i love seeing other people's fnaf headcanons so much.... it's like a weird little dog show to me. oh your henry's hair is so lustrous what's his grooming routine.
Using saki for tsukasa angst is so lame in that I think overly focusing on him in middle school & giving zero thought to how saki must have felt is loser behavior. Sorry. But saki blames herself (unfairly) for so much I knowwww she absolutely blames herself for the tenma parents neglecting tsukasa as a kid (they did their best but. Yknow) and him being alone so often as he grew up. I don’t think it’s a stretch to say she even blames herself for worrying him/him being upset that she’s hurting. Even now when he skips practice to take care of her when she’s sick, she views it as her inconveniencing him.
Tsukasa doesn’t dwell on his past, because saki is healthier now and she gets to live her life - and he would go through things 100x worse just for her to be happy. He would never dream of blaming her. He’s more than happy to take care of her, it’s how he shows love. It’s not something that needs to be repaid, and even if it was she repays it just by being his sister.
And saki knows this. She knows he loves her and doesn’t blame her. but I feel like a part of her thinks she deserves for him to blame her and feel inconvenienced. Because to her it’s something she can never reciprocate. Tsukasa has always gone out of his way to hide when he’s genuinely upset/struggling from her and is so averse to being seen as anything but an unshakable source of support. So how can she be sure that he’s not more affected by being alone? How can she be sure it wasn’t worse for him than he lets on? She can tell when somethings wrong with him but he won’t tell her even if she asks. He does everything to avoid worrying her but she’s going to worry anyways because she loves him as much as he loves her.
& she can never ask him because obviously he would deny it, & she can’t apologize (she doesn’t need to but that’s not something she can accept) because he doesn’t think she needs to and it would just concern/worry him that she felt that way. Saki going “You’ve done so much for me please let me be a source of support for you” vs tsukasa going “I would rather run directly into traffic than be something for you to worry about.” His unconditional unselfish love being a source of guilt for her (as much as she both appreciates it and wants to return it) on top of her already existing guilt complex. Smiles.
in general hetalia fanart, ame usually is given more tareme eyes(in hetalia itself his eyes do look more tareme). but in rusame fanart you'll see a lot of him being given more tsurime eyes... to contrast with russia's really really tareme eyes(i do this subconsciously... its real! phenomenon!)
gay tvtropes screenshots but its fun to think about
however in the case of say usuk, england would be tsurime while ame is usually tareme. do you get it. and caname has a similar case with rusame but less noticeable (i do this also)
the poor things that occasionally occur to blast break my heart but the worst crime is how fucking white he is in mega man maker😭 AN MM8BDM MOD ( v-classes is peak byw ) DOES HIM SO MUCH BETTER YALL HAVE NO EXCUSE!!!!!!