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a-deadly-serenade · 21 days
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chainofclovers · 4 months
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20 Questions for Fic Writers
Thanks for the tag, @tunemyart!
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
162
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
695,994
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Ted Lasso is the only fandom I'm actively writing in right now. In the past I've also written for Grace and Frankie and The Devil Wears Prada (DWP) as an actual active member of the fandom. I've also dabbled in Doubt, a specific National Theatre production of Twelfth Night, Dead To Me, Killing Eve, 9 to 5 (film), Supergirl, and Carol.
4. What are your top five fics by kudos?
Even now, all five are DWP Miranda/Andy fics. That is wild.
Clean Rooms and Dirty Light
Lightyear
Twenty Questions
Ice Water
Calibrated
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
I do! I think I've replied to nearly every comment I've received. I really, really appreciate comments no matter how quick or detailed they are and while I don't think writers have an obligation to respond to anything they don't want to, I always love hearing back from writers when I comment on their fic. Receiving a fic comment feels like an incredible opportunity to thank someone for reading and chat about the story. One of my favorite things about fandom is the interactive component; when I publish something in a lit mag, I might hear from a few people about it, but when I publish fic there's a built-in audience/community and I do not take that for granted.
6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Maybe "Millimeters" (Grace/Frankie), in which Grace ends the story pining for Frankie, who is in a relationship with someone else? But even that story doesn't actually have an angsty ending; by the time I published it, I was already in the process of publishing a multi-chapter fic that was the third and final part of the series and that has a very happy ending.
No matter how much angst I put characters through in fic, I am pretty committed to endings that have some degree of hope and at least the possibility of joy!
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
I could answer with so many fics, but I'll go with "The Adventure" (Ted/Rebecca) because its ending is explicitly about Rebecca appreciating her life, sharing this appreciation with Ted, and feeling happy about her immediate future.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
If I have, I've blocked it out. I often put a note on my fics saying I am open to constructive criticism, and while I occasionally get criticism/questions/requests for additional tagging/etc. (all of which I welcome!), I've never gotten a properly hateful comment.
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Absolutely! The sex I write tends to be relatively feelings-y, but that doesn't mean it isn't smutty! I absolutely love writing sex and a significant portion of my stories contain some kind of explicit content. I'm not totally sure what "what kind" means but by this point I've written solo sex, couple sex, and group sex in a variety of queer and hetero contexts. I've written more femslash sex than anything else, but I love writing it all!
10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?
I have tried but never successfully published any. I was really trying to make a DWP + Grace and Frankie crossover work for a long time but it just isn't the way my brain operates. I did write a story about Grace and Frankie watching Killing Eve with their ex husbands, though! :D
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not word-for-word/reposted, but I've had significant passages and concepts from fic plagiarized. It annoyed me.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Not yet but some may be in the works?! I've had lots of fic podficced before, and while all the podfics are in the same language, they still feel in some ways like a delightful act of translation.
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Yes! The Ted Lasso Ted/Beard podfic @boglady, @podklb, and @rockinhamburger "Just Missed You," which we created for @pod-together.
I've also collaborated more loosely on a couple fics, like the Ted/Rebecca fic "Rebecca Welton, 2021" (@boglady wrote the first chapter and gave me permission to write chapter two and @diane-lockharts permission to write chapter three) and the Beard/Ted + pre-Beard/Rebecca/Ted fic "Before and After" (@theodore-lasso wrote the first chapter and gave me permission to write a chapter two).
I might be forgetting something older, but those are the ones that come to mind.
14. What's your all-time favorite ship?
Impossible question! When I'm fixated on something it's my most favorite thing forever in a way that sort of limits my ability to think broadly and actually answer the question. So it FEELS like my answer is a tie between Ted/Rebecca and Ted/Rebecca/Keeley/Roy and Beard/Rebecca/Ted and any Ted/soulmate situation and that might actually be accurate because I can't recall my brain deep-diving into character quite like this before. But also, Miranda/Andy?! To have started writing about them in 2008 and to still read them sometimes and to have beta-read stories about within the last few months...that's some wild staying power, man.
15. What's the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
Oof, I've had a couple barely-started AU ideas for Ted Lasso that I am just 100% sure I'll never have the energy to write. Everything else, never say never! Either I don't want to finish and won't or I want to finish and might!
16. What are your writing strengths?
Detail, I think? I really love thinking about super-specific sensory experiences and exactly how a character would feel and respond, and trying to carve "meaning" from the ordinary little details that stack up to form life.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
I sometimes struggle with blocking and describing movements. I also struggle a lot with conveying big feeling transitions. For instance, I might be able to write yearning, and I might be able to write that same character in a reciprocal relationship with the person they once yearned for, but that moment when things change can be really hard to write.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
As long as it's in-character, yeah! I don't think I've really had cause to do this. The closest thing recently might be Rebecca sending a text message in Dutch. I didn't translate it; translating it wasn't required to understand the meaning of the story, so it was more like a bonus for anyone who cared to translate it.
I don't love it when a character who speaks multiple languages peppers their speech with random well-known-to-English-speaking-audiences words in a non-English language when it feels like the writers is just reminding the reader about this fact about the character. But I love it when it's done in a way that resembles how people actually switch between languages as they speak!
19. First fandom you wrote for?
The Devil Wears Prada, back in 2008!
20. Favorite fic you've ever written?
Fic I haven't published yet! Always gotta have aspirations. <3
"Lavender II" (Beard/Rebecca/Ted) is a fic that I worked incredibly hard on and feel proud of because it just ended up being what I wanted and needed it to be, so maybe that's my favorite out of stuff I've actually already written.
tagging in a no-pressure way: anyone who was tagged throughout my answers + @talldecafcappuccino @dollsome-does-tumblr @broadwayfreak5357 @itsagutthing @kittensittin @thesumdancekid @fandomfrolics @waywardted @sapphicscholar @majolination + anyone who sees this and wants to do it (I probably meant to tag you anyway!)
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blazenka · 1 year
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Family Unions
The Argeneau family has dealt with some strange coincidences, weird occurrences, and tender hearted moments over the last decade. A series of one-shots.
Original source: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/6185095/1/Family-Unions
Chapters: 3
Published: July 28,2010 - May 13, 2011
Words: 5463
Rated: Fiction T - Language: English - Genre: Humor/Family - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 18
Exported with the assistance of FicHub.net
Redemption
Siblings
Likelihood
Likelihood
A.N.: Lucian and Leigh deal with their loss by traveling to Europe. Will they overcome this tragedy or possibly suffer another loss?
"Leigh?" Lucian called into the darkness of the room. He could see, of course, but this total lack of light was distressing. Leigh shifted on the large bed slightly at the call of her name before wrapping her arms securely around herself again. Lucian quickly crossed the room to climb into bed with her.
"Leigh" he repeated as he pulled her into her embrace, "What is wrong?"
Leigh just shook her head before turning into his chest. "Please… Leigh. You can tell me anything. We're -"
"Life mates, I know," she finally spoke.
"I thought we were enjoying ourselves traveling through Europe. You seemed to enjoy Paris," he commented as he drew comforting circles across her back.
"I did, especially the food. You've been so generous and so understanding and so kinds and -"
This time it was Lucian who interrupted, "Leigh, it is all part of being your husband. You remember the vows - sickness and health, richer or poorer…"
"I know Lucian, I was there. Until death do we part," she mumbled the last part.
"Leigh… that… this will not separate us. We're strong; you are incredibly strong… and stubborn. Please, Leigh," he argued.
"But it's my fault."
"It is not your fault. It happens."
"The death of our child just happens?" she exclaimed, pushing harshly against his chest.
"Leigh," he sighed as he pulled her close. "You cannot keep blaming yourself. We're going to have, hopefully, a long life together. Some of our children and love ones might die - I might die,"
She glared at him, as if to tell him he definitely did not have permission to.
"I know my words might comfort you little but I have felt this pain before Leigh. Even though I had my siblings after - I still lost my first wife and children and… I never thought I would ever get over that loss. But then I met you and it's been wonderful… and I hope that will continue through our lives even through this tragedy and the unfortunate others that might a rise," he told her in a reassuring whisper while he stroked hair.
"However… you need to move on. For them, everyone and most importantly yourself, please. We cannot let this come between us. I love you too much to ever let you go," he finished, gently stroking her hair.
"What if it happens again?"
"It won't. It was rare the first time and nearly impossible to happen again. A freak occurrence like… like an albino being born into the wild, it is almost a sure thing never to happen again."
"You're sure?"
"I'm sure" Lucian reassured her. Leigh smiled at him as she snuggled closer to him and deeper into the bed.
"Can we stay here, just for today?" she asked timidly as she stroked his chest.
"Whatever you want," he replied kissing her lightly, almost unsure of himself.
Leigh knew Lucian was not a man who usually found himself helpless like this but it had been centuries since he had to deal with emotional turmoil instead of just battles. Leigh kissed back eagerly as she wound her arms securely around his neck. Lucian responded to her enthusiasm as he wound his arms around her waist, securing her to him.
Joyful moments passed between the couple, minutes marked by sweet kisses and adoring caresses. Leigh rested her head in the nook of his neck as he lovingly stroked her brunette hair.
"Leigh, can I ask you something?" Lucian pondered out loud. His only response was a content mew from his wife.
"What brought all this on? I mean, I thought after the last couple of nights we were on our way to… it was great, but…" he seemed to be having an issues making his thoughts clear.
Leigh turned to look up at her husband with a small smile on her face, "Lucian, you haven't done anything wrong. The last week has been amazing… nearly perfect."
Lucian's face flashed with confusion for a second before speaking, "Then what is wrong?"
Leigh propped herself on the plush pillow before staring down upon Lucian. "Remember what day it was when we first shared a bed together since the miscarriage?" she asked.
"Yep, it was a Thursday," He smiled, please to get something right.
Leigh just shook her head, "I meant how long ago it was…"
"Um… it has been a couple weeks," he said, less certain his answer was right this time.
"Yes, it was 17 days…" she finished for him.
"And?" he was still terrible confused and not entirely sure how a calendar could help him.
"And…" she paused before taking a deep breath, "I might be pregnant."
"Might?" he gasped, quickly shooting up so he was sitting up with her.
"I'm pretty sure I am. The home test says so and I think I am but… I can't be sure this early," she stated as she rung her hand with worry.
Yet Lucian was too overcome with joy as he gathered her into his arm then smothering her with love and affection.
"Lucian!" Leigh gasped as he kisses along her collar bone.
"I'm sorry. I know we should be worried but I'm so happy. We might have a child still after everything and I cannot be happier right now," he smiled before kissing her again.
"We're going to be parents," Leigh smiled in return before covering her face in her hands.
"Yes, wonderful parenthood," Lucian smiled before removing her hands, allowing him to kiss her.
"Just one more thing…" she said while he planted light kisses over her face.
"And that is?" he asked cautiously, slowly coming out of his blissful stupor.
"Can we wait to tell everyone this time? Till we are absolutely sure," she stated.
"Of course," he replied, still smiling.
"You're quite pleased with yourself, aren't you?" she asked with a skeptical eyebrow.
"Of course," he laughed, "I'm still a stud."
This caused Leigh to give a short laugh and Lucian to receive a light smack.
The couple then situated themselves into the bed, arms wrapped around each other and surround by their adoration for one another.
So hope you all enjoyed this one, thank you for reading.
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themightyaliendwarf · 3 years
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TPN s02e08
Maaan, what an rollercoaster! We literally go from amazing to fine to incredible. Which kinda makes me angry because this is how this season SHOULD look like. Okay, fine, let’s skip Goldy Pond, but let’s make it equally amazing as this. Just in an anime original way. And this episode proves they COULD do it. It’s a pity that it took them over a half of the season to reach this point. But let’s start from the beginning.
1. So, Peter Ratri is voiced by Yoshimasa Hosoya. I was joking with my friend that it might be the reason why the quality of the animation isn’t always the best - because he took a half of the budget. Anyway, I think he is doing a good job with voicing this character right now, but I will wait with the final judgement for the Peter’s meltdown scene. 
2. Just a fun fact I read in the manga: apparently when Isabella tells Norman that he is going to a new home, Shirai used the kanji that can also mean ‘cage’. 
3. Another thing I loved: they showed how Norman found about Vincent. It’s shown in the extra pages for one of the volumes (I don’t remember in which one right now).
4. Again, I like that the first 7-8 minutes were fully focused on Lambda. I think that this is something that anime-only people really needed (without the context, it’s difficult understand how MUCH those guys hate the demons and why). And for manga readers it was cool to see it in colour. But on the other hand, I’m kinda disappointed that they just showed us the images of the experiments. I think adding movement and sound would make those scenes absolutely terrifying. But hey, at least they showed it!
5. So, we found out a little bit about the escape, buuuut it was nearly as much as I was hoping for. Based on the panels in the manga, we could have already guessed that they used some kind of explosives. I guess we still need to wait for another special chapter/light novel.
6. Annnd after the amazing lambda part we jump to the search... Now, do you know why this whole thing was more engaging in the manga?
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Because we got her. I don’t think it will be controversial if I say that the search for Mujika was really boring. Just a bunch of pictures and building up suspense by showing us that CGI demon. Speaking of that demon!
7. You know what pains a lot in this episode? SO MANY reused animations. I mean, the test solving animation, the demon, the chase, later the demons degenerating and demons eating other demons... look, I know they want to save money, but there are some limits!
8. Apparently Ray, a guy who has been living in the wilderness for months, needs a watch to tell that sun is setting. Just a minor nitpick that I had to point out. 
9. Okay, I think we can official crown Norman as our new edge lord. I mean that monologue on the top of the rock... I know that words are from the manga, but when it’s shown like that, it looks more silly than serious. Also, the quote ‘I will gladly become a God or a devil’, doesn’t make THAT much sense here, because we didn’t get this scene:
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To me it felt like unnecessary fan service towards manga readers, but I’m happy for you if you liked this scene. Norman is allowed to become our tiny edge lord.
10. You know what made me angry? Don and Ray shooting the demon, but Emma and Gilda not. Yes, Emma does it a second later, but it became a trend to give her badass scenes to boys. The next scene, however, made me furious.
11. Ray shoots the demon and then he and Emma share a sigh of relief. But then it turns out that the wild demon is still alive and it’s going to eat Emma. Wait a minute... I have seen it somewhere... OH, RIGHT!
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Of course, there are situations where Emma is the one who is being saved. The problem is that in the anime she is always being saved by someone - never the other way around. I’m happy that Ray is given stuff to do, but why is it that he is given Emma’s stuff. Come on!
12. Also, how did they know that it was Norman who caused the explosion? How far did they actually went? Are you going to tell me that they were in practically the same location for months and nobody found them? Again, those are nitpicks, but they bother me a lot!
13. Also, apparently the drug is now spread through the air, and Norman’s whole gang is made out of edge lords who need to stand dramatically on the chimneys. I can imagine that during planning they had a conversation similar to: - Boss, do you know what ever genocide needs? - What? - Dramatic JoJo posing over the burning villages.  - Good, good... write that down!
14. Okay, enough ranting, let’s move to the incredible stuff. First of all, the music in those last scenes really reminded me of the Witcher Soundtrack and I LOVE the Witcher soundtrack. So epic! 
15. I actually stopped taking notes at this point, because I was so immersed in everything that was happening on the screen. The music, the tone, the colours, the expressions - THIS! This is what this anime should be from the very beginning. Making us care about the demons, and showing that they are also the victims of this system. The actual dread and thriller, the moral issues, engaging plot lines.
16. The scene with the old demon and Norman? Good anime original content? How is it possible? When the old demon asks Norman whether he is a human and he doesn’t answer - because at this point he himself isn’t sure. Yes, give me more of that!
17. Norman being terrified after seeing blood on his hands? That’s a good change from the manga Norman, because it makes narrative sense. Really, CloverWorks, how can you make such an amazing scene after those 6 mediocre and one good episode? 
Anyway, it’s difficult for me to add anything right now because I don’t feel like I have enough words to describe how much I loved that last scene. Does it mean I have forgiven this season its previous sins? No, but I’m a happier person right now, and I’m REALLY looking forward into the next episode. 
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alwaysmychoices · 4 years
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Close Call
Synopsis: On their first day as a couple, Charlie and Ethan have a few close calls at work.
Chapter 13 of the “with and without” series
Previous Series: “a weekend with dr. ramsey”
Pairing: Dr. Ethan Ramsey x MC (Charlotte “Charlie” Greene)
Words: 3.7k
Rating: T (language)
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Morning came too quickly, and Charlie refused to greet it.
Ethan’s alarm went off sharply at 7 am, disturbing their peaceful sleep and effectively making Charlie miserable. Exhausted, Charlie clung to Ethan, burying her face into his shoulder so that she might convince him to stay. Though constrained by Charlie’s tight hug, Ethan deftly reached his nightstand and turned off the alarm. Once peace was restored to his bedroom, he eyed the woman in his arms with unreserved amusement and adoration.  
Despite being tired, Charlie was exceptionally comfortable.
It had been so long since she had slept with Ethan that she forgot just how soft his king-size bed was, not to mention the comfort of his warm frame slumbering next to her. She had no intention of ever climbing out of this bed, nor did she intend for Ethan to do so either. For all she cared, nothing existed beyond Ethan and his lux sheets.
“Stay,” Charlie mumbled into his shoulder as she snuggled closer to his side, “Let’s call in sick and stay in bed forever.”
Ethan smiled softly, brushing a stray curl out of her face as he leaned in to kiss her forehead tenderly, “We have to go to work, Charlotte.”
Charlie narrowed her eyes. Had his sleepy voice not been so attractive, she might have been concerned that he used her full name.
“I’m Charlotte now?” she asked, kissing his shoulder as she added, “Not Charlie? Not Rookie?”
Ethan’s attempt at a stern expression melted the moment she said ‘Rookie.’ He couldn’t help but be happy when he heard that. Hell, he couldn’t help but be happy period. Everything felt right – like a million puzzle pieces had finally clicked into place. This was where they belonged. He felt so happy that he was sure that he didn’t deserve it. People like him didn’t get to experience this, did they?
“Charlie and Rookie would realize that they still need to go to work today,” Ethan teased.
“Only you would deprive yourself of a full day in bed just to save your sick days,” Charlie grumbled, squeezing him ever so tighter in a last-ditch effort to keep him from getting up.
It didn’t work.
In an exertion of enormous self-control, Ethan got out of bed and approached his closet. Despite the strong pull to return to Charlie and waste the day in her embrace, he began to dress. He only dared to look back at her once he was half-dressed, thinking that the clothing would help him resist her enigmatic charm.  
Charlie, however, never looked away from Ethan. Propped up on one arm, she shamelessly eyed his bare frame, nearly put into a trance as she watched his back muscles flex to slide into his white button-up. When he turned back to her, she didn’t attempt to hide her obvious appreciation. Instead, she just tilted her head to admire the plain of exposed abs as his shirt hung undone.
“Are you watching me?” Ethan asked, laughing and attempting to downplay his swell of pride.
Charlie shrugged and leaned her head back to the pillow, never taking her eyes off him. She patted the empty side of the bed next to her and asked, “Are you sure you don’t want to come back to bed?”
Staying away from her felt like a herculean effort. Yet, to her horror, he managed to do so.
“We’re going to work, Charlie.”
Charlie groaned and made a show of rolling her eyes, her body fully collapsing into the soft mattress. She knew Ethan well enough to know that he never missed work, so a lazy day in bed had always been unlikely. But she asked because this precious thing felt so fragile. She dreaded keeping her distance in the name of professionalism, and her head swam at the prospect of maintaining their secret. As soon as they entered Edenbrook, things became difficult and complicated. In this bed, they were still simple.
From across the room, Ethan watched Charlie’s demeanor changed, and his resilience softened. Ethan approached Charlie and gently pushed her hair out of her face, forcing her to meet his gaze. Charlie was frustrated and stubborn, but the tender intensity of his stare encouraged her to lower her guard. He pressed a soft kiss to her forehead and whispered, “I’ll make you coffee?”
“You wouldn’t need coffee if you stayed in bed,” Charlie grumbled playfully, earning a warm, hearty chuckle.
“Still trying to wear me down?” Ethan asked.
“Always,” Charlie affirmed with an impish grin.
Finally, Charlie got out of bed, though it was begrudgingly done. Naked, Charlie walked to the master bathroom, feeling the heat of Ethan’s stare on her bare skin. Again, he was tempted, but he fought against her seduction and dragged himself back to the closet to hurriedly dress and escape the bedroom before he joined her in the shower.
As Charlie showered and got dressed, Ethan took Jenner for a walk and made a fresh, steaming pot of coffee. The smell lured her into the kitchen, and she found a mug waiting for her on the kitchen island. In the rush the night before, she hadn’t packed any clothes, so she was dressed in Ethan’s sweatpants and a t-shirt – both of which were comically long and ill-fitting. Last night’s rain turned Charlie’s hair into a wild mane of curls, and without her styling products, she settled for a ponytail to keep it out of her face. Charlie was hardly at her best, but of course, Ethan was at his. Dressed simply but professionally, he looked as if he had walked right out of a magazine page, and there was an air of happiness that made him even more irresistible.
Even though she had seen him a million times, Charlie still felt a flush of a crush, and her cheeks flared pink. And beneath the unreserved appreciation, she envied him just a little bit.
“You’re staring, again,” Ethan noted from across the kitchen, leaned up against the coffee and nursing his cup of black coffee. He had left out cream and sugar for Charlie, which she had quickly added to her own mug.
“Of course, I am,” Charlie retorted, stirring in a lump of sugar, “You look like that, and I look like I was hungover and raided a guy’s closet after a hookup.”
“I think you look beautiful.”
Charlie tried to play off his compliment, but her cheeks blushed bright enough for Ethan to know it had an effect.
“You’re just trying to sleep with me,” Charlie teased, sipping at her coffee.
“That’s absurd,” Ethan announced, leaving his mug on the counter to stand in front of her. His tall figure was imposing as it arched over her, and for the millionth time this morning, Charlie imagined undressing Ethan Ramsey. His hand on her jaw, he explained, “I want to sleep with you, and I think you’re beautiful.”
Charlie laughed, and Ethan felt a rush of happiness.
He liked making her laugh… And he had a sudden thought that he wanted to do it for the rest of his life.
He wasn’t sure if he was leaning into the idea or running away from it as he leaned down to kiss her. Soon, the thought was gone and replaced with the intimate regard for how the coffee tasted on her lips.
“Mmmm,” Charlie hummed as their lips parted, and with her eyes still closed, she softly added, “I should get home soon.”
“What?” Ethan asked incredulously. Home? Why would she need to go home? Ethan may have resisted her offer to stay in bed all day, but he thought he would at least share her morning.
“I ran here in my pajamas with only my apartment key, my cell-phone, and my debit card. I can’t just walk into work without my ID while wearing your clothes,” Charlie seemed so sure of herself that Ethan could only knit his eyebrows as he listened.
She was right, of course, but he still didn’t like it.
“You have scrubs in your locker.”
“But I don’t have my ID.”
“I can drive you home after breakfast, and then, I’ll drive you to work,” Ethan suggested.
“That will be inconspicuous,” Charlie mused sarcastically. Ethan didn’t appreciate her humor and anchored his hands to her side, trying to keep her there.
“I don’t want you to go,” Ethan admitted. His voice was quiet, like this was a secret only known to the two of them. It made Charlie’s heart melt.
“If you’d stayed in bed, I wouldn’t be leaving,” Charlie reminded him, unable to resist one more dig. She fiddled with his tie, straightening it unnecessarily just to stay a bit longer. Ethan chuckled quietly, watching her. The gesture felt incredibly natural and domestic, and he felt like his chest was continually expanding to accommodate even more affection for her. The sensation was warm and inviting, yet something about it nearly made him fearful. There were so many ways to ruin this…
“I’ll see you in about an hour anyway,” Charlie said it to remind herself just as much as him.
“I’ll miss you anyway.”
Charlie grinned so wide she felt like her face might split, and she kissed him.
It wasn’t their last kiss before Charlie left his apartment. He kissed her once more after she finished her coffee, and she couldn’t resist kissing him goodbye at the door.
As she walked home, Charlie felt completely and overwhelmingly happy.
She hopped over potholes and cracks in the pavement like she was skipping through a cloud. Everything felt right. The world seemed better, and the sun seemed brighter. She’d never felt this incredibly content. For the first time since she’d met Ethan Ramsey, she felt safe and secure in his affection. She felt free from months of miserably going back and forth, oscillating between obsession and rejection.
Charlie found a cab a few blocks away, and as she stared at the city, she found herself smiling and thinking of how Ethan’s hair fell in his face as he slept.
When she arrived at her apartment, Charlie was forced out of her daydreams by the fear of being caught by her roommates. She took the stairs two at a time and hesitated by the door, listening for sounds of movement on the other side. Hearing nothing, Charlie quickly unlocked the door and stepped inside.
To her surprise, the living room and kitchen were empty. Everyone seemed to be in their rooms, oblivious to Charlie’s entrance.
Charlie hurried to her bedroom. She threw on the first pair of scrubs she saw and shoved everything she needed into her bag. After, she made a show of leaving her room just as everyone else did, joining the morning routine as her friends sleepily milled into the kitchen to make coffee or grab energy drinks.
Charlie was shocked at how effortlessly she convinced them that she had been home all night. None of them heard her rush out of the apartment the night before, and none noticed her come in this morning. Her prepared excuses were unnecessary, yet not mentioning it felt just like lying.
She felt deep, sinking guilt as they carried on small talk.
It was hard to think of safe conversation topics. All she wanted to talk about was her night with Ethan, but she couldn’t. She desperately wanted to share her new relationship. She longed to hear their jokes and teasing, and she even craved their approval. She wanted her best friends to agree and support her, but really, she couldn’t give them the chance.
It was enough to dim the bright glow of her relationship for a moment.  
Together, they commuted to Edenbrook. On the train, they talked and moaned about their respective tasks for the day. By the time they reached Edenbrook, the conversation was more playful. They teased Sienna for stopping for iced coffee on the way, and they accused Jackie of trying to imitate Bryce as she gulped down a disgusting protein drink in the locker room.
It felt normal, if just a little sad for Charlie’s secret.
It was remarkably easy to lie, but it took much more of her than she expected.
But the glow came back.
Because, of course, Ethan was there, too.
It took roughly an hour for the pair to naturally run into each other. Ethan had joined the interns for their morning rounds, so when Charlie found him, an exasperated frown had settled on his lips. Even as he looked grumpy and frustrated, he was remarkably handsome, and she felt butterflies in her stomach. She had an urge to rush towards him and kiss him, so it took a conscious effort to approach him casually and slowly.
Ethan knew to remain nonchalant when he saw her, but a smile pricked at his lips. Anyone paying attention would have seen the apparent change, and if they were particularly curious, they would have seen why. Luckily, Ethan didn’t notice anyone watching. Of course, he was so focused on Charlie that he could have easily missed it.
“Morning, Dr. Ramsey,” Charlie greeted him, and something about that familiar phrase felt spectacular.
“Greene,” Ethan nodded hello, clearing his throat in an attempt to maintain his grumbling tone instead of falling into the quiet whispers he preferred with her.
“Do you have a case for me?” Charlie asked.
“In fact,” Ethan nodded his head towards the patient chart in his hands, “I do.”
Charlie moved closer to look over the details with him. They moved towards a quiet corner under the guise of needing privacy for the patient. In fairness, they did address the case, but in the process, there were many shared, secret smiles and brushed fingertips. They were cozy in that corner – so cozy that Ethan almost didn’t notice the pair of interns approaching them.
“Dr. Ramsey?”
Ethan and Charlie separated instantly, and though they tried to act normal, Charlie felt like her heart was on the verge of beating right out of her chest from the close call. Ethan’s face settled into a hard line that nearly scared the interns off. Their impertinence earned his irritation, and should their question be anything ridiculous or unnecessary, that irritation would easily transition to outrage.
Charlie didn’t dare have an opinion on the two women walking towards them. She was too preoccupied trying to seem casual.
“Um, we’re having an issue with a patient,” one of them said once they reached the pair. She looked familiar, but Charlie didn’t know her well enough to remember her name. However, she did sympathize with how nervous she seemed. She remembered rounds with Ethan and that talking to him after felt like walking into flames.
Ethan stared expectantly, waiting for them to elaborate. When they didn’t, he prompted, “And that is?”
“Her symptoms have dramatically changed,” the other answered, offering a file, “She was admitted for difficulty breathing and a high fever, but she is now experiencing confusion and instability.”
Ethan accepted the chart, and he perused the information, he asked, “What is your diagnosis?”
“Oh. Uh, we… we don’t know,” the first explained sheepishly, “That’s why we came to you.”
Ethan raised an eyebrow, looking up from the file with a look that told Charlie the two interns were in for a hell of a time.
He looked back to Charlie as he closed the chart, “We will finish our discussing our patient later in my office where we cannot be interrupted by interns.” He eyed the two women, who gulped and stared anxiously. His gaze was enough to reprimand them for failing to do their due diligence, and Charlie certainly didn’t envy them.
Charlie nodded her approval and watched as Ethan left, the two interns following him. She left soon after, off to finish her morning responsibilities and check in with a few patients from the night before. As she did, she made a mental note to be more careful in public.
About an hour later, Charlie found a spare moment to visit Ethan’s office. She knocked on the door, and after a beat, she heard a reluctant, “Come in,” from the other side.
Ethan, having just finished cleaning up another intern’s mess, couldn’t stomach another visit from an incompetent intern. This particular batch felt unusually comfortable around him. They were more likely to approach him and expose their deficiencies and clumsiness than past interns had. He blamed himself for being too lax. Charlie had softened him.
When he saw a flash of blonde hair, he let out a sigh of relief. Charlie closed the door behind her, and he fell back into his chair, mumbling, “Thank God.”
Charlie laughed quietly at her greeting, “That happy to see me?”
“I am always happy to see you,” Ethan confirmed, standing from his desk to welcome her, “But I am particularly relieved you’re not an intern.”
Charlie raised an eyebrow as she reached the desk, “Oh?”
Ethan wrapped his arms around her waist, tilting his head to look at her better, “They’re far too comfortable talking to me.”
“Isn’t that your job as an attending? I’m pretty sure you’re supposed to talk to them,” Charlie teased, looping her arms around his neck.
“I’m supposed to train and educate them, not clean up their messes.”
“You helped me clean up mine,” Charlie challenged.
“You were an exception. Though you have a habit of making messes, you also clean yours up yourself. If I helped, it was a special case,” Ethan explained.
“Really? Because I distinctly remember being called incompetent.”
“You were,” Ethan remained firm on his judgment, “But now, you are exceptionally competent.”
“What an honor,” Charlie laughed, tilting her head up to look at him. She bit her lower lip, and it was all Ethan could look at. “I must have had a good teacher…”
Ethan smiled that sweet, tender smile that was just for her, and he kissed her gently. Charlie’s fingers tangled in his hair as she deepened his kiss. Everything was else was distant. All that really mattered was them.
Until they were interrupted again.
Knock. Knock.
Clumsily, Ethan and Charlie pulled away, and they shared a look of absolute panic.
“One minute!” Ethan called out as Charlie quickly tried to smooth his hair back down. He wiped his mouth to remove any remnants of her lip balm, and she straightened her white coat as she moved to the other side of the room, hoping to put distance between them as if that would hide how flustered she was. For a moment, she considered hiding behind his desk, but there were too many ways for that to backfire.
“Ethan?” the person on the other side of the door asked, and Charlie’s eyes darted to Ethan in a silent question. What the fuck was Bryce doing there?
Ethan shrugged helplessly as he moved toward the door, straightening his tie, and he opened the door before Bryce could knock again – or worse, walk in.
Bryce, blissfully unaware of the panic inside the office, stood there with a welcoming grin. Ethan couldn’t imagine why he was there and cursed his bad timing.
“Raf and I are going to try out a boxing class instead of going to the gym tomorrow. Since we’re all gym buddies,” Bryce nudged his friend, who still wasn’t sure if they were friends, “We want you to come, too.”
Ethan stared blankly for a moment. This is what they had been interrupted for?
Ethan blinked, “Um, sure.”
“Nice,” Bryce nodded at his victory, and that was when he caught sight of Charlie in the corner.
Her heart stopped, and the panic set in.
“Charlie? Hey, what are you doing here?” Bryce was still sporting his friendly, innocent smile, and Charlie couldn’t find a hint of understanding in his eyes. He seemed like he genuinely had no idea what was happening.
She couldn’t believe it.
This was the third time they could have been caught, and Bryce didn’t even notice their disheveled appearance or panicked faces. They had to be the luckiest people alive…
“I was just working on a case with Dr. Ramsey,” Charlie trod carefully, studying Bryce closely for any sign of scandal, but again, his expression was blank. She continued, “It was quieter in here.”
“If we’re working on cases in peace, I want in. The doctor’s lounge is so loud that I can’t think straight in there,” Bryce looked eager, like he hoped that the three would share some deep bond of friendship by working together in a shared office. There was absolutely no way Ethan would allow that.
“She’s working on a case with me. My office is not a lounge,” Ethan clarified, eager to get Bryce far away before he figured something out.
“Boo,” Bryce complained. He leaned further in the door frame to tell Charlie, “Somebody’s grumpy.”
Charlie stifled a laugh as Ethan firmly chastised him, “Lahela.”  
“Okay, okay,” Bryce raised his hands in surrender, “I’ll leave you alone.”
Still, he stood there.
“Goodbye, Lahela.”
“Fine,” Bryce grumbled, finally stepping away, “I’ll text you the address for tomorrow.”
He walked slowly, waiting for an invitation inside, and instead, Ethan closed the door on him.
As soon as the door was closed, Charlie and Ethan looked to each other with wide-eyed confusion.
“What the fuck just happened?” Ethan asked, turning the lock on his door just in case, and he fell into the couch beside Charlie.
“I genuinely think he has no idea…” Charlie admitted, still looking at the doorway like it had some secret to tell.
“We need to be more careful,” Ethan murmured, wiping his face with frustration.
“Definitely,” Charlie agreed, and a silence fell over them as they processed their close call.
But, as Charlie looked down at Ethan, she had another thought…
“We do have a half-hour until people need us,” Charlie reminded him, shrugging innocently, but Ethan’s eyebrow raised as he saw through her.
“We’ve almost been caught three times today, and you want to have sex in my office in the middle of the day?” Ethan asked incredulously.
“You didn’t say no,” Charlie pointed out.
Ethan considered it. He knew to say no. It was an irresponsible, ridiculous suggestion. They were respected professionals. They couldn’t just have sex in the middle of the day.
But…
Ethan shrugged out of his white coat, dropping it to the couch as he stood. He pulled Charlie tight against him, devouring her as his hands slipped up her scrubs.
They did have a half-hour.
And they could always be responsible tomorrow.
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20. Do you have a favorite fanfic or author? If so, tag them/post a link and share the love!
!!! An excuse to recommend my favorite fics and authors? Don’t mind if I do! Here’s a top fourteen list of some great fics and a top nine list of my favorite authors, in no particular order! Because I had way too many. (Plus I’m bound to forget a million good ones, so take these with a grain of salt!)
1. chivalry is dead by Uncrowned_King! There really wasn’t another option. After Roman disappears into the Imagination, the other Sides come to look for him, and find several Romans fighting for ownership of the land. My all-time favorite Roman angst, with some beautifully written worldbuilding and my favorite OCs ever and a plot twist that sent me reeling. With some cute DLAMP, too! What’s not to love?
2. Breathe Out by Odaigahara! This is darker than I usually read but so, so worth it! Set pre-canon, Virgil and Janus team up against the other dark sides and find their feelings go beyond platonic after a relationship of convenience becomes something more. It’s a WIP and I don’t know where it’s going yet, but I’m really intrigued and the writing is incredible!
3. The Black Hole Group Chat by Greenninjagal! Definitely my favorite comfort fic. After Logan accidentally joins a group chat and is forced into sticking around, he finds himself making his first friends--but past feelings and present conflicts threaten to tear apart the first place they’ve ever felt comfortable. So good, so funny, makes the most of the texting medium, and I always cry at the end.
4. Monsters of the Subconscious by Quarantinevibes! Ohh, everything by this author is fantastic which goes for all of them. After PoF, Janus visits the Imagination to apologize. Instead, him and Roman are sucked into the Subconscious, a wild land full of mysterious dangers. They must team up to escape, and come to terms with their feelings for each other. Some wonderfully soft Roceit, hilarious comedy and incredible action, and great emotional moments!
5. the feelings in my headspace rearranged by mutemelody! Some canon divergence for the soul. Anxiety doesn’t have a name, and after the AA arc, has to make his way through acceptance and love. Canon turns on its head, old friends make a reappearance, and through it all Anxiety has to find his own identity, nameless or not. Gosh, this fic is incredible--the writing is stunning, the plot is amazing, and it’s some of the best Virgil angst I’ve ever read.
6. There’s a Word For That by plumcat! I cannot recommend this fic enough. Roman, a Slytherin, has been pining over arguing with Patton, a Hufflepuff, since the beginning of time. But with the Quidditch match coming up, his two annoying best friends relentlessly teasing him, and Patton himself spending more and more time with Roman, Roman has to figure out what he really wants and who he wants to be. This fic is hilarious and makes me feel feelings and please, please read it.
7. (i’d never) want once from the cherry tree by ace_corvid! Prinxiety! And a Youtuber AU that really takes advantage of the medium! Virgil and Roman are two of the most popular creators on YouTube and their fans have been begging them to do a crossover episode. The collaboration goes surprisingly well, but it’s one thing to explore a relationship, and another to do it when the whole world is watching. So cute, so hilarious, has some amazing art as well, and I just highly recommend it.
8. double down on the paradigms by remrose! Here’s a lovely college AU! Logan is doing his best to pass his classes, and everything is going fine, despite his roommate Virgil’s concerns about his late study nights and compulsive behavior. Then he meets Patton, and every wall Logan’s constructed slowly begins to crumble. To show how much I love this fic, I have not stopped thinking about it, even though it’s the only one on this list I’ve only read once. It stuck with me that much and hey maybe I should reread it, hold on--
9. In a Tizzy by coconutcluster! Cute fluff, so wholesome, much love. After Logan finds out that Roman gets flustered at compliments, he enlists the other Sides to test this theory. But Roman gets upset when he thinks they’re playing a joke on him by being nice. The writing is great and it’s a fantastic pick-me-up on a bad day! Just so full of nice wonderful feelings!
10. Communication Issues by WaeRose! Analogince! The alternative title that I cut out says it all! After Logan and Virgil find Roman crying in his room, they make an effort to spend more time together as a group. But platonic feelings quickly become non-platonic, misunderstandings abound, insecurities rise, and they’ll have to learn how to communicate their feelings if those feelings could ever lead to a relationship. The writing is incredible, the second-person POV is done expertly, and the characterization is top-notch!
11. a heart he couldn’t control by codevassie! Prinxiety that tore me into a million pieces. Roman traded away his true love’s life to save his brother from a witch, but when he actually meets said true love, he begins to regret his choice. Now Virgil is trapped once again with the witch, Roman is on a rescue mission, Patton and Logan are hiding something, and Janus is definitely not who he seems. Once again, this AU hurts me, and the incredible writing makes it a gut-punch! It’s a WIP but I love where it’s going and need to catch up on it but shhh
12. Another Goddamn Hero Story by rosesisupposes! I’m a sucker for a superhero AU and this one is stellar! Logan and Virgil are a hero team, trying to subdue Patton and Roman, the most famous villain duo in the city. But nobody’s exactly who they say, everyone’s not quite sure which side is right, and past wrongs are coming back to draw new blood. It’s endgame LAMP and the romances are built perfectly! Supervillains Royality is amazing, the action is incredible, and the plot twist blew me away!
13. Hurt, and How We Grow Past It by Jinx72! Another comfort fic of mine, by one of my all-time favorite authors! After Deceit visits the Imagination and lights a fire larger than he intended, Roman is left injured while the other Sides try to put the pieces back together. Old grudges come to light, new bonds are forged, and they all fall in love slowly while all simultaneously being extremely insecure. The characterization is incredible, the writing is top-notch, and the DLAMP is heartfelt and wonderful!
14. Eucatastrophe by arealsword! I added this one last-minute because it’s incredible and deserves to be on this list! The writing is incredible, the world-building is top-notch, and the plot manages to be coherent and incredible while throwing me for a loop every other line! It creeped me the heck out, but I’d expect nothing less from the author of Pick a Side. I’m not even gonna summarize this one because that’d spoil the fun, but suffice it to say, Thomas gets kidnapped by faeries and things get interesting very fast.
And now for the authors! (I chose authors who I didn’t mention above, but all the ones I already talked about are hella good, check them out too!)
1. @/sleeplessinstarbucks. You want good losleep content? Here. You want good QPR content? Here. You want good content in general? Here! Lia has amazing hurt/comfort, beautiful writing, and stellar characterization. I binge their writing every time I get bored. If you want your heart to be warmed, this is where to go!
2. @/theeternalspace. Okay, so Acantha is the Royal of Long Fics. Every one of theirs is a winner! They’re an expert at plotting and characterization, and I’ve been sucked into every one of their many AUs. Plus their writing is godly! And did I mention there are so many chapter fics on their Ao3? If you want a bunch of bingeable emotional rollercoasters, head on over here!
3. @/whenisitenoughtrees. Cat...how. How do you do it. See, Cat writes the best one shots. Their writing is incredible and they’ve written some of my all-time favorite short fics! Their characterization is always on point, and their dialogue always lands, and did I mention their writing is just so deliciously readable--you feel like they chose every word carefully to make it pack as much of a punch as possible. If you want some incredible one shots, this is your writer!
4. @/tulipscomeinallsortsofcolors. I mean, I couldn’t not include Violet. LAOFT is still my favorite series of all time and deserves all the attention it’s got! They’re the expert at well-done short fics that serve a longer narrative, giving everything an almost episodic structure. Plus, their fluff is the fluffiest and the best, and their angst hurts me deep within my soul, so they’re double-powerful! If you want standalone fics or a complex, emotional series, check them out!
5. @/impatentpending. Elena, our writing god, our Deity, which all other writers must respect. Every fic of hers is top-tier, from short to long, and she’s unrivaled at plotting and worldbuilding! You’ll get sucked in to every world and story she creates, and she’s an expert on letting the stories linger. I’m still thinking about Powerless and Monster and it’s been almost a year. If you want expertly crafted stories that leave you in emotional pieces, she’s got them.
6. @/ironwoman359. A classic choice here! She’s got it all--incredible one shots,  great characterization, and a big enough master list for basically any ship to be found! She also writes some of the best hurt/comfort in the genre, so if you’re a fan of bad things that lead to good endings, there’s always something to read. If you want a large catalog of fantastic stories, she’s your gal!
7. @/caffeinatedcryptid. You may have seen El’s fantastic art on tumblr, but have you read their incredible stories? If not, you’re missing out! They’ve got several spectacular one shots already written, and each one of them broke me in their own special way. Their writing style is incredible and their characterization is fantastic. If you want longer one shots with well-thought-through plots, head over there!
8. @/astronomical-bagel. Astro, our Lord of Roman Angst, always ready to punch me in the gut with feelings! Act One, Scene Three still hurts me to this day. They’re always ready to turn anything into Roman angst (or any angst, check HDABST) but they’ve got some comfort in there as well! A little bit. Somewhat. Yeah. If you want to be emotionally destroyed, you know who to call.
9. @/green-writes-sanderssides. Green’s fics were some of the first I ever read in this fandom, and they’ve stuck with me to this day! They're an expert at the fluff-angst balance and causing all sorts of Emotions. They’re currently working on an incomplete LAMP fic that just completes me. But I digress. Green is spectacular! They’ve got wonderful canon-verse fics that explore the characters and their relationships expertly. If you want amazing fics with fantastic characterization in-canon, stop by!
And that’s all of them! Again, there are tons more I didn’t get to mention, but these are just a few I love! Congrats if you read all the way to the bottom, I know it was a lot--I just get really excited when I can compliment my favorite writers! Anyway, check them out if you want, I highly encourage it!
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lowkeyaesthvtic · 4 years
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Evil Karma - Chapter 14
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Chapter 1 - Chapter 13
Word Count: 4,007
Summary: Now that the group has everything they need for the magic elixir, how will they react to giving the Isle of the Lost a little taste of magic?
Pairings: Harry x OC, Uma x OC, Harry x Uma x OC, platonic!Gil x OC, a little bit of platonic!Gil x Harry, past!OC x OC in a flashback scene
Rating: T
Warnings: Mild profanity, descriptive threats of murder, a flashback scene that kind of shines a light on how much of a dick Sofi’s dad was and how much she deserved better, also a little bit of sexual tension at the beginning but honestly not much
Tags: I honestly feel like people have stopped paying attention to this fic so I’m gonna stop with the tags for now but I’ll start them again if enough people ask.
Author’s Note: I am really sorry about the long pause, it’s been kind of hard writing for this fandom when the content for it has started to dwindle. I’m going to try my best to keep the Descendants fandom alive since I really love it but considering it’s been almost a year since the last movie came out, it’s going to be hard.
“How do we know the Doctor’s not going to flake out on us? He’s done it before.” Harry asked as he shifted into the sofa. The four of us, now permanently deciding to include Gil on our plan, had gone back to the room where the plan first became set in stone. I had sent out a sort of distress call to the Doctor himself telling him that the hairs were ready to be mixed into the elixir, which was incredibly hard without any magic, but somewhat possible nonetheless. I looked over to Harry and leaned my head on his shoulder as a small, bored yawn escaped my lips. 
“He won’t flake on me. Dr Facilier has worked with my family before. He’s well aware of how powerful my father was; and, if I am anything like my father, he’ll know I’m not a force to mess with either. Unfortunately, my father and I have more in common than I’d like to admit.” I ran a thin finger through his black, matted locks as the four of us sat and waited not so patiently for the doctor to arrive. Noticing my physical affection towards Harry, Uma moved closer next to me and leaned in to whisper to me.
“You know, you’ve been latching onto Harry a lot today, you two didn’t play without me, did you?” Due to our vicinity, both Harry and I heard her words. A small shiver ran up my spine as her voice sent warm air across my skin. 
“Of course not, Captain. If a game is what you want, though, I’m sure the two of us would be happy to oblige.” Harry smirked, interjecting the tension between Uma and I. The two looked as if their lips were about to lock when they were both blocked by a lock of blonde hair. 
“Not to interrupt, guys, but I hear footsteps.” He was definitely interrupting. But, it was for good reason. Harry, Uma and I moved slightly farther apart as Harry quickly grabbed his hook and I readied my hand on my dagger, prepared in case it was some unwanted visitor walking through the door. 
“Will you put your hook down, pirate boy? It’s just me. Sorry if I’m late, but I had a bit of a run in with one of Cruella’s goons.” My eyes quickly widened as I stood and ran towards him like a wild, hungry tiger.
“What the fuck, Doc! What did you tell them? You didn’t see Cruella, did you?” Before I could get close enough for the Doctor to feel the steam from my ears, Uma and Harry interjected the space between. Harry put an arm out to block Facilier from defending himself as Uma moved closer to me in an attempt to calm my anger.
“Relax, babygirl,” Uma calmly spoke, using the pet name that seemed to work on me like a magic spell every time. Yet it only worked when it slipped from her lips. “Cruella’s been indisposed since she saw Maleficent get turned into a lizard at Ben’s coronation. Jafar’s been hiding from the embarrassment of his son becoming a good kid and the Evil Queen...Well I don’t know what’s happened with her. Rumor has it she changed her name to Regina and drank a potion transporting her to some different dimension where Auradon doesn’t even exist. Wherever she is, she’s not here. None of them care about themselves anymore to worry about some little trinkets getting stolen.” With a deep inhale, I took a step back and watched as Uma turned toward the Doctor. She somehow seemed so confident, so professional, no matter the circumstances. I very rarely let somebody else dominate me both in and out of sensual situations. But with Uma, it was like disobeying her meant taking away every ounce of oxygen in my body. I needed her like a fish needs water. “I’m sure they were taken care of? Tell me, Doc, how’d you do it? Choke them until their faces turned blue? Slashed them across their necks and watched as their blood spewed like a fountain? Then again, I guess that would’ve messed up your clothes.”
“I left them unharmed.” Facilier replied after a slight hesitation. This must have been his first time meeting Uma. Otherwise he would’ve been prepared for her high-handed attitude and body language. “Getting my hands dirty would have perked some ears around the Isle. I assume you want this plan to remain secret until the time is right?” Uma nodded her head and turned around, leading the two of us back to the sofa we sat on before. She fixed her eyes on the black, still cauldron in front of us. 
“You’d assume correctly. Now, do you have the ingredients or not?” Facilier stood still, looking through his large, black satchel for what we were hoping were the ingredients. Uma, however, was not going to accept silence as an answer. “Now, Doctor. We mustn't lurk in doorways...it’s rude.” She chuckled as she watched Facilier hesitantly walk into the room and towards the cauldron. Then, like a child tentatively unwrapping a present, he started to take the ingredients out of his satchel and placed them on a nearby rickety desk. 
“I know you said enough for two gulps. But, I figured it’d be best to take everything instead of leaving some behind and risk getting caught. Should be enough for five elixirs. One for each of you kids...and an extra in case things go sideways.” It was laid out like a buffet. Eight dog bones, a large bowl of dust from Jafar’s stolen lamp,  and five apples with exactly one bite taken out of each. “How many hairs did you get?”
“Ten. The recipe called for five but...I may have gotten carried away. There’s something succulent about hearing his pain, especially since he deserves every single bit of it.” I stated, keeping my voice and face as blank as possible. Despite the Doctor knowing what Ben had done to the boys on Neverland, I refused to let him see me emotional or otherwise affected by it. 
“Showing any kind of emotion, especially towards men, is weakness. The second a boy or man sees a tear fall down that wretched face of yours, they’ll know what I’ve known since the day you were born. You could never be a leader.” I heard my own father’s voice echo in my head. I couldn’t help but feel my surroundings grow fuzzy and mute as I only heard his voice. “If you can’t stand up to a measly wolf cub, how could you ever lead these boys in the case of battle?” His one remark to me when I came to him with bite marks and gruesome scratches. He’d sent me into the jungle to hunt for dinner. While walking back to camp with some fox meat, a couple of baby wolves had attacked me and stolen the meat. I came to my father looking for comfort, or at least some kind of potion that would heal the wounds. The only thing I was given was ridicule and mockery. In a way, he was right. The entire island was ransacked, murdered, ruthlessly slaughtered. I couldn’t save them. I can’t bring them back either. Maybe this wasn’t Ben’s fault, or even Mal’s. Maybe it was mine.
“Hey, kid. You still with us?” A dark hand waving in front of my face brought me back to reality. Uma, Harry and Gil had all sat on the sofa while I still stood, my eyes locked on the table of ingredients. “You having second thoughts?” I looked back up at him and quickly shook my head. Was I lying? A little. If I couldn’t help my boys back then, how am I going to help them now? They’re already gone, and there’s no magic in this entire realm that could bring them back. But, this far into the plan, I’m starting to realize that this plan isn’t just for me anymore. It may have started that way. I may have befriended Uma and Harry for the sake of numbers and people that share a common enemy. But, I know now that these people can have some serious potential if they had enough power. This elixir and the succession of this plan could give them that potential. “Alright then, let’s get this started! This elixir ain’t gonna make itself!”
One by one the ingredients slipped into the cauldron. The boiling water shifted colors as each bone was dunked, as each fingerful of dust was sprinkled in, as each apple slice was slowly dropped in. By the time nearly all the ingredients were mixed together, the bubbling water had changed from clear to a murky, dirty dark brown. Harry looked up in confusion, nearly disgusted by the color despite being surrounded by it. “Isn’t the elixir supposed to be gold? Or green? Or...something not so disgusting?” 
“It’s because we haven’t put in the key ingredient.” Uma replied, everybody’s eyes shifting towards me. I took the vial out of my pocket and watched as the hairs glimmered gold.
“Wow, and people say Rapunzel has magic hair.” Gil chuckled, amazed by the sparkling shimmer inside the glass vial. As I go to open the vial, Gil interjects with his voice once more. “Wait, um...Doctor F?”
“Facilier, it’s Doctor Facilier.”
“You said there’d be enough of this potion thing for the four of us to drink it but..Harry and I don’t have magic. What’s going to happen to us?” Everyone paused where they stood. For once, Gil had actually made a good point. This was only my third time making this elixir, the past two times making them for some sick fairies who needed the extra push to fly again. I had never tested them on people not Neverland native, much less a person not born with or capable of magic. 
“Well, if you really think about it...magic is basically taking your strongest traits and making them unstoppable. Even without my abilities, I’ve always had a good read on people, making it easy to manipulate their opinions and emotions. Uma’s never been able to use her mother’s magic, but she still feels better when she’s close to water. Don’t you, Captain?” Uma shrugged and nodded her head. “So, maybe you’ll be strong enough to lift the whole ship with just one arm. Imagine how cool that’d be.” Gil gasped and smiled, surely encaptured in that concept. I looked to the cork on the vial, then back at everyone else. “So, shall we?” Everyone nodded eagerly and I could hear a small cackle of excitement from Harry as I opened the cork and dropped the royal hairs in one by one. By the time all ten hairs were mixed in, the potion had turned a glimmery, sparkling gold just as we thought it would. Uma grabbed a ladle she had snatched from the Chip Shoppe’s kitchen and scooped enough to fill the glass vial to the top. 
“So, who’s drinking first?” There was a small silence in the room. Whether it was from fear or from not wanting to sound too selfish, nobody vocally volunteered themselves to take the first sip of the elixir.
“You should, Uma. You are the Captain, after all.” Harry mumbled, a hint of his sincere admiration and affection peeking through a small smile. Uma looked to me, as if wanting my consent to be the first to indulge in this magic elixir.
“Go on, Captain. Don’t worry, if it tastes anything like the Neverland elixir, it should be easy to swallow.” I slowly took the empty ladle from her hand and placed it on the empty desk that once held the elixir’s ingredients. I held onto her empty hand with both of mine and let my fingers caress over her skin. After a deep inhalation, Uma chugged down the sparkling potion and swallowed it whole. A few seconds of silence and slight fear went by before Uma took in a quick gasp, gripping tighter onto my hand to keep herself balanced. I could see her eyes flash a bright, ocean blue for just a moment before returning to their near charcoal shade. Harry and Gil immediately stood up from the sofa and rushed to her side, ready to lift her up if she were to feel faint.
“Uma? Are you okay? What happened?” Harry asked, leaning in to make sure the look on her face wasn’t too pale or otherwise sickly. A second of silence scared everyone else in the room, but after she started to let out her infamously wicked and alluring snicker, we knew she was okay.
“I’ve never felt more exhilarated in my entire life! Nothing was happening at first and then, it felt like my entire body was this massive tidal wave crashing onto shore. And now, I feel like there’s something different going through me. Not blood or thoughts but, something more.” I smiled and helped Uma stand up fully, taking both her hands in mine.
“That’s how magic is supposed to feel. Here, I’ll pour the next one. Go ahead and sit down, you may feel a bit woozy if you stand too long.” As Gil led her down to the sofa, I took the ladle and scooped yet another vial full of the delectable potion. “Does anyone want the next one?” Again, there was silence. As I was about to take the second swig myself, I felt a strong hand take the vial out of mine. I looked up to see Gil holding the potion in his hand, eyeing it in a longing sort of way. “Go ahead, Gil. I promise we won’t let anything bad happen to you.” Gil took a quick nod, certain of our promise, and downed the potion in a single gulp. 
This time, Harry and I waited more in excitement then in fear. Gil’s reaction wasn’t as huge as Uma’s but there definitely was one. One second, Gil was standing with the empty vial in his hand. The next he jumped high and shook away a bunch of energy coursing through his body, as if he had just taken his first shot in a long night of drinking. “Holy shit, that was awesome! You really think I could lift the ship, Sofi?”
“Easy there, Gil. Save the strength for tomorrow, okay?” I laughed as he started to roughhouse a bit with Harry. The two had a relatively short round of horseplay before Gil suddenly had Harry over his shoulder. Considering the two boys’ relatively similar weight and muscle mass, we never thought that was possible. Then, we had realized that my theory had turned out to be correct. Gil’s new spout of magic had brought a whole new meaning to him being ‘the muscle’ of the group. 
“Okay, okay, okay, now I want some of this action. Pour it up, duckling!” Harry near shouted like an excited child on Christmas morning. I grabbed the ladle and poured a third portion of the elixir into the glass vial. With no hesitation, Harry took the vial and lifted it high as he poured the potion down his throat, letting the last drop linger on his tongue. He felt a rush immediately, but from what I could see, there was little to no physical change showing that he now had magic. He was potentially on a rush of adrenaline, meaning whether the elixir had given him magic or not, he definitely felt a physical rush of change. There was only one way to know for sure if the potion had worked on him.
“I guess it’s my turn.” I quietly huffed as I poured another portion of the elixir into the empty vial. A part of me was fearful of the outcome. I knew the potion would work correctly, but I had no idea the effect it would have on me. These past three months were the first time I had ever gone without using my magic. Three months of no magic after who knows how many years of near constant magic was wild enough. But taking all that magic back in at once? I was diving into the ocean without knowing whether or not I’d drown. But, if it would help my Uma take Mal down and claim the leadership she deserves, that’s a risk I’d be willing to take. I slowly tilted my head back and let the elixir slide down my tongue. The taste was oddly familiar. Tangy like a fresh orange with a hint of something herby and earthy. It tasted like home. As the elixir was wholly consumed, I laid the vial and ladle aside as I put my hands on the nearby desk for support in case of any sudden dizziness. 
What I felt next was both euphoric and catastrophic. The thoughts of others didn’t slowly slip in through my ears. They rushed inside my brain, nearly knocking me out with their speed and intensity. I could feel my eyes burning with an emerald flame, something only the kids on Neverland had seen. By the time it was all over, I was electrified with the magic I had once called my home. 
“Is she okay? She looks a little faint. Maybe I should check on her? Should I ask Uma to check on her?”
“Wow, that looked like a lot. I wonder if she felt everything I felt when I drank it. Or maybe she felt more since she’s used her magic before? Maybe Harry and I should check on her.”
“These damn crazy kids. I wouldn’t be doing all of this if those Auradon bastards didn’t kill my boy. But nobody messes with my kids. If they even lay a finger on Celia I’ll have all their heads.”
“Can you really curl your hair with your finger? I see Uma and Sofi do it all the time...maybe it’s just a girl thing.”
Their thoughts began to slow down enough for me to thoroughly listen to them. “You guys don’t need to check on me, I’m fine. I’m more than fine.” I stood up straight and wiped some dust off my shoulders before sitting next to Gil and Uma on the sofa. “Also, Gil, Uma and I don’t curl our hair with our fingers. Our hair is just naturally curly. If you wanna curl your hair so badly, I can give you a ride to Lady Tremaine’s.” Gil’s perked up, confused brow caused a small rise of laughs throughout the room. The thoughts in the room began to quiet down as I slowly gained control over my magic again, putting the minds of others in the background of my brain. As we all grew adjusted to the elixir and its effects, Facilier poured the final scoop of the elixir into the vial and corked it shut as he handed it to Uma. 
“Keep this close with you. The elixir ain’t permanent. You may need this if those Auradon bastards come at you with something strong.” As he saw Uma slip it into her jacket pocket, he walked over to me and glared at me sincerely. “I don’t know what kind of second thoughts you may be having, but you’re going through with this. If not for me, then for Mateo. He would’ve wanted you to keep going.” 
I thought back to the moment that I knew Mateo was going to be a really close friend. It was the same day I had gotten attacked by the wolf cub. I sat alone in my tent, attempting to dress my wounds with palm leaves and hold back the pained sobs when those attempts had failed. Suddenly, I heard the flap of my tent wave open. “I heard someone’s got some new battle scars..can I see them?” I kept my mouth shut and attempted to close him off, knowing that the second I said a word, tears would rush down my face. “I brought something from the med tent that may take the edge off. Do you want it?” I turned and nodded my head, still keeping quiet to keep too much ‘weakness’ from peeking through.
As Mateo dressed the wounds correctly and sprinkled on some healing pixie dust, the pain from the wounds began to subside excluding a small sting from the pixie dust. But the emotional pain, the ping in my chest from my own father telling me I could never be a leader, that’s what was hurting me the most. “Mateo...do you think I made a mistake?”
“Made a mistake? Doing what?”
“Choosing to age, to grow up. I thought it would help me become stronger, faster, smarter. But I don’t think it’s doing any of that. I couldn’t keep a wolf cub off of me!” A shred of my anger began to shine through as everything my father had said came rushing back.
“Well, to be fair, your hands were a little full with all of that fox meat. Pan probably should’ve sent someone out with you.” Mateo chuckled, attempting to lighten the mood as he always did.
“It’s not funny! I couldn’t fight off a wolf cub, my swordfighting is total shit, this new magic I’ve been developing lately is completely out of control...I can’t do anything! What if my dad is right? What if I’m just not fit to be a leader?” As Mateo dressed the last bite mark, he shifted closer to me and wrapped his arm around me, pulling me in for comfort.
“Okay, your swordfighting isn’t the best. And yeah, you’ve got some new powers that you don’t really know how to control yet. But, who threw a dagger so far and so well that it pushed an apple off of Reggie’s head and into a tree?”
“...I did.”
“And who taught Felix how to use the tidal waves to tell if a storm was coming?”
“...I did.”
“And who saved a Lost Boy’s life by catching an arrow that was heading straight for them with her bare hand?” That Lost Boy was him. My dad was angry and drunk and thought killing him would be a good way to piss off Facilier and get a good bloodbath going. But something in my gut clicked fast enough to move Mateo out of the way and catch the arrow to prevent it from hitting anybody else. It could’ve killed me, but I didn’t care.
“I did.”
“So you have some things you need to improve on. That’s fine. But do you know what you’re best at, Sofi? Your strongest skill is helping the other boys. Whether you’re keeping them happy, keeping them safe, or helping them grow in the areas that they need improvement. You never back down on an opportunity to help the Lost Boys. If that’s not a sign of a good leader, I don’t know what is.” 
As my mind came back to the present day, I realized that I shouldn’t be having any sort of second thoughts about this plan. Succeeding in making Mal suffer and taking over Auradon would not only be giving the Lost Revenge crew the potential and inclusion they deserve, but it would be avenging the deaths of everyone I’ve ever cared about. It’d be another instance of me not backing down on an opportunity to help those I loved. This plan will prove that I am, in fact, a good leader. As I watched Facilier pack up his satchel and begin to leave the room, I stood and shouted towards him. “I’m going to make him proud, Doc. I promise.” At the sudden yell, Harry, Uma and Gil all stood to listen. “We were all brutally wronged by Auradon. Their system has been suppressing us, starving us, killing us for far too long! Tomorrow, we will take Auradon into our hands and give every single kid on this Isle the chance they deserve! If we have to spill some blood to do it...then let the blood spill. Rest up, everyone. Because tomorrow, we fight!”
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aftg fanfic review masterlist
(aka my nanowrimo 2019)
i’m super excited to say here are the fics that i will be reviewing for november so far! feel free to read through these and comment on them with me! thank you so much to everyone who responded to my post and requested fics~
*edit: i removed a fic because i forgot to check the tags/TWs before and when i did look, i didn't feel comfortable with the content. sorry!*
1. atlas by @purearcticfire / @pipedream-truths​
a magic au that features shapeshifters and a cursed neil, so immediately you know i’ll like it. this fic has some cool uses of italics, caps, spacing, etc. that creates a stylized story that helps build tone and gives the story a clearer voice. this was such a fun read and it gets very intense. this fic is incomplete.
[read the rest of my review here!]
2. andriel into the future (series) by @dustbottle
these are some wonderfully written post-canon fics that make you feel warm and safe. we get to see neil and andrew’s relationship grow and strengthen. there’s neil’s year at psu without andrew, a minyard-josten rivalry fic, just some good times, coming out, and cats! there are 5 fics in this series. 
[read the rest of my review here!]
3. my cousins by @filteredred
this wonderful fic delves into tilda’s decision to give up the twins and how it was influenced by luther and maria. told from maria’s perspective, we get a better look at the rational behind what happened and, of course, we get to see kid!nicky and baby!twinyards.
[read the rest of my review here!]
4. “i hate you” sounds like “as you wish” by @luci-cunt
this is a princess bride!au and as a person that has never read/watched it, this was a wild ride. a really funny fic, i thought this was such a fun read!!
[read the rest of my review here!]
5. paper skies by @allforthebee [requested by @annawrites]
this is a fic with absolutely amazing descriptions and imagery. featuring librarian!andrew and a lot of introspection. the writing is so beautiful, i could not possibly capture how it made me feel in words. this fic was so so good.
[read the rest of my review here!]
6. falling in reverse by @lolainslackss [requested by @annawrites]
this is a beautiful fic that really demonstrates the strength of the relationship between neil and andrew. this fic navigates neil’s difficulties following retirement and how andrew supports him during these times. features wonderful imagery, reflection, and andriel on a houseboat!!
[read the rest of my review here!]
7. call me neil by @fox-sleeping-minyard
this wonderful fic follows andrew and neil in an au where they form a friendship as kids/teens after andrew dials the wrong number and accidentally calls neil. this fic is cute, but may also break your heart.
[read the rest of my review here!]
8. i just had a growth spurt (took so long, my tippy toes hurt) by @tallsinspace [requested by @gluupor]
maybe i’m biased because i like kid!fics but i loved this fic so so much. i love the way that andrew and aaron interact, both with each other and the other characters. the characterization on this was amazing and it’s such a hilarious and fun read!
[read the rest of my review here!]
9. not all who wander are lost: the “not all that glitters is gold” remix by @leahlisabeth [requested by @gluupor]
this is a remix fic, but you definitely don’t have to read the original one first. this is a fascinating magic!au that really draws you in and makes you so invested, even though it’s a relatively short fic. this is a renee-centric fic that does a great job of analysing her character.
[read the rest of my review here!]
10. til death do us part by @apprenticedmagician ​[requested by @leahlisabeth]
this is a fantastic post-canon fic which follows neil as he ropes aaron along into joining him in visiting his mother’s grave in california. this fic does a great job of demonstrating the growth that both characters have experienced.
[read the rest of my review here!]
11. taller than giants by @allforthebee ​ [requested by @horton-hears-a-doctor-who]
this wonderful fic is a lovely take on neil and andrew as best friends in university. it’s a softer version of these characters but maintains the great dynamic between them we’re familiar with.  this fic will break you apart and knit you back together.
[read the rest of my review here!]
12. peu à peu by @zombiesolace​ [requested by @jsteneil]
this is a really interesting character study on post-canon kevin and how he finds his place within the foxes and deals with the aftermath of the events within the series. this fic has a lot of introspection and does a really great job of unpacking everything.
[read the rest of my review here!]
13. don’t bury me (with a coin under my tongue) by @mr-im-fine​ [requested by @jsteneil]
this is a wonderful fic with urban fantasy, with a lot of the characters as demigods. this was really fun to read and it sucks you in so you don’t realise you’ve reached the end of the chapter until you can’t scroll anymore.
[read the rest of my review here!]
14. sleeping with ghosts by @boybeaulieu​ [requested by @fuzzballsheltiepants]
this fic is a super cool band!au that has andrew and gang playing placebo songs and neil as a solo singer. there has great use of a non-linear timeline. be prepared to feel all of the feelings
[read the rest of my review here!]
15. like a hazy summer morning by shadowdreams [requested by @fuzzballsheltiepants]
this was an adorable and really sweet fic that has neil as a youtuber! and andrew can’t help but keep watching his videos. this is such a fun fic. you have to be logged into an ao3 account to read this.
[read the rest of my review here!]
16. l’amour parle en fleus by @scribbleb-red [requested by @fuzzballsheltiepants]
this is a wonderful and heartbreaking fic that deals with grief and the beauty of life. it is soft and sweet, while dealing with hard topics and loss. this fic is incomplete.
disclaimer: i reviewed this fic when it had 7 chapters, so no comments on chapter 8. sorry!
[read the rest of my review here!]
17. above the clouds by @gluupor​ [requested by @fuzzballsheltiepants]
this is an absolutely amazing fic that features airships, android!neil, and fantastic world-building. it’s a really fun and adventurous read, but still contains enough angst to break your heart. if you haven’t read this yet, drop everything and read it now. if you have read it, read it again.
[read the rest of my review here!]
18. apartment 314 by @nikothespoonklepto​
this is a really interesting kevneil fic that has them as detectives! it’s funny, but gets intense, with great interactions between kevin, neil, and andrew.
[read the rest of my review here!]
19. tenuous by undertow *
this is one of my favourite fics in the fandom. it has DID!neil and features a really great relationship between him and aaron, and him and andrew. i love their style of writing. please read this fic
[read the rest of my review here!]
20. back to the start by @fuzzballsheltiepants​ [requested by @nikothespoonklepto]
containing an injured!andrew who loses all of his recent memories, this fic has heartbreak and healing. this fic has great pacing and flow, you don’t even notice that you’ve read 30k words until you’re done.
[read the rest of my review here!]
21. push to talk by @alexjosten​ [requested by @nikothespoonklepto]
this is a delightfully engaging fic based on the game firewatch that follows neil as he spends a summer as a fire lookout, isolated except for radio communication with andrew, a fire lookout in the adjacent sector of the park. this is such an intense, fun, beautiful, and humorous fic.
[read the rest of my review here!]
22. fox sleep by @annawrites [requested by @allforthebee]
this is an amazing fic that features shapeshifter!neil who arrives at the foxhole coven in the form of a fox. it is such a sweet, playful, and comforting fic with a wonderful tinge of magic, i cannot recommend this fic enough.
[read the rest of my review here!]
23. the real folk blues by @annawrites [requested by @allforthebee]
this absolutely amazing and captivating fic has the foxes as space bounty hunters and neil who is, as usual, an exceptionally skilled runaway. set away some time to read this fic as soon as possible, because once you start, you won’t be able to put it down until you finish.
[read the rest of my review here!]
24. heart on your sleeve, eyes on the streets (the heart-eyes remix) by  @apprenticedmagician [requested by @soft-ravenclaw-apollo​]
this is an adorable and hilarious jeanneil fic that includes soccer! this fic is lighthearted, but has enough much pining and a bit of angst to keep things interesting.
[read the rest of my review here!]
25. neil hatford by @soft-ravenclaw-apollo
following the story of neil being adopted by stuart at a young age, this is an interesting exploration of what would happen if neiil never had to grow up as a wesninski. it’s so great to see how this changes the development of neil, but also the life of stuart. this fic is unfinished.
[read the rest of my review here!]
26. a two-man team by @idnis​ [requested by @foxsoulcourt​ and @sig66​]
this super cute fic features nicky who is doing his best to raise a kid while simultaneously falling for said kid’s teacher, erik mountain man klose. as one might imagine, this is hilarious and so fun to read
[read the rest of my review here!]
27. thick skin, an elastic heart by @badacts ​ [requested by @foxsoulcourt​ and @sig66​]
an incredible jerejean fic that focuses on jean’s transition to the trojan’s and how jeremy struggles with falling in love with him. this fic is funny and emotional and includes a lot of really interesting introspection.
[read the rest of my review here!]
28. right side of rock bottom by @littlespooneven [requested by @foxsoulcourt​ and @sig66​]
a wonderful fic that follows andrew and neil, post-canon as they grow closer and learn how to love each other. this is sweet and so lovely to read, with insightful moments of introspection.
[read the rest of my review here!]
29. baltimore blues by @spanglebangle  [requested by @foxsoulcourt​ and @sig66]
you’ve probably already read this fic, but in case you haven’t, it’s an amazing exploration of andrew’s perspective on the binghamton riot and baltimore. this fic has fantastic scenes with introspection and is just so impressive to read.
[read the rest of my review here!]
30. one way or another (or maybe neither) by @nakasomethingkun [requested by @foxsoulcourt and @sig66]
this is an absolutely amazing exploration of neil’s sexuality and what it means within the context of his and andrew’s relationship. with the best description of demisexuality i have found in a fic, everybody needs to read this immediately.
[read the rest of my review here!]
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“A Devil’s Love” Chapter 9: Can You Hear Me?
Description: Chloe’s best friend is back, and Lucifer’s charm can’t seem to affect her either. Is she also a miracle child? Or something…more? [Story starts during S2 Ep4, Female Reader Insert]
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AN: For those of you who read the Lucifer comics, in about 10 seconds you may be able to figure out where I'm getting ideas for Earth's background! *cheekydevilface* But don't spoil it for everyone! To those who haven't read the comics: please do. Then watch the tv series again. You'll love all the easter eggs.
AN: Updated July 25, 2020 - Grammar, Major story change
Rating: Teen Warning[s]: Swearing, Torture
Show Timeline: Season 2 after episode 15
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Tag List: @ayanna-wild​, @anushay1998, @emiwrites3reads​, @i-am-canada-13​, @heart-of-pots-and-pans​, @tinyybiceps, @jessicarene99​, @lucifersnipnips​, @givemebooksorgivemedeath​, @sailor-earth-1
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It's about that time. You can move your back again and when that happens, even just the smallest movement, punishment begins once more.
You lay on your dirty bed face first. It's faint now since they've been torn from you, but you can hear the Discarded coming down the hall. Slowly making their way to your door.
You slowly come to a sitting position. Legs hanging over, palms gripping the mattress, and a death stare at the door.
The heavy steel door opens and you're greeted with a small army of Discarded lead by the only other being alive besides you and Father.
"Please d...don't fight." The brown-haired boy steps into your room. A couple of the Discarded come in as well.
You grip the mattress tighter, "You always ask that. You should know what my answer is by now."
The boy sighs and moves his shoulders back. His wings come out and spread to their full length. He pulls out a familiar syringe.
You seethe at him, his wings, and the syringe.
It's not fair.
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You wake with a start, expecting the whip's pain.
But no pain comes. Something's different.
You slowly open your eyes. This wasn't your old home of steel walls and chains. You're in what looks to be a jail cell, but with bars all around. You slowly lift your head, the pain from multiple hits causing you to blackout for a second. You move your body to carefully sit on the bed. Looking around, you see that the cell is placed in the center of a room. Like an animal's circus cage, put on display for all to see.
"Bout time you woke up." The voice startles you. You whip your head around, big mistake, and see a man sitting in front of your cell.
Despite your body's warnings, you lunge at the man, but that's when you realize your hands and ankles are bound by heavy chains.
"Hm, interesting…" the man says to himself. You squint to get a better look at him, but he positioned his seat to cover his top half in the room's shadow. All you can see is the man's expensive and lavish looking shoes, pants, and a heavy coat. He's also holding a cane on his right. You're not entirely sure, but the cane's top looks like a type of whale.
"Who are you?" You ask. Your voice is incredibly gruff and dry.
The man doesn't answer. He instead waves his free hand up and you hear a click to your right. Looking, you see the cell's door open and a man comes in. He's holding a glass of water and a plate with bread.
"Don't be stupid." The new stranger says.
Does he even realize he left the door open?
You run as fast as you can towards the opening, which was still pretty fast considering the situation your ankles are in, but you stop just short of freedom when a shocking sensation courses through your body. You scream and fall. Managing to keep your eyes open, you see that the bounds on your wrists and ankles are electric. When the pain stops you can see the man in the seat has a remote control.
Oh yeah. He knew.
"Told you. You all are always stupid." The stranger in your cell drags you back to your bed, "At least ya didn't hit me. Yous people usually hit me and ruin your dinner."
"A cop has a much better mindset than the usual ones I get hired to take. Sure it helps too that this one has been through something like this before." Says the sitting man, who you figure is the boss.
The man in your cell places the water and plate down on the floor in front of you. He then walks away and locks the cell door behind him, "That why you told 'im you need more money? Cause she'd be a feisty one?"
The boss doesn't answer. He lifts his hand in the same motion as before and you watch the stranger exit through a door behind his boss.
The boss crosses his legs, "I suggest you drink some water. It would be a shame to ruin your voice with all the questions you're about to ask."
You just stare at the shadowed man.
He sighs, "None of the water or food you receive will be poisoned. I wouldn't be as rich as I am if I let my captures die on me. Bad business practice that is."
You slowly pick up the cup and down its contents, keeping an eye trained on where you believe the man's eyes to be.
"Better now?" He asks after you put the cup back on the floor.
You stand up and shuffle over to him. You sit in front of the bars to be as face to face as possible. Unfortunately, you still can't make out any facial features.
"Who the fuck are you?" You hiss.
"Yes, I do suppose you were expecting someone else, but fear not little doe." The boss leans in so you can see his top half, but he keeps his head in the dark, "Your father shall have you back soon enough."
"Who are you?!" You yell. You grip the bars and shake your chains violently, "Are you with him?! Are you-"
"Hush down, doe." He leans back into the chair, "I am not a direct accomplice to your father. Never even met him. He just hired me to capture you."
"I am called The Kidnapper. America's most infamous person at making people disappear. I am a simple businessman, that's all. Nothing extra special than that. Can't say the same for you though."
Your head begins to pound again. You remove one hand from a bar to grip your head.
"Though I will be asking him if I can keep those fancy chains and the formula for that shot. Especially if I'm now going to be capturing you folk more."
"Stop…" you grit your teeth. The pain is becoming unbearable to the point where your nails start puncturing your head, "What…"
"Poor confused little doe." The Kidnapper tisks and stands, "You will remain here for one week. That is when the LAPD will consider your case cold and stop actively searching for you. That is also when you shall be dropped off to him."
No. Please…
"They'll find me…" you manage out. You squint up at The Kidnapper. He's silhouetted by the light from the open door, "They'll always be looking for me."
"Not when they have no leads."
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An entourage of LAPD forces flood your home. Brighter lighting is set up in every dark corner. Ella and extra forensic workers are flashing their cameras constantly. Dan and other detectives inspect every nook and cranny of your place. Maze watches paramedics try to awaken Alice, who they moved onto the couch.
And Chloe, with all her might, is trying to not freak out about her BFF being kidnapped and her partner being completely out of it.
Lucifer hasn't moved an inch since they came. He still stands on your balcony. Hands still gripping the railing. He keeps his head held high. He stares at the night sky with burning eyes. His mind filling up with awful, monstrous thoughts.
He doesn't even budge when he hears Alice finally come to, but he does listen in:
"How are you feeling ma'am?" A female paramedic asks.
"Groggy." With the help of the paramedics, Alice rises to a sitting position, "Scared."
Lucifer turns his head.
"I don't want to bother you as soon as you wake up, Alice, but…" Chloe starts.
"No, it's completely alright." Alice moves so her legs are over the front and she sits straight, "We need to find Earth as soon as possible."
"Agreed." Chloe nods. Maze goes around Alice. Lucifer moves to lean against the frame of the balcony door.
"From what I could see everything looked completely normal in Earth's place." Alice begins as the paramedics look her over, "I go to the coat closet and notice the door slightly ajar. Right when I was about to call Earth a man came out."
"Did you happen to get a good look at him?" Chloe asks.
Alice shakes her head and looks disappointed, "No. He, and all the men that came out, were dressed in all black. The only part of their bodies that you could see were their eyes. Everything else was covered."
"Sounds professional." Dan comments.
"Sounds like they know better than to get hair or skin particles on anything," Ella says from the floor of your bedroom.
"But right before I fell I managed to scratch one in the eye! Look-" Alice raises her hand, then looks shocked. She brings her hand to her face to inspect her fingers.
"They...they washed my hands!" She yells.
"What?" Chloe asks, disbelief in her tone.
"Yes! Even under my nails!" Alice's eyes start to water.
"They also got rid of their shoe prints in the dirt of the plants," Dan says.
"And there won't be any prints since their hands were covered." Maze says, pissed.
"Damn it." Chloe hisses.
"This situation sounds familiar." Everyone, including Lucifer, looks up and sees Agent Monroe entering your apartment.
"Familiar?" Chloe questions.
"Throughout the years all around the country, there have been attacks like this." Monroe says as he walks to the group, "Usually the victim's place remains intact, but from the descriptions of these men and how no leads are found adds up."
"Who are these guys?" Alice asks.
Monroe looks at her, "They work for the-"
"The Kidnapper." Lucifer finally speaks, and it seems to startle the group. They all turn to him wide-eyed, then back to Monroe.
Monroe nods, "Yes."
"I've heard the stories, but doubt they were true. I just figured the 'missing' person simply didn't want to be found." Chloe looks between the two men.
"That's how the case gets closed after a time of no leads." Monroe replies, "But no, Detective Decker. Most of those 'mysterious' kidnappings are The Kidnappers doing."
"So, what happens now?" Dan asks.
"Now we continue scavenging this apartment from top to bottom, corner to corner, crack to crack." Monroe answers, "We'll still take a sample from underneath Ms. Alice's nail, despite them cleaning it, and we'll stare at the dirt on the balcony until we're positive we can't spot a print."
"Hey! I may have something!" Ella yells on the floor. When she looks up she notices that she's next to Lucifer's foot, "Good thing you didn't step this way, big guy!" She says looking up at him.
"Oh?" Lucifer says. He moves out of her way and the rest of the group, except for Alice, surrounds her.
Ella flashes a bright light on a spot on the floor, "Looks like I got a tiny bit of blood here! Still looks fresh too! And-" she takes her tweezers and lifts something from the ground. It's incredibly thin, almost impossible to see, but of course, Ella Lopez finds it.
"Is that-"
"Yup! A needle!" Ella interrupts Chloe excitedly, "No vial attached, but I'm hoping there's still some juice in it."
"Excellent finds Ms. Lopez." Monroe praises.
"Do we have a time limit?" Chloe asks Monroe.
"I'd say we have a week. That seems to be The Kidnapper’s favorite time length."
"Then let's get bloody started already!" Lucifer says. He pushes through the crowd and leaves your apartment. Chloe follows him and Dan, Maze, and Ella (with possible leads bagged) follow soon after. Monroe stays a while longer to help the other detectives and scientists find any more clues.
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"You're still mad at me." You said with a mouth full of pizza.
Your apartment was quiet save for the chewing of good pizza and the tv. Lucifer hadn't said a word since you asked what pizza he'd like. While he ate he just stared blankly ahead of him.
Your words finally got him out of that daze, "I'm not mad at you, darling."
"Then what's with the silent treatment?" You took another bite, "You always talk."
"Just pondering is all."
"About?"
"Who you're so scared of."
You sighed and leaned back on your couch, trying your best to sink into it.
Lucifer set his plate down on the coffee table and turned towards you, "Darling, I have hundreds of resources at my beck and call. Whoever is causing you fear I can take care of."
"You sound like the Godfather." You tried to joke. Lucifer didn't laugh though. He looked serious.
You sank further in. After moments of silence you caved, just a bit, "Lucifer, when I tell people they become leverage against me. Only Alice and Damien, who runs my NY clinic for me, know the whole truth. Chloe barely knows anything, but I'm afraid that because of my closeness to her she'll end up like-"
You stopped. Too much information.
You finally looked at him, "I don't want more people hurt."
"Better than a Godfather, I'm the Devil." You huffed and started to turn away from him, but Lucifer gently pulled you out of your hole and held your hands, "I hate to say it, but besides my Father and brother no one can really harm me."
"Amenadiel?"
Lucifer chuckled, "Absolutely not! I was talking about Michael. But-"
"How many siblings do you have?" You asked with a raised brow.
"Too many, though...one less." You saw that quick emotion of regret cross his eyes before he returned to normal, "K9 the point is, I can and want to help you. The fact that someone has this hold over you makes my blood boil."
"Why?"
"I…" Lucifer looked down at your joined hands. He squeezed them, then gently rubbed his thumbs on your palm, "I don't know." He looked back up to you, "Please, darling."
You looked at him. That strange feeling in your chest grew, making you want to spill everything to him and cry.
But you can't.
You squeezed his hands then pushed them, him, away, "I can't, Lucifer." You said with a regretful smile, "I'm sorry."
The defeat from his eyes and body made you hate yourself, but this was for the best.
"I...can tell you the other reason I left. Chloe knows this one, as well as everyone else."
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Lucifer leans against his glass railing, looking at the LA sunset while lost in the memory. He takes one long huff of his cigarette and slowly blows it out.
"Hey." Chloe comes up behind him and leans with him.
"Detective." He says distantly.
"You ok?" She asks. Worry clear in her voice and eyes.
"Depends." He says and flicks the ashes off the bud. He watches the particles fall to the street, "Any news?"
Chloe looks at the sunset. With a sigh, she says, "No. The lab is still trying to get DNA from that little blood sample."
"Then I'm bloody fantastic, Detective." Lucifer spat out.
Chloe watches him take another long drag of his cigarette. She sighs and goes to leave him. No sense in trying to talk to him when he's in this kind of mood.
"Detective."
Chloe turns around and looks at Lucifer's back. Surprised, she says, "Yeah?"
"Do you know why K9 left?" He asks the sun.
"Um yeah," Chloe is confused now, "To get away from her adoptive family. They were horrible to her and she wanted an escape from them, but Lucifer," she takes one step closer to his back, "I questioned the Hammers already, and they were very adamant in not even knowing she was back. Which I expected." Chloe moves closer to place a hand on his shoulder, "I'm confident they don't know anything."
"Of course." Lucifer's reply is still distant, "Just curious is all, Detective."
Chloe wants to say something to cheer him up, but she's not sure what. So, she pats his shoulder and leaves.
Lucifer takes in one last drag, "Of course she doesn't know anything. She told you as much didn't she?" He flicks the bud off the railing and stares at his disappearing sun:
"You should have told me, K9."
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Day 3
Chloe and Dan are inside Ella's lab. For the tenth time, they look through all the photos taken of the crime scene. The entire lab table is covered in photos.
Chloe snaps first, which makes Dan's head rise up. This was very uncharacteristic for his ex-wife, but then again this is her closest friend in danger.
"What is taking so long?!" Chloe hisses. She grinds her teeth and mindlessly moves photos.
"It was only a small, very small, sample found Chloe," Dan says.
"I know, but this is a cop! One of ours taken!" Chloe's hands ball into fists.
"You know Monroe took Ella to the FBI's lab for better testing."
"Which means it should be faster getting a result! Besides…" Chloe breaths in and out. Calming her herself down, she starts to look somber, "I'm starting to worry that the blood sample won't be of who we need."
"Chloe." Dan reaches across and takes hold of Chloe's hand. He gives her hand a small squeeze, "We're going to find her."
Chloe doesn't seem to hear him though. At least, she doesn't nod her head or look him in the eyes.
Dan sighs. Pulling back he looks through the windows behind Chloe, "Where's Lucifer?" He asks, agitated. Lucifer is her partner. Why isn't he here helping?
"He's not in the right mindset to help, Dan."
"Really?" Dan scoffs.
Chloe looks up at him, "What?"
"Just doesn't seem like Lucifer to get so worked up, unless he and Earth are closer than I thought."
"Lucifer cares about his friends, Dan." Chloe snaps.
"I think it's more than just that, Chloe."
"CHLOOOEEE!" Chloe was just about to question Dan further when she hears her name being yelled. Chloe looks behind her and sees Ella zooming down the stairs and running towards her lab door.
Chloe quickly opens the door so the poor woman doesn't run into it. Ella skids to a halt and slams a folder down on the table, causing numerous pictures to fall.
"I GOT HIM!" She yells triumphantly.
"What?" "Who?" Chloe and Dan say together.
"That blood sample is, by the Big Guy's grace, from one of the invaders!" Ella opens the folder and spreads out the info. Dan and Chloe stand behind her as they look at the results.
"His name is Jerry Carter." Ella starts, "Age 23. Has no current criminal record."
"Sounds like it might've been his first job." Dan comments.
"Yeah, poor kid." Ella shakes her head. She pulls out a page, "But from the looks of all these addresses, definitely someone who would work for the elusive Kidnapper."
"My God." Chloe takes in all the addresses, "The Kidnapper seems to move all throughout California."
"With a time frame of a year too," Ella says. She points to all the dates and sure enough, each one is about a year apart.
"This will take longer than four days to stake out each one," Dan says. He looks up to Chloe and sees the worry in her eyes.
"It will definitely take a long time, but Monroe has a bunch of teams already going to half of these places." Ella points to the locations marked with a star, "He gave these to us because they're closer."
"Let's get started then." Detective Decker is back on the job, and that makes Ella and Dan smile.
Ella and Dan leave to recruit some of the K9 officers to help out because, despite Miller's betrayal, a lot of your officers love you.
Chloe sends a quick text to Lucifer.
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Day 4
Within 24 hours Monroe's team found Jerry Carter. Much to Chloe's disappointment, however, Monroe took him to the FBI base instead of the precinct.
"I understand you want to find your comrade and friend, Detective Decker, but you and others in the precinct are too personal. I need Mr. Carter to talk, not feel threatened." Is what Monroe told Chloe when she showed up at the base.
Much to Chloe's confusion and worry, Lucifer didn't seem too upset or bothered by it.
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Day 5
Another 24 hours later, Chloe's phone rings.
"Decker." She answers.
"Hello, Detective Decker. This is Agent Monroe." Monroe's professional voice comes through.
"What's the story?" Chloe says. She's on the edge of her seat.
"Mr. Carter told us about their attack on Ms. Earth, and he gave a few of the Kidnappers holding locations, but my gut is telling me he knows more."
"Lucifer can get it out of him," Chloe says immediately. Lucifer looks down at her with a raised brow. He just arrived.
"I do have impeccable timing it seems." Lucifer comments.
"That's precisely why I'm calling, Detective. I've heard about Lucifer's talent at getting people to talk, and with only two days left we need Mr. Carter to talk." Monroe replies.
"Agreed." Chloe looks up at Lucifer and nods, "We're leaving now."
The FBI base in California is far from the LA precinct. Chloe was disappointed when Monroe found the guy, but now she's worried that since Jerry was found so far away that meant you were far away too. She knows there's no time to waste now.
The ride to the base was about two and a half hours and during the whole drive, Lucifer said nothing. Chloe tried to get him to talk, to ease her nerves, but he'd reply with short answers or a simple hum.
Lucifer seems to start back to life when Chloe parks at the base. They both quickly exit the car and head inside the building.
"Thank you for coming-"
"Where is this chap?" Lucifer interrupts Monroe.
Monroe motions for the two partners to follow him. After some lengthy corridors, they stop in front of a metal door.
"Mr. Carter refused to answer with all our eyes on him. So, we moved him to this more secluded spot. We can't see or hear what's being said inside, but there's a recorder working on the table." Monroe says.
"Wonderful." Lucifer smiles. Chloe should be happy to finally see one from Lucifer, but that particular smile made her feel uneasy.
Monroe opens the door for Lucifer. Chloe tries to squeeze in but he stops her, "I think it's best for just Lucifer to talk to him. If he's as good as your reports say we need no other distractions."
Chloe, reluctantly, agrees. She watches the door close behind Lucifer. Monroe motions for her to take a seat next to him on the opposite wall. She has to do more waiting.
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You stood behind your vet clinic. You've just finished your last surgery for the day and you needed a breather.
Leaning back against your building you listened, well half-listened, to Lucifer on the phone. Day three of the stakeout with no results.
Instead of being focused on the conversation Lucifer was trying to have with you: a case that led him to the most expensive school in California and something about igniting a blade, your mind continued to replay the nightmare, or maybe memory, you had a night before.
All around you is nothing but trees, grass, and dirt. You take a deep breath in. The air tastes so good here. You want to stay here forever.
But you know your Father is going to find you. You have to be quick.
You kneel on the ground and place your palms together, something you've seen your brother do when he can't find Father. You've also seen your Father do this when calling for the lonely red man.
In your mind you scream for help. Scream for freedom, and tell your location as best you can.
You stand and quickly run back to your cage, so as not to be caught.
What may have been days later, you wake to a cold aura staring at you.
You squeezed your eyes shut and closed out Lucifer's voice more to try to remember the image in front of you, but all that came back was the same memory that flashed before you in Lucifer's bathroom.
A man. Strong and muscular under his white armor. His wings darker than your darkness.
"Who are you?" You ask.
You notice his grip tighten on his sheathed sword, "He has heard you and has sent me to give you what you seek." His voice is booming. His voice is cold.
You shiver.
In a movement you couldn't see, the man appeared behind you. He grabbed hold of your--
Static started filling your mind.
He pulls.
You scream.
You gasped for breath and slid to the ground. You heard Lucifer's distant voice call out to you, and saw that you had dropped your phone.
You scrambled for your phone, "I'm fine!" You said quickly.
"Sure as hell doesn't sound like it, darling. Did you see dog boy?" Lucifer's voice sounded concerned.
"What? Oh, no. No. I was just, um." You took a shaky breath in and breathed out. No point in lying, "It's just I had a bad nightmare last night. I can't get it out of my mind."
"A silly little nightmare makes you react that way? I'm going to need to have a chat with an old friend."
"I'm fine, Lucifer. Really." You swallowed the lump in your throat, "Actually...I've got a question for you."
"Oh? Do ask."
"Ok, so I'm going to pretend for a second that you're actually the Devil-" Lucifer sighed on the other end.
"Lucifer, do you...um...hear people?" You asked.
"Every day, darling. I'm hearing a bunch right now." He replied humorously.
You sighed and rubbed your temple, "No, Lucifer. I mean…" You swallowed again. This was such a ridiculous question.
"Do you hear prayers?"
"Ah." Lucifer went quiet.
You panicked, "Yeah, dumb question. Was just humoring you-"
"I do, well used to. Still can, I should say." He suddenly replied, "I'm sure you can imagine the kind of prayers the Devil gets. I got sick of it." He said with a hint of venom.
"What is it, like, an on-off switch?" You joked.
"I wish." He replied seriously, "No, K9. I had to train for many centuries to have those twisted requests quiet down."
"Oh…" You weren't sure how to react, "So, what happens now when people pray to you?"
"I may have a slight buzzing in my mind every now and then, but I've grown to ignore them."
"Ok." You replied, accepting the answer.
"So, do you believe me now?" He asked hopeful.
You scoffed, "Of course not, Lucifer. It was just a rhetorical question."
"Blast."
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You're pulled from your daze by the footsteps and murmurs outside the door.
You slowly rise from your cot and walk to the front of your cage to hear better. You're not sure how many days it has been, but obviously significant enough to weaken your body and make your stomach scream. The bread and water these people gave you were not enough. It was like they were purposely weakening you.
That thought is only further proven with how many times you've been shocked. Every now and then your body would react like it was being shocked when no one was around with the damn remote. Not a good sign.
Besides the men that came to give you the food and empty your waste bucket, you've had no company since the Kidnapper himself on day one. It made you stir-crazy, but one good thing is that you could hear better in the silence.
You press the side of your face to the bars and push as far out as you can. You pick up some chatter.
"Can you believe it?"
"Not good for Jerry, that's for sure."
"Has this ever happened before?"
"No, but considering how the boss ain't worried it's no big deal. Cops only got two days before we leave."
"Right. Smooth sailing, eh?"
The voices laugh, then become too hard to hear as they walk away.
Two days?
"You will remain here for one week. That is when the LAPD will consider your case cold and stop actively searching for you." The Kidnapper's voice comes through your mind.
You panic.
Shit. Shit shit shit!
You stumble backward and trip on your ankle chains. Your still wounded head pounds madly. You slowly go into a kneeling position and wait for the stars to go away.
If you had enough water in your system you'd be crying right now.
Instead, you lift your heavy shocking cuffs and stare at your dry palms.
You contemplate.
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"Hello there Jerry-boy!" Lucifer sing songs into the room.
Lucifer takes in Jerry's Carter appearance with a smile as he sits across the man. Curly brown hair, white, brown eyes, petite build. No one special.
Good.
"I already told ya'll everything I know," Jerry says. He looks Lucifer up and down.
"Ah, these FBI chaps don't think that's the case, Jerry." Lucifer's smile is wide. His eyes don't match it. "So, they asked me here to persuade it all out of you."
"Ya can't hurt me." Jerry sits confidently, "Who even are you?"
"Oh! Where are my manners? Lucifer Morningstar." Smile still on, Lucifer holds out his ringed hand.
Jerry doesn't take it. Instead, he scoffs and rolls his eyes, "Right. First my boss goes all crazy sayin' an angel spoke to him, and now I'm talking to the Devil. Ya'll Californians are crazy."
"Well that's some new info spilled." Lucifer leans in, "An angel spoke to the Kidnapper?"
"Ain't like them government jockeys would believe it. 'Course another crazy would." Jerry crosses his arms and leans back.
"Hm, well as interested as I am that's not what I'm here for." Lucifer stands, "The Kidnapper took a friend of mine, and I want her back." Lucifer holds his hands behind him and slowly walks around the table, "I believe you're the one that attacked her, correct?"
"Everyone was attacking her, buddy. Freak of nature if ya ask me. Never seen a bitch fight like 'er."
Within a blink of an eye, Lucifer has Jerry hoisted up in the air with one hand and the other hand pushing down the pause button on the recorder. Lucifer's smile turns twisted as he watches Jerry try to squirm free.
"That's not a very nice thing to say, Jerry-boy."
"Let me down you fr-" Jerry freezes mid insult. His mouth is still open, his eyes are as wide as saucers, and he's visibly shaking.
"See something you like?" Devil Lucifer is out, red eyes and skin. His smile is still twisted.
Lucifer plops the human back on the metal chair and leans in close, "When I press play you are going to give me every location of your boss's holdings. You are going to give me names and in the future, I will find you again so you can properly apologize to dear K9 and tell us about this angel."
Lucifer stands straight, "Are we clear Jerry-boy?" Jerry is still in frozen mode. Lucifer sighs and slaps him across the face, making Jerry fall face-first on the metal table.
Lucifer pulls his head up by his hair and burns his red eyes into Jerry's soul, "I said are we clear?"
"Yesyesyesyespleasedon'thurtme." Jerry says all at once.
Lucifer returns to normal and smiles, "Wonderful." He let's go of Jerry and presses play, "I believe you have information to spill Jerry-boy?"
And spill Jerry did. He lists every location the Kidnapper holds people in California, places where the man himself could be staying, and gives names on every accomplice he knows of. Satisfied, Lucifer leaves the broken human with a smile and strides out of the room.
"So?" Chloe fast walks to her partner looking hopeful.
"You know me, Detective." Lucifer winks at her and she smiles back.
"Thank you, Mr. Morningstar," Monroe says sincerely and quickly walks in the room to grab the recorder. When he returns he tells Chloe to call her trusted co-workers to meet them at the base. Once everyone arrives Monroe leads everyone to an interrogation room. He places the recorder on the table and hits play.
Lucifer stands in a corner while everyone else writes down notes on their pads. The back of his head starts to itch and he scratches it, a bit too forcefully.
"You ok?" Chloe whispers to him.
"Hm? Oh yes." Lucifer forces his arm down and smiles at his partner. "Just an itch."
A persistent itch.
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24 hours left
You sit against your bars with your back towards the door. You don't move when you hear the door open and footsteps come towards you.
"You've got 24 hours, little doe. Then you'll be back home." The Kidnapper says behind you.
"Home." You whisper out. You twist around to look at him and are surprised to actually see him. You take in his details carefully. Grabbing hold of the bars with shaking hands you push your face against the bars.
"I'm going back to Hell."
"Yes well, normally I don't regret my job, but in your case…" He sighs and walks closer to you, "Sorry doe. I'm protecting the human race by doing this. Your Father said so."
You lean away from him and stare, "You're just as crazy as he is, as I was."
He shakes his head, "No little doe, you've forgotten. Forced to forget. This is the only reason I have regret in this, but you'll remember. Eventually." He turns away and walks out the door, leaving it open as a joke.
You start to shake and hyperventilate. You crawl over to your cot and kneel, hands together.
Lucifer. You pray to him.
Please, Lucifer. I'm banking on this. I've got nothing left. I don't know how far I can get in this state. If anything you said is true, please. Please save me.
Can you hear me? Please, hear me.
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3 hours left
Lucifer and Chloe have been out since early morning checking out locations. Each one had been a bust so far, and Chloe was starting to get worried. She knows time is running out.
Meanwhile, her partner was getting agitated by the hour. She thinks it's because of them having no luck. When in truth, though that definitely is a reason, the insistent itch in Lucifer's mind was not going away.
Bloody Satanists. Dad only knew why now he was having trouble calming the prayers, but he's getting sick of it. It's getting in the way of finding you and Lucifer wasn't having it any longer.
While Chloe talks on her phone to give Monroe, Dan, and the other groups another no go update, Lucifer stays further back. He shuts his eyes and lets the voices in.
Of course the usual murderous pleas and psychopathic prayers came flooding through, but Lucifer focuses his mind on the one new soul who keeps hounding him.
Lucifer.
No...that can't be right. Lucifer focuses on this voice.
Seriously, Lucifer. I'm starting to feel like a hopeless idiot in this cage.
It is! Lucifer’s eyes open wide in shock and joy, but doing so shut your voice out. He quickly focuses once more and instantly hones in on your prayers. He listens intently while searching for your location.
He sees you in a cell, kneeled by an uncomfortable-looking cot. He looks around to see empty space. He looks further out, and now he's in tight hallways.
Still not enough!
He goes as far out as he can without losing your connection. He sees what looks to be a ship's haul with a rope embroidery stamp and hears water, as well as other humans getting the ship into gear.
There!
His eyes open and he runs to Chloe, "DETECTIVE! I KNOW WHERE SHE IS!"
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30 minutes left
You haven't moved from your stance since you started praying to Lucifer. Your body felt stiff, but you're ready for whatever comes next.
You hear the door open and footsteps come to your cage door, "Time to get going, sweet thing."
The man opens the door, comes to your back, and lifts you up by the underarms. You slam the back of your head into the man's face and keep steady while he stumbles back. Ignoring the stars you see, you spin around and wrap your chains around the man's neck. His eyes bulge at you. One hand grabs at your neck while the other reaches into his pocket to pull out the shock remote.
He presses it and starts to smile at your pain, but you push through and tighten your chains around his throat. His face turns blue and you twist your arms to crack his neck. You fall to the ground from the constant shock and blindly grab for the remote. You click it off and smash it to pieces.
You give your body a minute to stop convulsing, then stand and shuffle out the cage and to the edge of the door. You listen from inside the room and can hear some kind of commotion coming down the right hall. You peek out of the door frame, look from side to side, and then shuffle down the right hall.
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"LUCIFER!" Chloe yells at her partner as he storms out of her car and heads for the ship. "We need to wait for backup!" She yells getting out of her car.
"No time for that, Detective! The ship's ready to sail!" He yells without looking back.
Lucifer walks straight to the ship. He knocks out a couple of unsuspecting dock workers then walks onto the ship.
It's massive, but thanks to your prayers he knows just where you are.
He takes a couple of stairs down then hides in the shadows at the sound of voices. He pulls out a pocket knife and runs it across his palm.
He smiles when he doesn't bleed.
Good girl, Detective.
"Hey, freeze!" "Who the hell are you?!"
The two men walking down the hall pull out their guns and aim it at Lucifer when he comes out.
"Here to rescue someone, chaps. Now if you'll excuse me-"
The men shoot as soon as Lucifer takes a step. He stumbles back, but smiles viciously.
"Now, why'd you have to do that?" Lucifer changes his face and the men scream. They fire relentlessly as Lucifer walks to them. Lucifer slams the men against either side of the walls and continues forward.
Eventually, he comes across a more open room that's connected to other halls. He wants to go down the hall you're in, but there are a dozen or so men holding him at gunpoint.
"You know, I expected someone like the Kidnapper to have better defensives than this. Shame, really." Devil Lucifer speaks to the crowd.
"Holy fuck-" "It is true! Everything the boss said-" "We can't fight the D-" "ALL OF YOU SHUT UP AND FIRE!"
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You just finished bashing your chains against your third victim when you hear the gunshots coming from up ahead.
You stumble forward. Along with your constant shaking body, pounding head, and fatigue, that last guy gave you a gut-wrenching punch and a bullet wound on your thigh. It's just a graze, but losing blood is something your body can't take right now.
By the time you get close to the opening of a new room the gunfire dies out and it's just screams. You brace yourself for a couple of seconds, then storm the best you can into the room.
You freeze. Bodies of men lay all-around a singular man standing in the center of the room. His back is towards you, but you recognize that kind of suit anywhere.
But his head...where is his hair?
"Lucifer?" You choke out.
He turns, and you come face to face with the Devil himself. His skin is charred to an awful degree. The white of his eyes are pitch black to make his blood-red eyes pop.
Lucifer smiles, "K9! I-" he starts to walk towards you, but stops at the look on your face.
"It-it's true. It's all true."
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Scattered Star Wars thoughts: - As I’m doing my rewatches of TCW and Rebels, I’m trying to watch the behind the scenes stuff to go along with them and it makes me wish a little that Disney+ would have them on their service, because it’d be so much easier than switching over to YouTube when I’m watching them on my TV. It really makes me miss this kind of thing for the animated series--Resistance didn’t get any of the kind of in-depth stuff that the others did, and I’m not sure if they put any extras on the DVD/Blu-Ray releases?  That was my thought for what they were going to do when the first season was airing, but without having bought them myself, I’m not sure if they had anything like that?  I’m assuming they didn’t, since I never saw references to them, which is a shame, because they’re very cool and fun! I wonder, if there’s another animated series coming up (and when/where it would be announced--Celebration seems an awful long ways away for that?), will they return to doing them?  Or were they too much effort/better lures for buying the Blu-Ray sets? - John Boyega plays Jedi: Fallen Order was an absolute delight to watch!  He really is delightfully charming and I love that he apparently plays as Anakin in the BF2 game sometimes (and Finn as well), and that Mace Windu is his all-time favorite Jedi (I FEEL U, JOHN), and just a lot of really cute stuff. - I finished The Raven King and have started on Opal (and am about 2/3rds through it) and I’m going to be sad when I finish all of the books and have to actually wait for more!  I found the four book The Raven Cycle series very satisfying, the characters’ resolutions were all good for me, I enjoyed that they’d gotten to better places, and I found Adam’s epilogue especially poignant.  Not that he’d forgiven his family so much as that he’d let go of so much of what was poisoning him about it, that he was in a better place, rather than being eaten by those feelings and pain. I’m enjoying Opal a lot, one of the things I like about this world is how off the wall some of the dream logic/magic can be, but instead of feeling like it borders on twee or ~kooky~ worldbuilding, there’s something about it that is really pulled off with charm and something surprisingly earnest.  I guess I can really get invested in something so long as I feel like it’s not necessarily trying to be the most clever ever (though, it was clever in the right moments, for me) but instead build something with heart and care. So when Opal gets her own POV for several chapters worth here, when she’s a bit of a wild and feral thing, but stuffed full of very earnest feelings, it just really works for me a lot. - I’m about 2/3rds of the way through Rebels season 2 and I love that I continue to find stuff really works for me even more than it did the first time around, knowing where all of this is going to end up.  The journey to find Lira-San, the knowledge I have now of what happened to the Lasat people, that I suspect it was their use of the Force woven into their culture that got them on the Empire’s radar, in addition to that they’re incredible fighters (hence why the Wookiees were targetted as well, I think?), so it makes the whole “so HOW does all of this navigation stuff work???” go smoother, now that I can just shrug and go, “Eh, Force Woo is gonna Force Woo.” Also, the Kalluzeb stuck on the Geonoisian moon episode is JUST as much of a joy as ever.  That ending with Kallus going back to his ship, limping back to his quarters with no one saying much of anything to him even after all that, contrasted against Zeb’s friends greeting him so warmly, it was such good foreshadowing, now that I know for sure that it’s going somewhere, instead of just highlighting the difference between them. (And, man, does David Oyelowo do an incredible job with his voice acting.) - I read Star Wars: Empire Ascendant #1 and I have to admit, I was pretty underwhelmed.  The Aphra epilogue and the Kes/Shara story were the highlights, otherwise I’m having trouble even remembering what happened.  Oh, right, the story about the death troopers and then the Valance story, neither of which managed to engage me much.  In theory, this could be an interesting collection of stories, whether they’re serving as an epilogue to other series or launching points for new series, there are grains of interesting ideas--the death troopers story was about the mindset of the Empire, that victory at all costs was the most important thing, or the Valance story could have been an interesting look at an interesting character (except I just cannot bring myself to care about him), but the only times I felt engaged were in the character-driven moments of ones that I already cared about. Trying to sort out my thoughts, I think it’s something that I’ve been bumping into for awhile, something that crystalized for me after watching a Jimquisition video about the word “consumer” (which is an interesting video by itself!), at about the 13 and a half minute mark, there’s a tangent about how companies’ focus on the audience being consumers pushes out any stories that can have an important message that should be discussed, because instead of giving time for any story, it’s about getting consumers hyped for buying new products and then get excited for the next product. Which obviously hit a familiar note, as a Star Wars fan, because there’s a constant stream of new content, you barely have time to digest one thing before GET HYPE FOR THE NEXT STAR WARS THING, like, GET HYPE FOR THE MANDALORIAN, but you’ll only have limited time to really turn it over and discuss it because GET HYPE FOR THE RISE OF SKYWALKER, but you’ll only have a month or two to really turn it over and discuss it because GET HYPE FOR THE CLONE WARS coming back, but you’ll only have a month or two to turn it over and discuss it because GET HYPE FOR THE NEXT STAR WARS THING.  In the meantime, there’s also about 50 other smaller things coming at you, so no one thing ever really has time to percolate with the fans before the hype train is coming for what’s next. Most of the time, I don’t mind this too much, because I take my time with what I want, I circle back to what I want, I feel satisfied by my explorations of them as far as I want, as well as Star Wars is not exactly where I go for Deep Thought. But sometimes I run into a comic that just fails to engage me because it felt like a hype train for upcoming comics, rather than actually having a lot of story in and of itself. I can live with the hype train, Disney, but you gotta give me a story or a fun experience that isn’t just hype for hype’s sake.  And I feel like this comic was only halfway successful at that.  (Or maybe it’s just me?  I’ve been feeling a little, “What’s the point of all this?” about a lot of the SW stuff over the last year, and I’m hoping it’s more because LF couldn’t really do much until TROS was nailed down, and maybe now we’ll start seeing stories with more weight?) Anyway, navel gazing thoughts, there you go. - Annnnnd with having seen TROS I HAVE MET MY 2019 GOAL!  I’m not sure if I’ll do another one for 2020, a lot depends on how some RL stuff shakes out, but I’m glad that I got this one accomplished! - I HAVE SEEN TROS I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHERE TO START. Scattered Star Wars Thoughts/2019 Resolutions Update: - The Rise of Skywalker: The Galaxy Needs You - Star Wars: The Clone Wars s2e18-19 - Star Wars Rebels s02e16-18 - Rebels Recon 1.01-1.08 - The Rise of Kylo Ren #1 - Star Wars: Empire Ascendant #1 - Episode III: The Chosen One Featurette - Star Wars: The Rise of Skywalker Current total:  520/520
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smkkbert · 5 years
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Mothers know best
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Summary: Since they have been kids, they have been best friends. Since they have been friends, their mothers wanted them to be together. After coming back from the east coast, Felicity takes over a position at Queen Consolidated, the company her best friend will soon take over from his father. Their mothers still push for them to be together, and they seem closer to that goal than ever because wedding bells are ringing. The only problem is that they both plan to get married to someone else.
Rating: Explicit
Previous chapters: 1  2  3  4  5  6  7  8  9  10  11 12 13  14  15  16  17  18  19  20  21
Author’s note: Here it is, the end of this story. Thanks to everyone who kept liking, reblogging and commenting on this fic. It meant a lot to me that so many joined into this fic and enjoyed reading it so much. You are the best! It’s going to take a while until my next multichapter is going to be posted, but I will update you about the writing process and tell you when to expect the first chapter ahead of time. :)
Chapter 22 of 22: Ikigai
= Reason for living (Japanese)
Within the last seven and a half months, Oliver had thought time and time again that he couldn’t possibly be happier or even just more content. Yet, time and time again, life had proved him wrong. It had just continued making him happier and even more content.
Having both of his girls sleeping in his arms, Oliver was really sure that there was no enhancement possible anymore now. Having both of his girls sleeping in his arms was all the happiness and all the content life could possibly offer to him. There was nothing more life could give him without making his chest burst from all the happiness he was feeling.
Smiling softly, Oliver looked at Felicity. She was nestled against his side, her arms wrapped around him loosely. Her head was resting on his chest, her cheek snuggled to shirt with her nose pressing against it slightly like she wanted to breathe him in with every breath she took in. She looked peaceful as Oliver guessed that giving birth to their baby girl just a couple of hours ago had left her completely out of energy.
He brushed a gentle kiss to the crown of her head and watched the way she smiled in her sleep. She took in a deep breath, pushing her nose even more against his chest. A long sigh fell from her lips before her muscles relaxed against his body again. She just continued sleeping, catching a little more rest.
Oliver turned his head to focus on his other girl. Just like her mother, the little girl was sleeping in his arms. Even in her sleep, she was moving her tiny fingers together like she wanted to hold onto something. Without any hesitation, Oliver combed his fingers through Felicity’s hair one last time before he wrapped his arm around her shoulders and placed his digit between his daughter’s hands. Her fingers wrapped around it, holding onto it tightly and, just like her mother before, she released a long sigh.
In all his life, Oliver had seen maybe three newborn babies. He didn’t have much experience with newborns, and he had never been exactly interested in them either. Still, Oliver knew without any doubt that his daughter was the most beautiful and entirely perfect baby that had ever been born. His whole life would revolve around her from now on.
“She’s so beautiful, isn’t she?”
Surprised, Oliver turned his head to find that Felicity had woken up. She was looking at their daughter. While her entire face showed tiredness, her eyes were wake as the same love he could feel in his heart was sparkling in the expression in her eyes. A soft smile was playing on her lips when she lifted her hand and put it to Oliver’s on their daughter’s stomach.
“The most beautiful girl that has ever been born,” Oliver agreed in a whisper, nodding his head. “No offense.”
Felicity chuckled and placed a kiss on his shoulder through his shirt before she replied, “None taken.”
They stayed like this for a long moment, just watching their daughter and enjoying the moment as the little family they were now. It was still so new, but it felt so incredibly right. Since he and Felicity had left the friendzone and finally become lovers, it had always been that way. Everything about them and their family was absolutely right.
The last year had brought a lot of troubles. Everything between Felicity moving to Starling City to their wild Las Vegas wedding had been utter chaos. There were so many things they regretted about how they had handled things. The cheating and the lying and the denial of what was right had just been utterly wrong, and there was no apology for what they had done. It would forever be a dark spot in their lives, but they wouldn’t let that taint what they had. It wouldn’t do good to either of them now that they were together and everything about it was finally right.
Even after that wedding, there had still been a lot of trouble as everyone around them had started to get used to them being together and having a family together and leading a company together. People had whispered behind their backs, reminding them of all the chaos they had created and all the people they had hurt with their actions.
This last year had been incredibly tough. It would forever be with them, but they would still move forward. There was so much they still had to enjoy, and they couldn’t let any past mistakes stop them from that.  
Hence, it had been the best kind of surprise when their baby girl’s birth had worked out without any unexpected troubles.
Ariana Rose Queen-Smoak had been born at 10am after thirteen hours of labor. At 19.6 inches and 7.2 pound, she was perfectly healthy. Her lungs, as her loud cries had proved, had developed perfectly during the last nine months of pregnancy. Her breathing had been deep and even, her heartbeat perfectly strong. Oliver couldn’t have been any prouder.
Holding Ariana now and feeling her heartbeat against his chest, Oliver still couldn’t believe that this tiny human being was made by Felicity and him. He doubted that he’d ever really believe it. All he could hope for was that he’d eventually get used to it.
Moving up the bed a little, so she could sit up and lean back into the pillows, Felicity reached out her arms to take Ariana from him. Oliver brushed a kiss against the little girl’s forehead before he handed her over to her mother. As soon as Ariana was rested safely in Felicity’s arms, kept warm against her chest, he wrapped both of his arms around the two of them.
Holding them felt like his most favorite thing to do now. Growing up with expensive toys and other luxurious stuff had made it hard to really appreciate what he had. He had taken too many things for granted, but that was different now. He knew that he would never take Felicity’s or Ariana’s presence in his life for granted. Never.
“Everything I love is right in my arms,” Oliver whispered against the crown of Felicity’s hair. “I have never been happier.”
Felicity smiled, angling her head back. “You’ve said that a couple of times before already.”
“I know.” Oliver chuckled. “And I meant it every time.”
The expression in Felicity’s eyes softened, and she rested her head back against his shoulder, leaning on him. Without saying anything, she took in his face thoroughly. The corners of her lips twitched as she was still smiling at him.
“This last year brought a lot of changes.”
Oliver nodded his head. “Good changes though.”
“The best of changes.” Felicity smiled, turning her head to look at Ariana again, who was still sleeping so very peacefully. “Especially as long as she sleeps like an angel.”
“Let’s hope that is not going to change when we take her home tonight.”
Even if that changed and Ariana turned out to be one of the babies that cried basically all day, Oliver knew that he’d still be as happy as he possibly could be. He’d be exhausted without any doubt, but he’d still be happy. He was together with the woman he loved more than he had ever loved anyone else, and they got to raise their baby together. There was nothing that could overshadow this happiness for him.
“Speaking of home,” Oliver said eventually, clearing his throat, “there is something we have to discuss.”
“I know.” Felicity sighed. “We have to find a new place to stay. Our townhouse just doesn’t offer enough space to raise Ariana there the way we want to raise her. I love our townhouse, but I know we have to move out. I am not even trying to make finding a new place harder than it ought to be, but I just couldn’t picture the three of us in any of the places we saw and-“
“I know,” Oliver hurried to say and tightened his arms around her. “I know you are not trying to make it harder. I actually didn’t like any of the houses we have seen enough to live there either. We are both aiming for perfect, and I think that is what we deserve.”
After everything they had been through and all the obstacles they had had to overcome, they didn’t deserve anything less than perfect. They had had a hard start, so he’d make sure that everything was exactly the way they wanted it to be from now on.
“At first, I thought that there was no perfect place for us to live,” Oliver said quietly. “I thought that we just wanted too much. I mean we wanted everything and everything at once. I thought maybe that was the problem.”
Felicity frowned, looking at his face intensely. He could see that she didn’t like the thought because, just like he himself, she really wanted their home to be perfect. She didn’t want to settle for second best.
“Then I figured that the reason we didn’t find something that clicked with us was that we were searching at the wrong spots,” Oliver continued after a moment. “We already have our perfect home. We just forgot about it.”
Scrunching up her nose slightly, Felicity cleared her throat. “If you suggest kicking your parents out of the mansion and moving into that giant palace ourselves, I-“
“No, no.”
Oliver chuckled at the bare panic in Felicity’s eyes. It was the same expression that had been on her face back when she had been a kid and she had first moved into the mansion with her mother. Once she had been over the shock of being uprooted from her home and her life in Las Vegas and had been dragged to Starling City instead, she had taken in her new home with the same disapproving expression that was on her face now.
That look on her face back then had told him that Felicity wouldn’t want to live in the mansion or any place that was similar to it. She wasn’t the kind of woman to live in a palace with a dozen of people that made sure the chores were taken care of. She loved a smaller life, something intimate that was just for the family, just like he himself preferred it too.
“Our treehouse.”
Oliver bit down on his tongue as he watched the different reactions playing on Felicity’s face, almost the same way they did after he had proposed to her in their kitchen months ago. She looked confused, then amused and finally confused again.
“The treehouse is nice and cozy, but it lacks space. I mean it’s even smaller than our townhouse. Significantly smaller, I might add. I don’t mind living in a tiny home with you because I could never feel crowded as long as it’s just us, but that treehouse is maybe a hundred square feet which is even little for the most in-love people. It’s also quite difficult to reach with a car or even a stroller, never mind the lack of electricity and water supply.”
Biting down on his tongue, Oliver just continued to watch Felicity. He guessed that she still had to be very exhausted from giving birth because she didn’t talk herself into one of her rambles that would just go on and on until he framed her face with his hands and kissed her. Finally, that was how he could end her rambles instead of putting a hand to her shoulder and making her stop that way.
Felicity didn’t miss his silence, and she could probably see his amusement on his face too. Pursing her lips, she cocked her head and looked at him intensely.
“You don’t mean that we should move into the treehouse.”
“No,” Oliver replied lightly, tapping the tip of his finger against the tip of her nose. “Dad agreed to clear some of the forest land though. That way, we can build a house there, and we will have our treehouse in our garden.”
The moment he had thought back to the treehouse, that they hadn’t visited since the morning of Christmas Eve because Oliver hadn’t wanted Felicity to climb up that ladder anymore, he had turned the car and visited his father at home. On his way to the mansion, he had already been able to see what their home would look like. He knew exactly what cozy, little house they would build there, and he had been eager to start building it since the moment his father had agreed with the plan.
“You hear that, Ariana?” Felicity whispered to their daughter. “Daddy wants us to die like in all the good horror movies we will watch together in twenty years.”
Oliver was temporarily distracted by Felicity calling him ‘daddy’. The word made his heart stumble. She had said it before, but now it felt even more true. He really was a daddy now, daddy of a perfectly healthy and unbelievably beautiful baby girl.
Soon, he focused back onto the conversation at hand though. “Don’t worry. The forest is well protected. Dad showed me the location of the treehouse on the map. We can build a path from northwest. That way, not too much of the forest has to be cleared to lead to our home. It would also be far enough away from the mansion for us to enjoy some time alone and yet close enough so Raisa can drop Ariana at my parents’ place if we have some spontaneous meetings coming up late.”
Felicity perked up her eyebrows. “You stole Raisa from your parents?”
“No.” Oliver smiled innocently and brushed his fingertips over Ariana’s scalp. “They would have never let me steal Raisa. Ariana stole her.”
Oliver could see how hard she was trying to bite back her amusement and to look at him judgingly instead. She puckered her lips and cocked her head.
“You used our daughter to snap your parents’ house staff away from them?”
“I would have used everything and everyone to snap Raisa away from them,” Oliver replied matter-of-factly. “It’s Raisa after all.”
Felicity smiled, and he was sure that he had made the right decision. Raisa had helped raising the two of them. She was the right one to help raising Ariana now.
“So, you agree on Raisa,” he stated. “What do you say about the idea of moving into the forest and towards our treehouse?”
Felicity’s smile widened even more. “I love it.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah.” Felicity straightened up a little and brushed her lips to the underside of his chin. “I love it very much.”
Tightening his arms around her, Oliver leaned in and captured Felicity’s lips in a gentle kiss. Their tongues moved together in a slow dance. Everything inside of Oliver focused on Felicity for a moment. All that mattered was her and all that existed was her.
The low cry Ariana released made Oliver pull back and break the kiss to watch his newborn daughter instead. She was squirming in Felicity’s arms slightly, telling them that she was awake now. Her eyes opened every now and then, but they were never opened for long, and she didn’t manage to really look at anything for long yet. According to the books he had read, Oliver knew that it would take another few weeks until Ariana would really look at him.
Oliver had no words to describe how much he loved Ariana. If anyone had asked him twenty-four hours ago, he wouldn’t have thought that it was possible to love someone this much. He had loved this baby the moment Felicity had told him that she was pregnant. It was nothing compared to how much his love had increased when he had been able to first hold Ariana in his arms though.
Nothing would ever be able to compare to that again.
“Will you tell me now?”
Perking up his eyebrows, Oliver looked at Felicity. “Tell you what?”
Felicity smiled. “The secret you shared with Ariana during our wedding night.”
Oliver couldn’t help but smile. So many things had happened before and after that night. Still, Felicity remembered that moment of maybe fifteen seconds when he had whispered something to their unborn baby. He shouldn’t be surprised and he wasn’t actually surprised. It was just so much like Felicity to remember something like that.
“It wasn’t actually a secret,” Oliver replied eventually while Felicity’s gaze was still lingering on him. “I asked her something.”
Felicity perked up her eyebrow. “What did you ask her?”
“I asked her to be a girl:”
Surprised glimpsed in Felicity’s eyes. “Really?”
“Yeah.” Oliver chuckled almost a little embarrassedly and massaged the back of his neck. “I grew up with girls. I mean my little sister is a girl, and my best friend is and has been a girl for as long as I can remember. I get along with girls, better than I do with boys, I guess. It felt like a legit question to ask, and, as you can see, Ariana and I have that special bond where she does what I ask of her.”
Grinning, Felicity cocked her head. “Do you need more tutoring in biology? I mean that is not actually how the sex of a baby is determined.”
“It’s not?”
“No,” Felicity replied with a wide smile, “but I leave it to you. I don’t want to disillusion you.”
“You couldn’t disillusion me even if you tried to,” Oliver replied, pecking her lips. “Not today.”
They turned their heads to watch Ariana silently once more. The little girl had fallen back asleep in Felicity’s arms peacefully. She was sleeping quietly, breathing in and out with an even rhythm that Oliver felt weirdly comforting.
When Felicity yawned, Oliver rubbed his hand up and down her arm slowly. Placing a kiss against her hairline, he leaned his cheek against the crown of her head. Felicity sighed and snuggled even closer to him in response.
“Are you tired?”
“Exhausted rather than tired,” Felicity replied, yawning once more. “Getting this baby out of me was quite exhausting.”
“I wouldn’t have noticed.” Oliver grinned. “I mean you did have enough energy to almost break my hand with your death grip.”
Felicity glared at him with mocking anger. “Really? Do you want to switch places the next time?”
For a second, Oliver considered if he should tell Felicity that she had just alluded to having a second baby. He decided to keep the conversation lightly though. They had been parents for less than twenty-four hours so far, so maybe they should delay the planning of any siblings for a while. They should at least explore what it was like to be parents of one kid before they even considered adding another into the mix.
“Oh, I don’t think I would look that graceful when I tried to do that.”
Felicity pursed her lips, knowing that he was just teasing her, and pushed her elbow into his ribs. Oliver just chuckled though.
“Maybe you should sleep for a little longer,” Oliver suggested, brushing his fingers through Felicity’s hair when she yawned a third time within this minute. “Catch some rest. You had an exhausting day.”
Making herself more comfortable at his side, Felicity angled her head back to look at him. She was frowning slightly.
“I am surprised our mothers didn’t show up yet to argue who Ariana looks like and to hand us all kind of unnecessary and unwelcome advice.”
Oliver chuckled, kissing her temple. “They arrived here eight minutes after we texted them that Ariana was born.”
“How did you manage to keep them out?” Felicity asked in a whisper. “I imagined them storming in here and ripping Ariana from our arms the moment they arrived.”
Oliver didn’t doubt that they had the power to do so. When they had arrived here right after Felicity and Ariana had fallen asleep, he had had trouble to keep them out of the room. Only telling them that both of them were fine but in need of some well-deserved sleep, they had agreed to sit down in front of the room and wait until the two had caught some rest.
“On our wedding day, I vowed to always protect the two of you, so that is what I will do.”
Felicity frowned. “I don’t think that was in your wedding vows.”
“I think it was.”
“I don’t think so.”
Oliver shrugged his shoulders. “Then I vow that to you now. Felicity, I will always protect Ariana and you.”
“Even from our mothers?”
“Especially from our mothers.”
Felicity smiled warmly. “Good.”
Oliver leaned in and brushed another kiss against Felicity’s lips, sealing his promise to her. He loved his two girls so much that he knew he’d jump in front of a car to protect them. Handling their mothers might be more dangerous than jumping in front of a car, but he’d do that too. He’d do everything to keep them safe.
“I’d still like to wait a little before we introduce Ariana to anyone else,” Felicity told him when she rested her head against his shoulder once more. “Just until we get used to this.”
She tightened her arms around Ariana when she said those words. Oliver felt his arms tighten around the two of them too.
“So, I tell them to come back in eighteen to twenty years?”
Felicity smiled. “Spending twenty years just like this sounds perfect to me.”
“Yeah,” Oliver agreed. “Sounds perfect to me too.”
Everything that included Felicity, Ariana and him to be together for as long as possible sounded perfect to him. He could forever live in his moment as long as he just got to hold them.
When Felicity’s lids grew heavy again and tiredness threatened to take her away, she handed Ariana back to him. Oliver wrapped an arm around their daughter safely and put the other around Felicity’s shoulders while she was snuggling back into her sleeping position at his side. It took less than a minute for her breath to even out and her muscles to relax as she fell asleep.
Oliver placed a kiss into her hair and rested his nose there to breathe her in. As soon as Ariana moved in his arms, he turned his head to look at his daughter. His cheek stayed rested against the crown of Felicity’s head though.
“Hey,” he whispered quietly when Ariana turned her head right and left, her eyes opening and looking around. “Did you have enough sleep for now?”
Ariana let out a little sound, not really a cry but something like a sweet sigh. Oliver smiled as it was a new sound for him, one he felt already carving into his heart.
“Well, now that it’s only us again,” he continued to whisper, not wanting to wake Felicity and not wanting to frighten Ariana either, “I guess it’s time for me to give you a first taste of daddy’s wisdom. I wouldn’t really call myself wise, especially given who your mommy is, but I think I have three little things to tell you that will make your life a lot easier. Ready to hear them?”
Again, Ariana let out a little sigh. Oliver knew it was probably just his imagination, but he felt like his little girl was turning a little in his arms like she was trying to get even close to him.
“Okay, here’s the first,” he said and lifted Ariana a little close to his face. “There are no people on this earth that love you as much as mommy and daddy do. Some people might tell you that you have been an accident or the circumstances surrounding your birth have been crappy or whatever, but please don’t ever doubt that mommy and I wanted you and loved you from the first second on. The moment we knew about you, our entire life revolved around you, and it always will. We two will always love you, no matter what you say or do. You can always come to us.”
He was sure that it was the most obvious of the three wisdoms he wanted to share with her.
“The second is not less important.” Oliver smiled. “Always chase your dreams, no matter how unreachable they seem. If you really want something, you gotta work to make it happen. It might be scary and it might cause trouble, but you can only be happy if you aim for what you really want and need. Always.”
For way too long, Oliver had tried to hold onto what was right and what he thought was supposed to be. It had almost cost him what he really wanted and what he really needed in his life. It had almost cost him everything he was holding in his arms right now.
“And the last wisdom for your first day on earth,” Oliver continued after a moment, “is that mommy always knows best. I mean mothers in general always know best, but your mommy in particular. I mean she is the smartest woman I have ever met, and I really hope that you grow up to as beautiful and as smart as she is. And because she is your mother, she will love you and just know best what is good for me. Trust me on that because my mommy knew what was best for me too, long before I knew it actually.”
These last months since he and Felicity had told their mothers about everything that had happened, they hadn’t stopped telling them that they could have found this blissful kind of happiness if they had just listened to them. Oliver knew that they were right. If he and Felicity hadn’t fought against their mother’s wishes for them to be together for so long, maybe they would have found their way to each other more easily.
Sometimes, people just had to learn the hard way. It might have been more comfortable and less painful for everyone involved otherwise, but Oliver wasn’t sure if he’d be here, with his wife and his daughter in his arms, if they had taken the easy way.
Oliver lifted Ariana in his arms until he could brush his lips against her forehead. When he opened his eyes, for almost a second, it looked like Ariana was looking right back at him. The next moment, she was squirming in his arms again slightly, turning her head to the right and to the left like she was just getting used to having a body she could move.
It was adorable and heartwarming at the same time.
“Oh, and Ariana,” he whispered, leaning his head down once more to whisper into her ear with a wide grin on his lips, “we don’t tell your grannies about this. Ever.”
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What He Wants (Pt. 16)
Main Characters: Bucky Barnes x Enhanced Reader
Summary:  On going series of Bucky getting his shit together and falling in love with you.
Warnings/ Content: none, sweet fluffity fluff :)
Word Count: 1186
Author’s Note: Hello lovelies! There was SO MUCH love for the ending of the last chapter here and over on AO3 and I’m really glad ya’ll loved that bit  as much as I do. If you haven’t read the rest, please at the very least go back and read 15 because the beginning of this will make zero sense without the end of that part. Now, let’s see where things go in the wake of your confessions...
If you missed the first few parts, you can read them here: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15
XOXO -Ash
What He Wants, Pt. 16
Bucky’s face lights up like the sun. He moves his right hand up your side and cups your cheek tenderly in his palm. “Yeah?”
You nod against his hand, “Yeah.” 
Bucky doesn’t hesitate, he pulls you gently down to him, his lips brushing against yours. Your breath catches in your throat and your body trembles against his. The times you had imagined anything happening between you two it was always raw and frenzied. Nothing could have prepared you for the sweetness of these first few kisses. You match his pace, not wanting to hurry him, just enjoying how his body floods your senses. His scent is clouding your thoughts; he smells like a forest in the dead of night, clean, piney, and just a little wild. There is still a faint taste of tears on his lips but his eyes are dry at last. You shiver at the cool metal of his left hand caressing your hip where your nightshirt has ridden up. It isn’t your first kiss ever, but it makes every single one before it pale in comparison. You happily lose yourself in him, letting your body follow where he leads without a second thought. 
Bucky is drowning in you. He’s unused to relinquishing control and just letting himself feel but with your soft skin pressed against him and the sweet taste of your lips brushing against his, he is a goner. You taste like summer rain and peaches, and he can’t get enough. He wonders fleetingly if even a lifetime of this would be enough. Bucky deliberately keeps the pace slow, not wanting to miss a moment of this. The way your body responds so naturally to his is incredible and he loves how in sync you are to his movements. He knows he needs to pull back and stop before things escalate further but every time he thinks to pull away he just dives in for more. Finally, desperate for air, he leans his lips away and rests his forehead against yours. 
“Wow” you murmur.
“Wow” he echoes and you grin like a kid on Christmas. “You okay there, mouse?”
You nod lightly against his forehead, “Better than fine.” 
“Me too. I don’t know how I ever got so lucky as to find you, mouse.” He moves you so you are sitting across his lap, tucked in against his chest. He wants to be able to look down at you and appreciate how you beautiful you look; your lips swollen from his kisses, cheeks reddened where his beard brushed against them. 
“I know exactly what you did.” you tell him, “You asked for what you wanted, and you got it.” 
Bucky chuckles, “That simple, huh? Well, I’m gonna start asking for things a lot more often.”
“Oh really? Like what?”
“Another kiss for starters.”
You giggle and kiss him again, deeper this time. “See, that easy.” 
“Oh man, I was missing out. I’m gonna be asking for foot rubs, breakfast in bed, and a dog next.” 
You laugh harder, squirming in his lap. “Oh, no!” You cry with fake concern between giggles, “I’ve created a monster.” As soon as the word monster leaves your mouth you regret it. Bucky is still smiling but you notice the slight twitch of his left eye at the word. “Bucky… I… I didn’t mean it like….”
Bucky gives you a quick kiss, “I know you didn’t, doll. It’s alright. But I’m absolutely going to keep asking for things.” 
“Good, you should.” You say relieved he isn’t offended by your poor word choice. 
Bucky pulls his phone out and started texting quickly. “I’m gonna start by asking that damn raccoon for my arm back.”
“What?” You ask, extremely confused.
“Do you know Rocket? He’s not actually a raccoon, just looks like one. He’s part of Quill’s team, the Guardians of something?” 
“I’ve heard of him but we haven’t met.”
“Well, I gave the furry bastard my good arm before I left for Somalia. He’d been jonesing for it since Wakanda and since I hadn’t planned on coming back I thought I’d hook him up. I meant to text him yesterday, I’m gonna need that thing back.”
“You have different prosthetic arm? Why? Is it better?”
“Oh, mouse, it’s the best. Shuri, T’Challa’s sister, made it for me a few years ago. It’s made of vibranium so it’s virtually indestructible and the tech in it is light years ahead of anything else. She has it set up so it reacts as fast as I can think and the sensors are almost as good as really feeling something again. I’ll know if something is hot or cold, soft or rough. I couldn’t believe it when she gave it to me.”
“That’s incredible. I can’t believe you parted with it, that was really kind of you.”
“He’s a good guy. Anyway, where can he send it to? I know you don’t want anyone having this address.”
“Have him send it to Fury. He’ll get it to us here.”
“Thanks, doll.” He places a kiss on your cheek and is texting quickly again. “Okay, he’ll have it to Fury today or tomorrow. They haven’t left earth yet and can swing by SHIELD before they leave.” 
“I’ll give Fury a heads up to overnight it to us.” You offer. 
“Mmm, you’re the best.” He lays his head next to yours on your shoulder and holds you for a moment, unwilling to let you go just yet. “So what are we going to do today?” 
“How’s your leg doing? I wanted to go down and visit the lambs that were born while I was away. They’re bigger now but still fun at this age.” 
“I’ll hold up alright. The crutch really isn’t that bad. If you want to go out, we can.” 
“We can head back if you start getting sore. Just tell me, okay?”
“I will, mouse. I can’t wait to be rid of this thing, I won’t push it.” 
“Good.” You reach out to brush your thumb against his cheek, feeling the softness of his beard in your palm. It’s distracting being so close to him. “Come on, before we spend the whole day on the sofa.” 
Bucky grumbles playfully but stands up with you. He tests his weight for a moment before grabbing his crutch. “I think I’m almost done with this thing.” 
You watch him lean a little more on his right side, he doesn’t seem to be in any pain. “That’s great. Maybe you can try a little more later if you’re still doing okay.”
“I’m gonna change the bandage and check on it before we head out.”
“Okay, I need to get dressed first anyway.”
You slip away to get changed in your room and take a minute for your brain to catch up with the last half hour. You are ecstatic and nervous; very ready to start something with him but you worry it won’t be the easiest of roads. It doesn’t really matter though, it’s all worth it. Bucky is finally figuring out what he wants for himself, and right now, by some miracle, it’s you.
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I was asked and ask, and in my flu causing feverish state, I deleted it. So if you’re out there and recognize this question (and I’m paraphrasing) please reblog and @ me. 
So If i remember, the question was along the lines of 
“Why isnt there huge amounts of stuff, for shows like She -Ra and TDP, are they not as popular?” 
Lets go for a ride...
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I think the reason why we dont get the same amount of content generated for shows such as The Dragon Prince and She-ra, say in comparison to shows like RWBY. 
And by content, I mean, theories, memes, art and in depth analysis, boils down to 3 things.
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1) Time to Generate.
Both The Dragon Prince and She-Ra have only recently dropped their first season. Now both have their second season coming rather swiftly, esp in the case of The Dragon Prince. Season 2 is dropping tomorrow: Feb 15 2019 over on Netflix. 
She-Ra’s is set to be released April 26th 2019, again on Netflix. 
The Dragon Prince S1 was released on Sept 14th 2018, and She-Ra: Princesses of Power, Nov, 13th 2018. 
In TDP case, that is a 5 month and 1 day turn around and SPOP, 5 months and 13 days turn around. 
It is rather unheard of for an animation to have their Second season be ready in under 6 months. Usually it is anywhere from 10 months minimum to a year or in some cases, even longer. 
I put this down to the success of the two series and how the audience received them, and Netflix wishing to capitalize on it, and the hype generated. 
Lets just hope that the both properties dont feel rushed as a result. 
So with such little time, and a very short hiatus in terms of tv shows, (which is when most of fandom generated content tends to be created), that gives very little time for their respective fandoms to leave their senses and devolve into some sort of animeesque Lord of the Flies in a matter of weeks, in a bid to cope.
(RWBY FNDM, I’m looking at you with your ‘Beehaw’s’ and YORSE, and ‘Scheehaw’s’. I still cant believe you made Arryn read that with her own eyes!!) 
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(You can tumblr search Yorse yourself, I aint making anyone look at that cursed image without their consent. You’ve been warned! ;p @hammertime-rwby  i shake my head in your general direction... ;D ) 
Time to generate can also be reflected in how long a show has been on air, thereby garnering a wider and much larger fanbase with a broader set of creative skills, which in turn results in more fandom content generated, esp if there is the potential of shipping. 
And bloody hell does SPOP have some crazy potential on the shipping front, 
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2) Time to Mature and Fandom Engagement. 
As a show matures and the audience leans learn more about the characters and the world that they inhabit, the nature of fandom created content evolves. It also depends on the verve of the show itself. 
The way in which a show is presented, the topics and themes they cover, the way the characters and the world are presented, can vicariously dictate how the fandom engages with the property, go forth and multiply.
For example:
Sherlock is very meme worthy and that tends to be reflected in the content that is generated by the Sherlockians. 
RWBY has been out for 6 volumes and has a very dedicated and passionate FNDM, but it is also broad, large and incredibly diverse.
 It is also rather vocal and has very strong differing opinions from one end of the spectrum to the other, which in turn creates YT reviews, reactions and rebuttals and heated retorts. 
These polarising pov’s can then go on to permeate to other branches of social media, such as twitter, tumblr, discord etc etc 
Same with fandom accepted headcanons and lore... 
(I’m still on the fence about you Renora Rodeo Round up... You’re on thin ice! ;p ) 
But it has taken a number of years to cultivate. 
Neither The Dragon Prince or She-Ra has had the time to do that, yet! 
But I’m certain that will change in the coming future. 
 She-Ra has already generated quite the buzz on both the positive and negative sides, due to being based on a much loved, older, property, ‘She-Ra 1985′, but that is a mine field which I covered on my previous blog before some asshat decided to axe it. 
Also, the themes that Netflix She-Ra seems to be covering, which helped generate a lot of the negative backlash towards the show, will most definitely continue to be polarizing... So I would keep an eye out if YT and people picking stuff apart is your jam. 
On the other side, what SPOP seems to be trying to deliver will also generate lots of awesome content. Just look at how this took off,
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“Hey Adora” 
And this cinnamon roll’s preoccupation with ‘force captain orientation’,
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The Dragon Prince strikes me as a show that would generate deep reflective analysis of world and characters as well as theories, much like its older cousin, Avatar Last Airbender, once there is more to comb over and speculate on.
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These two shows are presented differently and they way they are tackling certain themes in their respective narratives are also vastly different, which could also have a lot to do with their respective target audience and intended demographic,  so it stands to reason that the results of fandom generated content would be different. 
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3) Platform and Format. 
This I believe is one of the most important aspects which ties the previous points above.
If a property is delivered week by week, such as RWBY, there is time, for the FNDM, after they make amazing screen shots and insta analysis and excited speculations, to go over it again and allow the episode to sink in. 
(which both TDP and SPOP could do, as they have episodic episodes but that is an entirely different post)
There is time for the fans to go sit back and react to what they have seen, whether that is creating beautiful fan art, crafting in depth theories, character analysis, extrapolate potential world building. 
A week by week delivery culminates in an emotional impact that is allowed to foster and grow, thereby gives space and time for the individual to go off and create content for their respective fandom. 
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Fanart takes time, fics take time. 
The not knowing what could happen next opens up the avenues of thought out speculations. 
Having a week to go over everything to that point and process new info. Being able to take your time to research and prep before you put it out there, results in good, in depth analysis and well crafted work. 
Time gives breeding ground.
(Some wait years for lore.. Overwatch fandom, I dont know how we do it! But we all cant be Tracer!) 
Because, we are so salivating at the the mouth for insta gratification and ‘binge’ culture has become so prevalent where media is concerned. 
When a property is delivered all at once, it gives no breathing space for speculation and wild theories.
For a particular scene or interaction between characters to have an emotional impact and thereby create emotionally significant fan art, that is reblogged and shared in that moment, give it time to resonate with its respective fandoms.
And there for have time for other members of the fandom to be inspired to go off and create their own stuff in what ever medium is their forte. 
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Because we are on this fast paced ride, not only from the start of the chapter 1 to end of the first ‘book’, so to speak, but also the social media need to be the first to create the content for the fandom, the type of content generated, how and why, is hugely different and may not at first glance look like it is forth coming.. 
It just takes time to sink in.. To go back through and re-evaluate. 
Being inspired by a particular interaction between two characters , or a certain facet of the world that an fan may have noticed and wishes to expand on, art wise, fic wish or theroise, loses its validity when you know that the next episode could answer your burning questions in less than 5 seconds. 
And so you stave off for the dreaded nine episode when your eye balls are nearly gumming together and you know you have work in 4 hours but you need answers to the burning questions.. 
and so results.
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This is not the content creators fault, in anyway. This is quite literally the way in which it is delivered. 
Its is pretty much, 
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II) However, in Conclusion 
The perceived lack of fandom interaction/generated content, in the social media platforms that a fan chooses to  consume, or is available to them, does not mean that a show isn't popular. 
The ties to previous projects, such as SPOP to She-Ra 1985  and The Dragon Prince to Avatar Last Airbender are vastly different. 
Expectations are vastly different.
 Fandom interaction and generation of fandom content, is not a measure made of how popular a show is.  
Also, politely, remember the demographic of which these shows are aimed at. 
Be respectful of the show creators, the property, the characters and the narrative that the show creators have painstakingly crafted and put out into the world. 
The story that they want to tell. 
Again, 
 a reminder, 
Tomorrow, 15th Feb 2019 , Season 2 of The Dragon Prince. 
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(im gonna go back into my fluey coma now)
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Rating: Mature
Chapter List: [1] | [2] | [3] | [4] | [5] | [6] | [7] | [8] | [9] | [10] | [11] | [12] | [13] | [14]
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"Not human. She was not human. They all knew it. Could almost feel it, but couldn't make sense of it. That was why they were afraid. Not because of what she used to be Before. But because of what she was now."
Having found herself serving as the right-hand to the Governor for too long, Synnove le Jacques does her best to make things right with the people of the Prison. Stuck beside her partner in crime, her irritatingly obnoxious and hideously problematic best friend, Merle, she does her best to fight back against the monster she has let the Governor become.
CHAPTER TITLE: The Artistry of Destruction.
We arrived back at the prison an hour or so after noon.
Our walk had been quiet. Neither of us had uttered a single word, content to storm down the abandoned road in seething silence. We didn’t even enter through the back door. I don’t know if Daryl had been the one to decide or whether it had been me, but the two of us ended up before the broken gate at the front of the prison without either of us questioning it.
I drew my two knives. Daryl pulled his crossbow from his shoulder.
Without a word, we both marched up the pathway that divided the grassy field. Whenever a biter came within reaching distance, one of us dispatched of it in a primal, fevered motion.  At one point, several biters came toward us at once, and I allowed myself to let go for a moment, to revel in my inherent violent nature. Two knives, five biters, and a shower of gore. The dead dropped around me in mere seconds.
Whether Daryl noticed the savagery of my knifework or not, he didn’t let on, too focused on his own march toward the gate. I returned to my place beside him, looking up the hill to see the boy, Carl, was watching us through binoculars. His voice was calling out, either for us or for his father, I couldn’t tell. My senses were clouded. Muted, almost, as if my mind were too preoccupied with sorting through my emotions to even bother interpreting stimuli.
I was given an answer a few seconds later, anyway.
Rick, Carol and Michonne appeared by the gate. In a panicked fumble, Rick unlocked the chain and pulled it free, yanking the gate to the side and allowing it to slide its entire length across. Carl quickly caught it and began sliding it back as the three adults charged out into the field.
Daryl and I were already half-way up the hill by the time they had arrived, but, I’ll admit, it was nice to have an escort the rest of the way.
Once we were back behind the gate, Daryl continued walking. His shoulders hunched and his jaw tightly clenched. He walked past the fenced walkway that lead back into the cellblock, down through the concrete courtyard between the two buildings.
Rick made a move to follow him. I reached out and grabbed the sheriff’s arm. When he turned to look at me, both confused and concerned, I shook my head.
Daryl needed a minute alone.
Rick furrowed his brows, turning his body to face me, though his gaze no longer held contempt or suspicion. “What happened?” he simply asked, his voice low, grave, as if he already knew.
I couldn’t hold eye contact, knowing how unchecked I’d allowed my emotions to grow. My gaze dropped to the floor as I shook my head, biting back against the anger and grief and whatever the hell else that feeling was, gnawing at my chest.
Rick seemed to understand, however. In an odd show of compassion, he placed his hand on the small of my back. It was gentle and warm and incredibly unexpected. But I didn’t move away.
“I’m sorry,” he said, softly. “I know you were close.”
I took a deep breath, looking up to the sky for a moment before meeting his gaze evenly, my emotions finally put in their usual place at the back of my mind.
He looked down at me with those crystalline blue eyes of his full of a sense of empathy I hadn’t seen for quite some time. Philip had once had eyes like that. Emotive and warm. It was nice to see such a thing again.
I gave him a grateful nod before looking back toward the corner Daryl had disappeared behind.
On my other side, Carol slid her small knife into its sheath by her hip. “I’ll go check on him.”
“Give him another minute,” I advised gently, stepping away from Rick’s warm hand so I could make my way toward the fenced in walkway toward the main entrance of the cellblock.
Carol didn’t argue, simply nodded once and remained outside whilst Rick and Michonne followed behind me.
When we reached the first door, the one that lead inside, I paused. I don’t know why but as I stood there, my hand gripping the handle, tensed in preparation for sliding it open, something inside me seemed to click in place. It was as if a murky film had been pulled away from my hazed mind, illuminating the vast expanse of knowledge I’d acquired during my time with the Governor. I knew his patterns. His plans. The entire catalogue of weapons in his collection. All of his self-appointed soldiers.
And Rick… These people… They knew the prison. Knew it inside and out.
I turned slowly to face him as he stood, looking curiously down at me from the top step of the platform that lead up to the door behind me. Michonne stood beside him, equally perplexed by the slow, sudden grin that had begun to spread across my face.
“Those tire spikes are still in the field, aren’t they?” I asked.
Michonne nodded slowly. “Yeah. Why?”
I didn’t answer, turning slowly around in place to survey the expanse of prison yard before me. My mind worked through dozens of possibilities in seconds, plotting a path, taking inventory of the weapons and instruments at the Governors disposal. I pushed past Rick and Michonne, back down the stairs and out the fenced walkway into the courtyard.
They both followed me, confused by my strange behaviour.
I turned partially to look at Rick. “You need to get the baby and your son out of here,” I said, somewhat distractedly. “Hershel and his youngest, too. Have you found the riot gear in here, yet? Never mind. I know where it’ll be. We need to replace the wooden pallets up there with metal. Solid metal. Take the doors off the solitary cells and line this walkway here. Keep the pallets on that walkway. It’s the first one they’ll fire at. Make sure no one can see through them, though.”
Rick kept pace with me as I walked from the gate, taking note of the line of sight for each and every access point to the cellblock.
“They’ll take out the watch towers with the launcher,” I added, turning in place to look at each of the buildings in turn. It was impossible to pin which ones they’d hit first, so it was safer to assume they’d just take them all out. “The truck with the M2 Browning will come in first. That’ll hit the tire spikes in the yard – which is good. Means it won’t be able to come into the courtyard. But they’ll have other trucks and they’ll use them to knock down this gate – so it’s best to leave it unlocked, minimise the damage for after.”
At this point, I’d come to a halt at the front gate with Michonne and Rick hot on my tail. They’d kept step with me until this point, watching me with near matching expressions that looked somewhere between surprised and intrigued.
My mental journey continued as I looked between the cellblock and the gate, surveying the area, imagining the steps the Governor would take. I stepped up toward the fenced walkway again. “We don’t fire. Don’t fight. Make it look like we’ve taken off. They’ll come in here – seven, maybe eight of them, the Governor included. He’ll need to see it for himself.”
With that, I climbed the steps and pulled the door open, revealing the small enclosed area between the two security gates. I crossed the space in two steps, pushing the silver barred door open and moving into the main area of the cellblock.
“They’ll pass through here,” I continued.
The remaining members of the group were sitting inside and turned to look up at us as I walked past them, toward the hall of cells they had made into their bedrooms. Maggie, Glenn, and Carl stood and began to follow behind Rick and Michonne, silent as I voiced my entire mental journey aloud.
“In, through here.” I stepped into the cellblock, looking at each of the cells one by one, gesturing toward them with a wild hand. “Best to leave something in them. Make it look like we were in a hurry to go. Nothing that we would come back for. Something like a discarded shirt.” From there, I ducked past the staircase in the centre of the hall and made my way toward the door at the back. The dark, shadowed corridor that extended beyond gave me all the good kinds of shivers.
I turned back to face the apparent audience I had gathered and grinned a wide, near mad grin.
“You still got those smoke grenades?”
Rick, who met my gleeful grin with a slowly brightening look of hope, nodded.
I clapped my hands together. “Fuck oath.”
My exclamation of excitement was met with a series of confused looks. It took me a second to realise the sheer Australian-ness of that remark before I laughed.
“It means good!” I looked between them, still grinning. “Come on! We can do this!”
Rick turned to look at each of his people in turn, at the excitement and hope that had begun to spread amongst them, as if my own glee had awakened something within each of them. It took him a moment before he looked back at me, a bright smile beginning to form on his face. God, it was nice to see him smile like that.
“What do you want us to do?” he asked.
#
The wait was agonizing.
I kept expecting to spot a cloud of dust rising atop the trees or hear the revving of distant engines whilst we were setting up. Thankfully, though, we managed to put everything in place before any sign of them arose. Carl, Beth, Judith, and Hershel were all sent off in one of the cars, to wait out the fight by the nearby forests edge. The young son of the sheriff had been none-too-pleased by his father’s orders of exclusion. In fact, he’d begun to argue, to fight against the plan, until I’d stepped in.
I’d made sure to look at Rick before saying anything. The last thing I needed was to step on his toes as a parent. He’d given me a tired nod and I’d followed the kid into the cellblock, cornering him whilst he was in the midst of packing his backpack.
“You know, kid,” I began, my tone light as I casually leant against the metal door frame. “Blondie and the old man are gonna need someone capable of protecting them out there. Your sister, too.”
Carl snorted in that indignant way all pre-teen children seemed to have down to an art form.
With a soft sigh, I leant partially forward in order to lower myself more to his height. “Alright, kid. I won’t bullshit you. What we’re about to do is dangerous shit. As much as you might feel like it’s unfair, your father is just doing what he thinks will keep you the safest. You and your sister are his first priority and that is not a bad fucking thing.”
Carl turned his head partially to look at me, slightly startled by my profanity.
“I’ll tell you a little secret, kiddo,” I continued. “I can’t lie. There is no physical way for me to utter an untruth. Which is why you have to believe me when I say, you need to do what your father asks, both for your safety and his.”
“His safety?” Carl spat in echo.
“Yes,” I answered evenly. “Do you honestly think he’ll be one-hundred-percent in the moment against the Governor if he has to worry about you, too?”
“He doesn’t have to –“
“He does, Carl,” I cut in, pushing off the door frame in order to stand before him. “Even if you were the greatest fighter this world had ever seen, he would still worry about you. Because you are his son and he loves you. Do you understand?”  
He paused a moment before giving me a nod, face twisted into a grimace, as if he hadn’t wanted to admit it.
I lowered myself down into a crouch. “Look, I know you want to help. And I know you don’t think running off with Hershel and Beth is helping, but let me tell you something. You will be. You will keep your sister, Beth, and Hershel safe by being with them. You will keep your father safe by being with them. And you’ll have my gratitude, because the things I will do to the Governor if I get my hands on him are not fit for the eyes of babes, understand?”
That also seemed to catch the kid off guard. He blinked once in surprise, his eyes – the same eyes as his father – widening as he realized the connotations beneath my words.
“So, you go out there and you protect those three, and I’ll stay in here and I’ll protect the rest. Sound fair?”
He watched me another moment, looking between my bloodied hands, the knives on my belt, and the crimson flecks upon my face. Something overcame him in that moment. A sense of duty and responsibility. He gave me a solid nod, grabbed his backpack and slung it purposefully over his shoulder.
I followed him out to the courtyard, watched as he pulled away from his father and climbed into the car with a huff. Okay. He may not have been happy about it, but at least he was doing it.
Glenn and Maggie had adorned the riot gear. It looked two sizes too big on both of their slender frames, but it would get the job done. Daryl and Carol both were waiting by the door of the cellblock for Rick and I. Michonne was standing guard by the back entrance, just in case the Governor decided to be smart and attempt to surround us.
Daryl’s gaze met mine when Rick and I approached. He looked me up and down before reaching into the back of his pants and pulling out a handgun. “Here,” he said.
I took it with a grateful nod, pulling the clip out, making a note of the bullet count before sliding it back in. “Alright. Carol, Rick. You two take the side corridor. Daryl and I will take the back. Whoever makes contact first out of us, pull the alarm for Maggie and Glenn to open fire. Michonne will pull back to meet with us if they come from behind. If they haven’t by the time the alarm’s gone off, she’ll come around that corner there and lay fire with the other two. We all set?”
Daryl lifted the duffle bag sitting on the ground beside him and opened it, displaying their collection of smoke grenades. Rick grabbed three of them and gave me a curt nod, pulling his rifle from his shoulder.
We separated into our respective groups and set up in our places.
And then came the wait.
Daryl and I were sitting, partially hidden around the corner of the corridor at the back of the cellblock. He had foregone the crossbow for a rifle and gripped the barrel of it, resting the stock against the concrete between his spread legs.
The assassin in me had learnt patience long ago. I sat, barely moving, staring blankly ahead and straining my ears for the sounds of commotion outside. My breaths came out in slow, controlled exhales. Remaining calm was one of the most important factors during the wait. Losing control, getting yourself too amped up too early, could mean the difference between life and death. Adrenaline was one hell of a drug, but it was in short supply and blowing it all before the fight was almost akin to shooting yourself in the foot.
Daryl let out a huff of air as he pulled the rifle up and rested it against his thighs. “The hell’s takin’ them so long?”
“He’ll be here,” I responded evenly. “He can’t risk not coming. Even if it’s just for show, he needs to be seen making an effort to ensure we’re not here.”
“Why?”
“Because…” I took a deep breath. “Well, in reality, I think it’s an ego thing. Like, he needs to win this. To be the hero. So, he needs to sell the idea that we’re this group of bloodthirsty savages, bent on Woodbury’s destruction. It’s the only way he’ll make a villain for his people to see him triumph over.��
“That’s messed up,” Daryl remarked.
“He is.” I took a deep breath, trying to calm the rising anger and guilt inside me. Resting the back of my head against the wall behind me, I looked to the ceiling. “I can’t believe I let it get this far.”
“You didn’t know,” Daryl said, his voice oddly soft.
“I think I did,” I responded, my voice barely louder than a whisper. Thankfully, the silence echoing through the prison enabled it to carry across the opening in the corridor to him. “I mean, I knew he was growing more… Bold, I guess. Violent, even. But he always had a reason for it – at least, he made it seem like he did. For the good of Woodbury. To protect the people. And I let myself believe that. Because I was comfortable where I was. I had a room, had people, friends. Things I apparently valued more than common human fucking decency. Or morality. Not that I’ve ever been particularly morally inclined.”
Daryl listened silently until even the echo of my voice had faded before he shuffled in place to turn and look at me. “My brother ain’t never done anything like that before in his life. Ain’t never put someone else above himself. Not until he met you.”
I could tell by the soft, gentle way he spoke that he meant that as some kind of compliment. A testament to my ability to do good. But, really, it just made me think that what had happened to him had been more of my fault than I’d originally believed.
Daryl could tell that I’d taken it the wrong way by my silence. The way I squeezed my eyes closed for a moment before looking back up at the ceiling above me. With a sigh, he rose up onto his feet, leaving the rifle leant against the wall before crossing the opening of the hall and onto my side.
“The hell are you doing?” I asked, somewhat surprised as he sunk down into a sitting position between me and the corner. He was close enough that his knee overlapped mine as we sat, partially cross-legged on the hard-concrete floor.
“What happened to Merle wasn’t your fault,” he said in response, his voice stern, almost as if he were ordering me to believe it. “That ain’t what I’m saying.”
“I know what you’re saying,” I said before letting out a sigh. “But I didn’t do shit. Your brother had the ability to not be a jackass from the get-go. He just didn’t apply it very often.”
Daryl nodded. “No one else ever thought that about my brother. Even our damn dad thought he was a lost cause.”
“I wouldn’t measure someone’s value by the view your father had of them,” I remarked.
Daryl dropped my gaze instantly. “Ain’t the point.”
“I know what the point is, Daryl,” I hissed before I could catch myself. With a deep intake of breath, I calmed my anger and looked back at him. “Sorry. I’m not trying to be a dick.”
He let out a breath through his nose kind of like a chuckle. “Then will you just let me say my damn piece?”  
I waved him on, no longer looking at him, finding a spot on the wall across from me to stare at. It occurred to me that Daryl didn’t really seem like the kind of guy that spoke his piece all that often, especially about something close to his chest like his brother. The least I could do was listen.
“You helped him, alright?” he said after a deep breath. “More than I ever could. And that ain’t nothin’, you know? And what you’re doing now – helping us like this… You’re making up for the shit you did and let slide and that’s more than most can say.”
For a second, every instinct I had to keep myself guarded, to hold a mask over my emotions and a wall around my heart, began to crumble. I felt my brows pull down, my lips twitch slightly downward, and my eyes starting to sting and grow damp. He was right. I knew he was, somewhere deep down, or it wouldn’t have hit me so hard. Maybe that was why his brother had done what he’d done. Because he’d seen me, trying to make up for a decade worth of blood by using the skills I’d developed from that life to help protect the people that couldn’t protect themselves. And even when that had gone awry, I’d made an effort to do the right thing again and again. Could I ever make up for the lives I’d taken? No. And I’d said that to him, too. That I didn’t think I’d ever make up for it. But I’d kept trying anyway. And he’d been by my side that entire time, watching, learning from my pitiful attempts to be the good guy for once.
All of that went through my mind in a split second and it was written all over my face. The guilt, the sadness, the regret. That deep, raw anger and sorrowful grief for the things I would never have, for the childhood of blood and loss, this life of death and destruction. The possibility that every time I tried to do the right thing, it somehow backfired, like a message from the universe that I’d never be good enough to be the hero of my own story.
And then, like a black hole devouring the stars, it was all pulled back into the darkness. I swallowed down everything and, with a shake of my head, slipped that mask back into place before I could shed a single tear.
I drew in a deep breath and blew it out in a long sigh before turning to give Daryl a sad smile. Like I hadn’t just been on the verge of an actual emotional breakdown. If I’d been about to say something, it died on my lips when I saw the concerned look on his face. He was close enough that I could see the specks of brown in his blue eyes, even in the dim lighting.
It took me a second to compose myself, to adjust to our proximity and that soft look he was giving me.
“For the record,” I began, my voice hushed, mostly because I was pretty sure it would hitch and give away the emotional turmoil I’d shoved into that overflowing box in the back of my mind if I spoke any louder. “I might just like you guys better, anyway. You’ve got more spunk. A hotter leader.”
I gave Daryl a side-eyed grin, watching his reaction with great amusement. He blinked once, his brows rising before he snorted out a laugh and elbowed me playfully.
“What?” I asked with a chuckle. “You think I’m wrong?”
“I ain’t touchin’ that,” he remarked, pushing himself back up onto his feet with a grunt.
“Oh, come on,” I pushed with a barely restrained laugh. “Don’t hold it against me. Or, you know… do. I wouldn’t mind.”
My remarks were definitely making him uncomfortable at this point, though I could still see the amusement on his face. I opened my mouth to make another joke when a sound from off in the distance made me sit suddenly upright.
The mood in the room effectively diminished after that, as Daryl had been watching me and saw the sudden change in my body language instantly.
“What is it?” he asked, though I could tell from the hard look on his face that he already knew the answer.
“They’re here.”
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