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#headphones#blessed with beauty and rage#feminine rage#female rage#girl rage#rage#manic pixie nightmare#this is what makes us girls#hell is a teenage girl#i love lana del rey#i love music#music#can't live without music#girl blogger#girl blog aesthetic#live laugh girlblog#this is a girlblog#im just a girl#girl interrupted syndrome#girlhood#girlblogging#i'm just saying#just girly thoughts#just girly posts#true feelings#nightmare time#artic monkeys#bridgette bardot#mitski#lana del ray aka lizzy grant
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Music is my life,can't live without it
(Hearing to Scary Bitches while writing this)
#Music#scary bitches#songs#music is my drug#music is life#music is therapy#music is art#music is medicine#I LOVE MUSIC#musica#music songs#Music>>#Can't live without music
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short curly haired penelope and odypen im in love with them omg ahsbahanajjansgshsh
#odypen#odysseus#fuck i love odypen#penelope#epic the musical#epic the ithaca saga#epic odysseus#epic penelope#they've consumed my very being#i can't live without them#AHHSHSHANSBAH
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#girlblogger#girlblogging#girlblog aesthetic#this is a girlblog#just a girlblog#girlhood#this is what makes us girls#im just a girl#just girly things#just girly posts#just girly thoughts#lana del rey#lana del ray aesthetic#tumblr girls#i love music#I can't live without music
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June '04 - The photograph your girlfriend took
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#not going to bother them w actual tags but shoutout to @vamphorica and @neuroticblue for their immaculate movie and music hcs/ideas!!!♡#the flowers are primroses for young love and bc they mean 'i can't live without you' in the language of flowers. too emo? i have a#little scene in mind where Mello rips his half of the picture before leaving and then Matt destroys his own realizing bestie really had lef#i made you a cookie but i eated it type shit y_y</3#btw yes this is the drawing i did a poll for and yes a gaming laptop fell on my foot soon after starting it#mellodramattic#m2#matt death note#mail jeevas#mello death note#mihael keehl#death note#dn#traditional art#mine
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͜ᩘ🪨 en un tal vez quedó aquella vez
supongo que así quedará 🪐 ᭮᭰͟ ִ͏͟ ͟ ͟ ᭮͟͟ ♥︎



#☆ :: WITHOUT MUSIC I CAN'T LIVE.#pink moodboard#moodboard#coquette moodboard#cute moodboard#dollete moodboard#kpop moodboard#messy moodboard#random messy icons#random moodboard#soft moodboard#alternative moodboard#amino moodboard#pretty moodboard#vintage moodboard#mb alt#archive moodboard#archive mb#cute mb#purple moodboard#white moodboard#pink messy moodboard#gg moodboard#girl group moodboard#winter moodboard#winter aespa#aespa moodboard#winter messy icons#winter icons#aespa
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Did you know that Procreate doesn't have a lot of the standard filter/effects tools that Photoshop and Clip Studio have? For the most part I'm A-OK fine living without those, but the one that boggles my mind is that Procreate doesn't have a stroke feature. I bring this up because I use stroke a lot for subtle things, and I use it a lot for graphic things (like comic binding boxes, lettering, etc.)... and, for the current illustration, I used it for almost the entire background. So do you want to know the stupid way to simulate the stroke effect in Procreate? SURE YOU DO. You have to duplicate the item, or lines, you want to have a stroke effect on... You then move it below your object/lines, gausian blur the duplicate beneath to 2 - 3%, then keep duplicating that blurred copy and merging it with itself until the extra selection of pixels created by the blur are, once more, solid. It's a lot of duplicating and merging. PROCREATE, PLEASE, THIS IS YOUR ONLY TRUE FLAW. Please add a stroke tool my family is starving.
#This method is so stupid BUT IT WORKS sdkjffj#sadly it's too hard to paint with a building stroke layer doing this#and that was one of my favorite ways to simulate a certain texture I like doing#so I've mostly been living without it bc I refuse to touch photoshop anymore#...and clip gives me a headache#it's not the biggest deal in the world I mostly just think the method for simulating the effect is funny#but I do miss using it for layer painting#I don't use this method for doing my panel outlines in procreate because it's faster to just duplicate the panels and size them up#but I did use it for them in photoshop bc it was so quick/easy to do it that way in photoshop#Anyway the way I got all the texture on The Pomegranate Painting (thunderclash sfx and theremin music) that everyone seemed to like#was to use the stroke painting method I talked about#I can't do that in procreate easily enough to warrant doing#it can be done sparingly but not how you can when it'sa setting you can put on your brush or layer
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man. antidepressants.... good
#so the last two days have been mid. but i still did things and didnt feel like death for the first time in a year.#I'm no longer so anxious i can't look at apartments in the city where I'm starting my phd.#i got a short idea for prose today. i haven't had that in at least 6 months.#i have actually *wanted* to listen to music again.#i want to sing and draw and crochet.#i want to do things again.#i haven't existed without a thin film of misery in.... at least a year. but probably longer than that. much longer.#I've had one nightmare in the last six weeks. i used to have at least one a night.#and had been living that way for almost 10 years.#guys there mught be hope for me yet.#I'm still tired. very tired. but also. I've cleaned my home more this week than i have in months.#and even when i don't do a task or don't do a whole task. it doesn't feel like failure and like I'll never get it done.#idk. idk. it's imperfect. i am still struggling to answer emails and text notifications. i probably always will.#i am still a little anxious off and on throughout the day. but good god. it feels like liberation.#do you know how good it feels. after years and years of struggling to be alive. to one day get out of bed and spontaneously start cleaning.#without endless planning and days of hyping up to it or guilting yourself into it?#i noticed halfway through the day that i was just.... doing things i needed to do.#it feels so good.#i really didn't want to start meds bc i thought i had a handle on it.#turns out mild gad and some depressive symptoms it was not. it was full-on gad with major depression!#i hadn't realized how miserable I'd been. and for how long.#so for all that i was recalcigrant to try. i'm very glad i did it.#my god. i can maybe be happy. who would've guessed.
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I want to be a rockstar so bad but like in the 60s/70s/80s because nowadays you really can't do that to make money
#i know everyone starts small but when you hear of classic rock bands making it pretty fast & earning real money without needing another job#it's so different from how it is for new bands unless you somehow already know important people in the field#like all modern bands i was/am in contact with they all have a main job because gigs don't pay nearly well enough to live#they've been around for 10+ years even playing abroad and still can't afford to make music 100% full time without another income#the world is so fast-paced now even if you land a hit it's hard to keep it up and there's so much nepotism that real talent gets overlooked#mel talks
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I try my best to be respectful of religious people and I love my friend who's an evangelical protestant but lately it's been so hard to have a normal conversation with her. yesterday we were meeting for brunch and she told me she ran into her ex at the gym, the first thing she says is "Prayers work because I asked God to not make me meet him until I was ready" and I had to just be like "....okay". the whole conversation was like this. I told her the thought of my ex's latest dramatic exit still pisses me off and she says "I live in the peace of Christ, you should try it too" I had to say "no thank you :)" but I wanted to just get up and leave at that point.
#she wasn't like this when we met at uni#she would talk about church a little but never that much we could have fun for days on holiday without her bringing it up#and now it's her answer to everything#also she asked me if i wanted to come to her church concert?? she knows i can't listen to live music bc of my ears#and the thing she said about her ex isn't even true she's very obviously not over him as she spoke about him the entire brunch#anyway it makes me sad bc we used to have a lot of fun together but now i feel like she never turns off her evangelical mode
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do you guys think i should give up my phone for 3 months (till exams)
#i think i should#exam is nearer than ever and im spending my day on ao3 with no guilt 😭#i CANNOT wing this#and my parents are acting so crazy like they're just waiting for me to move out so they can start making changes in their life#like moving back home and buying a permanent house#and mom is like do it in first time then your sister has to get married#we will need you in preparations and stuff you can't study all the time it will ruin everything#like ummm she doesn't even wanna get married??????? but they're like she's turning 27 of course she's getting married#like arey😭 ladka bhi nahi dhunda hai abhi tak wdym#and also they're scaring me i need to live my life quickly before they start trying to tie me down too#and earn money a lot of it so i can say no#and i have kinda worked hard past few years 2 years it would suck so much if i ruined it all in last 3 months#i think it's doable. but only if i spend a lot of time with my books solve all those huge question banks#(it is all so boring oh my god😭)#im just worried if i can survive without any tumblr ao3 for 3 full months#it is the only thing that makes me happy but it's also the only thing that makes me feel lonely and sad so uh???#but idk im tired i can't just practice self control on my own it is what it is#and im sure i can have music atleast in a tiny phone the buttons one#and talk to few people occassionally#idk#should i do it?
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Alright girlies tomorrow is the new moon, let's get these numbers DOWN
#wanna try to listen to things WITHOUT adding 50 new songs every time i take one out like a horrible little hydra#this isn't even touching on the video essay folder. that's not music 👀#wanna keep this updating live every so often so i can be held accountable by a nebulous outside force#could start blasting it while working on comms. gonna. gonna send those around again with uh. a small addendum#shai speaks#did you know the playlist cap is 5000 videos. bc we are barreling towards that.#i listen to a lot at work and screenshot things to revisit; try to avoid things w English lyrics bc i can't fully focus on it#though i can always just. revisit as well. not as authentic to me though#did find a gorgeous miku shoegaze song doing this so. let's keep that energy up#let's get those numbers down AND get paid for it 👀😤
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fuck this shit i wanna go back home
#my dad took my headphones#and doesn't give it back to me#i wann cry#AGHH#`•oliviaisyappin#WHAT DID I EVEN DO TO DESERVE THAT#i can't live without listening to music#/srs
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Nepeta: :33< “in-ear headphones are bad fur your hearing” actually they’re purrfect beclaws the music is inside of you
#homestuck#incorrect homestuck quotes#nepeta leijon#mod terezi#yeah i can't live without at least some level of radiant background music
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MIND THE TAGS!!!!!!
Remember the discussion about Kim's safety pin necklace. Yeah got inspired.
Almost triggered myself in the process. I'm okay.
#kimchay#kinnporsche the series#fic writing#i had to pull emotions from 2019#2018-2019 was a very bad year for me#this may show it a little too much#i'm very thankful i fought for myself for once#i woudn't have discovered jeff's music otherwise#music life? i guess. can't live without it
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