Red dress and wrong person
I don't know what is this, but I got idea of this some months ago, this doesn't go with any characters, so you can just imange somebody
Warning: crush, jealousy, little bit of smut 🤏
F!Reader x any M!character
English is not my first language!!
This is kind of valentine special :D
It is Valentine day, and we are having dance night at our school. It will be fun. I expect this day for so long.
Just don't know why.
I decided to wear my red dress. The dress is not so long, it ends a little above the knees. My back is expose but my shoulders also. To mach with dress I have black long gloves. I'll have black tramples and wear it with withe sock with little bit of waves at the end. And my shoes will be Mary Jane. I'll but my perl neckless, my heart shape earings and I'll wear my sister leather jacked.
My nails will be and black, full of red hearts. I put my make up on. My eyelids will be light color of pink and red. I'll have a bit longer lashes and smooth eyeliner. My cheeks will ne light red. And my favorite red lipstick. I curl my hear and put my favorite parfume.
Now that I'm all done I can get going to school. On my way to school I was thinking of him. His lips on mine, never separate.
When I came I saw my best friend and go talk to her. We stayed little bit outside, then we go insade. The music is on, and every one is with somebody. (Friends-lovers, same thing). And he was with his friends. Our eyes finally meet.
In our school is little bit differend to choose your partner. We get math questions and someone who has same or very close points as somebody, they are partners. And I got...
His friend!?
What about now? What should I have done?
He needed to be with me. But he got my friend. My best frend got our classemate.
His friend coming closer and closer to me.
"May I?" He asked. I just nod.
He put his right hand in mine while his left hand was on my waist. Meanwhile my left hand was on his shoulder.
Why I feel like this? I shoulnd't. But I feel love.
Like he was my... lover?
We are dancing, and I feel like I'm in heaven, but we just starded. We are having fun... Maybe I still like him.
But he was just second choice.
We stoped dancing to catch our breath. I told him "I'm going to use restroom", but he goes with me. When we get upstairs he pulled me in on of the classroom. I didn't know what was going on.
But I feel like I need it.
He put me on desk and just look at my eyes. I didn't know that my crush was following us, but with his friends. He didn't told them that he's in love with me, so they didn't know what was so big problem to their friend 'spend some time' with me.
I didn't see them, but I couln't wait anymore. I pull him into messy kiss. When we finally separat I put my head on his shoulder, and then I saw them.
I decided to pull myself of his shouldrs and...
"You know, I always loved you."
Everyone eyes opend wider. And he kiss me and say "I love you too."
"Why don't you close the door." He smiled at me and go close door. All of his friends goes behind the door.
But when he close door, something feels like breaking in my crush heart. He know that he has so many chances to tell my that he love me.
But he didn't. And now he has to bear the consequence.
His friend didn't know what was going on. "What is so big problem?" His friend asked, but he can't answer that.
Not now, not ever.
He know what is happening behinde the closed door, but he couldn't acceptit it.
I can't stop thinking about him, but now I need to focus on man in front of me.
I don't know why I thought he is second choise. I shouldn't think that.
He started slowly kissing my neck, my arms are now around his neck and I let quiet moan. His hand going up and down on my leg.
Can I actually love him?
Do I deserve to love him?
(Time skip, sorry 🥲)
He is puting my shoes back on as he tied them. He held my hand and we co back to dance floor. I don't know am I doing right thing. But I can't just forget what happend.
As we go down stairs I held his hand little bit tighter so he look at me, but smile softly.
We started dancing again.
I really had good time.
Throughout rest of the night we are having fun, dancing, drinking, chatting... I told my bestfriend what happend and she was happy that I had my first time. But then I saw him, he was with his partner, talking. He look kinda sad.
But then again I reminded myself that is his fault. He knew I couln't just go and tell him that I love him. We can say I was shy person. But he had so many chanses. And with me being scared to tell him, there was no way I would confess him.
"Y/N?" I heard soft voice and I immediately knew who that is. Is him my 'second choise', but now first. I turned around and I smiled at him as he smiled back. I step closer, I put my arms around his neck as he put his on my waist. We started dancing slowly. Step by step.
This is definitely my favorite valentine.
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