#chalo ek baar phir se

[hannibalismos-jaaneman]

opening s3 with armand sitting by a dark teakwood vanity putting on kajal with tear filled eyes with ittr infused steam blurring an over the shoulder mirror shot of him in a dingy room in india with 'chalo ek baar phir se' playing softly in the background. ugh god yes.

[aurkitnarulaoge]

Things my friend group has said that made me question my life choices:

*imitating Daya bhabhi* "He Ma Majati!!... Bhala kare pitaji..."

"Bhagwan bhi banane ka copyright nahi leta, maa-baap to phir bhi insaan hain."

"Nark me maroge." "Yamraj se flirt kar lenge."

"Titanic kaise dubi thi?... dub dub dubbak dub."

"Haye rama ye kya kya hua kyu— muskaan joothi hai~~"

*to english teacher* "Roz roz kyu chale aate ho ma'am?"

*to our physics teacher* "aye haye chunri teri lageni gulabi sharara"

"Bas college degree mil jaye— phir ek amir bap ki aulad ko dhamkake shaadi kar leni hai maine"

*to class topper* "Tu to bewajah badnam hain, ye physics wali to zyada pakati hain."

*to English teacher* "Principal se taarif dilwaenge to games doge?"

"Bas ek bar MLA ban jana hain." "Kyun?" "Wo lal batti wali gadi ke andar parde kaise lagate hai dekhna tha."

"Drugs ka dhandha karenge. Paison se science degree khareedkar chief minister ban jaege— main Kerela ki tu Tamil Nadu ki." "Ghar se bohot door nhi padega?" "Helicopter helicopter~~"

"Aao kabhi haveli pe."

"Padhai? Wo kya hai?"

"Johnny Johnny?" "Yes papa?" "Doing drugs?" "Yes papa." "Tabhi gender nhi bta pa raha mera baccha..."

"Jaanwar janwar mat kr fir katungi to rona ayega."

"<name> mera bhai hain. Desh ka sipahi hain. Bolo mere saath <insert gaaliyaan>"

"Abe <censor> ki <censor> ki <censor> <censor> ke <censor> <censor> <censor> ke choohe!!! Himmat hain to samne aakr bol!!!"

"Bottle mein daaru bhar kr aate ho kya? Ye kaisi harkatein kar raho ho?" "Dekha? Ishiliye sasti lene ke liye mna kiya tha."

"He bhagwaan hai kaha re tu?"

*to maths teacher* "Bas ek aur baar wo question repeat kar do to bell baj jayegi."

*to bio teacher* "nanna re nanna re nanna re na na re class me mat aana class me mat aana~~"

*in basketball court* *to boys* "half court ki line de hi u-turn le lo aaj hum 3X3 khel rahe hain."

*leaving class to go home* "Itni khgushi... itni khgushi mujhe aaj tak nhi hui— are hamari prem bhai kidhar gayi?"

"HAMARE JAISA BOLO!!! BOLNA SEEKHO!!! BHUKH ANDOLAN KARO!!!"

"Dono taraff pahadon ka vaas hain."

"Chemistry ab nhi hota. Chalo sanyaas lete hain. Sab apna apna katora leke aana."

"Gaaliyon aur song lyrics yaad karne me phd ki hai."

Etc. Etc.

[hopefulkidshark]

"Close the window that hurts you, no matter how beautiful the view is."

Even when the view out there is beautiful.

The view could be a person, a place, a memory.

If it hurts, you need to close the window. Do not allow the light from the pain hurt you. You can change positions, location or anything to shut the light of pain out.

Create new memories. The old memories would try to filter in but it’s not permanent. They would go away when you replace them.

Be intentional about what and who you allow into your life. There is a huge difference in the outcome of your life when you are intentional about the details of your life. The food and drink you consume, the books you read, TV, music and movies, the friends you keep, the boundaries you create for yourself.

If you choose wisely, the quality of your life vastly improves.

If a person or place doesn’t make you happy, please move, you are not a tree.

Do not give attention to every dog that barks, and I simply mean giving time and attention to every thing that requires your attention.

Validate your choices, live your life to please yourself.

Whatever you do, close the window that hurts you.

Sahir Ludhianvi, Poet (1921-1980) wrote a song with same theme

Chalo Ek Baar Phir Se Lyrics Translation: Film: Gumraah (1963) Writer Sahir Ludhianvi, Poet (1921-1980)

Come, let us become strangers once again.

I shall no longer maintain hopes of compassion from you

Nor shall you gaze at me with your deceptive glances. 

My heart shall no longer tremble when I speak, 

Nor shall your glances reveal the secret of your torment.

Complications prevent you from advancing further,

I too am told that I wear disguises. 

The disgraces of my past are now my companions,

while the shadows of bygone nights are with you too.

Should knowing one another become a disease, then it is best to forget it.

Should a relationship become a burden, then it is best to end it. 

For that tale which cannot culminate in a conclusion,

it is best to give it a beautiful turn and leave it be.

Come, let us become strangers once again. 

[hoomanwithpizza]

Thak gayi hun, yaar.

Yeh roz ka school jao, aake school ka homework karo

Woh khatam ho toh tution jao,

Waha se raat ko 8 baje aao, khana khao, wapas homework karo, kyu yaar?

Har do hafte ki school ki test, har teen din ki tution ki test— ek taraf;

Dusri taraf, “Life is a test, yaar”.

Thak gayi hun, yaar

Pehle lagta tha, 6 din mehnat karke Sunday kama rahi hun,

Aur usse pehle toh, har Roz Sunday tha,

Aaj Sunday ho ya Monday blues same hi hai.

"Sunday hai? Chalo, jaldi-jaldi exam deke aao aur phir aake dusre tution bhi toh jaana hai."

Par maa, kabhi toh chutti honi chaiye na?

"Bete ye chutti boards ke baad."

Thak gayi hun, yaar

Acche marks leke aao toh agli baar sabki expectations let down karne ki tension,

Bure marks lao toh taano ke zeher ka pyala pine taiyyar ho ne ki tension.

Thak gayi hun, yaar

Khudse inn expectations ka bojh utha-uthake.

Thak gayi hun, yaar

Apne aapko yeh samjha-samjha ke agar kam marks bhi aa gaye toh theek hi hai.

Thak gayi hun, yaar

Khudko jhoot bol-bolke ke sab badhiya ja raha hai.

Thak gayi hun, yaar

Apne aap har ek cheez sambhalte-sambhalte,

aur unhe sudharte-sudharte...

Lekin na jaane kyun kuch na hi sambhal raha hai na hi sudhar raha hai?

Kyun ho raha hai aisa? Kyunki,

Thak gayi hun na, yaar.

[yehsahihai]

Ahem...

have a look-C here

//

Chaiyya chaiyya

Chalat musafir

chivaraku migiledi

chomaasun kyak aaspaas che

chupke chupke chal ri purvaiyaa

chalo ek baar phir se

chhap tilak

chhod aaye hum

chhoti si kahani se - This whole album really EVERY DAMN SONG

chupke se lag ja gale

//

thank youuuuu!!! I've actually heard all of them and I love them!!!!!

[kabhi-kabhi-aditi]

Chalo na ek baar phir milte hain aur shuruwat se shuru karte hain..

Jo galtiya pehli baar kiye the iss baar woh bhi sudhar lete hain. Chalo na ekbar phir milte hain.

[devspeaks]

Chalo aaj kuch Aisa likha jaaye

Aaj ki kalam dosto ke naam ki jaaye

Aise nahi hai ki unke baare mein Minton mein kuch kaha jaaye

Aise bhi kuch nahi ki bahut der Tak kaha jaaye

Kyu ki

Aise kuch bhi nahi hai jo na kaha ho

Aise bhi kuch nahi jo na suna ho

Phir bhi dil mein ek khayal hai aya

Chalo dosti ke din mein dosto ke liye kuch likha jaaye

Kalam pakde baithe rehe par kuch na aya kore panne mein

Kya likha unke baare mein jo rehte sang har pal har lamhe mein

Waise saare rishtey janam se shuru hote hai

Yeh ek hi hai rishta jo Maran tak chalta hai

Kya kahe unke baare mein

Woh to har baar Bina bole sunta hai

Kabhi kuch raaz chhupana chahate the

Aasuon ko hassi mein badal ke jab bhi saamne aye unke

Woh har hassi mein namm palko ko parh lete hai

Woh kambakht har baat aakho se padh lete hai

Dosti ke din mein ek baat kehena chahta hai

Dost woh nahi jo din ke mohtaaz hote hai

Woh to aise hai ki unke liye har din har shaam sab sammaan hota hai

Woh ek hi rishta jismein Krishna bhi sudama ke pair dhota hai

Jis mein Krishna bhi sudama ke pair dhota hai......

[indiesole]

Indies (Lifetime) Playlist Tributes to Music Legends ! -PART 15

POORNIMA / SUSHMA SHRESHTA ‘S TOP 220 SONGS ! (Contd from 184)

Yt Link:

184.Kal Raat Muzse Tu – Dharam Yoddha

185.Ek Tak Ant Thak – Jawab

186.Are Re Chunri Udi Sajan – Krantiveer

187.Dil Mare Deewana – Mafia

188.Chal Gaya Apna Chakkar - Miya Biwi Aur Saali

189.Galo Se Khelu Main – Hitler

190.Main Ladki Aur Ladka Tum – Hatyara

191.Chui Mui Chui Mui - Sher-E-Hindustan

192.Dahi Ka Dhoor – Goriya

193.Love Me Honey Honey - English Babu Desi Mem

194.Badmaash Aashiq Aashiq

195.Gore Gore Galo Wali – Hatyara

196.Ras Malai – Chandaal

197.Tullam Tulla – Jwalamukhi

198.Aaj Kal Ki Ladkiyan - Chal Mere Bhai

199.It Is My Love - Khoon Ka Sindoor

200.Sola Kiye The Pure – Rangbaaz

201.Saari Baatein Hoti Hain By Chance - Pehla Pehla Pyar

202.Iski Hoon Na – Kaalia

203.Tere Dwar Khada hai Jogi - Eena Meena Deeka

204.Addha Sach Bolta - Sarhad Paar

205.Kya Roop Hai Tera - Raja Ki Aayegi Baaraat

206.Kya Jalan Kya Jalan - Aaya Toofan

207.Dhoom Dhadaka – Veer

208.Lehenge Se Lage Hawa – Dushmani

209.Shadi Kar Le Sadde Naal – Jwalamukhi

210.Mujhe Kambal Manga De - Sher-E-Hindustan

211.Zindagi Se Maut Ki Mulaqat Hai – Bandish

212.Khud se har koi rutha hai – Veergati

213.Arrey Arrey · Sanyasi Mera Naam

214.Na Dikkat Karo Na Disturb Karo - Ladies Tailor

215.Karta Hai Kabootar – Mr 100 %

216.Humke Lade Sajan – Goriya

BHUPINDER SINGH ‘S TOP 140 (FILM) + 285 (GHAZALS WITH MITALI SINGH) SONGS !

Yt Link:

Gulab Jism Ka – Anjuman

Naam Goom Jayega – Kinara

Huzoor Is Kadar – Masoom

Dil Dhoondta Hai Phir Wahi – Mausam

´’ (sad version)

Zindagi Mein Jab Tumhare Gham Nahin The –Dooriyaan

Zindagi Zindagi Mere Ghar Aana – Dooriyan

Kisi Nazar Ko Tera Intezar – Aitbaar

Awaaz Di Hai – Aitbaar

Ek Hi Khwab Kai Baar Dekha – Kinara

Rut jawaan jawaan raat mehrbaan – Aakhri Khat

Raat Banu Main Aur Chand Bano Tum – Mangalsutra

Hoton pe aisi baat dabake chali ayi – Jewel Thief

Hey Mujhe Dil De - Mr Romeo

Dil Dhadakne Ki - Trikon Ka Chautha Kon

Mera Rang De Basanti Chola – 23rd March 1931-Shaheed

Zindagi Phoolon Ki Nahin - Griha Pravesh

Aasmani Rang

Surjomukhi Tera Payer Anokha Hai

Taras Rahi Hai Nazar – mehak

Aapko Jo Dekhega – Badal

Nayi Umar Ke Naye Sitaro - Nai Umar Ki Nai Fasal

Jis Ka Allah Beli Hai - Be Aabroo

Do Ghadi Behla Gai Parchhaiyan -Yeh Nazdeekiyan

Ek Pal – Jorua

Zara Dheere Zara Dheeme - Ek Pal

“ (part 2)

Karoge Yaad To har baat yaad – Bazaar

“ (part 2)

Ab kahan jayenge ham – Sansani

Kabhi Kisiko Muqammal Jahan Nahi Milta - Ahista Ahista

Dil Ne Tadap Tadap Ke – Faslah

Ye Paudhe Ye Patte Ye Phool - Ek Baar Phir

Aane Se Uske Aaye Bahaar -Jeene Ki Raah

Boliye Sureeli - Griha Pravesh

Zindagi Hai Ki Badalta Mausam - Ek Naya Rishta

Aaji E Probhate - Guru Dakshina

Hoke Majboor Mujhe Usne Bhulaya Hoga –Haqeeqat

Beete na bitai raina – Parichay

Piya Bin Jiya Nahin Lage – Daasi

Saawan Ke Din – Bhumika

Rangmahal Ke Dus Darwaze -Satyam Shivam Sundaram

Jise Samjhe The Hum Afsana - Ek Naya Rishta

Ae Khuda Yeh Bata – Akarshan

Tumse Jo Baat Huee – Clerk

Zindagi Cigarette Ka Dhuan – Faaslah

Badalon Se – Satya

Sath Sath Tum Chalo – Sitara

Mitwa Bole Meethe Bain – Parichay

Yeh Kis Bandhan Mein - Doosri Dulhan

Naina Lage Lage Re - Madholal Keep Walking

Bholi Bhali Maa –Trimurti

Pyar Hame Kis Mod Pe Le Aaya - Satte Pe Satta

Yaaron Hamara Kya – Abhilasha

Yaar ladki shandaar hai – Painter babu

Sheesha E Dil Men Teri Hi Tasveer – Gehra Zakhm

Title song – Chakra

Gaan E Amar Puja - Guru Shishya

Mehfil Taan Sajdi - Beti No.1

Jab Andhera Hota Hai - Raja Rani

Saathi Tere Naam - Ustadi Ustad Se

Sarfaroshi Ki Tamaana - Shaheed 23 March 1931

Zindagi Milke Bitayenge - Satte Pe Satta

Do Deewane Shehar Mein – Gharaonda

Kitne Hi Salon Se - Do Ustad

Sajana Ka Kangna – Sitara

Hanste Hi Hanste - Tumhare Bina

“ (part 2)

Jeeyo Ke Ek Saal - Nyay Anyay

Ye Pal Hai Masti Ke - Hanste Khelte

Logon Ke Ghar - Griha Pravesh

Machal Kar Jab Bhi Ankhon - Griha Pravesh

Masiha – Raavan

Meethe Bol Bole – Kinara

Piya Tujh Aashna Hoon Main – Nishant

Jane Yeh Mujhko Kya Ho Raha Hai – Ek Baar Phir

Dure bohu dure rakhaliya sure – Guru shishya

Thodi Si Zameen Thoda Aasmaan – Sitara

Koi Nahin Hai Kahin – Kinara

Log Kahte Hai Main – Daasi

Andhiyara Gehraya Suna Pan Phir Aaya – Saaransh

Kya Takalluf Hai – Jail yatra

Aao Wahan Tanhai Men Tehlen · Kahan Tak Aasmaan Hai

Har Jeevan Har Yug Mein – Nai Imarat

Ek Adhuri Si Mulakat – Dahleez

Main Bhatakda Hi Raha · Mughlani Begum

Dil Aakhir Dil Hai - Dil Aakhir Dil Hai

Na jis din teri meri baat – Traffic Signal

Dekho Hum Dono Ki Yaari - Double Cross

Dukki Pe Dukki Ho - Satte Pe Satta

Zindagi Haseen Hai- Badhti Ka Naam Dadhi

Duniya Chhute Yaar Na Chhute - Dharam kanta

“ (sad)

Tina Mushkil Kar Diya Jeena – Dard e dil

Jab Kabhi Mud Ke Dekhta Hoon Main – Hip hip hooray

Suraangini Kamaal Karegi – Parmatma

Ayaash Hoon Main – Ayaash

Zindagi Meri Hai – Raavan

Ek Akela Is Shaher Mein – Gharaonda

Aaj Bichhade Hain Kal Ka Dar Bhi Nahin -Thodi Si Bewafai

Ahl e dil – Dard

Saiyan Bina Ghar Soona -Aangan ki kali

Yaro Nilam Karo Susti- Prem Pujari

Na Tum Bhoole – Barrister

Bhool Gaye Hum Sab Kuchh – Tere pyar mein

Jheeni Jheeni - Phir Kabhi

Koi Purani – Jumbish

Ditti Heer Likha Ke –

Aye Khuda Shukr Tera – Razia Sultan

Suliyo Pe Chad Ke Choome- Jallinwala Bagh

Salam Kijiye Janab Aaye Hain – Aandhi

Ek Taraf Hai Yeh Zamana - Chor Sipahi

Ye Jo Tera Shehar Hai Ajeeb Shehar -Red Swastik

Pind Chhod Chale Ne Posti – Do Posti

Chand sa chehra – Gehra zakhm

Dibar Ki Dileri - Paththar

Rishte Jo Zindagi Mein – Kunwari bahu

Aisa Kyun Hota Hai - Dharm aur Qanoon

Nigahen Churao Na Daman Chhurao – Faslah

Na Sharab say khabi wasta Na tha silsila - Salaam Memsaab

Han Dekh Lo Ishq Ka Martava – Charandas

Mahzid mai jakai – Sanjhi

Apko Mai Gul Kahke - Gunehgar Kaun

Aa Hum Bhi Jawan Hai – Poonam

Aaj Teri Bahon Mein - Nyay Anyay

Khota Paisa Nahi Chalega – Dooriyan

Sajan Aaye Ho – Ratnadeep

Patthar Ka Hai Sanam – Sansani

Simat Ke Baharon Mein – Jumbish

Ae Dil Tere Mukkadar Ka - Zimbo Finds A Son

E Jibana Mane nuhe Aaha

Jaane jaa meri kasam tujhko - Jab Andhera Hota Hai

Idhar Ka Maal Udhar – Deewaar

Mandiro Me – Kondura

Arre Han Jalao Deep – Fareb

Jo is duniya se – Gunehgaar

Sanam Ho Khuda Ho - Dard-e-dil

Char Dino Ki Ye Zindgani – Gunahgaar

Ek Nazar Dekhna Hai – Dard e dil

Bada Kabootar Udjayega (video song) - Bada Kabootar

“ (full audio)

HIS VAST ~ 280 GHAZALS COLLECTION (freely audible below):

https://www.jiosaavn.com/song/chandni-raat/HhIpXz8FQkc - 13 songs

https://gaana.com/playlist/tithipatel-xndda-bhupendramitaliekaarzoo - 9 songs

https://gaana.com/album/gulmohar-hindi - 9 songs

https://gaana.com/song/ghazal-ke-phool - 9 songs

https://mio.to/album/Bhupinder+Singh%2C+Mitalee/Aarzoo - 8 songs

https://gaana.com/album/surmayi-raat - 8 songs

https://gaana.com/album/yaad-e-mehboob - 8 songs

https://open.spotify.com/album/1tPZIidLUOlqRVxMYIjWpw - 5 songs

https://gaana.com/song/yaad-e-mehboob-se-zinda - 10 songs

https://www.saregama.com/album/aksar-gulzar-bhupinder-singh-mitali-singh_108040 - 8 songs

https://open.spotify.com/album/0bWkieHW2ELTFT2wtf8Vuv - 9 songs

https://open.spotify.com/album/6djGpFhWyDwgwmEl6qZ9BM - 4 songs

https://gaana.com/album/ek-haseen-shaam-mitalee-and-bhupinder-singh - 8 songs

https://gaana.com/song/woh-jo-shair-tha - 13 songs

https://gaana.com/song/matke-te-matka - 15 songs

https://open.spotify.com/album/0rz6LNSwcKKiLUa2W0UL1F - 12 songs

https://open.spotify.com/album/58Smb9s0QvWNSuJOb72a19 - 12 songs

18.https://gaana.com/album/aapas-ki-baat-ghazals-bhupinder-and-mitalee-singh - 2 songs

https://www.jiosaavn.com/album/saahil---ghazals-by-mitalee-mukherjee/KoibSLDPNDU_ - 13 songs

https://open.spotify.com/album/7CtVw7dv7YHlp2Dy4P3pvH - 7 songs

https://music.do/music/1442899794/shabnam-bhupinder-singh - 8 songs

https://open.spotify.com/album/1ncd09l3GOmBQtfVoxoPZN - 12 songs

https://open.spotify.com/album/7baflaxytMVw61FWcPfXvZ - 8 songs

https://open.spotify.com/album/144Mx7ArVO03g3gBKXQL7T - 10 songs

https://gaana.com/artist/bhupinder-singh/urdu-songs - 19 songs

https://gaana.com/album/shama-jalaye-rakhna-bhupinder-singh - 4 songs

https://open.spotify.com/album/1b30TYZkc7rqaN4JfYLxlj -8 songs

https://gaana.com/album/dard-e-dil-mitalee-and-bhupinder-singh - 8 songs

https://www.jiosaavn.com/album/jo-mange-thakur-apne-te/QhWkNmBz-8I_ - 8 songs

JAGJIT SINGH ‘S TOP 130 (FILM /SHORT FILM) SONGS !

Yt Link:

Tumko dekha toh ye khayal dekha – Saath Saath

Hothin se chhoolo tum – Prem Geet

Tum paas aa rahe ho – Veer Zaara

Hoshwalon ko khabar kya – Sarfarosh

Koi Fariyaad – Tum Bin 1

Teri Fariyaad – Tum Bin 2

Haath chhute toh bhi rishte nahi chhuta karte – Pinjar

Aisi Aankhen Nahin Dekhin' Full Video - Aapko Pehle Bhi Kahin Dekha Hai

Har Ek Ghar Mein Diya – Dhoop

Woh Kagaz Ki Kashti – Aaj

Khumaar-E-Gham Hai – Leela

Bohat Khoobsurat Hain Aankhain Tumhari – Vadh

Badi Nazuk Hai Ye Manzil - Joggers Park

Aap ko dekh kar dekhta rah gaya

Kehta hai baabul – Baabul

Teri Berukhi

Tera Chehra Kitna Suhana

Tamanna phir machal jaye

Heer – Shaheed Udham Singh

Na Tha Kuch To Khuda Tha - Mirza Ghalib

Hai Lau Zindagi - Hello Zindagi

Humsafar banke hum sath hain aaj bhi – Aashiana

Ishq Hai Loko Rab Di Puja – Laung da lashkara

Tera Chehra Hai Aaine Jaisa

Benaam Sa Yeh – Dhoop

Main Aur Meri Tanhai

Chak jigar ke

Waqt ne kiya kya haseen sitam

Kahin Door Jab Din Dhal Jaye

Koi Yeh Kaise Bataye – Arth

“ (in ghazal)

“ (Heena Serial Title song)

Huq Huq Aagah - Guru Gobind Singh

Hum Ehkaaj Jagat Mo Aaye – “

Mata Gujri Ne – “

Hazaron Khwahishen Aisi -Mirza Ghalib

Shabad – Khushiyaan

Har ek desh ek manzar – Palchhin serial (Title song)

Sar Hi Na Jhuka – Nirvana

Dhoondala Dhoondala – Nirvana

Nashili Raat - Zulf Ke Saaye Saaye

Tere Aane Ki Jab Khabar Mehke

Gora Gora Badan -Zulf Ke Saye Saye

Dhua Utha Hai Kahi – Leela

Khumari Chadhke Utar Gayee

Babul Mora – Aavishkar

Tere Khushboo Mein Base Khat – Arth

Teri Aankhon Se Hi – Dhoop

Bazeecha e atfaal hai dunya mere agey - Mirza Ghalib

Yun to guzar raha hai

Pyar Mujh Se Jo Kiya Tumne - Saath Saath

Kaise Kaise Rang Dikhaye Kali Ratiya – Kalka

Amritsar Dee Gali Gali Wich -Anokhe Amar Shaheed Baba Deep Singh Ji

Aah ko chahiye - Mirza Ghalib

Mirza Ghalib - Mirza Ghalib

Dil hi to hai - Mirza Ghalib

Rakh Ke Dher Ne – Ek Baar Kaho

Unke Dekhe Se Jo Aa Jati Hain Muh Par Ronak - Mirza Ghalib

“ (diff video)

Dost ghamkhwari mein meri - Mirza Ghalib

Phir kuchch is dil ko - Mirza Ghalib

Oo Sathi Mayus na Thi tun - Pyar Kare Dis

Tum Hamare Nahin To Kya Gham Hai

Jhuki Jhuki Si Nazar – Arth

Kabse hoon kya bataoon - Mirza Ghalib

Mere Dil Mai Tu Hi Tu Hai, Dil Ki Dawa Kya Karu

Main Kandyali Thor Ve

Zulmat kade mein mere – Mirza Ghalib

Gujrat Ke Firaaq Sun – Firaaq

Ye bata de mujhe zindagi - Saath saath

Sacheyan Aashiquaan nu kuj Khauf nahi

Jajba Inqlaab da - Shaheed udham Singh

Mittar pyare nu (shabad) Guru Gobind Singh ji

Chunan lage jadon

Na mohabbat na dosti ke liye – Phir barsaat aye

Chitthi na koi sandesh

Raat khamosh hai

O Saathi – Pyar kare dis (Sindhi film)

O Maa Tujhe Salaam – Khalnayak

“ (extended version audio)

Muh ki baat sune har koi – Neem ka ped

Din aa gaye shabab ke

Phool khila de – Life Express

Miljul kar hum yuhi har pal – Billoo Badshah

Laagi ram bhajan ni laagni

Baat niklegi toh phir – Ghar Pravesh

Jaag ke kaati saari raina – Leela

Sagare jagat mein – Leela

Main kaise kahoon jaaneman – Nargis

Dono ke dil hain – Nargis

Diva bale saari raat

Zaraa si bhool mein hum

Tum itna jo muskura rahe ho - Arth

Phir pukara hai – Ek Baar Kaho

Deewaron dar pe naqsh – Abhishek

Mujhse bichhad ke khush rehte ho

Meri ajab hai zindagi – Abhishek

Hum dosti ehsaan wafa – Doosra Kanoon

Zindagi mein sadaa muskurate raho – Raahee

Phir aaj mujhe tumko – Aaj

Ye sheeshe ye rishte – Khudai

Ye sheeshe ye sapne

Is nigari mein

Pyar ka pehla lhat

Dil tarasta hai

Ab kiska chehra main dekhoon

Kadi takreta haal

Ulfat ka jab kisi ne

Tarana

Zakhm jo aap ki inayat hain

Har ore tabahi ka manzar

Jab se kareeb h ke chale

Laung da lashkara

Hare ek faisla har imtehaan

Kahin kahin se har chehra

Khoya khoya

Pyar karaan nu

Mujhse tumse mohabbat

Bhool jana (1)

“ (2)

Raat ankhon mein dhali

Aansoo kabhi chhalke nahin

Khumari chadh ke utar gayi

Ishq kya hai

Dard apna likh na payi

Hey jag trata

Tumse bichud kar

Nashili raat mein

Ye faasle

Ajnabi – Raavan

Tu hai shikhar

Ye Hindustan hai

Gudiya tujh par ek pal

Tere bayaan Ghalib – Part 1

Tere bayaan Ghalib – Part 2

Mujhe tumse mohabbat

Raat khamosh hai

Sarakti jaye hai rukh se

Mere jaise ban jaoge jab ishq tumhe ho jayega

Mai pilakar aapka kya jayega

Kuch na kuch toh

Mere dil mein tu hi tu hai

Agar hum kahen aur vo muskura den

Ye kya jana mein jana hai

Wo kagaz ki kashti

Sar jhukaoge toh patthar devta ho jayega

Aap ko dekh kar dekhta reh gaya

Patta patta boota boota

Phoolon ki tarah

Mujhko yakeen hai

Raat ankhon mein dhali

Tera chehra kitna suhana – Video song

“ (non video)

Chulle aag na

Tera chehra hai aaine jaisa

Gum soom ye jahan hai

Tum hamare nahi toh kya gham hai

Khamoshi khud apni sada ho

Bebusi jurm hai hausla jurm hai

Rishta kya hai tera mera

Bahut pehle se un kadmon ki aahat

Jawan hai raat saqiya

Kainat chale

Wo nahin mila

Apni marzi se kahan apne safar ke hum hain

Uske hothon pe kuch kapta reh gaya

Aadmi aadmi ko kya dega

Mitti da bawa

Pyar ka pehla khat

Der lagi aane mein tumko

Ishq ki dastan hai pyare

Umar jalwon mein basar ho

Bas ek waqt ka khanjar

Mare kareeb na aao

Koi dost hai na rakeeb hai

Teri berukhi

Kaun ayega yahan

Tu ambar ki ankh ka tara

Jao ab subah hone wali hai

Mohabbaton mein

Manzil na de chirag na de

Yeh mojiza bhi mohabbat kabhi

Parakhna mat parakhne mein

Ek brahman ne kaha hai

Jis din se chala hoon

Main na Hindu na Musalman

Mai rahe meena rahe

Uski baaten toh phool hon jaise

Koi samjhega kya raaz e gulshan

Chand ke saath kai dard purane nikle

Tere qadmon pe sar hoga

Ye peenewale bahut ajeeb hote hain

Baat niklegi toh phir door talak

Zindagi kya hai

Aap agar in dinon yahan hote

Saun da maheena yaron

Na keh saki bahar

Din aa gaye shabab ke

Tamanna phir machal jaye

Rone se aur ishq mein bebaak ho gaye

Jawani ke heele haya ke bahaane

Kal chaudhvin ki raat thi

Aap se gila aap ki qasam

Dosti jab kisi se kee jaye

Shaam se aankh me name si hai

Main aur meri tanhai

Muskurakar mila karo humse

Fasila to hai

Hum mein hi thi na koi baat

Dekha jo aaina

Zindagi kya hai jaanne ke liye

Aap aye janab

Sare pindich pyare

SULAKSHANA PANDIT'S TOP 140 SONGS! -

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1.Baandhi re kaahe preet

2.“

3.Bekarar dil tu gaye ja – Door ka rahi

4.Tu hi sagar tu hi kinara – Sankalp

5.“ (video) – Sankalp

6.Tere bin jiya

7.Boliye sureeli – Griha Pravesh

8.And ang rang chhalkaye – Sandhya (video)

9.“ (audio)

10.Kajre ki baati

11.Saat samundar paar se/Papa jaldi aa jana – Taqdeer

12.Tum nahi ho magar – Shaheen

13.Sona re tujhe kaise milon – Ankhon Dekhi

14.Apni baahon ka haar de – Kaala Sooraj

15.Kar singaar aise

16.Balma re ab tose laage re nayan

17.Sur bin taan nahi

18.Nanha sa phool hoon main

19.Jeevan ki jyot na bujhe hey Shankar

20.Mausam mausam lovely mausam – Thodisi Bewafai

21.Saanjh bhai jamuna ke tat re

22.Chalta chala jaoon – Shabash Daddy

23.Jeeteji kuchaye dildar se – Ghazal

24.Main hoon teri amma (happy)

25.“ (sad)

26.Main na bataungi – Khandaan

27.Aap agar aap – Griha Pravesh

28.Bansi bajaye koi jamuna kinare

29.Thani thi dil mein

30.Kya batayein ishq zaalim

31.Muddat hui hai yaar ko mehman kiye hue – Ghazal

32.Ye bhool hui bhoole

33.Main khush hoon

34.Aankhon mein tum

35.Jaana kahan hai

36.Mauji hain manmauji hain

37.Ghadi milan ki ayi

38.Pyar ke badle pyar chahiye

39.Kya jane ye duniya – Toote Khilone

40.Aaj pyare pyare se lagte hain

41.Somwar ko hum mile

42.Tum jo hame itni pyari

43.Jara pyar ke safar mein

44.Thummak thummak naach naache

45.Tum base ho mere dil mein

46.Do dilon mein hamesha

47.Panchhi re ude gagan mast mast

48.Ek do teen chaar – Madadgaar

49.Sapnon ka raja – Chalte Chalte

50.Bheegi bheegi wadi mein – Dil hi dil mein

51.Har manjhar ek veerana hai – Apna bhi koi hota

52.Sari daal di mope rang

53.Main hoon son machhariya

54.Jise yaar ka sachcha pyaar mile

55.Pyar kiya hai pyar nibhana

56.Dekho re dekho re

57.Sawan khele

58.Jeene na merna de

59.Aaj socha hai khayalon mein

60.Tumse kehna hai ki dushvar hai tum bin jeena

61.Jhumta gata sawan aya

62.Masti mein jo nikli

63.Jab ati hogi yaad meri

64.Jiske liye sab ko chhoda – Saajan ki saheli

65.Meet mere man ke

66.Ye duniya hai naqli chehron ka mela

67.Kya batayen ishq zaalim

68.Dil lazzat e nigahe karam & Bhoolne wale se – Ghazal (video)

69.“ (audio -1)

70.“ (audio -2)

71.O Go Piya – Bahut hua sammaan

72.Rama pani bharne jaoon toh – Payal Ki Jhankaar

73.Ek baar kaho – Ek baar kaho

74.Haathon mein mere bhi mehndi lagao

75.Ansoo khaara sagar khaara

76.Na main radha na main meera

77.Hay mehman kaha ghame jana hoga

78.Dekha toh tha yuhi ghaflat

79.Aaj bahut si baatein humne

80.Jawani rang daalo jawani aayi holi

81.Is nasheeli raat mein

82.Mil jaate hain milne wale – Phaansi

83.Teri khatoon ki kya doon sazaa

84.Kaun gali gaye shyam

85.Dekho kanha nahin

86.Sitaron saamne aao ki meri raat kate

87.Usne jo kaha mujhse

88.Tum bhi akale toh kuch bhi nahi

89.Khaali pyala dhundhla darpan

90.Pyala chhalka ujla darpan

91.Khile na kaagaz ka kabhi phool – Zamaanat

92.O balma mere balma

93.Hey maine kasam li

94.Chal chal kahin akele mein -1

95.“ -2

96.Pardesiya tere des mein

97.Oonchen bhawanon aur sherawali maa

98.Pyara safar pyara lage

99.Jhirmir jhirmir sawan aayo

100.Dekha toh tha yuhi kisi ghaflat shiyar ne – Ghazal

101.Shubh ghadi ayee re

102.Devar ji aai holi aai

103.Suno na Bhabhi –Thodisi bewafai

104.De ragdha ho tagdha - Goraa

105.Main ban than ke nikli

106.Aaj naye rangon ki

107.Yaari meri yaar se na chhoote

108.Buddhe teri chaal buddhe

109.Bheeni bheeni ye bheegi bheegi ye

110.Raat aai re ho saath laai re

111.Mana teri nazar mein tera pyar hum nahi

112.Le daal de saiyaad bedi paao mein

113.Jeevan ki bagiya

114.Prabhu tum antaryami

115.Ae sapnon ke raja milne aaja

116.Are chaar bhai jab najar

117.Aaaj loota do

118.Geeton ki duniya mein

119.Mohabbat mein nigahon se

120.Chham chham chhani – Mahua

121.Are Char bhai jab nazar te – Aankhon Dekhi

122.Jab jab apna mel hua – Mahua

123.Main paapan kamon ki maari – Teri Pooja kare sansar

124.Gora gora badan – Zulf ke saye saye

125.Madine wale sun le

126.Dheere dheeree dhal na jaye – Bombay by nite

127.Adaon se hamari na bach paoge - Dulha Bikta Hai

128.Aasmaan se tod ke tare – Woh din yaad karo

129.Ab aur na mujhse sharmao

130.Meri jaan

131.Apni aatma se poochho – Aatmaram

132.Ga ga re daducha

133.Mazya kaljacha

134.Savan ree teej – Kaat gayo bicchdo

Bitaie rasiya

136.Kahan chamke kidhar chamke

137.Chehra chhupa liya

138.Jare ja jare ja

139.Ya Ilahi bekason ko sirf tera

140.Saagar kinare do dil hain pyase

NEHA RAJPAL ‘S TOP 30 SONGS !

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Sakhya re sajna

Aala fulpankhi shravan

Meri aashiqui (marathi version) - Aashiqui 2

Saang mana - Photocopy

Kaakan

Bagh dolyane tu

Aamhi mavle mavle

Tu pyar hai kisi aur ka

Mujhe neend na aye

Saat janmachi saath

Tula kalnaar nahi

Ambabaichi kadhu nazar

Tu rani majhya swapnachi

Navi gadi ani rajya nava

Bedardi tu majla sahara

Dil tera de de mala

Khatyaal garva

Tu jithe mi tithe

Ye na pori javal

Aambyachi dangli

Chala jau maulicha aarti la

Ye na janu

Tuljabhawani pavliya

Palki nighali Pandharila

Deeksha bhumila tya jau chala

Sarya jagat one number

Mandiri kalas bolala

Tyag murti tu shant chitt tu

Shloki gurucharitra

Shri sukta rigved

TOCHI RAINA ‘S TOP 40 SONGS !

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Saaiyaan

Kabira - Yeh Jawani Hai Deewani

Iktara - Wake Up Sid

Pardesi - Dev D

Jugni

Mallo Malli - Mausam

Do Din Ka Ye Mela - Gulabo Sitabo

Gud Naal Ishq Mitha - I Love NY

Gal Mitthi Mitthi - Aisha

Shiv Ka Baaje Damroo - Jo Dooba So Paar

Akela

Gaytri Mantra

Bulle Shah

Saibo - Shor In The City

" (remix version)

Mangal Raat - Trip To Bhangarh

Sone Piya - Band of Bandagi

Madari ka bandar - Gulabo Sitabo

Jamoora

Allakh Niranjan

Hare Krishna

Aali re - No One Killed Jesica

Parinda (search)

Dil Parinda

Udd Jaa

Dilli - No One KIlled Jessica

Twinkle Twinkle - Ujda Chaman

Raahi raahi - Mumbai Delhi Mumbai

Aaja meri jaan

Hey Bhagwan

Kalol ho gaya

Dooriyan

Aaj jane ki zid na karo

Aas pura diya maula

Khalbali

Aasmaan ke paar

Rab - e -Illahi

Bannado

Motorwada

Rabba

Ishq wale chor hain

M.G. SREEKUMAR ‘S TOP 10 (HINDI) SONGS ! -

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Jiya jale

Kissa hum likhenge

" (remix version)

Tu hi tu meri saanson mein

Apni jeb mein lakhon

Soja soja chandni

Mere dholna

" (Bengali)

Saat rangon ke sapno mein

Hansta hua ye pyara chehra tera

Jaya jaya swamy

Suklambaradam

SUDHA MALHOTRA’S TOP 225 SONGS (@INDIES) ! -

Yt Link:

.Tum mujhe bhool bhi jaao - Didi

.Dekho ji mera haal – Solva Saal

.Darshan do Ghanshyam nath – Narsi Bhagat (1957)

.Mera nanha sa dil hai – Oot pataang

.Jhumti bahar ayi – Do Aadmi

.Nigaah-e-naaz ne – Barsaat Ki Raat

.Krishna naam bol – Narsi Bhagat

.Tarana (shastriya sangeet) – Suvarna Sundari

.Mujhe apna jalwa dikha – Sim Sim Marjina

.Payaam-e-ishq - Babar

.Ye ishq ishq hai – Barsaat Ki Raat

.Chandni hai bheegi bheegi – Sim Sim Marjina

.Pooja jap tap – Pawan Putra Hanuman

.Nazar hai kanto se teekhi – Black Shadow

.Mere ram kaha ho tum – Pawan putra Hanuman

.O maa pyari maa – Nai Maa (1960)

.Hole hole ek bhi na - Jwala

.Kashti ka khamosh safar – Girl Friend

.Alee Alee - Tathastu

.Apna banake phir – Mumtaz Mahal

.Bach ja nazar ke teer se – Patal pari

.Maine dekha hai – Safed Ghoda Kaala Sawaar

.Sadak pyar ki – Fashionable Wife

.Aaye ri kaun sakhi – Gokul ka Chor

.Assalaam aalekum - Kalpana

.Kaune rang mangwa – Heera Moti

.Tulsi Ramayan baal khand – Tulsi ramayan baal khand aadi khand

.Chandni jhilmil kare taro – Chandra Mukhi

.Ye jo mere paas hai – Pehla Qadam

.Sun dukhde hamare – Naag Padmini

.Man ke paas – Shesh naag

.Manmohan man me ho – Kaise kahoon

.Ghir ghir chhayi - Naata

.Ban me bole – Teen Bhai

.Shukra kar humne tujhe – Toofani Tirandaz

.Naino ke baan chale – Chalta Purza

.Aa jao aa jao – Poonam Ka Chand

.Bhabhi ko gudiya banaungi – Ghar Ghar Ki Baat

.Ae bekal bechain – The Last Message

.Hay mai mar gayi – Sara Jahan Hamara

.O daiya re daiya – Black Mailer

.O Bambai wali chhokari – Miss Chalbaaz

.Jhumati bahar hai – Tin Tin Tin

.Yaad hai ye husnwale – Alam Ara Ki Beti

.Adao naaz ko zaalim – Tipu Sultan

.Humko duayen do – Pehli Raat

.Ai Gardishe Jamana – Alladin Laillaa

.Mata o Mata jo tu aaj hoti – Ab Dilli Door Nahin

.San san san wo chali hawa – Kaagaz ke phool

.Main pyar ki laila hun – Mr. X

.Masum duaye sun le – Char Minar

.Bedardi beimaan - Ustad

.Jaha yahi hai toh – Char Minar

.Ghunghat hata ke – Rangeen Raaten

.Tera gora gora mukhda – Elephant Queen

.Na main dhan chahun – Kala Bazar

.Darde dil jara jara deta hai – CID Girl

.Dil ke sahare – Gun Fight

.Mohabbat ki dhun – Dil e Nadan

.Aane aane do - Isi ka naam duniya hai

.Ye haath hi apni daulat hai - Masoom

.Zehal e miskeen – Zehal e miskeen makun taghaful

.Na khanjar uthega – Barsaat Ki Raat

.Na wo humare – Dil e nadaan

.O lootnewale duniya ko - Dushman

.Samar kand ke yar – Changez Khan

O jane wale babu – Kala chashma

.Radha ke rasiya – Narsi Bhagat (1957)

.Alif Zabaraah – Love in Simla

Humse karega jo muqabla – Bhala Aadmi

O dilwalo – Amar Singh Rathod

.Koi dukhiyari – Andher nagri chaupat raja

.O mere pyaro – Zameen Ke Tare

.Hat hat hat jaa re – Suvarna Sundari

.Kaase kahun man ki baat – Dhool Ka Phool

.Mujhko pahuncha de khuda – Khul Ja Sim Sim

.Maalik tere jahaan mein – Ab Dilli Door Nahin

.Tum maa ho - Babar

.Tum meri raakho laaj – Dekh Kabira Roya

Chupke se dil me mere - Shikar

.Haath pasare raste raste – Ek Ke Baad Ek

.Mujhe tarke talluk ke liye - Sahara

.Na to karavaan ki talaash hai – Barsaat Ki Raat

Awaaz de raha hai - Gauhar

O ruk ja laut je aana hoga – Changez Khan

Din hai suhane – Naag Padmini

.More salone kanha - Naata

.Aankho pe bharosa mat kar – Detective

Kali do din ki – Veer Durgadas

Apne khatir jeena hai – Dhool Ka Phool

Nayi nayi ye preet hamari – Aadmi

Jaye na man ka mit – Bansari Bala

Maine dekha ri – Shesh Naag

.Ganga ki reti pe – Mirza Ghalib

Chori chori chori mat dekho – Amar Singh Rathod

Khushi milne ki – Makkhee choos

Chal mere lalu – Rifle Girl

Manwa uda jaye – The Last Message

Chal raha Swaraj ka jhagda – The Last Message

Kisi ko kya khabar – Shahzadi

Ae dil e bekarar – Mumtaz Mahal

Hum tumhare hain – Husn Banoo

Billi bolee meow - Chaand

Bhutnath bhakto ko sada – Chandrasena

Mast hawa hai - Sitamgar

Ghar ghar deep jalao re - Ayodhyapati

Hum teri lagan me – Zindagi Aur Hum

Kali kali ye ghata – Zindagi

Jo hua so bhul ja – Jo Huwa So bhool

.Gham ki badli mein – Kal Hamara Hai

Maiya mori main nahi – Gokul Ka Chor

Ye dharti hai balidan ki – Chaand

Mere achhe papa – Jeevan saathi

Mujhko pahuncha de – Khul Ja Sim Sim

.Khuda khair kare – Salaam e mohabbat

.Bansuriya kahe bajai - Aagosh

Ye jawani – Sunehra Kadam

.Mujhe kehte hain kullu kawwaal – Dulha Dulhan

Nichi nichi nazare uthao – Alladin Lailaa

Yah dil de de – Jungle Boy

Meri raahon mein aane wale – Sheikh Chilli

Peepal tale ghar mera – Jevan Saathi

Chale ban ke piya – Shesh Naag

Is vrat sa koi vrat nahin – Gaj gauri

Sapno ka Chanda aaya – Mr. X

Aaj ki raat ko – Haseena

Jhoomo mastiyon me – Gypsy Girl

Haule haule jiyaa dole – Rifle Girl

Yauwan me hun - Suhaag

Aayi aayi re malaniya – Oot Pataang

Jiye teri Mumbai – Dekhi Teri Bambai

Banna hai humko - Tankhah

Aaja tu raja – Raj Tiak

Ram duhayi – Andher Nagri Chaupat Raja

Meri akhiyon me – Badshaah Salaamat

Chali chali matwali hawa – Madam XYZ

Hum bhi the anjaan se – Main Suhagan Hoon

Kaho ji hum kab tak kanware – Andher nagri chaupat raja

Main padh rahi hun – Captain India

Lehre ye dole – Golconda ka Qaidi

Pyar ka mar jana – Sim Sim Marjina

Ye ghar aapka hai – Sunehre Kadam

Jig Jik Ja – Mohabbat Ki Jeet

Main to Chanda ki nagri se – Bansari Bala

Kurbaan wale kurbaan – Safed Ghoda Kaala Sawaar

Milaa le haath – Chhabili

Na chands sone deta hai - Poonam ka chand

Kaho kuch bi zabaan par - Aadmi

Ab to Ram bhajan kar lena – Ghar Ghar Mein Diwali

Hasino ke jalve - Babar

Ek baar to mil lo gale – Andher Nagri Chaupat Raja

Apna samajh ke – Zindagi (1956)

Aaj deewane chale – Tipu Sultan

Aaya aaye re – Jo huwa so bhool

Dil tha masum – Hatimtai ki beti

Hum tumhare hain jara – Chalti Ka Naam Gaadi

Naino ke baan – Haseena

Ye duniya hai mukkam – Rifle Girl

Kahi dur koyaliya gaye – Baraati

Dil nishana ban gaya – Gauhar

Gori ho gayi - Ramman

Ek chhaliya shikari – Elephant Queen

Baje ghungharwa – Rifle Girl

Uth jayenge jahan se hum – Bhai bahen

Chunnu patang ko – Zameen ke tare

Jab paap ki aandhi – Neel Mani

Bijli si dil pe giri – Allaadin Lailaa

O topi wale babu – Dekhi Teri Bambai

Yu kehane pe – Shahi Farman

Hum tumhare ho chuke – Rangeela Raja

Raste mein beirada – Choron ki baraat

He nainva na pher – Picnic

Husn hansta hi rahega – Sim Si Marjina

Mere nadim – Bhai Bahen

Gora na pade kala na pade – Zalim tera jawab nahin (Contd)

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Ye badi khoobi uski baato mein jhalakti hai,

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Wo Kaha Se

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Mashoor Hai Wo Apni

Mashoor hai wo apni adaon ke liye,

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Gulab ki tareef akhir logo ne kyu band ki hai,

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Aur badi mushkil se main kisi ka ehsaan leta hu,

Zariya hawa ka hai (kaise) wajah main deta hu,

Usse maloom hai meri saansein pass uske hai,

Bhejti hai wo jo saansein wo hawao mein aati hai,

Bewakoof hai jo puchte hai mujhse uska naam,

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Be-matlab ki h saari baate,

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Jhoole-wule tum hi jhoolo,

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Jin jhoolo pe yaar na ho to,

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Mujhe na roko kaam bahut hai,

Raat-raat bhar jagta hu yun,

Maut ke baad aaram bhut hai,

Abhi waqt bana raha hu,

Waqt hi mujhe banayega,

Jinki nazro mein hu chota,

Ye waqt hi unhe dikhayega,

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Tu laut ke ek din aayega,

Tujhe fikar nahi hai ab meri,

Teri befikri mein aag lage,

Barish ye bekaar lage,

Khamakha jazbato mein aag lage.

Visit Website >>>>>>>>> Musical Abhi

Faqat Mohabbat Mein

Faqat mohabbat mein hi hota hai ye haq ‘Musical Abhi’,

Wo uske ghar mein bhi lagti hai Amanat meri,

Uspe mohabbat ka lamha-lamha saja diya maine,

Khuda kehta hai lajawab hai sajawat meri,

Ab aaine ki gulami khatam hui yaaro,

Uski Aankho se kya saaf nazar aati hai banawat meri.

Ab Teri Hifazat

Ab teri hifazat main kaunga,

Jo tera nahi,

Usse khilafat main karunga,

Aa zara tu mujh gareeb ki basti mein ‘Abhishek’,

Ameero se zyada,

Sajawat main karunga,

Sir jhuka dunga,

Jo chahe saza dena,

Daag ye laga ki,

Tujhse bagawaat main karunga.

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…continues from previous…

[Section 4,Part 15.2.5]

Mahatma ji:Waise mere kuch aur bhi concerns rahe hai.. ..iss issue ke elava bhi..

Ek staunch/kattar/practising Vaishnav/Hindu hone ke naate…yeh concerns rahe hai mere..aur haan..hamesha se rahe hai..

Ab pata nahi share karna chahiye ki nahi aap se/pata nahi batana chahiye ki nahi aap ko..(..pauses here…dis Mahatma ji..for a bit..as if consider kar rahe ho ki bataya jaye ki nahi..then all of a sudden he continues)..chalo theek hai ..soch raha hoon..inn sabhi concerns ko main aaj aap ke saath share kar hi leta hoon…kya farak padta hai..

Mahatma ji:Kuch hi din pehele ki/ek raat ki hai yeh baat …

Khud/sakshat Hanuman ji(mere)sapne main aaye the..

Sunkar aapko yakeen hi nahi ho raha hoga…lekin bilkul sach/satya bol raha hoon main..

Ab hum bhakt hote hai.. toh aisa kyon nahi ho sakta..bilkul hosakta hai..hai na?..

Kya kaha tha unhone mujhse jaante ho….

Kehne lage..

“Joh kuch chal raha hai aaj kal usko lekar/iss sab ko dekh.. hum bilkul hi/bhi khush nahi hai…

Hum kaafi naaraz bhi hai..aap aise keh sakte ho..

Hum saaf dekhpa rahe hai ki kya hone jaa raha hai/ki kya kiya jaane wala hai..ek-aad mahine paschat..

Aaj se kuch hi dino baad/paschat ..har jagah jhande lehraye jaane wale hai..(gali gali..kuche kuche lehraye jaane wale hai..)..

Badiya baat hai..iss main kuch kharabi nahi..

Aapati janak baat yahan par yeh hai ki..inn jhandon main sirf aur sirf Ram ji hi dikhai denge/sirf Ram ji ke hi chitr ko darshya jayega..

Sita mayyia ko saath main nahi darshya jayega inn jhandon main.. yeh bilkul hi theek baat nahi/bilkul galat baat hai..

[Jab saari ki saari kahani/baat hi Prabhu Shri Ram ji ko Mata Sita ji se phir se milapane ko leker ki thi/ki irdgird ki thi.. tab yeh kaise kiya jaa sakta hai..kaun hote hai yeh log ..joh aisi cheez ko karne ki soch bhi rahe hai..

Hum sab samajhte hai ki akhir Kyon aisa karne ki firaq main hai yeh log..

Duniya aaj tak bhool nahi payi hai (aur na hi maaf kar payi hai)..uss vyakti ko ..jisne..Mata Sita ji ko ..Prabhu Ram ji se alag kar rakha tha...aap toh bhali bhati jaante hi honge na main kinki baat kar raha hoon yahan par.

Prabhu Ram ji ko akele darsha rahe hai batao..hum iss baat ko toh theek kar kar rahenge..”

“Ek aur baat se kaafi chintit hoon aaj kal..aur naaraz bhi..

Yeh wali baat kuch jyada hi dekhne ko mil rahi hai aaj kal..(below)..

Insaan ke aakhiri sahare ke roop main bhi dekha jaata raha hai..hamare Prabhu Shree Ram ji ke naam ko ..

Aap toh Mahatma ji ho .. aap toh jaante hi ho..iss naam se judi/sambandhit jaap ke mahatv ko..

Bhakti pradaan karne ki taquat rakhta hai..Prabhu ji ka naam..

Jab jab koi iss duniya se rukhsat hone walla hota hai..us jaane wale vyakti se kya kehte hai log..kehte hai..”kripiya aap ab Prabhu ji ke naam ko lena shuru karen/Prabhu ji ka naam jaap shuru karen..

Bas yehi kaam aane wala hai ab..aap ki aage ki yatra main..hamara saath toh bas yehi tak ka hi tha..

Duniya se jaane wala kai baar aisi stithi main nahi hota ki woh dhyan/pranayam/yog vegera kar sake..lekin Prabhu ji ke naam ko lepane ki stithi main kaafi chances hai ki ..woh hosakta ho..”

[**Bhailog ..main yahan par ab pata nahi kyon..inki yeh wali baat ko sun kar ..Shankaracharya ji dwara compose ki /gayi/rachi gayi ek hymn “Bhaja Govindam”…ke pehle/ki pehli verse ka sochne laga tha .

Yeh verse shayad kuch iss tarah ka hai…(below)]

“Worship Govinda, worship Govinda, worship Govinda, O foolish mind! When the time of death comes, the rules of grammar will not save you.”

[Philosophy vegera ko lekar charcha/speculation(ie..philosophical indulgences)..yeh sab really unnecessary hota hai/vyarth hai.

Naam jaap hi kaafi hai..ise hi sab kuch samjha jaye]

“Aur ab jab main dekh raha hoon kaise isi pavitra naam ka istemal kiya jaane laga (aajkal)..rajneeti vegera jaise visahayon main…tab kya bach jaata hai kehne sunne ko..isske baad..[Darahsal saap samaan hai aisa vyakti..joh apni zubaan se doodh ka sparsh kar raha hota hai(yani ki woh vyakti..joh iss pavitra naam ka rajneeti vagera main istemal kar raha hota hai)..”

“Marayada Purushottam kehlate hai hamare Prabhu Shri Ram ji..

Kya nahi kar raha hai insaan aaj kal/kya nahi dekhne ko mil raha hai aaj kal..

Har maryada ko todte hua dekha jaa sakta hai..aaj kal ke insaan ko.. aur sochne wali baat hai..aise log apne aap ko Ram ji ka bhakt samajhte hai/kehte phir rahe hai..

Waise main aap ke liye bhi keh doon aaj ..aap politics main joh interest le rahe ho na aaj kal yeh kuch had tak hi theek hai..yeh aap ki bhakti ke aade aa sakta hai.. (Kyon ki aisa karne pe aap vyarth main aapne bahumulya samay ko nasht kar rahe hote ho)toh aap bhi ab se iss jhanjhat se bache rahe.. bas awareness ki had tak hi rakhna ise(iss politics ko)..theek hai?..

Religion main politics ko laana..religion ko barbaad karne jaisa hai..aur politics main religion ko laana..politics ko barbaad kar dene jaisa hai..”

Yeh keh kar antardhyan hogaye the Hanuman ji..

Mahatma ji(continuing):Mera(bohot) bada saubhagya ki woh mere sapne main aaye the..

Subha uthte hi/hote hi/uthe ke saath..sab se pehle ..maine uss (pichli raat ko dekhe gaye)sapne ko revisit karna shuru kar diya tha..

[Dimaag pe acha khasa zor lagate hue..iss sapne ke har hisse ko yaad/recall karne ki koshish ki thi maine..

..(aur)sirf itna hi nahi..iss sapne ke har ek aspect ko lekar bhi..kaaf gehrai/bariki se chintan/manthan karne ki koshish ki thi maine]

Pata nahi kyon.. lekin main ab achanak se Mahatma Gandhi ji ke baare main sochne laga tha..

Deh tyagte waqt..inke aakhri shabd rahe the “HEY RAM”.. [Iss wali baat se aap bhi bhali bhanti parichit ho..sahi bol raha hoon na?]

Ab jab koi vyakti..apne deh ko iss tarah se /prakar tyagta hai..(tab)aap bhi jaante ho..iske mayne/iski significance ko/iska matlab kya banta/hota hai/nikal ke aata hai..

Duniya ka har ek Hindu/Vaishnav jaanta hai/iss baat se parichit hai ..hai na..?

Agar by chance aap nahi jaante ..toh main aap ko bataa hi deta hoon ab..

Deh tyagne ke samay agar koi aisa karta hai(yani ki Prabhu ka naam leta hai)..toh aisa vyakti seedha Bhagwan ke dham ko prapt hota hai”.. [Iss baat ko hum kahi jagah (pe)padh sakte hai..(hamare granthon main)]

Mahatma ji:Dat said.. mujhe ek baat bilkul hi samajh nahi aa rahi yaha par..ab....

30th Jan ko hamare priya Bapu ji ki hatya kar di gayi thi..

Ab har saal jab issi din ko (yani ki woh manhoos din..jisse hum hamesha se inki death anniversary se associate karte aaye hai)..aap jab kisi social media vegera ko visit karte ho..tab aap dekhte ho ki kai log inke hatyare Godse ki mahima mandal kar rahe hote hai/karte hue nazar aa rahe hai(aise platforms pe)..aur hamare poojya Bapu ji ko bura bhala bhi keh rahe hote hai..

Aap ne bhi khud zaroor notice kar rakha hoga.. iss wali baat ko(agar nahi..toh aap khud isi waqt kisi SM platform main login kar ke verify vegara kar sakte ho(historic data ko pull-out karpane ke hisab se..jab aap uss platform pe search operation perform karte ho..tab aap bade hi asani se iss kisam ki ajeeb o gareeb material ke darshan kar rahe hote ho..))

Inn main se kai aise log bhi hote hai.. joh apne aap ko kattar Ram bhakt batate hai..toh aise log kya yeh nahi jaante ki apne akhiri chchadon main Gandhi ji ne Prabhu Ramji ka naam liya tha.. aur aise main iska kya matlab nikal ke aata hai..

Mujhe toh ashcharya hota hai..yeh sab dekh kar..sach main..

[Section 4,Part 15.2.6].. to follow next..

[silentriser]

Aj phir se ek baar chalo bataye tumhe...

Aaj phire se ek baar chalo bataye tumhe Jab Dil tutta hai toh dard haad se zyada hota hai Phir bhi Hume tum ek baar ke liye bhi yaad bhi nehi karte Itna bhi sayed tumhe yaad nehi Roz ki tarah aj bhi tumhe hi yaad karte hai Sab se zyada tumhe hi pyaar karte hain hum Ek baar nehi, hazaro-lakhon baar keh sakte hain hum Ek baar nehi, hazaro-lakhon baar keh sakte hai hum Ke hume sirf tumse hi…

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Aaap kabhi kabhi baithe hote ho and all of a sudden you are like bombarded with thoughts and especially when you recently have been through a break up jo aapne kabhi expect nahi kiya tha and honestly when that happens you are shattered.. You started to hear about the thoughts and perspective of the person jisko aapne itna pyaar kiya... He said things about you or have said thing that litteraly have stung your heart like a fast bullet. And inn saari bato ke baad bhi there is one thing that does not leave your mind and heart is that person , the feelings you had for him , the moments you spent with him , the tinny little stupid conversations you had with him .... No matter how much you say to yourself that now he is not going to come back you need to move on the deeper your feeling grow . I when people say ki aap kabhi bhi apne phele pyaar ko nahi bhula sakte shaayad sahi bila hai woh kitni bhi galtiya kare aap phir bhi unhe maaf kar dete hai ... Shaayad sahi mein insaan pyaar mein andha ho jata hai... Iss duniya mein sabhne yeh toh sikha diya ki pyaar karte kaise hai par kissi ne yeh kyun nahi sikhaya ki usse bhulate kaise hai .... Honestly jab bhi yeh sabh dimag mein aata hai uske saath god knows kyun ek ajeeb si hope bhi aa jaati hai ki nahi ek din usse apni galtiyan realise hongi aur woh wapis aayega sabh theek karne dimag jaanta hai kahi na kahi ki essa nahi hone wala par dil iss kabhkat dil ka kyaa kare janaab yeh bolta hai ki woh aayega .... aur hum insaan issi kashmakash mein rahe jaate hai .... Jab aap uss inssan ke baare mein aap apne dosto se yaa ussike dosto se sunte ho ki abh woh kaise sochte hai cheezo ke baare mein aur kaisi baate karte hai kahi na kahi woh aapke dil mein chubhti hai ki iss insaan ko yeh kyaa ho gaya hai kya yeh wahi hai ....... In short bolun na toh shaayad jitna pyaar hum sabh ne apni first love se kiya hogana utna humne kabhi kissi se nahi kiya hoga aur kahi na kahi unke wapis aane ki umeed mein hum mein se bahot sabh honge .. Its not easy to move on

Har pal har har ghadi jabh bhi uska khayal aata hai uski tasveer dikhti hai dil mein yahi kayal ya kaho dil yahi kaheta hai ki WAPIS aa jao .Chalo phir se sabh nayi tareeke se shuru karte hai . Par yaha baat yeh hai ki mein tayaar hoon humko ek aur moqa dene ke liye lekin tum nahi

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Toufa Kabool Karo

Thank you Dost log for all your love and support which has really inspired me to continue writing.

One of the comments, I received from one of you was – Tu Lambi race ka ghoda hai…

Well, it got me thinking…

Hum Jeevan ke race me daud to rahe hai,

Race lambi to ho gaye hai… first inning of life already over and onto the second innings of life, carrying the burdens and guilts from the first innings...

Carrying Burdens and Guilts… hum…. “Race” ke “Ghode” se “Life” ke “Gadhe” kab baan gaye, patta hi nahi chala….

Back in the college days, I was like a Rose flower in a rose garden of friends… many bees stopped by surely and moved on…and life also moved on…

I did not realize when from a “Rose” I became a “Lotus/Kamal” and as a result of the transformation, I managed to turn the “rose garden” of friends around me into a “mud and muck” of loneliness…

Wouldn’t be nice to start the second innings of life … afresh without the old burdens and guilts.. sounds so good.

Chalo ek baar phir se

Ajnabi ban jayein hum logo

Na main tumse

Koyi ummeed rakhun friendhship ki

Na tum meri taraf dekho

friend ke andaz nazron se

Let’s all try to become back the “Rose” flowers from which we all began and re-spread the fragrance of love and friendships back in our life.

This famous song which I had heard on my last day of school sendoff party, comes to my mind with a weird twist…

Friendship ke bahane lakhon the

Friendship tujhko aaye hi nahi

Koi bhi tera ho sakta hai

Kabhi tune apnaya hi nahi

Kyun Contact list mein tere Koi freinds nahi

Duniya itni viran nahi

Har taraf whatsApp groups hai phir bhi

Tere sath koi social group hi nahi

Koi bhi tera ho sakta hai

Kabhi tune apnaya hi nahi

Jeene ke bahane lakhon hai

Boss, sorry this article became a little serious and heavy, but wanted to get this burden of my back.. admit my fault and hope for forgiveness and friendship..

Jahapanah tussi great ho ... toufa kabool karo

Aap hamara Dosti ka Toufa kabool karte ho, aage se Promise….

Yaari Hai Meri Imaan Mera Yaar Meri Zindagi

Yaar Ho Bando Se Ye Oh Yaar Ho Bando Se Ye Sabse Badi Hai Bandagi

Yaari Hai Meri Imaan Mera Yaar Meri Zindagi

I have the next blog already lined up for next week which is definitely on a lighter vein and humorous, hope you will like it… and after that.. abhi socha nahi, but life will present some opportunity, I am sure, as when you slow down like I have done and look at life in a closer, deeper perspective… there is humor in all its creation if you look at it thru the right spectacles…

In 2023, I have been forced with age to wear spectacles and wow, they seem to be PULAs spectacles, not sure I waited so long to try them on…

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Unspoken words

Ohk ye baat ek ladki ki woh mere tarha hi thodi healthy thi is wajhe se sab usse school ne uski colony me aur toh aur uske siblings aur cousin sab usse bodyshame karte the Aur school me usse sab bully bhi karte the Woh ladki bohot shant aur calm rehne wali thi bachpan se hi aur woh roti toh kabhi thi hi nhi humesha hasti muskurati thi lekin jese hi woh high school me aayi (9th) yahi se hi uski lyf badal gyi.

Woh daily roti hi rehti thi uski face ki woh smile jo sabko hasa deti thi woh sab gayab ho gyi thi Usne school mee aur apne parents se compliant kari lekin koi uski nhi sunta tha aur kisi ne koi action nhi liye uske bullies ke against Esa hi chalta raha usne high school complete kar liye ab woh 11th me aa gyi thi Woh is saal ke liye bhi fully prepared thi bully hone ke liye lekin Usse nhi pata tha ke ye year uska Uski puri lyf badal dega.

Woh humsha ke tarha udaas muh liye school ja rahi thi aur school pohochte hi woh ek desk dhund ke waha beith kar ek book nikal ke padhne lagi Jab uske bullies class me aaye woh aatese hi usse pareshaan karne lge Woh chup chap sab sehti rahi aur time pass ho gya Teacher class me aaye ek ladke se sath Dekhe mein cute sa tha "Okay class we have a new student please introduce yourself" Teacher ne announce kiya.

Sab uske Introduction ko dhiyan se sun rahe the aur udhar dusri side Woh ladki window se bahar dekh rahi thi apni hi duniya ne ghum ek butterfly ko dekh rahi thi. "Okay so Naveen Tum Y/n ke side me ja kar beth jao" Teacher ne us ladke se kaha lekin Naveen ko nhi pata tha ke y/n kon hai toh woh wahi confuse khada tha "Y/n! " Teacher ne chila kar bola jise Y/n ka dhiyaan class ne kya chal raha hai uspar gya aur woh jaldi se khadi hui Woh y/n pass beitha aur uske samne hath badha kar bola. "Hi mera naam Naveen hai aur tum Y/n nice to meet you" "Hi" Y/n bas sidha sa hi kaha aur apna dhiyan book gada liya.

Woh ek word nhi boli aur ye cheez Naveen ko thodi ajeeb lagi kyu woh aajtak jitne bhi ladkiyo se mila tha woh sab usse baat karti hai lekin ye alag thi jo cheez Naveen ko bohot achi lagi Ab koi usse chipke ga nhi Class khatm hui aur phir time aya break ka puri class khali gyi thi lekin sirf do logo jo chhod kar Y/n aur Naveen Naveen is liye bahar nhi gya tha kyuki usse kuch nhi pata tha is school ka aur woh kisi ko janta bhi nhi tha Naveen khada hua aur Y/n se bola. "Tum nhi jaogi bahar?"

"Hmm nhi mujhe nhi jaana" Naveen ne pehle baar usse suna tha uski ki voice ne uska dil jeet liya tha.

Ye pehli baar tha ke kisi ladki ki awaaz se usse esa feel hua tha Usne is cheez ko ignore karna theek samjha phir bola. "Ummmm Y/n tum mujhhe school ka tour kara sakti ho kyuki me yaha kisi ko nhi janti tumhara siva." Usne mere tarf dekh aur pyari su smile di "hann kyu nhi but... Kuch nhi chalo." Woh smile Naveen ne uski smile dekhi lekin woh smile sirf thodi der ke liye hi uske face par thi phir woh gayab ho gyi Naveen phir woh smile dekhna chahte tha lekin woh smile usse phir dekhne ko nhi mili.

Y/n khadi hui aur apni book bag me vapis rekh kar chalne lagi naveen ne usse follow kara aur dono sath me chalne lga Y/n usse har class bta rahi thi aur jab pure school ka tour ho gya toh itne me bell baj gyi. "Ops sorry meri wajhe se tum lunch nhi kar pai kya me ma'am se baat karu ke woh tumhe lunch karna ka time de?" Naveen ko guilty feel hi raha tha ke uske wajhe se woh lunch nhi par pai. "Are nhi nhi me lunch nhi laya tha it's okay" Y/n ne kaha Usne ye suna aur simply nod kiya aur phir dono class ki taraf chalne lage y/n aaraam se jaa rahi thi aur dusri side naveen ko tha ke kese bhi karke jaldi pohoch jaye dono apni hi sochme the jab Y/n ka par fisla aur woh stairs se niche gir gyi.

Naveen ne ye dekha aur bhaag kar uske pass gya uske sar se khoon nikal raha tha usne jaldi se use bridal style me usse carry kara aur jaldi se medical room le kar gya. Y/n behosh thi upare time jab usse hosh aaya toh woh hospital bed par leti thi aur uske side me uske parents bethe the. Woh jese hi uthne lagi itne me uski mumma ne bola "koi nhi beta leti raho me doctor ki bulati hu" Uski ek loti family uski mumma ne kaha. Uske pass family ke jagha sirf uski mumma thi jo usse apni jaan se bhi zayada pyaar karti hai. Uska papa ka accident ho gya tha ek truck se aur uske koi siblings nhi the woh single child thi. Woh wahi leti thi uski mumma room se bahar gyi aur thodi hi derr ke baad ek doctor aur ek nurse ke sath aayi. Aur dusri side...

Naveen pov...

Me chinta me tha aur wahi papa aur mumma argue kar rahe the ke me kaha rahunga me akela rahunga yaha toh thodi safety ka dhiyaan toh rakhna chahiye. "Toh ab finally ho gya aur building me hi rahega mera beta toh zada safe hai iske liye waha ghar bhi pass pass hai toh kuch hoga toh padosiyon ko pata chal jayega." Mumma ne kaha aur Papa na chahte hue bhi haan karna pada me bed par let kar phone chala raha tha apne dost se baat kar raha tha On chat*.

Ready hoja me aa raha hu tere sath rehne ke liye.

:theek hai toh phir kab tak rukega?

2 saal

:Okay nice, aur bta tera school ka pehle din kesa gya?

Badhiya pata hai meri benchmate ek ladki hai jab hum log class ke taraf aa rahe the tab hi uske sath accident ho gya aur woh stairs se niche gir ke behosh ho gyi

:oh ab kesi hai uski tabiyat?

Pata nhi usse hospital mein admit kara diya hai ab.

:mujhe btaiyo jab sab theek ho jaye wese tujhe pata hai mere side wale ghar mein ek ladki aur uski mumma rehti hai coincidentally unki beti ka bhi same accident hua hai strange. Mene unse kaha ke me bhi chalta hu lekin unhone mna kar diya.

Nice wese ek baat bta us ladki ka naam kya hai?

:mtlb tujhe kya lgta hai mujhe uska naam nhi pata 😹

Hann.

:theek hai theek hai kal puch ke bta dunga.

Tu kal nhi puch sakta.

:kyu?

Kyuki kal me aa raha hu.

:wait Tu kal hi aa rha hai!!!

End of decision.

Mene phone side me rakha aur books nikal kar padhne lga lekin mera dhiyaan lag hu nhi raha tha baar baar mere samne ek hi insaan ka face aa raha tha woh school wali ladki Y/n ka me sochne lga ke esa kabhi nhi hota ke jab me padhne bethu toh kisi ladki ja khayaal aye aur baaki sab aayega dimag me lekin ladki nhi.

Me soch hi raha tha jab mumma mere pass ayi aur boli "beta khana ache se khana kabhi bhi bhooka mat sona hum aate rahenge tujhse milne aur jab tu subha uthega hum nhi dikhenge tujhe ohk" Mene unke taraf dekha unhone ek assuring smile pass ki aur mujhe sona ka bol kar bahar chali gyi. Mene apna homework come kara aur book side rakh kar lat gya "aish ye kya ho raha hai mai yaha sird padhne aaya hu aur kuch karne nhi" Mene bola aur apna sar khujane lga. Mujhe sochte sochte kab neend aa gyi pata hi nhi chala aur jab me utha toh mujhe mumma nhi dikhi 'sahi bola tha unhone' aaj mujhe shift karna hai toh me aaj school nhi gya aur apna bag mein se kapde nikal kar bathroom mein chala gya waha ja kar mene apna saara kaam khtm kara aur bahar aa kar bag ache se pack kar liye aur room me lock lga kar keys reception par de di mene auto pakda aur unhe btaya mujhe kaha jaana hai luckily me waha se zada dur nhi tha toh jaldi pohoch gya unhone mujhe building ke samne chhoda aur mera saman nikalne me bhi Help kari woh uncle bohot ache the me kese tese karke apna samaan 3rd tak le kar aaya aur bell press kari.

Thodi der baad mere dost ne gate khola usne apne waist kar towel wrap kara hua tha aur upar kuch nhi pehna tha which mean woh shower se aaya hai ya phir jaa raha hai aur kuch bhi ho sakta hai. Woh mujhe dekh kar khush ho gya aur jaldi se samaan me meri help kari. "Mujhe nhi kha tha tu itni jaldi aa jayega" Usne khana me sofa kar beith gya tha me itna thak gya tha ke kya btaun. "Ruk me tere liye paani lagta hu" Woh bhaag kar kitchen me gya aur mere liye ek glass thanda paani le kar aaya.

Thoda time ho gya mujhe yaha aaye me beithe beithe bore ho raha tha toh me balcony me aaya iski balcony zada badi nhi thi lekin mujhe psnd aayi. Me idhar udhar dekh hi raha tha jab mujhe aahat si sunai di mene apna sar us awaaz ke taraf uthaya toh mene ho dekha usse dekhne ke baad mere paro take zameen khisak gyi kyuki waha aur koi nhi Y/n hi khadi thi woh bilkul theek lag rahi thi lekin uske sari par bandage abhi bhi lagi hui thi lekin woh phir bhi smile kar rahi thi woh bohot alag lag rahi thi. Me usse thodi der tak dekhta rha jab uski nazar mujhpar gyi uski smile toh jese gayab hi ho gyi uska mood ekdam change hi gya thodi der tak woh mujhe dekhti rahi aur phir woh andar chali kyuki usse uski mumma bula rahi thi. Me bhi andar aa gya aur dekha Shivam couch par beitha hai aur phone me kuch toh kar rha hai.

"Naveen sun bhai ye dekh" Usne meri taraf apne phone ki screen kari aur mene dekha us par Y/n ki pic thi. "Ye hai woh ladki jiski me baat kar raha tha cute hai na" Wt- mtlb Y/n meri Neighbor hai. Mene uski taraf dekha aur phir mene pucha "Tu konse school me jaata hai" "Woh me aur Y/n sath jaate hai lekin us din me nhi gaya tha jab woh stairs se giri." "Nice" Mene kaha aur apna saman khol kar closet me jamane lga 'bhai iski side kitni messed hai'. "Chinta mat kar teri bhi ho jayegi esi hi" Mene peeche dekha waha Shivam khada tha apne dono hath cross kar. "Wese ek baat bta khane me kya khayega? " Usme mujhse pucha. "Ummm hai kya?" Mene pucha aur usne simply jawab diya "omelet" "Ahem ahem me vegetarian hu" Mene usse kaha toh uske kaha "theek hai phir tu chai pi liyo aur uske sath break kha liyo" "theek hai wese ek baat bta tujhe woh ladki kesi lagti hai"

"Bhai Naveen teri sui abhi tak us par hi atki hai wese apne school ke baare me toh bta ". "Tujhe jaldi pata chal jayega"

"Mtlb? " Shivam ne full confusion me bola mene kuch nhi bola aur apna phone chalane lga. Mere pass kuch karne ko tha hi nhi aur me thodi der me hi bore ho gya toh mene apna bag se book nikali aur padhne lga. Thodi der baad mere pass shivam aaya "sun ne neche ja rha hu aata hu thodi der me" Mene sar hilaya haan mein phir jab mene upar dekha woh already chala gya tha. Me khada hua aur door lock karne ke liye jese hi waha pohcha toh dekha balcony me.

Y/n khadi Shivam se baat kar rahi tha uska dhiyaan meri taraf nhi gya tha lekin me usse dekhe ja raha tha. Pura din ese hi bored sa nikal gya aur phir aaya dusra din me subha jaldi uth kar apne liye nashta bnaya aur taiyaar ho gya tha phir me beith kar shivam ke uthne ka wait karne lga aur jab me apni uniform nikal raha tha toh mene Shivam wali side mein uski uniform dekhi jo ki bilkul mere jesi thi jiska mtlb hum dono same school me hai nice mene uski bhi bahar nikal di aur usse ache se set karke ralh diya mene time dekha 6:30 ho rahe the toh mene socha usse uthane ka lekin jab mene uthaya toh woh 5 min aur bol kar fir so gya. Iska kuch nhi ho sakta mene nashta kara aur apna bag lagaya air phir shivam ko uthaya aur is baar usne thodi si aankh khol kar dekha aur jese hi usne mujhe uniform pehne dekha woh jaldi se uth kar baith gya.

"Wait tu mere school mein hi hai saale pehle kyu nhi btaya tha" Usne kaha aur me waha shant khada uski baat sun raha tha muskura bhi raha tha vrom. "Theek hai chal jaldi taiyaar ho ja" Mene usse kaha woh utha aur bathroom me chala gya woh bahar aaya fully ready ho kar "vrom ladkiya toh marti hogi na tujhpar?" Mene usse kaha bhai itna hot lag raha tha "hahaha kaha koi bhao tak nhi deti" "Chal jhoota" Mene kaha aur uske liye khana laya. "Thankyou wait ye sab tune bnaya?" "Bas kitni overacting karega" Mene haste hue kaha. Hum dono sath ghar se nikle aur stairs se utarne lge jab mujhe kisi aur ke stair utarni ki awaaz ayi mene upar dekha Y/n thi waha. Usne still wahi uniform pehni thi lekin usme bhi itni cute lag rahi thi uske sath lambe baal joki khule the wt- mujhe kuch ho raha hai usne mujhe dekha aur dhire ho gyi uski speed woh bhi humare sath stairs se utri aur phir hun teeno sath bis stop tak gye.

'Wait ye bus se jaata hai?' Mene shivam ke taraf confusion mein dekha aur phir peeche dekha Y/n humare peeche hi thi woh niche dekhe chali ja rahi thi. Jab hum bus stop par pohche luckily hume jaldi hi bus mil gyi toh hum usme beith gye jab me apni seat par beitha toh meri nazar na chate hue bhi Y/n ke taraf gyi woh aage wali seat par beithi thi. Mene ek chain ki saas li ke woh safe hai wait me itni chanta kyu kar raha hu. Shivam ne mujhe bulaya jise meri bnai hui duniya tut gyi "Naveen kya ho gya bhai tujhe wese ek baat bta tune kya liya hai 11th me science?" Mene uske taraf dekha shock mein phir dhire se apna sar na me hilaya "phir?" Usne mujhse phir pucha toh mene usse btaya. "Commerce mein hu me" "oh bhai hum dono same class me hai! " Usne itni tez bola ke sath humari taraf dekhne lage lekin sirf ek insaan ne nhi dekha tha aur woh Y/n thi.

Hum teeno school pohche aur jab hum road cross kar rahe the toh meri nazar sirf Y/n par hi thi woh hum dono se aage thi toh me usse hi dekhe ja raha tha lekin mujhe thodi der baad kuch cheez strange lagi jab woh road cross kar rahi thi toh uske samne se ek car aa rahi thi mene kesa aur mera forehead tensed mood mein aa gya me jaldi se bhaagne hi lga tha jab mene dekha Y/n road ke dusre kone par leti hui thi aur uske upar ek ladka tha mujhe usse dekh kar thoda ghussa sa aaya aur bura sa bhi lga phir mene idhar udar dekha ke koi vehicle toh nhi aa raha hai phir jab mujhe sab theek lga mene aur shivam ne road cross kara jab hum dono chal rahe the toh mujhe mere side se kisike baatein karne ki awaaz aayi mene dekha Shivam ke dost bhi uske sath the woh unke sath busy tha aur jab mene aage dekha waha Y/n apni skirt par se dirt hatati hui aage badhe ja rahi thi uske baalo par kuch dried leaf thi toh me uske pass gya aur uske baal se woh dry leaf hata di.

Uskne meri taraf ghabrahat me dekha phir dhire se "thankyou" Bhai bhai bhai itni pyaari awaaz vhai sachi kuch ho gya hai mujhe. "It's my pleasure wese yaad hu me ya bhool gyi mujhe?" Mene ek mazak ke way mein bola lekin uske apna sar neeche kara aur phir kaha. "Me kisi ko nhi bhoolti bas log mujhe bhool jaate hai" Kya hua hai isse itni sad kyu rehti hai ya?. "Tum itni sad kyu rehti ho pure din?" Mene usse pucha. "Umm aapko bohot jaldi pata chal jayega" Aapko itni izzat. "Are are aap ko mat bolo tumhare brabar ka hi hu me" "Haha nice " Uske itna kaha aur bhaag kar school me enter kar gyi aur jab mene peeche dekha waha shivam khada tha mujhe hi dekhe ja raha tha.

Y/n pov

Mai class mein aayi aur apne desk par baith gyi. Mene dekha puri class khali thi toh mene classroom ka gate band kar diya itne mein classroom ka gate khula aur mene dekha Shivam khada tha aur uske sath uske chamche bhi the Shivam mere desk ke pass aya aur mere baal se mujhe utha kar bola. "Naveen se dur rahiyo" Itna bol kar woh apni seat par ja kar beith gya jo ki theek mere pichhe thi.

Mene uski taraf mud kar dekha lekin usne mere chhere par aaye baalo ko jatak kar bola "aage dekh na" Ek irritating sa look dete hua Ab isse kon btaye ke woh mera bench mate hai phir thodi der ke baad woh sab class se bahar chale gye aur phir enter kiya Naveen. Uske aate ke sath hi mujhe dekha meri nazren niche tiki hui thi kyuki meri aankhon me aasu the aur mein nhi chahti thi ke koi bhi inhe dekhe toh mene neeche ke taraf dekhna hu sahi samjha itne me.

Naveen mere pass aa kar khada hua aur me diwaar ke side ko ho gya mene ek baar bhi uske taraf nhi dekha lekin na jaane kaha se usse pata chal gya ke me ro rahi hu "Y/n Tu ro kyu rahi ho kisi ne kuch bola kya" Usne chinta mein bola aur meri aankhon se aasu aur zada aane lage "Y/n ro mat agar kuch hua hai toh mujhe btao" Mene uski taraf dekha wou thoda sa shock hua lekin phir apne haath se mere aasu wipe karke mujhse puchta.

"Y/n agar kuch hua hai toh mujhe btao hum teacher se baat karenge" Usne itna pyaar se bola ke mera mann kara ke bta du lekin woh iska dost hai aur agar isse pata chalega toh iska dil tut jayga toh mene apne tears wipe kare aur bola. "N-nahi kuch nhi hua" Me chahte hua thi mene ruk kar hi bola aur woh smjh gya ke kuch toh hua hai. Usne mera hath apne haath me liya aur pucha. "Sach sach bta Y/n kya hua?"

Mene uski taraf firse dekha aur jo mene uski aankhon mein dekha aur mene aaj tak kabhi nhi dekha siwaye apni mumma ke jo ki hai. Chinta mere liye aaj tak sirf meri mumma ko hi hui thi lekin aaj mene Naveen ki aankhon me bhi wahi chinta dekhi me thodi der tak uski aankhon mein hi dekhti rahi mujhe pata hi nhi chala kab mere aasu aana band ho gye the aur ek alag hi emotion mere andar mujhe feel hua.

Jab mene apne aas pass dekha toh sabhi bache class mein beithe the jiska mtlb bell baj chuki hai aur ab teacher aate hi honge mene thoda sa peeche mud kar dekha toh paya Shivam mujhe hi ek nazar ghoore ja raha tha mene jaldi se aage dekha itne mein teacher bhi class me aa gye the. "Y/n are you okay now?" Naveen ne dhire se mujhe pucha. "Umm thank you" Ye aaj tak mene kisi ko nhi bola kyuki aaj tak iska mauka hi nhi mila.

2 months later

Narrator's pov

2 mahine beet hai aur naveen ko abhi tak smjh nhi aaya ke uske sath kya ho raha hai. Lekin ab un dono me achi dosti ho gyi hai Naveen humesha usko help karta hasane me ulti fulto cheeze karke aur dusri side shivam har ek munkin se mukin koshish karta Naveen ko Y/n se dur karne ke liye lekin nhi kar pata aur ab Y/n bhi Shivam se bilkul nhi darti woh ulta jawaab deti hai bina dare ye time kuch alag hi hai puri class shock thi Y/n ko ese dekh kar aur aaj Naveen aur Shivam bahar ghoomne ja rahe hai. "Shivam kyu na Y/n ko bhi le chale wese bhi woh bohot udaas rehti hai toh uska mood bhi acha hoga? " Naveen ne pucha aur shivam uski is baat se irritate ho gya lekin uske dimag mein ek evil idea aaya aur usne kaha "hann kyu nhi" Naveen Y/n ko bulane gya thodi der baad Y/n ne gate khola aur Naveen ne dekha ke woh apne night wear mein thi jiska mtlb woh abhi so kar uthi hai usne jese hi mujhe dekha jaldi se apni aankh se haath hataya aur mujhse pura.

Aur naveen se pucha. "Kya hua kyu aye ho?" "Kuxh nhi rehne de" Naveen jaldi se ghar ke andar gya aur ja kar darwaza lgya aur uspar hi apni kamar tika kar chest pe hath rakh liya. "Chup chup itna kyu uchal raha hai saale tu" Usne apne chest ke taraf dekhte hue kaha itne me Shivam bahar aakar bola. "Kya hua kon uchal raha hai? "

"Aish aur ek spider tha tu ye sab chhod aue chal hum dono hi chalte hai" Naveen ne shivam se kaha woh continuously haaf kara tha. "Kyu usne mna kar diya?"

'Ik mera naam sunke mna kar diya hoga' shivam ne smirk kara apni baat kar hi aur phir Naveen ke taraf dekh jo ki usse hi dekh raha tha. "Bhai tu kitne darawna lagta hai Kabhi hann mene usse kaha ke chalegi lekin woh neend me thi" "Wait what? Aur uski mumma?" "Woh maybe hai nhi i think woh bahar gyi hai. Wese

kyu? " "Are ese hi puch raha tha chal chlte hai"

On the other side

Y/n was laying on her bed and scrolling Instagram jab usne door kar ek knock suni toh woh jaldi se gyi gate kholne usko lga tha ke uski mumma hai usne khola aur bina dekhe bhi andar aane diya lekin jab usne peeche dekha toh waha ek ladka khada tha face par mask tha aur glasses Bhi the lekin Y/n ko toh jaane pehchana sa lag raha tha usne chilane ki koshish ki lekin us ladke ne Y/n ke muh par hath rakh liya Y/n ne uske haath par katha jise ki usne ladke ne Y/n ke muh se haath hataya aur apne hath dekhne lga ye ek achi opportunity thi Y/n ke bhagne ke liye woh jaldi se bahar ke taraf bhaagi lekin waha ek aur ladka tha jisne uske wrist par ek tight grip bna li.

Y/n apna haath jhatakne ki koshish ki lekin usne itne tez pakda tha ke uski bhaaju par nishan aa gya. "Naveen!!" Y/n ne chilaya lekin koi nhi tha uski awaaz sune ko kyuki jaha par woh rehti hai woh bohot hi sunsaan jagha hai aur waha par sirf ek ghar hai jispar Abhi lock lga hua tha uski nazar jab naveen ke ghar. Ki aor dekha toh waha par lock lga hua tha itne mein dusra ladka bhi Y/n ke pass aya aur uske ek thapad mara woh slap itna tez tha ke usse wajhe se Y/n niche gir gyi itne me dusre ladke ne uska haath chhod diya tha Y/n helpless thi. Woh rone lagi lekin uske dimag me kuch aaya.

Naveen pov

"Oh shit me apna phone toh bhool hi gya ruk shivam me aata hu abhi" Me jaldi se stairs chadne laga jab mujhe kisi ke groan karne ki awaaz aayi woh kisi ladke ki thi toh mujhe kuch theek nhi laga toh me jaldi se bhaga upar mene jab me upar pohcha toh dekha waha par do ladke lete the dard se groan kar rahe the aur inke kuch jagha ho se blood bhi aa raha tha aur jab mene upar dekha tha waha par Y/n ek chura le kar khadi thi aur uspar bhi thoda blood tha mene jab ye dekha toh meri aankhein phati ki phati reh gyi.

Y/n pov

Me neeche helpless beithi thi esa unhe lag raha tha jese hi dusre ladke ne mera haath chhoda me jaldi se khadi hui aur bhaag kar kitchen ek chaku uthaya aur unke taraf badha kar unhe darane lagi lekin unhe koi farak nhi pad raha tha jab un dono ne ek dusre ke taraf dekha haste hue mere chehre par ek smirk aayi aur mene is cheez ka fayeda utha kar pehle wale ladke ko apne kohni maari pith ki nas mein aur itne mein dusra ladka aa gya jese hi usne mujhe touch karne ko hath badhaya mene chaku wala hath uske taraf jhatka jise uske hath par woh chaku laga aur waha se khoon aane lga mene pehle wale ko dekha uski nas me abhi tak dard ho raha tha jiske wale se woh dard me chilane lga mene itne me uske knee ke niche wali side knife se stab kar diya jisse uska blood flow hone lga ye toh knocked out ab nhi karne wala kuch itne me dusra ladka aaya mari taraf apna hath pakad ke mene usse chaku se darakar ek zor ka muka diya naak par jise iski naak se khoon aane lga.

Usne blood wipe kara aur mere taraf phir badha toh mene beith kar uske par me knife stab kar di and bas ese hi dono ko knocked out kiya aur wahi khadi usn dono ko dekhne lagi itne me Mujhe kisi ke stairs par bhagne ki awaaz aayi toh mene us tarah apne sar uthaya toh dekha waha Naveen khada haaf raha tha aur jab usne un dono ladko ko ese pada dekha toh uski aankhein khuli ki khuli hi reh gyi. Mene jese hi Naveen ko waha khada dekha toh mere aankhon se aasu aane lage aur me rote rote Naveen se chipak gyi usne mujhe tightly hug kiya aur phir usse pucha. "Tu theek hai?" Mene apna face uske chest ke nikala aur upar dekha (I mean Naveen ke taraf kyuki woh lamba tujhse)

Woh mera head kar patting par raha tha jise mujhe thoda acha lga aur mene apni aankhein band karli aur dheere dheere me andhere me ja rahi thi jabtak mere aspas ka sab shant ho gya merko kuch sunai nhi de raha tha.

Naveen kya keh raha hai mujhe esa lag raha tha jese me ek dark room me locked hi gyi hu. Jab meri aankh khuli toh dekha me phirse hospital bed par leti thi. "Ye is mahine me 5th time Y/n tu medicine kyu nhi leti" Ek awaaz aayi jo aur kisi ki nhi Dr. Ishaan ki thi ishaan Y/n ke papa ke ache dost the jab uske papa ki death hui toh Y/n aur uski mumma ke pass rehne ke liye ghar tak nhi tha kyuki un hone apni saari property apni dusri wife ko de di thi jo ki na jaane kabse chupaya tha uske papa ne un sab se Y/n ki mom koi aur chara na pa kar woh Y/n ka pat bharne ke liye logo ke samne bheek mangne lagi phir jab ye baat ishaan ko pata chali unhone Y/n aur uski mumma ko ek apartment diya rehne ko aur kuch paise bhi diya. Unhe pata tha Y/n mentally and physically doni tarike se weak thi.

Main reason Y/n itne sad kyu rehne lagi thi

Back to the story

"Uncle apko pata hai na humari Financial state baare mein ese mein mai medicines ke liye paise kaha se laung?" "Toh tu kyu chinta kar rahi ho beta me hu na me Dilaunga" "Nhi uncle apne pehle hi humari itne help kar rakhi hai ab aur nhi" "Beta koi nhi me tumhare papa jesa hi toh hu" "Nhi aap papa jese nhi ho!!!" Mene tez se kaha aur dekha uncle shock the. "Aap papa se zada ache ho" Mere words sun kar unke face par ek creepy si smile aa gyi.

"What if me tumhare papa ban jaun?" Uncle ye kaha jisse ne ek gasp nikali aur uski taraf dekha unke face oar ek smirk thi. Me khadi hui aur bahar jaane lagi wese hi uncle ne mujhe bed betha diya. "Btao na tumhari mumma razi hai" Mene uski aor dekha aur woh apne phone me kuch dhond rahe the thodi der baad unhone mere taraf apne phone ki screen kari aur mene dekha.

Aaj us baat ko 2 din ho gye hai lekin Abhi tak mujhe woh video ache se yaad hai aaj tak me sochti thi mera papa hi galat the lekin meri mumma usse zada galat thi me us hi time ghar aa gyi thi jise me woh video toh puri nhi dekh pai lekin jitna dekha uthne me smjh gyi ke woh video kya thi.

mujhe har koi dhoka deta hai pehle papa ne diya phir us shivam ne diya aur mumma aur ishaan uncle ne diya me jee hi kyu rahi hu mar hi jaati hu kisi ko meri koi par wah hi nhi hai sabko apne pleasure ki padi hai me ye sab soch hi raha tha jab mera room ka darwaza dhire se khula me dar gyi kyuki mene door bhi lock nhi kara tha toh me chokani ho kar dawaze ki taraf dekhne lagi jab mene dekha waha ek shadow thi phir jese hi woh pura darwaza khula toh dekha waha naveen khada tha uhh mene ek chan ki saas li aur phir apni soch me dubne chali gyi lekin mujhe mere thought apna andar puri tarha consume kar lete usse pehle hi Naveen bol pada

"Y/n ab teri tabiyat kesi hai? Tujhe araam karna chahiye mene Aunty ke

Pass call kar diya hai woh aati hi hongi" Mene uski taraf dekha aur woh pure concern ne tha not like others jo sirf dikhawa karte hai. Mene usse kaha mere side me beithne ke liye woh beitha aur puchta. "Kya hua tha? " Mene usse sab kuch btaya aur woh sab sunkar like hann theek kara ese hi marna chahiye tha salo ko. "Wese tune unhe doctor ke pass ke gya tha ya nhi?" "Hann bhai le gya mar jaate bichare warna"

"Haha" Phir hum dono ke bich shanti chha gyi lekin phir Naveen ka pucha. "Wese Y/n Tu mujh par trust karti hai?" "Huh!? " "Hann tune sahi suna bta na karti hai mujhpar trust?" "Umm hann bhi aur nahi bhi actually mujhe trust issues hai aur abhi abhi kisi aur ne bhi mera trust tod diya toh" "Are koi nhi jan tu comfortable ho toh bta diya"

Ye keh kar woh utha aur jaane lga jab na jaane kyu mera chest me pain hone laga heart wali side mene apne Chest par thoda press kara lekin phir thodi der baad mujhe alag so bechaini si feel hone lagi esa is liye ho raha tha kyuki jo mene apna aao se promise kara tha woh nahi kar pa rahi pura lekin me nhi chahti thi ke do best friends ki friendship tute is liye mene ye thought dimaag se nikala aur TV on karke funny videos

dekhne lagi jisse mera mood light ho jaye lekin woh bhi kaam nhi kara toh mene socha apni cousin ko call karne ka lekin usne bhi busy hu keh kar call disconnect kar diya ab karne ko kuch nhi tha mene sab try kara memes, funny videos lekin nhi ho par raha tha lekin mujhe ye thoughts kese na kese karke hatane the toh mene horror movie dekhne ka socha me the Nun dekhi bilkul bhi darawni nhi thi lekin phir bhi mene dekhi aur thodi der baad jab movie khtm hui toh finally mere dimag me movie se related thoughts hi the mene phir apni book shelf

me se ek koi bhi random si book nikal aur padhne lagi unfortunately woh book bhi horror story hi thi lekin usme ek scene tha jab Main lead ke parents usse dhoka de kar dusri country chale jaate hai aur woh bichari akele organ me reh jaati hai us time mujhe rone aa jaata hai kyuki mujhe pata hai jab koi dhoka deta hai toh kesa feel hota hai. Thodi der ke baad me book bnd karti hu aur bed par ja kar let jaati hu me soch hi rahi hoti hu ke kya sochu itne mein jo cheez thi is sunsaan se ghar mein awaaz kar rahi thi woh hi band ho gyi

i mean fan mene dekha phir uth kar window kholi aur shanti me aa kar let gyi bahar hawa chal rahi thi jo window se sidha mere taraf bhi aa rahi thi. Mene window ke taraf apna face kara aur aankhein band karke sochne lagi jab mere dimaag me na jaane kese Naveen ki baatein aane lagi Naveen ki har ek movement aane lagi. Uski smile, uski eyes jab woh kuch sochta hai aur jab woh meri taraf dekh raha tha un aankhon se ahhhh,. Mene apni aankhein jaldi se kholi aish kya ho gya mujhe itne me door bell baji me jaldi uthi aur door ke taraf gyi. Bina puche hi gate jese hi khola waha par mumma khadi thi

meri ek cousin ke sath 'Aah mujhe nhi psnd meri cousin!' Me ye sab soch hi rahi thi itne me mumma ne kaha "side ho andar toh aane de" Unke face par itne pyaari smile thi jise dekh kar mera jitna bhi gussa unke Liye tha sab vanish hi gya aur mene bhi ek smile pass kar aur side ho kar kitchen ke taraf gyi paani laane.

Me apni mumma ke liye aur cousin ke liye paani lai bahar woh dono couch par beithe the nhi nhi i mean lete the me un dono ke taraf tray le kar gyi aur unhe paani diya mumma ne paani pe kar glass tray mein rakha same meri cousin ne bhi wahi kar aur phir mumma me mujhe do bags utha kar diya mujhe lga ke ye mere liye hai toh mene jaldi se khol kar dekha lekin usme pata nhi kya tha.

"Are budhu ye tu ja kar Shivam aur Naveen ko diya, ye blue wala bag Shivam ka hai Aur ye green wala Naveen ka. okay?" "Okay" Mene fingers se okay bna kar bola aur phir me jldi se un dono ke ghar ki taraf gyi mere dimag me bas yahi chal raha tha ke Naveen bahar aaye bas lekin meri God sunte kab hai mene jese hi bell press kari wese ki Shivam aaya usne shirt pehni thi jo ki meri fav hua karti thi mene jaldi se usse bag pakdaya aur kaha.

"Yemummalekaraayihaigreenwalanaveenkahaiaurbluewalaaapka." Mene itni tez Bola ke woh sochta hi keh kya bol gyi aur me bhaag kar ghar ne aagyi aur mumma yaha ek pyari si dress khol kar beithi thi. "Y/n ye dress kaisi hai?" Mumme ne mujhse pucha jese hi unhone meri taraf dekha. "Bohot pyaari hai maa"

Mene sach kaha woh bohot hi pyaari thi phir mumma ne kaha. "Pehen ke dikhaiyo" "Ye hai kiski?". " Teri ab ja pehen kar aa" 'Aish acha toh ab yaha mujhse fashion show katwaya ja raha hai' mene pehni aur jese hi mene khudko mirror me dekha wtf me itni pyaari bhi lagti hu me bahar gyi aur mumma ko dikhaya lekin waha mumma ke sath Naveen bhi beitha tha.

Aur jese hi me bahar gyi wese hu usne meri taraf dekha aur bas jese hi hum dono ki nazren mili wese hi me sab bhool gyi un aankhon me kuch toh tha jo mene aaj tak kisi ke bhi aankhon mein nhi dekha.

Naveen aur Y/n ka moment bn hi raha tha itne mein Y/n ki cousin ne sab barbaad kar diya. "Are maasi hum toh yaha wait kar rahe hai dress dekhne ke liye lekin ye yaha apne boyfriend ke sath lagi hui hai"

Uski cousin ne kaha is baat par Y/n ki mom bhi has padi itne me Y/n ne kaha. "Oh hello ye mera koi boyfriend voyfriend nhi hai"

Y/n pov

Jab mene saare kapde try karliye tab Shivam aaya aur usne dekha ke me naveen ke side mein beithi hu usse use na jaane kya problem hui aur waha se bhaag gya bina kuch kahe aur ye sirf mene notice kara tha aur sb ko kuch pta hi nhi tha me khadi hui aur jese hi pehla step badhaya aur floor ke jagha Naveen ke pair kar rakh diya 'ouch' mene esa face bnaya aur Naveen ke muh se bhi aahh nikla aur me jald hi se bhaag kar bahar aayi waha mene dekha Shivam khada tha ghusse me jese hi me uski nazron ke samne aayi usne mera shoulder pakad kar meri back wall par de maari jiske wajhe se meri back par scratch pad gya Mene uski pakad se chhutne ki koshish ki lekin uski hold mere shoulders par itni tight thi ke me hil bhi nhi pa rahi thi usne mujhe ghuse se dekha aur phir kaha

"Tu kitni giri hui hai Y/n pehle tune hi un ladko ko bulaya phir unhe maar kar Behosh ho gyi jise ki Naveen ne tujhe Sympathize kiya aur ab usse chipak kar beithi thi kitni gir chuki hai tu agar tujhe naveen psnd hai toh keh de na ese karke tune mujhe bhi phasaya tha aur ab tu mere dost ki phasa rahi hai lekin me kabhi usse tere jaal ne phasne dunga nhi yaad rakhiyo" "Mene tujhe nhi phasaya tha tu khud aaya tha aur me kisi ko psnd nhi karti naveen ko toh me bas ek dost manti thi aur men kuch nhi kara shivam tum jhoote ilzaam mat lgao mujhpar ek baar mujhe btao toh sahi mene kara kya hai" "Hmm tune kara kya hai hann bohot jald btaunga aur tujhe hi nhi pure school ko btaunga teri aur us ladke ki woh raat jo tum dono ne kara tha waha."

"Shivam mene kuch nhi kara hum dono ke beech kuch nhi hua tha ye baat me tujhe 2000 baar bta Chuki hu kyu nhi smjh aata tujhe" Meri aakhon me aansu the jo baatein shivam bol raha tha woh kisi churi ie tarha non stop mere dil par waar kare ja rahi thi mere dil me gadha kare jaa rahi. "Me Naveen ko aaj hi teri saare sachai bta dunga sab bta dunga phir woh teri taraf dekhga bhi nhi"

"Tujhe jise jo btana hai woh bta jab mene kuch kara hi nhi hai toh me kyu darungi tujhse" "Mat darr lekin jab teene milenge na tab bohot darr lagega ha"

Shivam ne choti thi smile pass kari aur mere pass aya usse duri bnane ke liye mene apna sar piche kara lekin wall ne mujhe rok diya aur Shivam mene itne kareeb tha ke agar usne thoda aur apna sar kareeb laya toh hum dono ke lips mil jayenge hum dono ki sanse ek dusre me mil rahi thi mene darr ke wajhe se apni aankhein band kar lekin Shivam ne dhire se mere kaan me kaha.

"Wait and watch baby" Wese hi mene apni aankhein kholi toh dekha Shivam besharmo ke tarha muskura raha tha lekin uski aankhein alag hi cheez thi aasu!? Shivam ki aankhon me aasu!?

Phir thodi der ke baad usne apne haath hataye aur andar chala gya. Mai bhi andar gyi aur mumma se pass ja kar beith gyi aur meri cousin bhi mumma se dusre side beithi thi. Mene mumma ko hug kara aur mumma ne kaha. "Beta tum theek ho kuch hua tha kya kisi ne pareshaan toh nhi kara na?" Mene apne face par aane nhi diya ke mujhe Mumma se kitni ghin aa rahi thi. "Hann" Mene nod kiya aur uth kar apna kaam karne lagi jab meri cousin aayi boli. "Boyfriend hai kya Naveen tera?" Mene uski taraf dekh kar ek disgusting sa face bnaya aur phir apna jaane lagi usne thoda sa hasa aur kaha. "Tera boyfriend to shivam tha hann bhai tera sahi hai roz naya ladka pata leti hai aur me yaha single mar rahi hu" Mene uske taraf ghusse se dekha aur kaha. "Zada na faltu chep hone ki zarurat nhi hai mujhse tereko pehle bol diya hai ke mere personal matters me aur meri personal life me tere liye koi jagha nhi hai" Mai kehte hai kitchen se bahar hi aane wali thi itne me usne mujhe rokte hue kaha. "Chali jaiyo itni zaruri kya hai ops jiju ji bahar beithe hai woh wait kar rahe honge kyu na mai unhe ye dikhaiyun" Mai uske taraf ghumi aur dekha usne wali video play kar rakhi thi jisme me bully ho rahi hu Shivam se ye shivam ki best friend hai aur jab shivam delhi shift hua toh ye dono bas chating par aur call par baat hi karte the tab hi Shivam ne woh video bheji thi. "Nhi ye zada achi nhi hai hann ye wala mast rahegi" Usne dusri video on kari jisme mai aur Shivam-.

Mene usse uska phone snatch kiya aur usse kaha. "Ye videos delete ho jaani chahiye warna tera woh haal karungi jo tume sapne me bhi nhi socha hoga" Mene usse dhamki di aur bahar aa gya.

Narrator pov...

Dusri side Nandni khadi thi ek smirk ke sath. "Ab toh yr video Naveen tak pohchani padegi" Usne apne aap se hi kaha aur bahar aa gyi waha Y/n ka kuch ata pata nhi tha aur Naveen bhi apne ghar chala gya tha kal school hai toh usse kaam karna hoga.

Nandni Y/n ki mumma ke pass gyi. 'Pooja' aur waha beith kar bolti. "Umm bua me kaha soungi?" Pooja ne Nandni ke taraf dekha aur kaha. "Umm Tu Y/n ke sath soja, woh raha uska room" Nandni ne us direction me dekha aur do baar blink karke ek smirk plaster thi uske face par woh chale ja rahi thi.

"Hello little sis bua ne kaha hai ke mai tere sath soungi toh thodi jagha dede" Uske cutely bola lekin Y/n ka ulti karne ka mann kar raha tha usse sun kar woh ghusse ke sath side hui aur usse allow kara letne ke liye uske sath.

Nandni Y/n ke side me leti aur apne phone par Y/naur Shivam ki video dekhe lagi. Usse woh moan ki awaaz aa rahi thi aur woh cheez Nandni smirk ke sath. Y/n ne uska phone liya aur usme lock lga kar apne pass rakh liya.

Woh dono achi behene hai lekin Nandni ko Shivam psnd tha lekin Shivam ko Y/n kar attraction aa gyi woh dono date karne lage jab ye baat nandni ko pta chali uska khoon khol utha aur usne Y/n ko barbaad karne ka soch liya lekin unfortunately Shivam uski help kar raha tha.

Y/n ko nhi pata kyu Shivam Usse itni nafrat karne lga. Ek time tha jab Shivam usse kehta tha ke woh kabhi dur nhi hoga Y/n se aur ek time hai jab woh kehta hai ke Y/n ek gold digger hai aur na jaane kya kya jo cheez Y/n ka dil tod chuki hai.

Aur dusri side....

"Oye Shivam kya hua bahar aa na kisi ne kuch kaha kya?" Naveen ne room ke bahar se awaaz lagai darwaze par knock karte hue lekin yaha Shivam ek corner me beith kar Ro raha tha hann ro raha tha. "Shivam Tu theek toh hai na please darwaza khol" Naveen ne phir kaha lekin Shivam still sob kare ja raha tha. Shivam khada hua aur usne darwaza khola. "Shivam Tu ro raha hai kya hua?" Naveen ne ye kaha aur usse hug kar liya.

Naveen aur Shivam bohot ache dost hai aur Naveen ka farz bnta hai usse chup karana.

Shivam thodi der Naveen ke shoulder par roya aur phir bola. "Naveen my sab mujhe apne aap se dur kar dete hai? Kya koi mujhe nhi chahta pehle mere parents ne mujhe khud se dur kar diya aur phir us Y/n ne aur ab Tu bhi mujhse dur hota jaa raha hai" Naveen ne shivam ke taraf dekha confusion me. "Wait Y/n ne kya kiya? Aur me tujhe khud se dur karne ka sochunga bhi nhi yaar tu esa kyu soch rha hai tu toh mera jaan hai" Naveen ne kaha but woh still confuse thatha ke Y/n ne kya kara?.

"Tujhe nhi pta hoga. Y/n ne mere sath betray kiya usne kaha ke woh mujhe kabhi apne se dur nhi karegi aur phir usne us Anuj ke sath mil kar mujhe marne ka plan bnaya aur jab me bach gya toh usne bhola sab face bna kar apne aap ko innocent proof karwa liya." Naveen ki aankhein shock ke wajhe se widen thi woh process hi nhi kar pa raha tha. Shivam ke words digest karna thoda mushkil tha uske liye usne gulp kara aur kaha. "Esa bhi toh ho sakta hai na ke-"

Shivam ne uski baat beechme kaate hue bola. "Esa nhi hai mene khud usse uske sath dekha tha woh uske sath car me beithi thi" Naveen ne what the heck wala face bnaya woh confused tha usse nhi pta tha ye sab sach hai ya jhooth lekin jab shivam itna ro raha hai Toh woh ek baar ko uski baat sach smjh liya. Aur wahi Shivam ke face par ek Smirk ghoom rahi thi usne jitni bhi baatein boli woh sab jhoot tha. Hann Shivam ka plan tha ke woh Pehle Naveen ki nazar me Y/n ko itna neeche gira dega aur woh Naveen se Y/n ko pareshan karayega. Woh Y/n ko har ek way me tod dega kyuki Y/n ne jo uske sath kara hai usk a badla Shivam le kar rahega.

In the morning...

Y/n ki aankhein khuli aur dekha Nandni uske upar bhoot ke tarha beithi thi. Woh dar kar bed se neeche gir gyi. "Abe bhootni ese kyu bethi hai?" Y/n ne kaha lekin woh abhi bhi neeche hi beithi thi woh jaldi se khadi hui aur bathroom me chali gyi.

Let me clear on thing Y/n aur Nandni ka bond bohot hi acha hai bachpan se hi woh dono boh frank hai ek dusre ke sath lekin aur Nandni sirf usse blackmail karti hai woh us video ko kisko bhi nhi dikhayegi aur Y/n ye baat janti hai lekin still they both act like this just let Shivam sure ke Nandni usse nafrat karti hai. Aur Shivam yahi chahta hai jitne bhi log Y/n ke close hai sab usse dur chale jaye aur Y/n akeli ho jaye.

Y/n ready ho kar bathroom se bahar aayi aur room se bahar aa kar dinning room me aa kar beith gyi woh abhi ye soch rahi thi ke Shivam karega kya? 'Esa kya karne ka plan bna liya ab usne?' She think aur phir thodi der ke baad pooja breakfast le kar aayi itne me Nandni bhi uske side beith gyi thi. "Hello Y/n good morning" Y/n ne eyes roll kari aur kaha. "Morning" Nandni ne apna haath aage badhaya aur Y/n ne usse uska phone de diya wapis. "Wese tum dono ki ladai kab tak chalegi?" Un dono ne Pooja ki awaaz suni aur ek dusre ko dekh kar andar hi andar smirk kara. Aur phir sath me kaha. "Kabhi nhi" Pooja ne un dono ki taraf dekha aur apna sar hila kar khaana khane lagi.

"Sun Y/n me chalu tujhe chhodne?" Nandni ne Y/n se pucha lekin Y/n bina mude kaha. "Nhi agar Tu mere sath jayegi Toh shivam ko shak hi jayega kyuki Shivam aur uska dost dono mere sath hi jaate hai." Y/n kaha aur chalti gyi. Nandni wahi ruk gyi aur sochne lagi Shivam ke baare me. "Y/n tujhe pta hai me Sachi me tujhse nafrat karti hu" nandni ke kaha aur wapis ghar aa gyi aur usne jab Shivam ke ghar ke taraf dekha toh woh dono lock kar rahe the ghar ko aur Shivam side me kaha Smirk kar raha tha.

"I guess isne kuch toh bada plan kara hai..."

Y/n school pohoch kar apni class mein ja kar beith gyi apna sar desk par tika kar aur sochne lagi ke Shivam kya kya kar sakta hai?.

Itna me Shivam aa gya aur Y/n ke side me aa kar beith gya Y/n ko lga ke woh Naveen hai toh usne kuch nhi kaha aur jaisi thi waise hi rahi lekin thodi der ke baad Shivam ne kaha. "Naveen dekh koi toh ro raha hai" Y/n ko woh awaaz uske pass se aayi aur usne apna sar utha kar jaise hi dekha Utne me Shivam ne uske taraf dekha Un dono ke beech

1 centimeter ki jagha thi woh dono ek dusre ko dekh hi rahe hote hai badi badi aankhon se tab hi koi apna gala saaf karta hai Shivam jaldi se khada ho jaata hai aur Naveen apni jagha par aa jaata hai.

"Y/n are you okay?" Y/n abhi tak shock thi lekin thodi de ke baad woh hosh me aati hai jab Naveen uske kandhe par haath rakh kar usse jagata hai. "Huh?" Y/n frown karte hua questionable face bnati hai aur Naveen phirse puchta hai "Tu theek hai na?" Y/n dhire se nod karti hai aur utna mein hi teacher class me enter kar jaati hai class chalti hai pehle kar tarha aur Y/n ka dhiyaan padhai me bilkul nhi hota aaj. Usse abhi bhi dar lag raha hai.

Usne Shivam ke taraf dekha Naveen Y/n ke taraf dekha jab usne uski movement feel kari. Jaise hi Y/n ne Shivam ke taraf dekha toh paya Shivam bhi usse wasi hi nazar se dekh raha tha jis nazar se Y/n usse dekh rahi thi.

Naveen ne ye notice kara aur thoda sa sad feel kara.

Naveen Y/n se attract hone lga tha lekin jaise hi usse ye pta chala ke Y/n shivam ki ex thi aur usne jo jo uske sath kara hai usse soch kar usse Shivam ke liya bura lag raha tha aur Y/n ke liye nafrat jaag rahi thi lekin uske dil baar baar keh raha tha ke esa kuch nhi hai Y/n ne esa kuch nhi kara ab woh kuch nhi smjh pa raha tha toh usne ek frustrated si cheekh nikali aur apne baal ruffle kare.

Ye cheez Y/n se sath sath puri class ne bhi notice kari Ma'am ne thodi der ke liya bolne se ruki aur Naveen se kaha. "Naveen in mu cabin after class" Teacher said aur phir padhane lagi Naveen sari jhukaye beitha tha aur ek word nhi bola aur udhar Y/n chinta me thi ke Naveen theek toh hai na. Jab class start hui Ma'am Naveen ko apne sath le gyi.

Naveen ke jaate hi Shivam Y/n ke pass aa kar beith gya aur uske chamche uske aas pass aa kar khade ho gye. Y/n ne ye dekh aur kaha. "Shivam mujhe akela chhod de abhi mujhe kisi se baat nhi karni hai"

"Aww my dear lekin mujhe karni hai. Boys! give us some space" Said Shivam aur uske saare chamche un dono ko akela chhod kar chale gye. Shivam Y/n ke taraf muda. "Y/n ek sawal puchu?" Shivam ne thoda pyaar se pucha aur Y/n nodded while rolling her eyes.

"Umm Y/n Tu mujhe sachi me pyaar karti thi?" Shivam ne uske haath apne haatho me le kar pucha. Y/n ne uski taraf dekha aur kuch nhi bola. "Y/n come to my office" Jo teacher Abhi Naveen ke sath gyi thi unhone Shivam aur Y/n ka moment bane se pehle hi khatm karte hue bola Y/n ne nod kara aur Shivam ka hath jhatak kar chali gyi.

Shivam wahi beitha ye sab observe kar raha tha ek frown ke sath ye kuch plan nhi tha usse sachi me janna tha ke Y/n usse pyaar karti bhi thi kabhi ke nhi.

Aur dusri side Naveen teacher ke cabin me sar jhukaye beitha the utne me hi cabin ke gate open hua aur Usse dikhi Y/n woh waha khadi thi. "Y/n Tu Naveen ki help kar dogi" Ma'am ne kaha puche se aate hue Y/n ne unki taraf dekha aur kaha. "Kisme ma'am?"

"Beta jaisa ki tumhe pata hai Naveen new join kiya hai toh kya tum isse padhane me help kar sakti hu tum class ki topper ho is liye mene kaha".

Ma'am ne kaha aur apni chair par aa kar beith gyi. " Ma'am but Shivam kar dega woh bhi acha hau studies me and woh iske roommate bhi hai". Y/n ne Ma'am ko btaya ma'am ne apna sar nhi me hilaya aur kaha. "Beta main chahti hu tum usse padhao jo cheez iski chhut gyi hai usme help kardo."

"Acha theek hai me tumhe paise bhi dungi" Y/n ne jaise hi agli line suni ma'am ki wou ghuse me khadi hui aur kaha. "Mujhe paiso ki zarurat nHi hai theek hai" Y/n ne ma'am ki taraf ghuse se dekha aur phir kaha. "Theek hai main help kardungi iski" Y/n ne sigh kara aur room se bahar aa gyi Naveen bhi Y/n ke piche aaya aur Y/n ke shoulder par tap karke bola. "Sun na tu kabse start karegi?" Y/n ne uski taraf dekha aur kaha. "Aaj se hi" Naveen ne nod kara aur kaha. "Theek hai toh mere apartment par okay?" Y/n nod karti hai lekin phir toh puchti hai. "Aur shivam ka kya?"

"Are woh ja raha hai party karne apne dosto ke sath" Y/n sigh in relieve aur kehti. "Theek hai toh me 5 baje aa jaugi okay" Naveen ne nod kira aur phir dono class me aa gye jaha Shivam beitha aag babula ho rakha tha. Usne Y/n ke tarah dekha jo Naveen se baat kar rhi thi aur smile bhi kar rahi thi.

Time passed(hann hu me lazy)

At 5:00 P.M.

Y/n ne bell ring kari aur thodi hu der ke baad Naveen ne door open kara. "Hi" Naveen ne kaha. "Hi" Y/n apni eyes roll kari uska kisi ko bhi padhne me koi bhi interest nhi tha lekin still woh padha rahi thi. "Toh ye-" Y/n ke baat ek bell ring se cut jaati hai Naveen uth kar dekhne jaata hai us hi waqt Y/n dekhta hai sirf abhi 5:30 hi hua hai. "Are Shivam Tu itni jaldi" Y/n ne jaise hi ye suna uski jaldi se upar dekha waha Shivam khada tha. "N-naveen me chalti hu baaki ka kal continue kar lenge" Y/n ne apna stuff uthaya aur jaane lagi lekin Shivam ne uska rasta rok kar raha. "Kaha jaa rahi ho bhool gyi jab hum dono sath me padhte the." Y/n neeche dekh kar hi boli. "Shivam haath hata mujhe jaana hai" Naveen waha khada ye sab dekh raha tha jab usse smell ayi. "Shivam! Tune drink kari hai!" Y/n ne uski taraf dekha aur usse bhi wahi gandi si smell ayi alcohol ki. Usne Shivam ko dhaka diya lekin woh zara sa bhi nhi hila ulta usne Y/n ka haath pakad liya. "Kaha chali" Shivam really ek pervert ke tarha behave kar raha tha. Lekin jab Naveen ne dekha kr Y/n kitni uncomfortable ho rahi hai Shivam ke is behavior se usne smirk kara.

Yeah it's all is planed. Lekin still Naveen ko kahi na kahi lag raha tha ke Shivam kuch toh galat kar raha hai. Toh usne Shivam ki dhaka diya aur Y/n ko hug kar liya. Y/n bhi bohot dar gyi thi toh usne bhi usse tight se hug kar liya. Shivam waha gira ye sab dekh raha hota hai woh ghussa tha Naveen ne usse dhokha diya but in shivam's perspective Naveen 'ne' bhi usse dhokha diya.

Thodi der ke baad Y/n normal ho gyi aur Naveen ko thankyou bol kar aur Shivam ko bhi ek sweet si smile pass karke apne ghar ke taraf chali gyi woh road cross kar hi rahi hoti hai tab hi ek car full speed me aa kar Y/n ko le jaati hai(I mean Y/n ko thokar maar deti hai) Naveen and Shivam both got shocked and run towards her. Jisne accident kara tha woh bhaag gya police case ke bachne ke liya.

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Dono Shivam and Naveen O.T(Operation theater) ke bahar beithe the thodi hi der ke baad Nandni aur Pooja dono hi hospital pohochte hai aur Pooja ro rahi hoti hai.

Naveen told her everything about accident only. "Kaha hai Y/n?" Pooja hadbadi ke puchti hai she started panicking. "It's fine ma'am she is out of danger now she need some rest so me prefer karunga ke aap usse 2-3 ghante disturb na kare"

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Shivam apne room me beitha ro raha tha because he killed her from inside he realised it now.

(Ye sab Y/n ki dairy me likha hai)

Flashback

"Hey Good morning guys" Y/n the most popular girl of the school. She is like social bee. Whole school wants to be her friends but it doesn't last long. A guy walk inside from the main gate with round glasses. Tall maybe 5'6 height and wearing a black mask. He give a shoulder thrust to Y/n accidentally. "Oye dekh kar nhi chal sakta kya andha kahi ka"

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Y/n was in her class when the guy who she bumped with walked inside and took a seat on the last banch. Y/n saw it and decided to talk with him. Believe it was the worse decision she have ever made.

"Good morning student please settled down today I am gonna start a very important topic... " The teacher said any further she take a pause and take a look of new child she call him. "You are new?" The guy nodded his head. "Okay sit and take the notes from Y/n. Y/n give him your notes okay" Y/n mouthed yes ma'am and then started concentrating on what ma'am is teaching.

Y/n and the new guy was sitting under a tree she always spend time there alone. "Hey boi Why you always keep your mouth shut? Tell me something about yourself" Y/n said and waiting for some response then he said. "Hi myself Shivam. Yeah bas itna hi bta sakta hu" Said shivam and started having his lunch Y/n take his lunch box back and close it. "Now stop eating and follow me" Y/n said and start taking Shivam somewhere. "Hey let me go girl kaha le ja rahi ho mujhe?" "Chinta mat karo kidnap nhi karungi sirf thoda school ka tour de rahi hu" Y/n said with a sweet smile plastered on her face. But instead of follow her steps he jerk her hand aways and said. "Mene nhi kaha ke mujhe school ka tour chahiye aur dur raho mujhse".

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1 week passed...

Y/n tried to ignore him but he always cross her path she was annoyed so she talk to but Shivam being Shivam he rudely answer her every question and passed her before pushing her on the ground. Y/n cried it was new for her she never feel this feeling. She stood up and look around only to found everyone looking at her wondering that how the most popular girl rejected by a new student.

_(ab yaha se Y/n ki diary start ho gyi hai ye sab cheeze uski diary me likhi hui hai)

A year passed but so many things are change

Y/n and Shivam startes dating. She didn't want this relationship but she don't want to break Shivam's heart. Shivam was be having sweet at beginning but he changed she don't know why but he started scolding her yelling at her in front of everyone slowly slowly every student stop talking with her. She didn't know the reason and start thinking that she not deserve friends

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An another year passed and now shivam and y/n both break up Y/n always cry every night and the reason is that person who she think that she will make him her best friend.

But now she become rock do whatever with her she never say or do anything. But Naveen come in her life he was the one with whom she can laugh who make her smile. She change alot and she started developing feeling for him but she is scared what if he do the same thing what Shivam did.

But now I think I am loosing hope that she get love Naveen also start behaving strange nowadays...

Flashback end

"Y-y/n I-i'm s-so sorry darling I think that you are w-rong" Shivam chocked in his breathe. And put the diary on her grave. She is dead. When she get conscious back she jumped from her window and her floor was on 16th level.

"Y/n I'm really very sorry" Shivam said this again and again. But now its not gonna work she is no more now.

Naveen leave this state he shiftes another state Shivam don't in which state had shifted he found a note on table when he woke up next morning.

Naveen PoV

Y/n ne mujhe sab btaya aur phir mujhe sab cheeze smjh aa gyi and i know jab tak Y/n zinda rahegi Shivam ko uski galti ka ehsaas nhi hoga toh uske liye Y/n ko marna padega mene jab ye Y/n ko btaya woh shocked reh gyi thi lekin mene usse pura plan smjhaya aur Doctor ko bhi mene kuch laane ko bhej diya. "Okay Y/n sun bahar sab hai toh tu esa kar ye pehne aur bahar nikal." Mene usse nurse ke clothes diya aur wo mask bhi diya Y/n ne apne dress change kari aur ward se bahar aa gyi.

Y/n jitna me building se bahar nikli utne me doctor ek dead body ke sath aaye Naveen ne unki help se us dead body ko window se neeche phek diya. Usne ye cheez ka smbse zada dhiyaan rakha tha ke uska face kharab ho jaye.

Phir Naveen peeche wale gate se washroom ke nikla aur waha se nikal kar bola. "Koi milne nhi ja raha kya Y/n se? " Shivam ne kaha ke woh jayega jaise hi woh room ke andar gya woh khali bed dekh kar ghabra gya usne jaldi se washroom check kara lekin woh bhi khali tha sab usse dhund rahe the lekin tab hi shivam ka dhiyan open window par gya.

Usne window se neeche dekha waha ek dead body padi thi mene Shivam ko ghabrate hue dekh kar smirk kara aur sabke sath acting hi karta raha Mene jaan kar woh Y/n ki diary table par rakhi thi jo usse mene hi likhwai thi lekin mene ese pretend kara ke Y/n accident wale din isse yahi chhod kar chali gyi thi.

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After 3 years

Shivam ko realise ho gya woh galat tha Y/n uske baare me galat kabhi sochti bhi nhi thi. Aur dusri side Naveen aur Y/n dono hi beith kar cheers karke apni drinks enjoy kar rahe the. Y/n is happy now they both will marry soon and they will then live there life happily lekin what about Shivam right.

He have to suffer his whole life he will regret it he thinks that he killed her. He thinks that he is the reason why she kill herself.

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