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sketch pages!
I have been drawing. a whole hell of a lot lately, and ive been doing pages like this in an effort to practice being less precious with my art. I have a bad habit of trying to make everything I draw be a big thing, so ive been using these pages to whip out ideas/concepts quicker, fill space and practice, and to get a feel for the characters themselves
some explanations/context under the cut if anybody wants to know what's going on here-
page 1-
this page was slapping together some random ideas, and some practice for how I draw Cardassians. we have-
two different headshots of Doctor Ellok
a reference of Ellok's eye
a reference of Keyara's eyes
Larro with a different hairstyle- im toying with the idea of her chopping her hair at some point and wanted to get down the idea in my head on paper
the hands holding pinkies are Ellok and Keyara's hands
Mamotha, bandages over her eyes, kissing Quincey. this is a very specific scene that I was thinking about a lot at the time of doing this page
page 2-
this page was to get down a vague episode concept in my head that revolves around Wilos. we have-
the bust of Wilos, mainly done to fill space and practice his face
Wilos in some sort of fight- fun fact this was the strongest visual in my head and was the reason I did this page
Ruven hugging Wilos, because I started thinking about their dynamic while I was doing this page and it made for good practice with drawing bodies interacting
#queens originals#my art#star trek oc#uss athena#tarea ellok#keyara drok#larro#mamotha#quincey griffin#wilos#ruven vahl#stuff like this is GREAT for helping me with my shapes and dynamics#plus its fun and I love drawing the blorbos in my head#its especially fun to talk about it here cause its not like this will ever be posted anywhere so who cares about spoilers#like the Mamotha/Quincey kiss is. a huge fucking deal when it happens and it happens pretty late in the story#and Ellok/Keyara holding hands. hehe#I love those hands btw I was using a references for that one#cause hands are. difficult#anyways yes have more of my Star Trek brain rot#ive been going steadily mad <3
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#tma#magnus archives#the magnus archives#tma Jon#tma Elias#jon sims#elias bouchard#jonelias#cw: dubcon#nuancon Jon wouldn’t be here if he didn’t want to#dawg I’m going to hell for this one but I’m gonna post why I needed to do this#I needed them staring in each others eyes intensely#needed to see an ‘eyeball duel’ between the two of them#needed Elias to get flustered as hell and pretend he was not in fact flustered#needed Jon to pass the fuck out in Elias’ lap#and him completely defenseless and at bossmans mercy#needed to draw Elias extremely smug 80 times#and I know my Elias is not dripped out but I feel like I must channel his super dull and boring managerial disguise#suggestive#even though it’s not cause it’s just communion with the boys🥴#couldn’t be bothered with the bg oh well#last panel on the second to last page is sex to me#I act up so much when I look at his hand placement there#insert they’re freaks and a danger to society and no one can guess wtf is going on between em#put my whole artussy into this#also listened to end of s2 of malevolent while shading and cried my goddamn eyes out#rotating them in my mind#never done these kinds of difficult angles before I am quite proud#was gonna put paintings up on Elias’ walls but I just simply cannot
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#your reviver seeds. hand them over#this was also a three-way tie. i had no idea what to do with this one 'cause this beast is so fuckin symmetrical#it's difficult to make them look. weird or unflattering#uh oh it's starting to storm again. i have to go close my window brb#cresselia
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some sketchies
#my art#fursona#cat fursona#cat furry#getting used to drawing them more!#didn't draw the goggles they had#do to my realization that keeping them consistent and drawing them from certain angles is really really hard#my cat is making it difficult to type cause she's sitting in my lap trying to clean my hands
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behind the scenes from yesterday
#ok this was a lil difficult to edit than the yesterday one#cause of the hand and#carlos has no good picture where he is not wearing a Ferrari suit#tell him to post more pictures in casuals#cause it really took me some time i kid u not#carlos sainz#carlos sainz jr#roberto merhi#carberto#my edit
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by popular (@ahxu-laowen) request
#only friends the series#ofts#only friends#raysand#sandray#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#rowan gifs#i did not publish these largely because they're.... messy#the coloring is inconsistent & the quality is questionable & the cropping was difficult & the gif breaks are weird#but sof asked me ! so here have them#you guys ever think about sand's hand on the hinge of ray's jaw cause i sure do
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i aint one for drinking but im missing dsmp like a motherfucker
#like veeeery specifically the like reaal early shit. a handful of my mutuals i gained from my final days in the fandom when i was like 14/15#in like 2021/2022 and primariliy posting tntduo which uuuuh yeah you see why ive been quieter about being an ex dsmper now huh? but like. i#fucking craving that shit man!! thats like the only time i was like IN a community. like immersed in it!!! people knew my name- i STILL#think about during the tntblr elections where i was @'d and accused of running the election blog due to my engagement with the posts but#lack of public opinion [this was back when i was going as t1ddly_w1nks] but like FUCK MAN!! people knew me!! thats awesome!!!#even outside of that it was like my first active fandom that i was actively engaging and posting in. my kinda ass drawings would get like.#50+ likes consistantly on instagram. and on tumblr i was THE shapeshifter wilbur and thermodynamic tntduo guy IT WAS ME!! i made people cry#with my fucking headcannons dawg it RULED!!! im trying to like. draw dsmp art but because i was SUCH wilbur fanartist its like??? difficult#absolutely no shade to anyone still drawing c!wilbur while not supporting the guy himself since like. i wish i could as someone who was#always fighting the good fight w the differnce between c! and CC! but like......... something in me wont let me without feeling bad since.#the part ive always fixated on.... was wilbur centric AND IT DOESNT HELP THAT THE THING SPARKING THIS IS THETOYBOXS' ERROR DSMP AMV CAUSE#FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK ITS GOOOOOD anyway. ramble over. who knows. you might see some dsmp scribbles in the coming days. or not. anyway bai.#dsmp#dream smp#dsmpblr#dsmp ramble#mcyt#lmanburg
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At some point it got harder to NOT draw sonic than it is to draw him
#knox rambles#i did not realize taking a break from art would be this difficult#i wanna draw this funky hedgehog so bad and im just sitting here imploding cause my hands need the break#sonic i miss you#i feel like whenever im not actively drawing sonic im just wailing about how i miss drawing him-#congrats thanks for following me prepare for art spam and then complaining about not drawing the hedgehog’s
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I'm kinda torn on timothy getting a new prosthetic because, yeah, having two hands would be convenient and the circumstances are a bit different from when he got the hyperion hand BUT at the same time I feel like not replacing that hand is kinda healing for tim in a way?
He's spent the past decade in a body that's been changed so much to the point where it's not even his anymore, including his own DNA. I imagine that when he lost the hand he just felt detached, like he just lost something that wasn't even his own to begin with so who cares. Getting a new prosthetic would mean changing his body yet again and that would be hard to accept
#you can live life with just one hand y'know#its just a tad bit more difficult#but i think tim would be willing to do that if it means getting some small feeling of being himself again#especially if getting a prosthetic would mean being dependent on a corporation again#but also my rhys/othy heart wants tim to go to atlas for a prosthetic so they can meet already </3 oh how im torn#at the very least he can be reluctant about it#cause i think he'd deal with quite a lot of body dysmorphia and a prosthetic hand might possibly make it worse#or he's just not gonna feel anything about it. It's just there now#either way i think it would be hard for him to learn to accept a new hand#borderlands#borderlands 3#timothy lawrence#txt
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#this question is very hard for me to answer so obviously I have to torment everyone else with it#cause like. like I can really see the potential in either answer. both are feasible#I will say. most realistically. to me. edwin first charles harder#because I think…..I think the reasoning behind the other way around usually tends to be about how edwin absolutely was slower to bond and#open up in general whereas charles hit the ground fucking running#but i don’t think that particularly applies to their romantic relationship#if you mean ‘fell for’ in a general sense rather than a romantic one then yes 100%#but that’s not what im talking about here#I have a few different reasons but generally I think edwin fell first because like… the way he attached himself to charles and accepted him#as his person and etc is so unlike him to do with literally anyone- especially at the point where they first met/the first years they knew#each other. charles just seems to have hit him as something very very special and irreplaceable quite quickly for him to open up the way he#did and change and flourish into a fully realized person because of how safe and worthy charles made him feel#he took to charles with an unusual amount of ease and trust and I think that says something about how charles struck his heart Early#whereas with charles… yes on one hand he did stay on the mortal plane largely because of edwin and absolutely would’ve been impacted by the#tender act of mercy that was edwin reading to him as he died so he wouldn’t be scared. that’s absolutely what got him to trust edwin and to#want to be with him and protect him and so on#but charles would still do that and be like that under intense platonic circumstances I think#but most importantly I just think charles fell harder. when he fell is less important to me here- more important is that by GOD that boy is#down so fucking bad and outright SAYS IT in so many ways that he doesn’t realize– the sheer amount he restates how he’s content so long as#he’s with edwin. how he doesn’t want to be anywhere where edwin can’t follow. would and Did go to hell and back for him. believes him#to be the kindest and most incredible person he’s ever met. prioritizes him above anything and everything. etc etc etc#that’s not to say edwin doesn’t feel a similar amount of devotion– but charles just. really loves him with his whole person. loves him as a#fact of his existence and a piece of his very soul#idk man. it just feels like he is so incredibly smitten and he doesn’t even know it.#like I said though I can see both options and give reasons for both options so this question EATS at me I GENUINELY don’t have a super#strong feeling either is absolutely correct. it’s so difficult to answer they’re both so smitten and have such a history and GRAHHHH#payneland#dead boy detectives#rambling#polls
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I've been wanting to go back to my eva comes back from the dead fic idea for ages but I could not for the life of me figure out what her attitude to vergil would be
and then today it finally hit me that I think she WOULD forgive vergil for everything as long as he gave some indication that he repented and was willing to change
because, after all, this is the woman who loved, married, and had kids with sparda -- who "woke up to justice" but still committed god knows what manner/number/scope of horrific acts of mass slaughter, terror, and quasi-genocide on humanity
sure, in some ways it's easier with sparda because his redemption came two thousand years ago, but eva is a smart woman, she knows who and what sparda is (I headcanon that her clear-eyed view of sparda without any hint of hero worship is one of the reasons he falls in love with her in the first place)
so yeah, a woman who loves a devil so soaked in blood you could practically smell it still staining his hands can still love her son, too
which is not to say it would be easy. there would be anger, and grief, and eva blaming herself (did she raise him that badly? did she fail to impress upon him that sparda's greatest achievement was his turning on mundus?), eva blaming sparda for leaving them without him, more anger, more grief -- but in the end vergil is her son and she would always be waiting for his redemption, certain it would come in the end
#eva#vergil#sparda#devil may cry#i think the games really under-sell sparda's past tbh#but imo that makes for an AMAZING contrast with vergil#sparda wakes up to justice and like that the slate is wiped clean#vergil commits one fraction of a percentage of the atrocities his father did and he's condemned as an irredeemable villain#and the only real differences between them are:#a) sparda to be fair accomplished an ENORMOUS boon to humanity by separating the human and demon worlds#b) time. literally just time. sparda turned to good two thousand years ago.#that is SO unfathomably long ago#he is literally demonic jesus#the people he killed are so ancient that it's difficult to even think of them AS people (humans with lives families etc.) in the same way#as the citizens of redgrave city#then there's also the argument of e.g. did vergil cause the qliphoth to grow or did he just take advantage of something that would happen#whether he involved himself or not#(like to be clear he should still have stopped it!!!)#(but also he was actively dying and desperate)#i also wonder if sparda WAS considered redeemed by humanity at that point two thousand years ago#or if it was more a case of 'okay you've done ONE good thing now fuck off and don't cause any more trouble'#..........god i have so many feelings about eva and sparda and how they relate to each other#and why eva was The One out of two thousand years on earth#she SEES you sparda!!!! she sees YOU!!!! not the saviour not the dark knight not the guardian dog not the right hand of mundus
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(comically late) valentines day falkler doodles
#signalis#signalis falke#signalis adler#what i mean is that most of these were drawn around/on valentines day but im just posting them here now!#anyways#i filled my bulletjournal and ive been using a sketchbook i got for my birthday#the covers cute but the paper is so SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!#my pencil glides across it kinda awkwardly . and the texture reminds me of slightly thicker humid printer paper#i also find it a bit difficult to really get a wide arrange of shades w a pencil like i did w the bullet journal (though this may just be a-#-skissue .. i am honestly a bit heavy handed when i draw)#anyways ive been thinking about buying another bullet journal cause i really liked these ones ….#they have little ribbon bookmarks and a little pocket to keep papers n things which i greatly enjoued …. hmmmmmmmmmmm#myth.sketches
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Another one down, two more to go. Today wasn't a great hand day but I still had fun inking even if I can tell it's less nice than before and it was a little uncomfy.
Also last night was the last of my current pottery classes! Got the glaze on my little guys(babies first pottery). I am excited to see how they turn out once fired. (two didn't make it I guess which is fine. The bottom left was my first attempt at a plate/working with softer clay... didn't go well lmao, I'm surprised it made it!)

#misadventures with aes#myart#my art#I am taking the class again later and they want to see how I do with building vs throwing#my EDS and tremors means that throwing is very difficult and a little painful tbqh#so I am excited to try some like... different stuff. like I want a ring holder(the cone type) and some bowls for the cats and such#but they are also gonna let me take a bit of the glazes home so I can hand paint rather than dip glaze#cause THAT is what I am most excited for#my spouses stuff all looks amazing#so good they asked him A. if he wants to open studio B. if he's considered selling#also HIS first time with pottery hahaha#I HIGHLY suggest taking classes and shit with your spouse!
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I surely do love evil creepy radio man.
#hazbin hotel#alastor#alastor the radio demon#my art#he is such a little shit to draw hes so difficult just soo much stuff yoy have to remember#whatever the animators were paid it wasnt enough lol#i think hes my favorite now#i recently cought up with hazbin cause ive been putting it off and i honestly have complicated feelings#on one hand some of it slaps#(loser baby has been stuck in my brain for ages now) and some of it i dont really enjoy or find kinda boring its not a fave#but i did enjoy it all in all
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I really hemmed and hawed over the design of this cover. I actually came up with this version pretty early on but wasn't confident that it worked even though it interested me the most. Luckily my friends talked me into it i think. Its a bit out there for this comic but I like how it turned out aaahah!
These are the title-less, inks, and layout versions above along with a closer shot of the trio cause I think they turned out really well.
Full final with the title under the cut:

#wake of the clash#comic art#webcomic#superhero#indie comics#i had to draw the sketch pass for the trio SO many times the energy the characters were giving off wasn't enough but i finally got it eeheh#the hand was PERFECt first try though! Wooo!! (though the perspective of the fingers did almost freak me out at first haha!)#always loudly proclaiming how much i love drawing hands i get skittish when i gotta draw a difficult angle cause what if it turns out poorl#i just talked up a big game lol how embarassing would thta be? waaahah!
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I’m gonna freeze my balls off dude why is it colder in the daytime than it was in the early morning
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