#chapter 121.5

[mikayuumouse]

[arwidiyre]

[I understand now...]

(It’s less blurry when you click on the image😅)

[1nk-bvnny]

real panel from chapter 121.5 i cant believe he said this

[sergeantgiggles]

“Consider us even. Away with you.. you fool”SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[eveningwithsunlight]

the amount of times ive seen this pannel lately is UNGODLY

[m4r13-4mb3r]

Well……… Chapter 121.5, Title: A Mysterious Thing Called "The Heart"……

At least the bright side (or not bright considering this is dark) looks like Akutagawa got a bit of his memories back……

Oh wait I forgot about this scene from the last episode of season 5

Atsushi is gonna come back soon (Hopefully)

Ok but the title of this chapter: A Mysterious Thing Called "The Heart"

By whose heart does it mean?

[psyduckerrs]

NEW BSD CHAPTER

SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP EXPLODING IM FOAMING AT THE MOUTH THIS MANGA IS WILD ASKSKSKSKSL.

[someonedefinitely]

THIS IS NOT THE TIME TO BE FLIRTING WITH HIM ATSUSHI

[xvxblahhhxvx]

I love how for the last few chapters, I saw so many posts that were confused, annoyed, bored, and just generally frustrated with the direction the series was taking, claiming that it was getting repetitive, and then this chapter came around and now everyone is like "YES YES THIS IS WHY IT'S MY FAVORITE SERIES THIS IS AMAZING THIS IS A MASTERPIECE I NEVER DOUBTED YOU FOR A SECOND ASAGIRI, YOU LITTLE GENIUS—"

[mikayuumouse]

Can we talk about how *safe* Atsushi and Akutagawa feel with each other

How much they're connected to each other is actually insane

They have innate trust with each other (Akutagawa even gave his coat to Atsushi), and they're comfortable with each other, it's wonderful

I think the best depiction of canon "domestic sskk" per se, is in beast

The direct passage from the beast light novel is:

"They continued to shoot the breeze for the next few minutes or so. Both boys shared small yet profound experiences that their colleagues would never be able to understand or even empathize with. The two of them could just be kids, something they seldom did around others.

'This is the first time I've ever been able to talk to someone like this,' the white-haired boy said with a chuckle."

They can relate to each other so strongly, they're opposites yet they feel intertwined. God they have such a well written and like at this point really romantic relationship

I really like how beast can show us a new perspective on sskk (among other things in the Bsd universe), comparing their first meeting in the main series to their first meeting in beast is kinda crazy. When Akutagawa nor Atsushi has the prior information of who they work for, they can get along. In a world with no abilities, no Mafia, no detective agency, they would know each other so well

Also, I'm sure Akutagawa has smiled more than twice in the series, but both most memorable times he's smiled they were both directed at Atsushi (one smile was the one he gave Atsushi while he told him to run before dying, second smile was in beast, shown in the picture above)

It's like Atsushi brings out the best of him, and vice versa. They're just so *perfect* for each other 😭

I will always love their parallels and similarities, their relationship balance is a perfect representation of the yin and yang

Atsushi knows he can't bear to live without Akutagawa. Akutagawa knows that Atsushi is the only person he's ever met who really, truly understands him. And no matter how much they're in denial about how they're a lot more than just "rivals", they still scream each other's names when one of them gets hurt, because they both *care*

Akutagawa is definitely going to go feral in the next chapter or so oml

[skkfujoshi]

My honest reaction to chapter 121.5

[itznornor16]

Headcanons / theories coming!!!

In this chapter, atsushi seemed kind of happy to di3 I mean yeah he's smiling cause he knows he saved someone who once saved him sacrificing his own life to do so, but tbh I think atsushi longs for death as much as dazai does. Or more if possible.

Well I think the reason that dazai is so scuicid@l is bc he wants a reason to live, not way to di3. But honestly I think atsushi is done with life. I mean bro saw his FAMILY FIGURES die right before his eyes, and worked himself to the bone to keep everyone safe and to get the page. And I also think he is thinking in that exact moment that he could finally rest in peace (get it rip? No? :/) and atsushi would be like "I can finally join them" and things. I think he's a person who has so many reasons to live but wants a reason to die. You know??

Headcanon!!:

Atsushi is flexible bcs of the multiple times when he transforms into a tiger or part tiger his bones stretch and so does his skin so maybe he's like flexible:3

That's all tigers!!! Lav yah!!

Btw later I'll be posting about a atsushi fem! Au :3

[ace-0-8-0]

I'm happy now.

[habizuh-studios]

JUST FINISHED READING CHAP 121 OF BSD. WHAT THE FUCK.

[bsd-blahaj]

bsd 121.5

THEY ARE ALIVE

[xvxblahhhxvx]

Chapter 121.5 reaction cuz why not.

Spoilers for chapter 121.5.

THE THING HE SAID THE THING-

They make me feral, crazy. Literally screamed. Looks like the power of totally-not-gay-dying-for-your-rival-and-the-person-you-totally- hate-the-most-in-the-world-worked.

Not dead?? what a shocker...

Also, love Atsushi in this moment. "And the most important reason why I did this was because I literally have no other ideas and also I'm going crazy so totally-not-gay-dying-to-protect-the-person-I-hate seemed like the best idea at this moment."

Same place we've been for years, Atsushi, hasn't changed

Obviously, we all knew that, keep up Atsushi, I mean, perfectly clear.

This is random, but I kinda like how it shows Dazai "striding" like he's totally chill with what's going on and I imagine in Atsushi's brain rn it's like "step yep I know how to walk and that's about the only thing I can remember right now so I'm just gonna do that."

SOMEONE GIVE THIS POOR BABY A WARM BOWL OF CHAZUKE AND A HUG, SOMEONE DO IT RIGHT NOW.

Uhm. K. Well, that was a roller coaster. Also, I really don't think having Atsushi relive his past trauma is gonna help rn, we're trying to minimize the breakdowns, feeling strongly to remember the director doesn't feel like the best of ideas right now Dazai, but that might just be me. I mean what's one more emotional breakdown amirite-

And nowwww, we wait.