAAHHHHHH AND SOMEBODY RIDING AWAY

A H

N O

WHAT THE HECK

xDD

That's the last of my last thoughts. Now it's time for the. . .

REVIEW

A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A A H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H H

Y'AAAALLLLLLLLLLL

THIS. EPISODE. WAS SO AMAZING 😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰❤️

Okay okay xdd I got this y'all lol.

I absolutely loved loved LOVED this episode :DDDD. Dude, the ANGST 😭😭❤️❤️❤️👀!!! The drama, the searching, the referring to people as fiance 🥰🥰 (what I just love it okay xD), even Owen's storyline!! Especially the shortness of it XDD - no offense Owen. But I mean, we definitely got way more of the other one, as we should lol. I am glad there was another plot though, just because it would feel a little weird having an entire episode pretty much just following TK around. That makes it sound casual but yk xD. Also, it gives us time to stress lol, and makes it feel like more time has passed. Basically I just think it was needed for the flow :). Plus at least if Owen had to be not being there for his son, he wasn't stealing the spotlight XD. Anyway lol, absolutely amazing episode, just, stellar 😍😍.

WGHOOO holy crap xd

Y'all I am literally unsteady of my feet

Gasping shock from the promo and everything else and also just gasping in ~drama~ and like a billion things and all the feelings at once lol. I am not okay xdd.

But seriously for quite a while while (yes that's on purpose) I was catching up on my liveblogging I was like having shortness of breath man xD I was literally losing it lol

I still am but I'm gonna work on this for a little bit and then go eat dinner and take a break lol xdd. I do want to get it all done now but my hands and my brain (from having to word so much, and I don't mean that in a grammatically correct way, I just mean words man xD) are tired lol. Like I'm not out of words quite but I just feel like taking a break lol, since I was freaking out the whole time, during the episode (and typing for most of it), and I've been catching up for the past hour lol. So that's two hours of freaking out, trying to get everything, and stressing lol xD. So, I'mma do some of this (I actually already did and came back to add that I was unsteady since I meant to lol, I decided to say it here when it happened xD), and then come back later lol. I just need to destress for a bit I think, no matter how much I'd love to finish it now while my feelings are fresh XD. I need energy for the rest of the things I have to do tonight lol. But, I will be coming back :).

Now, onto the individual parts lol.

So xD. I think I'm just gonna do like, the 126, Grace, Owen (including O'Brien), and then of course Tarlos ft. Gabriel XDD. Alright, let's get into it lol.

The 126!! My babeys 🥰🥰🥰🥰. I loved them so much :'DDD. We didn't get to see much of them, but at least we got that entire scene with TK in the beginning 🥰🥰🥰. We got to see their siblingism lol, in the teasing aspect of that xD, but we also saw them supporting TK, which was really nice :'DD. Even a splash of Nanteo, lol xD! Plus of course Nancy and TK siblingism specifically 🥰🥰🥰. Anyway, we didn't see much of them, and I do miss them, but I loved this storyline (including in the past few episodes) so I'll allow it lol <333. And continuing on, despite the fact that we didn't see them much this episode, they were amazing :DD. I love them all with my whole heart 🥰🥰🥰. Oh and Judd I miss you 😭😭😭❤️🥰 XD. Luckily he will be coming back to us next week lol <333. Anyway, in short, I love them <3333.

Grace!! We love our girl 🥰🥰. She was amazing finding all the stuff on Carlos :D. Especially considering it was illegal xD. At first at least, but I assume it was still illegal later lol. Anyway, she was awesome as always 🥰🥰. Plus her comforting TK 😭😭❤️🥰 >>>. Like, that little "I'm sorry baby" or something similar 😭🥺❤️. Ik that's something she says, "baby" I mean, but it just :'))) she loves him your honor <333. Anyway yeah, her 😭😭🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️😍❤️. I love her <3333.

Owen! Owennn. My mannn. SIR. ANSWER YOUR PHONE WHEN YOUR SON CALLS!!! Okay like I know he was dealing with terrorism and the FBI and everything and I get that, and genuinely it is a good excuse lol, but I'm still mad xD. Still, it'll make for angst down the line :D. Anyway, besides that lol, I did actually really enjoy Owen's storyline today :)). I mentioned to someone earlier today how I was laughing a lot last week despite it being about a kidnapping, but that I'd probably be laughing less at this one (and that it was also a kidnapping lol). And I mean, I was, but I was still laughing lol xD. Besides panicked laughing basically at myself lol. Mostly going "I'M FINE :))))" with a bit of laughing xD. But my point is lol, Owen's storyline provided some laughs XD. Bc I mean, he provides some great jokes xD. Also, while I was definitely way more exciting for the other storyline's scenes, I still enjoyed Owen's :). Like I said earlier, it was necessary for the flow.

Anyway, YESS! I'm glad O'Brien isn't actually one of them - I don't think they'll pull another twist on us, so I think it'll stay this way lol. And even though it was funny sometimes, I'm glad we're done with the under-coverness. In and out and in and out - it's just simpler now. Now, I genuinely thought (or maybe I just hoped, but I think I thought lol) that they would be suspecting O'Brien and not Owen, but then that guy kept on talking lol. And honestly, c'mon Owen, the one time you don't wanna fight? But nah xD, it was the smart thing to do lol. I'm also glad that we're (or Owen is at least) getting along a bit better with O'Brien. It's not like we (why am I saying we lol) were necessarily on bad terms, but Owen and him were finding things in common, and honestly they've kinda been through it xD. I think he'll be useful in the future :). And I really do hope they find his nephew - and that he's not the bomb maker. But I wouldn't exactly be surprised if he is, you know? I mean, maybe I will be in the heat of the moment, depending on how much it was hinted at, but still. It would suck (like :( not >:/), but it would be interesting 👀.

Anyway, I'm a bit dreading the storyline of that person targeting Owen because of Owen being the center of attention, but also, I'm excited for it :). Especially since, even if they're not directly targeted for being related (not literally in all except TK's case) to Owen, the others will be affected by it too :). I'm assuming that's where the clip we've seen in promos of Owen warning people comes from, that whole plotline coming up. But, anyway, I'm excited :). And yes, these paragraphs are kind of short, because I ain't interested in having a repeat of last week lol. Anyway, lastly, I am glad Owen answered the first time TK called, and he did resist the FBI for a minute to talk to him a bit longer :). It still sucks he had to rush off, but I'm glad he was at least there for TK a little bit <3. I'm totally (as long as I have the motivation, and who knows if I'll finish it but I will definitely try lol) writing a fic about him listening to messages TK left him and losing it (not totally). Well, let's say being distressed lol. Anyway, despite all I've said about Owen here lol, I loved him <33.

Now. Finally :). TK and Carlos. A A A H H H H H H H H H H H!!! 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰😍😍💔💔❤️❤️❤️😭😭❤️❤️🥺🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️. Okay, I'm good lol. Kind of xD. Anyway, I'll try and at least make this longer than Owen's - on principle lol -, but I don't have quite as much to say since I said a lot more about Tarlos in the moment than I did Owen lol. I'm trying to make my reviews a little shorter by not including quite so much of what I said in the liveblogs, more of my thoughts that I didn't put down (usually the more thought out ones lol), so it's a little easier for me to do them :). Motivation just be that way sometimes lol! Anyway :D. My boyyssss 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰. But also. My boyyssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭. XD. Anyway, I thought they were AMAZING this episode. And, just a quick note - UGH, the ACTING!!!!! SO. AMAZING. Thank you Ronen and Rafa 😭😭❤️ :) :D.

Anyway, this episode was DEFINITELY an angsty one - obviously - but it was so, so good :D. For them, I mean - it was in general but this ain't about that right now lol. Seeing all their emotions, really strong ones obviously, was just heartbreaking 😭. And, I was only just thinking about this, but they kind of paralleled each other. Obviously they're having similar feelings (like fear lol), but in different ways, because of their different sides of the equation. Plus, we haven't seen TK's anger in a while - besides the slight anger/the frustration with Iris -, and it was fuuun :DDD >:)). Anyway, just seeing how TK's emotions redirected into the anger, and Carlos's were forced to go into logical thinking. It was rough 😭. And also, that scene of Carlos seeing TK on the doorbell monitor? Wow, why don't you break my heart with a hammer already :'). Or that meat tenderizer Trudie used to smash carlos's phone :'D. Anyway XD.

TK obviously went through it this episode, but I mean. Carlos is the main focus of going through it here XD. They were both suffering and I'm totally vibing with the double angst but right now let's talk about Carlos since he was literally kidnapped, drugged, and almost killed lol. Also during the liveblog I was mostly just screaming, so I'm gonna differentiate some of my emotions here XD. Now, when Carlos was quiet (not quite submissive) or drugged it was awful, but whenever he was fighting back it was just viscerally uncomfortable. In a really good acting and such kinda way lol. Especially earlier on in the episode - by the time we was fighting Darryl at the end I was consumed even more by other things, one of which being "YES YES YES GOOOO CARLOS, SLAYYYY GO OFF, BEAT HIM!!!!" XD. But anyway, the entire time it was just so heartbreaking 😭😭❤️💔🥺. And Carlos saying that Gwyn's love passed through him because he had no idea how he could love TK that much? I just. Wow. I think he'd probably actually thought that before lol, not just coming up with it for Trudie's benefit, but even if he did, DANG. That is some powerful stuff xdd 😭😭. Also heartwrenching and heartwarming lol xD. Just emotional in general.

And now some on TK! Then a bit of Tarlos and then some less emotional plot stuff lol. Anyway, ANGRY TKKKK :DDD!! XDD But besides that, seeing the subtleties in his fear - the constant bouncing, the way he always looked like he was about to cry. Just, UGH 😭😭😭, so good. And I'm sure this experience will definitely mess him up - don't even get me started on how much this'll have traumatized Carlos - xd. Honestly if we don't get a lot of it in canon, I'm excited for the fics that explore Carlos and TK's trauma from this more :). Probably more stuff of dealing with it/having it brought or rise up than deep dives but those too lol. Even if we get a lot in canon xD. Anyway, lol. It was just heartbreaking to see TK unravelling throughout the episode; in scenes like him talking with Gabriel he's clearly trying to keep it together, but by the time we get to investigating he's really losing it. Just, UGH, so good :'DDD 😭🥰❤️😍.

Now that last scene - well, the last two actually, I'll include the ambulance/after scene lol. TK having to do chest compressions and save Carlos (well, hold onto him for a little :') ) was just 😭😭😭. And seeing Carlos try to focus on TK when he was still awake? UGH, 😭😭😭😭 so good. And AAGHHHH 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️. It was such an amazing scene but MAN did it hurt xd. Especially Carlos jumping away from them when he woke up 💔💔 <33. And after that, the conversation about holding onto his life :'DDD? And how TK HAS HIS LIFE 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️🥰🥰. Y'all it's over close it down it was all worth it for this xD. They're just so adorable and in love :')). Also, YESSS THE "ARE YOU GONNA RIDE WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND?" PARALLELLLLLLL!!! WHOOOO 🥰🥰😍😍😭🥳🥳🥳🥳😭. WE DESERVE IT XDDD. I will say again that it would've been even better (than 100% amazing) if it has been fiancé this time lol. Anyway xD. Oh and yeah I loved how much they said fiancé this time :'). Anybody <33. I just love acknowledgments of people's relationships okay :'DDD. But especially Tarlos being fiancés ;'))))). Idk why winky just because :D.

Anyway, plot wise I absolutely loved Tarlos in this episode. It was super interesting and obviously VERY tense, and the kidnapping (kidnappers, backstory, reason for it, etc) was actually very interesting. Not that I necessarily expected it not to be, but I didn't really think about it much lol. Also, I don't think any of us expected TK at the door xD 😭. Anyway, I also thought Trudie seemed in character the whole time with what we knew of her - she wasn't evil, and she believed in love (especially that of a mother and a son), so she let Carlos out. But she loved her son more than anything, so she protected him from Carlos. That's just the one example but yeah I thought it was really interesting, and really good :D. Also, TK working with Gabriel this episode? Obviously >>>>. As we all expected lol xD.

Now, for a quick look at next episode and after that: I hope we'll see Carlos next episode, and hear about his recovery and all that, but I think we'll see TK mention it but not actually see Carlos. I think it would be difficult to just have in one scene - like I said earlier, it's an important thing, too much to just put in a throwaway (not throwaway but I mean not one of the main plots of the episode) scene. I just think it would feel unnatural, but I don't know that we'll get a whole storyline on it next episode. And while I would absolutely love that, it makes sense. And it's been way too long since we've truly seen the others and they deserve some screen time :D. So, yeah, I think it'll get mentioned, and then in the next episode we see Carlos in/a few episodes from now we'll see some of the aftermath of this episode. See, I wouldn't be surprised at, say, a Carlos returning to work storyline in an episode (as in the one after this next one) or two, and having to deal with/explore some of the trauma through that. I mean the plot, but Carlos also having to deal with it lol. And obviously if something like that does happen we better have amazing support from TK <3. Anyway, I just hope (I know they will :'D) they support each other and love each other (not really a hope it's a fact lol), and they'll get through this :'D. Anyway, long story short, I LOVE THEM SO MUCH YOUR HONOR 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰😍😍🥰🥰🥰!!! Yeah, I love them <3.

Overall, I absolutely loved this episode. I adored it :D. It was so, so amazing, and once it's been a little longer I'll probably rewatch it - I don't rewatch full episodes a lot, and usually if I watch clips it's not angsty ones, but it can be. Anyway, for example, I haven't re-watched any episode this season yet, but I think I may rewatch this one this week. If I can clam down enough lol XD. I'm still tense just thinking about it, writing this. Plus from something else I was watching, but that's besides the point lol. Anyway, obviously I loved the kidnapped plot this episode, but I really enjoyed Owen's too :). Especially since it'll apparently play into the angst we see for TK and Owen in the future :D. Which, I'm glad was directly addressed (well, seen by us lol, addressed by the show, not characters) this episode. Usually it's tiny things or things we just assume, and I imagine some of which will be brought up in that future storyline, but today we saw TK outwardly bothered by it :). Very interesting! Not confusing though, it definitely makes sense lol. Anyway! I loved seeing a bit of the 126 - the scene they were in was great lol -, though it was odd to see TK mostly doing this on his own. He wasn't, but he also wasn't interacting much with the others. This episode felt like it was literally following TK, Carlos, and Owen. Luckily for the episode Carlos didn't move much lol. . . . sorry lol XD. Anyway (also yes the period and then separate ellipse was on purpose lol), it was really cool :D. Just odd how, maybe because he wasn't at work, we didn't see any of the team's reactions to everything going on. Certainly interesting. Also, I live in FEAR of the next episode 😳👀. I think the ending of the promo there is a red herring, an in the moment kind of association - I don't think it's Marjan leaving, I think it's probably Owen or O'Brien, maybe one of the other gang members. Also I doubt Marjan will really leave, or at least not for long (if it lasts for multiple episodes I'll die <3), but I am still very much in fear :'D. TK looks way too at peace in that last shot (or one of the last shots anyway) for Marjan to be leaving though xD. But yeah, it looks super interesting and I'm excited to see that big fire, and why everything that happens happens :D. Anyway! Back to this episode lol :). Grace was also amazing, I'm interested to see where Owen's storyline is going since while it closed a chapter, it's the only storyline from this episode that's actively continuing (we're sure to see aftereffects of the other one), I'm so glad Carlos is okay :'D, and all in all I just thought it was a super great episode :DD. Very emotional 😭😭, super dramatic, and had some comedy bits xD. I LOVED it 🥰🥰🥰😍❤️❤️.

So yeah! I absolutely loved this episode. I thought it was awesome! I'm nervous for the next one! This has been my review of. . .

9-1-1: Lone Star, Season 4, Episode 4: Abandoned

It was so amazing! I'm really excited to see more of everyone next episode, though I am scared. I'll be back next week with my review of. . .

9-1-1: Lone Star, Season 4, Episode 5: Human Resources

See you then!

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

AAH okay promo time 😭😭 I can do this xd

Out here wiping my eyes and stopping screaming to watch the promo (neither of those are true - the first ain't even literal lol)

AAAAHHHHHH CARLOS YOU ARE NOT LOOKING GOOD MY GUY

A A A H

I didnt even RECOGNIZE THAT as TK's VOICE for a second 😯😯😬😭😭😭😭

But y'all the ANGST <3333 ❤️❤️❤️❤️👀👀😍😍❤️

Anyway back to being DISTRAUGHT and IN FEAR

O P E

Oh my gosh

"No one's gonna find you though"yeah that's because you didn't FREAKING TELL ANYONE WHERE YOU WERE GOING!!!!

THE K I T?????

C o n C E R N . jpg ಠ⁠_⁠ಠ

Oh no

"Looks like a pattern"?????

A SERIAL KILLER????!!?!?!!!?? 😭😭😭😭😭😭😳😳😳

AAAAHHHHH WHAT THE HECK

AAAAHHHHHH AWW CARLOS 😭😭😭

BRO LOOKS LIKE HE IS GOING T H R O U G H IT

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH "We're not gonna find him alive, are we?" SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP S T O P P P P P EVERYBODY SHUT UP YES WE ARRRRE TK 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I am actually losing my mind

Y'all I just. I swear

Okay, that's the last of my last thoughts. Now it's time for the. . .

REVIEW

*Ahem* AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

If you'll begrudge me a very long scream again 😌.

ANYWAY!

I absolutely LOVED this episode!! I thought it was amazing :DD. It had so much DRAMA an ANGST and it was also HILARIOUS at parts xD. I promise that's just emphasis not me highlighting the words lol. Anyway, I loved Owen's storyline, even I'm frustrated over it xD, and I LOVED Iris's :D. Plus the call was amazing xD. The one with he cliff lol. Anyway, I loved it all 🥰🥰. Now, I'm gonna try to keep this short, but we'll see what happens lol - time for the individual parts xD.

First of all - Judd, Mateo, Marjan, Paul, and Nancy. My 126 lovelies 🥰🥰🥰. I was about to just do them four but then I was like nah Nancy gotta join them. I decided to leave Tommy on her own though lol. Anyway!!! As always I loved them :DDD. I missed seeing them much he episode but it makes sense with everything else going on :/ :). Still, the all was great XD (the all did great jobs of course), and the scene at the endddd 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔. Oh my gosh I'm still not over that - I know it's only been like an hour and 20 minutes but still xD. I don't think I'll ever get over it lol. Also, for a second I nearly said just 20 minutes and then I remembered: oh yeah, it's 9:08 (big emphasis on the 9 but I can't capitalize a 9 unless I spell it out lol). Anyway! Gotta shout-out Nancy's acting on the cliff call XDD wonderful lol. "Live!! Live!!!!" XDDD Iconic lol. Also Judd calling Owen out was *chefs kiss* as always. Plus, he's definitely sus, so if we need anyone for anything involving that, Judd's our guy. Kind of like TELLING SOMEONE WHERE YOU'RE GOING- sorry XD. Anyway, I loved them all <33 hope to see them more soon :))). ❤️❤️❤️.

Tommy! I really liked her scene with TK :DD. It was amazing <333. Her being there for him, comforting him :')). Work mom for real <333. And we love her for it (and many other things lol) 🥰🥰. Also, she did amazing with her job as well :DD 🥰🥰. And I just have to mention her acting in the first call XD. Not that she even did much, more just what she was actually doing lol. Girl was just sitting there XD. Like barely blanker than 😌 XDDDD. Icon, lol, amazing xDD. I love her ❤️❤️❤️🥰.

Grace time :). We LOVE OUR GIRL GRACE for being so amazing working out the call :DD. And also she was just so good in that scene in general 😭 - the shock on her face, the near desperation in how fast she was talking to Carlos- MMH, wonderful <33. Anyway, she was an icon all around this episode :DDD, and of course did her job wonderfully <33 ❤��❤️❤️🥰. Amazing, love her so much :'D.

Owennnn! My man. He was wild this episode XD. Like. SIR. WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?? XDD. I mean, hey, I wasn't really, genuinely suspicious of O'Brien either - as an overall, at any time in the process sort of thing, Owen was more suspicious of him than I was XD. That was at the beginning lol. But like. STILL. SIR. You can't just go around telling FBI business XD. I just KNOW this I gonna have consequences (obviously), and bad ones xd. Not just in the case but for us, our family/characters. It's gonna be rough lol. You gotta admit though, Owen, and a lot of his scenes, were hilarious this episode XDD. It was a nice contrast to the other plot, the Iris plot, just like last week. Which is wild considering it's a nazi domestic terrorism plot xDD. Anyway lol, I'm excited to see where it's going 🥰. If more stressed, now, lol. Also despite all this I'm wondering, who did he get to play his niece in law XDD. O'Brien, lol - not that that description fits anyone else xd. But like, seriously, who? Is it just another one of the honor dogs' wife or something? Or his (O'Brien's) daughter? Or maybe he's even lying to her, and she really does think he's in there to try to get her husband/boyfriend back. Ah, idk though! Wild lol. Anyway, loved the plot, and yeah, sure, loved Owen lol. Still frustrated with him though xdd.

Now

The moment we've all been waiting for XD

TK and Carlos <3! An also Iris :). So! First let's kinda go over individual stuff. TK first!

My poor booyyyyyy 😭😭. He clearly felt so guilty for like, 80% of the episode xd. All except the call where they found Iris, pretty much, since that was the only time he was under the impression she was kidnapped (which she was but, yk xD). Just- agh 😭😭 xdd. Quick lighter note, amazing acting from TK on the cliff call XDD. Wonderful just as the other two lol, an icon <333. Anyway XDD (gosh that scene was so hilarious lol), TK having to confess going to see Iris in that first scene :((. I wish he got a chance to explain, but he and Carlos were both thinking that could've been the cause, so I don't even think he would've in that short a time. I mean, he just apologized instead of trying :'((. But also, I don't think Carlos would have cared. I don't blame him, but he was emotional and it was something they'd planned not to do, and could've caused Iris's disappearance. It sucks but it makes sense :'(. Also when TK said he wasn't hungry in he last scene I literally wasn't either 😭 xD. I was eating dinner throughout the episode and I'd just finished a bit when I set my food down to watch more intently lol. But I also felt literally a bit nauseous XDD I don't think I was full, I think it was just the drama lol - and THAT is impressive. Especially considering this has to work out lol. Anyway, TK in the last scene was absolutely heartbreaking 😭😭❤️. I really hope he didn't think Carlos's main reason for not coming home was him still being upset :'(((. But I think he probably did <33 💔. Anyway, I love him, he was great this episode xd <3333.

Now, a bit on Iris :D. AAAHHHHHHH I'm so glad she's okay :'DDD. I thought it would take a lot longer to rescue her, but this does make the most sense lol :'). Or t least, a lot of it. In hindsight, I see it XD. Anyway, it makes sense, and I didn't think she'd die or anything, but I'm so glad she's okay :'DD. But my poor girl :((((. Also, the thing about mental health is so sad 😭😭😭. Because yeah, seriously, just as I figured (I assume most of us did), they were discrediting things because of her illness. And it was making her doubt everything :'(((. She didn't deserve that 💔💔💔💔. Doesn't, is probably better <33. And I mean, given that there was no one seen coming out of that house, I cnt really blame the detective, but still :/. I mean, I can partially blame her because of the whole in the trunk, and also head injury hing, but still XD. Most people don't automatically jump to secret passages (like me - or, unlike me I suppose) lol. Anyway, I'm glad Iris is alive and physically (mentally too besides the doubting herself and no doubt the trauma from this :'((( ) okay :'DD. Besides that concussion lol. Carlos still needs that annoying little sister :'). That is not the only reason I'm glad she's alive btw XD, I'm just kinda joking. And annoying bc she teases him lol. Anyway <333. I love her :)) ❤️🥰🥰.

Now, Carlos. AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! XDD now, anyway lol. Honestly I'm more distraught than shocked xD. We all knew this was coming lol. And I know, I KNOW, that Carlos is gonna be okay (and I also know it just sounds like I'm trying to convince myself of that but like. we literally know lol xD), but it's still scary 😭😭😭. I'm still nervous as heck lol xDD. Just for how everything's gonna work out! Anyways, more organized stuff time XD. More organized as in more than just now. Anyway, poor Carlos 😭😭😭. His heartbreak in that first scene, and then like almost betrayal when TK revealed that he visited Iris - MMH, AAH 😭😭 xd. I was really hoping tarlos would actually make up, especially quickly, but no such luck 😭. I mean, they're no totally arguing, not yk xD. And there's gonna be so much going on (and much more important stuff at that) when we get Carlos back that I doubt we're gonna talk about it then either. Pro tip: get kidnapped to avoid talking to your fiance. XDD Sorry, I know, I'm evil. But it's not thaaat bad lol. I was just thinking about what I was just talking about earlier while I was a few minutes behind/late catching up on the last of the liveblogging lol, and that thought entered my head XD. Anyway lol. Side now, pretty sure this is about as long as Iris's now and I've barely gotten into the plot xD. Anyway! Let's actually talk about this episode, not the next one lol xD.

I loved seeing protective Carlos, and slightly detective Carlos (lol rhymes) this episode. Him going into shift early - we know it wasn't just anger -, going to the cliff, immediately joining Iris's rescue, carrying her out, holding her hand, standing up for her to the detective, hugging her and kissing her head when she talked about how awful it was and the mental illness side of things. Amazing <33. And then he went and did a dumb thing xdd. Whyyyy would he do that without backup 😭😭. I do remember thinking for a split second "he doesn't want the trail to go any colder" and then passing that as good and forgetting about it in the moment, but I think it was mostly just emotions, even if he did try to justify it lol xD. Also, I'm frustrated but not too mad at him for being mad at TK - he was emotional, it was gonna happen. And UGH I'm rushing this bc I worked on half of this and the end of this post for like 20 minutes and I was gonna be able to do it before midnight and then it didn't save even though my wifi was fine when I clicked save to go post it :'(((. And I am really upset about that bc I had to start from halfway through Carlos's section and I tried but I had three minutes and now it's past midnight xd. So I'mma try to get past how upset I am bc it's arbitrary, and just hurry this up. Besides I don't wanna retype all that anyway xd. This is most of it, I can't remember all of it >://. Ugh I'm really upset xd. Whatever. I'mma just pretend it doesn't bother me. OH MY FREAKING GOSH IT DID IT AGAIN. ALL OF THAT. FREAKING AGAIN. I WANT TO SCREAM TUMBLR COULD YOU PLEASE JUST W O R K!!!! U G H H H H H H H H. I want to SLEEP this has taken me an extra 40 minutes and is making me literally cry just WHY. WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME TUMBLR??? I'm literally gonna be saving every two seconds this time and then I'm going to resist chucking my phone across the room. I am going to try and act enthusiastic about this since the entire point of this is so I know what I was feeling instead of just my current rage. This is so stupid I know but whatever.

Anyway, I am so scared for the next episode 😭😭😭. Like VOEUNZUGAKSPB. I don't deserve this :'(((. But like I am so ready XDD. And also not at all lol xdd. It's gonna hurt but I will be LOVING the angst. And dying XD. I don't know how I'm gonna make it through it lol. Because it is going to be ROUGH, Carlos is gonna be going through it xdd. Also, at least they both said I love you at the end <333. That'll make it a tiny bit easier xddd. I will however still be screaming the entire time XDD. Anyway, I am SO EXCITED :DDD. And very scared XDD. Like, I know Carlos will be fine. I'm SURE (literally xD), unless the wedding promo bits (the planning) are with a ghost xD. But I can still be nervous lol. Oh, also! If I don't get to see TK hearing the news, or at LEAST TK telling the others, it is a crime <3. And homophobic <3. Jsyk <3. XDDD But honestly I need it. Anyway, back to Carlos lol! I loved him this episode, he was amazing 🥰🥰🥰. And I am so scared for him next episode xdd. I love him <333.

Overall, I loved loved loved this episode. I am looking forward to regular calls again, though. I love the drama and everything right now and I know it doesn't always leave room for regular calls, but I hope we have them again soon. Though the calm today was great lol. The CPR on the sex doll whole thing was just- amazing XD. Top notch call lol, and amazing performances xDD. Anyway, I loved the storylines this episode! Obviously the whole Iris situation, but Owen's too! Even if I am frustrated with him xD. But, still, I think it's gonna be really interesting, and I wanna see where it goes from here! Also it's hilarious XD. Like it's weird that it has but it has some really funny scenes lol. They've gotta fit it in somewhere xD. I'm cool with it this way lol. And, of course, I loved the Iris storyline :). It was awesome, and I'm so excited to see more. Anyway, I'm terrified of next week, but I'm also so excited :DD. I'm not at all ready, and I am so ready xD. I'll probably just be screaming the entire time. Anyway, I love all of them 🥰🥰❤️ <33.

So yeah! I loved this episode. I really enjoyed the storylines! I'm nervous for the next one. This has been my review of. . .

9-1-1: Lone Star, Season 4, Episode 3: Cry Wolf

What a great episode! I am so excited and also so, so scared for the next one. I'll be back next week with my review of. . .

9-1-1: Lone Star, Season 4, Episode 4: Abandoned

See you next week!