#castiel comes out

[spnisthewayoflife]

What hurts the most was being so close

And havin' so much to say

And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin' what could've been

And not seein' that lovin' you

Is what I was trying to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go

But I'm doing it

It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone

Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret

But I know if I could do it over

I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart

That I left unspoken

[pollsnatural]

By "accidentally" I mean that Sam had no intention to kill Cas in this scenario. For example, he was under someone's control or soulless, or he cast some spell that went wrong. Something like that.

[wigglebox]

Suptober - Day 1 || Liminal [x]

[sailorsally]

angels coming out as gay and us presidents coming out as bi are events that on the surface might look unrelated but they are actually deeply connected

[sunforgrace]

you guys please understand they were going to say “CASTIEL’S PERSONAL HEAVEN” and paper the walls like a teen girls room with pictures of dean pictures of dean’s face PLASTERED onto the bodies of beefcakes all while cheek to cheek blares out. as brought to you by fucking metatron

[eggchef]

i m late for november 5. anyway postcanon wishlist: handline fishing

[reallyunluckyrunaway]

Remember that "if straights had to come out" scene in Love, Simon?

Misha must've seen it, because he really said: "Bet".

[wigglebox]

💚Destiel Doodles Coloring Book💙

ANNOUNCEMENT ✨

After two months of work, this bundle of 42 printable coloring pages will be released!

This art’s journey will now be up to y’all and the whole world of color is available for you to explore!

Some details:

✨It will initially be sold on Etsy for $16 and will in include all the drawings for you to print out whenever you want.

✨The drawings include: 31 drawings from the 2023 Suptober event (which is 16 official prompts and then 15 others I decided on) + 6 florals + 3 bonus drawings + 2 drawings of the cover - one with the text and one without.

✨These drawings are for personal enjoyment and not to be resold either as lineart or colored in. You also cannot repost as if it’s your own. However if you color these and want to post to social media feel free! Tag me so I can see it!

✨Why I chose this price: I am looking to save up money for a new iPad because my needs have outgrown the small space of the iPad mini and it’s 64gb of storage.

All of these drawings are hand made and not generated by computers and so while it’s a little more than some pages out there, given the time and effort spent along with it all 100% being my own, I chose this price. I wanted to sell on my own personal website but I can’t afford to upgrade my monthly plan to allow that right now.

See y’all on Wednesday!! And happy December!

💙💚🌈✨

[deancasforcutie]

Thinking about how we always call this "the confession scene" yet the script only calls his expression of self-doubt a Confession, but his expression of love a Declaration. And what a difference that makes - whatever baggage makes us unconsciously associate coming out with an admission of guilt is not the story's; queer love, Supernatural says, is joy and peace and the deepest Truth that saves us from Death.

To quote Mary Cappello, "Queer memoirs should refuse to confess. There is nothing to confess. As a lapsed Catholic, I try daily at least to exit the confessional if I cannot burn it to the ground. So the memoir poses very important questions and narrative challenges to me as a lesbian narrator: Is it possible to narrate sexuality, especially when that sexuality is a prohibited one, without reproducing a discourse of disclosure, causality, or defensiveness against pathologization?"

Cas may have "never found an answer" until overcoming doubt, but Berens did: we don't confess our truth like it's in fact the point of shame we've been led to believe ("the same way our enemies see you," anyone?) but declare it to find peace in ourselves. And everyone who knows that, sees it: through self-love we make our own Garden.

[missingmoonflowers]

IM PRETTY SURE EVERYONES ALREADY SEEN THIS BUT FOR ANYONE LATE TO THE PARTY (LIKE ME) THAT SPANISH TRANSLATOR WAS NOT ROUGE. HE SAID IF IT SAID “AND I YOU” IN THE SCRIPT IT WOULD HAVE BEEN AND I YOU, AS HE DOES NOT CHANGE THINGS. DESTIEL CANON IN 2023 AND IN SPANISH. AGAIN.

[mattzerella-sticks]

Dean: I've looked damn near everywhere in Heaven for him [Cas]. Where the hell can he be?

Cas, really feeling himself while partying at one of Heaven's many gay clubs after inhaling some poppers:

[drulalovescas]

Garth was so right to name his son Castiel. They're the same picture 😭

[casdeans-pie]

[rosewheresheshouldntbe]

> Rose: Confess to Kanaya!

Rose: I love you.

Kanaya: Y Yo Ati, Rose.

> Rose: Get swallowed by something that looks like Venom.

> Rose: Get sent to super hell!

> Kanaya: Have something very gay and homophobic happen to you.

Kanaya: ...

What an absolute diversity loss. You find yourself thinking "love loses!"

[serendipity-in-spring]

Okay so my comfort character is Castiel right? Bitch died when he felt true happiness, what does that say about me?

[sunforgrace]

dean “reacts in new, interesting, fucked up ways to losing cas” winchester and they’re telling me that has nothing to do with nothing in the finale after cas literally confessed his romantic love the act of which was his moment of true happiness and subsequent sacrificial death. haha okay